I Nearly Peed Myself on 1 Month of HRT

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 8 เม.ย. 2024
  • There's a handful of HRT progress videos out there, but as far as I can tell there don't seem to be week-by-week updates. I'm hoping to fill that niche by being as informative as possible and hopefully making this into a monthly series, for the first year at least. Even if you're not transitioning, I hope this was... entertaining?
    (This was originally uploaded to my main channel before I decided I wanted to keep scripted content on the main channel and unscripted content here.)
    Discord: / discord
    Patreon: / depressedlaughter
    Instagram: / depressedlaughter
    Tik Tok: @depressedlaughter
    Main Channel: / @depressedlaughter
    Music Used:
    "Nonbinary" by Arca
    "Prada/Rakata" by Arca
    "Odoriko" by Vaundy
    "Will He" by Joji
    Footage Used:
    The Grinch featuring Jim Carrey

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  • @sophiebernard6846
    @sophiebernard6846 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    Although I'm 3.5 years into transition, it makes me so happy to see girls just starting transition and figuring themselves and their body out as it starts transition.
    Not sure how old you are, but I had braces during high school and then basically went through the same surgeries to fix my jaw. Had to have two teeth extracted. Then had surgery where they broke my upper and lower jaw and pulled the both forward to give my tongue more room and also to fix my underbite. That all happened towards the end of high school.
    Egg cracked though at 36, HRT at 37, now I'm just another girl at 40 going on 41 (this month).
    Subscribed!

    • @2depressed2laugh22
      @2depressed2laugh22  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I'm 25, turning 26 this year, it's cool to see whose footsteps im following 😊

    • @QueenYanzy
      @QueenYanzy หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Hi there
      I need a trans girl to help my journey😢

    • @jan_kisan
      @jan_kisan หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      hey how has it felt? i'm also starting at 36, what a coincidence)) had almost convinced myself it was too late, but then went like "nah, screw this shit, i'm gonna live the rest of my life the way i've actually always wanted"

  • @AnnularFrisson
    @AnnularFrisson 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    The feeling like you have to pee and/or can’t hold it in could be related to spiro but there’s perhaps a chance it’s the estrogen. I know i had this (along with dribble) and it was extremely noticeable and somewhat annoying for about a year starting a few months in. My hypothesis is that it’s from a drastic shrinking of the prostate, which surrounds the urethra - estradiol was originally given to men with prostate cancer to shrink their prostate and if you think about old men having trouble urinating it’s a common problem usually caused by enlarged prostate. I couldn’t find info about this issue so i was worried it would last forever but fear not, because eventually (i’m a bit less than 2 years in) the muscles in the pelvic floor/lower urinary tract area seem to strengthen and you are back to having normal control over things.

    • @2depressed2laugh22
      @2depressed2laugh22  24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Ohhh that's definitely a possibility, though I do feel that once I got off spiro I stopped peeing quite as much. I still pee a lot but that was happening pre-HRT anyway haha

  • @adampepper-macias4618
    @adampepper-macias4618 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    please keep making these, this video is so great! youre so articulate!

  • @dorifogle5934
    @dorifogle5934 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    i aappreciate how well you can articulate your emotion, thank you for making great content for the trans community. I've had a lot of the same emotional doubts as a baby trans woman and I love your jacket. :3

    • @2depressed2laugh22
      @2depressed2laugh22  หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm glad you're enjoying it, I'll let you borrow the jacket 🧥

  • @johnniematheson3952
    @johnniematheson3952 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    The $7 jacket was soooooo cool wtf

    • @2depressed2laugh22
      @2depressed2laugh22  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I know right! And apparently it normally sells for $100

  • @promeni9132
    @promeni9132 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    W music selection!! I just hit my one year on HRT nd i’m also autistic. I loved hearing your experience- I relate in so many ways.

  • @jan_kisan
    @jan_kisan หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    oh, the workout motivation - can totally relate here!)

  • @jonsumner5899
    @jonsumner5899 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I autistic but other than maybe being a little more more grumpy I still am waiting for increase emotions. HRT for almost a month and a half

  • @Felice_Enellen
    @Felice_Enellen 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    As I understand it, the tissues of your, um, don't want this to get deleted... eggplant? ... are used as part of bottom surgery, so even if you're not keeping your, um, _eggplant,_ you still want to keep it from shrinking so it can provide as much tissue as possible.

    • @2depressed2laugh22
      @2depressed2laugh22  10 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Awesome advice, thank you! I'll be sure to mention it in the next update!

  • @Xe.8
    @Xe.8 29 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    off topic but nonbinary by arca 😍😍

    • @Xe.8
      @Xe.8 29 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      omg rakataaa

    • @2depressed2laugh22
      @2depressed2laugh22  29 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Arca is a queen and I adore everything she touches

    • @Xe.8
      @Xe.8 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@2depressed2laugh22 frrr

  • @AvitaBeckling
    @AvitaBeckling หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    spiro is awful! beware friend i have up close perm blindness due to takin spiro for 6-7 months I'm on a lawsuit which a payout will be nice, but it won't bring back my vision. my entire body ached inside the bones as well horrible side effect that went away 2 days safter stopping since i had the bilateral orchiectomy done didn't need it anymore. Side effects don't happen to all but just be aware

    • @2depressed2laugh22
      @2depressed2laugh22  หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Yeah I've already halved my dose of spiro because I couldn't handle how much it was making me pee, but unfortunately in the US it doesn't seem like there's much else that does exactly what spiro does.
      It sucks that that happened, I hope you feel better!

    • @Ella-qo1ec
      @Ella-qo1ec หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@2depressed2laugh22 Genderqueer girl here, check out the, often very powerful, effects of liquorice (UK spelling, sorry, I'm a Brit, :-) if used recklessly it can have bad sides, but one interesting beneficial, for us, effects is that it reduces testosterone reasonably effectively, so it might be worth a try, if reduced levels of T are needed, though gives me splitting headaches if I go too mad with it, so you'll need to research it thoroughly. Pretty close monitoring of hormonal status all the way through initial transition, 2-3yrs, is advisable anyway. Hope your journey goes well, and it manifests all you dreams, take care, Ella.

    • @kelly-kx2io
      @kelly-kx2io หลายเดือนก่อน

      Just wait till your dealing with the long term side effects of taking cross sex hormones. Im now at year 46 of taking them & dealing with the positive & the negative side-effects. Luckily for me it's all been worth it. as SRS was the only way forward for me and the only way I could be happy within my own body. It's not the right path for everyone & many do regret it.

    • @AykevanLaethem
      @AykevanLaethem หลายเดือนก่อน

      Here in NL the typical testosterone blocker is a GnRH agonist like triptorelin. As far as I know, it has basically no unintended side effects after the first two weeks or so that are needed before it works as intended.
      I think it's also sometimes used in the US? Maybe not as much because as far as I know it's a bit expensive.
      Anyway, never heard about blindness before but for anybody not wanting Spiro: maybe you can try to get a GnRH analogue?

  • @mermaidgurrl10
    @mermaidgurrl10 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thanks for sharing with us ❤

    • @2depressed2laugh22
      @2depressed2laugh22  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Of course! I'm looking forward to being more active on both channels 😊

  • @marcielynn4886
    @marcielynn4886 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    One whole month! We need a parade and a holiday in your name! Total accomplishment!

    • @LadyDiana1956
      @LadyDiana1956 หลายเดือนก่อน

      lol Right 🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @alkalinedogdaughter
    @alkalinedogdaughter หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    DODIE DOTS 😳

  • @frankmendieta3857
    @frankmendieta3857 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    You're gorgeous!!! Thanks for sharing. I'm looking forward to your journey. Gonna ride along with you. New sub here

    • @2depressed2laugh22
      @2depressed2laugh22  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you so much! I'm happy to have you here for the journey 😊

  • @aotctd
    @aotctd หลายเดือนก่อน

    What is all this styled like our culture and how we grew up though ?
    Seems like our cultures are being made '' F A S H I O N '' E V E R Y W H E R E !

  • @PixelYT-ts2fe
    @PixelYT-ts2fe หลายเดือนก่อน

    We lost a brother 😔

    • @dorifogle5934
      @dorifogle5934 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      we gained a sister, the glass is always full darling. there are still plenty of boys to kiss. :)

    • @PixelYT-ts2fe
      @PixelYT-ts2fe หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@dorifogle5934 Thats a bit innaproppiate too say on youtube.