My Thyroid Cancer Story - It's Over - 07/03/2023

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  • Well sh*t, here we are a video series I didn't think I would have to make, on 03/10/2016 I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer.
    I will be vlogging my treatment, thoughts and recovery when I can. If you are watching this and have any questions please ask.
    I hope someone finds these useful.
    If you like you can subscribe to follow my story.
    Find me on Twitter @asksenseiplater
    #thyroidcancer
    #thyroid
    #cancer

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  • @bobbyleglocks1992
    @bobbyleglocks1992 ปีที่แล้ว +4051

    People say they lost their battle with cancer. But if I die then the cancer dies too, I say that's a draw- Norm Macdonald

    • @LilyGazou
      @LilyGazou ปีที่แล้ว +88

      I loved Norm. He wrote a wonderful book.

    • @Aaron19987
      @Aaron19987 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      Wasn’t expecting to see a norm madonald quote here but he’s a comedy hero of mine. A general hero. What a wise but hilarious guy. Last I heard he’s in northern Canada with his brother. Hope he’s doing well

    • @the_dark_one6052
      @the_dark_one6052 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      @@Aaron19987 He died September 14, 2021

    • @sampreece
      @sampreece ปีที่แล้ว

      I mean, cancer is literally your own cells destroying you, so you only have yourself to blame.

    • @jayt8532
      @jayt8532 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      @@the_dark_one6052 Reminds me of that tragedy...

  • @Kinypshun
    @Kinypshun ปีที่แล้ว +6998

    I'm 62 and have done everything I need to do, as far as I can tell. I'd take your place if I could. I'm crying for someone I've never met.

    • @KrissiCreates
      @KrissiCreates ปีที่แล้ว +235

      I'm going to be 66 soon and I totally agree with you 💯!!

    • @Liliwen1
      @Liliwen1 ปีที่แล้ว +269

      What a selfless comment 🤗 If only we could Linn. Much love to you 🦋

    • @barefootcontessa3112
      @barefootcontessa3112 ปีที่แล้ว +90

      I agree with you as well life can be so unfair 😭

    • @nutrianirvana6823
      @nutrianirvana6823 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      Linn: As long as we draw breath, our life's journey is not over. There is more to be done and I wish you strength and love. 💪💪💜

    • @Kinypshun
      @Kinypshun ปีที่แล้ว +85

      @@nutrianirvana6823 wishing you every blessing and I know you are right, but I can't stop my feelings. There's just not much here for me, and this young man has his whole life ahead of him. Can't help feeling this way.

  • @skynetisreal
    @skynetisreal 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +764

    I learned you died. You reached me and I watched your video. Many others will watch this. Well done bro! Rest in Peace.

    • @final3119
      @final3119 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      I hope he reads this.

    • @josejuanandrade4439
      @josejuanandrade4439 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@final3119 Im sure he has already 🙏

    • @Galactea101
      @Galactea101 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

      @final3119 I shouldn't be laughing 😂

    • @tamiawallace3197
      @tamiawallace3197 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      When did he die?

    • @Sabouma28
      @Sabouma28 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@tamiawallace3197 On the last day of May 2023

  • @federica.alice.carlino
    @federica.alice.carlino 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2616

    I just learned he passed and I'm so sorry.
    He looked like a very nice guy

    • @firecracker8071
      @firecracker8071 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +23

      😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏

    • @Richiedei50
      @Richiedei50 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      😢😢😢

    • @lolitagrant6751
      @lolitagrant6751 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      OH no. 😢

    • @AZITHEMLGPRO
      @AZITHEMLGPRO 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Age?

    • @cherrysooks8461
      @cherrysooks8461 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      😪😓

  • @tom1921
    @tom1921 ปีที่แล้ว +2209

    My problems seem so small now, I'm sorry Joe. Massive respect for the dignity you're showing in the face of such a bleak situation.

    • @lykarabbit3
      @lykarabbit3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      All "problems" are small and insignificant.. If we have health, we should be grateful and sucking the very marrow out of the time we have here.. Its limited and we never know when it's done.. So embrace the day buddy🤗

    • @ownitervi241
      @ownitervi241 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@lykarabbit3 bruh…

    • @MeestahBinks
      @MeestahBinks ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@lykarabbit3 you see i think the opposite. All issues you are going through are valid and the mentality of "other people always have it worse" is not good. It makes you disregard your issues instead of dealing with them

    • @lykarabbit3
      @lykarabbit3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@MeestahBinks well if that's something that works in your favour, then absolutely..in my case, Ive always had a major issue catastrophising everything, the smallest, most surmountable issue, I could blow up into a full on panic attack.. I'd envisage the worst case scenario/outcome.. So I wasn't just acknowledging and validating my feelings, I was full on creating problems where there really were none.. Gratitude and seeing the world as a bit of a stage works better for me.. But I do get your point, and I'm glad that works for you💚

    • @MeestahBinks
      @MeestahBinks ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@lykarabbit3 thats a fair comment. I catastrophize but i have people around me to support and stop me from going too far.

  • @TommyLuciano1
    @TommyLuciano1 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +14

    Found this video is 2024, and it is so surreal to watch a video of someone who is no longer with us. RIP man 😔

  • @cavalierguy6754
    @cavalierguy6754 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +244

    I had Thyroid Cancer that ended up being Stage 3-4. My Surgeon went in and Removed the Thyroid and discovered it had Metasticized into the Para Thyroid. Removed that the after checking. Discovered that had Metasticized into the Lymphatic System! Removed those also! Testing showed no other Tumors anywhere! No Chemo or Radiation! That was 51 years ago. I an 75 now! I am so Sorry your journey ended so short! I CONSISTENTLY Thank God for the Days and Years i have Had! RIP, JOE!

    • @aduantas
      @aduantas 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      There are several different types of thyroid cancer, some are quite treatable even in the metastatic stage, but others are highly aggressive and cannot be easily managed.

    • @MrMcurtis08
      @MrMcurtis08 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      God bless you youre amazing! You deserve a long beautiful life

    • @bramolini4835
      @bramolini4835 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Did you thank god for giving it to you in the first place ?

    • @cavalierguy6754
      @cavalierguy6754 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@bramolini4835 God gave it to me to test my strength and devotion!

  • @andykerr3803
    @andykerr3803 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +56

    Watching this in 2024... RIP.
    We can see how brave you were and your video was very selfless and equally appreciated.

  • @912009
    @912009 ปีที่แล้ว +1242

    No idea who you are or why this was recommended to me since I mainly watch animal videos. I'm so sorry to hear about what you've been going through, life isn't fair. You're a complete stranger to me, and it sucks this is how so many people find you. Thank you for sharing your vulnerable thoughts and feelings on here, you're incredible for remaining strong and compassionate.

    • @Walczyk
      @Walczyk ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same, heartbreaking

    • @comercole1940
      @comercole1940 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here

    • @Shaezilla101
      @Shaezilla101 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I also have no idea why this was suggested to me but my heart goes out to this man. My mom has a thyroid disease and although it’s not as deadly as cancer can be, I watched her waste away and suffer from heart problems until they could figure out how to help her so this definitely hit me differently. I am sending healing, warm thoughts to him.

    • @Ihateporn2023
      @Ihateporn2023 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I don’t know what to say except I’m so sorry . Hope it’s better on the other side 😢

    • @cynthia7924
      @cynthia7924 ปีที่แล้ว

      Good supportive vibes to your fellow man .. life gets harder .. we ha ve to try face it bravely like him.

  • @user-tx7iz1bd1n
    @user-tx7iz1bd1n 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

    You unbelievably brave young man. I’m 32 years old and moan constantly all the time, my car broke, the kids are too loud, I stumped my toe, the dog shit in the house, I’ve lost a tenna blah blah blah. Your story has been an inspiration to me you are the definition of a dignified warrior and having never met you feel so emotional for you especially knowing you have since passed. In a way I believe this video has reached me from some sort of higher power to give me a wake up call and slap me round the face so to speak. I am currently laid with my son as he sleeps and feel so so lucky to feel healthy and happy with my family. I am truly truly sorry and I from the bottom of my heart hope your energy has reached a higher place and that you really are somewhere else full of energy and looking back. The part where you said “I’m dying” has got me in such a way I can’t describe. Please rest assured brother that your message even in the bleak outcome of death has reached people across the globe im one of them! And know this, you did not lose your battle!! Did the cancer win, did it fuck, yes you have lost your life but you looked that disease in the face and smashed it up with your voice and strength. Lots of love from across the pond friend. Rest easy ❤

  • @weeeeee374
    @weeeeee374 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +223

    Its never over. Im here listening to you right now, sir. You will be speaking to many of us still for the first time ❤ r.i.p my friend.

    • @alisonscofield6653
      @alisonscofield6653 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      What a wonderful comment! And so true! In this, he will live on.

    • @Brandon-bc1fz
      @Brandon-bc1fz 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      People die twice once when your heart stops. The second time is when your name is forgotten. Joes name will never be forgotten. My mothers name will never be forgotten. I will make damn sure of that.

  • @floridafan6931
    @floridafan6931 ปีที่แล้ว +827

    I'm a retired nurse, have taken care of many patients, and I find you to be such a brave, inspiring young man. I'm sorry your treatment hasn't worked. I wish you peace. Please take comfort in the fact you have been an inspiration and will not be forgotten.

    • @philipswain4122
      @philipswain4122 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I had stage 3 rectal cancer. This was over ten years ago. I built a very strong bond with my nurses and doctors. They are the sisters and brothers I never had.

    • @Danuxsy
      @Danuxsy ปีที่แล้ว +17

      if I had terminal cancer and read this (especially the last sentence) I would get so much anxiety and probably panic but that's just me.

    • @ND-kh5yw
      @ND-kh5yw ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ​@@Danuxsy I agree :^( I don't know why it's like, sounds like talking to them like you'd speak about them at their funeral, when he's still here y'know

    • @Danuxsy
      @Danuxsy ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Raptify-sh4kt 😂😂

    • @bigcub62
      @bigcub62 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I found this I don't know you but you made an impact on my life today. I will not forget you.

  • @gjyohe
    @gjyohe ปีที่แล้ว +1252

    Im battling brain cancer and I'm 27. I'm in remission now but it required deep brain surgery. I have a large scar down the back of my head, the surgery left me disabled, and the world sees me a whole new way. Ive really appreciated your channel on my journey. I can tell you for certain that you have used the energy this universe gave you to help me. Who knows what this monstrous masterpiece is all about. But thank you anyways.

    • @gjyohe
      @gjyohe ปีที่แล้ว +79

      @@srjwari im doing well and I have wonderful support. I’m also tough as nails. It may kill me but it will never defeat me.

    • @YOUTUBEMEMPHIS
      @YOUTUBEMEMPHIS ปีที่แล้ว +8

      RESPECT

    • @Seantmalone42
      @Seantmalone42 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Me too I'm 34 and I have oligodendroglioma. I had a biopsy and I'm awake craniotomy so far

    • @leagueaddict8357
      @leagueaddict8357 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@gjyohe You aren't disabled, you are just temporarily less abled you will have to fight to regain your mobility you can do it.

    • @den2335
      @den2335 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @@leagueaddict8357 That’s a little condescending. You don’t know what their situation is. If they’ve become completely disabled they may never get full body function back.

  • @rizkhan3368
    @rizkhan3368 ปีที่แล้ว +459

    I am 51 , not a success story, but will go on till my time arrives , your predicament was way worse than mine and you stood with dignity like a soldier, salute to you.

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Encounter Ministries TH-cam channel. Mark Hemans//

    • @jarenong
      @jarenong 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      HAHA

    • @rizkhan3368
      @rizkhan3368 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@jarenong lets see you laugh, when your time comes! Pathetic troller, and the time comes for everyone.

    • @dewok2706
      @dewok2706 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      OOOOOOOOH! @@jarenong

    • @mickclarke5741
      @mickclarke5741 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      @@jarenong lowest of humanity

  • @mirandagerson6897
    @mirandagerson6897 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +455

    What a brave, balanced incredible man. What a tragedy that the world loses people like this. I take comfort knowing that he is now free of pain. Rest in peace Joe.

  • @nurselanae
    @nurselanae ปีที่แล้ว +1010

    Hi Joe. I’m an outpatient chemo nurse in the U.S. I’m so sorry to hear that the treatments aren’t working. I hope that a trial opens up and that the radiation therapy gives you some much needed relief. You are an inspiration in the way that you fight this battle with dignity and resolve.

    • @mor9n243
      @mor9n243 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      My mom's doctor did those thyroid tests NEVER caught it professionals make mistakes too

    • @naelyneurkopfen9741
      @naelyneurkopfen9741 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mor9n243 According to John Hopkins, medical error is the 3rd leading cause of death in the U.S..

    • @mcmerry2846
      @mcmerry2846 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Radiation therapy ends doing more damage.

    • @mor9n243
      @mor9n243 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mcmerry2846 yeah she had that

    • @aarons6935
      @aarons6935 ปีที่แล้ว

      No you aren't.

  • @carmagurl317
    @carmagurl317 ปีที่แล้ว +907

    I've never seen your channel before - this popped up on my feed today. You have been fighting this for a long time...that is not easy. Look how many people you have inspired and comforted. You are not giving up and neither are we. I am sending you all of my best energy from my heart. ❤ I am an atheist but I believe in science. Science says energy is always moving. When that time comes, I will be honored to absorb your energy, along with all the other commenters here. ♾

    • @TheJML1975
      @TheJML1975 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Beautiful comment! ♥️

    • @sashalawrence4786
      @sashalawrence4786 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@TheJML1975 Then why highlight that it was there? I would never have known

    • @janine91164
      @janine91164 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here, 1st view.

    • @alvakaren1
      @alvakaren1 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It happened the same here. It popped up suddenly for first time.

    • @predragklobucar6726
      @predragklobucar6726 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here.... ❤

  • @iSheree
    @iSheree 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +75

    I will never forget you Joe, especially since I was diagnosed with the same cancer just before you died. I am not religious either but I do believe you are still here in the form of energy. I hope you know how brave you were and how hard you fought. You deserve peace, wherever and however that may be. Rest in peace Joe.

    • @youdontseeanoldmanhavinatw4904
      @youdontseeanoldmanhavinatw4904 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I hope you're able to fight your battle

    • @iSheree
      @iSheree 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@youdontseeanoldmanhavinatw4904 thank you. I am currently waiting for a scan to see if surgery and radiation has helped. 🙏 In Australia we have free health care but loooong wait times. Not complaining though. ❤️

  • @aprilbaby1960
    @aprilbaby1960 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    I hope wherever we go his soul is flying high and he’s RIP

    • @vanessadeleo2987
      @vanessadeleo2987 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I hope this top 💙💙💙💙💙🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹💚💚💚💚💚🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🌺😘

  • @nicolasvaldez8192
    @nicolasvaldez8192 ปีที่แล้ว +824

    This is absolutely heartbreaking. The courage this young man is showing is unbelievable. True Hero

    • @josephmorin276
      @josephmorin276 ปีที่แล้ว

      How does getting a disease make you a hero? Never understood that thought process.

    • @mowvu5380
      @mowvu5380 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      these tests are thrust upon us. and this guy is on his way to passing the test.

  • @johnnyeproductions
    @johnnyeproductions ปีที่แล้ว +1157

    As a person also diagnosed with a terminal illness, I can relate. I was rapidly wilting away, having to have fluids drained out of my abdomen and my chest cavity. They put a shunt into my liver, that stopped the fluid to my abdomen but not my chest. They were taking out 2 liters of fluid out of my chest. It somehow stopped on its own, and I've been able to just maintain enough. It could always change, but I will say this. If there is nothing else you can do, just focus on spending time with your loved ones. I am so sorry to hear man, I wish you the very best!

    • @Freethecommons
      @Freethecommons ปีที่แล้ว +18

      It’s tough to deal with. Sorry about your battle. For me lots of second guessing, lots of regret to get over. It’s hard not to go inward and also hard not to ask why me? I hope you are able to still do the things you enjoy. 18:10

    • @Armored_RC
      @Armored_RC ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Don’t give up keep pushing keep believing

    • @johnnyeproductions
      @johnnyeproductions ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@Freethecommons so far I am... but that is also getting harder and harder to do. Thank you tho

    • @johnnyeproductions
      @johnnyeproductions ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@Jacobs_Travail I have stage 4 liver disease (non alcoholic) fatty liver. We didn't know till it was too late but runs in my family along with poor diet and eating/drinking sugary products just destroyed it

    • @johnnyeproductions
      @johnnyeproductions ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@Freethecommons when you stop asking the "Why me" "Why couldn't I have a normal body like everyone else" and just learn that I was meant to suffer... but it's what I do with that suffering that will cement my legacy. I chased my music career even harder, dove head first in and wasn't going to stop till I achieved my dreams and I DID make them come true. I signed to the label of my biggest idol and am known all over the globe. I'm not done yet...

  • @sarahkalnajs5810
    @sarahkalnajs5810 ปีที่แล้ว +336

    I promise you now, you will be kept alive in my memory if you lose this war. I will take moments to remember your strength, your courage, your tenacity, your dry witty sense of humor. You will not be forgotten.

    • @soflosaps
      @soflosaps ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thank you for this ❤️

    • @cwinter112
      @cwinter112 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Agreed!!!

  • @Asilentobserver
    @Asilentobserver 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +33

    Damn. TH-cam randomly suggested this and I watched and I’m devastated for him. What a nightmare. This could be any of us. Count your blessings . Love to all. RIP my friend.

    • @dreawelty
      @dreawelty 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same 😭

  • @peitz.design
    @peitz.design ปีที่แล้ว +664

    Dude, have a sincere hug from a total stranger who stumbled upon this video by total accident and now just wishes you all the best from the bottom of my heart.

  • @sharivanpelt5188
    @sharivanpelt5188 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +410

    I'm so sorry to hear of your passing. You were so courageous through your battle with cancer. Thanks so much for sharing with us. I too have stage 4 cancer and you've helped me so much.

    • @tthomas4130
      @tthomas4130 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      How are you? I lost my wife due to a brain tumor.

    • @hottiepants87
      @hottiepants87 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      May God bless you and be with you in your future path. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you.

    • @joshtheflatearthjedi222
      @joshtheflatearthjedi222 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      He can't read your messages

    • @tthomas4130
      @tthomas4130 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@joshtheflatearthjedi222 oh, he passed away

    • @traciemarsh1611
      @traciemarsh1611 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +38

      @@joshtheflatearthjedi222 that sound so heartless shame on you

  • @B400
    @B400 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +52

    Merrily scrolling through football videos and I came across this video...instantly everything was put into perspective. I'm certainly not afraid to say that I'm now in floods of tears. Life is a extremely valuable gift that we all take for granted...I'm so grateful to have a life to live. Bless him.

  • @bostonwhofan
    @bostonwhofan ปีที่แล้ว +596

    In 2014 a guitarist named Wilko Johnson recorded an album with Roger Daltrey of The Who. They recorded the album in just a matter of days because Wilko had advanced pancreatic cancer and was told he only had a matter of weeks to live. Wilko accepted that there was nothing that could cure him, and he accepted his fate. Shortly after, a doctor reached out to Wilko regarding an experimental surgery and chemo therapy that he had seen save lives. Wilko was more than willing to try the potential cure. And soon, Wilko was cancer free. Unfortunately, Wilko Johnson passed away recently, but not from cancer. After being told there was no longer hope, Wilko Johnson got 8 more years on this planet. Never give up, young man. Never give up.

    • @kimel-khalafawi7683
      @kimel-khalafawi7683 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      He fought and not "give up"!

    • @emilybarrett464
      @emilybarrett464 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Girl from essex here! Right near Canvey! I worked with Sparks (the bass player)s son a few years back. Dr feelgood are the sound of essex rock! Actually when i left for Australia in 2014 my dad played eddie and the hot rods ‘do anything you wanna do’. And now, thats kind of my illness anthem. Been diagnosed with MS for 7 years. In my first MRI they actually found a tumor on my thyroid. Luckily it was benign. I wish this man the very best of luck with his battle!

    • @bostonwhofan
      @bostonwhofan ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@MandenTV There’s always hope. Why would you frown upon someone pointing out that someone was told they had weeks or months to live, and several weeks later was cancer free? There is always hope.

    • @bostonwhofan
      @bostonwhofan ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@MandenTV So you’re suggesting he just gives up? That’s ridiculous. Offering words of hope is harmless. I hope this young man keeps fighting, just like Wilkins Johnson did.

    • @bostonwhofan
      @bostonwhofan ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @Hev Wilko had accepted his fate after being told he had only weeks or months to live. And then a miracle happened for him and he got to live for 8 more years. I’m not sure why people are attacking me for trying to give this young man some hope based on the way things went for Wilko Johnson.

  • @miffelplix
    @miffelplix ปีที่แล้ว +312

    Much respect. You set an example of dignity and courage that many people can learn from.

    • @Disco_opp420
      @Disco_opp420 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Definitely agree with you, some people have no idea, what real heartache is x

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Disco_opp420 Encounter Ministries TH-cam channel. Mark Hemans**

  • @robdfar
    @robdfar 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +95

    I am crushed at his passing. Was able to talk to him and do some content and helped our guild also . huge loss as a person and as a leader for elite. My heart goes out to his family and know that he will be missed.

  • @Sanderly1820
    @Sanderly1820 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +118

    Im so sorry, this hits home so hard, im terminally sick not with cancer, the hardest conversation ive had was with life expectancy with my palliative consultant. Im not scared about dying, just scared if its gonna hurt at that time. I will see you fella in the afterlife . Wishes live to the family

    • @acelarson1872
      @acelarson1872 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

      God bless my friend

    • @Sentinel-911
      @Sentinel-911 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Are you still alive? If yes, reply.

    • @Sanderly1820
      @Sanderly1820 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

      @@Sentinel-911 am I alive yes, but I'm so tired fighting, my time is near, but I'm happy, my son is getting married in March so that is my goal ,to see my boy become a man

    • @SpyrosSS77
      @SpyrosSS77 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@Sanderly1820 Just fight my friend until the very end there is something beautiful about struggling.

    • @louise7552
      @louise7552 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@Sanderly1820hang on sweet soul. You will make it till your Son gets married. I worked in Haematology, everyone hangs on for Xmas, a special birthday, a birth . It's amazing how the spirit lives on till you give yourself permission to leave our mortal body. It sounds bizzare, but it's true. The day comes where you know your ready, your fears are gone and replaced by peace. I'm sure you will be able to see your boy become a beautiful man, like his dad. ❤❤❤

  • @debbiejames3096
    @debbiejames3096 ปีที่แล้ว +477

    My partner of over 30 years went into a hospice today for end of life care. Weirdly your video came up on my recommendations and I am so glad it did. You are amazing and have such a wonderful attitude. Life can be really shitty, especially to good people. Sending you love as you continue your journey.

    • @sawempire4997
      @sawempire4997 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Sorry to hear this! My prayers are with you during this terrible time.

    • @brydeeroserutherford8264
      @brydeeroserutherford8264 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I'm so sorry Debbie. I know i'm just a stranger but i'm sending love to you ❤

    • @PrecioustheMovie1
      @PrecioustheMovie1 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ❤❤❤❤❤ ❤

    • @s3a_cr3atur3
      @s3a_cr3atur3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ❤❤❤

    • @kiwi8.
      @kiwi8. ปีที่แล้ว +7

      My dad went into hospice and I never thought he would get out he came home walked into the house on his own. We had him for 3 days it was awesome to sit there with him and talk I made hime smoked lamb chops as he wanted the next day he was gone I miss him every second. Please if you're partner picks up for a day or so spend the hell out of that time with them. Good luck and god bless

  • @patboury6730
    @patboury6730 ปีที่แล้ว +298

    I spent my 39 year career as an Oncology Nurse, I thank you for sharing your story. I empathize, I care, I understand the reality of this disease. You are eloquent and your words are heartfelt. What a strong person you are. I guess you must be. Life is hard, trauma comes to us all in differing ways. I’m sending you hope and a managed pain plan. I share your beliefs and you definitely are leaving good Karma behind. ❤️

    • @mimibee626
      @mimibee626 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@azazello1784 Something is really wrong with you. Seriously. And you've known it and people have told you for a long time. You know what you need to do. Why wait.

    • @tarabooartarmy3654
      @tarabooartarmy3654 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@azazello1784 You honestly think that the money nurses are paid, which isn’t usually as much as you might think, is worth the long hours, being forced to work weekends, nights, and holidays, being treated like garbage by patients, their families, doctors, other nurses, being exposed to all sorts of dread diseases, etc? There are LOTS of professions that pay a LOT more and involve a LOT less BS than nursing. I’m shocked anyone even gets into nursing anymore given all this. I have mad respect for those nurses who are still in the profession with everything that’s going on in the world and have not become bitter and mean.

    • @childfreegamer8840
      @childfreegamer8840 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@azazello1784 bye troll

    • @eviqueenmia6761
      @eviqueenmia6761 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@azazello1784 the fact u would try and troll someone that was sending a pain plan to a dying man shows u are an absolute window licker , there's a time and place for TRYING to be a troll and this isn't it , btw your a shite troll anyway u fuckin knob jockey 🖕

    • @GFINHK
      @GFINHK ปีที่แล้ว

      @@azazello1784 You need to STFU. That's what you need to do.

  • @Xander1115
    @Xander1115 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    This is the 3rd video I have been recommended today where the creator has now passed due to cancer. Rip bud 😢

  • @taylorself
    @taylorself 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +56

    So very sad to hear of his passing. My Condolences to his Family and friends, as well as all those here who followed his journey here.....

  • @donuteater7774
    @donuteater7774 ปีที่แล้ว +369

    Your energy doesn’t go “back” to the universe. You are the universe, my friend, both in life and death. This was inspirational. Thanks for sharing.

    • @melissacicio4688
      @melissacicio4688 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      This is perfection.

    • @Goodkidjr43
      @Goodkidjr43 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Good point. Hitler, Stalin, Mao and Pol Pot were their own individual universe...

    • @alexanderh8129
      @alexanderh8129 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@Goodkidjr43 that is quite literally the opposite of what they said..🤨

    • @satanlovesu
      @satanlovesu ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@alexanderh8129 how? they were human beings who died, them being a bad person doesn't mean they had no energy

    • @lykarabbit3
      @lykarabbit3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Absolutely just thinking the same.. I will be sad to leave my loved ones, but I'm not one bit afraid to "pass over",and carry on without the body.. I'm grateful to my body, for allowing me this experience here, but there's so much more than just this time on earth.. 🤗

  • @alexfright8217
    @alexfright8217 ปีที่แล้ว +149

    This cancer might kill me, but it’s not going to beat me ✊

    • @crayon95
      @crayon95 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ✨✨✨

    • @coolcat3702
      @coolcat3702 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ​@@naomivantonder1161 Pardon?

    • @VulKus117
      @VulKus117 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@naomivantonder1161 The rules of this channel specifically state not to do this, stop.

    • @james_fisch
      @james_fisch ปีที่แล้ว

      @@naomivantonder1161 yet another coward trying to proselytize by replying to a comment rather than creating a non-reply that would make it more likely to be seen by Joe.

    • @namenl2205
      @namenl2205 ปีที่แล้ว

      What does Black Lives Matter has to do with it Alex

  • @JamesColemanChess
    @JamesColemanChess 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    I know you’ll never see this (RIP) but just wanted to comment that I could never handle your awful predicament with the same humour, frankness, clarity and honesty. It’s so unbelievably humbling to hear you speak.

  • @darkside7802
    @darkside7802 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I’m getting so many of these recommended to me. These people are all passed on now.
    RIP to all these great people. It’s never the horrible individuals, is it? It’s always good people. What a horrible fate. I hope they’re all resting easy.

  • @allisonsmith5242
    @allisonsmith5242 ปีที่แล้ว +336

    This just popped up on my feed.
    I lost my husband 18 weeks ago yesterday to head and neck cancer. Ironically he was the strong one from the day he was told it had come back to the month after when he was told it had spread and it was terminal. He continued being strong for all of us while we fell like dominoes with it all. Immunotherapy didnt work at all. Seeing you being able to tell your news so calmly reminds me of my husband. Keep fighting, make sure you and yours make good memories and just take it to the max and get every bit of help available. Respect and love. ❤️

    • @Marasovsbuttcheeksareblu
      @Marasovsbuttcheeksareblu ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Much love to you Allison🫶I know I’m a stranger but love anyways

    • @allisonsmith5242
      @allisonsmith5242 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Marasovsbuttcheeksareblu thank you so much ❤️

    • @thewildbruce5612
      @thewildbruce5612 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself now, Allison and stay strong. 🌹

    • @hellsbells7271
      @hellsbells7271 ปีที่แล้ว

      Life can be so cruel sometimes Allison, and to lose your husband must have been devastating.
      He sounds like he took care of his family even though he was ill, what a strong, amazing human being he was.
      I hope you've found a way to cope with your loss and I'm sending all my love and best wishes to you and your family.❤️

    • @covidcol3505
      @covidcol3505 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      my brother was the same never a serious illness docs missed his cancer for 11 months until he changed doctors. five years he fought never faltered. faced his pain until the last. now my niece has been told she is terminal so my dad two brothers and a sister to cancer. i aint got half the courage of any of them. so people enjoy every day as it comes.

  • @SamTheeStallion
    @SamTheeStallion ปีที่แล้ว +348

    Somehow this was on my recommended. My heart is with you ❤
    When I was 17, I lost one of my best friends to stage 4 colon cancer, he was 18. He got to this point, it just was, what it was. He went with his family on a little get away, saw the people he wanted to see, lived it til the end and he was so strong.
    You are now in charge, do it all, see it all, say it all 🎉 I admire you not just for being a fighter in battle but for just being there for those who need it ❤

    • @kinglizardo9909
      @kinglizardo9909 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@rammingspeed5217 whats wrong with you

    • @kinglizardo9909
      @kinglizardo9909 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @Ramming Speed I'm sorry to hear that but it doesn't mean u should joke about someone's friend dying from a terminal illness

    • @tongpoo8985
      @tongpoo8985 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ​@@rammingspeed5217 something wrong with you

    • @annebritraaen2237
      @annebritraaen2237 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@rammingspeed5217 Don't project you sh-it unto others.

    • @jsonkody
      @jsonkody ปีที่แล้ว

      WHY you need to write this story to cancer patient that need to be first of all strong and have hope??
      I don't get people ignorance.

  • @paulanewhouse4252
    @paulanewhouse4252 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    RIP MATE!!! BE FREE FROM PAIN AND FOREVER BE AN ANGEL.

  • @jaktag
    @jaktag 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +120

    RIP Joe.....you were such a beautiful strong and brave person 💕🙏🏻

    • @MrTadas21
      @MrTadas21 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      he died?

    • @anthonyharty1732
      @anthonyharty1732 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@MrTadas21 Yes, he unfortunately he has died.

  • @micheldawnsummers1452
    @micheldawnsummers1452 ปีที่แล้ว +328

    It’s so sad to see so many young people on TH-cam fighting cancer, it makes you realise just how precious life is. How strong you are to make this post, ❤

    • @Dandelion_flight
      @Dandelion_flight 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      This goes to show how broken our world is. And that has never been God’s intention. 😢

    • @AZITHEMLGPRO
      @AZITHEMLGPRO 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      This why I get high. The other world is so exciting

    • @max420thc
      @max420thc 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      Totally safe and effective.

    • @gethro8841
      @gethro8841 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      No.. what it shows is all the shit they put in our food and our air!

    • @jamesbyerly766
      @jamesbyerly766 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@max420thc 1000%

  • @doctorsunneschi
    @doctorsunneschi ปีที่แล้ว +244

    Hi Joe, this is the first video of your channel that I saw via TH-cam-recommendation. I am deeply impressed by your words and convinced that your videos will continue to help many others. Sincerely yours, Adrian

  • @TheFunfairfan
    @TheFunfairfan 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    What an incredibly calm man even at the very last chapter of your time on Earth. May you RIP

  • @Lynchy_RL
    @Lynchy_RL 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    The bravery on this man, to still sit and crack a few smiles even if it is through pain/sarcasm. All of a sudden my problems seem so minuscule. I hope this brave man got to live through some good times before being taken way too soon. I hope he is resting in peace and his family are doing well. So tough to watch.

  • @Christopher-vs6bj
    @Christopher-vs6bj ปีที่แล้ว +256

    I’m stage 4 incurable been fighting since 2010. They told me I wouldn’t make it many times. I don’t know but I’m still here. One thing I have go through my head a lot when times get really really tough and terrifying is “stick with it”. A dear friend and past high school teacher had cancer back when I was first going through chemo in 2010. He said to me when I was in the thick of it to Stick with it. I’m like you I go right into things head first, swan dive right into The End if I have too but that’s how I’m going. No fear, I hope, and no hesitation, I hope. Lol,You know. So thank you for your story. I admire your honesty and your courage.I will keep you in my heart even though I don’t know you, I do. We all do. When it comes down to it we’re all family. Love you brother. Stick with it.

    • @marcelstephens8683
      @marcelstephens8683 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ❤❤❤

    • @peony2242
      @peony2242 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You have been fighting since 2010? My son had Glioblastoma Brain Cancer Stage 4. He survived a massive brain surgery, chemo and radiation constantly, he lived one year only from date of terminal diagnosis.

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@peony2242 Encounter Ministries TH-cam channel. Mark Hemans÷÷

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@sizey8105 Encounter Ministries TH-cam channel. Mark Hemans=÷

    • @Bornfree_1
      @Bornfree_1 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hope you still doing well
      Please share with others what helped you survive it. Any special diet, supplements, anything beside what you mentioned here?

  • @krisfarrell6500
    @krisfarrell6500 ปีที่แล้ว +203

    I too have thyroid cancer and started following you back in 2020. I’m so sorry this is happening to you. I’m so glad you are not giving up, you have helped so many people and we are all here for you…

    • @oceanwater1246
      @oceanwater1246 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      hope you get better man

    • @Dizzybee123
      @Dizzybee123 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      So sorry to hear that... wishing you the best. don't give up.

    • @EmiliaJay
      @EmiliaJay ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I was diagnosed in 2010 with papillary thyroid cancer. Beat it in 2011 and so far so good. You’re not alone

  • @JoeM-by5tw
    @JoeM-by5tw 16 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Your straightforwardness and courage are evident you were a fighter. RIP

  • @suze6083
    @suze6083 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    I’m heartbroken over a complete stranger. I don’t know why this showed up today and I realize that he has passed by now. There’s no words that could comfort his family, I’m sure. However, I send them lots of LOVE and LIGHT. I’m so sorry for your loss🙏♥️

    • @CTcuber4K
      @CTcuber4K 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      This video gained a lot of traction when it released and brought in a lot of new viewers including me. Probably a lot of people came back to this video after his passing and it is being pushed by the algorithm once again. In my opinion it's great that even after he is gone his legacy will live on for as long as youtube exists, and these videos will continue to raise awareness about the devastating effects of cancer.

  • @investigator77
    @investigator77 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +53

    I hope you get to Valhalla young man! You are so stoic, and so brave in dealing with your illness. I know you have your moments, and it's hard to be upbeat every day. You have brought so much knowledge and power to TH-cam subscribers, and the thousands, and then millions of people who will watch these videos in the future. You are still so cute when you smile, with your big dimples.

    • @AW-xc1xc
      @AW-xc1xc 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      He did. He died fighting.

    • @investigator77
      @investigator77 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@AW-xc1xc I know. He was so smart, and so brave. I know he would hate me saying that!! This video has had 1.6M views, and he is still saving people from mountains of fear, even though he is gone. This video will be here for us as long as TH-cam is around. He's taught millions of people how to handle the rotten hand they've been dealt. I know in an earlier video he was questioning what his purpose was, and I think I know what it was. I hope he's up in Valhalla, where he wanted to go.

  • @ComradeZBunch
    @ComradeZBunch ปีที่แล้ว +472

    "The cancer might kill me, but it will not beat me." This might be one of the most powerful things I've ever heard someone say. Your courage is incredibly inspiring. You know, at about at about the 08:00 mark when you said you were dying, a thought came to mind almost automatically... and that's that we're all dying. As I sit here in my chair and type this letter with my thumbs at 10:09PM, by 10:10 I will be closer to death. How much closer? Who knows? I could go to sleep tonight, and not wake up tomorrow morning. You may have an "accelerator" however I couldn't help but think the difference between you and I is that you are content with the life you have lived Joe-and I am not. I am 33 years old, and have, for the most part, completely wasted the last decade (and then some) on drugs. There have been more close calls than I care to admit and there has been a whole lot of unnecessary suffering. I am now chained to a methadone clinic and am prescribed more medications than my grandparents combined. Whether it's as a result of my addiction and my being abusive to my own body or if it's character defects that I possess I couldn't be sure but I am so unmotivated these days. Sometimes it feels as if I am a prey to misery and depression. Since beginning methadone maintenance therapy I've gained over 50 lbs. and doubt I will ever take off my shirt in front of another person again. I've lost a tooth. I don't sleep. I am unbelievably selfish and self-centered and quite frankly I don't like myself Joe. And as I sat here tonight and watched your video I realized that I was envious of a man with stage 4 cancer. I would give all of my worldly possessions (which as you could have probably guessed isn't much) to possess a fraction of the courage you have. I want to do better I am just not at all sure how or where to start. It was nice to unofficially meet you, Joe. Thank you for putting some things in perspective for me and bringing these things to my attention. If nothing else, this video inspired a guy that hasn't felt inspired in a very, very long time. I'll keep you in my thoughts until next time.

    • @LimerickWarrior1
      @LimerickWarrior1 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I lost a close friend who was also my best mates wife to cancer and I made the statement. It took her life but never her spirit or her dignity.

    • @winifix
      @winifix ปีที่แล้ว +11

      We all dead twice in our lives, once before we born and once after we die, being dead before birth was not too bad, so hopefully it wont be bad after life. Personally have a grade 2 astrocytoma brain tumor :( got it removed in 2016 but as with all of them they incurable so we watch the clock differently.

    • @Raych-
      @Raych- ปีที่แล้ว +14

      This was very powerful to read. Good luck with the rest of life’s journey and thank you for being brave enough to share your story with the interworld.

    • @taramatheis1451
      @taramatheis1451 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Zachary I hear you.. You have taken a great step towards healing just by acknowledging where you are at right now. I wish all the best for you and that you will find your way onto a happier path again xx

    • @emilyme05
      @emilyme05 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Zach, please fight. You are so young brother. Life is actually quite short, but we all have struggles and trials throughout. You should look for resources to help you manage your thoughts and depression. Your brain isn’t 100% because of the past drug use. You will get better and your courage to share your journey blessed me personally. If you don’t want to fight for yourself, fight for your family. You’ll eventually see the work pay off and your perspective will change. I’m a praying God fearing person. My hardest days grew my faith and I’m now grateful for all the heartache I’ve been through. Much love and respect.

  • @lindadouglas7429
    @lindadouglas7429 ปีที่แล้ว +333

    I am a 76 yr old retired Registered Nurse. I spent 10 yrs in the ED and 35 yrs in the OR. I was so very optimistic that the causes of cancer would be found in my lifetime.
    Early detection via scopes ,etc was found. I just found you tonight for the first time. I live in Florida. Yes,science is needed for this disease.
    I agree with you on that point.

    • @armintamzarian7189
      @armintamzarian7189 ปีที่แล้ว

      Herbal parasite cleanse tincture
      Freshcap ultimate mushroom complex
      Those two gifts I gave my “senior friend” sent her cancer into remission. I didn’t tell her I was trying to do that. You still need conventional treatment. And other supplements can help with the recovery
      Food grade diatomaceous earth
      and specifically for strengthening the HPA axis and HPT axis is rhodiola
      The medical industry brainwashes people to preserve its profits. Sometimes I keep my mouth shut and watch people fade away and it’s not a good feeling

    • @nifflofair6685
      @nifflofair6685 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Billions raised as yet no nearer a cure is devastating.

    • @Skidtire
      @Skidtire ปีที่แล้ว

      Never will be a cure available, Much more profitable to sell experimental treatments then to cure permanently

    • @thanksforreadindmyunusuall3346
      @thanksforreadindmyunusuall3346 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      But we do know what causes cancer. We just can't always stop it.

    • @SlawomirTangerine
      @SlawomirTangerine ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@thanksforreadindmyunusuall3346 so, what causes cancer ?

  • @caitlyncampbell9269
    @caitlyncampbell9269 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    Im so sorry my guy. My dad just passed away from cancer in December. It's weird though when he died I woke up 10 minutes later and checked on him cause I just had a feeling. Both me and my sister had conversations with him in our dreams. Not everyone has the same experiences but everyone lives on after we're gone.

    • @persephoneblack888
      @persephoneblack888 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I remember when my Dad passed, almost 5yrs ago now (he had cancer as well, a very rare one). We were in the room right after he passed and the lights in that room flickered on and off and then stopped. Later on that night my mom got a text from my Dad that said, "I'm on my way", it just randomly popped up on her phone. We always remember it and every March (the month of his birthday) things are weird in the house. He always promised my mom that he would give her signs he was still here.

    • @fie2281
      @fie2281 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I lost my dad last year. I was sleeping by his bedside In the hospital and woke up cause the sun was rising and broke through the window. I went to pray for him and when I looked back up to see him, he had passed away.

    • @DerpASherpa117
      @DerpASherpa117 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Consciousness is a signal. Our brains are merely the antenna. When our brains stop receiving the signal, where does the source of that signal go? Personally, I believe it continues on.
      But we'll just have to see, now won't we?

  • @siriushp0904
    @siriushp0904 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +40

    I had never come across his videos until today. I am sad to see that he is no longer here, but just based on this video alone I can say his goal of making these videos is still being fought for. He’s still fighting the good fight. His message is still being heard. And his undying determination to not let cancer beat him is still very much alive. You’re still winning my friend.

  • @tzviasegal3003
    @tzviasegal3003 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    I lost my sister to cancer 2 years ago... it hurts like it was yesterday. I hear your story and it brings back all the memories, the ups and downs, the wishes and the anger, the hope and the fear. My mother, now 94, was diagnosed with stage 3 cancer of the bile duct/small intestine at 87, and had to deal with the loss of her daughter (and son to complications of Thyroid disease) during her battle. I don't know why this crap happens to good people. I can't figure it out...

    • @tacitozetticci9308
      @tacitozetticci9308 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      This is just what our home is like, the universe: infinitely big and powerful but also impersonal, random and divinely indifferent.

  • @nataliak4308
    @nataliak4308 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    I had thyroid cancer, I came across your video by accident. Friend, you are so cool, I want to hug you. No matter how long your path lasts - be strong, boy, we are not here forever, but your story and your example of struggle, resilience and fortitude will cause respect and admiration for many years. Thanks for sharing with us. Let a miracle happen.🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @CJ_Sheppard
    @CJ_Sheppard ปีที่แล้ว +210

    I have no words Joe. Devastating news. You have been an inspiration to a lot of people. Stay strong my friend. Valhalla awaits a champion.

    • @kathleenpeace4775
      @kathleenpeace4775 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Love From Jacksonville Florida ♥️😿

    • @mariecleo214
      @mariecleo214 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Nice words

    • @chucky6367
      @chucky6367 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@antinataliz9633 What does that have to do with this!?

    • @kadrix732
      @kadrix732 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@antinataliz9633 Are you trying to kill off humanity? People being able to have kids is the reason you're on this planet... Though now that I think about it, people like you really shouldn't be here.

    • @james_fisch
      @james_fisch ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@antinataliz9633 That makes literally no sense. I'm for responsible reproduction myself, but having kids isn't unethical unless you're bringing them up in a setting that'll damage them during development.

  • @stephaniedelamelena188
    @stephaniedelamelena188 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Sending you so much love, hoping you’re at peace because of how much you’ve accomplished in your life. You’re not only inspirational, you’re such a strong person. Appreciate you sharing your story :)

  • @jeffwolinski2659
    @jeffwolinski2659 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Sure, TH-cam, some stupid craven commercial seems really appropriate in the middle of this heart wrenching video.

  • @rasidahabdulrahman6956
    @rasidahabdulrahman6956 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I watched my beloved husband slowly dying of cancer. I would have given my life in exchange for him to live on. He was a fighter for 20 over years fighting this dreadful cruel disease. In the end he was so tired of fighting. I am sorry for you. Breaks my heart to hear your story. I missed my husband everyday for 3 years now. I find life has no meaning. I would gladly exchange my life for you as are still young.

  • @Rev_Legion
    @Rev_Legion ปีที่แล้ว +125

    I lost both my parents to cancer as a child and I can tell you 100%, you are incredible! You are strong, brave and amazing to have not only come so far but to have done so with such honesty and dignity. While you breathe there is hope and all of us are thinking of you. We may be far apart, but we are all with you!

    • @arsenalmanic
      @arsenalmanic ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So sorry to hear about you losing your beloved parents as a child. It’s so heart wrenching and mind boggling. I don’t even know what to say
      God bless you darling 🙏 ❤️💕

  • @stevenmcgowan3205
    @stevenmcgowan3205 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    You have a great light/aura about you.... fly high young man 🙏

  • @user-dd9zc6fh9j
    @user-dd9zc6fh9j ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I am lost for words! For what little I can offer you, you have already made a huge positive impact to cancer patients like myself and to those who are learning about this cruel disease. Living for now and making the most of every day are key. My favourite analogy is that cancer is like the biggest boxing match of your life. You are never done until you can no longer get off the canvas! Much love to you and your family.

  • @jga8170
    @jga8170 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    Sending you all my love Joe. My husband and I started following your journey when he was diagnosed with Anaplastic Thyroid Cancer October 2020. He passed December 2021. I kept up with your journey rooting for you. There are no words to describe this journey. I just want to send you, your wife and family all the love and peace.

    • @krystinas8828
      @krystinas8828 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      (I am not religious at all and fair warning this will sound a bit nutty) but my grandfather passed away about a week before my son was born. My photos of him are locked away in photo albums in storage. My mother put up a group photo in her home that included my grandfather in it. My son looked at the photo and said “grandpa” and could consistently point him out. My son is 4 and autistic so when I asked how he knew that he just laughs and doesn’t answer. I asked my mom about it and she swore she didnt tell him that was my grandpa. Neither did my daughter or sister (the rest of our family lives out of state), so no one could explain how he consistently and correctly identifies my grandpa who he’s never seen or met. I am a very skeptical person about these kinds of things but I still can’t explain it. I’ve also had weird glitchy things happen like my phone reminding me to call my grandpa back years after his death. Might just be a technology glitch but it still made me feel some sort of comfort. So, I hope you’re wrong too and we do exist in some other form after this. ❤

    • @Shaz73
      @Shaz73 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm sorry for your loss JGA ❤

    • @nutrianirvana6823
      @nutrianirvana6823 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      JGA: I wish you comfort and peace. I'm sorry for the loss of your husband. Here's to the day all cancers will be curable. Take care. 💪💪💜

    • @sherrypitt9889
      @sherrypitt9889 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤Thinking of you!

    • @jm7804
      @jm7804 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bless your heart. I hope the grief has subsided somewhat so you can enjoy memories of happier times.

  • @elysehamilton3217
    @elysehamilton3217 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    My big brother died from epitheliod sarcoma 2 weeks ago, at 38. I miss him so terribly. It’s the worst pain I’ve ever felt. But, I’m relieved he’s not suffering anymore. Aside from the pain, I feel nothing but the genuine love and admiration I’ve always had for him. I have nothing but good thoughts of him and have completely forgotten about rough patches we’ve been through as brother and sister. He will always be a part of my life regardless if he’s physically present. I’m going to live and grow into a person he’d be proud of (he was already proud of me.) I’m sure you’re worried about your loved ones and I just want you to know that though you may worry about them and how they’re going to deal with this, they love you with all of their hearts and that they are probably going to think and feel similarly. You’ve fought so hard and still are, this is your time. Don’t use it worrying about anyone else but yourself. Enjoy your time. Thank you for fighting.

    • @the_arrogance
      @the_arrogance ปีที่แล้ว +5

    • @Thurston86
      @Thurston86 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I just want to let you know that I see you and I understand your pain. I lost my little brother last summer. He was paralyzed in 2020 from gunshot injuries and he never fully recovered. He was 28 when he left this life. It was the hardest thing I have _ever_ had to deal with. I still miss him every goddamn day. But I just want you to know that it does get easier. Time really does help mend broken hearts. Hang in there, stranger. Things will get better. ❤

    • @elysehamilton3217
      @elysehamilton3217 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Thurston86 I’m really sorry to hear that you lost your brother too. It’s the most heart-wrenching experience. It can feel isolating too, as most of the sympathy goes towards parents and spouses. I see and feel you. Thank you kind stranger ❤️

    • @candicehiles729
      @candicehiles729 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I’m sorry for your loss

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@elysehamilton3217 Encounter Ministries TH-cam channel. Mark Hemans÷÷

  • @anut1377
    @anut1377 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    Dear Joe my heart is shattered in pain in knowledge of your passing. I refuse to write my condolences under your last video as I want to remember you as the strong guy and motivator you have been. Even though I didn’t know you personally I have tears in my eyes and I feel deep sorrow for you and your family. I know you don’t like religion but I hope maybe you still have found a good place to rest peacefully if it’s not heaven then something else. You have been an inspiration to many and I will have you in my heart. My mom also died rapidly from cancer and it all reminds me of it and the stuff you brave people have to get through. Good bye Joe

  • @briangueringer3673
    @briangueringer3673 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    Damn.
    I will always remember that voice in elite dangerous videos.
    I have a deep respect for you sharing this horrible journey.
    I saw today that you have passed.
    I'm so sorry for you and your loved ones.
    Whatever your next journey may be, I hope it is filled with peace and happiness.
    Rest easy.😢

  • @stephie640
    @stephie640 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    After years of following you, I am sick to my stomach to hear this news. You've given it everything and I'm so sorry that you got this outcome. You are well loved by many. There really are no good words. Your definition of fighting to the end brought me to tears. You are so diplomatic and wise even in the midst of a hellacious situation. You have set your boundaries and parameters. And that is fighting for yourself. Hugs. 💙

    • @wanyatelborn
      @wanyatelborn ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yes six years he’s been fighting and sharing with us 😢❤

    • @susannordstrom5065
      @susannordstrom5065 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry , I hope you find a trial soon xxx

    • @annaw1463
      @annaw1463 ปีที่แล้ว

      💚 Big virtual hug xx there are no words x

    • @veronicapawson5686
      @veronicapawson5686 ปีที่แล้ว

      God bless you young man

  • @DigitalAssetNews
    @DigitalAssetNews ปีที่แล้ว +101

    My man, I stumbled across your video and my heart fully goes out to you. I don’t know why one person gets this aggressive cancer and why others live in into their 90’s but I want you to know that these videos have made me think about what’s truly important. It’s not wasting time on frivolous things or throwing everything into work. These videos make me realize that every day is not guaranteed. Thank you and I’ll keep watching.

  • @rwg2115
    @rwg2115 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    "A fight is only over when you give up". Thank you, Mr Plater, for the motivational words. Your composure was admirable; I read the tribute to you on the BTF website and am saddened to learn of your passing. I hope this video continues to touch and motivate others around the world just as it has touched and impacted my own life. May your soul rest in peace, Mr Plater.

  • @dawnieholland8368
    @dawnieholland8368 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    I'm so sad to see that Joe has passed,such a wonderful man.Happens to the best.xx

  • @abumohandes4487
    @abumohandes4487 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    Like Christopher Hitchens said in a similar condition: "The party is over". "No! The party is not over, the party will go on. But I have to leave".
    Thank you for being part of the party. We'll continue it with fond memories of your presence.

  • @lolabear3230
    @lolabear3230 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Iv just woke up at 04:30 with very low self esteem not wanting to go out with my friend today because I dont feel worthy of having friends , this vlog popped up on my youtube my problems seem so trivial now , your video has given me inspiration to grab life by the horns and get out there because we never know what is around the corner . I'm so sorry for your news its heartbreaking xx

  • @JamieLofthouse
    @JamieLofthouse ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I am proud of the strength you hold in talking about such a difficult thing. Being positive in the face of bad news is hard but your attitude is right where it should be. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us. We are merely strangers but most, including me, do care.

  • @goosefarm3602
    @goosefarm3602 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    I was having a 'bad' day (work stress) and now am ashamed of myself after seeing this young man's dignified bravery. Very sad to find out such a quality person has passed. Sending prayers and condolences to his family.

  • @lbridge2010
    @lbridge2010 ปีที่แล้ว +272

    Oh Joe, I’m so sorry! I started watching your journey a couple years ago, but had to take a break when I was diagnosed with Stage IV colorectal cancer last January. You’d think I’d want to watch other people going through their journey, but I found it too scary to deal with at the time, but seeing this now I’m absolutely devastated for you. This is the worst news possible and I’m so sorry you’re having to deal with this. From what I’ve seen you’ve been such a strong fighter and you deserve so much better. I’m sending you and your family so much love. I wish I could do more, but just know my (and so many others) thoughts are with you! 💛
    Edit: also I guarantee you’ve made the world a better place. I wasn’t ready to watch your videos over the last year, but I know that they will help me when I am ready and your strength and determination to fight is truly inspiring.

    • @Medhead24
      @Medhead24 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      If you’re up to it you should watch Tiffany thinks.

    • @jdmmg4904
      @jdmmg4904 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JB25956 just shut up Judith.

    • @xXHarleyMaeMcAfeeXx
      @xXHarleyMaeMcAfeeXx ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I second Tiffanythinks!

    • @sineadiloveyou
      @sineadiloveyou ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How are you doing now? I hope you are doing fine now!

    • @lbridge2010
      @lbridge2010 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@sineadiloveyou still fighting!! I’ve had surgery to remove my primary tumour, but it’s all over my liver so I need to wait for a while to make sure it doesn’t spread elsewhere then hopefully get a liver transplant. People like Joe are so inspiring though, I know that even if I can’t get the liver transplant I can look for other options and not give up

  • @skd
    @skd ปีที่แล้ว +153

    I'm a cancer survivor and although I didn't "make it that far", I have a good idea of what's going thru your head right now. Fighting is great and I encourage you to fight some more if this is what you want. Just don't do it for the sake of the people you love, do it for yourself. If at any point you feel like just taking a break, just take control of the little things you can still control. It sucks, you worked so hard to get here only to find out the finish line was closer than you expected. But you did make a difference and you will make a difference long after you are gone. You only live as long as people can remember you. And I will remember you.

    • @intuitivediane
      @intuitivediane ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Beautiful words.

    • @ouwle6618
      @ouwle6618 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@sgg19847 This comment tells me that you lost the fight in your life.

    • @ouwle6618
      @ouwle6618 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sgg19847 You had the time to think about what YOU feel about his message, but you didn't have time to think about what HE might feel?. That he doesn't necessarily need to read unecessary "harsh reality" messages today? He will not be forgotten tomorrow or the day after, but he will be someday. We all will. But this is maybe not the time to say such things at this place?
      Knowing when to fight takes courage, smarts and a strong will. But the same goes for knowing when to accept defeat. There is a time to be hard and resistant, but there is also a time to be soft and embracing. And i would argue that if every conventional and "realistic" way of healing is thrown out the window, then it's ok to be soft and get real with reality. That doesn't mean that the fight is over, just that it's ok to not actively fight for your life anymore. You can fight for the time you have left instead. Because at the end of the day it doesn't matter when we die, it's how we die. If you manage to live 4 weeks embracing your family inestead of fighting for 2 months just to have forgotten what you really care about in the first place can be devastating. Seen it before. But that is up to him not us.

    • @katiec972
      @katiec972 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@sgg19847 and why is seeking out sympathy and showing a softer side, given his situation, in any way at all a bad thing?

    • @katiec972
      @katiec972 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sgg19847 I’m an Oncologist so see this from a different perspective. Patients use many different methods to cope with what his happening. You’d be surprising how many record themselves almost as a journal, he just chooses to post his online

  • @investigator77
    @investigator77 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You have such a lovely, mellow sounding voice. Maybe you could do an audiobook, to leave for other patients to listen to. Or you family would love to have it, over and above what's happening in your videos. I'm so sorry for the state of your health. It's not fair for someone so young to be diagnosed with something so hard! Thank you so much for doing these videos. So many people need to have someone like you, to tell the truth, and speak so eloquently about your battles. Sending you love, from Toronto, Canada.

  • @gothempress
    @gothempress 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Hey friend. Your video was recommended to me and I must say this is the most heartbreaking video the algorithm has ever given me, yet I'm in awe of your courage and stoicism. I'm not fighting cancer, but I've lived with chronic illness and autoimmunity for almost 18 years. I don't know if this will make any kind of difference to you, mate, but you've kind of shaken me awake. I watched this video several times, realizing I had given up on myself. I had become my disabilities. I hate that I have no meaningful words to help comfort you or give you strength, but for what it is worth, you've made a difference in my life. May we someday meet in the splendid halls of Valhalla. 🍻

  • @Alstanus
    @Alstanus ปีที่แล้ว +185

    I'm 36, and i understand that currently, I'm disease free. I also understand that can change quite rapidly next year or the year after, or the after, and so on. Maybe sooner.
    But after watching your video and seeing how resolute you are, how calm you are. How strong you look. If indeed I face a similar untimely fate as you are currently living, I will remember this. I truly admire your courage in the face of the thing we all fear more than anything else in the entire universe. May Valhalla accept you into her loving grace, badass.
    I will raise a cold mug of beer in your name.

    • @namenl2205
      @namenl2205 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Instead of Beer, drink a healthy Smoothy

    • @Alstanus
      @Alstanus ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @Name NL - Ha! I like a beer here and there, but thanks for the recommendation. 😆

    • @olyacarell6434
      @olyacarell6434 ปีที่แล้ว

      There's no Valhalla. Grow up

    • @Alstanus
      @Alstanus ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Olya Carell lmao! I said that because he jokingly said he hopes that he's wrong about the existence of Valhalla in the video. It was a little light-hearted humor.
      Grow up.

    • @captainnoyaux
      @captainnoyaux ปีที่แล้ว

      @@namenl2205 if your idea of healthy smoothy is a blend of fruits, a beer is probably way better

  • @Tomas-major
    @Tomas-major ปีที่แล้ว +87

    I lost my beloved husband 18 months ago to inoperable liver cancer, part of me died with him, I lay on the bed with him and watched the carotid pulse in his next just stop, I still can’t believe it.
    I had a tumour on my thyroid 5 cm hurtle cell carcinoma but it was contained!
    Thank you for your story Joe, my heart goes out to your wife family and friends!
    You have helped and will continue to help people in the future with your honesty and fortitude.

    • @theresaohman7187
      @theresaohman7187 ปีที่แล้ว

      I had the same thing about 15 yrs ago. Next yrs later I had a stroke @ 50. Life sure is a weird ride @ times.

    • @TitanBaz
      @TitanBaz ปีที่แล้ว

      I was told mine was contained in my thyroid 4 years ago. Now I've just being told I have cancer in the lymph nodes in my neck, got to get a ct scan now to check my chest and stuff. But I will have to have more surgery and radio iodine treatment as it stands now
      Just hoping my ct scan OK. 😢

  • @markmoore6258
    @markmoore6258 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable. You are very much appreciated.

  • @bringbackbeatles
    @bringbackbeatles 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I just got recommended this video and it is heart-wrenching. I see that he has passed and it’s just so unfair. I hope he rests in peace and that his family and friends grieve gently. I cannot even imagine being in this situation or having my spouse be in this situation. So many good die young.

  • @SeanT649
    @SeanT649 ปีที่แล้ว +275

    This man is a warrior ,to have that level of composure is just amazing to me .Under all that pressure and stress and pain he chooses to make a video hoping it will “ help others “ !!!! That’s mind blowing to me .Maximum 100% full blown respect to this man.

    • @daisy-fs8np
      @daisy-fs8np ปีที่แล้ว +9

      He really is a fighter. It gives me courage to be as brave as he is.

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@daisy-fs8np Encounter Ministries TH-cam channel. Mark Hemans\\

    • @felroberto
      @felroberto 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@daisy-fs8nphe was (unfortunately)

    • @audreypistor4610
      @audreypistor4610 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Brave as anyone I came in contact with I am a nurse. God be with him always.

    • @3rdworldgwaming467
      @3rdworldgwaming467 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sadly Joe is no longer with us. He passed in June 2023

  • @hrissygenova4082
    @hrissygenova4082 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    I don’t know who you are and I’ve just clicked on your video for the first time but I’ve already got tears in my eyes for you…I’m so sorry to hear the outcome and your strength in continuing to post knowing this news is beyond admirable…you’re a real inspiration and will continue to be! 🙏🏼

  • @tonyawest1691
    @tonyawest1691 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Im in awe of your fighter attitude and your positive outlook. Im proud of you and im glad i got a chance to meet you through your videos. God is good and theres a great place waiting for you (even thow you dont believe)

  • @CashMoneyMoore
    @CashMoneyMoore ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Oh Joe, thank you for the energy you brought into the world

  • @lenaccarlsson
    @lenaccarlsson ปีที่แล้ว +153

    Joe, it's so sad that this is the end of your story 😢 But I'm certain that your videos will educate and touch hearts millions of times. You have already taught me loads as a nurse and I will carry your words with me every day 💞 It has been a privilege knowing you, Joe.

    • @colourfulcrafts5492
      @colourfulcrafts5492 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      There may be treatments that come up yet, while he's still here there's hope. Don't write him off yet.

    • @billjones642
      @billjones642 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@colourfulcrafts5492 May he rest in peace.

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@billjones642 Encounter Ministries TH-cam channel. Mark Hemans\\

    • @marciapenney2286
      @marciapenney2286 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Thank you so much for posting about his passing. This is my 1st watch. I am so sorry to hear he has passed & my thoughts, & condolences are with his family. Just watching 1 video I can see what a strong man he was. These videos will help others. My ❤ is heavy tonight. Too many ppl lost to this world by the big C! I pray that things change. RIP

    • @KiwikimNZ
      @KiwikimNZ 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Well done my fellow nurse. It’s lovely to see other like minded nurses that really do take in these stories and adapt your nursing care to accomodate for the mental and physical anguish people go through. We will never stop learning and I will never stop striving to better the way in which I care for my patients. Always walk a mile in another man’s shoes, it’s not even close to the hell people experience, but you treat others the way you would like to be treated ! Always x

  • @KellyAnn1997
    @KellyAnn1997 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Joe you HAVE helped others. And you do NOT cease to exist in others’ hearts and minds. I will remember you and hopefully we will meet in Valhalla. Sending you much love. ❤

  • @davecrupel2817
    @davecrupel2817 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Whever you are now, Joe, I wish you a speedy and wonderous journey. Free from the horrible things in this world, like cancer.
    Goodness knows you deserve it.
    Fly safe forevermore, and hug your forefathers out there. ❤🕊️

  • @schmingusss
    @schmingusss 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I hope you're in a better place now. Thank you for making this video. It helps me put the trivial things that get me upset in perspective.

  • @lms1068
    @lms1068 ปีที่แล้ว +114

    Joe, just discovered you in my feed. My heart goes out to you. My Dad passed of cancer, and I recognize your symptoms. May you get time with your loved ones. I know Dad's final time was pain free from a few drugs he was on. I wish you peace in your final journey, with loads of love surrounding you. Loves and hugs Joe, from New Zealand.

  • @to1620
    @to1620 ปีที่แล้ว +161

    After seeing this video and hearing your incredibly brave story, I am reminded of the phrase that says “And in the end, it will all be ok. If it’s not ok-then it’s not the end.” To date, I have dealt with the deaths of my mother, father, brother and husband, and I can tell you without a doubt, that in the end-they all were ok. You have my love, my acknowledgment of your strength and struggles, and my admiration. Wishing you immense peace!

  • @danielgogola
    @danielgogola 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You have a truly remarkable mindset and unbreakable spirit. I wish you the absolute best on this stage of your journey. Your stoicism in the face of doom is truly inspiring.

  • @BobbyBigallo
    @BobbyBigallo 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I've been very down lately...a spinal injury has all but derailed my life. Im so grateful for your video randomly popping up in my feed( I'm not subscribed) because it reminds me to be grateful for the things i do have. I'm so sorry this took joe's life. My prayers go out to his family.

  • @ccp_hater
    @ccp_hater ปีที่แล้ว +18

    There is immense courage in his voice

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Encounter Ministries TH-cam channel. Mark Hemans**

  • @sirendipitybritt
    @sirendipitybritt ปีที่แล้ว +197

    I’ve been on this journey (stupid word) with you the whole time. Mostly silently, as a stage 3 at this point metastatic Thyroid cancer patient, as well. You’ve informed so many and I can only tell you what I know that is true. I understand. You are loved. And I get it, Joe. I really really do. Thanks and that’s all I got for now, brother. Just know you’ve been heard and that counts. All my heart to you and your family. Its effing shitty. It just f¥£_ing is! ❤ You’re the real deal!

    • @stephie640
      @stephie640 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I'm so sorry for you. Much support and hugs your way too.

    • @leece_6702
      @leece_6702 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      All the best to you too. And totally agree lol its such an overused word these days!

    • @nutrianirvana6823
      @nutrianirvana6823 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Love, courage, and hope to you. 💪💪💜

    • @sirendipitybritt
      @sirendipitybritt ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nutrianirvana6823 thank you 😊

    • @sirendipitybritt
      @sirendipitybritt ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@leece_6702 thank you 😊

  • @airviper6
    @airviper6 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You’re incredibly inspiring, Joe. Thank you for carrying on.

  • @christianmiller1723
    @christianmiller1723 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I've never seen any of your other videos, and yet, you have touched my life. i'm in tears, not because I feel pity, or anything like that, but because of what a beautiful person you are. I can't quite explain it. I do know for a fact, that my life is now a bit better simply because I know you exist. i love you.