It’s weird, my marriage ended this year and I felt so lonely during our marriage. But now I’ve moved to the other side of the world and I’m all alone, yet I don’t feel lonely. In fact I feel happy. I think my loneliness came from craving that external love and attention whereas now I’m not relying on anyone and it’s just me. So I can focus on what I want and need and I don’t feel lonely anymore. I wish I could explain it more eloquently.
Absolutely, you can be alone physically but feel happy and fulfilled because you are at peace with yourself. There's nothing lonelier than being unhappy with someone, I think happy solitude is one of the most beautiful things 💖
Hi Jessica. I have a daily battle with self doubt! Probably because everything I've thrown my heart and soul into (a TH-cam channel; a handmade clothing business; being a writer...) has failed. So I'm never sure what I should be doing. Do I give up? Do I keep trying? How long for? I dunno! Yes go for the bag! It looks beautiful and will go with everything. :)
I have been with my partner for 42 years he is a kind man who loves me and yet I feel lonely. This feeling of loneliness has been with since I was a little girl. I wonder is this feeling of loneliness a figment of my imagination on how my ideal perfect world should be in my mind. Kind of me being a casting agent looking for the perfect character and location in my world.
Hello from Montreal, Quebec, Canada. Dearest Jessica. I love love love your vlogs. You truly help me to live. Our lives are different but I can relate often to what you say and to what happens in your life. Thank you for beeing so genuine and authentic.
I just wanted to express my gratitude towards you. Your videos are one of the highlights of my week each week. Those 20ish minutes are a relaxing bubble where I can take a step back from my daily anxity and life. Also I live in France but I love the UK and it makes me so happy to see more of the UK through your videos. Thank you so much!
Your extensions looks so natural and amazing. Now that you ve had them for a while, I would love to hear more about your experience, how you take care of them, tips and tricks , etc.
Thank you 🙏🏻 I’ve been so impressed. Honestly I just wash and style them like I would my normal hair except now I can get away with washing only twice a week 👍🏻
Thank you for sharing... I no longer have due to a hysterectomy when I was 35..but the menopause tarted early as I wasn't given any hormone replacement...till a few years later then they stopped due too the scares of effects....then they said probably not worth you going back on...due to age ...50. I am now 58. Andi have had the tropical flushes. For about 10 years..they are tiring... draining..just recently or since lockdown. I've been at home with my husband. I am his fulltime carer...his health he suffered ... bypass and two strokes...I have spoken to people I don't go anywhere much one a month I go spend a good few hours with my daughter and granddaughter...it's wonderful...x...I feel like I know many people.....but so lonely....one days I cry ...I scream....inside .. I also lot my big sister in March...to cancer...only told just 35 days beforehand...💔. I have comfort eating...and really unhappy with myself...but cannot seem to find the motivation to get back on track... Sorry...this is probably not related to anyone of your question...😥😥😥..but many thanks for listening. X
I hope you find someone who is worthy of you, you are truly beautiful inside out. I love this channel, I'm new but I adore it. I really want to visit bakewell and hopefully will be coming to take a look around very soon. What is your favourite cafe to recommend there? Much love, Rachel 40 ukx
I agree about loneliness and the pandemic. I’m in my early 30s and live alone. Even though I’m an introvert I’ve been feeling a bit lonely recently. Before the pandemic, I was dating but now have completely lost my enthusiasm for that for some reason. I’m sad about the Queen’s passing too. She will be missed by so many Love your videos! 😊
Omg I have been feeling this way exactly. Not knowing what to do and feeling kind of lost. Loneliness for sure too. I’m not really sure why. I live across the pond and I was very saddened by the news of HM’s passing as well. I viewed her as sort of the “World’s Grandmother” and I think it will take some time for it to sink in. My condolences to you as well.
Hi Jess, I so am into the September-autumn-feels here too. Somehow I've been feeling low, a bit melancholic even. It's new to me because I love LOVE fall, the smells, the colder temperatures, the beautiful colors etc. But I've just felt low, emotional, sad. I also relate to feeling lonely. I can't really bring into words why, but I relate. And that feels strange too, since I'm a family here with my boyfriend and our little son. But somehow I feel low hearted lately. Big hug for you and for us all feeling this way!
I have two dogs. One is a fluffy little cavachon. The other a Romanian rescue who has a number of issues so he’s not for the faint hearted. The lil cavachon Gizmo goes to my parents when we’re away but the Rommie Link has to go to the kennels as he’s way too much of a handful for most people. But I’m always worried about him when he’s there.
I feeling this loneliness as well… I spend the lock down with my sister in a little studio having not enough space and now I leave alone , having all the space I need and even a friend live in my building and still I feel weird 😅 usually being alone doesn’t bother me. I love being alone and travelling alone but I do feel disconnected lately 😢
I loooove living alone...Also loved the lockdown Too..ive got a nice life working for charity 4days a week just enjoy living and doing my own thing... LOVELY 🤗.. X 🇬🇧
Hi Jess, You've probably already done a video on loneliness before but i find it really fascinating. I'v been thinking about this for quite a few months now so when you mentioned it i thought YES lets talk about this. Its kind of a weird one for me because i'm not lonely but feel ALONE. I live alone and have done for about 5 years. I see people every single day as i work 2 jobs and i see my family nearly every single day yet i still ALONE. I actually work with my niece everyday so its a weird one for me. I feel more alone around this time of year. I guess its because we're coming into the darker side of the year. I find myself travelling home on the bus in the evenings looking into people houses and seeing families all together looking cosy. Its like they have each other yet i have no one. When families have their lamps on and they are watching telly together i feel even more alone but not lonely. Its very strange. Please do a video on this Jess its so fascinating and can be most helpful for others. Have a great week. x
Yes I can relate to feeling lonely. Even though I’m often not physically alone. It’s about not getting the type of connection you’re craving during that period. Remote working has been a big shift for many, so many great perks but I miss those easy chats with colleagues! I heard a line on headspace recently which said “Loneliness is an invitation to come home to ourselves.” Love this sentiment ❤
yeah this is super interesting to me because most people think of loneliness as a physical thing but it really isn't. Thanks so much for sharing. Loooooooooove that quote!
@@JessicaRoseWilliams no - completely random for me, didn’t have any change in lifestyle, medication or anything like that - the human body really is a mystery
I’m always around 28-32 days but what’s weird for me this month is 10 days of menstruation… 😑 not impressed lol. In other news, there have been tears here for the passing of the Queen. It feels so surreal and in some ways like losing a Grandma. I’d have loved to have visited London to pay respects and it’s nice to see that you’ve been able to do that 🥰 Look forward to catching up with you for a proper natter soon, SO happy these cooler autumn days are here now! x
So on the longer side then? 10 days is a lot isn’t it. So reassuring to know other people have irregularities. And omg it’s been so sad. Seeing her pony Emma with her scarf draped over her saddle yesterday finished me off. Such a huge loss. Sending you a big hug and yes to a catch up xx
@@JessicaRoseWilliams 4-5 days is normal so double lol 😳 Aww yeah I saw you shared that image of Emma on Instagram, so sad 🥹 It feels like the end of an era. I feel like it’s going to take me a while to process x
Hello Jessica. Your period has probably ended now, but the same thing happened to me this cycle. It has always been 28 days, but this month it started on day 23! And we're at the same age. Maybe it's about changing seasons. Maybe we're getting old 😊 But I think having strange periods occasionally is just a normal thing. We cannot know what our bodies are reacting to. I also struggle with loneliness and anxiety a lot. I'm sending you my best wishes!
I can really relate to feeling a little stuck in a rut work wise. I’ve been in the same job for practically all of my life and could do with a change. However I have recently dropped a day and now do a 4 day week which is fantastic. My hours are sociable and I work with a nice team of people. I still feel a little stale and need the confidence to step out of my comfort zone.
I am so sad that the lockdown is over. Selfishly of course… but I really miss it. I really needed that time to rest and care for myself. I don’t feel like I get that in my regular life now.
I really love these kind of videos you do :) I have had period issues my whole life living with pcos...so literally nothing confuses me or surprises me unless it starts coming regularly 🙃 🤣 I hope you get it figured out though. I too am really sad about the Queen. It's like another connection to my gran is gone. 💔
When I turned 30, I started having random short cycles mixed in with my very regular 28-30 day cycle 🤷♀ It happens maybe once or twice a year now. It's a bit annoying, really!
Well just had my ovaries removed in June. I’m 58 so that’s okay. Have two children (24 &22). So my period is long gone. I had very regular period. I was very lucky with that. My mom didn’t nor does my daughter. 😢. Loneliness, I’ve been very lonely in relationships. I’m alone now and love it. Sometimes of course I get lonely but not very often. I’m finally very happy with myself! It took me long enough 😅. I’m sorry for the loss of your Queen. To see her pony Emma alone was heartbreaking as her corgi’s. I hope she with her Prince Philip now. Thank you for sharing your beautiful video! 🤎🌿🍂
I have been tracking my period on my Fitbit app for 2 years now and my cycle is between 23 and 33 days. My period last 7-14 days(not heavy). In june me and my husband made a mini vacation to a spa resort and I was sure I had at least a week before getting my period and I got it the day before 🤥 It makes planning pretty hard 🙄
Do you think maybe the feeling of loneliness, or even if not even specifically loneliness but maybe just separateness from other humans, could have come from all the division surrounding covid idea wise and judging each other wise, to the point that now you don't know who's going to suddenly start ghosting or gaslighting you if you happen to disagree? I feel like that has done a lot of psychological damage in our societies. Do you think maybe so? There is definitely a very real feeling of I don't know who really has my back in the world right now. Makes me sad.
I agree. It also comes in the midst of a lot of political debate. I've found myself going from one camp to the other in the past decade and it's left me not knowing who I agree with anymore. And that means basically everyone feels like I'm "from the other camp" because I try to nuance what they say and to show them arguments from the other side. It feels lonely...
Do you buy vegan handbags Jess? I live in California and the only brand I have found that I like is Ecosusi brand. I was curious if you knew of any others. Does Stella Mc Cartney have any vegan options?
I think it could be early menopause. Also many people have had problems after the vaccines. They have either lost their period, had it twice a month and i heard one person has had her period for a year... I don`t know if you took the vaccines, but it could be that. I am soon 52 years so i am pre menopause, but on the pill and off i nearly always had my period on day 28 or 29. The times i went over i was stressed or it was sadness, emotional stuff that would make the period late. If it happens again, maybe make a doctors appointment and check if it is early menopause or something else.
I have so much self doubt. I'm getting my bachelor degree the day after tomorrow and for some strange reason I feel there is no need to celebrate. I know it will be one of the best days of my life but atm I just want it all to be over soon
Hi, love your video's 😊 about the period question, I am pretty regular, 26-28 days no more, no less. Also may I ask how long it took for you to get monetized on TH-cam? If you don't feel comfortable answering, I understand but I still wanted to ask
Have you had your hormone levels checked? I know that you’ve been going through some weird medical stuff (at least I think I remember you saying something to that affect - you mentioned hair thinning). I started to have issues - hair thinning, periods were completely different than my usual and absolutely militant usual period etc. It turned out that I had PCOS, thyroid issues and was in peri menopause. I had to have a complete hysterectomy. I’m wondering if it has to do with your hormones? I hope that doesn’t scare you, I just hope that you get a chance to have it checked out. As far as feeling lonely, my husband was in the military for 20 years and I worked for many many years all while raising our kiddos (many times by myself for 7 months at a time). Two of my kids have grown and left the nest and I quit my job when I had my surgery. I appreciate not having to work but I miss the socialization of coworkers, so yes…I’m feeling a bit lonely myself. I hope that you have a great rest of your week.
I feel lonely as the person I see casually has children (mine is 22) and he still keeps a 'family' home with his estranged wife. But it is unbelievably hard to cope with. Also, loneliness is not apparent when you go out and about, people seem to hide it very well and always look happy and busy. You end up feeling on the outside. All three of my siblings are married. I have no doubt they have their ups and downs, but they seem to work as a team. No doubt they envy me in some ways too! PS I'm just wondering if the shock of the Queen's death upset you and knocked your cycle out of kilter. Could well be that.
It’s weird, my marriage ended this year and I felt so lonely during our marriage. But now I’ve moved to the other side of the world and I’m all alone, yet I don’t feel lonely. In fact I feel happy. I think my loneliness came from craving that external love and attention whereas now I’m not relying on anyone and it’s just me. So I can focus on what I want and need and I don’t feel lonely anymore. I wish I could explain it more eloquently.
You explained this wonderfully! I felt the same way after I got divorced.
Absolutely, you can be alone physically but feel happy and fulfilled because you are at peace with yourself. There's nothing lonelier than being unhappy with someone, I think happy solitude is one of the most beautiful things 💖
Same here, 20 yrs with the wrong man. Last 10 yrs teaching around the world. ❤
Same here as well. Good on you!
Happiness is difficult to find within yourself and impossible to find otherwise.
Hi Jessica. I have a daily battle with self doubt! Probably because everything I've thrown my heart and soul into (a TH-cam channel; a handmade clothing business; being a writer...) has failed. So I'm never sure what I should be doing. Do I give up? Do I keep trying? How long for? I dunno!
Yes go for the bag! It looks beautiful and will go with everything. :)
I have been with my partner for 42 years he is a kind man who loves me and yet I feel lonely. This feeling of loneliness has been with since I was a little girl. I wonder is this feeling of loneliness a figment of my imagination on how my ideal perfect world should be in my mind. Kind of me being a casting agent looking for the perfect character and location in my world.
Hello from Montreal, Quebec, Canada. Dearest Jessica. I love love love your vlogs. You truly help me to live. Our lives are different but I can relate often to what you say and to what happens in your life. Thank you for beeing so genuine and authentic.
I just wanted to express my gratitude towards you. Your videos are one of the highlights of my week each week. Those 20ish minutes are a relaxing bubble where I can take a step back from my daily anxity and life. Also I live in France but I love the UK and it makes me so happy to see more of the UK through your videos. Thank you so much!
Awh Justine, thank you so much for that. I'm so pleased to hear you enjoy them. Big virtual hug xx
I feel the same. Can’t wait for each new video. Jess makes me want to go slower with everything 💕
Your extensions looks so natural and amazing. Now that you ve had them for a while, I would love to hear more about your experience, how you take care of them, tips and tricks , etc.
Thank you 🙏🏻 I’ve been so impressed. Honestly I just wash and style them like I would my normal hair except now I can get away with washing only twice a week 👍🏻
Thank you for sharing... I no longer have due to a hysterectomy when I was 35..but the menopause tarted early as I wasn't given any hormone replacement...till a few years later then they stopped due too the scares of effects....then they said probably not worth you going back on...due to age ...50. I am now 58. Andi have had the tropical flushes. For about 10 years..they are tiring... draining..just recently or since lockdown. I've been at home with my husband. I am his fulltime carer...his health he suffered ... bypass and two strokes...I have spoken to people I don't go anywhere much one a month I go spend a good few hours with my daughter and granddaughter...it's wonderful...x...I feel like I know many people.....but so lonely....one days I cry ...I scream....inside ..
I also lot my big sister in March...to cancer...only told just 35 days beforehand...💔.
I have comfort eating...and really unhappy with myself...but cannot seem to find the motivation to get back on track...
Sorry...this is probably not related to anyone of your question...😥😥😥..but many thanks for listening. X
Oh my goodness, I had a 21 day cycle last month and I felt ripped off!!! I definitely felt the same way.
I hope you find someone who is worthy of you, you are truly beautiful inside out. I love this channel, I'm new but I adore it. I really want to visit bakewell and hopefully will be coming to take a look around very soon. What is your favourite cafe to recommend there? Much love, Rachel 40 ukx
I agree about loneliness and the pandemic. I’m in my early 30s and live alone. Even though I’m an introvert I’ve been feeling a bit lonely recently. Before the pandemic, I was dating but now have completely lost my enthusiasm for that for some reason.
I’m sad about the Queen’s passing too. She will be missed by so many
Love your videos! 😊
Omg I have been feeling this way exactly. Not knowing what to do and feeling kind of lost. Loneliness for sure too. I’m not really sure why.
I live across the pond and I was very saddened by the news of HM’s passing as well. I viewed her as sort of the “World’s Grandmother” and I think it will take some time for it to sink in. My condolences to you as well.
Thank for the Talk about your Shopping process. 🧡
You’re welcome!
Hi Jess, I so am into the September-autumn-feels here too. Somehow I've been feeling low, a bit melancholic even. It's new to me because I love LOVE fall, the smells, the colder temperatures, the beautiful colors etc. But I've just felt low, emotional, sad. I also relate to feeling lonely. I can't really bring into words why, but I relate. And that feels strange too, since I'm a family here with my boyfriend and our little son. But somehow I feel low hearted lately. Big hug for you and for us all feeling this way!
I have two dogs. One is a fluffy little cavachon. The other a Romanian rescue who has a number of issues so he’s not for the faint hearted. The lil cavachon Gizmo goes to my parents when we’re away but the Rommie Link has to go to the kennels as he’s way too much of a handful for most people. But I’m always worried about him when he’s there.
Your hair looks lovely!
2 of my friends also recently complained about irregular menstrual cycles.
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Go and see your,local ,Seventh Day Adventist Church,,they are lovely people.
I feeling this loneliness as well… I spend the lock down with my sister in a little studio having not enough space and now I leave alone , having all the space I need and even a friend live in my building and still I feel weird 😅 usually being alone doesn’t bother me. I love being alone and travelling alone but I do feel disconnected lately 😢
I loooove living alone...Also loved the lockdown Too..ive got a nice life working for charity 4days a week just enjoy living and doing my own thing... LOVELY 🤗.. X 🇬🇧
Good morning Jessica. Excellent video with superb production values. Truly inspiring.
I’m all over the place at the moment emotionally. I feel like it’s a “universe” thing. Mercury in retrograde always makes things weird too.
Hi Jess, You've probably already done a video on loneliness before but i find it really fascinating. I'v been thinking about this for quite a few months now so when you mentioned it i thought YES lets talk about this. Its kind of a weird one for me because i'm not lonely but feel ALONE. I live alone and have done for about 5 years. I see people every single day as i work 2 jobs and i see my family nearly every single day yet i still ALONE. I actually work with my niece everyday so its a weird one for me. I feel more alone around this time of year. I guess its because we're coming into the darker side of the year. I find myself travelling home on the bus in the evenings looking into people houses and seeing families all together looking cosy. Its like they have each other yet i have no one. When families have their lamps on and they are watching telly together i feel even more alone but not lonely. Its very strange. Please do a video on this Jess its so fascinating and can be most helpful for others. Have a great week. x
I really appreciate and love you the way you are
Yes I can relate to feeling lonely. Even though I’m often not physically alone. It’s about not getting the type of connection you’re craving during that period.
Remote working has been a big shift for many, so many great perks but I miss those easy chats with colleagues!
I heard a line on headspace recently which said “Loneliness is an invitation to come home to ourselves.” Love this sentiment ❤
yeah this is super interesting to me because most people think of loneliness as a physical thing but it really isn't. Thanks so much for sharing. Loooooooooove that quote!
@@JessicaRoseWilliams 💜
Same as you, I’m 26-28 days typically, had a random 22 day cycle a few months back and it’s been back to my normal since then
ah that's so reassuring to here! Did you pin it down to anything in particular???
@@JessicaRoseWilliams no - completely random for me, didn’t have any change in lifestyle, medication or anything like that - the human body really is a mystery
I’m always around 28-32 days but what’s weird for me this month is 10 days of menstruation… 😑 not impressed lol. In other news, there have been tears here for the passing of the Queen. It feels so surreal and in some ways like losing a Grandma. I’d have loved to have visited London to pay respects and it’s nice to see that you’ve been able to do that 🥰 Look forward to catching up with you for a proper natter soon, SO happy these cooler autumn days are here now! x
So on the longer side then? 10 days is a lot isn’t it. So reassuring to know other people have irregularities. And omg it’s been so sad. Seeing her pony Emma with her scarf draped over her saddle yesterday finished me off. Such a huge loss. Sending you a big hug and yes to a catch up xx
@@JessicaRoseWilliams 4-5 days is normal so double lol 😳 Aww yeah I saw you shared that image of Emma on Instagram, so sad 🥹 It feels like the end of an era. I feel like it’s going to take me a while to process x
Hello Jessica. Your period has probably ended now, but the same thing happened to me this cycle. It has always been 28 days, but this month it started on day 23! And we're at the same age. Maybe it's about changing seasons. Maybe we're getting old 😊 But I think having strange periods occasionally is just a normal thing. We cannot know what our bodies are reacting to. I also struggle with loneliness and anxiety a lot. I'm sending you my best wishes!
I've heard this about SO MANY of us! How weird. What the hell happened on that day ha ha ha
I can really relate to feeling a little stuck in a rut work wise. I’ve been in the same job for practically all of my life and could do with a change.
However I have recently dropped a day and now do a 4 day week which is fantastic. My hours are sociable and I work with a nice team of people. I still feel a little stale and need the confidence to step out of my comfort zone.
oh good for you! That's amazing you've set boundaries for balance like that
I am so sad that the lockdown is over. Selfishly of course… but I really miss it. I really needed that time to rest and care for myself. I don’t feel like I get that in my regular life now.
I really love these kind of videos you do :) I have had period issues my whole life living with pcos...so literally nothing confuses me or surprises me unless it starts coming regularly 🙃 🤣 I hope you get it figured out though. I too am really sad about the Queen. It's like another connection to my gran is gone. 💔
All of your 3 topics are great!
When I turned 30, I started having random short cycles mixed in with my very regular 28-30 day cycle 🤷♀ It happens maybe once or twice a year now. It's a bit annoying, really!
Well just had my ovaries removed in June. I’m 58 so that’s okay. Have two children (24 &22). So my period is long gone. I had very regular period. I was very lucky with that. My mom didn’t nor does my daughter. 😢.
Loneliness, I’ve been very lonely in relationships. I’m alone now and love it. Sometimes of course I get lonely but not very often. I’m finally very happy with myself! It took me long enough 😅.
I’m sorry for the loss of your Queen. To see her pony Emma alone was heartbreaking as her corgi’s.
I hope she with her Prince Philip now.
Thank you for sharing your beautiful video! 🤎🌿🍂
My period kind of "resets itself" once a year for no reason and then it's regular again 😄
I have been tracking my period on my Fitbit app for 2 years now and my cycle is between 23 and 33 days. My period last 7-14 days(not heavy). In june me and my husband made a mini vacation to a spa resort and I was sure I had at least a week before getting my period and I got it the day before 🤥 It makes planning pretty hard 🙄
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Thanks lovely 😊
Do you think maybe the feeling of loneliness, or even if not even specifically loneliness but maybe just separateness from other humans, could have come from all the division surrounding covid idea wise and judging each other wise, to the point that now you don't know who's going to suddenly start ghosting or gaslighting you if you happen to disagree? I feel like that has done a lot of psychological damage in our societies. Do you think maybe so? There is definitely a very real feeling of I don't know who really has my back in the world right now. Makes me sad.
I agree. It also comes in the midst of a lot of political debate. I've found myself going from one camp to the other in the past decade and it's left me not knowing who I agree with anymore. And that means basically everyone feels like I'm "from the other camp" because I try to nuance what they say and to show them arguments from the other side. It feels lonely...
What day are you competing at HOYs? I'm going to watch on Saturday would love to be able to come watch and support if I'm there x
Awh I’m in on Sunday lovely. Have the best time! Xx
Do you buy vegan handbags Jess? I live in California and the only brand I have found that I like is Ecosusi brand. I was curious if you knew of any others. Does Stella Mc Cartney have any vegan options?
I think it could be early menopause. Also many people have had problems after the vaccines. They have either lost their period, had it twice a month and i heard one person has had her period for a year...
I don`t know if you took the vaccines, but it could be that. I am soon 52 years so i am pre menopause, but on the pill and off i nearly always had my period on day 28 or 29. The times i went over i was stressed or it was sadness, emotional stuff that would make the period late. If it happens again, maybe make a doctors appointment and check if it is early menopause or something else.
Period for a year ??
@@Karincl7 Well, it is not a period any longer when you are bleeding all the time, but it happened straight after taking the vaccines.
I have so much self doubt. I'm getting my bachelor degree the day after tomorrow and for some strange reason I feel there is no need to celebrate. I know it will be one of the best days of my life but atm I just want it all to be over soon
Hi, love your video's 😊 about the period question, I am pretty regular, 26-28 days no more, no less. Also may I ask how long it took for you to get monetized on TH-cam? If you don't feel comfortable answering, I understand but I still wanted to ask
Please please please make video about dating apps :)
Have you had your hormone levels checked? I know that you’ve been going through some weird medical stuff (at least I think I remember you saying something to that affect - you mentioned hair thinning). I started to have issues - hair thinning, periods were completely different than my usual and absolutely militant usual period etc. It turned out that I had PCOS, thyroid issues and was in peri menopause. I had to have a complete hysterectomy. I’m wondering if it has to do with your hormones? I hope that doesn’t scare you, I just hope that you get a chance to have it checked out. As far as feeling lonely, my husband was in the military for 20 years and I worked for many many years all while raising our kiddos (many times by myself for 7 months at a time). Two of my kids have grown and left the nest and I quit my job when I had my surgery. I appreciate not having to work but I miss the socialization of coworkers, so yes…I’m feeling a bit lonely myself. I hope that you have a great rest of your week.
Regarding the bag, the size is ok, but you're paying an awful lot for a name on a plastic bag. But, your money, your choice 😉
I feel lonely as the person I see casually has children (mine is 22) and he still keeps a 'family' home with his estranged wife. But it is unbelievably hard to cope with. Also, loneliness is not apparent when you go out and about, people seem to hide it very well and always look happy and busy. You end up feeling on the outside. All three of my siblings are married. I have no doubt they have their ups and downs, but they seem to work as a team. No doubt they envy me in some ways too! PS I'm just wondering if the shock of the Queen's death upset you and knocked your cycle out of kilter. Could well be that.
but....
Peri menopause
Omg do you think??? Wouldn’t surprise me as I started so young. Does it even work like that though?! I’ve no idea but I’ll keep an eye on it
@@JessicaRoseWilliams I don't think it's menopause. I think it's very normal to have an off month. I did.
but....