People dont get what dementia is. They just say "Imagine one day you wake up and don't remember your family" Thats not it. At first you just mildly forget the names of people you love. It doesn't matter, you associate it with old age and you can still remember who they are. You then begin to forget their names more than you remember. You then begin to forget ABOUT them. You forget what grade they were in school, how old they are, but you may still remember THEM. After this point, it becomes a huge haze for them. They don't just wake up and forget everything. That's the scariest part.
That haze is the worst/best part I'd imagine, because I've always said I'd kill myself before succumbing to dementia, but by the time the haze set in and I _would_ have killed myself it'd be too late bc I'd've lost self awareness. The "forgetting details about people" stage is really the last point to catch that shit and go easy isn't it?
Many dementia patients confuse their kids with their siblings and stuff. They remember love; they dont remember when exactly they loved this person, they get misplaced in time
I remember when my grandfather was bedridden from his alzheimers. He was gonna die in less than 3 days and grandma let me facetime him so i could say i love you one last time. I told him how much i loved him and he smiled for the first time since he was bedridden, and my voice was the last thing he smiled at before he died.
I'm sorry, but I think you are missing the point. The songs represent memories, and the dementia slowly distort and entangle the different elements of the songs, as dementia does with normal memories. The 'Heartaches' probably represent the partner of the dementia victim, which would be logical because it is the most repeated song in this album. So dementia is not some filter that distorts music, but more the degredation of the brain and the inablity to correctly remember memories, and a whole lot of other symptoms of course. However I do agree that it is a masterpiece, although I do not 'love it how' it represents dementia.
@@kimilsung8010 well i think not beacuse im saying that our víctim that has dementia distort the music, AND the music are Like the memories, so going to that lógic im saying that the victim has a memorie and keep distorting It.
I like how their dementia is represented by the song titles changing into renditions of what they were. For example, heartaches and it's just a burning memory turn into burning despair does ache and so on
What else that’s great about the name(just a burning memory) is that since it’s a line from the original song, it’s like they can’t remember much of the song, so they just took a part they do remember and named it that
A1: Very faithful to the description of the stage. It’s nostalgic. Slightly distorted but overall still positive. C3: Noticeably sadder. The notes drag. The pitch shifts down an octave. It’s tired and malnourished. Not cheerful at all. C4: Anxiety, borderline fear. The melody is dominated by a rising tension in the background . The distortion is more severe with sudden echoing. The music becomes confused but maintains its form. F4: A constant stream of confused, jumbled melancholy. The music jumps and stalls; the connections have disintegrated considerably. The song is broken. F5: Silence, ambient noise. White noise. Neither tranquil nor fearful. F8: The melody is barely there. It’s dominated by a dull, calm ringing. G1SB: The melody is irreversibly damaged. Snippets of the song remain in the confused garble, intertwined and entangled in noise. It’s active. G1SE: Noticeably more fear and lower overall mood. Repetitive, snippets of the original song H1SC: Low and calmer confusion. Sounds of a deep abyss with wild disconnected noise. Almost nothing of the original song exists beyond this point
Imagine that you Once Heard these songs and liked it, And forgot about it, Then you listen to everywhere at the end of time, a album about Dementia, and realize something familiar with the songs but you don't remember, That would be really scary.
That's literally me with every album someone shows me. It fucking sucks never being able to recall anything yet knowing a lot of what comes next and swearing you heard it somewhere, but unable to verify it
Thing is, that actually happened with me a bit. There's an orchestral suite used as a sample in the album, specifically the Grand Canyon Suite. Uses Painted Desert, Sunrise, and Sunset. I know I've heard these songs at least partially before, but didn't realize it until I was looking up samples... But, it happens. Especially when you listen to a lot of music!
really good ear! the amount of detail put into this project is insane, and even crazier is the amount of work people will do to uncover funny little quirks like these. you know you've done something monumental when people pour hours into finding all the little hidden secrets
As I listened to EATEOT, every time this song replayed it made me think of my great grandmother, especially the Stage 5 and 6 repetitions. I never met her, and my mom was very young when she got sick, but my mom's told me about her Alzheimer's. Apparently near the end, my great grandmother always thought my mom was my grandmother. She still _knew_ she had a daughter, but couldn't recognise her actual daughter as such, she thought her granddaughter was her daughter, because her memories had degraded so much that she could only vaguely remember her daughter as the concept of a child. But even at the very end, she still remembered that she had a daughter. That's the sort of thing I think the repetition of this song, more and more broken each time, represents. A child or a spouse, hell maybe even a pet or a job (I've seen all of these in dementia patients), something that is such an innate part of your person that they're still part of you even after you've forgotten everything else, even when you can't really remember _them_ anymore - just what part of you they became. The final star to burn out when your universe ends.
Lyrics: Al Bowlly (part shown in video) - Heartaches, heartaches! My loving you meant only heartaches your kiss was such a sacred thing to me I can't believe it's just a burning memory Heartaches, Heartaches! What does it matter how my heart breaks? I should be happy with someone new But my heart aches for you! Seger Ellis (part shown in video) - Heartaches, heartaches! What does it matter how my heart breaks? I should be happy with someone new. But my heart aches for you! Guy Lombardo (part shown in video) - (instrumental) A1 (if it had lyrics) - Heartaches, heartaches! My loving you meant only heartaches your kiss was such a sacred thing to me I can't believe it's just a burning memory Heartaches, Heartaches! What does it matter how my heart breaks? I should be happy with someone new But my heart aches for you! C3 - Heartaches, Heartaches! What does it matter how my heart breaks? your kiss was such a sacred thing to me... I can't believe it's just a burning memory!! E2 - Your kiss was such a sacred thing to me I can't believe it's just a burning memory Heartaches, heartaches! What does it matter how my heart breaks? I should be happy with someone new But my heart aches for you... F4 - Heartaches, heartaches... matter how my heart breaks??? I I should be happy with with with with someone new I can't can't believe can't cant it's just a burning memory F5 - (instrumental) {SERIOUSLY, HO WDID ANYONE FIGURE OUT THIS WAS HEARTACHES?!} F8 - Heartaches, Heartaches matter how my heart breaks????? I I should be happy with new I can't can't burning memory G1 - Heartaches what does it matter how my heart breaks? Heartaches what does it matter how my heart breaks? G1 - (instrumental) H1 - heartaches K1 - [F8 playing faintly in the background] L1 - [F8 playing faintly in the background] L1 - [F8 playing faintly in the background] L1 - Heartaches M1 - [F8 playing faintly in the background] M1 - Heartaches M1 - [F8 playing faintly in the background] M1 - Heart M1 - [Heartaches by Seger Ellis] EAEB 16 - music O1.
Honestly I feel like the last thing we would forget would be love or loss. I think we all have those moments and they made us, us. I feel like the caretaker was desperately trying remember his love even if it was twisted. Eventually however he lost that too.
Hearing the tune from Heartaches echo in the beginning of stage four puts that into perspective. The Caretaker desperately didn't want to forget his love
@@marz8386 It's even more heartbreaking how Heartaches isn't the last thing The Caretaker remembers, playing for the last time in A confusion so thick you forget forgetting
@@misodent9794 *looks at four panel comic* Heh, is this Loss? *handed comedy award, flowers, gets kissed by his highschool sweetheart, handed a bottle of champagne.*
This song feels like Everywhere at the End of Time’s theme song showing the stages of dementia and how it deteriorates the mind. It’s the song that always stood out to me, and funny enough there’s actually 7 stages to dementia so this fits perfectly. Well done. 👏
Yeah there’s 7 stages but the first stage is before the dementia causes any symptoms, so it’d be pretty hard to make an album like that, so it’d make sense to start where the symptoms begin.
you mean 7 stages of alzheimers. Dementia is a umbrella term for diseases that slowly kills neurons in the brain. Alzheimers happens to be the most common form of dementia.
*_Mournful Camaraderie is the "goodbye", the final moments. Well, until Stage 4 - 5 forces you to FLEX THOSE BINAURAL HEARINGS OR ELSE YOU'LL CRIPPLE INTO INSANITY._* _The whole album was SO good they made use of the effects to represent every single aspect..._
The effort and care Kirby put into the 'aural storytelling' of these albums is what's by far the most lacking thing in the 'Caretaker-like' fan albums. It's more than 'old songs', it's 'memories as old songs and how they break down'.
@@jackpijjin4088 So all of them (judging by your statement) lacks that (and probably other stuff too)? I understand that fan works are usually statistically bellow official works in terms of quality and etc. but you could explain your comment in details (better late than never, eh).
I honestly can only truly recognize the first note. It feels like an echo chamber with just a few of the notes, along with sounds that make me feel like I'm in an underwater cave. Spooky stuff.
So my theory was right! At first I thought each song that played in the first stage was heartaches and then maybe different songs by Al Bowlly But I listened to thw album again and realized that The people who have dementia can only remember ONE song So it is Heartaches constantly repeating just slowly getting messed up until you can't even recognize it anymore
The scariest part of dementia has to be near the end. through the haze that has replaced your mind, you suddenly start to remember again. all the fun stuff you lived through and you finally remember your favorite song in full. blissful happiness before the end. terminal lucidity. but it's happy to know that my grandmother did remember me at least a little the last I saw her.
I’m struggling with memory issues due to events and things that happened to me and my family , flashbacks , stress and dissociation etc etc , this song resonates with me as a lot of things feel like a dream , a burning memory
@salemmidnight1785 I feel the same oddly. The notes that I've heard in E.A.T.E.O.T's Burning Memory hit hard and deep. It crumples me within because I listened to it so much.
listening to everywhere at the end of time when you've heard it a few times before is like rewatching a film after learning all the mistakes and easter eggs. you can sort of listen to it and think "hey, there's heartaches again!" during the post-awareness stages. i find it really interesting
Yea dude, when I first heard that I was fuckin shook. It's there. It's still there, holding on by a thread as you hear just the first few notes. It's haunting.
It sounded familiar to me, i heard guy lombardos version too before knowing eateot, it was so fucking scary feeling familiar but cant recall those snippets of music...
I wanna be honest when I first discovered The Caretaker, I thought it was JUST MUSIC. But I now know there's a meaning to the album. "Its Just A Burning Memory" and the dementia stuff.. Man.. :( But this song will always be a favorite and be easily recognized when I hear it.
For some reason, I had a lot of trouble deciphering the stage 5 versions but the one in stage 6 I was able to faintly hear in the distant background. Mainly due to there being less chaotic noises in the background obstructing it.
the name “it’s just a burning memory” works really well for stage 1, because out of context from the original lyrics, it’s as if the patient forgot something and thought nothing much of it
i really like how slowly the amount of time each sample gets is shorter and shorter as the experience goes on, i didnt notice that in the original but to me its a lot like that feeling where you can think of snippets of a song but you cant quite remember in what order or it just keeps repeating in your own head, its a really nice touch
how did some people even recognise some of the post-awareness samples? i could hear a bit of "The Prettiest Little Song Of All" in M1SC and what _might_ be some garbled instrumental from Heartaches, but that was about it. i'm impressed actually! that's some incredible musical ear work going on there.
The squares really helped to discern which noises was actually heartaches(also useful as to which sample). Do you have any plans to give the libets delay vid the same treatment?
i have listen to this song that i have the lyrics in my head heartaches, heartaches my loving you ment only heartaches you kiss was such a sacred thing to me i can't believe it's just a burning memory heartaches, heartaches what does it matters how my heart breaks? i should be happy with someone new, but my heart aches for you
My head singed it before like this (im a mexican) Heart breaks, heart breaks! my loving you meant heart aches your kiss was a sacred thing to me i can't believe its just a Burning memory! heart breaks, heart breaks, what does matter how my heart breaks i should be happy with Someone new, but my heart breaks for you!
@@Leo-rl7qi i heared the song a *LOT LOT OF LOT* of times that i knew the lyrics from a beginnig, they are kind of easy to understand Leonardo, good job
@@ProphetOfGaster I don't know it was a short marriage only lasting two years but she could tell so.evtales on being in thst circle of people. Al died during the blitz
A1 - It's just a burning memory A2 - Childishly fresh eyes D1 - Quiet dusk coming early E1 - Back there Benjamin E2 - Libet's all joyful camaraderie E3 - Long Term Dusk Glimpses F1 - Gradations of arms length F2 - Drifting time misplaced F3 - Mournful camaraderie H1 - Post Awareness Confusions K1 - Advanced plaque entanglements R1 - Place in the world fades Away yes, i did letter and number them wrong on purpose
@@princereechaos133 There is another version of the song sang by The Four Aces,,,it very upbeat and cheerful, way different from the ones used in the EATEOT album.
Seger Ellis is good, although the vocals feel a lot less rhythmic but the Guy Lombardo version is straight garbage. It tries to make it happy or something and it doesn't work in the slightest. They're both used very effectively in EATOT though.
Having a dementia gene burning in me from both sides of my family, a love for music, a past laden with lsd, and now a deep dive into EATEOT..... whoa dude. Vedddy indodestink.
al bowlly, seger ellis and guy lombardo: the great statue is built. the amazing things this great figure did will be remembered from this statue. hopefully nothing bad happens... A1: decades later, someone rediscovers the statue in an underground place. the statue looks familiar, so they bring it back to the surface to show people what they have found. C3: during that person's adventure back to the surface, the statue begins to lose some details, but overall still looks human. E2: the person realizes that the statue is beginning to break. they try to find the surface faster but it's no use. this piece of history might be lost forever. F4: the statue is beginning to crack, it's limbs are starting to fall apart. the person didn't bring any glue to put it back together. F5: the person accidentally loses the statue. they must retreve it, but it's too dark. F8: they eventually recover the statue, but it's in an even worse condition. G1: the cave that person is in is starting to crumble, so they run. but as they run, pieces of the statue start flying away. H1: the limbs of the statue are gone. all that's left is the torso, head and face. K1, L1 and M1: those parts eventually start falling apart too. O1: the person has finally reached the surface, but when they looked at the statue's condition, all that was left was remnants of what once was. the statue is gone.
@@Cain1251 I am sorry for your loss. my Great grandmother is 93 and has dementia. I know how it feels to have some one be lost like that. She couldn't remember Halloween and told my Grand father" I heard there's this thing were the kids go and get candy at peoples doors." It is really sad.
hey, right at 9:10, isn’t that the first note of some version of heartaches? it’s in a different key and mostly just the first note so I guess it’s hard to tell edit: yeah I’m pretty sure there are two versions of heartaches playing at the same time right there.
A1: Heartaches, heartaches, My love in you meant only heartaches! Your kiss was such a sacred to me… I can’t believe it’s just a burning memory! C3: Heartaches, heartaches, My love in you meant only heartaches! Your kiss was such a sacred thing to me… I can’t believe it’s just a burning memory! E2: I should be happy with someone new… But my heart aches for you! F4: Heart… h-heart… heart… h-heart… heeeeaaaaart… aches- you- my love- you- meant- F8: Hært… h-hært… hært… h-hært… hēêèéëàáâäãrt… ãçhëß- ÿøū-
A1 - Heartaches! Heartaches! By loving you meant only heartaches! Your kiss was such a sacred thing to me. I can't believe it's just a burning... Memory! C3 - Heartbreaks.... and aches.... My matter oh how my heart... Your lips were very holy to me.... It is a faded memory... E2 - Your....... thing.... happy...... Thing to...... F4 - happy................... F8 H x-
A1 - Heartaches, Heartaches! My loving you meant only heartaches Your kiss was such a sacred thing to me! I can't believe it's just a burning memory! h-Eartaches! Heartaches! C3 - Heartaches. Breaks, aches? Aches! Heart! E2 - H- ... A heart broke...., h-
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I was listening to EATEOT for the 5th day in a row and the thought that I wanted to find a video that showed all uses of Heartaches spawned in my head, and when I went to my youtube frontpage to search for a video like that, this video was the first one recommended. Scary.
I 100% thought I was hearing All that follows is true in G1SE. I never even thought that could be heartaches, let alone there was a 3rd version used. Wild.
I remember the first time I heard burning despair does ache and I was about to jam out to the little piano riff on where heartaches would be if it had words and it was distorted and that has an indescribable sadness around it for me the music is forgetting what it sounds like
Jesus... how did people even find it in acstyff? Edit: I really wish stage 3-4 transition songs from eaeb were kept in the album. Advanced plaque camaraderie and Entangled synapse ache are such chilling titles. It's like The Caretaker still wants agency over their mind, like how people with dementia often want to drive or manage finances again in the moderate stages. Unfortunately, we can see the disease is eating any hope of doing that again. The last thing done for someone with Alzheimer's is the last time ever.
By memorizing the song and listening to the distortion , our brain will try to make sense of it and we know that's not how the song goes . Like how people with dementia try to remember something but that's not really how it went . Until they forget how to think .
in f4 its the last semi-coherent memory, you can hear the chaos of stage 4 clearly seeping in, soon they wont remember more then a occasional note, and you can tell.
The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point?
Stage 1:Heartaches,heartaches,my loving you meant only heartaches,i should be happy with someone new,but my heartac-,Can you tell me the name of the song? Stage 2:Heartaches,What does it matter how my heart breaks?,but my heartaches for yo-,Can you tell me your name again? Stage 3:Heart breaks,and my heart breaks for yo-....,who are you,why are you in my house? Stage 4:Heart-...who-i,a-.... Stage 5:W-.....h- Stage 6:
People dont get what dementia is. They just say "Imagine one day you wake up and don't remember your family" Thats not it. At first you just mildly forget the names of people you love. It doesn't matter, you associate it with old age and you can still remember who they are. You then begin to forget their names more than you remember. You then begin to forget ABOUT them. You forget what grade they were in school, how old they are, but you may still remember THEM. After this point, it becomes a huge haze for them. They don't just wake up and forget everything. That's the scariest part.
That haze is the worst/best part I'd imagine, because I've always said I'd kill myself before succumbing to dementia, but by the time the haze set in and I _would_ have killed myself it'd be too late bc I'd've lost self awareness. The "forgetting details about people" stage is really the last point to catch that shit and go easy isn't it?
And then they mix the details about them
I'd honestly rather kill myself then have to live through dementia. The moment I hear I have dementia I'll say my goodbyes
Many dementia patients confuse their kids with their siblings and stuff. They remember love; they dont remember when exactly they loved this person, they get misplaced in time
Damn, so it must be hurtful for your family knowing your slowly straying your mind away from them.
Why is there so many burning memories get the fire extinguisher
Oh god the fire
AAH FIRE blasts water on fires with a hose
we don’t have many days to extinguish the fire c’mon guys
... Fire? Whats that? Should I be worried?
@@Memerath yeah just go back benjamin
i actually can believe it’s just a burning memory...
I get it
I literally cannot but at the same time I can believe it's just a burning memory
Bruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh
cool
@@eldritchlemon but our hearts aren't on fire
I remember when my grandfather was bedridden from his alzheimers. He was gonna die in less than 3 days and grandma let me facetime him so i could say i love you one last time. I told him how much i loved him and he smiled for the first time since he was bedridden, and my voice was the last thing he smiled at before he died.
Damn, that's actually heartbreaking...
That right there’ll give you heartaches.
I hope the moment atleast filled you with a bit of joy before his passing. I hope the best for you.
Damn, that hurts. I hope your grandpa stays happy in heaven.
RIP
I love how it represents people with dementia, who listen to the original version but their disease makes it distort and change
si, es increible. The care taker hizo un trabajo hermoso
@@pedrofile2electricboogaloo58 It's Spanish
@@pedrofile2electricboogaloo58 their post says "Yes, it's incredible. The Caretaker did a wonderful job"
I'm sorry, but I think you are missing the point. The songs represent memories, and the dementia slowly distort and entangle the different elements of the songs, as dementia does with normal memories. The 'Heartaches' probably represent the partner of the dementia victim, which would be logical because it is the most repeated song in this album.
So dementia is not some filter that distorts music, but more the degredation of the brain and the inablity to correctly remember memories, and a whole lot of other symptoms of course.
However I do agree that it is a masterpiece, although I do not 'love it how' it represents dementia.
@@kimilsung8010 well i think not beacuse im saying that our víctim that has dementia distort the music, AND the music are Like the memories, so going to that lógic im saying that the victim has a memorie and keep distorting It.
I like how their dementia is represented by the song titles changing into renditions of what they were. For example, heartaches and it's just a burning memory turn into burning despair does ache and so on
I didn’t even freaking realize that
What else that’s great about the name(just a burning memory) is that since it’s a line from the original song, it’s like they can’t remember much of the song, so they just took a part they do remember and named it that
@@roux6715 Burning memory?-
The song heartaches has a part where it says "I can't believe it's just a burning memory"
I forgot liking this comment 💀
Someone feels proud hearing "Heartaches" in later stages and here you are demanding to know WHOSE in each part.
Man, a couple years later and people have gotten way more extreme than this video.
@@tails183I love these videos. I’m tryna find more of them. Recommend any?
A1: Very faithful to the description of the stage. It’s nostalgic. Slightly distorted but overall still positive.
C3: Noticeably sadder. The notes drag. The pitch shifts down an octave. It’s tired and malnourished. Not cheerful at all.
C4: Anxiety, borderline fear. The melody is dominated by a rising tension in the background . The distortion is more severe with sudden echoing. The music becomes confused but maintains its form.
F4: A constant stream of confused, jumbled melancholy. The music jumps and stalls; the connections have disintegrated considerably. The song is broken.
F5: Silence, ambient noise. White noise. Neither tranquil nor fearful.
F8: The melody is barely there. It’s dominated by a dull, calm ringing.
G1SB: The melody is irreversibly damaged. Snippets of the song remain in the confused garble, intertwined and entangled in noise. It’s active.
G1SE: Noticeably more fear and lower overall mood. Repetitive, snippets of the original song
H1SC: Low and calmer confusion. Sounds of a deep abyss with wild disconnected noise.
Almost nothing of the original song exists beyond this point
What about E1, E2?
By C4, you mean E2
Where the hell did C4 come out from.
i respect and fear anyone who can sift through the post awareness stages and pick actual samples out of it
Honestly, same.
If they can somehow dredge through hours of 2 channels of noise to find these samples then they are a step ahead towards conquering dementia
I used to agree, but after listening to it enough times the true horror of it is lessened, you mostly just listen for samples in the white noise
Imagine that you Once Heard these songs and liked it, And forgot about it, Then you listen to everywhere at the end of time, a album about Dementia, and realize something familiar with the songs but you don't remember, That would be really scary.
Oh god
That's literally me with every album someone shows me.
It fucking sucks never being able to recall anything yet knowing a lot of what comes next and swearing you heard it somewhere, but unable to verify it
It would be more hurtful if you recognized the songs pkaying, but alter on PA stages it feel akwardly familiar, leaving you dazed.
Thing is, that actually happened with me a bit. There's an orchestral suite used as a sample in the album, specifically the Grand Canyon Suite. Uses Painted Desert, Sunrise, and Sunset. I know I've heard these songs at least partially before, but didn't realize it until I was looking up samples...
But, it happens. Especially when you listen to a lot of music!
the real dementia was inside us all along
Dude said
“How much quality you want”
this man said “yes”
funny little quirk, at around 8:55 seger ellis plays clearly in the right and bowlly in the left ear channels
really good ear! the amount of detail put into this project is insane, and even crazier is the amount of work people will do to uncover funny little quirks like these. you know you've done something monumental when people pour hours into finding all the little hidden secrets
Almost all of stage 4 of not all has 2 songs playing at the same time 1 on the right channel and 1 on the left channel.
my smile literally turned to a frown when i heard A1
@@pedrofile2electricboogaloo58 yeah. R.IP al bowlly
Who died by a fcking bomb >:(
(I angry to those nutze. Not you :3)
@@tilsgee his door caved his head in...
@@Luka2000_ yeah and his door fell because of a bomb
@sunrise it makes sense now.....Beaten by a door.....People frowned after.....
@sunrise I know, and it makes sense....
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@@i_am_secretly_uncool this is probably the funniest joke ive heard about eateot
@@Nooahtroll19 thank you :)
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As I listened to EATEOT, every time this song replayed it made me think of my great grandmother, especially the Stage 5 and 6 repetitions. I never met her, and my mom was very young when she got sick, but my mom's told me about her Alzheimer's. Apparently near the end, my great grandmother always thought my mom was my grandmother. She still _knew_ she had a daughter, but couldn't recognise her actual daughter as such, she thought her granddaughter was her daughter, because her memories had degraded so much that she could only vaguely remember her daughter as the concept of a child. But even at the very end, she still remembered that she had a daughter.
That's the sort of thing I think the repetition of this song, more and more broken each time, represents. A child or a spouse, hell maybe even a pet or a job (I've seen all of these in dementia patients), something that is such an innate part of your person that they're still part of you even after you've forgotten everything else, even when you can't really remember _them_ anymore - just what part of you they became. The final star to burn out when your universe ends.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Holy shit, this comment brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for sharing, OP. This is beautiful.
beautifully written
Lyrics:
Al Bowlly (part shown in video) -
Heartaches, heartaches!
My loving you meant only heartaches
your kiss was such a sacred thing to me
I can't believe it's just a burning memory
Heartaches, Heartaches!
What does it matter how my heart breaks?
I should be happy with someone new
But my heart aches for you!
Seger Ellis (part shown in video) -
Heartaches, heartaches!
What does it matter how my heart breaks?
I should be happy with someone new.
But my heart aches for you!
Guy Lombardo (part shown in video) -
(instrumental)
A1 (if it had lyrics) -
Heartaches, heartaches!
My loving you meant only heartaches
your kiss was such a sacred thing to me
I can't believe it's just a burning memory
Heartaches, Heartaches!
What does it matter how my heart breaks?
I should be happy with someone new
But my heart aches for you!
C3 -
Heartaches, Heartaches!
What does it matter how my heart breaks?
your kiss was such a sacred thing to me...
I can't believe it's just a burning memory!!
E2 -
Your kiss was such a sacred thing to me
I can't believe it's just a burning memory
Heartaches, heartaches!
What does it matter how my heart breaks?
I should be happy with someone new
But my heart aches for you...
F4 -
Heartaches, heartaches...
matter how my heart breaks???
I I should be happy with with with with someone new
I can't can't believe can't cant it's just a burning memory
F5 -
(instrumental) {SERIOUSLY, HO WDID ANYONE FIGURE OUT THIS WAS HEARTACHES?!}
F8 -
Heartaches, Heartaches
matter how my heart breaks?????
I I should be happy with new
I can't can't burning memory
G1 -
Heartaches
what does it matter how my heart breaks?
Heartaches
what does it matter how my heart breaks?
G1 -
(instrumental)
H1 -
heartaches
K1 -
[F8 playing faintly in the background]
L1 -
[F8 playing faintly in the background]
L1 -
[F8 playing faintly in the background]
L1 -
Heartaches
M1 -
[F8 playing faintly in the background]
M1 -
Heartaches
M1 -
[F8 playing faintly in the background]
M1 -
Heart
M1 -
[Heartaches by Seger Ellis]
EAEB 16 -
music
O1.
Interesting
F5 - it's just a distant and very slow instrumental, it's the feeling of "it's there but you don't know exactly what it is"
@@djscarlet169 yeah, true
in L1, i feel like the lyrics would've been "such a sacred thi-"
Your peach was such a snake racing to me,
Honestly I feel like the last thing we would forget would be love or loss. I think we all have those moments and they made us, us. I feel like the caretaker was desperately trying remember his love even if it was twisted. Eventually however he lost that too.
Hearing the tune from Heartaches echo in the beginning of stage four puts that into perspective. The Caretaker desperately didn't want to forget his love
@@marz8386 It's even more heartbreaking how Heartaches isn't the last thing The Caretaker remembers, playing for the last time in A confusion so thick you forget forgetting
love or loss you say?
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@@misodent9794 you did it. you madman, you actually did it.
@@misodent9794 *looks at four panel comic*
Heh, is this Loss?
*handed comedy award, flowers, gets kissed by his highschool sweetheart, handed a bottle of champagne.*
how ironic, I was just updating the Wikipedia page of the album by adding more info about heartaches
This song feels like Everywhere at the End of Time’s theme song showing the stages of dementia and how it deteriorates the mind. It’s the song that always stood out to me, and funny enough there’s actually 7 stages to dementia so this fits perfectly. Well done. 👏
This still works because stage 1 of dementia is nothing.
Yeah there’s 7 stages but the first stage is before the dementia causes any symptoms, so it’d be pretty hard to make an album like that, so it’d make sense to start where the symptoms begin.
you mean 7 stages of alzheimers. Dementia is a umbrella term for diseases that slowly kills neurons in the brain. Alzheimers happens to be the most common form of dementia.
@@ortherner Yes. Thanks for clarifying
*_Mournful Camaraderie is the "goodbye", the final moments. Well, until Stage 4 - 5 forces you to FLEX THOSE BINAURAL HEARINGS OR ELSE YOU'LL CRIPPLE INTO INSANITY._*
_The whole album was SO good they made use of the effects to represent every single aspect..._
The effort and care Kirby put into the 'aural storytelling' of these albums is what's by far the most lacking thing in the 'Caretaker-like' fan albums. It's more than 'old songs', it's 'memories as old songs and how they break down'.
@@jackpijjin4088 So all of them (judging by your statement) lacks that (and probably other stuff too)? I understand that fan works are usually statistically bellow official works in terms of quality and etc. but you could explain your comment in details (better late than never, eh).
How the hell does a man sit listening to a 6 hour song just to get all the referances to ONE song.
It's a set of 6 different albums, so I imagine it's easier if you break it into chunks and listen to one at a time
Those are 4.5 hrs of identifying heartaches from 6.5. First 3 stages are obvious
I still can't hear F5's rendition of Heartaches, I was in disbelief when I found out that that song sampled it.
I honestly can only truly recognize the first note. It feels like an echo chamber with just a few of the notes, along with sounds that make me feel like I'm in an underwater cave. Spooky stuff.
@@Skel_cat63
that's why it's called "aching *cavern* without lucidity"
I cant hear any heartaches at all after stage 4 expect for stage 6 when sped up
I love how you can clearly hear it in Stage 5, but it's so distorted you can't recognize it
So my theory was right! At first I thought each song that played in the first stage was heartaches and then maybe different songs by Al Bowlly But I listened to thw album again and realized that The people who have dementia can only remember ONE song So it is Heartaches constantly repeating just slowly getting messed up until you can't even recognize it anymore
What?
@@superguy9834 dementia patients remember music the most. (Music, the power of mind!) Likely their fav music.
So thats heartaches
its insane how you can clearly make out heartaches at 8:54
Yeah I think it’s because it’s still the first stage of post-awareness
And 11:44
@@Lucian7066 most certainly not
The first track of post awareness.
@@bigbaby1345 look at the red box. And hear a bit closer
from heartaches to heart breaks to heart attacks
To heart ded
The scariest part of dementia has to be near the end. through the haze that has replaced your mind, you suddenly start to remember again. all the fun stuff you lived through and you finally remember your favorite song in full. blissful happiness before the end. terminal lucidity.
but it's happy to know that my grandmother did remember me at least a little the last I saw her.
0.75x to hear it’s just a burning memory on original heartaches and 1.25 on it’s just a burning memory to hear heartaches
F8s name is Mournful Cameraderie, The Caretaker purposely misspelt it
Hi agen
I have a crap memory for random things like that, ironic i know lol
@@thelegendarybulldozer7256 :stage_1:
the unmistyped f8 name is Mournful aches breaks
To hear Heartaches in F5, speed it up by about 1.5x and try remembering the Melody of C3 in your head
haha
"remembering"
maybe in 1.75x? better hear heartaches with this speed
I forgo 🗿
I’m struggling with memory issues due to events and things that happened to me and my family , flashbacks , stress and dissociation etc etc , this song resonates with me as a lot of things feel like a dream , a burning memory
hope you get better
@salemmidnight1785 I feel the same oddly. The notes that I've heard in E.A.T.E.O.T's Burning Memory hit hard and deep. It crumples me within because I listened to it so much.
i think stage 3 is when it stops sounding like heartaches.
For me its when it stops being an love song and it becomes an actual heartache for the patient and its family.
Yep. Early stage 3 still sounds like it, but starting with F4...nah
listening to everywhere at the end of time when you've heard it a few times before is like rewatching a film after learning all the mistakes and easter eggs. you can sort of listen to it and think "hey, there's heartaches again!" during the post-awareness stages. i find it really interesting
Fun fact
Al Bowly
AL
AI
A1 (its just a burning memory)
Al(bert) Allick Bowly
dam
WTF, I never processed C3 in G1SB despite it being the most obvious. Great work on this one.
Yea dude, when I first heard that I was fuckin shook. It's there. It's still there, holding on by a thread as you hear just the first few notes. It's haunting.
It sounded familiar to me, i heard guy lombardos version too before knowing eateot, it was so fucking scary feeling familiar but cant recall those snippets of music...
It's sad how the the notes of the song not only get smaller, but less recognizable...
I wanna be honest when I first discovered The Caretaker, I thought it was JUST MUSIC.
But I now know there's a meaning to the album. "Its Just A Burning Memory" and the dementia stuff..
Man.. :(
But this song will always be a favorite and be easily recognized when I hear it.
For some reason, I had a lot of trouble deciphering the stage 5 versions but the one in stage 6 I was able to faintly hear in the distant background. Mainly due to there being less chaotic noises in the background obstructing it.
Heart attacks
the name “it’s just a burning memory” works really well for stage 1, because out of context from the original lyrics, it’s as if the patient forgot something and thought nothing much of it
i really like how slowly the amount of time each sample gets is shorter and shorter as the experience goes on, i didnt notice that in the original but to me its a lot like that feeling where you can think of snippets of a song but you cant quite remember in what order or it just keeps repeating in your own head, its a really nice touch
My heart aches for this channel
:/ :\
how did some people even recognise some of the post-awareness samples? i could hear a bit of "The Prettiest Little Song Of All" in M1SC and what _might_ be some garbled instrumental from Heartaches, but that was about it. i'm impressed actually! that's some incredible musical ear work going on there.
At 12:50 it is very hard to hear it unless you use
-noise cancelling headphones at 75% volume in a quiet room
Extremely hard but i hear it
The squares really helped to discern which noises was actually heartaches(also useful as to which sample). Do you have any plans to give the libets delay vid the same treatment?
Possibly, rn I'm busy af with finals for school though.
i have listen to this song that i have the lyrics in my head
heartaches, heartaches
my loving you ment only heartaches
you kiss was such a sacred thing to me
i can't believe it's just a burning memory
heartaches, heartaches
what does it matters how my heart breaks?
i should be happy with someone new, but my heart aches for you
My head singed it before like this
(im a mexican)
Heart breaks, heart breaks!
my loving you meant heart aches
your kiss was a sacred thing to me
i can't believe its just a Burning memory!
heart breaks, heart breaks,
what does matter how my heart breaks
i should be happy with Someone new, but my heart breaks for you!
then i learned English and i know how the lyrics is.
@@Leo-rl7qi i heared the song a *LOT LOT OF LOT* of times that i knew the lyrics from a beginnig, they are kind of easy to understand Leonardo, good job
This album has spawned an entire subculture. I love it.
Now *that's* how you develop a motif
Heartaches also plays for 3 seconds at 0:13 seconds into stage 5
12:32 it’s like the first note of A1
Play in reverse order to simulate a dementia patient being saved by a cure
(was on the old video, so I thought I'd put it here too)
wait there's a cure for dementia?
@@UntalentedBrick no there isnt unfortunately.
@@ulasyucesu43 oh.
@@UntalentedBrick not yet, but hopefully as soon as possible
@@schmoogledoink2738 yea...
I'm still trying to find out why Mournful Camaraderie sounds interesting to me
My great aunt constance roberts was married to Al bowly
Was he a cool guy?
@@ProphetOfGaster I don't know it was a short marriage only lasting two years but she could tell so.evtales on being in thst circle of people.
Al died during the blitz
@@lukealexanderrobertsthefir458 Interestling.
You truly are the legendary bulldozer
Everywhere at the End of Time but it's only the parts people actually know
A1 - It's just a burning memory
A2 - Childishly fresh eyes
D1 - Quiet dusk coming early
E1 - Back there Benjamin
E2 - Libet's all joyful camaraderie
E3 - Long Term Dusk Glimpses
F1 - Gradations of arms length
F2 - Drifting time misplaced
F3 - Mournful camaraderie
H1 - Post Awareness Confusions
K1 - Advanced plaque entanglements
R1 - Place in the world fades Away
yes, i did letter and number them wrong on purpose
but only the parts people *remember*
Wow, just some hours ago I saw the last version and now its updated :D you really put effort on it
A1 was stuck in my head and I finally found it, I keep having dreams that remind me of this song in such distortion and change
Seger Ellis and Guy Lombardo versions sound depressing af man, why fuck with a song that way?
To be fair, the subject matter of Heartaches is pretty depressing
If anything, the Al Bowlly version could maybe be considered strangely cheerful
@@princereechaos133 There is another version of the song sang by The Four Aces,,,it very upbeat and cheerful, way different from the ones used in the EATEOT album.
Seger Ellis is good, although the vocals feel a lot less rhythmic but the Guy Lombardo version is straight garbage. It tries to make it happy or something and it doesn't work in the slightest. They're both used very effectively in EATOT though.
Having a dementia gene burning in me from both sides of my family, a love for music, a past laden with lsd, and now a deep dive into EATEOT..... whoa dude. Vedddy indodestink.
11:57 i laughed so hard at this little beep, it sounds kind of like a clown horn
C2.
al bowlly, seger ellis and guy lombardo:
the great statue is built. the amazing things this great figure did will be remembered from this statue. hopefully nothing bad happens...
A1:
decades later, someone rediscovers the statue in an underground place. the statue looks familiar, so they bring it back to the surface to show people what they have found.
C3:
during that person's adventure back to the surface, the statue begins to lose some details, but overall still looks human.
E2:
the person realizes that the statue is beginning to break. they try to find the surface faster but it's no use. this piece of history might be lost forever.
F4:
the statue is beginning to crack, it's limbs are starting to fall apart. the person didn't bring any glue to put it back together.
F5:
the person accidentally loses the statue. they must retreve it, but it's too dark.
F8:
they eventually recover the statue, but it's in an even worse condition.
G1:
the cave that person is in is starting to crumble, so they run. but as they run, pieces of the statue start flying away.
H1:
the limbs of the statue are gone. all that's left is the torso, head and face.
K1, L1 and M1:
those parts eventually start falling apart too.
O1:
the person has finally reached the surface, but when they looked at the statue's condition, all that was left was remnants of what once was.
the statue is gone.
Indiana Jones adventure bruh
@yigit1178
yeah! it had history attached to it, *just like the memories...*
"Hard Eggs,
Hard Eggs
what does it matter it my eggs aches?"
the place where you advised to skip to 3:26 to hear A1, you spelled A1 as S1
It meant Stage 1, but i guess I probably should've put A1 instead huh
What's weird is everyone that was born near 1910 are all dying at this moment.
My grandma passed away roughly 2 weeks ago, she was born in 1929 and yes, she was developing dementia already...
@@Cain1251 I am sorry for your loss. my Great grandmother is 93 and has dementia. I know how it feels to have some one be lost like that. She couldn't remember Halloween and told my Grand father" I heard there's this thing were the kids go and get candy at peoples doors." It is really sad.
I never even realized how many different versions of the song were sampled, I thought it was all Al!
hey, right at 9:10, isn’t that the first note of some version of heartaches? it’s in a different key and mostly just the first note so I guess it’s hard to tell
edit: yeah I’m pretty sure there are two versions of heartaches playing at the same time right there.
yeah it's C3 Heartaches. Just didn't put a red box there.
i wish the g1sb one lasted longer
please let this vid blow up I really enjoyed it.
10:27 I heard DTM (drifting time misplaced) at that time
I think that's "False Memory Syndrome"
wow the Guy Lombardo version is dreadful
It sounds like it’s on the verge of tears.
How about seger ellis, it sounds terrifying at first
@@fletchqc9900 it at least fits the tone of the song
Guy Lombardo was trying to be TOO bombastic with his arrangement
@@jackpijjin4088 true, it sounded borderline psychotic, but it didn't really make me feel sad or terrified, just weirded out
When i could recognize it on stage 4 i feel *real* dread.
A1:
Heartaches, heartaches,
My love in you meant only heartaches!
Your kiss was such a sacred to me…
I can’t believe it’s just a burning memory!
C3:
Heartaches, heartaches,
My love in you meant only heartaches!
Your kiss was such a sacred thing to me…
I can’t believe it’s just a burning memory!
E2:
I should be happy with someone new…
But my heart aches for you!
F4:
Heart… h-heart… heart… h-heart… heeeeaaaaart… aches- you- my love- you- meant-
F8:
Hært… h-hært… hært… h-hært… hēêèéëàáâäãrt… ãçhëß- ÿøū-
ow the cringe
@@ortherner how?
A1 - Heartaches! Heartaches! By loving you meant only heartaches!
Your kiss was such a sacred thing to me.
I can't believe it's just a burning... Memory!
C3 - Heartbreaks.... and aches.... My matter oh how my heart...
Your lips were very holy to me.... It is a faded memory...
E2 - Your....... thing.... happy...... Thing to......
F4 - happy...................
F8 H x-
A1 - Heartaches, Heartaches! My loving you meant only heartaches
Your kiss was such a sacred thing to me! I can't believe it's just a burning memory! h-Eartaches! Heartaches!
C3 - Heartaches. Breaks, aches? Aches! Heart!
E2 - H- ... A heart broke...., h-
// - echo/silenced
() - note
HeartaaAaAa-rtache-hea-heaaa heactaches /heartaaaches/
-loviIng yOU me- -nly heaaaartaaa/aches/
yo-your kiss was such a sacr- such a a a /a a a/ meeee
i- i(reversed) i i - bel- i it’s just burning mee-eem(reversed)-mee/mory/
-eaaar-eee(E from ‘aches’)-aaarte-artaches /-aches -aches -aches/
myYy loving you meant-nly-yln(reversed ‘(o)nly’) heeeeart -eart -eaaaaa/aaches/
/you- your kiss/ -uch a sacred thing to meeEeEe
-can’t believe it’s just bu- me- uurn- meee-ryyy
Heaaaaaartee- he(ac’he’s)-aaa-ache-artaches- /-eartaches/
/My-ym(reversed ‘my’)/ -oonly heaaaaaar-eaaaaaartaache-eaaaaaar-
-(y)our kiiss was such a sacred th-acred-ing to meee/eeeeee/
I caaaaa-aaaaaa(reversed)-lieve it’s-ieve-it’s- burning me-bu-me-bu-eeeeeemoryyy-yyy(reversed)
/heeeeeaaa/-rtache-rte-artacheeeees
(Very weird sound here)wha-(weird soun again)-oes it matter hooow-ooow -eart breaaaaaaks
Your kiss wa(very short ‘a’)-iss-was /such a/-thing to meeEeEe
- -(can’t start next line)-lieve it’s /-ieve/ -bu-me-burning-burning-/burning-burning/-ry.
It was painful to do.
I was listening to EATEOT for the 5th day in a row and the thought that I wanted to find a video that showed all uses of Heartaches spawned in my head, and when I went to my youtube frontpage to search for a video like that, this video was the first one recommended. Scary.
Thank you, this was exactly what I was looking for
Its all just a burning memory
Cant believe it's just a burning memory
oh dang this video is super new, well that's neat
I 100% thought I was hearing All that follows is true in G1SE. I never even thought that could be heartaches, let alone there was a 3rd version used. Wild.
Heart... aches?
When i heard heartaches in stage 4 i was like OMG ITS HEARTACHES
lmao
10:58 temporary bliss state can faintly be heard
Al Bowlly: 3 songs
Guy Lombardo: 2 songs
Seger Elis: Idk there's a lot
Didn't know there was also a Guy Lombardo version. ❤
This song is lovely in its own way
I remember the first time I heard burning despair does ache and I was about to jam out to the little piano riff on where heartaches would be if it had words and it was distorted and that has an indescribable sadness around it for me the music is forgetting what it sounds like
a whole new meaning for burning memory eh
Thanks for making this. There are good things about the internet!
exactly what i needed!
Hi I’m 3 too
@@kasiakeen3734 what
@@kasiakeen3734 Youre three years of age?
anyone else can hear a voice saying heartaches at 13:00?
That sounded like the Troll Song at first, but now that I think about it, you might be right!
I hear it, it appears to sound like some low pitched demonic choir
E2 sounds like a train
EATEOT but heartaches
Stage 1
A1 - Heartaches
A2 - I can't believe...
B1 - It's just a burning memory
Stage 2
C1 - Does it matter how my heart breaks
C2 - What does it matter how my heart breaks
D1 - Heart breaks
Stage 3
E1 - Some heart breaks
E2 - And heart breaks
E3 - Burning despair breaks
F1 - Burning despair does ache
F2 - Aching burning despair without lucidity
F3 - Aching cavern without lucidity
F4 - Aching camaraderie without lucidity
F5 - Aching camaraderie
F6 - Mournful camaraderie
Stage 4
G1 - Camaraderie Awareness
G2 - Camaraderie Awareness confusions
H1 - Post Awareness Confusions
Stage 5
I1 - Advanst Awareness Entanglefusions
J1 - Advanced Awareness Entanglements
K1 - Advanced Plague Entanglements
Stage 6
M1 - Synapse Plague Entanglements
N1 - Synapse Entanglements
O1 - Synapse Retrogenesis
P1 - Synapse Fades Away
Q1 - Place Fades Away
R1 - Place in the World Fades Away
Stage 4 is an transition, but H1
Jesus... how did people even find it in acstyff?
Edit: I really wish stage 3-4 transition songs from eaeb were kept in the album. Advanced plaque camaraderie and Entangled synapse ache are such chilling titles. It's like The Caretaker still wants agency over their mind, like how people with dementia often want to drive or manage finances again in the moderate stages. Unfortunately, we can see the disease is eating any hope of doing that again.
The last thing done for someone with Alzheimer's is the last time ever.
By memorizing the song and listening to the distortion , our brain will try to make sense of it and we know that's not how the song goes .
Like how people with dementia try to remember something but that's not really how it went . Until they forget how to think .
in f4 its the last semi-coherent memory, you can hear the chaos of stage 4 clearly seeping in, soon they wont remember more then a occasional note, and you can tell.
12:55
My favorite is Al Bowlly's version.
what does it matter how my head breaks?
The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point? The confusion is indeed so thick that you can't forget forgetting anymore. What's the Point?
Nice art
AAA BURNING MEMORY GET FIRE EXTINGUISHER
Stage 1:Heartaches,heartaches,my loving you meant only heartaches,i should be happy with someone new,but my heartac-,Can you tell me the name of the song?
Stage 2:Heartaches,What does it matter how my heart breaks?,but my heartaches for yo-,Can you tell me your name again?
Stage 3:Heart breaks,and my heart breaks for yo-....,who are you,why are you in my house?
Stage 4:Heart-...who-i,a-....
Stage 5:W-.....h-
Stage 6:
Entanglement synapse ache also appears in post awareness confusions 2 and when speed up it sounds like mournful camaraderie