I started crying when you said the sky is a deeper blue and the grass is a brighter green. And how you appreciated the wind in the trees. God rest your soul, Sarge. You are greatly missed.
This is 2022, I came across your video by accident. I’m sorry I couldn’t complete the video. It’s raw, gut renching, painful to watch. You are one brave, honestly real woman. RIP, you beautiful soul.
Dear Sarge, I know that you are gone, but I believe you can still receive these comments. Thank you for the courage in putting your story out there. You've helped me and countless others. May you be joyful and free and filled with infinite love.
@@marym1053 I'm sorry but, why the hell would it matter whether or not Sarge was male or female?! Even if you couldn't differentiate between the two, you can still tell she's a HUMAN BEING! Have you no couth, no self awareness or home training?! You know, there's this thing called RESPECT, maybe you've heard of it🙄 Shame on you for being so disrespectful!!
@@marym1053 I was raised Christian, penticoastel to be exact, so I know who God is and what he created. I get that not everyone has the same views when it comes to same sex relationships (including marriage), but there is a time and place for everything, and this is not that time or that place! I, like many others, followed Sarge throughout her cancer journey, up until the very end. She was a beautiful person, and she loved and appreciated her followers, as we all did in return. I'm always suprised when I come across people like yourself that leave inappropriate or rude comments, all the while hiding behind the cloak of religious values! You are supposed to be representing God and following the principal's that Jesus laid out for us! I didn't hear Jesus in anything you said! No one's perfect, we all fall short from the glory of God, but if your going to play the religious card like you did in your response to me, maybe you should think before you leave disrespectful comments, under a video where the person your referring to has already lost her battle to cancer and passed away! Otherwise your nothing but a Hypocrite!
@@marym1053 You don't have to respond back to me, it's enough to know you'll read my message anyway! I did not claim to be active in the church, I said only that I was raised as a Christian! So no, you probably didn't hear Jesus in anything I said, but I didn't hear Jesus in anything you said either! I actually went back and re-read your comment, along with another for whom agreed with you. Neither comment reflected anything but assumptions and judgements, no real message, so what was the point! Because of how rude and disrespectful you were in what you said, no one is going to want hear anything about what God says, if it's coming from someone like you! I've met many of Christians that have the same approach as you do, and the message that they try to convey although true, always falls on deaf ears! Anytime you use judgement, fear, or consequences to get people to follow God, you fail! Again, Sarge is no longer here. I don't know what her relationship with God was, other than the fact that she was a believer (or at least she claim to be). Id like to remind you that you are a sinner too! TBH, your actually doing a disservice to God, by approaching this topic the way you have! God wants us to choose him because we want to, not because we're sacred of what will happen if we don't! Just like with any relationship, one has to devote time to get to know that person, and it's the same when we come to know God.
This is the most painful you tube video I have ever watched. I'm a nurse, work for a surgeon, send pt's to oncology, etc. I could only handle watching this in increments, I do NOT know how you had the strength to put your pain into words. Please know that your story has not fallen on deaf ears, I will never look at a cancer pt the same way again.
I just lost my husband.He had a blockage stomach swelling and his sacs then exploded then he was taken to hospital and all was going wrong plus Luey Body and I lost him ..So I went through it all and I get what your going through. His liver and heart and all went.Praying for you.
@@wisdomandlove1661 No they had too many other health problems with my husband they were dealing with..I felt like I was in shock and having a hard time dealing with each new blow of his health..All during his health failure he would beg me to come home..I was planning to have health care at home..I did not care what I had to do for I would bring him home..Then he died.
@@lindauribe6872 I am sorry for the loss. I have researched how helpful an organic colorful plant based diet can be in healing the body. I wish you the best.
I don’t think I have ever felt so sad in my life. You are so brave to sit there and put yourself through this. You have to realize you are going to help someone watching and listening. The symptoms you describe could be happening to someone out here. I am going to put you in my prayers. I pray you reach that 40th.💗💕💝
May 5/23 I just found you Sarge, and although I know you are gone now, I think that the Universe will ensure you get the message. I was hanging on every word you said. Thank you for being so blunt, and explaining what really goes on when you have to deal with something like this. Both of my parents died of mesothelioma, a lung cancer caused by exposure to asbestos. We as adult children of my dad (who died first) never really had any idea what he went thru, and what my mom went thru caring for him. She was diagnosed 10 yrs after he was, and died 5 months later. Thank you for explaining the fears, pain, and endless appointments and surgeries and treatments you've had to endure. This is so valuable, for so many of us who are empaths, and want so badly to understand what's really going on, so that we will know better how to offer help to friends and loved ones. I'm going to call my daughter and text her tomorrow too! I hope the Universe has wrapped you in it's loving embrace, and you are there across the rainbow bridge, with all of the animals you've had, who have gone on before you. Bless you, and much love to your family.
I'm 55 and I'll be turning 56 this July of 2022, that's if I'm still around. It can be a little depressed just thinking how old we are becoming but I know we can't dwell on that or our lives will not be a happy one constantly thinking how old we are getting. Always live each day to the fullest as if tomorrow never come.
@@waynebrock7248 I know, my mom died at 54 years old and I can go on forever here about how quick that went and how surreal all if it was...but you're here so make the best YOU can make❤️excuse my bad English still learning
I just found their page July 2020 and it crushes me. I’m glad I stumbled upon their video. It warms my heart seeing how happy she was and how loved she is. Mr & Mrs. Sarge you are thought of my many
@@Sarah-no7lv you just do. How does the sun rise everyday? How does a 350 carberated engine work? How do people like you ask stupid ass questions on youtube & come off as a bitch?
I just want people with cancer to know that it’s okay to vent. I work with people like you 40 hours a week. I say “like” because everyone’s experience is different. I’m only beginning to realize after working in an oncology center for two years the pain everyone there goes through. You have a right to have a bad day and express your emotions. Whether it’s to your caregivers, doctor’s office, family, friends... don’t ever feel like you can’t. It helps us better know what you’re going through. ❤️
As a cancer survivor coming out of remission on one of my cancers I feel you sarge. I wish I had found you before it was too late. My condolences to your family and friends. Cancer patients, survivor or not it is better for you if you vent. Anyone who has a problem with this isn't worth your time.
I was diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer last August. I'm almost done with the 12 cycles of chemo. I've kept a positive attitude from the beginning. When my oncologist gave me look like the outcome wasn't good. I sat up in bed and said I'm gonna beat me this and prove you wrong. I've stayed positive and my results are the cancer cells have gone from 2008 to 331 in a short period of time and will have surgery to remove the mass and reattach my colon very soon. My oncologist told me I am one of his favorite patients because I was determined to prove him wrong and haven't let the side effects keep me down. It's worth having all the bad days to take back your life from this disease outcome
Listening to Sarge speak about her cancer had me in tears. She was such an honest, genuine and humble person. An absolutely beautiful woman and a person that no one could forget. Rest easy Sarge, xx
I had to go back and re watch ,I wanted to say thank you , This is a Testimony of the Human endurance and the Spirit of Hope ,You have no idea the many you have and will have impacted through your life ,.Your Life was not lived in vain ,But lived to help others ,and to be there for so many that are hurt ,Your life will be lived for hundreds of years beyond your last breath . We never know what tomorrow brings .But we all have today and my friend you are living life to the fullest .You are living so much more than some people who are in total health ,you make us want to get up ,AND Grow up and live life ! and for all that I love you
thats right we never really die no matter what happens or what religious beliefs we live on we just pop out the body at death ery much still alive and can see and hear everything going on around our loved ones.
You will make 40, I just feel it loud and clear. I just found your channel and think you are a very awesome lady! A friend now. Someone I respect and admire. I’m honored and touched and pleased to Listen and truly Hear you clearly. Peace Sister and Love , Rivers and Streams of it🤝
You are a wonderful, smart and spiritual person..I look up to you and you give me strength to be grateful for things I have been taking for granted...I was diagnosed with I.B.S and i have horribke cramps and potty in extreme pain sometimes BUT my colonoscopy and EDG came back clear and so I fee very blessed, thank you for this..
My Dad was diagnosed with colon cancer in March of 2015, stage four as well. He passed away in July of 2017. I really hope that cancer becomes a dinosaur soon!
As an olds retired nurse, this is the most honest video about cancer I have seen. I too ,have been where you are, I am still there, waiting. You have helped a lot of people, more than you know. Someone needed to be honest, you are the one who did this. Thank you . My prayers are with you.
What a beautiful legacy. What a brave soul to share this invaluable, unfiltered story. We viewers are wiser and have a more compassionate perspective because of you.
I have no doubt many people have drawn comfort from your brave statements I can tell by watching you were in a great deal of emotional pain when you were doing this but in memoriam I think you from the bottom of my heart for sharing and teaching others what you have done here matters. You matter what you have been through his heart wrenching and I sit here right now and I prayed to the Lord Jesus that he blessed you and brought you home where your pain and discomfort are no longer there May the Lord grant you solace and an afterlife full of joy Amen.
I just found this channel, then found out you lost your battle...I'm beyond words..thank you for making us understand your journey ....you are one of the strongest people I've ever heard speak. I can not understand why the most beautiful souls has to go through SO much, only to lose and die young ? I can't find the words at this moment.. You moved my soul. I'm so so so sorry. It's not fair
You have truly touched me in a way like no other. Your strength, courage, resilience, your empowerment and your heart is nothing less than incredible. My younger brother was just diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer. It has moved to his liver and lungs. He is 49. Your story is so similar to his on a lot of levels. He is unable to have surgery so doing chemo every 2 weeks. I love him so much and feel so very helpless. At times I do not even know what to say to him. You have given me the realization that all I need to say is how much I love him. I want to say thank you. I want to say you are amazing and that these videos are empowering to others! BIG HUG!
So very sorry about your brother. I hope he’s ok, please trust the Lord Jesus Christ with all your heart and soul for He is the Savior of this world, the Holy begotten son of God. If we believe, repent of our sins He will forgive us bc His death on the cross was the ultimate sacrifice for our sins due to Jesus being sinless and Holy. I am the way the truth and the life no one cometh to the Father but by me saith the Lord. There’s everlasting life in heaven for eternity through Jesus alone if we open our heart to Him. For those that reject the son of God there’s hell for eternity. Please seek the Almighty Savior. God bless!!🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Our 44 year old son in law just found out he has stage 4 colon cancer it’s spread to liver. They have two children girl 11 and boy 9. Wow it is overwhelming. Please pray for them.
I miss you Sarge!! Jenn, if you still read comments here, I am so sorry you lost your Love. Sarge was one HELL of a woman, a warrior. I have so much empathy for what Sarge had to go through, a good friend was diagnosed with colon cancer at 29. You're never too young to push for screening and colonoscopy. Stay safe everyone, Rest in peace Sarge 💗
@@Tanja060100 Don't be so rude.....Amy was not an it and she was born female....Get your facts straight before you going writing something that is not true...Have some respect!!
Sarge, I didn't know about your channel until tonight. I'm so very sorry for all that pain and suffering you have gone through. I hope and pray you are in Heavenly Peace now. I too have cancer, and it's not gone into remission. I chose not surgeries, no radiation or chemo. NO BIG PHARMA!! I went completely natural, Holistic & do acupuncture. My cancer is spreading, I can feel it. I'm 64 yrs old, a widow. I don't know how long I will live, but I'm a Christian woman, and I'm at peace. Rest In Peace & I'll see you one day in Heaven. All my love to you.
Sarge: I just finished listening to your story and I read that you passed. Your bravery and your honesty is appreciated. Rest in peace, you left this world a bit better by sharing your journey.
Dear Mrs. Sarge ... just watched this video today ... already knowing Sarge has gone on .... I can honestly say, I have NEVER seen a more beautiful video ... brave, honest, dignified, heartfelt, truthful ... it literally took my breath away ... courageous ... so when u speak to her, please let her know she has touched my soul
Rest in peace 👼 I am so sorry to hear you have went home. Condolences to your family and friends. Thank you for sharing your story you were so brave! ❤
The indignity of this illness was more than anyone should experience. I think of you often and although you left this earth so young you were a real fighter and put up a great fight. You deserved so much better.
Those early symptoms were classic for colon cancer. Thank you so much for you telling all of us what you have gone through. You touched my heart and everyone who watches this. I felt I was going through it all, too. I applaud your decision to stop treatment so that you aren’t feeling so sick and weak all the time. You let no one down, and to anyone out there who is struggling with the decision to treat or not treat, please make sure you have a wonderful oncologist who won’t give you false hope, and will not make you feel bad for stopping treatment if that is your choice. Amazing courage.
This is so heartbreaking!! I can’t imagine what you went through!! Dear god why do people have to suffer with cancer? You were a beautiful person and wish I could have known about you earlier. Rest In Peace sister. For different reasons this has given me hope and strength! Thank you Sarge!! ❤️❤️🙏🙏 😢
For Mrs Sarge....I'm so sorry for the loss of Sarge ! This is the 1st video I've seen, I know now shes passed . It never fails to amaze me how selfless, in sharing a difficult journey, with strangers, a person can be. Sarges videos will educate, comfort, and encourage, countless people who view them. Thank you for supporting her, in this horrifying time of your lives. Much love ❤
IV known heeps of sick people who talk about it while they are dieing like we all are..wow.. The sad thing is the amount of people who don't talk about they're pain, and live a long miserable life.
Very similar story to mine, I was 43 when diagnosed, Stage 1 but was very aggressive and was Stage 3 by the time I had surgery 5 months later. I now have a permanent colostomy. That was 2 years ago am now cancer free :) I had 5 weeks of radiation and chemo. God Bless stay strong!
So brave to tell her story. I still watch this over and over. This is so raw and truthful and she is so missed in her videos. Rest in peace Sarge you are now free of this horrendous disease
Tomorrow evening I go in for my colonoscopy..15 months ago, I had one and pollups were found and removed. I was told the bysopy came back cancer. Went to an oncologist who said I didn't have cancer, but needed to be rechecked in 6 months. That was 15 months ago. I put it off because during that time I found out, my mom was dying of cancer. She has sense pasted.. my heart was and is still broken. In 18 months, I lost 3 siblings, my husband and now my mom. I made a decision to move forward in doing what I need to do. Your video really touch me. Your love, and strength is so powerful... thank you. I hope you will make it past your 40th. If not, see you on the other side...hugs
I just recently lost my mother to colon cancer yesterday after she had it for 4 years. My thoughts & prayers goes out to you, and my best condolences goes out to you and your family. Cancer is the Devil's best friend.
Listening to stories like this, im very thankful for my good health. I certainly know no matter how healthy you are, the game could change INSTANTLY. RIP young lady.
This video was so heart wrenching to watch. I was in tears with you as you told your story. I lost my dad and his brother both to colon cancer. So many think it's an older person's cancer so wouldn't think of having a colonoscopy before age 50. Because of my dad I had my first at age 40 and removed three polyps. I had my last two years ago and removed three more. So far benign. Your video will be a voice for others to be checked and not let symptoms go. May you be in peace.
I know that you're in Heaven now, but that also means that you can still see these comments. This is THE MOST honest and real testimony about cancer I've ever witnessed. Your strength and willingness to share your experience is humbling to me. I'm afraid of doctors, hospitals and medical procedures. Haven't seen a doctor in years because of my fear. Your story and courage to face your situation inspires me to consider making an appointment to see what's going on with my body. I'm not afraid to die, and I know there are fates worse than death. I also know that if I were to find out that I have cancer, I would not have the courage to go through the treatments and surgeries that you endured. I hope I get to meet you on the other side. Thank you for sharing your soul and giving me insight. 💜💔
@@sagefields5847 James 1:13 When under trial, let no one say: “I am being tried by God.” For with evil things God cannot be tried, nor does he himself try anyone. Romans 6:23 For the wages sin pays is death,+ but the gift God gives is everlasting life+ by Christ Jesus our Lord.
I don't know what to say, other than you're in my prayers, thoughts, and dreams. May the universe and whoever's in charge of this crazy world we live in bless your body to be well. Thank you for being brave enough to share such a personal experience. It gave me valuable information as I am a nurse supervisor where I work at a Skilled Nursing Facility and have patients with ostomies and drains. I never have known what it's like for my patient to get a colostomy or ileostomy. I mean, I learned in school that it effects one's self worth, self image, etc. but hearing it from you made it more relatable and real. Thank you!!
Thank you Sarge for sharing this, I search for how to help a friend with colon cancer and this is honest and amazing advice...as outsiders we really don't have a clue. Thank you again, rest in peace.
Sister woman, you are an amazing human. Strength doesn’t even describe your path. As a retired RN, I can be empathetic, but I could never summon 1/0th of the strength you possess. I can send you prayers on the wings of angels. Your story has touched me in the deepest way, and I will follow your path. Much love, much, much.
I know that you have passed through this leg of your journey. I feel so special that I was able to listen to your story. Through such horribly torturous treatments you have remained as positive as possible. I am so sorry that I found your channel so late. You seem to be the kind of woman that I would love to call my friend. Rest peacefully in the arms of the angels sweet one. I will meet you when my journey comes to the end.
She took control in the end of her medical days and that empowered her so much. I'm glad she got to do that. I didn't realize in my previous comment that she has already passed on. I pray for her wife and family to find peace. It take so much time. When my sister killed herself people would tell me time would make it better, but TIME was my enemy for the longest time. The longer time went on, the more I missed her. It DOES get better in the sense that you learn to live with it in better ways. You'll have good days and bad ones, slowly the bad ones are further and further apart. God bless!!
My sister has been fighting this battle and until I watched this I had absolutely no idea of what she may have or may be going through. We have lived in different states and haven't seen each other in many years. At times haven't even spoken. I have cared and I do care, I've just been ignorant and she hasn't shared. I'm very thankful for this video and very sorry that she has passed on. I do believe that we are a form of energy and even when our flesh wears out, our spirits are eternal. I'm sure she is very missed by everyone who was blessed to know her. So beautiful, inside and out.
Thanks for sharing your story. My husband has just discovered he has three large masses on his lung and several clusters in his brain. Hearing your story helps me understand how he might be feeling.
My Dad went through this He never complained he was my Hero. Dad worked for air cargo in an American had the blackest lungs the Doctors ever seen. He was told he only had two years to live but he lived his life to the FULLEST he could. Your so GORGEOUS to me.
i to had stage IV colon cancer and hospice 4 times. i never wanted a bag. cause i believe that is no way to live life. i had the best cancer doctor who each time he signed off on hospice. never did he see death in my eyes! keep up the fight! someone needs your story!! my doctor sat on my bed and talked to me as well!
I'm not exactly sure what to say. I was diagnosed at 54. Stage 3. I've had chemo, radiation, and 4 surgeries ( colostomy and illeostom bags.) I'm OK, for now. Thank you Jesus.
@@sagefields5847 he loves you stop that spreading hate your lord and saviour the bishop of your soul your messiah the best friend you would ever have your bread your water your very life line wake up dear one
Much love to you. I have read comments indicating you have passed. I am so glad you are no longer suffering anymore and know you are finally at peace. You posting this video is helping other people, including spouses of people with cancer, to understand how difficult treatments and cancer are. Please people, support your loved ones if they get to the point of zero quality of life and are ready to let go. Quality of life over quantity.
As another November baby (29th) I'm pulling for you to hit 40...I'll be 71 in 2018.Your story is very powerful. At my age I think about death a lot. Not sure how I feel about the whole God thing, but I don't think this is all random. I appreciate what it took for you to tell this whole journey and wish you the best as you continue.
You brought me right back to that moment when I woke up with the ileostomy. Yea I was done right there. And then getting the reversal and having no control?? To go through everything and to finally be reconnected only to be to sitting on the toilet pooping and can't stop it. No words. I'm so glad I found your videos, you can express it in a way I never could. Thank you. You are in my prayers.
I was a certified oncology specialist nurse who gave chemo, and ended up in a rads therapy treatment unit as the only nurse on the floor. I want to thank you for everything you just taught me, and the insight you have given me. As a child I had received treatment, but as you stated, we block the worst out. You have a beautiful soul, I wish you no more pain or suffering no matter what happens. Good luck. Diana
This was very moving, humbling and sad. Thank you for such a wonderfully honest reflection. It is a great insight for those of us supporting loved ones who are facing similar. RIP 💔
Sarge, you are beyond courageous my friend. You, along with everyone else fighting. My heart goes out to you. Prayers for positivity to continue to fill your being, for joy to over flood your heart & life. For peace & the Holy Spirit to take over. Inside & out. You have so much strength, and it is admirable & is definitely not going unnoticed. I don't want a response to my comment, but i will continue to keep my own faith & hope up over this battle of yours. I don't know you, but I love you. You're an awesome person. I'm so glad fluffy encouraged you to make a TH-cam. You keep on keeping on, & remember your fading tattoo. That ain't for nothin girl. Cancer will NEVER have YOU! Hugs 💛 God bless you my new friend
Sarge, I listened to ur entire video. WOW! Thank you so much for your candid cancer journey. Sarge was so right about colon cancer screening should be mandatory, about age 35-40...not 50. I had 3 colonoscopies by age 53, I think. I'm 55 now and I know I have a precancerous polyp in there right now, that makes me so fearful. I needed to hear Sarge's story. I'm fairly certain I will develop colon cancer. I can relate to so much of her painful story...the pain, the nausea, the embarrassment of leakage and wearing protective garments, the worry about being out in public and needing an emergency toilet run, the arranging your life around your bowel condition. My situation is nowhere as bad as hers was but mine is chronic, extremely painful and life altering. I've been a nurse for about 30 yrs and I get what she's saying. Sarge was so strong and courageous. I can't imagine experiencing all those traumatic cancer related events. I so appreciate her openness to explain very personal details. From the comments I see that she passed away. I certainly hope she had arranged and was given pain relief at the end. Thank you, Sarge for your life and your story. RIP.......
My best friend was just diagnosed with stage three colon cancer at 32. She's just finished chemo and radiation combo and in remission .Praying for you, thank you for sharing your story❤️
I just found this page and I've since found out she's no longer with us...why does life have to be so cruel? No one should have to go through this. Mentally I couldn't possibly know my prognosis if I were in the same situation. She also came across as really strong. I'm sorry to her wife for your loss love from Scotland.x ❤😢💙xps I also heard the same from people in similar situations when facing death they appreciate the birds and the grass and just in general life other than people. Sad people are still passing away from cancers in General and the only treatment in the past 30yrs chemo and radiotherapy hasn't changed unless folks have money for private health care. People are losing their youth to this horrific disease..even though she is gone these videos will save lives with symptoms etc.x
Sarge, I just found out that you are no longer with us but I know you are in spirit. Thank you for your honesty and your sharing your brave story. Rest in Peace.
I have stage 4 colon cancer, on chemotherapy for a little more than a year now. My story is a little different but I wish I had the courage to make a video like this one. If someone meets you in heaven I would hope that you might be there. I'm a good friend.
Thank you Sarge for trusting us with your story. Love you even more now and am so proud of the way you are figuring this our. Hugs and love and prayers your way!
This person represents the absolute strength of the human spirit and courage in the face of overwhelming odds may God bless 🙏 her soul and may this inspire many enduring the fight ❤
Sarge, thank you for your story. You are a wonderful strong remarkable young woman. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Your strength has come from the Father above. When you get to that calm and peaceful time and place has come from Him. I don’t know you but my soul feels close to you. I can’t explain it! God Bless you
Darn its 2021 and I'm in isolation in a nursing home. I haven't been outside in 6 months so r.i.p. Sarge. My condolences to your family and friends. May God comfort Sarges family and friends.
Thank you for sharing your story. Since I subscribed to your channel a few days ago, I can't stop thinking of you. Stay strong, keep pushing forward, NEVER GIVE UP. God Bless You Sarge 🙏🏼
Thank you so much for sharing your story, your life. I lost my best friend, my strength, my soul, to lung cancer. I miss him every moment of every day. Thank you for everything. You are so brave, so strong. I hurt so much for you :'(
Your honesty and directness are inspiring. It is so sad that you are enduring this horribly cruel disease. I admire you for refusing further treatment - you alone know yourself and what your limits are, so you alone can take that decision. I wish you peace and comfort through your continuing struggle.
It is crazy this showed up on my feed. Was diagnosed with Stage 3 B at 42 so it had spread. I had a great surgeon. No colostomy he was able to leave just enough to reconnect. It has been 10 years they say I’m now considered cancer free. I thank god everyday as I was not able to finish chemo so I am so lucky. As I listen to her story about side effects it brings back such horrible memories. RIP Sarge
Thank u for being so transparent. I am very sorry u have to be burdened with this. I recently have had a friend diagnosed with inoperable breast cancer and I just can’t figure out how cancer spreads so quickly? I’m so sick of cancer. I’m so sick of “early detection” scans or tests when they don’t early detect anything! I’m sorry that u r so young but u r delivering a powerful message that will be ur legacy that lives forever! Truth is, no one knows the future, except the Lord. I will take ur advice and live every day like it’s my last. That’s all we have anyway sarge, is just the day we r in now. I’m thankful for u and hope everyday is a good day. ❤️
Thank you for the lovely comment my friend :) I am sorry to hear about your friend, and I will be sending love and prayers! As far as it being a burden....yes, it is, but instead of focusing on that, in order to keep myself mentally 'okay' about it all, I focus on the fact that it has led to me appreciating SO much more in life. It was incredible how much more I started to notice and take in around me. Much love to you :)
I just watched this video today for the first time. I am in awe of everything you have went through and yet you still found the energy I'm time to give to us and share your journey. You are an awesome lady and I wish I knew you better. I also wish you were still around to read these words, maybe wherever you are you can. My dad died from colon cancer and he never said much. He was from the era where Boys don't Cry. I know as you mentioned in the video I have no way of knowing what you went through but you did give me an idea of what my dad silently went through. Thank you for your story, I will always remember you.
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I too have had stage 4 colon cancer since 2013 I was diagnosed in 2012. I was in remission for 8 months, it then it spread to my lungs. I have been on some type of chemo. I am still kickinng not as high. I am 66 years old and your story sounds just like mind You are in my prayers. God BLESS YOU and your story has helpd me see so much.
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I have been diagnosed with same stage 4 colon cancer on 5/26, I am 47, I went to the hospital twice before I had the emergency surgery, I woke up with a big scar and a colostomy, big shock! I am having the same chemo at the moment, and doing better with the situation, but friends can’t understand how difficult it is, also I don’t allow any doctor take my hope and faith away, thank you for the video, I can see I am not the only one and people need to be aware and spread the word to avoid what we have gone through!
I started crying when you said the sky is a deeper blue and the grass is a brighter green. And how you appreciated the wind in the trees. God rest your soul, Sarge. You are greatly missed.
sushilover40 Absolutely greatly missed 😢
Amen
God bless your soul
My sister died from pancreatic cancer. She told me you see things in a different way . Like the beauty of the sky and the beauty of the flowers.
This is 2022, I came across your video by accident. I’m sorry I couldn’t complete the video. It’s raw, gut renching, painful to watch. You are one brave, honestly real woman. RIP, you beautiful soul.
7 yrs surviver of bowel cancer with liver mets, 2 resections, 6mths chemo, how blessed am I? You are such an amazing lady💖
Hope you are doing ok! My mum is going for a colonoscopy monday to check for cancer and i am petrified
How are you doing today friend?
Dear Sarge, I know that you are gone, but I believe you can still receive these comments. Thank you for the courage in putting your story out there. You've helped me and countless others. May you be joyful and free and filled with infinite love.
@@marym1053 Yes she cut her hair, looks like a sarge hair cut to me. She would look female if she had hair..
@@marym1053 I'm sorry but, why the hell would it matter whether or not Sarge was male or female?! Even if you couldn't differentiate between the two, you can still tell she's a HUMAN BEING! Have you no couth, no self awareness or home training?! You know, there's this thing called RESPECT, maybe you've heard of it🙄 Shame on you for being so disrespectful!!
@@marym1053 I was raised Christian, penticoastel to be exact, so I know who God is and what he created. I get that not everyone has the same views when it comes to same sex relationships (including marriage), but there is a time and place for everything, and this is not that time or that place! I, like many others, followed Sarge throughout her cancer journey, up until the very end. She was a beautiful person, and she loved and appreciated her followers, as we all did in return. I'm always suprised when I come across people like yourself that leave inappropriate or rude comments, all the while hiding behind the cloak of religious values! You are supposed to be representing God and following the principal's that Jesus laid out for us! I didn't hear Jesus in anything you said! No one's perfect, we all fall short from the glory of God, but if your going to play the religious card like you did in your response to me, maybe you should think before you leave disrespectful comments, under a video where the person your referring to has already lost her battle to cancer and passed away! Otherwise your nothing but a Hypocrite!
@@marym1053 You don't have to respond back to me, it's enough to know you'll read my message anyway! I did not claim to be active in the church, I said only that I was raised as a Christian! So no, you probably didn't hear Jesus in anything I said, but I didn't hear Jesus in anything you said either! I actually went back and re-read your comment, along with another for whom agreed with you. Neither comment reflected anything but assumptions and judgements, no real message, so what was the point! Because of how rude and disrespectful you were in what you said, no one is going to want hear anything about what God says, if it's coming from someone like you! I've met many of Christians that have the same approach as you do, and the message that they try to convey although true, always falls on deaf ears! Anytime you use judgement, fear, or consequences to get people to follow God, you fail! Again, Sarge is no longer here. I don't know what her relationship with God was, other than the fact that she was a believer (or at least she claim to be). Id like to remind you that you are a sinner too! TBH, your actually doing a disservice to God, by approaching this topic the way you have! God wants us to choose him because we want to, not because we're sacred of what will happen if we don't! Just like with any relationship, one has to devote time to get to know that person, and it's the same when we come to know God.
@@jessicaribot2288 Jeez what a annoying bitch
This is the most painful you tube video I have ever watched. I'm a nurse, work for a surgeon, send pt's to oncology, etc. I could only handle watching this in increments, I do NOT know how you had the strength to put your pain into words. Please know that your story has not fallen on deaf ears, I will never look at a cancer pt the same way again.
I just lost my husband.He had a blockage stomach swelling and his sacs then exploded then he was taken to hospital and all was going wrong plus Luey Body and I lost him ..So I went through it all and I get what your going through. His liver and heart and all went.Praying for you.
@@lindauribe6872Sorry for the serious issue. Did the doctors tell you what caused the blockage and swelling?
@@wisdomandlove1661 No they had too many other health problems with my husband they were dealing with..I felt like I was in shock and having a hard time dealing with each new blow of his health..All during his health failure he would beg me to come home..I was planning to have health care at home..I did not care what I had to do for I would bring him home..Then he died.
@@lindauribe6872 I am sorry for the loss. I have researched how helpful an organic colorful plant based diet can be in healing the body. I wish you the best.
I don’t think I have ever felt so sad in my life. You are so brave to sit there and put yourself through this. You have to realize you are going to help someone watching and listening. The symptoms you describe could be happening to someone out here. I am going to put you in my prayers. I pray you reach that 40th.💗💕💝
May 5/23 I just found you Sarge, and although I know you are gone now, I think that the Universe will ensure you get the message. I was hanging on every word you said. Thank you for being so blunt, and explaining what really goes on when you have to deal with something like this. Both of my parents died of mesothelioma, a lung cancer caused by exposure to asbestos. We as adult children of my dad (who died first) never really had any idea what he went thru, and what my mom went thru caring for him. She was diagnosed 10 yrs after he was, and died 5 months later. Thank you for explaining the fears, pain, and endless appointments and surgeries and treatments you've had to endure. This is so valuable, for so many of us who are empaths, and want so badly to understand what's really going on, so that we will know better how to offer help to friends and loved ones. I'm going to call my daughter and text her tomorrow too! I hope the Universe has wrapped you in it's loving embrace, and you are there across the rainbow bridge, with all of the animals you've had, who have gone on before you. Bless you, and much love to your family.
I just turned 47, growing old is a gift not everyone is given.
I want to live to my 90s like everyone in my family has. I'm trying my best to visual and work towards that.
I'm 45 and growing old is not a "gift." It's overrated.
I'm 55 and I'll be turning 56 this July of 2022, that's if I'm still around. It can be a little depressed just thinking how old we are becoming but I know we can't dwell on that or our lives will not be a happy one constantly thinking how old we are getting. Always live each day to the fullest as if tomorrow never come.
@@donna283 😂 so true
@@waynebrock7248 I know, my mom died at 54 years old and I can go on forever here about how quick that went and how surreal all if it was...but you're here so make the best YOU can make❤️excuse my bad English still learning
I’m just finding this video now. 2019 pushing 2020. I heard you have passed though.. but I’d like to thank you for this video.
I just found their page July 2020 and it crushes me. I’m glad I stumbled upon their video. It warms my heart seeing how happy she was and how loved she is. Mr & Mrs. Sarge you are thought of my many
People will learn from this!! Have a exam!!
How can you thank someone that is no longer here?
@@Sarah-no7lv you just do. How does the sun rise everyday? How does a 350 carberated engine work? How do people like you ask stupid ass questions on youtube & come off as a bitch?
@@Sarah-no7lv the thank you is out of respect
I just want people with cancer to know that it’s okay to vent. I work with people like you 40 hours a week. I say “like” because everyone’s experience is different. I’m only beginning to realize after working in an oncology center for two years the pain everyone there goes through. You have a right to have a bad day and express your emotions. Whether it’s to your caregivers, doctor’s office, family, friends... don’t ever feel like you can’t. It helps us better know what you’re going through. ❤️
As a cancer survivor coming out of remission on one of my cancers I feel you sarge. I wish I had found you before it was too late. My condolences to your family and friends. Cancer patients, survivor or not it is better for you if you vent. Anyone who has a problem with this isn't worth your time.
Thank you 💛
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I was diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer last August. I'm almost done with the 12 cycles of chemo. I've kept a positive attitude from the beginning. When my oncologist gave me look like the outcome wasn't good. I sat up in bed and said I'm gonna beat me this and prove you wrong. I've stayed positive and my results are the cancer cells have gone from 2008 to 331 in a short period of time and will have surgery to remove the mass and reattach my colon very soon. My oncologist told me I am one of his favorite patients because I was determined to prove him wrong and haven't let the side effects keep me down. It's worth having all the bad days to take back your life from this disease
outcome
Thank you!
Listening to Sarge speak about her cancer had me in tears. She was such an honest, genuine and humble person. An absolutely beautiful woman and a person that no one could forget. Rest easy Sarge, xx
I have just read that you have passed. Fly high and rest easy!
Mckenzi Mcgrath where did you read that at?
@sneksnekitsasnek bec the treatment feels worse than the cancer and ppl want to value what they have left without the extra hell that chemo gives.
She went peacefully under palliative sedation.
Cancer goes comes always comes back
@@yamanz6712 the person she was with made a video & stated she has passed
I had to go back and re watch ,I wanted to say thank you , This is a Testimony of the Human endurance and the Spirit of Hope ,You have no idea the many you have and will have impacted through your life ,.Your Life was not lived in vain ,But lived to help others ,and to be there for so many that are hurt ,Your life will be lived for hundreds of years beyond your last breath . We never know what tomorrow brings .But we all have today and my friend you are living life to the fullest .You are living so much more than some people who are in total health ,you make us want to get up ,AND Grow up and live life ! and for all that I love you
thats right we never really die no matter what happens or what religious beliefs we live on we just pop out the body at death ery much still alive and can see and hear everything going on around our loved ones.
You will make 40, I just feel it loud and clear. I just found your channel and think you are a very awesome lady! A friend now. Someone I respect and admire. I’m honored and touched and pleased to Listen and truly Hear you clearly. Peace Sister and Love , Rivers and Streams of it🤝
Homestead Tessie great reply, loved everything you said to her.. Amen👼😇👼😇👼😇👼
You are a wonderful, smart and spiritual person..I look up to you and you give me strength to be grateful for things I have been taking for granted...I was diagnosed with I.B.S and i have horribke cramps and potty in extreme pain sometimes BUT my colonoscopy and EDG came back clear and so I fee very blessed, thank you for this..
Amen amen amen 💪📿
My Dad was diagnosed with colon cancer in March of 2015, stage four as well. He passed away in July of 2017. I really hope that cancer becomes a dinosaur soon!
As an olds retired nurse, this is the most honest video about cancer I have seen. I too ,have been where you are, I am still there, waiting. You have helped a lot of people, more than you know. Someone needed to be honest, you are the one who did this. Thank you . My prayers are with you.
4 years later and still appreciating you, fly high online fam. Fly high
Just drawn back to this video. Sarge was so gracious and dignified in the face of this awful disease. Bless her.
What a beautiful legacy. What a brave soul to share this invaluable, unfiltered story. We viewers are wiser and have a more compassionate perspective because of you.
I have no doubt many people have drawn comfort from your brave statements I can tell by watching you were in a great deal of emotional pain when you were doing this but in memoriam I think you from the bottom of my heart for sharing and teaching others what you have done here matters. You matter what you have been through his heart wrenching and I sit here right now and I prayed to the Lord Jesus that he blessed you and brought you home where your pain and discomfort are no longer there May the Lord grant you solace and an afterlife full of joy Amen.
Rest in peace beautiful lady you have left this legacy so others can learn from you. Only now came across this video xx
I just found this channel, then found out you lost your battle...I'm beyond words..thank you for making us understand your journey ....you are one of the strongest people I've ever heard speak. I can not understand why the most beautiful souls has to go through SO much, only to lose and die young ? I can't find the words at this moment..
You moved my soul. I'm so so so sorry. It's not fair
You have truly touched me in a way like no other. Your strength, courage, resilience, your empowerment and your heart is nothing less than incredible. My younger brother was just diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer. It has moved to his liver and lungs. He is 49. Your story is so similar to his on a lot of levels. He is unable to have surgery so doing chemo every 2 weeks. I love him so much and feel so very helpless. At times I do not even know what to say to him. You have given me the realization that all I need to say is how much I love him. I want to say thank you. I want to say you are amazing and that these videos are empowering to others! BIG HUG!
Hi how's your brother doing?
so sorry
So very sorry about your brother. I hope he’s ok, please trust the Lord Jesus Christ with all your heart and soul for He is the Savior of this world, the Holy begotten son of God. If we believe, repent of our sins He will forgive us bc His death on the cross was the ultimate sacrifice for our sins due to Jesus being sinless and Holy. I am the way the truth and the life no one cometh to the Father but by me saith the Lord. There’s everlasting life in heaven for eternity through Jesus alone if we open our heart to Him. For those that reject the son of God there’s hell for eternity. Please seek the Almighty Savior. God bless!!🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Our 44 year old son in law just found out he has stage 4 colon cancer it’s spread to liver. They have two children girl 11 and boy 9. Wow it is overwhelming. Please pray for them.
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Praying.
Let me guess.... Clotshotted?
Prayers 🤲🙏
Does colon cancer give him lot of pain.i want to know my father also have colon cancer stage 4 .we just found out
I miss you Sarge!! Jenn, if you still read comments here, I am so sorry you lost your Love. Sarge was one HELL of a woman, a warrior. I have so much empathy for what Sarge had to go through, a good friend was diagnosed with colon cancer at 29. You're never too young to push for screening and colonoscopy. Stay safe everyone, Rest in peace Sarge 💗
Seemed like such a nice, humble person...hate to hear of the passing. RIP ❤️
RIP ! My dad passed with colon cancer in 01 ! I miss every moment with him ! Thank you for this video ! Rock the heavens
Rock the heavens it don't work like that
Didn’t realize she had passed! I pray she’s at peace now and pain free❤️❤️❤️
She is she's dead
It is a he.
@@Tanja060100 Don't be so rude.....Amy was not an it and she was born female....Get your facts straight before you going writing something that is not true...Have some respect!!
they seem like really down
2 earth cool people.. im
sad sarge passed.. 🥺🙏
Sarge, I didn't know about your channel until tonight. I'm so very sorry for all that pain and suffering you have gone through. I hope and pray you are in Heavenly Peace now. I too have cancer, and it's not gone into remission. I chose not surgeries, no radiation or chemo. NO BIG PHARMA!! I went completely natural, Holistic & do acupuncture. My cancer is spreading, I can feel it. I'm 64 yrs old, a widow. I don't know how long I will live, but I'm a Christian woman, and I'm at peace. Rest In Peace & I'll see you one day in Heaven. All my love to you.
Sarge: I just finished listening to your story and I read that you passed. Your bravery and your honesty is appreciated. Rest in peace, you left this world a bit better by sharing your journey.
Who is with me n sarge 2019 God bless
Luis jimenez anything for a fuckin “like”, hey.
2020 - I'm here
@@zillypaul4343 well, at least he's not here to be a "dick" like you!
Dear Mrs. Sarge ... just watched this video today ... already knowing Sarge has gone on .... I can honestly say, I have NEVER seen a more beautiful video ... brave, honest, dignified, heartfelt, truthful ... it literally took my breath away ... courageous ... so when u speak to her, please let her know she has touched my soul
Kitty Larue agree
I got the stage 4 colon cancer and I‘m so sad！
@@janeyou5889 Praying God gives you strength & peace wishing you a full recovery 🙇♀️
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Rest in peace 👼 I am so sorry to hear you have went home. Condolences to your family and friends. Thank you for sharing your story you were so brave! ❤
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The indignity of this illness was more than anyone should experience. I think of you often and although you left this earth so young you were a real fighter and put up a great fight. You deserved so much better.
Those early symptoms were classic for colon cancer. Thank you so much for you telling all of us what you have gone through. You touched my heart and everyone who watches this. I felt I was going through it all, too. I applaud your decision to stop treatment so that you aren’t feeling so sick and weak all the time. You let no one down, and to anyone out there who is struggling with the decision to treat or not treat, please make sure you have a wonderful oncologist who won’t give you false hope, and will not make you feel bad for stopping treatment if that is your choice.
Amazing courage.
This is so heartbreaking!! I can’t imagine what you went through!! Dear god why do people have to suffer with cancer? You were a beautiful person and wish I could have known about you earlier. Rest In Peace sister. For different reasons this has given me hope and strength! Thank you Sarge!!
❤️❤️🙏🙏 😢
For Mrs Sarge....I'm so sorry for the loss of Sarge !
This is the 1st video I've seen, I know now shes passed . It never fails to amaze me how selfless, in sharing a difficult journey, with strangers, a person can be.
Sarges videos will educate, comfort, and encourage, countless people who view them.
Thank you for supporting her, in this horrifying time of your lives.
Much love ❤
IV known heeps of sick people who talk about it while they are dieing like we all are..wow..
The sad thing is the amount of people who don't talk about they're pain, and live a long miserable life.
Very similar story to mine, I was 43 when diagnosed, Stage 1 but was very aggressive and was Stage 3 by the time I had surgery 5 months later. I now have a permanent colostomy. That was 2 years ago am now cancer free :) I had 5 weeks of radiation and chemo. God Bless stay strong!
Do you still have the bag? Are you 200% better?
motleydude73 sounds like my grandpa story. He whooped cancers ass 3 times. He only recently passed at 90 from aneurysm.
CleanSlateForge yes she has it.It’s permanent
Good bless you ❤
It can move that fast?! Jesus! 😳
So brave to tell her story. I still watch this over and over. This is so raw and truthful and she is so missed in her videos. Rest in peace Sarge you are now free of this horrendous disease
Tomorrow evening I go in for my colonoscopy..15 months ago, I had one and pollups were found and removed. I was told the bysopy came back cancer. Went to an oncologist who said I didn't have cancer, but needed to be rechecked in 6 months. That was 15 months ago. I put it off because during that time I found out, my mom was dying of cancer. She has sense pasted.. my heart was and is still broken. In 18 months, I lost 3 siblings, my husband and now my mom. I made a decision to move forward in doing what I need to do. Your video really touch me. Your love, and strength is so powerful... thank you. I hope you will make it past your 40th. If not, see you on the other side...hugs
I hope your test done came back ok and sorry for your loss. God bless you
I just recently lost my mother to colon cancer yesterday after she had it for 4 years. My thoughts & prayers goes out to you, and my best condolences goes out to you and your family. Cancer is the Devil's best friend.
Please fight hard!
This made me sad 😔 G_d bless and best of luck to you all 💜
Good luck beautiful
Listening to stories like this, im very thankful for my good health. I certainly know no matter how healthy you are, the game could change INSTANTLY. RIP young lady.
RIP Sarge. This was raw and so hard to watch. Thank you for your strength ♥️💜💙💚💚❤️🖤
Although you are now gone, I want to thank you!
This video was so heart wrenching to watch. I was in tears with you as you told your story. I lost my dad and his brother both to colon cancer. So many think it's an older person's cancer so wouldn't think of having a colonoscopy before age 50. Because of my dad I had my first at age 40 and removed three polyps. I had my last two years ago and removed three more. So far benign. Your video will be a voice for others to be checked and not let symptoms go. May you be in peace.
I know that you're in Heaven now, but that also means that you can still see these comments. This is THE MOST honest and real testimony about cancer I've ever witnessed. Your strength and willingness to share your experience is humbling to me. I'm afraid of doctors, hospitals and medical procedures. Haven't seen a doctor in years because of my fear. Your story and courage to face your situation inspires me to consider making an appointment to see what's going on with my body. I'm not afraid to die, and I know there are fates worse than death. I also know that if I were to find out that I have cancer, I would not have the courage to go through the treatments and surgeries that you endured. I hope I get to meet you on the other side. Thank you for sharing your soul and giving me insight. 💜💔
If only he could have been given relief from god before he went to heaven but I suppose God was saving up all that good will eh?
@@sagefields5847 yeah in a nutshell a demonstration of how sick n twisted the whole 'Almighty' BS is... Each to their own tho.
@@sagefields5847
James 1:13
When under trial, let no one say: “I am being tried by God.” For with evil things God cannot be tried, nor does he himself try anyone.
Romans 6:23
For the wages sin pays is death,+ but the gift God gives is everlasting life+ by Christ Jesus our Lord.
Only God know where she at..
You are not God
To send peoplr sttaight to heaven ..
Thats not correct
What an incredibly beautiful person you are.
She was. Absolutely
I don't know what to say, other than you're in my prayers, thoughts, and dreams. May the universe and whoever's in charge of this crazy world we live in bless your body to be well. Thank you for being brave enough to share such a personal experience. It gave me valuable information as I am a nurse supervisor where I work at a Skilled Nursing Facility and have patients with ostomies and drains. I never have known what it's like for my patient to get a colostomy or ileostomy. I mean, I learned in school that it effects one's self worth, self image, etc. but hearing it from you made it more relatable and real. Thank you!!
Thank you Sarge for sharing this, I search for how to help a friend with colon cancer and this is honest and amazing advice...as outsiders we really don't have a clue. Thank you again, rest in peace.
She was so brave. I hate that she didn't make it to 40. God bless her.
Sister woman, you are an amazing human. Strength doesn’t even describe your path. As a retired RN, I can be empathetic, but I could never summon 1/0th of the strength you possess. I can send you prayers on the wings of angels.
Your story has touched me in the deepest way, and I will follow your path. Much love, much, much.
I know that you have passed through this leg of your journey. I feel so special that I was able to listen to your story. Through such horribly torturous treatments you have remained as positive as possible. I am so sorry that I found your channel so late. You seem to be the kind of woman that I would love to call my friend. Rest peacefully in the arms of the angels sweet one. I will meet you when my journey comes to the end.
When did she pass?
As some random who stumbled on to this video and then understood the aftermath from other videos; you were a tough cookie. Sweet dreams, princess.
Hey I’m battling similar symptoms
Jenna Dietz .
Wish you best. On your journey
We miss you Sarge. I hope God watches over Jenn and I hope anyone here struggling finds comfort
Did she make it to 40. I hope so.
@@justdan60. How long does a 🥶person 🥶live with stage🥶 4 non small cell lung 🥶cancer no one will tell the truth. 🥶..
She took control in the end of her medical days and that empowered her so much. I'm glad she got to do that. I didn't realize in my previous comment that she has already passed on. I pray for her wife and family to find peace. It take so much time. When my sister killed herself people would tell me time would make it better, but TIME was my enemy for the longest time. The longer time went on, the more I missed her. It DOES get better in the sense that you learn to live with it in better ways. You'll have good days and bad ones, slowly the bad ones are further and further apart. God bless!!
time doesnt make it better..
time only gives u better ways
2 try & cope better..
My sister has been fighting this battle and until I watched this I had absolutely no idea of what she may have or may be going through. We have lived in different states and haven't seen each other in many years. At times haven't even spoken. I have cared and I do care, I've just been ignorant and she hasn't shared. I'm very thankful for this video and very sorry that she has passed on. I do believe that we are a form of energy and even when our flesh wears out, our spirits are eternal. I'm sure she is very missed by everyone who was blessed to know her. So beautiful, inside and out.
Colleen.Im glad that you had come to realize that your sister really needs your support!
@@rosalynjohnson7414 So am I. Thank you.
One of the most moving vlogs I've seen. May she rest in perfect peace 🙏
What a beautiful, loving soul. May she rest in peace.
Thanks for sharing your story. My husband has just discovered he has three large masses on his lung and several clusters in his brain. Hearing your story helps me understand how he might be feeling.
My Dad went through this He never complained he was my Hero. Dad worked for air cargo in an American had the blackest lungs the Doctors ever seen. He was told he only had two years to live but he lived his life to the FULLEST he could. Your so GORGEOUS to me.
i to had stage IV colon cancer and hospice 4 times. i never wanted a bag. cause i believe that is no way to live life. i had the best cancer doctor who each time he signed off on hospice. never did he see death in my eyes! keep up the fight! someone needs your story!! my doctor sat on my bed and talked to me as well!
How r u now?
I'm not exactly sure what to say. I was diagnosed at 54. Stage 3. I've had chemo, radiation, and 4 surgeries ( colostomy and illeostom bags.) I'm OK, for now. Thank you Jesus.
Good luck
Hang in there Tim. I had a coworker that lived years after stage 3 because of the genetic testing? They were able to tailor treatment to her genetics?
Tim Talton I hope
you are ok for a very long time darling, best wishes
Shame Jesus didn't help this poor lady
@@sagefields5847 he loves you stop that spreading hate your lord and saviour the bishop of your soul your messiah the best friend you would ever have your bread your water your very life line wake up dear one
I’m so sorry that I found you too late on here 😢 R.I.P brave lady 💔
I'm going for my colon Check on Dec 30 2020, found blood in my stool.😨 RIP brave spirit.😇
@@MrAllan9 Good luck!
@@reesemorgan2259 Thanks.
Sarge thank you for sharing your story. My father is a colon cancer survivor and is 84 years old. Sending lots of hugs to you!
Much love to you. I have read comments indicating you have passed. I am so glad you are no longer suffering anymore and know you are finally at peace. You posting this video is helping other people, including spouses of people with cancer, to understand how difficult treatments and cancer are. Please people, support your loved ones if they get to the point of zero quality of life and are ready to let go. Quality of life over quantity.
Even though you had passed away, (if you could hear us) thank you so much for sharing your journey against colon cancer.
Beautiful message.
RIP Sarge. Thank you for sharing your life with us. What you did is very brave and I'm so sorry you went through so much hell. Rest well dear lady.
This video has helped me so much in dealing with the loss of my sister. I hope to see you on the other side, with a huge smile on your face!
As another November baby (29th) I'm pulling for you to hit 40...I'll be 71 in 2018.Your story is very powerful. At my age I think about death a lot. Not sure how I feel about the whole God thing, but I don't think this is all random. I appreciate what it took for you to tell this whole journey and wish you the best as you continue.
You brought me right back to that moment when I woke up with the ileostomy. Yea I was done right there. And then getting the reversal and having no control?? To go through everything and to finally be reconnected only to be to sitting on the toilet pooping and can't stop it. No words. I'm so glad I found your videos, you can express it in a way I never could. Thank you. You are in my prayers.
I was a certified oncology specialist nurse who gave chemo, and ended up in a rads therapy treatment unit as the only nurse on the floor. I want to thank you for everything you just taught me, and the insight you have given me. As a child I had received treatment, but as you stated, we block the worst out.
You have a beautiful soul, I wish you no more pain or suffering no matter what happens. Good luck.
Diana
God bless you
This was very moving, humbling and sad. Thank you for such a wonderfully honest reflection. It is a great insight for those of us supporting loved ones who are facing similar. RIP 💔
Sarge, you are beyond courageous my friend. You, along with everyone else fighting. My heart goes out to you. Prayers for positivity to continue to fill your being, for joy to over flood your heart & life. For peace & the Holy Spirit to take over. Inside & out. You have so much strength, and it is admirable & is definitely not going unnoticed. I don't want a response to my comment, but i will continue to keep my own faith & hope up over this battle of yours. I don't know you, but I love you. You're an awesome person. I'm so glad fluffy encouraged you to make a TH-cam. You keep on keeping on, & remember your fading tattoo. That ain't for nothin girl. Cancer will NEVER have YOU! Hugs 💛 God bless you my new friend
Sarge, I listened to ur entire video. WOW! Thank you so much for your candid cancer journey. Sarge was so right about colon cancer screening should be mandatory, about age 35-40...not 50. I had 3 colonoscopies by age 53, I think. I'm 55 now and I know I have a precancerous polyp in there right now, that makes me so fearful. I needed to hear Sarge's story. I'm fairly certain I will develop colon cancer. I can relate to so much of her painful story...the pain, the nausea, the embarrassment of leakage and wearing protective garments, the worry about being out in public and needing an emergency toilet run, the arranging your life around your bowel condition. My situation is nowhere as bad as hers was but mine is chronic, extremely painful and life altering. I've been a nurse for about 30 yrs and I get what she's saying. Sarge was so strong and courageous. I can't imagine experiencing all those traumatic cancer related events. I so appreciate her openness to explain very personal details. From the comments I see that she passed away. I certainly hope she had arranged and was given pain relief at the end. Thank you, Sarge for your life and your story. RIP.......
R.I.P Sarge. Thank you for your story. Sorry you left too soon but I'm so happy you found a new meaning in life. ❤️
Breaks my heart. Rest easy beautiful soul.
My sentiments exactly.
My best friend was just diagnosed with stage three colon cancer at 32. She's just finished chemo and radiation combo and in remission .Praying for you, thank you for sharing your story❤️
She passed away
Thank you ,I wrote my comment two years ago. I know she sadly passed away. So sad 😞
@@lisasaracino9469 how is your friend?
I just found this page and I've since found out she's no longer with us...why does life have to be so cruel? No one should have to go through this. Mentally I couldn't possibly know my prognosis if I were in the same situation. She also came across as really strong. I'm sorry to her wife for your loss love from Scotland.x ❤😢💙xps I also heard the same from people in similar situations when facing death they appreciate the birds and the grass and just in general life other than people. Sad people are still passing away from cancers in General and the only treatment in the past 30yrs chemo and radiotherapy hasn't changed unless folks have money for private health care. People are losing their youth to this horrific disease..even though she is gone these videos will save lives with symptoms etc.x
Sarge,
I just found out that you are no longer with us but I know you are in spirit. Thank you for your honesty and your sharing your brave story. Rest in Peace.
THANK YOU! Your bravery, your honesty, everything! You have made a huge impact on me. God bless you!
I read the comments and realize you are no longer walking the Earth. I simply wanted to thank you Sarge.
I came to the comments to ask how she was doing
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I have stage 4 colon cancer, on chemotherapy for a little more than a year now. My story is a little different but I wish I had the courage to make a video like this one. If someone meets you in heaven I would hope that you might be there. I'm a good friend.
Thank you for the video. You are an amazing person. Rest well. You have helped countless people telling your story.
I know she passed but she was so damn admirable. I hope, if I am ever handed a death sentence, that I can be like her. Courageous.
Thank you Sarge for trusting us with your story. Love you even more now and am so proud of the way you are figuring this our. Hugs and love and prayers your way!
This person represents the absolute strength of the human spirit and courage in the face of overwhelming odds may God bless 🙏 her soul and may this inspire many enduring the fight ❤
Sarge, thank you for your story. You are a wonderful strong remarkable young woman. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Your strength has come from the Father above. When you get to that calm and peaceful time and place has come from Him. I don’t know you but my soul feels close to you. I can’t explain it! God Bless you
Darn its 2021 and I'm in isolation in a nursing home. I haven't been outside in 6 months so r.i.p. Sarge. My condolences to your family and friends. May God comfort Sarges family and friends.
I hope you have got outside! That's a long time being alone. 🥰
Why haven’t you been outside in 6 months? 😊
Thank you for sharing your story. Since I subscribed to your channel a few days ago, I can't stop thinking of you. Stay strong, keep pushing forward, NEVER GIVE UP. God Bless You Sarge 🙏🏼
Thank you so much for sharing your story, your life. I lost my best friend, my strength, my soul, to lung cancer. I miss him every moment of every day. Thank you for everything. You are so brave, so strong. I hurt so much for you :'(
Your honesty and directness are inspiring. It is so sad that you are enduring this horribly cruel disease. I admire you for refusing further treatment - you alone know yourself and what your limits are, so you alone can take that decision. I wish you peace and comfort through your continuing struggle.
RIP Sarge 🌹 💓
This is so sad but so HONEST! God bless her family!
It is crazy this showed up on my feed. Was diagnosed with Stage 3 B at 42 so it had spread. I had a great surgeon. No colostomy he was able to leave just enough to reconnect. It has been 10 years they say I’m now considered cancer free. I thank god everyday as I was not able to finish chemo so I am so lucky. As I listen to her story about side effects it brings back such horrible memories. RIP Sarge
You are so brave to have shared that with your minions. I dont know that I could have done the same... I love you friend...
🙏🏻😥🙏🏻💖R.I.P. Thankful for your honesty and transparency. Even after your passing you continue to help others through your most difficult journey.
Thank u for being so transparent. I am very sorry u have to be burdened with this. I recently have had a friend diagnosed with inoperable breast cancer and I just can’t figure out how cancer spreads so quickly? I’m so sick of cancer. I’m so sick of “early detection” scans or tests when they don’t early detect anything! I’m sorry that u r so young but u r delivering a powerful message that will be ur legacy that lives forever! Truth is, no one knows the future, except the Lord. I will take ur advice and live every day like it’s my last. That’s all we have anyway sarge, is just the day we r in now. I’m thankful for u and hope everyday is a good day. ❤️
Thank you for the lovely comment my friend :) I am sorry to hear about your friend, and I will be sending love and prayers! As far as it being a burden....yes, it is, but instead of focusing on that, in order to keep myself mentally 'okay' about it all, I focus on the fact that it has led to me appreciating SO much more in life. It was incredible how much more I started to notice and take in around me. Much love to you :)
You were right about this journey, only those who have been through this really know,,,you are now in heaven RIP. Beautiful 8/8/2020
Rip you r a beautiful soul
This video came up on my list and honestly you were a truly admirable person. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I just watched this video today for the first time. I am in awe of everything you have went through and yet you still found the energy I'm time to give to us and share your journey. You are an awesome lady and I wish I knew you better. I also wish you were still around to read these words, maybe wherever you are you can. My dad died from colon cancer and he never said much. He was from the era where Boys don't Cry. I know as you mentioned in the video I have no way of knowing what you went through but you did give me an idea of what my dad silently went through. Thank you for your story, I will always remember you.
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I too have had stage 4 colon cancer since 2013 I was diagnosed in 2012. I was in remission for 8 months, it then it spread to my lungs. I have been on some type of chemo. I am still
kickinng not as high. I am 66 years old and your story sounds just like mind You are in my prayers.
God BLESS YOU and your story has helpd me see so much.
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I have been diagnosed with same stage 4 colon cancer on 5/26, I am 47, I went to the hospital twice before I had the emergency surgery, I woke up with a big scar and a colostomy, big shock! I am having the same chemo at the moment, and doing better with the situation, but friends can’t understand how difficult it is, also I don’t allow any doctor take my hope and faith away, thank you for the video, I can see I am not the only one and people need to be aware and spread the word to avoid what we have gone through!
I pray that all is going well! I was diagnosed with stage 2 colon cancer 12/19 I am now 49.... God is good and I will continue to keep the faith!