LIFE UPDATE | MY CANCER IS BACK

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  • @crickettebennett1346
    @crickettebennett1346 2 ปีที่แล้ว +362

    I was told I had Ovarian cancer in 2016. I was stage 4. They gave me 3 months to live. I have been in remission for the past three months. I have learned to not project what is coming next and...walk through each step. We do not have control over what cancer may do, but we do control how we deal with it. Bless your heart sweet girl.

    • @CindyKinney
      @CindyKinney 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Hi, Crickette. As a cancer survivor myself, I'm so happy you are still of this world with the rest of us. You have the best mindset. Stay strong and healthy.

    • @suzannenelson919
      @suzannenelson919 2 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      I am a stage 4 Ovarian Cancer survivor. I was diagnosed at 21. I am 65 years old! You got this!

    • @jesswragg5089
      @jesswragg5089 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      What were your symptoms if you don’t mind me asking? So happy you’re in remission💛

    • @MsLadyBluesWorld
      @MsLadyBluesWorld 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I pray you continue to heal 🙏

    • @Winter_Dream
      @Winter_Dream 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@suzannenelson919 that's amazing, pardon my ignorance but what were the treatment steps of cancer back then? Was chemotherapy available?

  • @WANNAWATCHIT100
    @WANNAWATCHIT100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    I had cancer twice. One gave me a 3% and one gave me a 1% chance of living 5 years. The cancers were in 1993 and 2003. I am cured and still here. There is hope no matter what :)

  • @MitchMiller123
    @MitchMiller123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +339

    NLPHL: my oncologist describes it as “Indolent but persistent”. I first got it when is was 16, I’m now 62. It’s a hard journey, lots of ups and downs, but you can do it. Keep fighting, never give up, stay strong and you will live a full and active life.

    • @ezmadarlington942
      @ezmadarlington942 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      What a journey! But amazing too!

    • @ashleynave3383
      @ashleynave3383 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Cancer is no fun, and age has nothing to do with when someone gets diagnosed. My grandpa Nave has leukemia and died 😢of it back in 2002. My grandma Athey had breast cancer and my gteat Aunt Earlene which spread to her brain who is grandma Nave's sister. G-aunt Earlene had the aggressive breast cancer that caused it spread to her brain. Different kinds of cancer there is, some are more aggressive and potentially
      dangerous than others.

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @tammyslaughter9587
      @tammyslaughter9587 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ashleynave3383 Nothing says hope and encouragement more than disclosing your cancer has returned and someone giving you a list of all of the people in their family who have died of cancer. Ever heard of tact or sensitivity?

  • @LeeAnn63
    @LeeAnn63 2 ปีที่แล้ว +206

    Please don't apologize. Use this outlet to express your feeling. We are here to hear your story. ❤

    • @brothertn708
      @brothertn708 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Let her apologize, she can do whatever makes her feel better… jeez, Louise!

    • @TALLDRINKUVWATER
      @TALLDRINKUVWATER 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@brothertn708 it's a term almost of endearment aka kind words.. (you should try it sometimes!) it's something you say to show you care she's not ordering her around geez Louise for you saying something ignorant!!! BROTHER

    • @Angelin37
      @Angelin37 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks to you Drkayode for curing me am so great full please contact #drkayode on TH-cam

    • @Angelin37
      @Angelin37 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks to you Drkayode for curing me am so great full please contact #drkayode on TH-cam

  • @MarilynMayaMendoza
    @MarilynMayaMendoza 2 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    I’m so sorry. This came up in my feed and I truly believe there was a reason. I’m sending you healing vibes from hawaii. I am 71 And though I have health issues, I am in awe of your honesty and courage. Aloha

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @Angelin37
      @Angelin37 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks to you Drkayode for curing me am so great full please contact #drkayode on TH-cam

  • @sadie4me2
    @sadie4me2 2 ปีที่แล้ว +116

    I stumbled upon your page and want to say I’m so sorry cancer won’t leave you alone. I admire your spirit and love for horses. Stay strong, you got this.

    • @breephoenix111
      @breephoenix111 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Boho Chic and here you are again. Notice Troy has been removed?

    • @troyduty
      @troyduty ปีที่แล้ว

      @@breephoenix111 she’s spreading rumors she’s sick!

    • @troyduty
      @troyduty ปีที่แล้ว

      @Boho Chic you’re sick….. a rectal hemorrhage?!

    • @breephoenix111
      @breephoenix111 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@troyduty Troy Erin is alive doing treatment, please stop.

  • @JohnPaynekj4wzo
    @JohnPaynekj4wzo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    I found your page as I was following a young lady in the UK (tiffanythinks) on her cancer journey. I have early stage one colalrectal cancer. Living in Western North Carolina things move so slow. So many are waiting for much needed scann's, test, and Dr. appointments. I pray that God strengthens you, brings you peace, comfort, and rest. As you fight this evil desiese. We're all in this together, let us lift each other up. God Bless

    • @calliecooper99
      @calliecooper99 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Praying for you 🙏🏻❤️

    • @lapatissiere3192
      @lapatissiere3192 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      All the best to you John! Quoting Tiffany: You got this! Kindest regards

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @darlacaves3171
    @darlacaves3171 2 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    Hang in there, I have had two major cancers and survived it twice (5 years apart). I know what it feels like to to get cancer....again. I felt like my world was falling apart. Think positive thoughts. You can do this. Rely on the Lord and your family for your strength.

  • @phylissgeorge1085
    @phylissgeorge1085 2 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    You don't have to apologize for getting emotional. Hearing that your cancer has returned is devastating. I was diagnosed with colon cancer five years ago and after three surgeries and chemo I've been cancer free now for four years. Keep your hope alive! Love your kitty. I love black cats too.

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @aathira7583
      @aathira7583 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      In which areas the surgery has been done?

  • @shess1640
    @shess1640 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    In 2010 and almost 50 yrs old, after 7 biopsies, I was diagnosed with LPHD (a rare form of Hodgkin) ….it took 6 mos and all those biopsies to get a diagnosis….by the time that happened (about 6 mos) it had moved into my lungs as a non-Hodgkin Lymphoma. I did 6 rounds of RHOPR and responded well. No radiation as it was in my lungs. So far, it has not returned. Ten years prior to my experience, there was no treatment. Just keep moving forward with treatment. Mine was a Stage 4 and now I’m still in remission since 2011…. Though I did have an endometrial cancer two years later (resolved with surgery). It is debilitating in so many ways and I encourage you to get 2nd and 3rd opinions. I had a terrific doctor at Marin Cancer Center. They are terrific. My diagnosis after seeing them first with no answer to the biopsies…was then sent to Stanford and then my biopsies were sent to the NIH and the guru of Lymphoma thought she knew what I had so they could treat it. My tissue was so deteriorated it would not take a stain. But once diagnosed, I responded well to aggressive RCHOPR protocol. I lost my hair and didn’t mind it a bit! There are so many resources and doctors who know this disease well!!! I’m sending all my best healthiest positive vibes your way!

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @amt9289
    @amt9289 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Don’t be sorry for your emotions. I have been through cancers and we can all help each other. I know the sadness and also the strength of cancer survivors. Never give up.

  • @Railtech_63.
    @Railtech_63. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I'm a seven and a half years stage 4 lung cancer survivor. I was put on immunotherapy for five years, my last treatment was June of 2021, been cancer free for over 3 years. I say all of this, to try encourage you to not give up. Please remain strong and thank you for sharing with us. I will follow along with you, may God bless you.

  • @myroselle6987
    @myroselle6987 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    You are a warrior and you’ve totally got this! Your horse is beautiful and the smile on your face when you’re with her is amazing. Blessings, hugs and good healing thoughts to you!!!

  • @Truth1561
    @Truth1561 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I had colon cancer, got to 5 yrs free of cancer and was diagnosed with cervical cancer- apparently unrelated . It takes a mindset to accept 'here we go again' but all you can do is take each day/new obstacle at a time.

  • @sabinekoch3448
    @sabinekoch3448 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    All the best, sweetheart. I know healing from cancer is a long journey and we will all support you. Prayers for your health always.

  • @Septemberfarms
    @Septemberfarms 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I'm so sorry you relapsed. Prayers for complete healing and peace. I was diagnosed with mantel cell lymphoma...a very aggressive non hodgkin's lymphoma that is very rare and not many oncologists know much about it. Just finished my last round of the same chemo you are on. They gave me a long acting anti nausea med right before first day of every treatment and I never got nauseous. If you are not receiving that...request it to help you not have the nausea. The best to you!

  • @Saracalm50
    @Saracalm50 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I’m soo sorry Erin . I found your videos in 2019 when I started my cancer journey and you really helped me a lot ! Stay positive and we’re here for you 💝

  • @jestinadawkins6517
    @jestinadawkins6517 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    So sorry to hear ur cancer is back. I lost my 30 year old nephew to cancer last December. I applaud you for your courage to share your life with us. Praying that u can beat this thing again. Will keep you in prayers. 💕🙏🏽

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @sielexajajez
    @sielexajajez 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I'm sorry that your cancer has returned. I can't believe that you posted this video just seconds before I was watching your tutorial on applying makeup when you've had chemo from 7 years ago! I was recently diagnosed with breast cancer and may need chemo myself. I very much look forward to watching your future videos and wish you the very best in health and everything!.

    • @Medhead24
      @Medhead24 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      If you’re on TH-cam I’d love to follow ur journey

    • @cruzinkahne
      @cruzinkahne  2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m so sorry to hear about your diagnosis! I hope you don’t end up needing chemo, but if you do, you’ve got this! 💪🏻

    • @jeweldavis2350
      @jeweldavis2350 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Look up ozone iv intravenous therapy, high doses of vitamin c, Research it. Tons of testimonials on individuals eradicates cancer/ viruses through IV intravenous high doses vitamin c/ ozone oxygen therapy.

    • @Keep-on-ok
      @Keep-on-ok 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @kellyalexander7473
    @kellyalexander7473 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    God bless you sweetheart. My prayers are with you as you journey through this again. My heart really goes out to you.

  • @productjunkie9235
    @productjunkie9235 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Just found your videos today. You’re such a beautiful young woman. I’m so so sorry that you are having to take this journey. I will being praying for strength comfort and peace. 🥰

  • @lauravillarreal6554
    @lauravillarreal6554 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Stumbled on your video. I'm so sorry you are going through this. You seem like such a fighter! I am sure you will kick cancer's but AGAIN! You seem to have a beautiful soul and are beautiful inside and out. Prayers for strength and healing!

  • @DonnasDealsandDIYS
    @DonnasDealsandDIYS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I’m a cancer survivor. I will put you on my prayer 🙏 list. I’m so sorry to hear you are battling this again

  • @ToshaRaeNailed
    @ToshaRaeNailed 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    God bless you for being brave enough to share your story.

  • @artemisjuno
    @artemisjuno 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    All my good wishes Erin. I have been through it myself and know how tedious, boring and uncomfortable the treatment can be. All my good wishes to you now and in the future.

  • @marciaguillory3791
    @marciaguillory3791 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Praying for your healing and comfort during this difficult time 🙏

  • @mattmorelli9833
    @mattmorelli9833 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Mad props from someone who found so so much inspiration from your videos from years and years ago. When my wife was first diagnosed in 2016 we were lost, and YOU and your videos were a big part of what got us informed and on track with an upbeat attitude and we went through it with a smile.
    You're amazing, and you're going to kick this cancer's ass again. It sounds like you're happy with a great care team and you're going into it with tons of knowledge this time around. If you need to feel some support while you're bored at an infusion or chemo sesh..grab your phone and you have got all us here in Internetland cheering you on.
    Unrelated, but since you're getting back to regular content creation, you've got loads and loads of super relevant topics to cover in a post-covid world where medical care has been on everyone's mind. And give us lots of the cat!!!
    Lots of love from Texas, and looking forward to all your videos 👏

    • @cruzinkahne
      @cruzinkahne  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so glad that I could help you and your wife! I hope she’s doing well! And I’ll definitely keep bringing the cat content! Haha

  • @susanbenson6108
    @susanbenson6108 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Hello Erin, you are a beautiful amazing woman. Look at all you do and what you have accomplished in your life. I too am a cancer survivor. Stage 3A HER2+ breast cancer. I had a total left breast mastectomy with lymph nodes removed under left arm pit. 6mths of chemo and 26 rounds of radiation. I am now a 13 year cancer survivor. Erin, keep doing what you're doing. You are an inspiration to so many people. I'm proud of you!! God bless and love your horse and cat. Have fun kiddo!

    • @amandag7777
      @amandag7777 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope you see this. Did you have pain in the beginning? I woke up 6 days ago with pain in my right breast. I can’t even describe the pain, but it does help to wear a bra. Anyways… thank you ♥️

  • @Charliecatism
    @Charliecatism 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Following your journey. Thoughts and prayers are with you Erin ❤️

  • @4212white
    @4212white 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I’m so so sorry! Sending prayers for healing and strength!

  • @patrickboudreau3846
    @patrickboudreau3846 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are such a beautiful and genuine woman. I dont know how to thank you enough for these videos you make for us. Im watching these because my beautiful wife is fighting cancer and it helps me understand her better.

  • @smith6288
    @smith6288 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    My heart goes out to you with the return of cancer. Your video definitely helps those who are newly diagnosed. I am a retired nurse and had a partial mastectomy a year ago and have class 2 metastatic breast cancer. I did have radiation and am now on Letrazole for 5 years. I was so very naive about my cancer and no one took the time to explain everything to me. I believe each cancer center needs to have a person who you can go to with questions and explanations. I suggested this to the center...but this was in the middle of Covid and staff is short. It sure as heck didn't help me. But so far so good. Keep up your videos, they dooooo help Thank you so much.

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @Pavlova4534
    @Pavlova4534 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I saw your page today and I’m sorry you are going through Cancer again. Sending prayers and blessings from Sydney Australia 💕💕

  • @kathynotaro7386
    @kathynotaro7386 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Awe.. im so sorry your cancer is back. You are so sweet. And inspiring! Good luck with your treatments!!! I hope you dont have a ton of side effects!! Hang in there!

  • @janelleabbott2227
    @janelleabbott2227 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Praying for your strength to pull you through your journey with cancer. I can't imagine being faced with the third time. You a beautiful young lady and I'm praying you can beat this!!!❤❤

  • @netamorton4832
    @netamorton4832 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m so sorry for everything you have went through! I had breast cancer last year and had chemo and radiology treatments. Keep us up to date and keep that pretty chin up! ❤️🙏

  • @LissaFancher
    @LissaFancher ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Praying for you❤ I have cancer as well,I've looked for 2023 videos of you and can't find any.I pray your healed❤❤❤

  • @tuxpowerpc
    @tuxpowerpc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    You came up in my feed and I had to watch your story. Both my sisters were diagnosed with breast cancer 3 weeks apart last year. One with stage four and the other with stage zero. I hope this is appropriate and not upsetting to post for you Erin. Please accept this prayer in your fight and as strength to draw from.
    "Loving God, I pray that you will comfort Erin in her suffering, lend skill to the hands of my healers, and bless the means used for her cure. Give her such confidence in the power of your grace, that even when she is afraid, she may put my whole trust in you; through our Savior Jesus Christ. Amen!"

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @BhappyD
      @BhappyD 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amen! 🙏🏻💕

    • @lorraineb396
      @lorraineb396 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amen🙏

  • @maryjanekapteyn8964
    @maryjanekapteyn8964 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m so sorry to hear this. I pray you are supported thru this and fully recover.

  • @annemariedevonald1616
    @annemariedevonald1616 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    So sorry to hear about this. Hope your treatment goes well and wishing you the very best xxxx

  • @donnahilber8701
    @donnahilber8701 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    the light is great for filming your show, and the room has an airy and open feel. Perfect!

  • @saulgoodman8063
    @saulgoodman8063 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    i remember watching your videos when i was diagnosed in 2016, been through a relapse but as of November 2019 i’m in remission. i’m so sorry to hear about this, hang in there ❤

  • @DebJackson-g9i
    @DebJackson-g9i 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Any updates? I hope you’re doing well. I miss seeing your videos. ❤

  • @susanchaney5059
    @susanchaney5059 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I'm so sorry Erin. Thank you for documenting this journey, it is important to help others. Congratulations on your new horse--she's beautiful. I have a 9 year old Tennessee Walker but don't do the show thing, just pleasure ride. Take care.

  • @michaelcasey6546
    @michaelcasey6546 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you so much for sharing your story, you're an amazing lady, I will keep you and all those suffering with this disease in my prayers, I love horses and your horse is most beautiful indeed, stay strong and god bless you.

  • @TheLamba444
    @TheLamba444 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    My husband has had large B cell lymphoma gastric cancer, he did chemotherapy and has done the Joe Tippen prodecol which after having three different PET scans everything is clear.

  • @martybob55
    @martybob55 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hi Erin, I’m new to your channel. I saw the joy that radiates from you while being with your horse. She’s beautiful! Congratulations on being a homeowner! I pray that you are surrounded by a compassionate, loving team of friends and treating clinicians. Sending love and gentle hugs your way.

  • @colleenrichardson5339
    @colleenrichardson5339 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I just found your channel and wanted to say you are a true warrior! You’re beautiful and I love your attitude and strength! I can’t wait to continue watching your journey and I can’t wait to see your “I’m cancer free!” video 💖🤍 Much love and prayers 🙏🙏

  • @lexi7773
    @lexi7773 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m going to keep you in my prayers for full healing. Blessings to you I will follow your journey and continue to pray for you.🙏🏻❣️

  • @susanlampkin9593
    @susanlampkin9593 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hi Erin, My heart goes out to You!
    I went through chemo and radiation ten yrs ago and it was harsh.
    I'm truly sorry that You have to go through this again.
    You are in My prayers, please stay positive.💞

  • @tomstickney5500
    @tomstickney5500 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    stay strong my love you will get thru this keep the faith God bless don't be sorry this takes a lot of courage to do this

  • @eristotle2380
    @eristotle2380 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    wishing you well. your videocame up in my feed, and i enjoyed listening to your story. i love that you want to use your trial to help and to serve others - that should definitely get the healing flowing!

  • @lvteachme973
    @lvteachme973 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you for sharing your story with us. You're a strong person even when you don't feel like it. Prayers going up for you.

  • @kimberlygathings2936
    @kimberlygathings2936 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    So sorry to hear the news of your cancer coming back, you will definitely be in my prayers.

  • @virginiacampbell
    @virginiacampbell 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is my first time seeing you and the first time I've felt such a connection to an unknown person "{speaking to me." I hope and pray that you are victorious in this second fight with cancer.'Please keep posting updates on your progress because I am 100% interested in how you do. And, congratulations on your new home! You are going to conquer cancer... again!!

  • @lagunamiller
    @lagunamiller 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Horse people are my favorite! I'm subscribing! Also, praying for you and your cancer journey!

  • @krisguglielmetti4435
    @krisguglielmetti4435 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Really sorry you have to go through this again! Thanks for doing the videos even though it’s hard. Just know that it helps more than you’ll ever know

  • @thenovicemom1093
    @thenovicemom1093 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This is devastating news. I am keeping you in my prayers, Erin. I cannot and would not want to imagine what you're going through. Keep a positive mindset, and know myself and others are thinking of and praying for you. 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤

  • @pamelaeardley6535
    @pamelaeardley6535 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for being an inspiration for others. God Bless you. Praying for full recovery for you and strength to get through the difficult trearment. You are a winner!

  • @mariacaldwell4919
    @mariacaldwell4919 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm recently diagnosed with stage iv thymic adenocarcinoma. This cancer I have is rare . I will start chemotherapy next week. I will pray for you and everyone affected by cancer. I wish you well. Sending you hugs and blessings.

  • @kathleenmetcalf6767
    @kathleenmetcalf6767 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow! Thanks for sharing your journey. I was diagnosed with breast cancer many years ago at age 32....mastectomy, chemo, the whole bit. No youtube/social media at the time so I felt SO VERY ALONE. I remember people trying to be kind by saying things like, "You don't look like you have cancer!" Others would just look at me with pity and say how sorry they were. Anyway - I wish I had YOU way back then! You're making a big difference already! Much love and strength to you sweet girl! Oh, and I Love your Bubs ...he is so adorable!

  • @nikki878
    @nikki878 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Sending well wishes! You got this! Your videos were so helpful for me back in 2015 when I was diagnosed with Hodgkins lymphoma. Made me feel a little less alone so Thank you 💕

  • @judyinmichigan3418
    @judyinmichigan3418 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    We are here for you. Thank you for sharing how you are feeling. It is very helpful.

  • @rebelrebelcameron9382
    @rebelrebelcameron9382 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Over 45 years ago my uncle's sister was diagnosed with the same cancer at around your age; she was cured completely (45 years ago!) and just recently passed at near 80 with unrelated issues. YOU'VE GOT THIS!

  • @LaurieCh
    @LaurieCh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    After seeing your video I wanted to reach out and send healing hugs and prayers your way. I am currently in remission from Lymphoma, going on my 4th year. My treatment I had sounds the same as what you are currently going thru. Same chemo and same immunology meds and time given. I know with me I didn’t loose any hair and the side effects were minimal. My pet scan was clean after my 6 month treatment. I pray you will respond to this treatment as well as I. I know it’s hard but try to stay positive. You got this. I will continue to send prayers to you.

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/ZOX2eg1nfAs/w-d-xo.html

  • @freshbme2
    @freshbme2 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for sharing your story. My heart aches for you and I dont even know you. But stay strong, stay focused, and positive. Hoping and pray for you!🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @debras2845
    @debras2845 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I had Hodgkin’s over 40 years ago and then 2 years later when it was in my liver. There were no pet scans at that time. Recently had a small cm in lung which was removed. Wishing you the best; you have a great attitude. Great to see you horse back riding. You will be back!

    • @elsiecreek3040
      @elsiecreek3040 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I did 36 years ago (and a relapse too), you don’t hear many of us from that long ago! Glad you’re here.❤️

    • @debras2845
      @debras2845 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@elsiecreek3040 I had the mop program. They used something that was used in war. Surprised we did not die from drugs. I was so naive did not think I would die. How long after did u get again? Did you get it again after 36 years?

  • @longbranch11207
    @longbranch11207 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Wishing you all the best. I know you can beat this and back to your regular life.

  • @KK-ui3uy
    @KK-ui3uy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Prayers for you girl ❤ I’ve gone through this journey with many of my family members and it’s not an easy ride but I admire how strong you are. You are inspiring and so are all of the viewers in the comments.

  • @rhondagage8527
    @rhondagage8527 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Best wishes from my Percheron “Terd Ferguson” and me for speed healing ! Bubbs is very cool. It is all going to work out and you have the glow of positive thinking around you . God bless

  • @petergoodwin4959
    @petergoodwin4959 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Remember to stay strong and positive! You will be fine with a strong will and absolutely beat this.

  • @frenchfry14595
    @frenchfry14595 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Hey Erin, I'm brand new to your channel, but I wanted you to know that I think you are so very strong and brave. Much braver than I am. I wish you only good luck and good health.

  • @ladyadarathecrone7494
    @ladyadarathecrone7494 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I am so sorry to hear this. Love and light to you. You WILL survive this.

  • @carolineanastassiades5406
    @carolineanastassiades5406 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Sending you so much love and courage! God bless you ❤️

  • @peggyhorner8780
    @peggyhorner8780 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m saddened to hear you are having a relapse. Sending prayers during this difficult time 🙏🏼 thank you for sharing your information with us we are grateful ♥️

  • @thefoodwench4848
    @thefoodwench4848 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I’m sending you hugs and healing prayers.💕🙏

  • @tamarabradberry9299
    @tamarabradberry9299 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My granddaughters momma had it and has been cancer free for the past year. I read that it is pretty curable. I will be praying for you. Stay strong.

  • @Keep-on-ok
    @Keep-on-ok 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I was in 4H when I was a teenager. I got grand champion on a dress I made when I entered it in a county fair. Your horse is really cute. I love cats too. I have one that I adopted 11 years ago and I care for 3 feral cats. A mom and her 2 kittens. They have been with me for 2 years now. All are spayed and vaccinated! You take care!

  • @Diogenes-II
    @Diogenes-II 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sorry to hear about your remission -- you seem like a gentle soul.
    I have done a lot of research on cancer.
    The best supplements are:
    ➡️ Ip-6/inositol (away from food on an empty stomach)
    ➡️ Amla
    ➡️ 1/4 teaspoon of Tumeric with coconut oil
    ➡️ Pau d'arco (inner bark only)
    ➡️ Jamaican Sarsaparilla
    ➡️ Chaparral
    The best foods are:
    ➡️ Cucumbers
    ➡️ Red cabbage
    ➡️ Sesame seeds
    ➡️ Mangosteen
    ➡️ Organic kale
    ➡️ Natto
    ➡️ Organic broccoli sprouts (you can grow your own...takes 4 days to grow)

  • @sandella11
    @sandella11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. I’m 74 yrs old...have several health issues and live alone with two stray cats I took in at different times. Also feeding 15 feral cats (all tnrd). Only child, single parent...never remarried...no energy or time for drama. I adore non humans and a few humans.
    What I’ve learned in 74 yrs of living: life is unpredictable ... and fairy tales with happily ever after endings aren’t real. Life’s been tough...long story, so let’s skip it. Right now I’m thinking about you. I know your mind has thousands of thoughts spinning around....but be aware that all your thoughts, your perceptions, your feelings, your opinions.....all come and go. All our lives are in a constant state of flux. Nothing turned out the way I thought it would. But...that’s ok...it’s life. And I’m still here, hanging in.
    You’re beautiful and speak softly and have a terrific smile. Often times we have to do things we don’t want to do. But you’ve got a gorgeous cat (one of my inside cats is black..named Zuzu). And your horse...omg..magnificent. She’s a beauty. You probably have a great support system (family, friends, etc...)...and you can do this.
    You’re gonna envision yourself enveloped by a warm, softly illuminated healing light. Be aware of that light. The light contains love, compassion, empathy, contentment, peace and well being. Try to imagine that light every so often and how it’s helping you with your healing process.
    I will also be thinking about you and, during my meditation, I shall send healing energy out to you...myself..and all beings (both human and non human) throughout this Universe.
    Try to rest and just follow drs orders. You may feel crappy...at times...physically, but envision that light..all around you..keeping you safe and strengthening your immune system.
    I believe we’re all made up of energy...and love is such a healing emotion. You hang in...and truly FEEL that warm healing light surrounding you with a high frequency of vibrational energy.
    No...I’m not crazy. I’ve been through a lot of loss, heartache, pain, stress, frustration, chaos, etc...during these 74 years...actually the last 15 years or so, I had to find a way to go on. And I did. We control nothing except ourselves. Our thoughts, feelings, perceptions, etc...all come and go and change ... and this is called ‘living life’. Don’t dwell on the negative thoughts...focus on the positive. Allow all negativity and sorrow to pass....and it will.
    Snuggle with your cat. Laugh as often as you’re able. Sleep...I kinda love to sleep. The mind and body need rest. In my case, there’s way too many critters to care for around here.
    I’m a new subscriber. I’m weak, old, tired...live alone...health issues...but I’m kinda content, grateful ..... and I’m never lonely.
    Stay safe and know that you are loved...the light is wrapping you in pure love and good health. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💫💫💫💖💖💖😅

    • @stephaniewagner6282
      @stephaniewagner6282 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sandella11 - I promise to think of you every day and send good thoughts your way. We are kindred spirits. Much love. 💕

    • @sandella11
      @sandella11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@stephaniewagner6282 Thank you. Sending love right back to you. 💖💖💖🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💫💫💫

    • @KiwikimNZ
      @KiwikimNZ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      What a beautiful comment you bought tears to my eyes. I’m sure your message was appreciated. What a beautiful soul this woman has. Life sure isn’t fair, you have great advice ! You sound a lot like me, I love everything non human, nature, animals, mammals.. I have 4 cats too. 3 black. One grey tabby and sadly I had to euthanise my old boy Charlie end of last year. A Beautiful Ginger boy. I do absolutely love love love my human children lol!
      Life is certainly a journey, nothing is certain, live in the moment, don’t look back, forgive others, forgive yourself. Life is a river, and your on a crappy half sinking raft without paddles. You flow down that river and hold on tight. We do not know if we will hit rapids or be sucked under, the next bend you may come into more settled beautiful sun dazzled calm waters. I will be sending my love and healing to her as well she seems like a wonderful person who has been through so much. Animals will help with her healing. Take care Beautiful soul. X

    • @sandella11
      @sandella11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@KiwikimNZ Thank you for your kind comment. I try...it’s as if old age...tipping over in that raft more times than I am able to remember...helped make me the individual I am today. It was not fun...but in order to experience the light and joy and peace, we have to experience the dark and the heartache and the chaos.
      You do sound a lot like me. I’m sorry about your loss...it’s also part of life, I’ve learned. I think we’re all spiritual beings...experiencing this life in some physical form. We’re all visiting. Living in the present moment is truly the only moment that matters, I’ve come to learn. Hugs to you and all your cats...and your family. Much love, light and healing energy being sent out to you and all beings (both human and non human). We’re kindred spirits. 💫💫💫💖💖💖

    • @myroselle6987
      @myroselle6987 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Beautifully said. Your comment conjures up so much light and positivity. We have some things in common. I’m an only child and an only grandchild. My Mom was an only and my Dad was the baby….tell me I wasn’t born to be mental..lol! Lost my parents within 6 weeks of each other and life has been an adventure. No other family but I have 2 little dogs that I’m crazy about. I’m a huge animal lover. It’s good to know we’re never really alone and finding people who have courage enough to share their stories with such grace and courage is such an inspiration. Sending blessings and hugs to anyone who might read this…

  • @janefranklin6350
    @janefranklin6350 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry for your latest diagnosis. I will be praying for you for healing and comfort. Glad you have your cat and horse to love on.

  • @user-yu3ci4sl8v
    @user-yu3ci4sl8v 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m so sorry you have to deal with cancer - again! I have never seen you or your channel before today and subscribed right now. I wish to follow your journey ❤️ I had a huge cancer operation in the end of 2021 and have to go to control/check ups every third months now for the next 3 years. Then every 6 months for 2 years and then once a year for the rest of my life! I can relate to how you are going through now and have to say you are brave 👍💪❤️ Lost a lot of family members and friends to cancer and it’s just a cruel disease without any mercy on anyone! You become numb in the end after fighting cancer yourself and after so many losses of dear family members in every age groups and dear friends 💔 And to see and hear about everyone else that get cancer and all the once who are dying because of it! I wish you the very, very best and are sending warm hugs over to you 🤞🍀❤️🥰

  • @juliehanf7523
    @juliehanf7523 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are a lovely person. Sharing your situation with all the details is brave and really helpful. You really are helping, not just people with cancer but also the people supporting people with cancer. Take care of yourself.

  • @LouiseFranksArt
    @LouiseFranksArt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I can only imagine how difficult this is for you, especially after having cancer previously. I had half of my thyroid removed in 2017 due to a nodule with borderline cell changes. Literally could not have got that side of my thyroid removed quick enough. After ovarian, breast and urinary system cancer scares in the past, it broke me. Sending you lots of love and best wishes x

    • @martinasikk6162
      @martinasikk6162 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You must be a true warrior, with fighting spirit. ❤️ from Sweden.

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/ZOX2eg1nfAs/w-d-xo.html

  • @tomlenihan3495
    @tomlenihan3495 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hello erin . Came across ur chanel for the first time . So sorry to hear ur cancer is back . I will think of u in my prayers . The horse u bought is lovely . And i like the colour of ur horse . Ur black cat is nice . Lovely pet . And great com ony

  • @deeb3315
    @deeb3315 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hi Erin, I feel so blessed to have found your channel. Although we have different cancers (mine is multiple myeloma) I already feel connected to you. I will be following your journey as I go thru mine. We got this! 💪

  • @debbiebernier4558
    @debbiebernier4558 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It’s ok to cry. I wish you the best and pray for healing.🙏☺️

  • @jacks316
    @jacks316 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’ll be praying for you much love and strength 🙏🏻❤️🦋

  • @fuzzball4258
    @fuzzball4258 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    A beautiful horse. I’m sure she has a very highly rated future. Her markings are beautiful. I will keep you in my prayers. I just happened to find you. I’ve been so done with TH-cam. It’s nothing but drama, etc. I’m so disappointed in/with TH-cam. So many channels have either lost their channel or have been demonetized. While others that should be gone for good for clearly going against TOS are still making a killing. So I’m so glad to have found you. I’m a nurse so I know what you’re going thru. Not YOU personally but others going thru some of the things you are. I wish you well. You have beautiful animals. My boy is in my picture. He was adopted with his sister. She is no longer amongst the living. But I still have her with me home. Anyway , I hit all the right buttons above. Hope to join you on all your daily journeys. Be will. I’ll keep you in my prayers.
    👍💚👍✌️🙏🥰🦩

  • @farhanaakter1220
    @farhanaakter1220 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Aww I'm so sorry :(
    Praying for your recovery ❤️‍🩹

  • @laurentwambua184
    @laurentwambua184 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    you are an amazing woman and I pray that everybody around you treat and make you feel like the most important person on the planet. Wishing you a quick recovery!

  • @annrogers8129
    @annrogers8129 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m so very sorry to hear that the cancer has returned. Praying for you 🙏🙏🙏

  • @valorideekon7716
    @valorideekon7716 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am sooo sorry that you are having to battle this yet again. I will pray for you. You are remarkably strong. Feel what you are feeling Doll, no apologies needed. I feel your pain. I do believe that you are strong enough to win this battle. Much love, I shall ride this battle out with you. ❤ ❤.

  • @scottishpride6473
    @scottishpride6473 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm praying for you 🙏my husband had Lymphoma and is in remission now..Stay strong 💞 Fighting is in you for sure 🤗

  • @katherinehawkes
    @katherinehawkes 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing your experience with this horrible disease. You absolutely will be helping so many with your videos and updates. You have been laid on my heart now. I will be praying for complete healing and that your comfort and happiness remain intact. Your horse is gorgeous as is your cat. Your life is so full!!! I hope that you continue to focus on the joys of your life!!! Be especially blessed in all things, Erin!!! ♥

  • @anitahendricks
    @anitahendricks 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I'm going trough cancer right now. Thank you!

    • @jasminejohnstone1803
      @jasminejohnstone1803 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stay strong 💪 ✨️ 💓 💖 you can do this xxx

    • @anitahendricks
      @anitahendricks 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you!

    • @Whitneypyant
      @Whitneypyant 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stay strong

    • @anitahendricks
      @anitahendricks 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you!

    • @Angelin37
      @Angelin37 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks to you Drkayode for curing me am so great full please contact #drkayode on TH-cam

  • @sandradalessandro2935
    @sandradalessandro2935 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So glad I found you. So thankful u share with us. U inspire. Just diagnosed this August non h large B cell diffused lymphoma. Stage four. No organs. That’s good I think. Doing my second chemo next week RCHOp. Hair getting thin will gone with second dose but. Praying for full remission. Keeping you in my prayers. U can do this. And now we have access to CAR T. And stem cell
    If needed. We have options. No giving in. Be that warrior. And keep posting. U. Literally. Are saving. Us all. Luv. Blessings. And healing to u. To me. To us all 🙏🏻💕🌸🌺💕🙏🏻🌸💕🌺🦋🦋🦋

  • @OfficialCesarValdez
    @OfficialCesarValdez 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Just wanted to say, I’m really sorry. I’m very hopeful that you’ll beat this. Cause you WILL beat this. Sending well wishes to you and your family. Love ya from a friend you’ve never met.🙏

  • @simondalzell5635
    @simondalzell5635 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Praying for your recovery. Beautiful courageous young woman.

  • @Countrygirlwithasideofgangsta
    @Countrygirlwithasideofgangsta 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your vid popped up in my suggested. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. I am so sorry to hear this. Sending you healing vibes ✨️