What is Cocaine Sex Like
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- As a recovering addict cocaine and sex go hand in hand and are not often discussed along with the dangers of this combination. I share from experiences hoping my stories help others feel less alone in their struggles for sobriety. If you need help www.na.org and www.aa.org are great resources
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Thank you for your videos; it explains a lot of my relationship issues from the past. I had a boyfriend who did coke ( I tried and did not like it), and he kept cheating on me I could not understand because it seemed he really truly loved me but it broke my heart each time I found out he had cheated . I even walked in on him "sleeping with" his co-worker. I was wondering why she acted so strangely when I came in to tell my boyfriend (her boss) hello. Grateful he didn't give me any serious STD's yes I got tested many times while with him I know I was a fool for trying to stay with him.
@@EricBZink Rehab is for quitters
Its like shooting pool with a piece of rope
Every time lol
Lmfaoooo . Great summary
Viagra
Lies, I was a stallion . Ol lady was begging to tap out
@@fernandocarmona3785 keep it up and see what happens...lies lol
Just remember every time you do coke ur stealing happiness from the next day
Heard that line before, very true. Same with alcohol
Next couple of days
But when ur going through withdrawls, u just worry about the now
Damn first time hearing this quote… i never thought of it like that
That's my ex alcoholic as well lost lots in life
I ruined SO many sexual experiences by using that shit.
Takes tremendous courage to talk about it. Respect brother.
Sober is the best
Not really. It requires care most of all. One should (according to healthy recovery always put the message across with experience and hope, not WAR STORIES, OTHERWISE THEY ALL COMPETE ABOUT HOW.MUCH THEY TOOK AND HOW "CLEVER"TGEY WERE) there has to be a degree of humbleness and courage yes but to the point that your intentions drive the point with care. It becomes easier to talk genuinely.
sure does! brave guy.
What benjaminescobedo said.
I relapsed after 12 years of sobriety & clean time. I was straight back to where I left off 12 years previous. Hotel room, 8 ball, 2 litres of vodka, 100 cigarettes (stopped smoking in 2015) porn & hookers....Crazy shit man... Addiction is a mental illness that never goes away. 6 months clean again back in the meetings etc. 🙏🏻
The hardest part of being sober is all the thinking about it. And dreams, it comes up in your dreams.
100% SPOT ON... 20 year addict here. 13 years clean....
Noice
Nice man, drink water, do dope shit, and ask your long haired friend which anime aren't bad
Cocaine, Alcohol and a breakup is like going through hell cause even if you get sober the feelings that were suppressed by cocaine during the separation haunt you…
I can only do coke if everything in my like is going well or else I’ll overthink everything and just makes it not worth it
@@litgaming8220 I've gotten to that point as well. And I can't trip anymore. I've been through so much heavy shit that I know I will go down a rabbit hole with it.
Perfect formula for a downward spiral!
Been there, done that, got the t shirt.
The heartbreak thing heals, brother. I promise. And maybe quit alcohol and wait a month to quit coke.
Worked for me.
Good Luck, bradda!
@@litgaming8220same man!
Exactly
My ex was doing it every weekend & drank heavily..
I only smoked weed to chill.. then started doing coke with him thinking "we cool"..
Became a sh*tshow very quickly 😔 my system couldn't take it & anxiety took over.
If you want a loving relationship do NOT fkn make this mistake. Minus the coke, I honestly believe each of us were fabulous ppl...& could've made a beautiful life together.
I quit everything.. & said goodbye. Sad to say, he's 52 & think he'll continue on this path til he wakes up. He even said one night.... "didn't think I'd be doing blow at 50 odd"
Well you are- that's why you lost a great woman! Tragic.
TY for putting this out here.
Wishing u every success ❤
Lost my favorite relationship to drug abuse and alcohol abuse as well.
Honesty is key
Dude your the man, putting these videos out, tell your dark secrets is only making you stronger. Im 49 not sure your age, but listening to you is like relieveing my old life. Your just getting started, God has much more work for you. Love u man, and im proud of you.
You described my drug years to the tee. The depression, guilt, utter despair I'd feel after a binder. I'm recovering now. Very recently I quit drinking literally 4 days. All I can think about is vodka. It's hard. I'm unemployed. Lost my job. I sit in the woods pretending to be at work looking for a job. My fiance, the poor girl. I got to get my shit together. Ahhhh.🤯🤯🤯🥵
thank you for sharing your experiences as a former addict. It amazes me that you share your stories although you had a very rough time. Much respect
All the best to you and your recovery and your TH-cam channel.
Excellent explanation. You can see in his eyes that he is actually reliving in his mind the things he is talking about. I am glad his life got better. Hang in there.
you just described some of the worst parties I have had. Thanks it has been a little wake up call.
I loved the coke high but it made me so paranoid, I would just stay alone in my house.
know that feeling
Same that’s why I quit, shrooms and red wine is a similar feeling but better experience
Same here
That's a trip how yay has different effects on people. There is the paranoid person, there is the one who blabs on and on and very social battling to be the center of attention, then there is the person that is so wired his face is break dancing and just stuck unable to say a word. then there's the person who wants to do everything and goes on a unplanned trip to Vegas (I'm in los Angeles where Vegas is a 4 hr drive, I've made in 3 hr 20 min, my record time). And there is always that one person who never pitches in but does mount everest size rails that are arms length and within 5 minutes is asking to go the car to do more. Hahaha.. that habit is so fucken lame.. it's stupid and a waste of money. Probably could of been a millionaire if i would of taken that money and invested. Or the very least just stash it in a savings account, it would not made me a millionaire but I least have more than I do now..
@@dannydee9919
LOL. fantastic descriptions!
So what if there is a house and a couple motorcycles up your nose. At least when you're old and looking back, you can recall putting your needle in to the red zone.
Glad it is behind us both. Plus, fentanyl makes doing blow a really risky endeavor.
Hi Eric ,I really admire you for sharing this.And I hope you all of the best .
Been there but I'm glad I'm not anymore! I started to have some small strokes after doing it for around 30 or so years so I was afraid of dying so I just completely give it up! But you are exactly right with your videos!
Thanks for your honesty and education, I appreciate your bravery putting yourself out there.
It’s the best ! Thanks for coming out pal 😂
Thank you very much mate for putting a video about this🙏my friend is suffering exactly from the same thing and I feel so bad watching him broke all the time! I’ll share this to him right away! Thank you from my heart once again man🙏
As a recovering cocaine addict this is so accurate. I call it “chemical sex” as it’s actually unreal. Kinda soul - less.
Oh ya it feels so good
hi sweetheart
Yup... the darkness is consuming. I'm glad the Lord got me through it.
@@LEFT4eV3r
While it lasts, yeah? Then that way-too-much-caffeine kind of come down.
Which is awful. And makes one want to do more.
@@reddiver7293 that's the bad part but I used to pop a Xanax to relieve the feeling of the comedown I felt stupid at night being up from the come down feeling like shit
As an alcoholic in recovery, who played with substances like MDMA, totally concur. It’s not glamorous, the sex isn’t glamorous, it’s UGLY, and the cringe is terminal. Singularly fortunate that I didn’t have a heart attack.
What you talking bout Willis the sex was fantastic
Have to disagree with you about MDMA. If you're not mixing it with alcohol etc it can be beautiful and the sex can be extra deep and lovely.
@@BUEAUabsolutely
@@BUEAU True
Never got into drugs much at all, and that for me was a blessing. Had i done i would not have watched your video, i would be 6 feet under. Alcohol was a differant story. Drank for 17 years, now 34 years sober. I was of no use when drinking. Good old brewers droop. So yes i identify with you.
So good you are now clean and sober. Keep up great work of sharing your journey
Im 64 from the midwest n did it every weekend in my 20's. Took a trip to Florida with some buds n bought an 8 ball. Dealer tells me, careful, this isn't like the shit you buy back home. Ok, whatever! Well...that night I did so much you could see my heart was pumping out of my shirt! I thought I was having a heart attack! My friends kept a eye on me for the next 12 hours. I quit that very next day...for good!! NEVER thought I'd EVER quit! Months later as I'm taking a leak in the mens bathroom during MY wedding a friend said, "hey, you wanna do a line, I have some good stuff?" I said NO without any hesitation!! Thank you God for waking me up!!! I now heart issues n HAVE to take prescribed drugs!
How ironic!! Been clean 40 years! You can quit to! 🙏👍
I had it but it wasn't that powerful
I’m proud of you brother. Keep pushing
great message brother 👍🏼❤️
I used to do cocaine back in the Heyday in the early 80s when cocaine was cocaine at first during lines and having sex all night was fabulous but after about a year-and-a-half to 2 doing cocaine and having sex didn't come hand-in-hand I was more interested in doing cocaine than having sex🤣🤷
I want a pool in my backyard so I can have s3x party’s with girls
You’re amazing thank you for sharing your experience! You are helping so many others! ❤
Thanks for sharing your experience. Best of luck to you.
Thank you for sharing your experience. It takes a lot of guts to do so, but you might be saving a lot of lives.
Thanks for the message greatful for your sharing 🎉
Just wanted to say thank for being you!
Great video. This was the subject I was looking for, and especially how it doesn't allow things to work.
Massive Respect & Love From London!! 🙏🙏
Thank you for sharing your stories for those still struggling with addiction ❤
Loved it ! Only thing I miss! Wild
This hit so close to home. Subbed
For me personally it’s porn. When I’m using I’m just sitting on the edge of my sofa hunched over endlessly scrolling through page after page of porn. Eyes hurting from looking at my phone for to long.
You gotta watch porn on 4k smart tv while skiing. Sit back put your feet up it’s more enjoyable
💯 im trying to stop myself doing that but every time I get on I got to look at it
Why? What kind of life is that? how do you prefer that over a real woman?
@@msshrute8787Something about searching for the perfect video is so enjoyable on cocaine. It's like satisfying the inner hunter gatherer lol
@@msshrute8787also because of the aforementioned performance issues with real women, sometimes its less hassle and embarrassment just to play with your wet noodle on your own 😂
You are 1000 percent correct ✅
Only 100% is even possible
I can't operate in bed properly while on blow. It's a humbling experience and makes the coke come down even worse.
It's the worst.
😂😂agreed 😂😂
Why because you can't get it up or because you're in gremlin mode
@@xgtwb6473 up
@@xgtwb6473lol. While high on cold blood flow to that region is quite low so even though you are horny your errctions are much smaller and thinner. The later stages of coming down from coke actually does the opposite and gives you bigger errections. The penis is quite numb/desensitised during sex anyway do you can’t feel much
When I think about my active addiction it scares the 💩 out of me. Complete insanity
Thanks for your info big respect brother 🙏 x
Coke always gives me the ol gummy worm😡
🤭🤭🤭 gummy worm 😂😂😊
😂😂😂
Exactly finally someone honest
They guy called it 'Wet Noodle'😂
Same brother
You realy helped me. All my respect of what you are doing and chering. Big hug
I dont know why I found this funny, not a funny topic, but some of the things your saying are hilarious. Sadly I can relate. You will fuq anythin when you're high and coke totally destroys your off switch. You will keep going as long as coke is there. Thing is after a while it stops working and then after that your nose gets so clogged it wont accept it anymore. Then the depression kicks in and you lay there lectuing yourself in your mind.
I love how the only people who can teach us something are those who did touched the bottom and we can only learn from them and we will only listen to them.
We would never listen to people who did it right from beginning.
That says a lot about us .
Not all experience needs to be experienced (i.e. you don't need to shoot yourself in the leg to know that it'll hurt.) That said, to hear real and honest stories from someone who has "been there and done that" certainly adds a level of credibility when they're trying to warn you of the effects of doing certain things.
Absolutely true and the ones in recovery are called heroes but the ones who never use are not. Now we have a massive Fentanyl crisis (year 2024) and a larger number of people will die and only a few can be saved because they will not listen to begin with. And it's the ones who never used that will pay the price to save a few, but they will never be called heroes. This is not really a disease. It is rooted in hatred. Hatred of boredom. Boredom with domestic life. Hatred of wife. Boredom with children, etc. Addicts just keep the original hatred a secret. If they told anyone the truth they would not be called "heroes."
Thank you for sharing
Its awesome that you speak on this helping n preventing otheers from it. You had to do fhat to do this.
You've been diagnosed with almost half the alphabet. Joking aside, glad you're facing your problems head-on, with humility. Keep it up bro.🤛✊
Thank you for posting this, my boyfriend is an addict and this is a huge issue in our relationship. No one talks about this but its so true. He gets high, comes home and wants to have sex but can't get an erection. It makes me feel sick because I feel like he's using me for sex and it pushes me away.
Is his name Dick Limpy??? Too much and forget about it.
girl he needs help and as a former addict you are probably right about that last part.
Get a trans real man
You need to get away from that person before you start doing it.
At least he want you better you then someone else? But talking to him about it is something you should do
I’m lost I’m at the beginning but you give me hope
Im glad for people who are trying and stopping 🙏
Thank you for this..I don't use the booger sugar at all, so I have no clue what way it goes for people who do use it. But I do believe this is the way my ex was. No proof, just a heavy weight that she has screwed around multiple multiple times over the years. It hurts to think about because I'd been faithful throughout out 10 year tenure😢
Trust your instincts. Come to terms with the truth and then you will be able to move on after. Your story ìs reminiscent of mine.
You seem like a really great straight up kinda guy good luck too ya and sobriety
After finishing this video, this guy is SOOOO WIRED!!! I think just the weak get addicted, glad I never did
Perfect man... Thank you... I'll try my best,
Im 34yrs old Never tryed it never will💯💯💯
Ok 7 up
Just found your channel today. Awesome that's all I can say. Tells it like it is and brings back my days of cocaine and alcohol mostly in the 80s. Sober now for 25 years but only by the grace of God I am alive . Keyword INSANITY!
Thank you for recording and posting this valuable educational video.
Thank you. This provides an explanation to something I’ve been pondering the last couple of months.
Absolutely trying to share more about my experiences
Love the honesty ~ new sub 🍀
Brother Hi, I wanted to know if there is a wsy to test cocaine with household items.
Sorry my name Cliff, coming to you all the way from the island of Aruba.
I was so impressed with your video that at that moment I decidedNO MORE COCAINE FOR ME.
You described all the symptoms that f. ...ck with and you know it refuse to stop.
You know that coce is mixed with all kinds of sh ......tt, but you want it still.
I subcsribed to your channel because I admire your hobesty and advise.
Thanks would like more information on detoxing, because tonight was the last time I touch that stuff.
Thanks a bunch.
The only reason I ever did drugs was for the sex
God bless U Erick...
Thank you !
This sounds like a hell of a party!
It’s like stuffing a marshmallow through a coin slot
😂
I’m gonna use this line if you don’t mind you legit had me rolling because I relate so much to
The only thing I ever heard of cocaine and sex was from Richard Pryor. He was comical in how he presented it but it is so much better to know the truth of what it does to your body. Thank you for sharing, Mr Eric. You are an amazing guy!!!🙌🙌
This vid is very honest
Cocaine and viargra bro 😂😂
"Wet Noodle Someone". Lol!!!! Glad Your Doing Well.
Glad I found your channel , interesting, I subscribed
Thanks for sharing this video it inspired me I'm former coke addict an Its hard on me to escape from I need all the 🙏🙏🙏 an help I need ive lost homeboys thru the years from drugs some days i cried to stay off coke I've lost my dad couple years ago ive lost people that cared about me i. Do want help but needs the right direction of people to help me
Wanting help is a good start. I did it like this. I don't need ice to be a badass. I'm badass without it. You're too good for drugs.
Good word.
I was involved in a sexual relation for 7 yrs w someone who used cocaine. It was intense and toxic. I have never used, never did and I somewhat was ok w that person doing it because they were super nice always. The problem was that because they were so comfortable doing coke in front of me I became like a clutch. I cant put in words how toxic it was because I only felt loved or wanted thanks to that substance. If they were not on it I wasnt important. It took me 3 tries to get away and it’s been a year now. So many layers to this, but it is not what everyone thinks that its always a freak off or whatever but it is also not a good thing. My feelings for them are still as strong and they are also an amazing person but I guess it will never be what I want it to be.
I still do it occasionally and regret it I don't drink anymore so that went hand in hand then I broke my nose suffering a deviated septum boxing in the gym and I get paranoid it's running down my face now. The first bag is always the best after that it's not fun .
This was my drug of choice. I loved to snort it and feel the drip. Crazy to think about that now.
All that swallowing 😂😅
My ex-husband is on drugs - stayed in hotel rooms - had several affairs- I just divorced his ***. He’s addicted still. On muscle relaxers- won’t talk - looks like death. Death ☠️ is around the corner.
Be glad you had the strength to not do it and leave him
I will prey for him
We hope that you are taking good care of yourself.
@@BritainsAyahuascaChurch That's a way of trying to distance oneself from suffering. It does nothing for others.
Glad you dumped him, who knows how far he will fall and bring you with him.
Yup, viagra was once my best friend in addition to my addiction.
I hear u, I definitely made some shitty memories and shitty decisions when I was getting high. But I NEVER even thought abt cheating on my fiancé
I went through this plenty of times you don't think you're not in your right mind doing Coke Cain
Thank You
I never done lines of coke i done my coke from a tea spoon ,, ive actualy blew a hole inside my nose as for sex i would rather snort until i had none left or ive felt like i was having a heart attack ,, used to stay up over 5 days ,, ounces at at time ,, that was over 20 years ago ,, havent touched the stuff in over 10 years lost my home my cars my money , girlfriend and children with my use ,, dont touch the stuff it ruins your life
We're sorry that you reached the point of even contemplating suicide. And we hope that you are taking good care of yourself.
Thank you
It all about timing if you get it up before you hit line than you are good to go for hours 🤣👍🏻 I remember this shit it was awfully
I couldn’t ever get hard on blow. My confidence was high but my tool was just for show 😂. Definitely not the drug for me. Haven’t done it in well over a decade and don’t miss it.
Maybe a video for men. In my experience women seem to have an even greater affinity with this drug and it is even more crazy
I’m sorry guy may God bless you.
hell yeah brother
I never got the gummy worm but when I tell s*** hit the fan REAL FAST…..I just had enough. 18 months sober….all I can say is WTF 😂😂😂I can laugh at it now but it was definitely no joke at the time
It’s so weird that cocaine makes men so horny, I had a terrible cocaine problem in my very early 20s and I never wanted anyone to touch me when I was high. The thought of it still grosses me out to this day and I kicked that habit in 1995. And most women I know who have done cocaine feel this same way. I would be interested in any kind of study that shows why it makes men horny and why makes women not want any man near them
I’m a man, and I feel this way too. Especially when it is my girlfriend, I don’t even want to be touched by her . I have cheated and so maybe this is why. But this was happening before I had cheated. And I thought “is it because I’m not having sex with the right person?” But no, it’s probably that the drug inhibits risky behavior
Are girl take cocaine already would feel horny too?
My ex was addicted for ten years from 15 to 25. She was fucking constantly.
lol it actually does make some women want men near them...very near
I was the same way, I wanted nothing to do with sex while on it. Totally robbed me of all sex drive.
Jezzz this is accurate
When i was using thats all i wanted! 2 yeahs sober!!
Did the erectile to function go away after you stop using
Eric. I just discovered two days ago that my husband is a cocaine addict. I am shocked. Thank you for making these videos. I had no idea. I’m glad to see you are doing well. The pain is excruciating and I hope he never contacts me again.
Your in for a long hard road. My girlfriend was an addict for 4 years , I went through hell
@@truehardcore1 as of the new year i went no contact. I filed for divorce in September but i was trying to just keep communication open because i loved him. But every chance he got he took advantage of me and i realize that it was never love. I’m done with him so no matters how hard the road is for me, it will be easier than if he was in my life. I’m sorry about your gf. Hope things work out for you.
You should be helping him overcome this sickness not shaming him! Wishing he never contacts you again smh
@@elchicano187 you should pull your head out of your backside troll. Sounds like you got some issues yourself
@@elchicano187 my cocaine addict ex has left me unable to have children with metal pins in my right hand....he has ruined my life and at least one of his other victims is dead....with coke comes sex addiction/sexual abuse/rape/emotional, financial and physical damage or death for the women involved with these men so no she is much more sensible than most of us and i hope no woman has to experience what i've been through for the last 14 years...there's no help for us is there no and most women just get laelled as crazy...the rapists abuser addicts get lots of help tho dont they especially if they have a wealthy social worker mummy to enable them in their use/abuse and cruelty towards other women
i think people have the right to enjoying what’s they are doing as long as it’s safe for them own & not hurting any one else , you gotta has a strong mind to go over of your habits
WOW explains everything about my ex
Destroying and me
I've been through for 32 years I'm clean 2 years now
Congrats on your sobriety! I was never addicted to coke and never got the wet noodle but talking about beating the brakes off a chick, good lord. The next morning they could barely walk. Your right about not having sex with your wife. My best childhood friend got addicted and I was working for him at the time. We would have jobs out of town and the first thing he would do when we arrived was get on the net looking for prostitutes! And some of them I wouldn’t touch with a 10ft pole! And yes he took out a second mortgage on his 600k house because of this. The bad thing about all this is that the coke he was getting flat out sucked! It was stomped on one to many times. Back in the day when we were younger I was getting shit fresh off the boat and a ball would last 3 days. Shit or puke on the first rail. His wife finally caught him and he went to rehab and got his life back on track.
Yo I felt that last part 😂