Everywhere at the end of time in 7 minutes
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 23 พ.ค. 2020
- The original, although several albums spanning many hours, is a great listen which I recomend giving a try.
Also I do post original music to this channel.
If you want to give it a listen aswell I'd greatly appreciate it. • Sobadsosad - Keeping U...
Regardless have a good day. - เพลง
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Yo shameless plug, I produce my own music and post it on this channel. Check it out if you feel like. th-cam.com/video/92PQMBt-Evo/w-d-xo.html&ab_channel=Sobadsosad
bro plugged his spotify 2 years after posting💀
@@prod.punkstar5941 idk telegram
@@prod.punkstar5941 He could promote it by doing silly little dances on the street for fellow commoners to bestow him with riches my good sir.
I haven’t checked your Spotify, but could you release this? I’ve been wanting to get this on Spotify, but it’s all just podcasts compiling it.
@@JustAnotherSomeDude Well since I do not own the original I'm unsure if Spotify would allow that. However just like this video I make no money from it anyways, so I wouldn't feel to bad about trying to upload it there if you want me to.
when you wanna listen to everywhere at the end of time in one sitting but have adhd
me but without adhd bc ik not a self diagnosed person B)
HAHAHAHAHA YESSS
Can't believe how attacked i feel rn xD funny comment tho
Oh hey I’m not the only one :)
fucking exactly
“Yo pass the aux”
“You better not play trash”
lool
“But alas, he did not have to do it to ‘em”
what is an aux? what is trash? who am i passing it to? where am i? who am i?
How to give all of your friends a panic attack
@@thatmfka5817 My man, i think it was a joke about dementia, because he was forgetting everything :>
This whole album just feels like a jump scare that never comes.
Nothing without god.
Nothing is the scariest thing.
Probably the closest to an actual jump scare is when the organ segment suddenly cuts off, leaving silence for a few moments before "Place in the World Fades Away" draws to a close with a distorted variant of "Thy Cross doth call me."
No pico
No
No
No pico
Yeah
And that's scarier than a jumpscare
No no, the whole thing is a jumpscare. Trust me.
The saddest thing about dementia is when people are about to die , they remember some parts of their life, and have even been able to speak and breathe as if they never had dementia.
Yes - a very good friend of my mother described this in her grandmother who had dementia. When this friend's grandmother was dying, she suddenly became very alert and distressed asking when her granddaughter would be there (she hadn't remembered who she was in years) I think unfortunately she passed while they were en route on a plane, but I think just the knowledge that she was trying her hardest to be there for her was comforting.
@@SavannahBurris yea, i guess that's why at the end of the last 6 minutes of the album you hear about 5 minutes of the cheery music after hours of distorted sounds, kinda signalling hope. And then abruptly ending with a 1 minute silence, probably for when you take a 1 minute silence for when someone passes away.
Like a final push before everlasting darkness.
Terminal lucidity, such a scary concept...
It infuriates me. It's like they defeated the condition but it's too late. Like, why does it even matter if they're in the final minutes, damn it. I hope I never experience anything similar.
what if you wanted to go to heaven but god said *Post-Awareness Stage 6 is without description.*
what if you wanted to go to heaven but your entire soul is long forgotten before you get there?
Yo Pierre, you wanna come out here?
Creepy
D
@@ioutra6121 thats just the brain though
even the speed run is horrifying oh my god.
Lol
Not sure why you expected something different tho
LMAO
I stopped at 3:28 because I became too scared
@cubearenice lmao you actually made laugh
i feel guilty not being able to sit for 6 hours while many people suffering from actual dementia have been fading for years
Frikin same
same here
Fax. Like I wanna listen to the 6 hour version because it would be right or sum but I have the attention span of a goldfish
i dont…
@@teeheebrah6584 take the time to listen to it, it’s an experience that you cant describe, something that’s so odd but yet interesting
When you want to suffer but your school only gives you ten min breaks between classes
NEW NORMAL PFP POG
Yo you get ten minutes? We get, like, three and a half?!
You guys are getting breaks?
@Dillon Howington new normal?
@Dillon Howington ?
This is just one of those "every minute it gets worse" videos
I take it you couldnt make it to the end
it gets too political at stage 4
This is true
Joe
Lol
they really sold out :/ i miss stage 1 where they really cared about the music
not really. sometimes politics have to be brought up. they're important.
Me: “What a lovey little song.”
*7 minutes later*
Me: “What a lovely little song.”
*7 minutes later*
Me: “What a lovey little song.”
*7 minutes later*
Me: “What a lovely little song.”
*7 minutes later*
What a ... what a .. what a
Lovey day we are having
not me just forgetting that this was only 7 min-
Korega, requiem da
wow that was funny
One of the hardest things you will ever have to do is grieve the loss of a person who is still alive.
I recently went through this with my grandfather, the funeral felt less like death than his final year. I had already grieved his death before it happened, while I could still speak to him. It’s a hell of a thing
I'm in the process of doing just that with my mom. Dementia is brutal to watch.
@@iLUMENi_ sorry for your loss.
ambiguous loss 😎 also happens when the person you’re grieving is someone who’s gone missing ✌️ ironically using happy emojis so i don’t cry ✨
:(
adhd-friendly everywhere at the end of time
YES AHAHAH
I have ADHD so this is great
Hellyeahworksforme
want to... like... likes have... 69 in the number...
ADHD friendly dementia
the fact that i keep forgetting the name of this album is unreasonably ironic
Wait what is it called
SAME.. I can’t tell if it’s on purpose or not, I had to go to TikTok doe it
@@Aardydarling everywhere at the end of time
Oh ok I didn’t know there was an album
I always think it's called "EveryTHING at the End of Time" for some reason.
You know that feeling when you have a really vague memory of a dream. Like, you don’t know when you had that dream, what happened in it, who was in it, or where you were, but you still remember a few vague details? Now imagine that happening with your real-life memories. Imagine being in a room you don’t recognize, surrounded by strangers, and you sense that they’re important but you can’t remember why...
.....
oh no
And I thought forgetting my dreams was the worst thing ever.
the struggle of remembering what happened to a dream, i can't imagine myself dealing with that with real life memories. yup, i'm terrified of dementia now.
man why tf did you have to say this
0:07 stage 1
0:43 stage 2
1:36 stage 3
2:33 stage 4
3:22 stage 5
4:04 stage 6
5:10 terminal lucidity (suddenly regaining all memories briefly before death)
6:31 death
Imagine knowing about terminal lucidity, having dementia and Suddenly remember that after remembering you die and you're just like: oh for fuck sake come on!
Thanks
@@youravaragefriendlyweeb2807 “I’ve regained all my memories… it’s a miracle! I’m going to live! I’m going to… Oh well crap”
@@leongar32009 stage 3
@@leongar32009 stage 3
Imagine: you’re in your 80’s and it’s the final stage of dementia. you cannot remember anything or anyone hell, you can’t even remember how to eat or write or do any other basic human functions! All you remember is carti’s verse in Earthquake.
LMAOOO I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT
Well, the last thing you forget is music, so ur right
even worse: you were a cardi b fan when you were young and all you remember is the words “NOW GET A BUCKET AND A MOP THATS THE WAP”
kakyoin the epic gamer I’m not replying to your comment out of anger rather curiosity, why do you dislike WAP?
This comment
what if i'm 80 and the only thing i can remember is how to make a pickaxe in minecraft
LOL
i guess you would remember minecraft's ost lol
That... is scarier than any of the audio in the video
that’s an epic poggers gamer moment
But you can't remember how to make the crafting table
I'm a psychology student, and I specialize in older people. I'm currently on my apprenticeship, in a hospital, where we see a lot of old people who have been labeled as possibly having cognitive issues. Our role is to talk to them to get a better idea of their case, and make them take tests in order to determine whether or not the cognitive deficits can be observed. It began to be a very mundane thing after a month or two, and I forgot what I was really doing to them and their families. If we can detect a neuro degenerative, I forgot what I does to them, and how hopeless we all are against dementia. I feel so shitty
Today was my last day of apprenticeship and my last patient was a 70 yo woman who had either Parkinson or lewy's body dementia. She absolutely knew what was coming coming for her, the slow descent of forgetfulness and cognitive troubles. I could hear those songs while she was talking. She was the first not to be anasognosic towards her issues, to be fully aware and to be able to explain to us what she was feeling and the constant dread of what the future will bring to her.
obama
hey goodluck with your apprenticeship works! a philosophy student here :D
@@CowboyCatRO I swear i'll find a way to get you
humans has been fighting disease for the past decade, but not completely like coronavirus they just came out of nowhere,and about dementia that has been lasting for a quite a long time still aren't curable
The last two minutes sounds like an angelic choir. As if you’re being called home. The end is near and it’s time to wake up.
I was reading that just as that part started to play and you just gave me goosebumps
That works
i always thought it was like funeral organ music, but no i get it now
Everywhere at the End of Time but you’re out of time
Haha
Everywhere at the end of time but you refuse to run out of time.
True
Lmfao
That hurts even more :,(
Ah yes because my one gripe with dementia was that the process was too slow. Now i have the pleasure to experience it all in less than 7 min. Thanks!
Dementia SPEEDRUN
Now listen to this on repeat for six hours for Dementia: REMIXED
how is this pleasure-
sschylivy its sarcasm
6 hours is for chumps.
this will definitely come off weird, but im happy my grandma died without having dementia. i loved her to pieces, and even to this day shes the only parental figure that seemed to genuinely care for me.
How is that weird at all lol, hell wanting your family member to die after getting dementia is far worse
@@spicymeatballs2thespicening i mean i thought it could be seen as weird for kinda saying "happy my grandma died!!"
@@lightlylemony good intent for a message, bad phrasing
Your happy she passed with out having dementia I understand.
this album feels like playing Garrys mod alone....... and I can’t seem to explain it
ok
Omfg I know EXACTLY what you’re talking about!!!
SAME
I understand. The first few moments are of fun and adventure. Then is goes to some mild anxiety, you stay for longer and get more cautious. More jumpy. More afraid. You forget the plans you wanted to do earlier while you were playing. You feel like something is watching you and then. You remember everything is okay. Nothing can hurt you. You should probably turn off the computer and go to bed. You can play tomorrow…..right?
The uncanny valley
this is the version for people with a 3 minute attention span
yeah i fell asleep during the 2nd and 3rd stages because i was getting bored 🧍♀️ nothing bad happened tho
I was at stage 2 but I got bored, I wasn't even teary or sad anymore. Just bored.
@@crabohato4954 stage 2 is not the sad part.
@@glumbortango7182 part 1 was for me tho
listened to the whole thing and didnt cry
*DEMENTIA SPEEDRUN **6:49** LETS GOOOOOO*
Wanna hear about my sub-6 dementia speedrun I got once? I think I got it... Did I? Who are you? Wanna hear about my sub-6 dementia speedrun I got once?
@@nordinreecendo512 im so confused, whats dementia
@@patrickyackley5836 Are you genuinely asking, or is this another dementia joke?
@@nordinreecendo512 whats a joke? wait, where am i
@@patrickyackley5836 "Knock knock" "Who's there?" "Dave." "Dave who?" "Dave bursts into tears as his grandmother's dementia tears his family apart."
(My interperetation) As the video goes on, it's like the songs themselves are having trouble remembering the original melody. It gets more chaotic as it progressively forgets which part of the tune is when. And then there's the loud and intrusive parts, trying to fit back into order again, but don't know where to be. Eventually, it just gives up; leaving empty ambience. And then the angels come to take it away, it was told it was one of the best.
wait this is exactly how I felt about it
Honestly I'd rather die than have all my memories lost.
Forgetting everyone you love, and forgetting who you are just sounds horrifying
EW THE PICTURE IS COMING CLOSER
Wtf I NEVER NOTICED THAT FUCKKKKK
*EW'TH!*
WHY DID YOU SAY THAT THE FUCK
why does ivan seal’s artwork wanna check my vibe please help me-
why is it disgusting?
A good way to stave off dementia is to continually learn things throughout your life, learning a new language at a late age is a good way to stimulate your brain, and lower the chances of you getting dementia later in your life.
thanks this bit of hope made me feel better. the whole comment section is depressing
yep! but if you do get dementia, it is terribly depressing. we had to watch my great grandma drift away and soon not remember how to even walk.
What if you are stupid and can’t learn a new language
@@shady8045 you get dementia
@@lekwisdrome555 fair
I’ve listened to the entire album, and I always come back and listen to this shortened version once in a while to remind myself of how privileged I am to be able to remember, to think, to be me. Isn’t it ironic that us able minded people always “forget” how privileged we are…
this makes me think about my grandma a lot. in the past 2 years her physical and mental state have been degrading so quickly. i remember when she used to pick me up from school, and she used to walk faster than me. i remember when, every morning, when i was a lot younger, she got on the 7 am train to get to my house and then walk me to school. i used to talk about that a lot with my mum, and mention how despite her age she was so very healthy. she agreed with me.
back then, i thought it'd always be like that. i thought my grandma was special, because my friends often talked about how their grandmas weren't very physically active, and about how they needed their time to do their things - i'd laugh and tell them my grandma got things done faster than me or my mom did.
nowadays, she can't walk. she can't move her legs at all. she can barely write or move any part of her body. she's constantly trembling. she's in a nursing home, despite how, when i was younger, i promised her i'd never let her go to one. i promised her she'd be with us forever, and i promised everything would always be the way it was back then.
and she's still lucid. she can see herself deteriorate. she can feel her mind losing control over her body. she still remembers when she used to play with me, and she talks about that a lot. she cries over it often. and i cry, too.
thing is - she's not going to be lucid for much longer. she's starting to forget things, like her full name or her birthday. she has no perception of time anymore, and thinks that things that happened weeks ago were years or months ago instead. her body is so deteriorated, soon her mind will be, too. and at this point, i think that's the best for her, despite of how painful it will be for all of us that deeply care about her. she doesn't deserve to see herself crumble any longer.
if youre going through anything like this as well, i'm very sorry. please stay strong!
@Dillon Howington it's okay, thank you for your concern
Dude this disease terrifes me.
@@vibrantgleam it's a terrifying disease indeed. the fact that there is no cure or no way of stopping it is even scarier.
@@fawndeu Ikr. And the fact your loved one could get it too.
That was terrifying. I have no idea what to say but im so sorry.
Now imagine this is stretched out over several hours, days, weeks, months, years, decades.
:[
I'm sorry...what day is it again?
kittypie aiden is that you ?
Yeah, I mean, imagine this stretched into something like 6 hours
@@noacier6666 ?
when you're eating cereal at 3am
when you and da bois be hunting for BEANS at 3am
When you're havign a storke n 3amn mrnh r m;sdf] ]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
When you sit alone with the lights off staring into a candle at 3 am
Hi Joe
@@cornsyrup9947 hi, gluuk duuk
Hey in case anyone is watching this and feels panicky or off in general and doesn't know what to do, pause the video, turn it off, remove it from your watched list if you need to, and go get some water or something to eat. Wrap yourself in comfy blankets, cuddle your pet if you have one. If you feel close to a panic attack or anything similar, splash some cold water on your face, like, ice cold. It shocks your nervous system for a bit and gives your brain some time to calm down. Take care of yourself, because someone out there loves you. And if no one comes to mind, I love you, random stranger on the internet. Enjoy the rest of your day/night.
th- tthank you
@@JACG anytime friend, take care :]
@Christina Capozzoli yea ! I forgot to add that, would you mind if I edited it into the og comment ?
I love comments like this one, thanks!
I am in your walls
Imagine someone in the year 2080 recreates the concept of this song but with the oldies of their generation, gonna be Drake and Travis Scott songs 💀
Playing this at double speed to beat everyone else's dementia speed run times.
HHDKKKBFFJB LMAOO
PogU
playing this at 200% speed to get even faster run, any tips? Stage 6 is really hard.
Too bad, I have a browser extension that allows me to play it in 4x speed. Give me my world record
@@CarlosMagikarpiano My world record is ruined....
“I’d rather lose my life than have to lose myself.”
- George Watsky
Mood
I am going to have to agree with him
I thought it said “-George weasley” 😂😂😂
In the moment
@@unsolicitedd same. I was thinking, when the fuck did George get so philosophical?
I love you dad and I'm always gonna be here, even at the end of time..
as someone who's been having memory issues, this haunts me everyday whenever someone discuss with you about what you did in the past, laughing with friends while I'm the only one there who's beginning to develop anxiety and fear as I have zero recollection of that event. Slowly fading away in the crowd while they all remember, I don't. Pitch dark submerged into abyss as their voices echos ever so slowly and faded away. Do note that I'm in my 20s and I lost almost all of my memories from past, childhood, highschool, college, and sometimes yesterday.
oof.
im so sorry about that. very sorry. I hope you won't get diagnosed with dementia.
Keep strong bro, there's always keeping things in journals and scrapbooks to combat the pain and still have a way to look back into what you've forgotten
It’s terrifying how much I understand this comment. Anytime I have to delete photos from my phone, I have a sinking feeling because I know once they’re gone I will never remember the memory, nor that I even deleted it.
In some way, feel you. Some days I cant remember anything from more than a few years ago, the rest of the time I get small pieces or even just feelings from some vague, unspecified amount of time ago. It's upsetting to not only me but, for people like my gran who tried their best to make my earlier life a little happier.
okay, i looked away for a few minutes and realized the picture was slowly zooming in..creeped me the hell out
Mirnya Mei omg I looked up when you said that and screamed
I just noticed that after reading this comment
you asshole
Yo wtf
I looked up when I read this and jumped a little
everything's gangsta until everything's gangsta until....
yeah i stole this comment
Ok that's kinda dark
Maybe you just *forgot* about seeing that comment
Wait wtf is gangsta?
What’s everythi wha wa?
I'm more terrified by the fact that if my mom haves demetia. She wouldn't remeber me at some point of her life. All of those moments, those smiles, forgotten. My grandma haves it, my mom probably haves it and i probably have it. That's the reason why i write all my thoughts in notes, leave something in the world and take something for me, forever.
Damn that's a t e x t
I had to watch both of my grandparents go through the stages of Alzheimer's and it was horrifying. When it started getting bad for my grandpa, I had been away at college and hadn't seen him in a year, and when I came home to visit for the holidays I had to lock myself in the bathroom and quietly sob. It was so hard to see my Papa so frail and confused. Near the end of his life he was talking about seeing shadow people in the house, and his mind was deteriorated to the point he was almost child like. My Nana only lasted a year after he passed away, and would wake up multiple times each night crying out for him, or for her dog that had passed away months ago. The last week of her life, she didn't eat, speak, get up... Alzheimer's is one of the most terrifying diseases out there, it really is just so sad what it does to someone. :(
This is perfect for when you want to suffer but don't have a lot of time
me
Exactly 😌
...left
that would be the plan
I listened to the whole 6 hours and I didn’t feel shit
Honestly I think the scariest part about this is that the song you hear at the end isn’t the original tune that you’ve been hearing through all of the stages
Also doesn't help that it sounds like a church choir, but kinda muffled and far away and it gets suddenly quieter given the static and record fails that had been going on for a while. Gives the feeling of completely drifting away from reality so hard that your senses don't seem to stay on the same page, all there is is a far, far away chant of something you seemed to believe but you don't know what it is, it's not tangible, doesn't seem to be something at all. Then, you don't even remember you exist. And you are there, breathing like a vegetable. That is, until you forget how to do that too.
@@KassKuri same, immediately got the vibe that i was dead and that this was my funeral
WHAT
@@fx00 thats the exact point actually. at this point in the project the protagonist has died and this part is basically the scene of their funeral. goes to show how good the caretaker is at portraying what he wants to lol
Wait, I thought the point was that it was the same song.
Imagine being 80 on your deathbed and not remembering a generic 2010's song but instead remembering all the generic top comments on this video
1:14 that glimpse of terminal lucidity sent chills down my spine
"This is a certified hood...uh...certified hood...um...certified...certified...what was I saying?"
Hood classic, my good sir?
@@quimbus_bingley oh yeah! This is a cood hlassic!
@@angrywaffle427 you said cloocd lgalssic wrrong
yeehaw, oh and /cbalcabbhdbalckdmalmxnncfdjdnnjsjxksjiwoqkjsjdiur
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this is for the people who can't stand listening to the 6 whole hours but trust me, listening to the whole project is worth it. i had a great experience although it creeped me out.
Should I listen to the 6 hours one first then this one, or this one then the 6 hours one? I don't want to miss out on either one.
@@a.ramponi6962 i went for the whole 6 hours while studying
absolutely worth it
this is just too short i feel
no. people recommend that anyone who is currently experiencing mental health issue should not listen to this.
bruh some people do not have the time of day or mental strength
Yeah i had a severe panic attack when i tried to listen to it, i would not recommend
I know it's about dementia, but around 3 minutes in it felt like someone who was beginning to realize their reality wasn't real and they are desperately trying to wake up, with what seems like ventilators sounds and all.
5:11 As he succumbed to forgetting everything he'd ever known, his suffering was no longer. Eternal peace.
i feel like in the long version it progressed so slowly that it just felt like drifting into a sleep, and the scary sounding statics only reminded me of horror games, so it didn’t affect me a ton. in this one, having it all layer out and going by so fast feels like you didn’t have time to say goodbye to anyone and something as precious as life was just taken from you in a matter of 7 minutes.
DrDoodlehead well said mate
I did fall asleep about halfway through stage 3 hahaha
Which is scarier?
A slow process of death with all the time you need to say goodbye
Or
A quick instant death without getting to say goodbye
Yikes
@@lolstuffenjoy9880 quick death 0.0
Anybody just feel alone when the music stops?
Yes, thats the actual “CUT” from everything after such dense sound experience, only confusion remains.
I'd describe it more a feeling of, "being awake, but not alive."
ThatAwesomeFacedGuy u wanna talk bro?
Yep
I feel the opposite actually. It feels like there's something extremely ominous near me
The bit that I couldn't shake off for days is at 3:40.
I've been thinking about my grandmother a lot this winter. I think I'll gather the family and visit her as soon as possible.
Caretaker but only heartaches with just a burning memory trying desperately to stop being forgotten
Omg i was listening to this and then my headphones were running low so they went “PLEASE CHARGE ME” really loud
wtf kinda headphones speak to you??? what?????
@@betelgeuse2054 mine i guess, sometimes it just talks
@@luci0000 w h a t ??????
@@betelgeuse2054 yeah idk either sometimes it just says random stuff that doesnt even relate to headphones but it’s usually like that the power is low or that its turned on yknow
@@luci0000 that’s so weird... and you have to charge them? your headphones? why do you have to _charge_ your headphones??? what....
It doesn't compare to the original, but still really good in my opinion, especially for 6 minutes
I don’t think anything could compare to the original, but this is definitely a good way to summarize the idea behind the original work in my opinion
I think its kinda sad that i can just appreciate it, but not like actually enjoy it (the original i mean)
I think the music is kinda tideous and after 3H im just exhausted, made it through once, but it was just kinda hard to keep on. :/
Bosh same I cant really appreciate it its long and I’ll get distracted during those 6 hours
Huh, the original was so bothersome to listen to, this video is definitely better
@@bosh6604 I think the point of it was to be tedious in some parts tho
"You have six minutes and fifty seconds left to live.... I'm so sorry."
"Will it hurt?"
"I don't know, but no matter what, we'll see it through, to the end."
"...Thank you."
One lives in fear of getting this disease, slowly but progressively losing your memory of that cherished life you once had, and you have to acknowledge the fact that all those memories you had were "just a burning memory" now.
It's like the musical equivalent of a stroke
The album was actually made to be the musical equivalent of dementia, so you're not quite far
@@masicbemester strokes increase the chance of getting dementia
@@ohseespolice7419 it's not what I meant. The older you get, the more likely it is to happen.
@@masicbemester yeah, half of the people over 90 are suffering from dementia, but still, the thing that strokes increase the chance of getting dementia is a fact
@@ohseespolice7419 oh, I didn't know that. Thanks for letting me know.
If this is this bad I can't even imagine how terrifying the 6 hour version is...
Yknow what’s scary I listened to the 6 hour version and I have absolutely no memory of it and what I felt, I just remember sobbing and walking around my house
56 mins into the long version.....it just creeped me out for the first time a little bit, its only going to get worse
This is actually worse because of how fast it is
@@TrTriTrippin i like classical music but when i got to stage threee i dippedd
I just dont get it, what do you feel? I listened to this and its just a normal distorted song for me. Nothing special
as crazy as it sounds,
i feel like i can understand the torture of dementia. recognizing the slow changes in atmosphere that occur, i could piece together what each change represented. and since it’s late as fuck, i’m gonna give my best shot at describing it all, and what I THINK it meant.
tune 1. with the recent knowledge that you have dementia, a tole drips upon you. positive, and negative mind sets, both most likely mature, consume you. time is all of a sudden on your mind, as it ticks away, you know that everything you experience, and have in the past, will suddenly have not happened, at least to you. you try to spend time with people around you.
tune 2/change 1: it’s most likely been some time since you’ve been diagnosed with dementia. maybe you haven’t noticed anything yet, maybe you have a small family. or maybe it’s already been taking effect on your memory. maybe family gatherings that were arranged in a desperate attempt at making the most time with you as possible before you are lost, you don’t recognize some people. maybe they are nephews you never saw often, cousins that moved away so many years ago. maybe in conversations with relatives or friends about things you all did in the past doesn’t sound too familiar or even come to mind at all. the joyful aura of seeing people who should mean so much to you, fades. all of a sudden they don’t give you the same feeling they used to. but you can’t name why.
tune 5/change 4: everyone begins to seem the same, people approach you claiming they know you, but you can’t put a pin on who they are. those memories are still there somewhere, but you get nothing from them anymore. it’s mentally exhausting. at this point you might end up in the hospital, due to a family member sending you there. you don’t know why you’re even there, but you’ve definitely been there before, if it’s one you’ve been to.
tune 6/change 5: everything begins to move so fast, everybody you see makes you feel the same. maybe you developed a tendency to zone out, completely lose track of everything. you might know where you are, but never why. people begin ignoring you. some people will come to visit you, often sobbing or trying to “get to you” they ask you if you remember them, which is so odd to you. you know that there is a reason why they would do this, but you have no idea. there is a dreadful feeling that gloom’s over you because sometimes you get a feeling of recognition to them, maybe their name, but nothing about them.
tune7/change 6: you nearly lose yourself. your tendency to zone out consumes time. everything is loud but you can’t pay mind to it. everything that’s ever happened in your life is in the back of your head, like a word you can’t quite remember. you can still do simple things, you’re functioning in a world that is so familiar, but have no feelings towards.
tune 9/change 8: empty. you have no recognition of anything. family and friends that come to visit you are almost watering a dead plant. you come to them and you don’t know them at all. unintentionally hurting them by doing things like asking, “where is my sister” when she is directly in front of you. and you don’t know it. the tv shows you watch everyday, and the food you eat everyday, are the only things you can recall ever having a “relationship” with.
(remaining 1 and a half minutes)
you eat, watch tv, and sleep. with no sense of where you are, why you are, or who you are. this doesn’t bother you because you are almost incapable of thinking. nothing triggers you to remember anything. doctors talk to you and you sit in idle. maybe you want to respond, but you can’t. because there is a rope on your mind. maybe you can’t even speak anymore. family members aren’t coming to visit anymore, but you don’t know that.
that’s what i “learned” after listening to this 3 times over again. i can imagine the strain this would have on a mind who is slowly losing themself without any control of it. it’s dreadful. i’m sorry to everyone who has had a family member or a friend suffer from dementia.
This makes me so scared
I just listened to this playing on the stereo of my 1986 Lincoln Town Car. The feeling is something I can not put into words.
Stage 1: Shawty's like a melody in..
Stage 2: Shawtysy's likȨ̷̵̷̴̷̷̶̸̷̶̵̶̸̵̴̵̵̴̴̷̵̵̷̸̴̷̴̸̴̷̶̵̷̶̸̷̴̨̢̢̢̨̨̨̢̧̧̧̨̡̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̗̱͎̘̮̬̺̬͔͓͙̱̙̟͖̲̜̳̗̠̤͕͖̫̼̖͓̻͉̘̻͕͙͔̝̗̬̗̮͙̟̞̫͓̮̻͔͚͕̥͉̰̲͈̩̮̭̯͕͎̝̘̜̝̮͍̬̭̙̭͚͓̲̯̝̬͍̪̗͇̗̥̬̰̰̯͙͎͎̱̤̮͎͇̠̩͉̻͚͍̫̟̤̩̜̌̒͊̍͗͐͊̾̎͑͌̄̓͊̇͆̋͑̈̀͆̈́̒̌̏̀̋́͌̅̏̌̒̿̔̊̋͑͒͆̈̂̀͒̿̅͗̑́͐̈́̑̅̇͂̍̿͂͊̾̓̓̃̓͂̿̈́̇́̋̋́̂͌̈́̀̀͗͛̇͐̀̑̄̓̄̑̆̿̌̅̏̅̇̌̈́̋̾̑͛̀̽̈́͛̐̓́̌̈͘̕̚̚̕͜͜͝͝͝͝͝͠͠ͅͅͅͅͅͅe a melody in.. in in
Stage 3Ȩ̷̵̷̴̷̷̶̸̷̶̵̶̸̵̴̵̵̴̴̷̵̵̷̸̴̷̴̸̴̷̶̵̷̶̸̷̴̨̢̢̢̨̨̨̢̧̧̧̨̡̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̗̱͎̘̮̬̺̬͔͓͙̱̙̟͖̲̜̳̗̠̤͕͖̫̼̖͓̻͉̘̻͕͙͔̝̗̬̗̮͙̟̞̫͓̮̻͔͚͕̥͉̰̲͈̩̮̭̯͕͎̝̘̜̝̮͍̬̭̙̭͚͓̲̯̝̬͍̪̗͇̗̥̬̰̰̯͙͎͎̱̤̮͎͇̠̩͉̻͚͍̫̟̤̩̜̌̒͊̍͗͐͊̾̎͑͌̄̓͊̇͆̋͑̈̀͆̈́̒̌̏̀̋́͌̅̏̌̒̿̔̊̋͑͒͆̈̂̀͒̿̅͗̑́͐̈́̑̅̇͂̍̿͂͊̾̓̓̃̓͂̿̈́̇́̋̋́̂͌̈́̀̀͗͛̇͐̀̑̄̓̄̑̆̿̌̅̏̅̇̌̈́̋̾̑͛̀̽̈́͛̐̓́̌̈͘̕̚̚̕͜͜͝͝͝͝͝͠͠ͅͅͅͅͅͅ: Melody in, in my
Stage 3: Yes Shawty, who Ȩ̷̵̷̴̷̷̶̸̷̶̵̶̸̵̴̵̵̴̴̷̵̵̷̸̴̷̴̸̴̷̶̵̷̶̸̷̴̨̢̢̢̨̨̨̢̧̧̧̨̡̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̗̱͎̘̮̬̺̬͔͓͙̱̙̟͖̲̜̳̗̠̤͕͖̫̼̖͓̻͉̘̻͕͙͔̝̗̬̗̮͙̟̞̫͓̮̻͔͚͕̥͉̰̲͈̩̮̭̯͕͎̝̘̜̝̮͍̬̭̙̭͚͓̲̯̝̬͍̪̗͇̗̥̬̰̰̯͙͎͎̱̤̮͎͇̠̩͉̻͚͍̫̟̤̩̜̌̒͊̍͗͐͊̾̎͑͌̄̓͊̇͆̋͑̈̀͆̈́̒̌̏̀̋́͌̅̏̌̒̿̔̊̋͑͒͆̈̂̀͒̿̅͗̑́͐̈́̑̅̇͂̍̿͂͊̾̓̓̃̓͂̿̈́̇́̋̋́̂͌̈́̀̀͗͛̇͐̀̑̄̓̄̑̆̿̌̅̏̅̇̌̈́̋̾̑͛̀̽̈́͛̐̓́̌̈͘̕̚̚̕͜͜͝͝͝͝͝͠͠ͅͅͅͅͅͅis shawty?? What melody are you Melody in my?? What what MeStagȨ̷̵̷̴̷̷̶̸̷̶̵̶̸̵̴̵̵̴̴̷̵̵̷̸̴̷̴̸̴̷̶̵̷̶̸̷̴̨̢̢̢̨̨̨̢̧̧̧̨̡̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̗̱͎̘̮̬̺̬͔͓͙̱̙̟͖̲̜̳̗̠̤͕͖̫̼̖͓̻͉̘̻͕͙͔̝̗̬̗̮͙̟̞̫͓̮̻͔͚͕̥͉̰̲͈̩̮̭̯͕͎̝̘̜̝̮͍̬̭̙̭͚͓̲̯̝̬͍̪̗͇̗̥̬̰̰̯͙͎͎̱̤̮͎͇̠̩͉̻͚͍̫̟̤̩̜̌̒͊̍͗͐͊̾̎͑͌̄̓͊̇͆̋͑̈̀͆̈́̒̌̏̀̋́͌̅̏̌̒̿̔̊̋͑͒͆̈̂̀͒̿̅͗̑́͐̈́̑̅̇͂̍̿͂͊̾̓̓̃̓͂̿̈́̇́̋̋́̂͌̈́̀̀͗͛̇͐̀̑̄̓̄̑̆̿̌̅̏̅̇̌̈́̋̾̑͛̀̽̈́͛̐̓́̌̈͘̕̚̚̕͜͜͝͝͝͝͝͠͠ͅͅͅͅͅͅe3in Seantys
Stage 5: Į̵̛̛͈̫̣̞̬̮͔̳͎̦͔̞̩͚̖̦̤͉̱͓̦̊͊̈́̂͗̓͐̇͊̽̐̊͑͗͆̑̓͑̈̉͑̓͘͜͜N̷̛̼̼̱̬̘̱̫̜͈̲͚̲̹͍̹̆̃̈́̀͂̉̈́̋͌̏̀͘̕͝͝ ̷̢̢͚̦͕͇̎͆̌́̿́̾́̽̅͐̀̿̚͠M̷̨̡̮̱͇̤̜̮̟̰͚̞̳͍̻͚̤̠̲͉̜̻̏͋̊͋͑͜͠Y̵̡̛̛̙͖̼͉̺̟̫͖̠̼͔̲̻̤̏̿͌̀̀̊̅̀̆͗̿͊̌̀̄̂̾̓͌́̿̋͘̚͜ ̴̡̧̨̨̨̛̟̹̜͍̪̰̮̮̟͍͓̙̼͓̲̼͌̈́̈́̈̆͌͊̂̀̽͐̋̐̈́̇̃̍͋̂́̈́͘͜͝Ḩ̶̡̛̲̦̦͓̜̩̩̪͍͎̟̯̲̪͔͎̲͔͉̰̺̻̤̦̖͖̻̺̩͚͎̪͌͐͗́͑̎̈́̐̓̈̓͋̔̈́̌͂͊̚̚̚̕͜͠͝͠Ȩ̵̧̨̛̮̙̯̪͇̰̱̮͉͐̾͑̇͆̈̏͌̒̔̋͒̂͗͐͂͊̓̿̇̋Ą̶̢̡̛̛̱͇͙͎̞̬͇̀͂̍̈̔́̇̓̎̏͌̀́͐̍̇̎̿̄̐̿̾̉̍̈́͒̏̅̎̌̂͘͘̚͠͝͠͠D̸̨̛͕̖̖̤̯̱̦͈̟͕͚͉̺͕̻̔̐͐̾͊̉́̀̀̂͗̅̆̄͑̈́͒̑̌̒̌̄̌͛̂͒̂̑̈́̿̾̓̉̅̄͂͝
Stage 6: ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓
█████ █: ████████
I’m pretty sure you copied and pasted this...
data is corrupted lmao
Stage 6: [DATA EXPUNGED]
Wouldn't you be dead at stage 5?
Nananana everday
Do you ever notice the pottery is reminiscent of a couple playing/dancing around the base of a tree? You can see the woman's dress and her lifted heel, while the man rests his hand on the trunk, looking back at her.
Yeah I see it, nice find.
Wow that’s cool. Never knew that.
I thought it was a ribcage...
Yes! I saw that too!!
;-;
I have never heard the full thing,but this almost brought me to tears so I can’t imagine my reaction to the whole album
This made me remember my grandmother, who suffered dementia, used to talk to her when i was a kid, she just would answer nonsense, but from time to time she would barely recognize me. Tonight is the 1st time in my 26 years alive i realize how sad it was.
it feels like it's getting harder to breathe when the music suddenly stops
our mind is desperate to find a rhythm because rhythm = familiarity... and it's not there
@@cutestpunk4648 woah 😳😳
Around 5 minutes in when the music stops, that symbolizes the person listening "dying" and the end of the song is the funeral/peace of no more dementia
You made me breath manually i hope your happy
I’m gonna have nightmares about that
Idk why people saying this is adhd version, I do think I should be longer but not all of us got just 6 hours to spend on this
because joke
Fair enough
You can always listen while doing work or in the background, people are saying it's the adhd version bc it's typically way more difficult for someone with adhd to sit through it, for medical reasons.
you should listen to the minecraft version. It's 1h15m long but it still gives the same sense of dread and despair
I have adhd and can't the shortened version because it's too long
That scared the hell out of me
Can’t wait to listen to the full version
Its awkward how it sounds super happy and nostalgic from the beginning, but then the music slowly starts to distort as you forget what the original tune was, and then all the good tunes just fade away into static, and you cant remember or enjoy it anymore
Well this just became the most depressing poo ever
sad shit, man
Indeed
Was it a clean shit tho?
dawg same :/
Elite shit
0:06 stage 1: just vibing
1:30 stage 2: ok not vibing anymore
2:18 stage 3: this is getting creepy
3:20 stage 4: oh no
4:25 stage 5: ewhre ma i
5:08 stage 6:
*Post-awareness stage 6 is without description*
I’m at 3:19 rn
Now 4:16
4:28 is messed up
@@ogfox9803 Yep, stage 4 is fucking messed up, we know.
I was 16, almost 17 when I met my great-grandmother on my dad’s side for the first time. She lives down South and I’m from the upper Midwest, and my dad hadn’t seen her since the 80s. But she knew all about me. It was a beautiful week getting to know this whole side of my family, and to meet this absolute gem of a person who I think about now every day. Tomorrow I turn 23 and I haven’t seen my great-grandmother since that week, but I know she’s now living with dementia. We don’t know how far along it is; the family down there likes to keep things pretty tight-lipped. I’ve been wanting to fly my dad and I down there to see them and her again, but I’m deeply afraid she won’t know who I am anymore. I wasn’t old enough to understand what that really meant with my great-grandmother on my mom’s side when she was still around, but now that I do, the thought’s heartbreaking. This work is haunting.
I realise this is supposed to be a really deep exposition of dementia through music, but all i can think about is someone getting increasingly drunk
imagine at Place in the World Fades Away you just hear "yo pierre you wanna come out here"
Edit: Likes, and yes, it will be a carti feature.
Then the bombest bass drop ever into hardest rap you heard all year
I needed this, I was getting to sad.
in new york i milly rock
like ur pfp
This comment is gold 🤣🤣🤣
You’re 87 years old. Your memory is deteriorating and the room starts to feel cold. You can vaguely remember what those old time songs you’d listen to on the radio said. As you’re fading you hear these last pieces of your memory. “Gobble me, swallow me, drip down the side of me. Quick jump out ‘fore you let you get inside of me.”
i’m gonna cry
You son of a bitch
LMFAO I PISSED MYSELF SO HARD
@@Hummus-dm6hc Lmao those be corny asf they usually on lofi hip hop vids
Me getting disturbed listening to this album:
This Comment: *Snap Back to Reality*
Dream's newest video!
Speedrunning dementia but senior citizen care center and hospital staff try to stop me
Landed the MLG water out of my wheelchair strat, now i need to toss my painkillers to the piglins in room 296 for some new crutches, hopefully the nurse drops enderpearls on my way out
@@Arlondev Yep, now, I just gotta put this brick down at the right frame so I don't die
''wait... w-why's there a brick.. i don't *remember* putting it there...'''
I listened to all 6 1/2 hours of this album. The first few tunes I remembered, but the rest I completely forgot about, except for that singing at the end. That ending nearly made me cry, and I almost never cry. This has really been an album that stuck with me. Props to The Caretaker for putting together this masterpiece of art.
my grandma was recently diagnosed with dementia, she hardly remembers me and it makes me cry because i was the closest to her.
Regards man.
i’m sorry. that’s awful
Sorry to hear that
I hope you're okay!
Oh this hurts a lot...
This is very depressing. Just imagine you remember your face, and after some odd years you don't even recognize yourself.
Or one day you go to sleep, then when you wake up you realize you're 80 years old.
@man with a username do u know what it’s called?
Ive actually experienced something like that due to depersonalization, I can tell you it's the most horrifying thing I've ever experienced, to not remember/reconize yourself or family members. I had the memories, but all emotion and familiarity had gone.
@@gray01216 OMG....thats super sad and terrifying...
i dont even remember what i look like
Terminal Lucidity is what gets me, it’s taunting. Forgetting everything and remembering it before it’s all over. Like death is laughing in your face.
I love this, ive listened the entire album a year back when me and some of my friends were doing a sleepless week challange, all of them failed by night 5 and ive listened to the entire album at night 6 and 7 completely, listening to this reminds me of the original album, i can almost remember the entire thing while listening to this, *almost*...
Smoking is an efficient way to speedrun life.
@Porsche Boxster Content i think a ketamine overdose would win
humanity speedrun using drug hack any% WR: 00:00:01.43
You ever thought about birthing from a Karen?
Three years is still quite long for a speedrun.
"hey shitass wanna see me speedrun"
POV: You’re trying to hide in the comment section
Found you
@@user-ko4kk9jt6x Oop- 👀
hide from fucking what? the slowly zooming in picture of flowers?
You got me
im so scared please help im Not Even at the end yet
Fuck off
Yo dementia 7 minut speedrun world record
The constant theme of doors closing and fading, and the imagery the sound gives when your mind wanders gives such a hopeless eery feeling.
several top comments be like:
Imagine you're (insert number after 60) and you are (describe your mind withering away) and all you remember is (insert 21st century pop song)
yes
You’re smarter so that’s good
@@mushroom8521 well thank you?
@@WarriorDan2008 i think they meant the OP
Imagine you're 79 and you are loosing your mind after slowly going into insanity,and all you remember is "shawty's like a melody in my head"
i’m so afraid of getting old. a lot of people in my family have gotten dementia and alzheimer’s but to be fair they were alcoholics and industrymen
Just be a alcoholic industryman and you'll be safe for sure bro
@BENJAMIN NORRIS I think your taking my comment too seriously
nobody knows the reason behind dementia, it could be hereditary, which is sad
The fear is pointless. You’re aging everyday and can’t stop it. Stop wasting your time worrying about getting old and use the time instead to take advantage of your current self. You’ll never be younger then who you are at this very moment.
There are many ways to potentially prevent dementia, according to scientists! You should eat healthy, if you haven't done it already and can afford it, and do things that stimulate and enforce your intellectual capabilities. I heard that learning a new language keeps your brain active and may even prevent dementia(may be wrong though). I know what it's like to be riddled by anxiety of a potential illness, you just gotta keep going, research from reputable sources, and try not to let it get to u
When my grandmother was dealing with dementia, there was a moment of lucidity I'll hold onto the rest of my life. When I was a child maybe 4 or 5, she and I would dance around the dining room table to the tune of the intro of the cartoon movie of Robin Hood. When she was fading, we took her in her wheelchair outside to look at her garden, I sat next to her and started to hum that theme song and I saw the light in her eye as she looked at me and squeezed my hand in hers and just like that, she was gone again. She passed a few months later, afterwards my aunts were talking to me and told me that was the last time she had any clarity. I miss all of my grandparents and I know I'll see them again when it's my time to go.
thank you for sharing this and sorry for your loss
The emotion of fear, with the feeling of nostalgia, and the unnerving sensation of knowing that *something* is missing
Of course this gets recommended to me after I spend 6 hours listening to the complete edition in one sitting
ONE SITTING HOW
I SKIPPED THROUGH IT AFTER 40 MINS JEJSNDNDNDNNFND
@@just_a_perosn954 I listened to it while doing homework LOL
@@just_a_perosn954 I just sat through it all night when I did it
I listened to the whole thing but wherever I could. So not one sitting like a mad lad.
this is a certified hood classic
Damn son, where'd you find this?
@@soukikismet2485 Damn son, wait. Are you....?
@@masicbemester Damn son, these bitches want some
vikernes Damn son. Wait, are you my son? Who are you? Where’s my mom? Where’s my dad?
@SomeBruh nah bitch you fuckin dumb
This song just helped me fully remember the contents of the only nightmare I've ever had about 8 years ago, since it perfectly captures the emotion the nightmare embodied.
same lol
I don’t wanna be afraid of death. The process doesn’t scare me. Being apart from my loved ones is what scares me.
This isnt depressing this is horrifying.
fr
@@minecraft-nc3gd i managed to find your account twice 0-0
@@hermisondi_3500I comment a lot
I find it both horrifying and depressing
Isn't it both?
message to self: please, don’t re-watch this at 4 am...
@¡ JᴜᴀɴY ! bahaha, i hope you got through it okay.. 😳🤣
Thanks i watch it at 03.44AM
it's 5 AM why am I doing this
@@marvinlegwatts734 I came across this at 4am, let’s say I couldn’t sleep after that 😂
Okay, why do you guys do this? you’re literally making this haunt you even more at an early time of the day lmao
Bro idk why but this shit feels like ADHD.
I get this horrible thing where I forget where I put smth seconds after I put it down.. then have a fucking mental crisis and leave this earth mentally and go to a dark place bc of it. I scream at myself " WHERE DID IT GO??!!! " and after like 40 minutes of freaking out, its right infront of me. It's no fun. Shit actually makes me question my existence and want to fucking end myself.