Im getting comments on this video saying I am high, but I am pretty sure I just didnt take my Xanax and was partial withdrawal and I get super nervous and anxious just talking in front of a camera. And this video came out with the best intent to sway people to not and try cocaine or any other substance.
I think I was actually going through xanax withdrawal when recording this video, because I rewatch it and I am like..."Holy fuck it looks like im on something."
I have never and will never ever ever touch cocaine or meth, i would absolutely love it. I had a really good buddy who did it all the time but he never tried to get me to try it. I remember him coming home once at like 5am and he guzzled like half a litre of vodka to get some sleep. My drug of choice was 30 Norco a day with a lot of Red Bull. Today just the smell of Red Bull makes me want to puke. I'm currently prescribed .25mg Xanax, max two a day and 15 day supplies. Occasionally I'll take 3 or 4 and have to wait a few days to get a new script but i don't feel addicted or in rough shape when i run out. I spent the summer of 2006 on my couch unable to eat or sleep and being driven insane by the sound of crickets and birds at 5am. Never going back to then ever again.
@@LifeOnPaper141 Thank you for answering my second question. Let me rephrase the first one. Actually, I'll just ask it again.. Is there a drug that you don't regret doing?
@@tunesmith86 Mushrooms, Acid or DMT, but I will never touch them again because I learned everything I felt like i needed to learn and i am pretty cemented in my beliefs. I feel as if i do more psychedelics it will just open doors with unanswered questions.
its kinda like the drug that made me willing to try every other drug..... so i regret taking most drugs, because my brain is currently still recovering and i suffer from a xanax addiction. But yea.
@@pipeline8554lol people are so mean to people on the internet just for no reason haha. It’s like this guy is telling personal stuff about his life and Tim over here is getting all worked up because the dude isn’t a super great speaker. He’s acting like he’s this guy’s boss or something hahah
Don't listen to these people. Mate your opening up from your experience is not easy and it helps other avoid what you went throught. Respect keep it up this is good work 👍@@LifeOnPaper141
Im getting comments on this video saying I am high, but I am pretty sure I just didnt take my Xanax and was partial withdrawal and I get super nervous and anxious just talking in front of a camera. And this video came out with the best intent to sway people to not and try cocaine or any other substance.
I have never used any drugs or alcohol in my entire life but I am always intrigued to hear others tell their tales of living the fast life. God bless
You should be regretting sniffing all that glue..
one drug ive never tried! LOL
He's high as hell
I rewatched this video and i was like "it looks like I am on cocaine" hahahahaha
Watching you try to talk is enough incentive for me to never try coke again
Same
I think I was actually going through xanax withdrawal when recording this video, because I rewatch it and I am like..."Holy fuck it looks like im on something."
great video! thanks for sharing your experiences here. im sure many will find it helpful and encouraging. keep kicking ass
Yes, I have decided to share my experiences, I hope to help a few people either get off or never try it in the first place.
I have never and will never ever ever touch cocaine or meth, i would absolutely love it. I had a really good buddy who did it all the time but he never tried to get me to try it. I remember him coming home once at like 5am and he guzzled like half a litre of vodka to get some sleep. My drug of choice was 30 Norco a day with a lot of Red Bull. Today just the smell of Red Bull makes me want to puke. I'm currently prescribed .25mg Xanax, max two a day and 15 day supplies. Occasionally I'll take 3 or 4 and have to wait a few days to get a new script but i don't feel addicted or in rough shape when i run out. I spent the summer of 2006 on my couch unable to eat or sleep and being driven insane by the sound of crickets and birds at 5am. Never going back to then ever again.
Drug free is the goal! Sober mind is a clear mind. Thanks for the love and support. Thanks for sharing your story
Xanax is a beast to come off of. If you don't feel addicted yet, and are fine on those days off from it, then just quit while your ahead.
@@ReapingTheHarvest my body was physically addicted after 50 pills... I don't even know how that drug is legal
All that aside, you just amaze me Bro. Keeping a job through all your battling is just impressive.Your work ethic is a phenomenal trait.
to be honest, the xanax isnt a battle, its going to be a battle to get off of them. But thank you for the kind words
Out of curiosity, is there a drug you don't regret doing and what were you on whilst filming this, if I may ask?
LOL I wasnt on anything, except for Xanax... Somebody just commented "This boy is high as hell" IDK I was just fidgety
What a paradoxical reply 😂 So you were on Xanax... that's not nothing 😅
@@kingsizeblues616 I mean ya, but I am extremely functional on them.. Its kinda why I got addicted to them.
@@LifeOnPaper141 Thank you for answering my second question. Let me rephrase the first one. Actually, I'll just ask it again.. Is there a drug that you don't regret doing?
@@tunesmith86 Mushrooms, Acid or DMT, but I will never touch them again because I learned everything I felt like i needed to learn and i am pretty cemented in my beliefs. I feel as if i do more psychedelics it will just open doors with unanswered questions.
i'll never forget my first hit of coke but ultimately its a dangerous waste of time and can proper fuck your head up.
oh yea, i am still mentally recovering
@@LifeOnPaper141 i never even did huge amounts of it but it still kicked my head in. wishing you all the best.
@@LifeOnPaper141 I am of the opinion tho that all class a's are just absolute shit and we should not need them to enjoy our crappy lives lol
good video
I hate that drug
Oh god I know, and the buddy i use to do it with, still does it and still wont admit he is addicted. I leave every time he orders some
You've done every single drug and cocaine is the only drug you regret taking? Interesting
its kinda like the drug that made me willing to try every other drug..... so i regret taking most drugs, because my brain is currently still recovering and i suffer from a xanax addiction. But yea.
Bro is bararted 😅
I dont know what you mean by this, but alright :)
:3 everything will be fine
Of course! Corinthians 10:13
Aaaaaannnnnddddddd I ddddiiiiiiidddd tttthhhiiiiisssssss.... Learn to talk! Don't drag it out!
I'm getting use to talking on camera, sorry I wasn't up to your standards
@@LifeOnPaper141 Don't let that fool bother you, he obviously is a green little snowflake, who has no idea.
You could of put that in a more respectful way if it was constructive criticism, although i dont think that was your intention.
@@pipeline8554lol people are so mean to people on the internet just for no reason haha. It’s like this guy is telling personal stuff about his life and Tim over here is getting all worked up because the dude isn’t a super great speaker. He’s acting like he’s this guy’s boss or something hahah
Don't listen to these people. Mate your opening up from your experience is not easy and it helps other avoid what you went throught. Respect keep it up this is good work 👍@@LifeOnPaper141