Phi Φ me too bro. It’s not a disorder though- it’s a way of thinking. You can change your thoughts and as a consequence, change your life. I’ve recovered, then relapsed. I will recover again. I hope you do too
@@DMMDwrestler It's a disorder that you can bring order to. It's a disease you can ease up. These words don't suggest any sort of permanency or neurological abnormality. Just descriptors. I hope you recover again. They're doing research with Psilocybin for anxiety and depression over at clinicaltrials.gov Some pretty breakthrough shit
@Dope Fiend That's true. Like it can force you to go through something you've been avoiding. But when you're alone in your room and start having anxiety about things that don't matter it really sucks.
@Dope Fiend That's crazy! 10grams? Haha yeah no thanks I think the most I would do would be 3g and maybe 5g if I felt ready... but 10? Plus a DMT trip? Hell no..
I breathe in I recognize it as an in-breath, I breathe out, I recognize it as an out breath, I breathe in love, I exhale fear 4-5 second inhale 6-7 second exhale A Longer exhale tells your body that you are safe. Inhale through the nose, exhale out through the nose or mouth, but do not inhale through the mouth - it can send a signal to the sympathetic nervous system that it is 'gasping' and in a state of need, rather than a state of peace (parasympathetic). Controlling breath controls the mind. Focus on the breath. This focuses the mind. The more focus on the mind, the more discipline you will have when navigating through difficult experiences. Namaste 🙏
Blasted off while my allergies were bad and can attest to the "gasping" feeling. I was breathing fine but felt like I was drowning. Only especially difficult DMT trip I've had.
Depends on what you trip on. Just mushrooms alone you’re quite safe but if taken with an MAOI, you may indeed have some cause for alarm. But you just don’t know!
something Terence said that still makes me laugh is when he was talking about the difficult terrain that you traverse when tripping and he said "We all have our own private hell. I have a place I go to sometimes that I call the meat locker, and the less we talk about it the better..."
Yeah, same to me. And it's usually from this channel where i get this kind of gems. Thank you We Plants Are Happy Plants, been following you for years now!
@@paulinkaanna Very powerful! For me it was believing Alan Watts's ideas and if I am one and in a way the god, everything will be alright, whatever happens. Once you actually feel and k n o w this, fear is out of the equation. It becomes ridiculous.
LISTEEEENNnnnn SHUT UP! We're gonna come through this, just shut up about it! Now whenever I worry i'll think of this quote. Worry is preposterous after all
every time I start to have a bad trip it's just a really intense ego death that needed to happen and there was no avoiding it. It can happen at the worst times too, in the middle of a conversation, and what not. But it's always a minute of dying, and then coming back to reality from my very real death, and dealing with the shit it throws at me. I've actually never had a bad trip, whenever it starts to come on more intense, I'll close my eyes for a little bit and then open them again. And yet nobody around me seems to have any idea of the crazy shit that just happened in the span of a few seconds
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@@tellitlikeitis8691 I wouldn't ask the internet for drugs, but maybe try a skate park, there's lots of people like me there. Or go to your hippie town and ask a hippie where you can buy some mushrooms. It won't take long to find a decent hookup. It might take a little bit of time, but NEVER front money.
I had that damn voice new years eve , so when i heard it i almost died laughing , that's the exact tone your "straight" brain has, any1 know where this full talk is? don't think i've heard this 1
LMAO, literally just had that same voice new years eve. This in and of it self will prevent all bad trips in my future, just hearing this pop into my head "but don't you think we should call somebody?" ... lolollol might be one of his best quotes.
What I've found in most cases where you feel you're going to die it's because in a way you are, your ego is dying in that moment. Psychedelics strip away your ego. The panic is resistance, it's so important to release resistance, trust, and that's when you get the biggest lessons. Not easy but very rewarding ❤
Yes and no. It's not "your ego" that's dying. I despise that terminology. It's _you_ that's dying. You know that your body is comprised of many different organs each with many different cells all the way down and so on. Terence McKenna says that the mind is a hidden organ. It's the same thing. Your you-ness is dying, with every breath. Sometimes it's scary. It's not necessarily because you, or "they" are wicked aspects of self that need to be destroyed for the goodness of your spirituality. They're not egotistical, any more than any other part of your mind that happens to be the one saying "I am all of the ones who say we are me" at that particular moment. They're just ready to let go, and let some new aspect of yourself take charge now. It's perfectly natural, and I'm beginning to believe it's thoroughly inevitable as well. Don't punish yourself for being "egotistical." It's not like that. Go ahead and be yourself all you want, so that having been, your self can be satisfied, and become something new when you're finished. That's how the mind grows.
wow that's a good one. that sense of being alone and thinking your dead or dying, that's a tough place to be especially if you are freaking out about your heart.
Donn DeVore Yeah it was pretty scary for me, it felt like my heart rate was slowing and I thought I was dying. Every so often I'd pass out and each time it happened I thought that I'd died but when it had happened it felt like I was flying through space and it was awesome but then I thought I can't stay here too long or I'll be dead forever so I'd wake up. This happened on and off every 20 minutes or so for like 3 hours through the night, didn't get any sleep at all. I'd had between 800-1000ug of lsd and I had only started getting the anxiety of death after smoking a couple of blunts. One of my most amazing yet scary experiences.
Patrik pass Yeah gonna have to disagree with that, couple of months ago I’m pretty sure I had a mini psychotic break. I was sitting on the bed watching shit with my friend and he turned into this creepy little child and a black hole opened up in the bed and he dragged me down, next thing i know the whole room is a bright orange and he looks like a stone gargoyle, i thought i’d been ripped into hell or some shit. Then as I sat there afraid he turned into the creepy kid again and grabbed me and I screamed out of terror and woke up everyone in the house. Scariest shit i’ve ever experienced.
I started having a lot of bad panic attacks from the combitnation of smoking weed daily for a few years and from being in a stressful period. Although I agree with Terence, in that you should tell yourself to "shut up, we are getting through this", I don't think it would have been enough during one of the more severe panic attacks I used to have. Some other things to try are: 1) Try to stop fighting it, embrace the feeling. 2) Trick your body into being happy (google embodied psychology for more info), meaning: you should dance, jump cheerfully, laugh/smile, etc 3) Meditate/breath/mindfulness. 4) Get some dopamine and sugar from comfort foods. 5) Write down what you are worried about. What's probably more important though. Is that you should lay of the psychedelics for some time. I carried on far too long, and the panic attacks just kept on getting worse. I am not anti-psychedelics at all, but sometimes you just need a break. Which might be for months/years, which sucks, but its better than the alternative. Also, make sure your body is healthy: sleep well, eat healthy, exercise. And last but definitely not least, try to remove stressors from your life. Which somethimes might mean cutting ties with toxic people you hang out with. I got through it. I went from having weekly panic attacks, even when just doing grocery shopping while being sober, to only having a very mild one like ones a year (usually when taking psychedelics in a stupid setting). You can get through it as well, just take care of yourself.
After enough psychedelic experience you will be at peace with the concept of death and the fear of insanity. I do recommend starting with low doses and slowly working your way up
the ego must disintegrate for reintegration to occur blessed with light further free of the shadow within that is molded in child hood by deceit as modeled by older wounded children pretending to be adults immersed in the masquerade beneath the pathological mask the key being to down load higher conscious insights into the normal daily commute of existence which offers perspective by way of gratitude as in awe witness of the unfolding mysterious origami
@MENCADO No you have just touched a deeper place, the place many scriptures were written from, nothing supernatural. its all in us, but was discovered by more people in ancient times. We are too busy now.
@@Enders.paradise888In that sense, all of our qualia could very well be subjective. We create our own feelings. We are the ones who make ourselves "Happy" about something. We make ourselves "Sad" or "anxious" about things. We are the ones who make ourselves feel love for things, or other people. Now... If you assume it's all an illusion of the mind... Then yeah, nothing exists. Or you can assume all these things are real, all your mind fabricates and perceives is real. And I like the second option more, honestly.
If you can can sit and meditate for an hour a day, you likely will have the psychological discipline to withstand a bad trip, and allow it to teach you. If not, get ready for the most traumatic and hellish experience of your life.
Funny how for every good trip we sit thinking "these mushrooms/lsd are good- look what they're making me see" yet if someone has a bad trip, they forget to remind themself it's the effects of the drug
Take the anxiety and worry as a sign that you're not acceptance of something. Breathe through it, and enjoy this moment. That's why I like anxiety.. is a trigger for potential growth when you work with it instead of resisting... surrender to the experience.
@@paulinkaanna hello. I'd say it was more of an outer body experience . I stopped smoking bud and was completely sober at the time. I started reading the sikh holy scriptures and srated floating in space surrounded by different planets,stars,realms, I find it very difficult to explain in words But from this I started creating artwork which I felt helped me understand myself and what was happening alot better. You can check that artwork on instagram if you like..jay_kullar.
"taking a hit of cannabis" sent me into a bad trip. Just a few tokes off a joint which would normally do barely anything sent me spinning to the point of being sick. It only lasted 5 minutes but felt like an eternity at the time. I was surround by what felt like evil, was sweating buckets and went flying through a portal type thing of neon lights. Once I threw up it all came back to normal and I was in spiritual bliss again. I literally felt like I was in hell.
chris Bryson lol i felt like i was gonna die. You need to start out with very little cannabis. Make sure it is an indica too because a sativa will give you anxiety
@@whoami4993 A spiritual purge. I felt amazing when it was over. haha. I smoke way too much weed and think it was trying to teach me a lesson. Problem is, it's only a lesson if you learn from it...
You have to be ok with dying. We all do it at some point. It will happen when it is suppose to. So just enjoy...life. With what ever you choose to do.❤️
I've found when you're doing a solo trip n start having a bad time, random arts and crafts help. Just make anything. And find good songs to sing along to.
My first time during a bad anxiety attack I tried to sleep off the 6+ mushrooms I ate. That shit didn't work and I was scared because the high an anxiety wasn't going away, eventually I climbed into bed with my mom an she asked "what's wrong?" I replied "Ohh not much, I ate alot of mushrooms" my mom asks "when, how much?". I reply again "yeah so I just took a fuck ton of these mushrooms". And before my mom could tell me I was losing my mind I said "actually I'm gonna be ok, this is like a tube cause I'll come out of the other side". My mom lets out a big sigh an says something along the lines of "now you will learn", boy oh boy did that sentence take my trip to hell
I find it really hard to breathe when i breakthrough, its the only part that freaks me out a little. Its a very strange feeling to remind yourself to breathe.
Ive tried giving up my life on mushrooms as an experiment. Its impossible however i can say that there is in fact a barrier you can reach that i would describe as like reaching the surface of the ocean after a long dive. I dont suggest trying this. Its an extremely fundamental part of the mind that gives way to the possibility of causing mental splits with very real physical effects. I experienced a rather odd and very painful migraine for 2 days afterward.
Well said. The plant medicine does not cause bad trips, they simply trigger and bring awareness to your deepest problems and things you need to work on such as anxiety, depression, trauma, fears etc. So we have to be disciplined and work on ourselves
Everyday for me is a practice of self discipline and deep breathing to withstand more of the psilocybin experience. Its never easy, sometimes I just want to call for help but Terence reminds me sometimes to shut up and were gonna make it through this. 🧘♂️🎆🥊
On My...friends...first trip He had no knowledge about dosage so He took around 5 or 7 g dried. There was this point of infinite loops of time where He saw how His body is exploding into molecules and building back, floating into nothingness. He woke up for a bit and thought that He is dying and had idea to call someone for help and ambulance, but He could not move or speak at all. Lying down on the floor feeling like dying and being in hell all the sudden His Body exploded for the last time and He felt heavenly bliss, peace and harmony with everything, He was one with all and all was one with Him. A water drop into the sea. He can relate to this video. :)
I ingested some penis envy mushrooms and ten minutes later I was in gnome village with some pretty shady characters, all of them singing, dancing and playing these strange instruments... Every time I spoke they laughed in my face and mocked me by impersonating my voice. I suddenly had a moment of awareness and shouted at them all that I wasn't here for fun and that I had set intentions for my trip...they instantly stopped singing and dancing and just stared at me like 'she knows'.... And then this side pathway opened up and I was transported somewhere new. I turned into the roots of the trees and it felt like I was underground and I had no personality or consciousness of my own but was a part of a group now. Time stopped in this place and it felt like eternity passed by before I became conscious of where I was and decided to leave. I can't remember much else but yeah shrooms are deep and gnomes are mean
I remember once i took some shrooms at home i was in my room playing my technics decks coming up off the shrooms. Anyway i started trippin way too hard and my dad was downstairs. I stopped the decks and thought i gotta get outta here thisis intence. Lol i fought it and won and the trip turned round. I watched hip hop on mtv base it was so sick the colors the jewels the shiney videos. Mad stuff
This is wild. I took 2g of mushrooms and a tab of acid yesterday; my first Jedi flip. I thought I was going to have a heart attack, and unleashed the most blood curdling scream to my roommate. It really fucked up my trip. One seed of fear took root and grew strong, fast, and burrowed deep. I kept thinking I was gonna have a heart attack last night. The cannabis did it. I felt this way only after smoking 3-4 hits of a blunt and I had no discipline. I think it’s fucking wild this video was suggested, and gave me the advice I needed yesterday. Thanks universe😪
When you trip in the swamp you can literally walk beside your soul . Literally...i seen myself walking and trotting thru the basin wiggin balls...every gator or snake you encounter is the only thing that keeps you in this realm. Best trip i ever had, so close to perishing. Animals know when you are trippin balls. I sat down on a log about 2’ from a poisonous water maucasin and the snake simply observed me, never felt threatened i smoked a cigarette and held a 20min conversation at arms length from the reptile and can say it is one of the coolest feelings in the world. Certain death, yet a beautiful tranquility permiated the scenery. 👌
I did 3.5 grams of shrooms once and went for a walk and my hands started to get numb when I would touch things and I was feeling pain in my left chest and all I was thinking was I was grateful for not taking that extra 1.6gram cap for which I was thinking about taking earlier on in the day haha
I know a guy named james, james was the supplier,amazing sheets of acid. James was pulled over one day by the police he freaked out and starting eating whole sheets of acid. The last time i heard he was permanently jumping through portals he "shoots" into the wall in and out of the psych unit, turned skitzo,crazy shit
@material pattern for shrooms or DMT? If you're an amateur, always have a tripsitter, someone you can trust. And for weed, you just gotta know how to smoke. Sometimes it's okey to embrace those attacks, that's how I control them.
@material pattern It's all about consuming responsibly, kinda like when people moderate how much alcohol they drink 👍😎 But there's still this stigma with hard drugs like shrooms, DMT, etc.. but I can safely say that since Cannabis has been legal for recreational use in California that stigma has been fading away, slowly. Hopefully in the future the same would occur to other psychedelic drugs. And for weed, try a handful of edibles. I heard it produces a different high than how you smoke it. Very similar to DMT, but you'd have to eat a bunch of edibles.
I've experienced high-rate flutter in my chest, which turned out to be the heart centre activating. It was so visceral, like 400bpm, but my pulse was only 45bpm. Could have easily thought it was a heart problem. Very strange experience.
I can relate to the dying thing, I just tell whatever part of my mind is giving me that delusion that it's full of shit and it runs off with it's tail between its legs. In 14 days I'm gonna drop 10g
@@Pranav9977 Will do man iv been studying alan watts and I get it I even felt it for a few days but I lost it at it's it's core somehow, I want to get back into that state before I do the 10 g because in that state and a few mushrooms I think the universe may win it's little game of hide and seek then I can hang up the phone.
@@christopherclewlow6634 mediation is the answer...meditate after listening to alan watts... meditate as much as u can days before tripping & cut off frm negative people, triggers n media as much as possible...spend time in nature, if possible catch both sun rise n set... I've always tripped in the forest i camp there with my best friend spend 2 days getting used to surroundings & hunting shrooms n then on 3rd day i stretch,do yoga, meditate eat fruits make hash joints n then boom.. & i think for that reason we always hve very productive trips...
#DrawComfort 💭🔥🔥💭💫💯 #Saturdaynight #Abandonment It tends 2 do in the most critical times might be 4 personal growth and less dependence on the outside world.
This reminds me of the time when I was on mushrooms and I started panicking because 2 hours prior to the trip, I was stung by a bee on the back of my neck. I felt like my body's response was creating this crazy swelling throughout my neck and brain and the energy of the bee was working its way into my trip experience. I wasn't sure if I was going into an allergic reaction due to the bee sting or how bad it was. I breathed through it and was fine. It would have been helpful to have a trip sitter in another room and I could have called them in to ask, am I swelling to the point where I need to go the ER. No? Oh, ok, never mind then, all good!
I never really get the feeling that I’m going to die but I do get the often but random thought that I’m already dead and hallucinating the rest of my life
Did you hear about this? I doubt it. The mainstream media is NOT reporting this, but I am. I was in Oakland, California when the city council voted to decriminalize shrooms, as has been widely reported by the media. But this law did not only decriminalize shrooms, but all natural psychedelics, including DMT! The city council meeting was amazing because numerous scientists and doctors, as well as numerous members of the public, spoke to the city council about how amazing psychedelics were. Imagine a group of people telling the government how amazing psychedelics are... I've never seen something so amazing before! The best part was when a doctor told the city council that dmt was so safe it was "like drinking a glass of orange juice." Luckily I got videos of this, because it sounds so far fetched that people might not believe me if I hadn't. Something amazing just happened, and most people do not realize how important it is! A few days after Oakland passed this law, the economist's instagram post said that their article explained why shrooms need to be everywhere. Shrooms? Need to be everywhere? Yes, that's what the economist said. People who use psychedelics, who were until recently thought of as the scum of the earth by mainstream society, are now going to be thought of as priceless gems who are going to save society. This is very important news! Here is a link to my video which includes footage of "dr dmt" addressing the Oakland city council. m.th-cam.com/video/skhzHPmfqR8/w-d-xo.html
This has been what I’ve been struggling with a lot lately. I seriously have been feeling like my heart beat has been giving me signs of danger or problems, but genuinely I see now that it’s me, and my own anxiety worrying me sick
relax your whole body and let go. Allow all bad feelings and anxieties to manifest. Just watch and observe them, and even enjoy them. They will dissipate soon enough
"man, I'm so glad that you simply can't overdose on mushrooms like it's nice to not worry about that...... What if you could overdose? Like how much would it take? Did I take too much? OH MY GOD I TOOK TO MUCH! I'M GOING TO DIE!" Man, when things start to slide it happens so quickly you don't even see it. But know that you'll always come back, and nobody has ever died from them. Repeat that. Have someone else repeat that. Write it on the wall if you need to. But use that as your life boat and ride out the storm. It'll pass in a few minutes.
"You didn't take this to not notice." best line
Exactly why I had to slow down.. I was tryin too hard to notice.
@@DrtyTreeHuggr thank you for this comment, well said.
Ever been so high you had to switch you breathing from automatic to manual?
Yea
Oh yeah...
i feel like that all the time because of this fuckin anxiety disorder plus Benzodiazepine withdrawal
Phi Φ me too bro. It’s not a disorder though- it’s a way of thinking. You can change your thoughts and as a consequence, change your life. I’ve recovered, then relapsed. I will recover again. I hope you do too
@@DMMDwrestler
It's a disorder that you can bring order to. It's a disease you can ease up. These words don't suggest any sort of permanency or neurological abnormality. Just descriptors. I hope you recover again. They're doing research with Psilocybin for anxiety and depression over at clinicaltrials.gov
Some pretty breakthrough shit
Yeah. Anxiety is quite the self fulfilling prophecy
Yes. Once you notice something you mind won't let go.
@Dope Fiend That's true. Like it can force you to go through something you've been avoiding. But when you're alone in your room and start having anxiety about things that don't matter it really sucks.
Dope Fiend why would you do this
@Dope Fiend That's crazy! 10grams? Haha yeah no thanks I think the most I would do would be 3g and maybe 5g if I felt ready... but 10? Plus a DMT trip? Hell no..
wow
I breathe in
I recognize it as an in-breath,
I breathe out,
I recognize it as an out breath,
I breathe in love,
I exhale fear
4-5 second inhale
6-7 second exhale
A Longer exhale tells your body that you are safe.
Inhale through the nose, exhale out through the nose or mouth, but do not inhale through the mouth - it can send a signal to the sympathetic nervous system that it is 'gasping' and in a state of need, rather than a state of peace (parasympathetic).
Controlling breath controls the mind.
Focus on the breath. This focuses the mind. The more focus on the mind, the more discipline you will have when navigating through difficult experiences.
Namaste 🙏
Never read that about nose breathing and the gasping thru the mouth. Thank you. Elaborate if possible
Thank you, i really needed that and you played a role in keeping me stable and clear of mind. ✨⚡🌃
Beautiful comment, thank you. Namaste
That’s absolute truth thanks for sharing and uplifting the minds willing to innerstand this.
Blasted off while my allergies were bad and can attest to the "gasping" feeling. I was breathing fine but felt like I was drowning. Only especially difficult DMT trip I've had.
When tripping “worrying is the only thing to worry about”
The only thing to fear , is fear it self
I always tell people this.
@@starkillerbeats420 Yea right ?, it's like a swirl that you get sucked into if you commit to it.
Depends on what you trip on. Just mushrooms alone you’re quite safe but if taken with an MAOI, you may indeed have some cause for alarm. But you just don’t know!
My motto for life. Lifes a trip
something Terence said that still makes me laugh is when he was talking about the difficult terrain that you traverse when tripping and he said "We all have our own private hell. I have a place I go to sometimes that I call the meat locker, and the less we talk about it the better..."
I've been listening To mckenna for years and i still discover gems like this one. Thanks
Yeah it's great finding rare ones and sometimes they slip away into the abyss
Can’t let the light die out
Yeah, same to me. And it's usually from this channel where i get this kind of gems. Thank you We Plants Are Happy Plants, been following you for years now!
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Can someone help me find some psychedelics?
Ride it, dance to it, play with it. Learn to appreciate it.
The deeper the shadows the brighter the lights.
once you unlock the * no fear cheat code* life will b a breeeze
How?
@@paulinkaanna surrender
@@paulinkaanna Very powerful! For me it was believing Alan Watts's ideas and if I am one and in a way the god, everything will be alright, whatever happens. Once you actually feel and k n o w this, fear is out of the equation. It becomes ridiculous.
“It’s just fear! Hello old friend. Sit, chill.” 🙏🏼
"HMMM BUT DONTCHATHINKWESHOULDCALLSOMEBODYMMMMMvmvmvmvmvM......" never laughed harder at Terrence xD
Riley Zimmer Hilariouss I read this as he said it, weirddd
LISTEEEENNnnnn SHUT UP! We're gonna come through this, just shut up about it!
Now whenever I worry i'll think of this quote. Worry is preposterous after all
Worry is preposterous after all.. May you elaborate?
@@THISISMEYOable Look up the video 'Terrence McKenna - Worry is preposterous'. Terrence has the answers ;)
yeah it would be a silk screen for a t-shirt
Terrence once said “we dont know enough to worry”... its so simple yet it answers to almost all worry that we can think of.
TWO EV, Do you really think he was unaware? He had quite an education.
“Keep breathing. Keep looking.” Solid advice.
Terrence always makes me feel a bit better.
every time I start to have a bad trip it's just a really intense ego death that needed to happen and there was no avoiding it. It can happen at the worst times too, in the middle of a conversation, and what not. But it's always a minute of dying, and then coming back to reality from my very real death, and dealing with the shit it throws at me. I've actually never had a bad trip, whenever it starts to come on more intense, I'll close my eyes for a little bit and then open them again. And yet nobody around me seems to have any idea of the crazy shit that just happened in the span of a few seconds
The ego is an ILLUSION! YOU ARE AN INFINITE SOUL! YOU CHOSE TO INCARNATE INTO THE PHYSICAL AVATAR BODY ON THIS DIVINE PLANET TERRA! YOU ALSO CHOSE BEFORE THIS INCARNATION EVERYTHING YOU WISHED TO EXPERIENCE IN THE INCARNATION. IT IS KNOWN AS A DIVINE CONTRACT. YOU SOUL WRITE IT WITH THY DIVINE PARENTS THE GODS THAT CREATED YOU SOUL! EVERY SOUL HAS EITHER 1 2 3 4 OR 5 DIVINE PARENTS! THE FIRST GODS IN EXISTENCE WERE CREATED BY THE CREATOR OF ALL THE SOURCE OF ALL! IT IS THE DESTINY OF EVERY SOUL TO ASCEND AND BECOME A GOD! THIS DIVINE PLANET TERRA AND EVERY SOUL UPON TERRA IS DESTINED TO ASCEND AS ONE
@@satchitananda1820 are you sure? seems like it.
@@Snozzery BEYOND ALL DOUBT BELOVED DIVINE SOUL! WE ARE IN THE AGE THAT IS THE LEAST CONNECTED TO TRUTH! A NEW AGE IS COMING THAT HAS YET TO BE SEEN UPON THIS DIVINE PLANET AND THIS WILL BE THE PLATINUM AGE THAT WILL BE THE WAY THAT LEADS TO ASCENSION! TITAN A PLANET IN THIS SOLSR SYSTEM WAS THE FIRST DIVINE PLANET TO ASCEND! EYE HAVE EXPERIENCED 2 BILLION PHYSICAL INCARNATIONS ON 22 MILLION DIFFERENT PLANETS. THE FIRST INCARNATION IN WHICH EYE BECAME ENLIGHTENED WAS UPON THIS DIVINE PLANET TERRA AND IN THIS LIFETIME IS THE ONE IN WHICH I ACHIEVED ASCENSION! SINCE THEN EYE HAVE HAD MANY MORE INCARNATION UPON THIS DIVINE PLANET! ALL UPON THIS DIVINE PLANET ARE AWAKENING NOW! THE AGE OF AQUARIUS BEING GUIDED BY BELOVED ASCENDED MASTER SAINT GERMAIN IS HERE NOW AND DIVINE WISDOM IS FLOODING THIS PLANET NOW! THOSE WHO SEEK SHALL FIND! LORD THOTH IS ONE OF MY ETERNAL TEACHERS AND IS KNOWN AS THE GOD OF WISDOM! THOTH IS PRONOUNCED TOTH OPPOSITE OF THOUGHT. TAUGHT WITH A "TH" AT THE END! LORD THOTH BLESSED THE CHILDREN OF THE LIGHT WITH THE EMERALD TABLETS THR TABLETS OF LIGHT! www.crystalinks.com/emerald.html
lord thick nipples Can somebody help me find psychedelics
@@tellitlikeitis8691 I wouldn't ask the internet for drugs, but maybe try a skate park, there's lots of people like me there. Or go to your hippie town and ask a hippie where you can buy some mushrooms. It won't take long to find a decent hookup. It might take a little bit of time, but NEVER front money.
2:22 the voice Terence does HAHAHA "but don't you think we should call somebody" haha
Nearly spit out my drink.
Kelvin Ireland I thought that was hilarious
Terence squared is hilarious
I had that damn voice new years eve , so when i heard it i almost died laughing , that's the exact tone your "straight" brain has, any1 know where this full talk is? don't think i've heard this 1
LMAO, literally just had that same voice new years eve. This in and of it self will prevent all bad trips in my future, just hearing this pop into my head "but don't you think we should call somebody?" ... lolollol might be one of his best quotes.
I would put rare in this videos title as it is rare. It should go with the collection.
Absolutely.
Ballsack noodle
If it’s on the internet it’s not rare
What I've found in most cases where you feel you're going to die it's because in a way you are, your ego is dying in that moment. Psychedelics strip away your ego. The panic is resistance, it's so important to release resistance, trust, and that's when you get the biggest lessons. Not easy but very rewarding ❤
Yes and no.
It's not "your ego" that's dying. I despise that terminology. It's _you_ that's dying. You know that your body is comprised of many different organs each with many different cells all the way down and so on. Terence McKenna says that the mind is a hidden organ. It's the same thing. Your you-ness is dying, with every breath. Sometimes it's scary. It's not necessarily because you, or "they" are wicked aspects of self that need to be destroyed for the goodness of your spirituality. They're not egotistical, any more than any other part of your mind that happens to be the one saying "I am all of the ones who say we are me" at that particular moment. They're just ready to let go, and let some new aspect of yourself take charge now. It's perfectly natural, and I'm beginning to believe it's thoroughly inevitable as well.
Don't punish yourself for being "egotistical." It's not like that. Go ahead and be yourself all you want, so that having been, your self can be satisfied, and become something new when you're finished. That's how the mind grows.
One of the absolute best videos to hear if you are experiencing altered states of consciousness
Im just grateful that this man & his many messages live on through youtube lectures. Thank you for uploading.
the man beyond definition
wow that's a good one. that sense of being alone and thinking your dead or dying, that's a tough place to be especially if you are freaking out about your heart.
Donn DeVore can you help me find some?
Donn DeVore Yeah it was pretty scary for me, it felt like my heart rate was slowing and I thought I was dying. Every so often I'd pass out and each time it happened I thought that I'd died but when it had happened it felt like I was flying through space and it was awesome but then I thought I can't stay here too long or I'll be dead forever so I'd wake up. This happened on and off every 20 minutes or so for like 3 hours through the night, didn't get any sleep at all. I'd had between 800-1000ug of lsd and I had only started getting the anxiety of death after smoking a couple of blunts. One of my most amazing yet scary experiences.
@@billymcgregor2067 the scary ones are the best
Patrik pass Yeah gonna have to disagree with that, couple of months ago I’m pretty sure I had a mini psychotic break. I was sitting on the bed watching shit with my friend and he turned into this creepy little child and a black hole opened up in the bed and he dragged me down, next thing i know the whole room is a bright orange and he looks like a stone gargoyle, i thought i’d been ripped into hell or some shit. Then as I sat there afraid he turned into the creepy kid again and grabbed me and I screamed out of terror and woke up everyone in the house. Scariest shit i’ve ever experienced.
@@billymcgregor2067 not nice. but that doesn't even sound like mushrooms to me
I started having a lot of bad panic attacks from the combitnation of smoking weed daily for a few years and from being in a stressful period. Although I agree with Terence, in that you should tell yourself to "shut up, we are getting through this", I don't think it would have been enough during one of the more severe panic attacks I used to have.
Some other things to try are: 1) Try to stop fighting it, embrace the feeling. 2) Trick your body into being happy (google embodied psychology for more info), meaning: you should dance, jump cheerfully, laugh/smile, etc 3) Meditate/breath/mindfulness. 4) Get some dopamine and sugar from comfort foods. 5) Write down what you are worried about.
What's probably more important though. Is that you should lay of the psychedelics for some time. I carried on far too long, and the panic attacks just kept on getting worse. I am not anti-psychedelics at all, but sometimes you just need a break. Which might be for months/years, which sucks, but its better than the alternative. Also, make sure your body is healthy: sleep well, eat healthy, exercise. And last but definitely not least, try to remove stressors from your life. Which somethimes might mean cutting ties with toxic people you hang out with.
I got through it. I went from having weekly panic attacks, even when just doing grocery shopping while being sober, to only having a very mild one like ones a year (usually when taking psychedelics in a stupid setting). You can get through it as well, just take care of yourself.
After enough psychedelic experience you will be at peace with the concept of death and the fear of insanity. I do recommend starting with low doses and slowly working your way up
I feel it
Fuck the sugar homie
It’s your diet
@@joshlockie9285 no, it's your mind
the ego must disintegrate
for reintegration to occur
blessed with light further
free of the shadow within
that is molded in child hood
by deceit as modeled by older
wounded children pretending
to be adults immersed in
the masquerade beneath
the pathological mask
the key being to down
load higher conscious
insights into the normal
daily commute of existence
which offers perspective
by way of gratitude as
in awe witness of
the unfolding
mysterious
origami
Allen Tolman profound
Profoundly high. And that's a great thing!!!
It happens just like that too
@MENCADO No you have just touched a deeper place, the place many scriptures were written from, nothing supernatural. its all in us, but was discovered by more people in ancient times. We are too busy now.
I dont like "free of the shadow within" our shadow is an important part of the self.
streches, body exercises, yoga, meditation... is all you need to beat anxiety.
oh, and water!:)
@@ievinakarlis anxiety doesnt really exist humans create their own misery
yess, grounding in general
@@Enders.paradise888In that sense, all of our qualia could very well be subjective. We create our own feelings. We are the ones who make ourselves "Happy" about something. We make ourselves "Sad" or "anxious" about things. We are the ones who make ourselves feel love for things, or other people.
Now... If you assume it's all an illusion of the mind... Then yeah, nothing exists.
Or you can assume all these things are real, all your mind fabricates and perceives is real. And I like the second option more, honestly.
Bill Hicks: Comedian echoes these sentiments in his "It's Just a Ride" show/speech
If you can can sit and meditate for an hour a day, you likely will have the psychological discipline to withstand a bad trip, and allow it to teach you. If not, get ready for the most traumatic and hellish experience of your life.
Yes! Meditation is the practice of your own death. Meditation is beautiful tbh.
I used psychedelics wrong as a teenager. Concerts, Movies, music...(it was a blast)
Don’t do that. Be in nature if possible
silent darkness alone. minimize stimulus to fully take in the experience
Trippin and dancing on a good concert/dj set high is refreshing to me. Works wonders.
There is no right or wrong way but certainly better or worse ways.
Funny how for every good trip we sit thinking "these mushrooms/lsd are good- look what they're making me see" yet if someone has a bad trip, they forget to remind themself it's the effects of the drug
That’s an excellent point.....
The desire to continue and not end can be such a hindrance to ever beginning.
Katherine Kelly wow, thats deep, and true.
Kat for the win 🍄
Bat flip
Bazinga
Damn, well put
Take the anxiety and worry as a sign that you're not acceptance of something. Breathe through it, and enjoy this moment. That's why I like anxiety.. is a trigger for potential growth when you work with it instead of resisting... surrender to the experience.
I got high and met myself. I was well freaked out
Can you elaborate a little about this experience?
Yeah, go on.
@@paulinkaanna hello. I'd say it was more of an outer body experience . I stopped smoking bud and was completely sober at the time. I started reading the sikh holy scriptures and srated floating in space surrounded by different planets,stars,realms, I find it very difficult to explain in words But from this I started creating artwork which I felt helped me understand myself and what was happening alot better. You can check that artwork on instagram if you like..jay_kullar.
@@founderofself really wanted to see this art, but alas, it's a private account. My wife is Punjabi Sikh, this has my interest. Cheers
I took 8 grams of golden teachers made me feel pure love
8gs , your my hero.
I love the teachers
This guy breaks me up.
"taking a hit of cannabis" sent me into a bad trip. Just a few tokes off a joint which would normally do barely anything sent me spinning to the point of being sick. It only lasted 5 minutes but felt like an eternity at the time. I was surround by what felt like evil, was sweating buckets and went flying through a portal type thing of neon lights. Once I threw up it all came back to normal and I was in spiritual bliss again. I literally felt like I was in hell.
chris Bryson lol i felt like i was gonna die. You need to start out with very little cannabis. Make sure it is an indica too because a sativa will give you anxiety
a spiritual detox perhaps?
@@whoami4993 A spiritual purge. I felt amazing when it was over. haha. I smoke way too much weed and think it was trying to teach me a lesson. Problem is, it's only a lesson if you learn from it...
You have to be ok with dying. We all do it at some point. It will happen when it is suppose to. So just enjoy...life. With what ever you choose to do.❤️
I can't... I wanna live forever.
Le Respect
U r already eternal. Your physical body on the other hand is ephemeral.
@@daniluchison I dont believe in this spiritual things
@@iamlight9198
You have right to believe whatever you want. Sooner or later, reality catches up with you.
@@daniluchison Yes , and i believe that reality is gonna show me that i was right
The psychedelic Fred Rogers
When I couldn't understand English and forget my name I was shook
Has happened to me, thought I was having a stroke
@@lucianoinso your ego might have had one
"Maybe I'm paranoid.... or maybe I have crazy freinds"
“Don’t you think we should call somebody”🤣🤣
A true free thinker
I've found when you're doing a solo trip n start having a bad time, random arts and crafts help. Just make anything. And find good songs to sing along to.
My first time during a bad anxiety attack I tried to sleep off the 6+ mushrooms I ate. That shit didn't work and I was scared because the high an anxiety wasn't going away, eventually I climbed into bed with my mom an she asked "what's wrong?" I replied "Ohh not much, I ate alot of mushrooms" my mom asks "when, how much?". I reply again "yeah so I just took a fuck ton of these mushrooms". And before my mom could tell me I was losing my mind I said "actually I'm gonna be ok, this is like a tube cause I'll come out of the other side". My mom lets out a big sigh an says something along the lines of "now you will learn", boy oh boy did that sentence take my trip to hell
The heart thing happens to me sometimes
I find it really hard to breathe when i breakthrough, its the only part that freaks me out a little. Its a very strange feeling to remind yourself to breathe.
is it just me or is this video picture getting closer and closer as time progress
Ive tried giving up my life on mushrooms as an experiment. Its impossible however i can say that there is in fact a barrier you can reach that i would describe as like reaching the surface of the ocean after a long dive. I dont suggest trying this. Its an extremely fundamental part of the mind that gives way to the possibility of causing mental splits with very real physical effects. I experienced a rather odd and very painful migraine for 2 days afterward.
Omg @ 3.45 where did you get the image? please 🙏
Well said. The plant medicine does not cause bad trips, they simply trigger and bring awareness to your deepest problems and things you need to work on such as anxiety, depression, trauma, fears etc. So we have to be disciplined and work on ourselves
🍄The Mr. Rogers of psychedelic swashbucklers🍄
👈🔥👁👅👁🔥👉
Everyday for me is a practice of self discipline and deep breathing to withstand more of the psilocybin experience. Its never easy, sometimes I just want to call for help but Terence reminds me sometimes to shut up and were gonna make it through this. 🧘♂️🎆🥊
stay stoned can you help me find some?
I had a real bad anxiety attack one in my life....shuts no joke... hes right discipline your mind.
Great ! May you feel our vibrations and respects to you wherever you are.
Can someone tell me where can i find the picture at 3:43? Truly mesmerizing
TIM WHITE - art for Nine Princes in Amber by Roger Zelazny - 1986 Avon Books.
@@iameternalsunshine That's great, you're welcome! :)
On My...friends...first trip He had no knowledge about dosage so He took around 5 or 7 g dried. There was this point of infinite loops of time where He saw how His body is exploding into molecules and building back, floating into nothingness. He woke up for a bit and thought that He is dying and had idea to call someone for help and ambulance, but He could not move or speak at all. Lying down on the floor feeling like dying and being in hell all the sudden His Body exploded for the last time and He felt heavenly bliss, peace and harmony with everything, He was one with all and all was one with Him. A water drop into the sea. He can relate to this video. :)
was he you?
well i guess he was either way but were you talking about your own experience? lmao
@@patrikpass2962 Who knows. :)
Maaaan how would YOU know what your friend experienced... amateur...
@@DejaquezernDenaster Maybe he thinks the police monitor him online and hes scared lmao
Happy, happy plants.
I ingested some penis envy mushrooms and ten minutes later I was in gnome village with some pretty shady characters, all of them singing, dancing and playing these strange instruments... Every time I spoke they laughed in my face and mocked me by impersonating my voice. I suddenly had a moment of awareness and shouted at them all that I wasn't here for fun and that I had set intentions for my trip...they instantly stopped singing and dancing and just stared at me like 'she knows'.... And then this side pathway opened up and I was transported somewhere new. I turned into the roots of the trees and it felt like I was underground and I had no personality or consciousness of my own but was a part of a group now. Time stopped in this place and it felt like eternity passed by before I became conscious of where I was and decided to leave. I can't remember much else but yeah shrooms are deep and gnomes are mean
I remember once i took some shrooms at home i was in my room playing my technics decks coming up off the shrooms. Anyway i started trippin way too hard and my dad was downstairs. I stopped the decks and thought i gotta get outta here thisis intence. Lol i fought it and won and the trip turned round. I watched hip hop on mtv base it was so sick the colors the jewels the shiney videos. Mad stuff
This is wild. I took 2g of mushrooms and a tab of acid yesterday; my first Jedi flip. I thought I was going to have a heart attack, and unleashed the most blood curdling scream to my roommate. It really fucked up my trip. One seed of fear took root and grew strong, fast, and burrowed deep. I kept thinking I was gonna have a heart attack last night.
The cannabis did it. I felt this way only after smoking 3-4 hits of a blunt and I had no discipline. I think it’s fucking wild this video was suggested, and gave me the advice I needed yesterday. Thanks universe😪
...Terence sounds so much like Jack Nicholson !
I love the English language cause of this man. His repertoire is unrivalled. Ol Irish bard.
When you trip in the swamp you can literally walk beside your soul . Literally...i seen myself walking and trotting thru the basin wiggin balls...every gator or snake you encounter is the only thing that keeps you in this realm. Best trip i ever had, so close to perishing. Animals know when you are trippin balls. I sat down on a log about 2’ from a poisonous water maucasin and the snake simply observed me, never felt threatened i smoked a cigarette and held a 20min conversation at arms length from the reptile and can say it is one of the coolest feelings in the world. Certain death, yet a beautiful tranquility permiated the scenery. 👌
Bill Jonz i played that level of Red Dead 2 as well
GUYS, listen to the video on 1,25 x or 1,50 ; this guy talks with an asbolute perfect fluidity !!!
Destructive thoughts must never win
Does anyone know the full lecture title?
Does anyone know what the music at the end is?
it's only you and your body to take care of.
I did 3.5 grams of shrooms once and went for a walk and my hands started to get numb when I would touch things and I was feeling pain in my left chest and all I was thinking was I was grateful for not taking that extra 1.6gram cap for which I was thinking about taking earlier on in the day haha
Was your heart ok? I alwats worry about my heart when I take psychedelics.
I know a guy named james, james was the supplier,amazing sheets of acid. James was pulled over one day by the police he freaked out and starting eating whole sheets of acid. The last time i heard he was permanently jumping through portals he "shoots" into the wall in and out of the psych unit, turned skitzo,crazy shit
I love how the end of this the secret is reach for your weed pen, thanks T
Lol love how his vocal tone just rolls over words like a nasal engine
I wonder after some time if I had been breathing
“We get people with anxiety attacks all the time.”
Beautiful
idk if this if for everybody but the video URL has DR0P in it for me. I think this is Terence sending me a message from beyond the grave.
I swear, this has helped me so much for my anxiety attacks, TYSM Terrence and Mary Jane ❤️
@material pattern for shrooms or DMT? If you're an amateur, always have a tripsitter, someone you can trust. And for weed, you just gotta know how to smoke. Sometimes it's okey to embrace those attacks, that's how I control them.
@material pattern It's all about consuming responsibly, kinda like when people moderate how much alcohol they drink 👍😎
But there's still this stigma with hard drugs like shrooms, DMT, etc.. but I can safely say that since Cannabis has been legal for recreational use in California that stigma has been fading away, slowly. Hopefully in the future the same would occur to other psychedelic drugs.
And for weed, try a handful of edibles. I heard it produces a different high than how you smoke it. Very similar to DMT, but you'd have to eat a bunch of edibles.
I've experienced high-rate flutter in my chest, which turned out to be the heart centre activating. It was so visceral, like 400bpm, but my pulse was only 45bpm.
Could have easily thought it was a heart problem. Very strange experience.
Does anybody knows the song at the end of the video?
Jefferson Pagani An incredible pearl
I can relate to the dying thing, I just tell whatever part of my mind is giving me that delusion that it's full of shit and it runs off with it's tail between its legs.
In 14 days I'm gonna drop 10g
keep us updated... post a trip report...happy trippin
@@Pranav9977 Will do man iv been studying alan watts and I get it I even felt it for a few days but I lost it at it's it's core somehow, I want to get back into that state before I do the 10 g because in that state and a few mushrooms I think the universe may win it's little game of hide and seek then I can hang up the phone.
@@christopherclewlow6634 mediation is the answer...meditate after listening to alan watts... meditate as much as u can days before tripping & cut off frm negative people, triggers n media as much as possible...spend time in nature, if possible catch both sun rise n set... I've always tripped in the forest i camp there with my best friend spend 2 days getting used to surroundings & hunting shrooms n then on 3rd day i stretch,do yoga, meditate eat fruits make hash joints n then boom.. & i think for that reason we always hve very productive trips...
"But don't you think we should call somebody?"
Keep breathing 💚
The insight of our mind contemplation under psychedelics, perfect example: 2:15 through 2:30
ahhh, what a reality
frankcwte yea man I feel you
@@zsezh-.-6814 likewise brother
It's fucking crazy to be alive
In 2019 at least
@@iamlight9198 haha, it is. It is what it is.
#DrawComfort
💭🔥🔥💭💫💯
#Saturdaynight
#Abandonment
It tends 2 do in the most critical times might be 4 personal growth and less dependence on the outside world.
A severe panic attack can actually collapse a lung fyi. Terence had quite a developed critical thinking mind....to counteract.
This reminds me of the time when I was on mushrooms and I started panicking because 2 hours prior to the trip, I was stung by a bee on the back of my neck. I felt like my body's response was creating this crazy swelling throughout my neck and brain and the energy of the bee was working its way into my trip experience. I wasn't sure if I was going into an allergic reaction due to the bee sting or how bad it was. I breathed through it and was fine. It would have been helpful to have a trip sitter in another room and I could have called them in to ask, am I swelling to the point where I need to go the ER. No? Oh, ok, never mind then, all good!
I never really get the feeling that I’m going to die but I do get the often but random thought that I’m already dead and hallucinating the rest of my life
"Maybe I'm a little paranoid ya know, or maybe I have crazy friends."
great song at the end, got me a flashback
5 bad trips but they were all so beautiful learned alot.
This is the realest thing I have ever heard. I couldn’t have said it myself. Please share.
song at the end?
Dante Frost An incredible pearl
I come to this exact video during my darkest of times, thank you
Terrence always delivered the truth we need to hear. RIP, love ya Brother.
Here we are
great, thank you
Oh my God spot on great job really enjoyed this thank you
Is it just me or is this shit moving
Mindfulness.... He should have meditated.
Did you hear about this? I doubt it. The mainstream media is NOT reporting this, but I am. I was in Oakland, California when the city council voted to decriminalize shrooms, as has been widely reported by the media. But this law did not only decriminalize shrooms, but all natural psychedelics, including DMT! The city council meeting was amazing because numerous scientists and doctors, as well as numerous members of the public, spoke to the city council about how amazing psychedelics were. Imagine a group of people telling the government how amazing psychedelics are... I've never seen something so amazing before! The best part was when a doctor told the city council that dmt was so safe it was "like drinking a glass of orange juice." Luckily I got videos of this, because it sounds so far fetched that people might not believe me if I hadn't. Something amazing just happened, and most people do not realize how important it is! A few days after Oakland passed this law, the economist's instagram post said that their article explained why shrooms need to be everywhere. Shrooms? Need to be everywhere? Yes, that's what the economist said. People who use psychedelics, who were until recently thought of as the scum of the earth by mainstream society, are now going to be thought of as priceless gems who are going to save society. This is very important news! Here is a link to my video which includes footage of "dr dmt" addressing the Oakland city council. m.th-cam.com/video/skhzHPmfqR8/w-d-xo.html
"bUt dOn't yoU tHiNk we should call somebody?" LOL
This has been what I’ve been struggling with a lot lately. I seriously have been feeling like my heart beat has been giving me signs of danger or problems, but genuinely I see now that it’s me, and my own anxiety worrying me sick
relax your whole body and let go. Allow all bad feelings and anxieties to manifest. Just watch and observe them, and even enjoy them. They will dissipate soon enough
"man, I'm so glad that you simply can't overdose on mushrooms like it's nice to not worry about that...... What if you could overdose? Like how much would it take? Did I take too much? OH MY GOD I TOOK TO MUCH! I'M GOING TO DIE!"
Man, when things start to slide it happens so quickly you don't even see it. But know that you'll always come back, and nobody has ever died from them. Repeat that. Have someone else repeat that. Write it on the wall if you need to. But use that as your life boat and ride out the storm. It'll pass in a few minutes.