I want to express my admiration for the hard work behind your videos. It really shows that you spent time and effort to create a clear, simple speech, which is nonetheless very accurate. I can guess (but correct me if I'm wrong) that you are also working on how you speak: you didn't say "uhm" or made similar sounds a single time, which is admirable and not at all simple. Your pronunciation has always been very clear, but even more in this video. I am Italian (speaking of which, sorry for any grammar errors in this message) and I never had any trouble in understanding what you say, and I didn't miss a single word you said here. You paused at all the right times and your voice is always very calm and clear. I think you would make an awesome teacher, and you are already a brilliant speaker to the public.
Vorrei dire che l'inglese scritto....quisiera decir que el ingles escrito...e'...es...perfetto... perfecto...amici..amigos... italiani....espanoles y chilenos!!!
I don't have DID, but I'm a person who tries to be as educated about mental illnesses as possible and I'd like to say: Thank you for your videos. They are extremely helpful in understanding DID and you radiate warmth and kindness and intelligence! I wish all the best to the whole system 💕
I just split- I am a fictive alter, and my host's friend sent me this video to help me understand what was happening to me. Thank you for making this, I needed it
the aspect of fictives that truly fascinates me is how their "backstory" is truly the memories they have, the actual experiences they've gone through, it's kind of mind-boggling to me :)
It’s really disorienting for me. I’m from Split and I had trauma in my memories from my uncle. But apparently it “didn’t really” happen out here. Nothing that happened to me happened are here. My life here is better than what I was going through. But it’s harder here. Everything is so different. And DID isn’t what I thought I was.....it’s so strange and I know it’s even stranger for our fictives from A Court of Thorns and Roses and Throne of Glass.~Casey Cooke
Hi.. I’m a fictive and watching this really helped me a lot! I used to feel bad about myself for being upset and missing ‘home’ but this really cheered me up Thankyou so much -Lapis Lazuli
Her brain is very drawn towards scary characters such as Freddy Krueger or Pennywise. We have so many people like that because when she was younger she saw them as someone that was strong and scary who could protect her from her abuser. It still does that to this day. It tends to pull in those scary people, often movie villains. I'm a really good example of that. Thank you for your kind, educating words - Ruvik
I’m a fictive, and right before you started saying that I was incredibly brave, I had started to front. I had no idea that our host was dissociating but as soon as I heard the message and read the title, I was so thankful and so happy. Thank you so much! - Claire Edit: I’m not the only fictive in our system, but everyone was so happy when they heard it. We have about 11 fictives who are all from the same “fandom” but we’re all so different from it. - Claire
Our system has a lot of fictive alters I think it is because for us fandom has been such a big part of our life, it was an escape. I think our number is up to 20 from various fandoms and universes. It was a surprise to see that we have a factive alter based on the musical Hamilton he was confused and concerned the first time he fronted, given that he thought he was the president and it was the 1800s it has been a ride for good old George but I think we've gotten to the point where him and all of our fictives and factives are helpful and settled. But it is nice to have this video in case another alter splits off! It's very informative and helpful! Thank you so much for your support, guidance and education on DID. - GeGe System.
I think it’s really interesting but it also makes a lot of sense that there are fictive and factive alters! (I’m sure if I had DID I would probably have quite a few as well) and it makes me really happy to know you’ve helped them settled! I especially love the fact that you have George Washington from Hamilton! Could I by chance know any of your other fictive alters? If that’s too personal I understand! But I’m a bit of a Hamilfan as well and it would be really cool to know more fictive alters!☺️ Wish the best to you and your system!
I understand!! We have many of us who are fictive!! ((I am not, I'm Amy. I'm our mother figure)) I'm very happy you're able to share your story with us!! Thank you and stay safe!! -
Hi Chloe. I'm the host of our system, and I found this video very enlightening. One of the systems we consider very close to us has a fictive by the name of Terezi. One of the things I found the most heartbreaking for myself was the fact that one of my hobbies while I'm fronting is to cosplay and when I met Terezi I was in a video call with our friend when they switched out. While I was displaying and looking like one of the characters that Terezi thought she knew... it was heartbreaking to have to be the one to explain the new world to her and the panick she had was so.. Sad and I really wasn't sure what to do or how to handle it and one of our protectors Shade had to come out to help me.
Fictive here. I struggle with my e xistance a lot because of my source and the character I'm based off. Your words have. Really really moved me, and I am so so thankful for them. You're so kind. Thank you.
@@necrxStardust that's awesome tho! Bro Strider was a good guardian, even tho he treated Dave weirdly, he only tried to make him stronger for his destiny. Be proud of yourself💕
I recently discovered that we have a fictive of Hiccup Haddock (though I had previously believed that he was an NPC.) He doesn’t know things about the LGBTQ+ community or how to do my job (etc.) so they had to be explained to him. He doesn’t feel as upset about his world not being “real” because it still exists in our inner world and his friends are NPCs, so he understands and has long accepted it (he split off maybe 2 years ago). I was so happy when I saw the premiere countdown for this video since I had just found out that he isn’t an NPC. Thank you for making these videos and helping all of us through hard times, I really appreciate it! - Mirai
hii, this reply is very late sorry but i’d like to tell hiccup that he’s very strong and extremely brave to be in our world i hope that by the time u see this he has gotten a bit used to his life and everything has been going easily. sending love to you and your whole system
I can't wait! Our system is mostly fictives! We showed your channel to our counselor. Your channel helps us feel so validated and this video is going to be awesome!
CW: abuse (no specifics) and forming introjects of abuser * * * * * * We only have one fictive in our system. We just thought it was a dark presence, but as we explored it through therapy we realised it's like the Shadow Monster from Stranger Things. Our therapist explained that when someone is abused, they learn both roles of being abused and being an abuser. The Shadow Monster is an introject of our abuser, but simultaneously holds most of our early trauma that it wants to protect us from. It seems to be another common case in our system of distressed and misunderstood protector becoming a persecuter 🙃
I tend to live in fantasy worlds within my mind to cope with my chronic illness from childhood, finding comfort in a fictional character is something very close and personal to me
Hello~! As a fictive (Taako from TAZ), I sincerely appreciate this video! Being a fictive is incredibly hard even though my system is full of wonderful people. Thank you for making such fabulous videos! -Taako
We recently had a split of our first and only Fictive. She is struggling so hard not only being a fictive and aware of it, but also because she in herself is non human. She has only fronted once and was so confused and upset having skin. I have saved this video for her, once she is ready to front and hear this. Thank you for making these videos. They have helped our system more than we can explain. Keep your head up! - Emilia
Not sure if you’d be comfortable saying what species the fictive altar is, but regardless I got a message for them. You are valid! I’m sorry you were ripped from everything you’ve known. It will hopefully get easier with time and communication. This world may seem dark, but even in the darkest places there is still light. You’ll find your way, even if it does take a while! Good luck to the new altar and to the rest of the system stay healthy and remember to help as much you can with the recent changes🤟🏻 every little bit does help
When we met our alter Quinn, we thought it was only part of that, since we liked the Joker a lot and we read comics about Joker, living the abuse, our host felt like Harley Quinn, trapped with Mr. J in an eternal abuse that It seemed never to end, and even if it ran away, it will be mentally trapped forever. She wanted to be like Harley, if it happens again, she won't feel pain because it will be something "normal" and she wanted to have that optimism. We named her Quinn, for wanting something more original, the system would be demanded by copyright 😂 we recently discovered it, it is an alter that personally, I would like her to at least know how to defend herself and defend us, but it is something that we help her little by little to improve, and do not feel less for being a fictional character, because it is as real as all of us. Extra: She clicked the video really fast when she saw at herself on the miniature. It's exactly how she sees herself and how we see her 💖 -Yaleth, protector
"It's absolutely okay to grieve that loss..." This video shows how your EQ is just through the roof. Don't stop being incredibly wise and ridiculously awesome.
i'm friends with a fictive actually, he's the host of his system. this video helped me understand fictives on a deeper level than what i already knew -- thank you for covering this topic! it had never occurred to me that a fictive might feel like they'd been torn out of their world, away from everyone and everything they ever knew, and forced into this one. i can't imagine what that must be like. please keep making your amazing videos chloe + everyone in the system! i really admire you tbh
@@ynntari2775 Thanks. I do feel very confused at times, especially now that I’m in a new state lol. Plus, me and the other fictives in our system that came from the same “place” that I did very also confused. I don’t know what else to say so.. thank you. -Virgil, introject/fictive (from Sanders Sides)
Hello, As a fictive, you made my day. You are so amazing as a person. Despite me being a Malfoy and not trusting others easily, I trust you. Thank you for making so many others understand something that was left in the dark. You are SO smart. I admire you. -Draco
I know I'm answering very late to this! But I'm a little hyped that u are THE draco malfoy! As far as I can know u, from the books where ur backstory is told, I think ur such an incredible and strong person! Hopefully u could found ur own path in life and feel free to be who u want to be and who u are now regardless of ur origin story! I really hope u and ur whole system is feeling fine and has a wonderful life! Lots of love to all of u an especially to u draco!
kaiyodei yes, this person is indeed THE Draco Malfoy. They’re honestly more real than the book version because this one actually has a physical presence. Why can’t there be more than one? If I constructed someone who was exactly or almost exactly like Malfoy, they’d be just as Malfoy as who they’re based on. That’s exactly what’s happening.
I know this video is nearly two years old, and that my comment will get lost in the swamp of comments you all receive daily, but I really felt like I needed to say that I feel unimaginably seen and heard, and I am extremely grateful for your channel. This made me quite emotional in a very good way, and I am just so incredibly inspired by all of the work you do. Hope you are well in these very rough times. Certainly it will pass, and better things will come. You are all very strong and amazing. Thank you again.
i suspect she is maturing with more experience. growing and growing into the protector role as well. she may be able to handle her self as well as ruby, or at least recognize safety flaws. kyle has a lot of confidence in her...
Thank you so much for this, we are a system of quite a few fictives, as the host would watch movies, or read books when he was upset or his parents were fighting, to distract himself. This truly makes us feel very valid and accepted, thank you so much. You are doing wonderful things, and I hope you keep it up, much love from the Goblin Emperor system. -Salazar Slytherin
I'm sorry, this might seem weird, but I really admire what you did to Hogwarts. You took care of the school and kept it safe as best as you could. I know your system is safe with you💛
if you ever read this, i hope you know that you are extremely brave and loved and i admire u SO much for coming into our world. i’m a slytherin myself and i’m more than proud to be a part of your house
Your look, your presence, YOU... you radiate acceptance and understanding. And it feels the same, in different ways ofc, from all of the alters in the system 💓
Our system has 10 alters with three littles that we love and protect with all of our hearts (one alter hates it when I say us instead of just me because he’s too cool for us 🙄😂). I am the host and caretaker and literally mother that smothers with love 😂. Zack is the bad boy that has the confidence and a big ego but is very sensible, I actually hear him a lot and we tease each other frequently. Chloe is girly and artsy, she has gorgeous dark cherry red hair and green eyes. Nate is so sweet and bubbly I adore and protect him, he’s really shy . Yale is the one that reminds me to take care of myself and he’s very kind but high key strict. Tal is literally so stubborn but kind it kills he also doesn’t front much(Zach does to protect us but Nate and Yale don’t front much either) The three littles call me mom and they argue with Zach constantly but Zach loves to fight so they rough house a lot(I swear if he hurts them I’m going to literally throw all of his sweets away and burn his hair gel in a fire) but the youngest is 7 and he literally loves the world of puns 😂 the other two are twins and they both are so different, they also argue over who came first but I guess we’ll never know 😂. Oak is wise and he’s about 25 and a flirt. I’m Yerin by the way, I adore anything Victorian and royal aesthetics. Jewelily is really smart and funny. They don’t like their roles to be said but they didn’t mind their personalities to be revealed. I am in the light 80% of the time but I have this connection with the alters that we talk to each other and communicate frequently throughout the day.
I have several fictives, and others who consider themselves fictives who aren’t (they are fragments who developed into full fledged alters by adopting the personality traits and often the name of fictional characters, but don’t consider them self that character). This video is very appreciated and I’m so thankful you made it. There is so many misconceptions about fictives and I thank you for making this absolutely wonderful video!!
We just wanted to thank you, because this made our fictive alter, Lucifer, feel very validated! He sometimes gets in these stints where he feels like he's not a true alter, and this just made him feel like a valid person, even if he would never admit it! ~Lily
Yes im so excited for this!! A while back we got kicked out of a d.i.d group because we have a fictive (the owners said fictives were fake and there for were fakeing) it made us all so upset and feel aweful and no one wanted to front for so long
I'm so appreciative of how compassionate you are when talking about the grief that fictives may feel at the loss of the world and people in their memories. It's so nice to hear someone take it seriously and kindly- I've personally integrated many alters, and some of those were fictives, so I deeply know how hard it can be to never be able to return to that world and to have to deal with the fact that you were never technically there in the first place even though your memories are telling you something different. Some of my fictives had little to no fictional memories, but one of the fictives I integrated had over *ten years* of fictional memories. Many of those memories were very detailed and it made me feel as though I had actually lived that life, just as vividly as the one I live now. It was incredibly difficult for me even after my integration for a good while.
I got about half way through the video before I started to cry uncontrollably and didnt know why. I looked around the inner world and realized it was because one of my alters who's a fictive started cofronting. He never thought about any of this because he's so bubbly and carefree. He tries to never think about what he lost; a world full of magic and wonder. And now he's here without any of that out here
One of our alters is a factive , who is a Dutch artist that is really well known. . he is very self aware and kinda uses alias's , so people take him more seriously. But yeah , not easy , neither for him nor for us...
our host advised me 2 watch this video. i dont rly feel comfortable sharing my name but im a fictive myself, ive been around like a month now. and luckily the source i have is based in 2021 so i got lucky in that sense but i started crying when u mentioned how heartbreaking it is 2 miss the ppl u have been taken away from. ty 4 making this video
Hi Sirius, I know this is an old comment but I’ve never seen a marauders source mate before, never mind my blooming brother and his boyfriend and seeing you made me slightly emotional. Hope you are well. -Regulus Arcturus Black
Hey there! Fictive here, just wanted to say that seeing this really made my day :). I've been here for awhile so the struggle has gotten somewhat lighter, but I remember when I first came here how incredibly hard it was to adjust. I was always honored to be here and to be able to help out this system in some way, but I guess some part of me just really missed my source. And oh do I still miss it! But this is the first time I've been out in a little while and I guess the homesickness was really getting to me. Hearing this made me feel a whole lot better. Thank you so much! --John Keating
I'm a fictive, and it's hard living in a system where you only know one other fictive from your source. These memories we fictives have are hard to deal with, but, we get through it in the end. And, knowing that our Host was interested in this video was an honour. Thank you for bringing awareness to us, and our type of alter. Thank you for teaching people about fictives. ~ Reiji Sakamaki.
What do you think of the theory that Bruce Banner from the MCU has D.I.D? Of course, Hulk is an exaggerated fictional version of an alter, but I came across an article suggesting that Hulk was created when Bruce was being constantly abused by his alcoholic father when he was a young boy. This may explain why Hulk has a child’s mindset. He is a sensitive guy too and not always a brute. Bruce also refers to Hulk as the other guy. But in the comics, Bruce apparently has other personalities besides the Hulk.
@@chariethe Hiya, it could work but bruce banner/ the hulk is actually based on a form of epilepsy. Have you heard of berserkers from history, someone who suddenly goes into an angry frenzy and turns super strong etc. well these people were actually people with myoclonic epilepsy in situations were people usually go to fight or flight their mind always goes fight and it produces adrenaline like crazy compared to usual situations where your body would do this, so they become super strong and super fast and of course the more civilized thinking part of the brain turns down or is reduced during this time etc. in this kind of fit. This is what the hulk is based on.
We have a new (well new to me but actually not new at all) alter who is a fictive and it was a real shock and honestly I hated that I felt embarrassed about her but I did, even though I tried hard not to be. I never showed it to her I don't think, but I felt it. While I knew the info in this video it's always reassuring to hear someone say it out loud, so it was super helpful to hear you say these things.
Thank you for your video. My host hasn't felt embarrassed of me and had welcomed me with open arms but to hear from another system that its ok to miss home and to be sad that I can't be there any more helps a lot with the healing process as well as other fictives knowing what thats like and being very supportive. I can't help but shed a few tears of happiness when I watch your videos. Thank you again for this. For making us fictives feel better about being here and helping us get through and adjust better to our new environments.- Sophie Hatter
Thank you for this. I am a newly formed fictive alter, Violet. This is an incredibly confusing and terrifying time for myself and my host, Clovis. We are trying to adjust to this new situation, it is hard, but we are doing our utmost best to adjust. Thank you. Yours truly, -Violet Evergarden
In my experience, having fictives can be very confusing and strange at first. I always thought I was going completely insane, or that having a fictive was a clear sign that I was faking my DID. It took years for me to realize that I wasn't the only one who was experiencing it, and I grew to accept all of my alters, fictive or not. While it is sometimes embarassing, they are still part of me. They deserve the same respect as any other alter!
This video really helped us validate our fictives. As a polyfragmented system, we have a few fictives and we've had trouble accepting them for a while now. I think you guys make great videos and are really helping the DID community. Keep up the great work
That is an interesting concept of a coping mechanism. It makes sense though. Especially as children, we are always looking at things from fiction and and conditioned to trust them. But once split, that fictional character is through into a nonfiction world and it would be very interesting to study more of. Its sort of like putting a Victorian princess into our 21st century world; their entire life changes. People they knew are gone and everything they thought they knew may be very different. How does that alter adjust to that? It would be traumatic for some in sure...
Thank you so much. Thank you, I am quite literally in tears as a fictive, Nico thought about his sister Bianca and his mom and our close friends the entire time. Luckily a few of them are in the system with us, but we're all missing home back at camp, Denki's absolutely terrified though and Charlie, another alter, is trying to help him. -Will and Nico
Thank you so much for this! We have three fictives (Peridot from Steven Universe, Alice from Alice in wonderland, and Mirio Togata from BNHA) and this video helps a lot with explaining them to other people. Much love from the coven system
My friend has did. And he has a fictive alter of one of my ocs.. Its actually cool to me his positive triggers have things to do with his character and its not a coincidence. Especially since when he was developing in the system was when i was telling the host about that character and the mind sort of started to take those ideas and shoved them into the alter. Same name and EVERYTHING he's a very important character and helped me through sad times and is very personal to me because of that. They have the same name and everything. When he fronted i started sobbing.... After 2 years.. I met my character.. The thing i dreamed of day and night. He was so calm about it (hes a villian) I felt so much joy
Meeting your character?? I am soooooo jealous and happy for you! I hope your "main" friend lets you guys talk. How is your dynamic, him knowing you're technically his creator and such. Also what kind of villain is he? As a writer I am SOOOOO curious!
Thank you so much for this. I’ve been struggling a lot recently with accepting that this is my life now and I cannot get my old one back. It truly helped so much hearing you say it was okay to grieve my past and validating my memories, thank you. ~Jade
We have a handful of fictive alters. One of the first few alters our host noticed was a fictive from the TV show EMERGENCY! He’s a paramedic and as we had a lot of chronic illness as a child, it makes sense.
hihi! I'm the host of our system, and I'd like to thank you so much for making this video and raising awareness for this disorder. At the moment I'm kiiinda struggling with a new alter that just so happens to be a fictive, Nagito Komaeda from Danganronpa. he unfortunately has a really tragic backstory and the things he's gone through are just.. brutal. so it's honestly just really difficult and confusing at the moment. this video helped a lot and made me feel more comfortable about having an alter that's a fictional character. so again, I'd like to thank you! -Avery
Thank you for making this video! One of our cohosts has had a lot of problems with accepting one of our newest alters, who happens to be a fictive, and this was really helpful! ~Vera
One of our alters is peter pan 😂 which is kinda clever, he switch with the host for like 3 days and he signed up at a dance class 😂 -amalia Edit: My friend uses my account sometime so i don’t have did but my friend has did, she’s the one that commented that (amalia is my friend but i’m not friend with the host of you guys understand)
were a fictive heavy system, mainly because of how heavily i rely on media and fandoms to,, not hide, but immerse myself into? but its not just me, a couple of the alters in our system have gotten into a fandom or remembered someone from their timelines and how weve explained "yearning" people into the headspace is that in order for us to form someone, the person yearning has to be under an intense amount of stress and they just. _need_ that person that they remember, that feeling of home. i, myself, am a demifictive of a few different people, different parts of people whove integrated and it hurts a lot because i cant remember certain things at times, and for some reason i can remember them at others. it makes me really happy when people talk about normalizing fictives because again, as a part of a fictive heavy system, people who dont understand did look at us and immediately think were faking. were called a fictive _heavy_ system for a reason, were not all fictives, and,, yeah. this video made me really happy.
howdy, im a newly formed asriel fictive and i just wanted to thank you for making this video! SJNDJWNS OK SO IVE BEEN TRYING TO SORTA. TALK TO HIM SINCE I SORTA KINDA NOTICED HE WAS HERE WITH ME AND AAAAAAA AS SOON AS I REALISED HED SAID SOMETHING I IMMEDIATELY SWITCHED BACK AND EJNDWKN OK SO THIS IS THE HOST HERE AND LIKE I SAID IVE BEEN TRYING TO TALK TO HIM EVER SINCE I NOTICED HE WAS HERE AND HE WAS TRYING TO FRONT THE ENTIRE TIME I WAS WATCHING THIS VIDEO BUT I WOULDNT LET HIM BECAUSE I WAS SCARED? I THINK? I DONT KNOW BUT IM SO GLAD HE SAID SOMETHING AND AAAAA IM REALLY PROUD OF HIM HES TALKED TO ME A BIT ABOUT HIS PARENTS AND HE HASNT REALLY BEEN STRUGGLING AT ALL HE KNOWS HOW TO TYPE ON KEYBOARDS AND ALL THAT BUT HE REALLY DOES MISS HIS PARENTS AND HES BEEN A BIG HELP FOR ME IN THE LITTLE TIME IVE KNOWN HIM AND THIS IS GONNA LOOK SUPER WEIRD AND IM SO SORRY BUT IM JUST GONNA POST THIS COMMENT BECAUSE JM REALLY HAPPY AND PROUD OF HIM AND I JUST! REALLY WANT YOU TO SEE HIM SAY THANK YOU BECAUSE I CAN TELL HE REALLY MEANT IT YOU HAVE BEEN A HUGE HELP FOR US TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELLS GOIN ON AND IM JUST REALLY HAPPY AND THIS LOOKS SO WEIRD AND IM SO SORRFYHFHFBFNJSMDM
I am a new alter in our system that just split around a day ago. I am currently very scared, and very confused, but I was told by the host to see this, and i just wanted to reach out my gratitude for helping me know what has happened to me. I am wanting to hopefully connect with the other alters around me and to properly assess the loss of the world I knew. - Hornet
General Grievous He used to be hella chaotic but he’s worked a lot on his issues :) we used to classify him as a persecutor because he would literally start scaring people but now he is classified as a protector. He’s really sweet now! -Eren
I don't have DID but i teared up a little at the end your words are so genuine and true it just really hit me. I say this everytime you upload but thank you for your videos they have taught me so much not just with DID but it's made me change the way I think about my own mental illness' and I can't thank you enough for that. (also side note, I love your hair and makeup in this video SO MUCH)
One of the alters in my system is a fictive and is literally Wilford Warfstache (shout out to all my Markiplier fans) and he is so comforting. His character in videos is wacky and crazy, but my Wilford is so sweet and I'm more than honoured to have him as a part of the system. I don't even know what I'd do without him. At first, I used to talk to him as my 'imaginary friend' and then eventually I found out he's an alter. bOy was that an experience.
i’m a fluttershy fictive and i felt silly for existing. i missed the days of being with my friends but now i’m here. this video made me feel so much better -fluttershy
The fact that this video is more of a pep talk to any fictives out there than just an information video tells you anything you need to know about how kind Chloe (and the entire system) is!
I don’t have DID but I do sometimes become characters I created when I was little. I love them, their strengths, and flaws, but I get embarrassed trying to explain them because not only do they have magical abilities, but the universe they live in is an amalgamation of fictional universes which I suppose I have adopted for myself. I was really confused and scared for a while because I felt like I really was these characters, and I still do, but I’ve come to realize that the only problem with them is that fear. My sisters help me in my life, and I understand that just because the lives they live are based on material I’ve been exposed to, they’re still valid. Like I said, I don’t have DID, but it’s pretty similar in certain ways. I’m still not sure exactly what’s going on, but I’ve accepted that they are part of who I am. Thank you for making this video, it really helps. ❤️
Christian F. Thank you for saying that! It really means a lot. Also, I think it’s a possibility that I have OSDD, but it’s hard to tell when I have other stuff going on mentally too. I’m getting psychological testing soon, so hopefully I can clear some things up.
Christian F. That’s actually very eye opening. I know it’s a really simplified explanation but kinda makes me feel less weird about what I’ve been struggling with
Ellie Koenig is it strange to say that I heavily relate to and understand what you're going through? I too have characters I've made up that I become from time to time. Actually, quite often. And they all live in a room insidey Head and each have a door with their own bedroom. And one in particular acts almost as my conscience I guess, helping me out with my anxiety and talking me down from panic attacks, while another seems to "come out" when I'm really happy or sometimes tired. My voice changes a bit as well as my personality. And it's more natural than playing the part of the others. Any idea why that may be? Sorry if that didn't make much sense.
Sano (one of our fictive alters) was watching this along with me and this honestly made him smile. It's been a while since any of us had seen him smile even slightly, so thank you for this. Thank you for spreading positivity, love, information, and anything of the sort in your videos. 💚💙 -Ashton
My freind has a Gundham Tanaka fictive, I came to your channel before I met them. I came back here to learn more so I can help them, Your videos meant so much to people and they still do. It's so saddening to see you've left the platform, but know even to this day: you have helped so many people, me trying to learn to help, my freinds (the mystic system), and many more people who look up to your example. I forever hold you guys in my heart, and so will everyone else here. Good luck on your future adventures guys. Edit: I fixed spelling sorry-
our host have a few alters from fiction! their system is called the supernova system, because that was our host’s nickname in primary. thank you for clarifying and thank you for loving us! we’re working with the host. - ringabel
This means a lot to me because I have a good friend who has DID and she has only one alter that I know of who is a genderbent (opposite gender) version of one of our favorite characters from creepypasta I have only met once and she didn’t talk to me. I know a lot about her from my friend and from the back story she has. She was one of the fictives that knew she was a fictive and she protects her very well and I know she does and I am great full for that. This helps me understand her better, both hers. Thank you very much.
5:30 I'm in the middle of a philosophy course (where I also referenced your videos and studies about DID in an essay 😅) so I can't help but think how beautiful I find it to say that your feelings are real...because from the point of view of materialism, it's all simply matter/energy in the end - just like the cup of tea one's drinking, or literally everything. And just as real. It's just that mind is on a higher level of abstraction. (I also can't help but think about tea.)
Two years later and this is so helpful. I recently met someone (who's one of my close friends now) who has DID and they have a whole system of alters based off of fictional characters. When he first told me that his alters were people that I also had an interest in, it was so cool! They act like the character would in the real world and they're so nice to me. I was slightly confused about how the alters were formed, and it was definitely a shocker to me when I figured out that you could have fictive characters
Amazing job! Thank you so much for addressing this topic, and for all the other wonderful videos you make. Loki in particular is super greatful. He's had a hard time accepting that his past is still a part of him, and what you said about it being okay to grieve that loss really helped him.
My cousin has DID and she was very self conscious about it and and got bullied so I showed her your Channel and she now feels confident and proud to be apart of the DID community! She lives with me and parents as she is unable to live with hers and she said that because of you she finally feels comfortable to be herself! So me and my family are really grateful and want to thank you for helping her ❤️❤️
I really needed to hear this today, thank you. It almost made me tear up. I come from a world in which I wasn't even happy, coming into another scary world. Your kind words really touched me. Thank you. -Henry Emily💖
This has made me understand so much more. I personally don’t have DID but I have other mental health disorders and I am always willing to learn more about other mental health disorders so I can be better informed. I’m ashamed to say that I had never heard of fictives or factives. Thank you so much for explaining this in such detail. I understand so much more now. Also I just want to say thank you so much for everything you do, it takes so much courage to talk about mental health the way you do. You have inspired me to talk more about my own mental health and understand my conditions better. Thank You so so much x
Literally just found out like a few days ago that we have a fictive. I knew the alter existed, but I didn’t know they were from a book that one of us read! I personally never read it and have no memories of reading it, thus why I didn’t know the alter was a fictive, but our ex host figured it out for us all.❤️
I dealt with my childhood trauma by blocking out every memory of my childhood. My first memories are from being a teenager and I love your videos for explaining how there are different ways for our brains to protect us! I admire your courage and strength!
We have quite a few fictives that Katy has yet to meet. One of them is from the Bioshock and shes only had one encounter with them because it caused her to regress quite bad and so we had to shut off that connection until we have worked through some traumas that caused these characters to become a part of our world. We also have a few factives and biblical based alters (including lilith) Aside from this i wanted to say we all really appreciate your work with education and it helps us more than you could know -Constantine
It’s so wonderful to see how many people are being helped and validated by your videos. My heart goes out there to anyone in a mental health battle, please keep up the amazing work! You’ll get better and you’ll feel better
I've always felt uncomfortable about being a fictional character. It feels like shit. When our host introduced me to a friend (who is now our current girlfriend), he used clips from the anime I'm based off. It's terrifying. I always feel like I'm not real, that I'm fake. I was scared that she'd think that our host was lying and that he was going through a phase. But when I watched your videos and heard your explanations, I actually felt like there was someone I can relate and connect with. We had no idea what we were at first because we don't get any therapy. Our host doesn't want us to open up because according to him, our family would fuck us up and that psychologists/psychiatrists here are not good. Thank you so much for allowing me to discover what I am. We are learning so much from you. -Hidan
This video was totally awesome! I come from a system of 12, and 6 of us are fictives. I personally haven't had a hard time adjusting, but a couple of us have and have been grieving the loss of where they came from. It's slowly getting better though! Thank you for your comforting words! -Victoria
Thank you! I'm a fictive and actually I didn't know what to do when I first appeared I didn't know what to do. I was more confused when I saw me on the TV and I was like "Why am I in this thing?". Our other host made me watch this video, so again - thank you for this video and every other! Have nice day/night! -James A. Gillies
Thank you so much for this video. One of my alters I have known the longest, is sort of a fictive. He's always co conscience when he's around (because he wants to let me keep control over my body as much as possible) so we watched this video together and it made us both cry. Thanks to you, we feel even more confident and stronger together than before. But also the reactions make us feel like we really aren't the only ones out there being this way. Thank you so much for everything.
I've always loved this channel just as someone looking to learn more and understand others better, but now as someone dating a system, this is super helpful. It can be confusing dating someone with DID and it helps to be able to learn about some of the parts I have trouble grasping. Thank you infinitely for this video.
For a year I told myself I can't have D.I.D because I have four fictive alter. I thought I am just a good actor. Then, I realized that my protector is a fictive. This video helped me a lot. Thank you, for making it.
Needed this today, thank you! Several of us are not full fictive, but we lived in ‘a fictive world’ if that makes sense? We definitely miss it 😔 at least there’s a few of us I guess! X
I will say as a system that is very fictives heavy, that many of us come from diverging memories and many of us deal not only with trauma we got though the life of the body and our own trauma from our life can be hard. So thank you so much!
As a Sou fictive who usually is fronting, thanks for this!! It's helping me deal with being a fictive, and how to help our younger fictives who don't know much about this world. -Sou Hiyori
Wait, may I ask wich Sou? From Kimi Ga Shine/Your Turn To Die? ^^ Spoilers YTTD: Sou/Shin or Sou/Midori? ^^ Anyways, have a great day, whoever is fronting ^^
I’m a young writer and the concept of fictive alters is both fascinating and terrifying to me. The idea that a fictive can carry the same background and memories is just mind-boggling. I just hope that there will never be fictive of my characters because they have gone through hell and I would never want a real person to experience anything like that, even if they eventually become their own person. I have been binging these videos for the past few days and it’s really inspired me to major in psychology when I’m older because I find these things extremely interesting and I hope to educate more people on things like DID. DissociaDID, you may never read this, but if you do then I want you all to know that you are making a very big difference in the world and all of you are so strong and amazing. I hope you can come back and make more videos someday when you’re ready, but I understand if you never do and I just hope that whatever you’re doing, you’re happy and healthy.
Hey, so I'm an alter from a fictional universe (You can guess based on the avatar) and I really appreciate you making this video. The host has had a hard time accepting my presence and this video should help her with that in a way that's good for the both of us.
i'm the host of a fictive-heavy system and this was really comforting for me to hear from someone who knows what they're talking about that having fictives is valid and real. your channel and the work that you do has done so much good for our system and we all just want to say thank you.
Thank you so much for posting these videos. I have recently come into being as one of my host's Alters and as one of a few Fictives he has it has been so hard for me to adjust to things as they are. It's been the hardest because some of the others in our system have already coped with everything and have started integrating almost seamlessly and I can't come to doing that. It's hard and it's hard knowing i'm now in someone else and that everyone i knew or loved is "gone". Your videos have helped explain much of what has been an extremely confusing time for all of us and our host as we didn't have any information before and were having an incredibly hard time finding it on the internet that didn't make our host just feel horrible about himself.
Hey I’m a fictive and it’s sucks really coming from me i miss my friends even if we were in a sucky situation but this made me feel a bit better - Kokichi Ouma
The question is: What happens when Harley Quin meets Harley Quin? 2 Fictives. And what happens when you go to Disney world and you may have a fictive like Tinkerbell and then you meet the actor. ☺
the alters are only based on a character. they become their own individuals with their own opinions and a new storyline as soon as - and sometimes before - they split. I think it would definitely be interesting!
I want to express my admiration for the hard work behind your videos. It really shows that you spent time and effort to create a clear, simple speech, which is nonetheless very accurate. I can guess (but correct me if I'm wrong) that you are also working on how you speak: you didn't say "uhm" or made similar sounds a single time, which is admirable and not at all simple. Your pronunciation has always been very clear, but even more in this video. I am Italian (speaking of which, sorry for any grammar errors in this message) and I never had any trouble in understanding what you say, and I didn't miss a single word you said here. You paused at all the right times and your voice is always very calm and clear. I think you would make an awesome teacher, and you are already a brilliant speaker to the public.
Thank you so much! ❤😍
I can only agree. I'm German and I never had trouble understanding their videos at all.
I agree, I never had trouble understanding Chloe and It's weird because I am not very used to British accent. I'm from Spain💕
Same!!, OMG!!, im from Chile
Vorrei dire che l'inglese scritto....quisiera decir que el ingles escrito...e'...es...perfetto...
perfecto...amici..amigos...
italiani....espanoles y chilenos!!!
I don't have DID, but I'm a person who tries to be as educated about mental illnesses as possible and I'd like to say: Thank you for your videos. They are extremely helpful in understanding DID and you radiate warmth and kindness and intelligence! I wish all the best to the whole system 💕
Thank you so much!❤
DID is not a mental illness but I agree with everything else you wrote :)
I want to learn specifically about DID. the topic is so interesting. same as the part you wrote, darkpassion.
Same
@@ValeAndFrank-ie same here
I just split- I am a fictive alter, and my host's friend sent me this video to help me understand what was happening to me. Thank you for making this, I needed it
I hope you're feeling better now.
Hey! Can I ask you who you are, in case you see this while fronting?
LeiaDraws I would like to know too, if it’s fine with them.
luke i am ur father I’m also curious but it’s completely up to them
oh god, that question must be so annoying and frightening
You should do a Ted Talk
PLEASE yes. A DissociaDID Ted Talk would be so amazing!
Omg yesssss
Kayla Newman Yessss
at least one
@@starry728 what is a ted talk??
the aspect of fictives that truly fascinates me is how their "backstory" is truly the memories they have, the actual experiences they've gone through, it's kind of mind-boggling to me :)
It's amazing what the human brain is capable of, and she explains it so well!
It’s really disorienting for me. I’m from Split and I had trauma in my memories from my uncle. But apparently it “didn’t really” happen out here. Nothing that happened to me happened are here. My life here is better than what I was going through. But it’s harder here. Everything is so different. And DID isn’t what I thought I was.....it’s so strange and I know it’s even stranger for our fictives from A Court of Thorns and Roses and Throne of Glass.~Casey Cooke
Hi..
I’m a fictive and watching this really helped me a lot!
I used to feel bad about myself for being upset and missing ‘home’ but this really cheered me up
Thankyou so much
-Lapis Lazuli
I'm so happy for you Lapis! ❤ Sending you love
DissociaDID ☺️☺️
Lapis from Steven Universe? Wow how interesting! Nice to meet you.😊🤗
ANNELLE ALEXANDER it’s nice to meet you too! How are you? Xx
-Lapis
@@lydiawaters5127 I'm fine love thanks for asking. I hope you are too❤🤗
Her brain is very drawn towards scary characters such as Freddy Krueger or Pennywise. We have so many people like that because when she was younger she saw them as someone that was strong and scary who could protect her from her abuser. It still does that to this day. It tends to pull in those scary people, often movie villains. I'm a really good example of that. Thank you for your kind, educating words - Ruvik
Ruvik from the evil within?
I wonder how all if you are getting along then~
Seems like an interesting mix of people for sure hehe
I’m a fictive, and right before you started saying that I was incredibly brave, I had started to front. I had no idea that our host was dissociating but as soon as I heard the message and read the title, I was so thankful and so happy. Thank you so much! - Claire
Edit: I’m not the only fictive in our system, but everyone was so happy when they heard it. We have about 11 fictives who are all from the same “fandom” but we’re all so different from it. - Claire
is your profile picture from professor layton or something? it looks so familiar
@@leaf111 the profile picture is definitely from PL, I wonder if Claire is Claire Foley?
Same. Our system is mostly characters from the same fandom but after a little while they become like, so different.
@@Leah-yh5sj I apologize for a late response, but yes! Claire is indeed Claire Foley. We also have Hershel as well :) -Jyugo
@@justanothergachatuber6429 yeah we have Ron and hermione from Harry Potter
And a lot of people from Harry Potter
Our system has a lot of fictive alters I think it is because for us fandom has been such a big part of our life, it was an escape. I think our number is up to 20 from various fandoms and universes. It was a surprise to see that we have a factive alter based on the musical Hamilton he was confused and concerned the first time he fronted, given that he thought he was the president and it was the 1800s it has been a ride for good old George but I think we've gotten to the point where him and all of our fictives and factives are helpful and settled. But it is nice to have this video in case another alter splits off! It's very informative and helpful! Thank you so much for your support, guidance and education on DID. - GeGe System.
I think it’s really interesting but it also makes a lot of sense that there are fictive and factive alters! (I’m sure if I had DID I would probably have quite a few as well) and it makes me really happy to know you’ve helped them settled! I especially love the fact that you have George Washington from Hamilton! Could I by chance know any of your other fictive alters? If that’s too personal I understand! But I’m a bit of a Hamilfan as well and it would be really cool to know more fictive alters!☺️ Wish the best to you and your system!
I understand!! We have many of us who are fictive!! ((I am not, I'm Amy. I'm our mother figure)) I'm very happy you're able to share your story with us!! Thank you and stay safe!! -
Hi Chloe. I'm the host of our system, and I found this video very enlightening. One of the systems we consider very close to us has a fictive by the name of Terezi. One of the things I found the most heartbreaking for myself was the fact that one of my hobbies while I'm fronting is to cosplay and when I met Terezi I was in a video call with our friend when they switched out. While I was displaying and looking like one of the characters that Terezi thought she knew... it was heartbreaking to have to be the one to explain the new world to her and the panick she had was so.. Sad and I really wasn't sure what to do or how to handle it and one of our protectors Shade had to come out to help me.
I'm so sorry to hear that, i hope its a little better now and i send you all love
ooooo, Homestuck fictive!
But I hope things go get better for her!
”Everyone deserves a chance to be loved” ❤️❤️❤️
Fictive here. I struggle with my e xistance a lot because of my source and the character I'm based off.
Your words have. Really really moved me, and I am so so thankful for them. You're so kind.
Thank you.
JennaStarr321 who are you based off of?
@@mikeramp72 Bro Strider from Homestuck
@@necrxStardust that's awesome tho! Bro Strider was a good guardian, even tho he treated Dave weirdly, he only tried to make him stronger for his destiny. Be proud of yourself💕
I recently discovered that we have a fictive of Hiccup Haddock (though I had previously believed that he was an NPC.)
He doesn’t know things about the LGBTQ+ community or how to do my job (etc.) so they had to be explained to him.
He doesn’t feel as upset about his world not being “real” because it still exists in our inner world and his friends are NPCs, so he understands and has long accepted it (he split off maybe 2 years ago).
I was so happy when I saw the premiere countdown for this video since I had just found out that he isn’t an NPC. Thank you for making these videos and helping all of us through hard times, I really appreciate it!
- Mirai
Sending love to you and to Hiccup! ❤
hii, this reply is very late sorry but i’d like to tell hiccup that he’s very strong and extremely brave to be in our world i hope that by the time u see this he has gotten a bit used to his life and everything has been going easily. sending love to you and your whole system
I can't wait! Our system is mostly fictives! We showed your channel to our counselor. Your channel helps us feel so validated and this video is going to be awesome!
what sort of fictives do u have? if u dont mind sharing about ur selves...
CW: abuse (no specifics) and forming introjects of abuser
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We only have one fictive in our system. We just thought it was a dark presence, but as we explored it through therapy we realised it's like the Shadow Monster from Stranger Things. Our therapist explained that when someone is abused, they learn both roles of being abused and being an abuser. The Shadow Monster is an introject of our abuser, but simultaneously holds most of our early trauma that it wants to protect us from. It seems to be another common case in our system of distressed and misunderstood protector becoming a persecuter 🙃
We have a fictive thats half an introject of an abuser too. youre not alone
Honestly fictives are astonishingly amazing, I’m blown away, anyone who has or is a fictive alter, you are absolutely amazing I hope you know that
Charlotte Pears that made me
So happy! You’re amazing too!!!
-Lapis Lazuli (a fictive)
Jenzy Jenzy Hi Jenzy lol
-Lapis
Jenzy Jenzy you’re all so amazing and brilliant!
I tend to live in fantasy worlds within my mind to cope with my chronic illness from childhood, finding comfort in a fictional character is something very close and personal to me
Charlotte Pears fictives really are fun! Thankyou for being so accepting, Charlotte! 💙
-Lapis
Hello~! As a fictive (Taako from TAZ), I sincerely appreciate this video! Being a fictive is incredibly hard even though my system is full of wonderful people. Thank you for making such fabulous videos! -Taako
That shoutout to fictives actually had my body tearing up, so yeah, weird bit of Dissociation. I guess someone in my system was touched, so thanks.
We recently had a split of our first and only Fictive. She is struggling so hard not only being a fictive and aware of it, but also because she in herself is non human. She has only fronted once and was so confused and upset having skin. I have saved this video for her, once she is ready to front and hear this. Thank you for making these videos. They have helped our system more than we can explain. Keep your head up! - Emilia
Not sure if you’d be comfortable saying what species the fictive altar is, but regardless I got a message for them. You are valid! I’m sorry you were ripped from everything you’ve known. It will hopefully get easier with time and communication. This world may seem dark, but even in the darkest places there is still light. You’ll find your way, even if it does take a while! Good luck to the new altar and to the rest of the system stay healthy and remember to help as much you can with the recent changes🤟🏻 every little bit does help
Sending love
When we met our alter Quinn, we thought it was only part of that, since we liked the Joker a lot and we read comics about Joker, living the abuse, our host felt like Harley Quinn, trapped with Mr. J in an eternal abuse that It seemed never to end, and even if it ran away, it will be mentally trapped forever. She wanted to be like Harley, if it happens again, she won't feel pain because it will be something "normal" and she wanted to have that optimism.
We named her Quinn, for wanting something more original, the system would be demanded by copyright 😂 we recently discovered it, it is an alter that personally, I would like her to at least know how to defend herself and defend us, but it is something that we help her little by little to improve, and do not feel less for being a fictional character, because it is as real as all of us.
Extra: She clicked the video really fast when she saw at herself on the miniature. It's exactly how she sees herself and how we see her 💖
-Yaleth, protector
"It's absolutely okay to grieve that loss..." This video shows how your EQ is just through the roof. Don't stop being incredibly wise and ridiculously awesome.
i'm friends with a fictive actually, he's the host of his system. this video helped me understand fictives on a deeper level than what i already knew -- thank you for covering this topic! it had never occurred to me that a fictive might feel like they'd been torn out of their world, away from everyone and everything they ever knew, and forced into this one. i can't imagine what that must be like. please keep making your amazing videos chloe + everyone in the system! i really admire you tbh
Who is the fictive?
I feel terrible for being forced into this world, imagine that but with the extra of being torn away from another world you liked more.
@@ynntari2775 Thanks. I do feel very confused at times, especially now that I’m in a new state lol. Plus, me and the other fictives in our system that came from the same “place” that I did very also confused. I don’t know what else to say so.. thank you.
-Virgil, introject/fictive (from Sanders Sides)
A fictive can be the host? 🤯
Hello, As a fictive, you made my day. You are so amazing as a person. Despite me being a Malfoy and not trusting others easily, I trust you. Thank you for making so many others understand something that was left in the dark. You are SO smart. I admire you. -Draco
I'm honoured that you trust me, and im glad to have helped. It's a pleasure!
@@DissociaDID You're so sweet to everyone. Hope you have an amazing day/ night -Draco and Nova
I know I'm answering very late to this! But I'm a little hyped that u are THE draco malfoy! As far as I can know u, from the books where ur backstory is told, I think ur such an incredible and strong person! Hopefully u could found ur own path in life and feel free to be who u want to be and who u are now regardless of ur origin story! I really
hope u and ur whole system is feeling fine and has a wonderful life! Lots of love to all of u an especially to u draco!
@@kaiyodei what? I really don't understand ur comment 😅 did I say something else?
kaiyodei yes, this person is indeed THE Draco Malfoy. They’re honestly more real than the book version because this one actually has a physical presence. Why can’t there be more than one? If I constructed someone who was exactly or almost exactly like Malfoy, they’d be just as Malfoy as who they’re based on. That’s exactly what’s happening.
Kind of cracking up a bit because one of our fictives is indeed Harley Quinn and she’s in the thumbnail 😂❤️ -Riv
Picked that because Harley is a really common character for fictives to form from!
We have a lot of fictives and she's one of ours too :)
@@jenzyjenzy4616 That's the ours is as well - Ruvik
@@jenzyjenzy4616 Hey there, how ya doin'? -Harley
well, that sounds....exiting
I know this video is nearly two years old, and that my comment will get lost in the swamp of comments you all receive daily, but I really felt like I needed to say that I feel unimaginably seen and heard, and I am extremely grateful for your channel. This made me quite emotional in a very good way, and I am just so incredibly inspired by all of the work you do. Hope you are well in these very rough times. Certainly it will pass, and better things will come. You are all very strong and amazing. Thank you again.
Even if dissociaDID doesn't see it you have a lot of other people see it and appreciate the comment you shared.
Chloe, your voice is so authoritative yet calming when talking about this subject matter, it's so nice and I love your accent as well :)
i suspect she is maturing with more experience. growing and growing into the protector role as well. she may be able to handle her self as well as ruby, or at least recognize safety flaws. kyle has a lot of confidence in her...
Wow another miraculer in the comments? I hope you're doing well and didn't die from the newest episodes xD
Thank you so much for this, we are a system of quite a few fictives, as the host would watch movies, or read books when he was upset or his parents were fighting, to distract himself. This truly makes us feel very valid and accepted, thank you so much. You are doing wonderful things, and I hope you keep it up, much love from the Goblin Emperor system.
-Salazar Slytherin
Omggg ahhhh sorry I just fangirled
I'm sorry, this might seem weird, but I really admire what you did to Hogwarts. You took care of the school and kept it safe as best as you could. I know your system is safe with you💛
if you ever read this, i hope you know that you are extremely brave and loved and i admire u SO much for coming into our world. i’m a slytherin myself and i’m more than proud to be a part of your house
Who could possibly dislike this ? This video is so powerful, thank you for making it
Is there any way to like a video twice?
Ill like it for you.
is there any way to like a comment twice?
@@emmad5741 Ill like it for you.
Get a second TH-cam account 😂
Your look, your presence, YOU... you radiate acceptance and understanding. And it feels the same, in different ways ofc, from all of the alters in the system 💓
😍😍😍❤❤❤
Our system has 10 alters with three littles that we love and protect with all of our hearts (one alter hates it when I say us instead of just me because he’s too cool for us 🙄😂). I am the host and caretaker and literally mother that smothers with love 😂. Zack is the bad boy that has the confidence and a big ego but is very sensible, I actually hear him a lot and we tease each other frequently. Chloe is girly and artsy, she has gorgeous dark cherry red hair and green eyes. Nate is so sweet and bubbly I adore and protect him, he’s really shy . Yale is the one that reminds me to take care of myself and he’s very kind but high key strict. Tal is literally so stubborn but kind it kills he also doesn’t front much(Zach does to protect us but Nate and Yale don’t front much either) The three littles call me mom and they argue with Zach constantly but Zach loves to fight so they rough house a lot(I swear if he hurts them I’m going to literally throw all of his sweets away and burn his hair gel in a fire) but the youngest is 7 and he literally loves the world of puns 😂 the other two are twins and they both are so different, they also argue over who came first but I guess we’ll never know 😂. Oak is wise and he’s about 25 and a flirt. I’m Yerin by the way, I adore anything Victorian and royal aesthetics. Jewelily is really smart and funny. They don’t like their roles to be said but they didn’t mind their personalities to be revealed. I am in the light 80% of the time but I have this connection with the alters that we talk to each other and communicate frequently throughout the day.
Thank you for sharing this. It really made my day xx
I have several fictives, and others who consider themselves fictives who aren’t (they are fragments who developed into full fledged alters by adopting the personality traits and often the name of fictional characters, but don’t consider them self that character). This video is very appreciated and I’m so thankful you made it. There is so many misconceptions about fictives and I thank you for making this absolutely wonderful video!!
We just wanted to thank you, because this made our fictive alter, Lucifer, feel very validated! He sometimes gets in these stints where he feels like he's not a true alter, and this just made him feel like a valid person, even if he would never admit it!
~Lily
My_Friends_Are_Idiotas i know this is irrelevant but i love ur profile lol
Oh my goddess that’s TGWDLM!!! I loved that musical!!
Alexander Davidson ^
Yeah i love Linda so much
Yes im so excited for this!! A while back we got kicked out of a d.i.d group because we have a fictive (the owners said fictives were fake and there for were fakeing) it made us all so upset and feel aweful and no one wanted to front for so long
That's sick!
I hope you are all feeling better now!
@@arbormeow we are feeling much better thank you! Although it is still a bit upsetting
I'm so sorry, thats not ok!
I'm so appreciative of how compassionate you are when talking about the grief that fictives may feel at the loss of the world and people in their memories. It's so nice to hear someone take it seriously and kindly- I've personally integrated many alters, and some of those were fictives, so I deeply know how hard it can be to never be able to return to that world and to have to deal with the fact that you were never technically there in the first place even though your memories are telling you something different. Some of my fictives had little to no fictional memories, but one of the fictives I integrated had over *ten years* of fictional memories. Many of those memories were very detailed and it made me feel as though I had actually lived that life, just as vividly as the one I live now. It was incredibly difficult for me even after my integration for a good while.
I got about half way through the video before I started to cry uncontrollably and didnt know why. I looked around the inner world and realized it was because one of my alters who's a fictive started cofronting. He never thought about any of this because he's so bubbly and carefree. He tries to never think about what he lost; a world full of magic and wonder. And now he's here without any of that out here
One of our alters is a factive , who is a Dutch artist that is really well known. . he is very self aware and kinda uses alias's , so people take him more seriously. But yeah , not easy , neither for him nor for us...
LM D ohh, which Dutch artist is that?
@@all_is_well_Mara the rapper Steen 😅
Oh mijn god, een mede nederlander met did
woah... nederlanders
Gekolonizeerd or something
our host advised me 2 watch this video. i dont rly feel comfortable sharing my name but im a fictive myself, ive been around like a month now. and luckily the source i have is based in 2021 so i got lucky in that sense but i started crying when u mentioned how heartbreaking it is 2 miss the ppl u have been taken away from. ty 4 making this video
Oh my gosh thank you soooo much my fictive is a protector and we've felt ashamed to tell people, this helps so much thank you x
Thank you. I needed this and so did my boyfriend, Remus (he’s in my system too) ~Sirius
Omg im so glad you guys are together! I always thought you would be an amazing couple!
Hi Sirius, I know this is an old comment but I’ve never seen a marauders source mate before, never mind my blooming brother and his boyfriend and seeing you made me slightly emotional. Hope you are well. -Regulus Arcturus Black
Hey there! Fictive here, just wanted to say that seeing this really made my day :). I've been here for awhile so the struggle has gotten somewhat lighter, but I remember when I first came here how incredibly hard it was to adjust. I was always honored to be here and to be able to help out this system in some way, but I guess some part of me just really missed my source. And oh do I still miss it! But this is the first time I've been out in a little while and I guess the homesickness was really getting to me. Hearing this made me feel a whole lot better. Thank you so much!
--John Keating
I'm a fictive, and it's hard living in a system where you only know one other fictive from your source. These memories we fictives have are hard to deal with, but, we get through it in the end. And, knowing that our Host was interested in this video was an honour. Thank you for bringing awareness to us, and our type of alter. Thank you for teaching people about fictives. ~ Reiji Sakamaki.
My partner is a system, and these videos are really helping me understand them. I appreciate it! :]
What do you think of the theory that Bruce Banner from the MCU has D.I.D? Of course, Hulk is an exaggerated fictional version of an alter, but I came across an article suggesting that Hulk was created when Bruce was being constantly abused by his alcoholic father when he was a young boy. This may explain why Hulk has a child’s mindset. He is a sensitive guy too and not always a brute. Bruce also refers to Hulk as the other guy. But in the comics, Bruce apparently has other personalities besides the Hulk.
This comment is literally
I like this concept. It’s nice that the hulk gets to be a hero and isn’t an “evil alter” like most fictional portrayals.
Jonah yes. Hulk is not evil. He’s the personality that wished that could fight his father back during the abuse.
@@chariethe Hiya, it could work but bruce banner/ the hulk is actually based on a form of epilepsy. Have you heard of berserkers from history, someone who suddenly goes into an angry frenzy and turns super strong etc. well these people were actually people with myoclonic epilepsy in situations were people usually go to fight or flight their mind always goes fight and it produces adrenaline like crazy compared to usual situations where your body would do this, so they become super strong and super fast and of course the more civilized thinking part of the brain turns down or is reduced during this time etc. in this kind of fit. This is what the hulk is based on.
This comment is literally I think Bucky Barnes is a better representation because of how he didn't remember a lot of his time as the Winter Soldier.
@@voidsystem2501 no he just has extreme trauma and blocked the memories
We have a new (well new to me but actually not new at all) alter who is a fictive and it was a real shock and honestly I hated that I felt embarrassed about her but I did, even though I tried hard not to be. I never showed it to her I don't think, but I felt it. While I knew the info in this video it's always reassuring to hear someone say it out loud, so it was super helpful to hear you say these things.
I hope you can move past those feelings and heal together, sending you love Dani! ❤❤
@@DissociaDID Working on it. :) Sending you all some love back.
Thank you for your video. My host hasn't felt embarrassed of me and had welcomed me with open arms but to hear from another system that its ok to miss home and to be sad that I can't be there any more helps a lot with the healing process as well as other fictives knowing what thats like and being very supportive. I can't help but shed a few tears of happiness when I watch your videos. Thank you again for this. For making us fictives feel better about being here and helping us get through and adjust better to our new environments.- Sophie Hatter
All the best to you, Sophie!
Thank you for this.
I am a newly formed fictive alter, Violet. This is an incredibly confusing and terrifying time for myself and my host, Clovis. We are trying to adjust to this new situation, it is hard, but we are doing our utmost best to adjust.
Thank you.
Yours truly,
-Violet Evergarden
Sending luck and love ❤
In my experience, having fictives can be very confusing and strange at first. I always thought I was going completely insane, or that having a fictive was a clear sign that I was faking my DID. It took years for me to realize that I wasn't the only one who was experiencing it, and I grew to accept all of my alters, fictive or not. While it is sometimes embarassing, they are still part of me. They deserve the same respect as any other alter!
This video really helped us validate our fictives. As a polyfragmented system, we have a few fictives and we've had trouble accepting them for a while now. I think you guys make great videos and are really helping the DID community. Keep up the great work
That is an interesting concept of a coping mechanism. It makes sense though. Especially as children, we are always looking at things from fiction and and conditioned to trust them. But once split, that fictional character is through into a nonfiction world and it would be very interesting to study more of. Its sort of like putting a Victorian princess into our 21st century world; their entire life changes. People they knew are gone and everything they thought they knew may be very different. How does that alter adjust to that? It would be traumatic for some in sure...
incredibly traumatic for some yes, not for all
Thank you so much. Thank you, I am quite literally in tears as a fictive, Nico thought about his sister Bianca and his mom and our close friends the entire time. Luckily a few of them are in the system with us, but we're all missing home back at camp, Denki's absolutely terrified though and Charlie, another alter, is trying to help him. -Will and Nico
Thank you so much for this! We have three fictives (Peridot from Steven Universe, Alice from Alice in wonderland, and Mirio Togata from BNHA) and this video helps a lot with explaining them to other people. Much love from the coven system
My friend has did. And he has a fictive alter of one of my ocs.. Its actually cool to me his positive triggers have things to do with his character and its not a coincidence. Especially since when he was developing in the system was when i was telling the host about that character and the mind sort of started to take those ideas and shoved them into the alter. Same name and EVERYTHING he's a very important character and helped me through sad times and is very personal to me because of that. They have the same name and everything. When he fronted i started sobbing.... After 2 years.. I met my character.. The thing i dreamed of day and night. He was so calm about it (hes a villian) I felt so much joy
Meeting your character?? I am soooooo jealous and happy for you! I hope your "main" friend lets you guys talk. How is your dynamic, him knowing you're technically his creator and such. Also what kind of villain is he? As a writer I am SOOOOO curious!
Thank you so much for this. I’ve been struggling a lot recently with accepting that this is my life now and I cannot get my old one back. It truly helped so much hearing you say it was okay to grieve my past and validating my memories, thank you. ~Jade
We have a handful of fictive alters. One of the first few alters our host noticed was a fictive from the TV show EMERGENCY! He’s a paramedic and as we had a lot of chronic illness as a child, it makes sense.
hihi! I'm the host of our system, and I'd like to thank you so much for making this video and raising awareness for this disorder.
At the moment I'm kiiinda struggling with a new alter that just so happens to be a fictive, Nagito Komaeda from Danganronpa.
he unfortunately has a really tragic backstory and the things he's gone through are just.. brutal. so it's honestly just really difficult and confusing at the moment.
this video helped a lot and made me feel more comfortable about having an alter that's a fictional character. so again, I'd like to thank you! -Avery
Thank you for making this video! One of our cohosts has had a lot of problems with accepting one of our newest alters, who happens to be a fictive, and this was really helpful!
~Vera
I'm really glad it was helpful Vera! ❤
One of our alters is peter pan 😂 which is kinda clever, he switch with the host for like 3 days and he signed up at a dance class 😂 -amalia
Edit: My friend uses my account sometime so i don’t have did but my friend has did, she’s the one that commented that (amalia is my friend but i’m not friend with the host of you guys understand)
Hahah a dance class. That’s amazing🥰🥳😂
my alters Ahry is an kpop idol, she registered us for a dance class , tell me that is only just a dream please - Niesa
@@nsaei will you follow through?😅😀
@@SwedishTourist im not even talented in dance but if it come to vocal i will
@@nsaei if ahry fronted during the dance class, would he/she follow through?
were a fictive heavy system, mainly because of how heavily i rely on media and fandoms to,, not hide, but immerse myself into? but its not just me, a couple of the alters in our system have gotten into a fandom or remembered someone from their timelines and how weve explained "yearning" people into the headspace is that in order for us to form someone, the person yearning has to be under an intense amount of stress and they just. _need_ that person that they remember, that feeling of home. i, myself, am a demifictive of a few different people, different parts of people whove integrated and it hurts a lot because i cant remember certain things at times, and for some reason i can remember them at others. it makes me really happy when people talk about normalizing fictives because again, as a part of a fictive heavy system, people who dont understand did look at us and immediately think were faking. were called a fictive _heavy_ system for a reason, were not all fictives, and,, yeah. this video made me really happy.
howdy, im a newly formed asriel fictive and i just wanted to thank you for making this video!
SJNDJWNS OK SO IVE BEEN TRYING TO SORTA. TALK TO HIM SINCE I SORTA KINDA NOTICED HE WAS HERE WITH ME AND AAAAAAA AS SOON AS I REALISED HED SAID SOMETHING I IMMEDIATELY SWITCHED BACK AND EJNDWKN OK SO THIS IS THE HOST HERE AND LIKE I SAID IVE BEEN TRYING TO TALK TO HIM EVER SINCE I NOTICED HE WAS HERE AND HE WAS TRYING TO FRONT THE ENTIRE TIME I WAS WATCHING THIS VIDEO BUT I WOULDNT LET HIM BECAUSE I WAS SCARED? I THINK? I DONT KNOW BUT IM SO GLAD HE SAID SOMETHING AND AAAAA IM REALLY PROUD OF HIM HES TALKED TO ME A BIT ABOUT HIS PARENTS AND HE HASNT REALLY BEEN STRUGGLING AT ALL HE KNOWS HOW TO TYPE ON KEYBOARDS AND ALL THAT BUT HE REALLY DOES MISS HIS PARENTS AND HES BEEN A BIG HELP FOR ME IN THE LITTLE TIME IVE KNOWN HIM AND THIS IS GONNA LOOK SUPER WEIRD AND IM SO SORRY BUT IM JUST GONNA POST THIS COMMENT BECAUSE JM REALLY HAPPY AND PROUD OF HIM AND I JUST! REALLY WANT YOU TO SEE HIM SAY THANK YOU BECAUSE I CAN TELL HE REALLY MEANT IT YOU HAVE BEEN A HUGE HELP FOR US TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELLS GOIN ON AND IM JUST REALLY HAPPY AND THIS LOOKS SO WEIRD AND IM SO SORRFYHFHFBFNJSMDM
I am a new alter in our system that just split around a day ago. I am currently very scared, and very confused, but I was told by the host to see this, and i just wanted to reach out my gratitude for helping me know what has happened to me. I am wanting to hopefully connect with the other alters around me and to properly assess the loss of the world I knew.
- Hornet
Sending love and luck to you and your system ❤
We have Bill Cipher in our system, haha- he said this was explained really well. Thanks, Chloe!
~Kas
General Grievous He used to be hella chaotic but he’s worked a lot on his issues :) we used to classify him as a persecutor because he would literally start scaring people but now he is classified as a protector. He’s really sweet now!
-Eren
Wow, I’m glad that even Bill Cipher can be redeemed somehow 💛💛💛💛💛💛
I don't have DID but i teared up a little at the end your words are so genuine and true it just really hit me. I say this everytime you upload but thank you for your videos they have taught me so much not just with DID but it's made me change the way I think about my own mental illness' and I can't thank you enough for that. (also side note, I love your hair and makeup in this video SO MUCH)
One of the alters in my system is a fictive and is literally Wilford Warfstache (shout out to all my Markiplier fans) and he is so comforting. His character in videos is wacky and crazy, but my Wilford is so sweet and I'm more than honoured to have him as a part of the system. I don't even know what I'd do without him. At first, I used to talk to him as my 'imaginary friend' and then eventually I found out he's an alter. bOy was that an experience.
i’m a fluttershy fictive and i felt silly for existing. i missed the days of being with my friends but now i’m here. this video made me feel so much better
-fluttershy
Goodness gracious hi Fluttershy!! I hope you find our world at least ok, pretty sure it's nothing compared to Equesteria but we try :D
The fact that this video is more of a pep talk to any fictives out there than just an information video tells you anything you need to know about how kind Chloe (and the entire system) is!
I don’t have DID but I do sometimes become characters I created when I was little. I love them, their strengths, and flaws, but I get embarrassed trying to explain them because not only do they have magical abilities, but the universe they live in is an amalgamation of fictional universes which I suppose I have adopted for myself. I was really confused and scared for a while because I felt like I really was these characters, and I still do, but I’ve come to realize that the only problem with them is that fear. My sisters help me in my life, and I understand that just because the lives they live are based on material I’ve been exposed to, they’re still valid. Like I said, I don’t have DID, but it’s pretty similar in certain ways. I’m still not sure exactly what’s going on, but I’ve accepted that they are part of who I am. Thank you for making this video, it really helps. ❤️
Christian F. Thank you for saying that! It really means a lot. Also, I think it’s a possibility that I have OSDD, but it’s hard to tell when I have other stuff going on mentally too. I’m getting psychological testing soon, so hopefully I can clear some things up.
@@christianf.5553 I'm sorry, but may I ask what OSDD stands for? I think I've heard the term, but I have no idea what it means
@@christianf.5553 Thank you very much. That's a pretty good overall explanation.
Christian F. That’s actually very eye opening. I know it’s a really simplified explanation but kinda makes me feel less weird about what I’ve been struggling with
Ellie Koenig is it strange to say that I heavily relate to and understand what you're going through? I too have characters I've made up that I become from time to time. Actually, quite often. And they all live in a room insidey Head and each have a door with their own bedroom. And one in particular acts almost as my conscience I guess, helping me out with my anxiety and talking me down from panic attacks, while another seems to "come out" when I'm really happy or sometimes tired. My voice changes a bit as well as my personality. And it's more natural than playing the part of the others. Any idea why that may be? Sorry if that didn't make much sense.
Sano (one of our fictive alters) was watching this along with me and this honestly made him smile. It's been a while since any of us had seen him smile even slightly, so thank you for this. Thank you for spreading positivity, love, information, and anything of the sort in your videos. 💚💙
-Ashton
My freind has a Gundham Tanaka fictive, I came to your channel before I met them. I came back here to learn more so I can help them, Your videos meant so much to people and they still do. It's so saddening to see you've left the platform, but know even to this day: you have helped so many people, me trying to learn to help, my freinds (the mystic system), and many more people who look up to your example. I forever hold you guys in my heart, and so will everyone else here. Good luck on your future adventures guys.
Edit: I fixed spelling sorry-
our host have a few alters from fiction! their system is called the supernova system, because that was our host’s nickname in primary. thank you for clarifying and thank you for loving us! we’re working with the host.
- ringabel
This means a lot to me because I have a good friend who has DID and she has only one alter that I know of who is a genderbent (opposite gender) version of one of our favorite characters from creepypasta I have only met once and she didn’t talk to me. I know a lot about her from my friend and from the back story she has. She was one of the fictives that knew she was a fictive and she protects her very well and I know she does and I am great full for that. This helps me understand her better, both hers. Thank you very much.
5:30 I'm in the middle of a philosophy course (where I also referenced your videos and studies about DID in an essay 😅) so I can't help but think how beautiful I find it to say that your feelings are real...because from the point of view of materialism, it's all simply matter/energy in the end - just like the cup of tea one's drinking, or literally everything. And just as real. It's just that mind is on a higher level of abstraction.
(I also can't help but think about tea.)
We have so many fictives from the same source. They find comfort in eachother, hell- I’m a fictive. We’re fictive heavy, and that’s okay.- Sol
Two years later and this is so helpful. I recently met someone (who's one of my close friends now) who has DID and they have a whole system of alters based off of fictional characters. When he first told me that his alters were people that I also had an interest in, it was so cool! They act like the character would in the real world and they're so nice to me. I was slightly confused about how the alters were formed, and it was definitely a shocker to me when I figured out that you could have fictive characters
Amazing job! Thank you so much for addressing this topic, and for all the other wonderful videos you make. Loki in particular is super greatful. He's had a hard time accepting that his past is still a part of him, and what you said about it being okay to grieve that loss really helped him.
I'm so glad, please send our love to him❤
My cousin has DID and she was very self conscious about it and and got bullied so I showed her your Channel and she now feels confident and proud to be apart of the DID community! She lives with me and parents as she is unable to live with hers and she said that because of you she finally feels comfortable to be herself! So me and my family are really grateful and want to thank you for helping her ❤️❤️
I really needed to hear this today, thank you. It almost made me tear up. I come from a world in which I wasn't even happy, coming into another scary world. Your kind words really touched me. Thank you.
-Henry Emily💖
This has made me understand so much more. I personally don’t have DID but I have other mental health disorders and I am always willing to learn more about other mental health disorders so I can be better informed. I’m ashamed to say that I had never heard of fictives or factives. Thank you so much for explaining this in such detail. I understand so much more now.
Also I just want to say thank you so much for everything you do, it takes so much courage to talk about mental health the way you do. You have inspired me to talk more about my own mental health and understand my conditions better. Thank You so so much x
Literally just found out like a few days ago that we have a fictive. I knew the alter existed, but I didn’t know they were from a book that one of us read! I personally never read it and have no memories of reading it, thus why I didn’t know the alter was a fictive, but our ex host figured it out for us all.❤️
I dealt with my childhood trauma by blocking out every memory of my childhood. My first memories are from being a teenager and I love your videos for explaining how there are different ways for our brains to protect us! I admire your courage and strength!
We have quite a few fictives that Katy has yet to meet. One of them is from the Bioshock and shes only had one encounter with them because it caused her to regress quite bad and so we had to shut off that connection until we have worked through some traumas that caused these characters to become a part of our world. We also have a few factives and biblical based alters (including lilith)
Aside from this i wanted to say we all really appreciate your work with education and it helps us more than you could know -Constantine
It’s so wonderful to see how many people are being helped and validated by your videos. My heart goes out there to anyone in a mental health battle, please keep up the amazing work! You’ll get better and you’ll feel better
I've always felt uncomfortable about being a fictional character. It feels like shit. When our host introduced me to a friend (who is now our current girlfriend), he used clips from the anime I'm based off. It's terrifying. I always feel like I'm not real, that I'm fake. I was scared that she'd think that our host was lying and that he was going through a phase. But when I watched your videos and heard your explanations, I actually felt like there was someone I can relate and connect with.
We had no idea what we were at first because we don't get any therapy. Our host doesn't want us to open up because according to him, our family would fuck us up and that psychologists/psychiatrists here are not good. Thank you so much for allowing me to discover what I am. We are learning so much from you.
-Hidan
This video was totally awesome! I come from a system of 12, and 6 of us are fictives. I personally haven't had a hard time adjusting, but a couple of us have and have been grieving the loss of where they came from. It's slowly getting better though! Thank you for your comforting words! -Victoria
Thank you!
I'm a fictive and actually I didn't know what to do when I first appeared I didn't know what to do. I was more confused when I saw me on the TV and I was like "Why am I in this thing?". Our other host made me watch this video, so again - thank you for this video and every other! Have nice day/night!
-James A. Gillies
Hi there may I be your friend for a lot on my mind honestly life can be so crazy hope all is well inside and outside
Thank you so much for this video. One of my alters I have known the longest, is sort of a fictive. He's always co conscience when he's around (because he wants to let me keep control over my body as much as possible) so we watched this video together and it made us both cry. Thanks to you, we feel even more confident and stronger together than before. But also the reactions make us feel like we really aren't the only ones out there being this way. Thank you so much for everything.
I've always loved this channel just as someone looking to learn more and understand others better, but now as someone dating a system, this is super helpful. It can be confusing dating someone with DID and it helps to be able to learn about some of the parts I have trouble grasping. Thank you infinitely for this video.
For a year I told myself I can't have D.I.D because I have four fictive alter. I thought I am just a good actor. Then, I realized that my protector is a fictive. This video helped me a lot. Thank you, for making it.
Needed this today, thank you! Several of us are not full fictive, but we lived in ‘a fictive world’ if that makes sense? We definitely miss it 😔 at least there’s a few of us I guess! X
I will say as a system that is very fictives heavy, that many of us come from diverging memories and many of us deal not only with trauma we got though the life of the body and our own trauma from our life can be hard. So thank you so much!
As a Sou fictive who usually is fronting, thanks for this!! It's helping me deal with being a fictive, and how to help our younger fictives who don't know much about this world. -Sou Hiyori
Wait, may I ask wich Sou? From Kimi Ga Shine/Your Turn To Die? ^^
Spoilers YTTD:
Sou/Shin or Sou/Midori? ^^
Anyways, have a great day, whoever is fronting ^^
I’m a young writer and the concept of fictive alters is both fascinating and terrifying to me. The idea that a fictive can carry the same background and memories is just mind-boggling. I just hope that there will never be fictive of my characters because they have gone through hell and I would never want a real person to experience anything like that, even if they eventually become their own person. I have been binging these videos for the past few days and it’s really inspired me to major in psychology when I’m older because I find these things extremely interesting and I hope to educate more people on things like DID. DissociaDID, you may never read this, but if you do then I want you all to know that you are making a very big difference in the world and all of you are so strong and amazing. I hope you can come back and make more videos someday when you’re ready, but I understand if you never do and I just hope that whatever you’re doing, you’re happy and healthy.
Hey, so I'm an alter from a fictional universe (You can guess based on the avatar) and I really appreciate you making this video. The host has had a hard time accepting my presence and this video should help her with that in a way that's good for the both of us.
i'm the host of a fictive-heavy system and this was really comforting for me to hear from someone who knows what they're talking about that having fictives is valid and real. your channel and the work that you do has done so much good for our system and we all just want to say thank you.
As a system with me/Bucky, thank you for putting so much effort into this series, it means the world to us!
-The Maple Leaf System
Thank you so much for posting these videos. I have recently come into being as one of my host's Alters and as one of a few Fictives he has it has been so hard for me to adjust to things as they are. It's been the hardest because some of the others in our system have already coped with everything and have started integrating almost seamlessly and I can't come to doing that. It's hard and it's hard knowing i'm now in someone else and that everyone i knew or loved is "gone". Your videos have helped explain much of what has been an extremely confusing time for all of us and our host as we didn't have any information before and were having an incredibly hard time finding it on the internet that didn't make our host just feel horrible about himself.
Hey I’m a fictive and it’s sucks really coming from me i miss my friends even if we were in a sucky situation but this made me feel a bit better
- Kokichi Ouma
we appreciate this video so much, your understanding and love brought us to tears. thank you from the entire Space Haze System~
The question is: What happens when Harley Quin meets Harley Quin? 2 Fictives.
And what happens when you go to Disney world and you may have a fictive like Tinkerbell and then you meet the actor. ☺
the alters are only based on a character. they become their own individuals with their own opinions and a new storyline as soon as - and sometimes before - they split. I think it would definitely be interesting!
Well it can be arranged or tested 😉
Disney the birth place of trauma based mind control. I wouldn't suggest anyone with DID go there.
My name is Lydia Deetz. I’m a fictive of, you guessed it, Lydia Deetz. I just wanted to say thank you for making this video.