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try shaking the camera more.....lol good god the footage was shaky AF

I’ve kicked everything from heroin to fentanyl all the way to Suboxone and Methadone. But when I detoxed off benzo’s it was the absolute worst. I used to take Xanax all day and it just clogged my emotions and head. The withdrawal was so intense I was throwing up because of the massive headache you get and hallucinations. I am scared to ever take a Xanax or a kolonopin again. Just found your channel though man. Hope everything gucci.

I'd totally go down to the engine room and look around

I'm gonna try one more video of yours.And if it's shaky like this one you're gone

To shaky to watch, Can I put someone in a seizure

You had two great treatment options and you weren’t willing to comply with either of them…. Take some accountability. If you wanted to quit so badly you’d make 12 dollars a day work and you’d figure it out with your job…. This is on you…. You’re an addict making excuses

My friend:good heroin for one month,then ask for methadone,and your problem is solved😊

I feel you, i only took it for a month 1 mg - 2 mg daily. I literally had to drink half liter strong spirits to fall asleep and even with that it was aweful.

I suffer from really bad panic attacks I took a Xanax one time and did not like the way it made me feel so I never took it again but as for pain killers those are a different ball game 😢😢😢

Keep your eyes, your thoughts, everything on Christ because when everything goes to shit, he’s the only one you can count on. I’m no Bible thumper, I’m 61 and still fighting my own demons daily but you have to call out to Jesus. Took me a long time to stop drinking and it finally happened around your age. He has shown up or at least sent angels in so many situations that were so bad that I know for a fact that he’s real. I just buried my cousin who was 2 months older than me and basically my brother. He drank to muffle his demons and I’m telling you, it will kill you in a miserable drawn out way. So please stop and keep making mining videos.

Yes mate, I knew you could do it! Don't beat yourself up about the booze, you can cut that back over time. Main thing is you beat xanax 🔥🔥

drinking is a expensive/painful habbit, smoke some bud, delta 8 or dmt. take care of yourself brother! we all here love you, and your videos

A ton of shuddering understanding this dilemma and bear-trap you're currently in. You've found God. I hope you now can find an easier solution with this through time, brother.

Take your time and don’t rush. Wish you all the best. ❤

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i was addicted to klonopin about 10 years ago, i water titrated off but the paws was crippling at times, Wound up popping a methadone pill and felt a little too good so I wound up addicted to that fo nearly 10 years, i tapered off methadone and been off for 7 months now. the withdrawals from a opiate were a little easier but man i wasted alot of my life on all these meds

4:51 good background.. x)

this f*cking system 9-5 killing us

I got this video so randomly.. and more crazy I was looking for xanax like 1 week ago. what's the solution? I want to be chill on my head.. no bs lol

Xanax give you anxiety!! Believe it or not

I been off Xanax for 6;months now. I have been in them deviks for 20 years. All benzos. Lived em all. I just really got tired of living that lethargic life. Went to rehab and got some help. Literally took me til last month really yo shake the nastiness of them pills. They destroyed me and my family life. Everything resolved around my benzos. I have realized life is anxiety and you have to have it to live. It's a switch we are born with. I just can't take 1 I need 3 or 5. Of any benzos and lived the melty buttery feel. But I feel so alive now. So glad to put these in the past. Dr had me on 3. 2 mg (6)mg a day. 90 Xanax sticks a month w 2 refills. Just got tired of the rat race. Good luck to all. I know it's fucked up to get away from. But it's possible!! Pray. It is real!! It does get better!! I promise!! Never thought I would be living this new life!!

Wrong bcfc didn't leave it on the fraser River because they would be in trouble it was sold to a person call gerald tapp who left it here. It was used in movies and tv shows like the x-files ghouli

there's a law in newfoundland they cannot charge more than 2 dispensing fees every month. you getting charged 12$ a day is terrible sorry man

First of all, I want you to know that I am praying for your full recovery. You might feel alone but it's that situation where two sets of footprints in the sand turn into one. That is the point where Jesus is carrying you. I am fighting my own battles with being a good person but I do know beyond a shadow of a doubt that Jesus did not bring you this far to let you go. So you are in good hands. Secondly, I stumbled across your crypto page by accident. I was a big fan of Seb's Fintech when I was GPU mining. One day he posted a video about phone mining and brought up Retro Mike. Retro Mike is the reason I bought my A03S and overpaid. I believe Red Panda basically posted a video about phone mining, mentioned Retro Mike but had a link to a guy named Paperclip. It was the QR code thing that hooked me. It was you that turned me on to buying damaged Dream 5Gs in lots. I only have 8 phones, 4 laptops, and 1 Orange Pi mining Verus but you have been extremely thorough in helping and the only one that has ever responded to my questions. My goal is to grow to hundreds of phones but I have some financial challenges at the moment. Long story short - thank you very much for your Verus content. Thank you very much for responding to my questions. And most importantly, I am praying for you and your recovery. Viva Paperclip!

You aren’t on Xanax. Stop saying that. You are on an RC benzo. Oh top of that there is no way to know how much you are actually getting. Unless you have the best internet plug. They are all pressed garbage pills.

good luck

Go to a meeting, bro!!! Journaling on a social platform isn't recovery.

Brooo im same you jus gotta see a doctor and try to get a emergency script my cousin has tht amd has no withdrawal at all cus she only gets like 10 one mg a month for emergency only and if she doesnt use the full ten she gets rid of the extra she doesnt just stack them

One thing i can tell yu from my experience is tht the people i meet that overcome benzo to the point you can tell they will never do them again its like they have a personal hatred towards them , those are the ones tht become stronger in everyway so i try to surround myself with people tht are doing better than me

I was in same boat i lost so many great jobs and girls due to anxiety attacks i was on xanax i went to prison got clean it actually wasnt as bad as i thought its a lot mentally so now im on suboxone btw tht helps my anxiety as well and i dont feel need to take it everyday and i still get xans but only take pieces wen i desperately need them like if im alone or home ill deal with bad anxiety but if in public or working ill take tiny pieces if needed for example about 45 days ago i got 8 xans from someone i can trust because alot is pressed .. out of tht 8 xans 45 days later i still have 4 and half bars left

hope the best bro

I was on 280 mg diazepam/Valium a day. From black market. I dropped out 5 mg a week until I got to 5 mg and then I jumped off. Had 2 panics attacks a day later. But apart from that I was okay. But I had an endless supply. Xanax is a whole different beast though

Beautiful testimony... thanks for sharing Dylan!

the only opinion that matters is gods opinion, he is the only one with you at all times, through the struggle and success, always looking down. god speaks in his own ways, look for the signs and the symbols, if verus hits 10 dollars, that may be a sign.

Remember the idea isn't to be perfect its knowing that you aren't and can't be but with god's grace through Jesus's blood you are saved!

Amazing brother! Big time!!!

Congrats man this is awesome news! Had to get this post out there while I watch the video :)

Fucking cry baby

If you dont want take it anymore but you want to take it you gonna be in fhe same place and you talk like a bar tard

Im getting comments on this video saying I am high, but I am pretty sure I just didnt take my Xanax and was partial withdrawal and I get super nervous and anxious just talking in front of a camera. And this video came out with the best intent to sway people to not and try cocaine or any other substance.

You've done every single drug and cocaine is the only drug you regret taking? Interesting

I have never used any drugs or alcohol in my entire life but I am always intrigued to hear others tell their tales of living the fast life. God bless

'Promo SM' 💔

Watching you try to talk is enough incentive for me to never try coke again

Explored it 2 years ago and also my entrance was really sketchy, It still is a really nice exploring. If you are interested how it looked 2 years ago check my video out ;)

Hope you see this - you need to source Pyra.zolam or Flubro.mazepam and switch to either one of these two Benz. They are much more specific for anxiety control with a lot less sedation. You might actually see yourself naturally switching from bars to pyraz/flubrzepam completely. Not even needing a plan. But in the long run, you don't control anxiety with benzs. You need SSRI + either tricyclic antidepressant or atypical antipsychotic. I can go into more detail on why that combo works a lot better than just SSRis alone.

I Respect you for sharing your story brother takes a lot of courage 💯 i pray you gon be alrite man you get stronger with time and learn more about yourself as time goes

Alcohol causes long term anxiety

Stay strong, you can do it!!! But dont forget, the root of it all is a underlying issue. Theres a reason, why u feel like u feel, and the drugs are not a solution. Finiding the reason, is very difficult, but if you make it your life goal, its doable I believe. Im on similar path, and after almost 10 years on the path, I now realize what is happening to me and why. I did not find the solution YET, but Im getting there. Its a childhood trauma. And some other shit. That causes us a pain, which is unbearable, we find things to sooth us down. But this at the end, just delays the healing and takes us to the hell pits. Ive been to many. This healing, is a path of pain and suffering, but its worth it, and we dont have any other chance anyway. Some ppl struggle to realize why they are on this world, whats their purpose... Our purpose is to heal up. Its as simple as that. And during the process, we become grandmasters. Believe me!!! This whole shit we go thru, is a turbo-lesson. Growth on steroids. We chose this difficult path, before we were born. So dont mistake yourself for a weak person. We are the toughest. Remember that.

I was addicted to benzos for 3 years during covid, I was able to get a script for valium and stop using bars, I got down to 5mg from 30mg then they switched me to Seroquel and from there I tapered off and am completely drug-free now.