@@dishonestmilkman привет дорогой друг, если честно, мое детство тоже можно было сказать совсем неудачным. я помню больше плохих событий, чем хороших, я очень хорошо помню, как раньше с 1 до 3 класса почти вся школа издевалась надо мной, доводя меня до нервных срывов и истерик со слезами, с этого и получил психическую травму, если можно так считать. сейчас я студент 16 лет, но все равно что то досталось мне с детства, часто бывают депрессии, апатии и подавленное настроение, чувствую, что мне лучше на душе быть одиноким, чем вместе с компанией..
@@zenaeroskin It is time to stand up, it is time to defend YOU ARE ONLY THE VICTIM IF YOU ALLOW TO BE THE VICTIM. Maybe this is your purpose on this earth to get out of this Trouble, be creative
@@zenaeroskinI hope you see this friend. I thought it was brave telling part of your story here, I'm 25, well turn 26 in December. I too struggled with depression and apathy as a kid for different reasons, but the struggles all the same. I was born with certain health conditions that made me different from "normal" people, and the older I got the more I became self conscious about it. I had to have my spine fused when I was 6 or 7 and after I came home my parents divorced. I won't get into what exactly happened but I had always felt like it was partly my fault for being different and that my dad didn't want to be around anymore. So I took it hard, tried to move on but since then things were different. I could be happy for a little bit but I remember feeling that depression every once in a while just out of nowhere, like something was wrong. Fast forward to high school and I got bullied there, I felt like it was because of how I was. On top of that I lost all my grandparents on my mother's side a year apart and it felt like my childhood died. Shortly after I had major health complications with my condition and I ended up in a wheelchair and I have a ventilator to help me breathe. That was 2016, and 8+ years later it's all just a blur, there's more traumatic stuff I've experienced but it's pained me enough to write all this out, I just wanted to say you're not alone. Your trauma matters, and it's not your fault for why things are the way they are. Sometimes people get dealt a bad hand of cards, it's up to use to try to do the best we can with them. I try to be okay most days, I try to be a light to others, I've realized my life is one of service and guidance to others as much as I don't want it to be. Part of me is selfish and wants things to be different, like exactly how I want them. A normal body, the love of my life, the ability to build racecars, ride super bikes, and push everything to the limit, get that rush of adrenaline and freedom. But I know I can't. It's impossible in my condition. I've tried to find God and for the most part I think I have, and it's brought me a lot of peace. But I still have those down days a lot, and I'm not sure how much life I have left in me, I certainly don't want to get any worse and I can't comprehend a long life like this. A big part of me doesn't want to turn 26, and I'm not sure how I'll handle it. I have some strength that I think I could make that decision on whether this is it or do I keep going for my family and the ones I have left in life. A part of me wants to stay strong and survive, experience all the beauty in life that I can because man as much as things really suck there are some moments that make me stop and just have this appreciation for life even though it's been as bad as it's been. Sunsets, sunrises, natural beauty, especially watching them stoned, it makes me forget about everything for a few seconds. And for those few seconds it's bliss. But I'm afraid that there's a bigger part of me that's just ready to move on. I'm not afraid of dying, I'm afraid of the pain I'll pass down to my family and friends if I do follow through. My mom's been my biggest supporter and she's always been there for me, I don't know if I could hurt her like that but I just want to go so badly. I want to be free from this body, from being this identity. I know we're spiritual beings, I just don't know the consequences if I did what I want to do. I'm torn. I just wanted to say, keep your chin up kid, I know it's hard and it's okay to hurt, to cry. We do what we have to do, but the thing that's kept me going is doing good for others and giving back what I can, even if it's smiling to a stranger. And my family. I know it's tough but try to be the reason someone smiles tomorrow, there's not enough of those nowadays, and try to find that one beautiful moment that makes everything stop for a moment to where you're at peace, even though it's only for a few seconds.
It is a term which my characters call "EyaySuust". Literally (yet not precisely) "final, celestial silence". 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
So happy for you! This is probably the greatest thing a person can achieve! As a 26 years old who is fighting with herself almost all the time, I'm really glad to see other people making it at older ages, it gives me hope!
Man That's a Blessing I'm working on that exact same thing right now, I was so depressed but now I'm slowly pulling myself back, Just remember things will never be the same but they can always be Better 🙏🏿
Out playing with your friends. No phones, no internet. Just your eyes , to capture the moment. Creating memories that will remain nostalgic in due time. The only time to play with your friends freely, without the responsibilities of everyday adulthood.
Many people talking about come back to the childhood....But for those who had bad childhood like me it's not the option. Many people in this world don't miss anything in the their pasts. Life is hard since the beginning.
i was happy child till 10-11, i'm so lucky to have this decade of my life to remember something good now. I know there'll be a lot of people with a wealthy experience to say what all will be alright and so on but i'm just can't see any light in this dark room. I won't say to you that your life will be good later, cause i just don't know if it's true. But anyway i'm here, at least till i will decide to end it. I'm interested how are you doing now? Life is hard, but for someone it can be just a reason to become more mature and stronger
i worry that if i could try again, i’d make the same mistakes or worse ones. i don’t even really know what i did wrong. somehow things just feel wrong though. i want to feel free again
@@SawyDawgyDawgI wouldnt think is about you. Is more the world and context that surrounds you which forces you to make those "bad" decissions. If we could have the chance to grow up in other kind of environment, we surely wouldnt be forced to make the same "mistakes" again. At least we would have a choice. We didnt have any. And thats why i wont have any children. Bringing life to this world is the most inhuman thing we can do for them the way it is rn. Let the elite have 7 or 8 sons, in some cases even more. When they will be left without any mortals, theyll kill each other themselves. Thats the only thing they know how to be, a cold-blooded animal which only matters form themselves. And thats how world ends. All will burn because of their greed. As always happened before (all human wars serve as examples).
“Be anxious about nothing, but with prayer, supplication, and thanksgiving let your request be known. And the peace from God, which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus” -Philippians 4:6-7
There is indeed *far* more Darkness than there is Light. Acceptance is key. You either continue, continue harder, and continue further, or else you sit still and wait to be swallowed and absorbed by the void. Either way though, D34th is comin'. 💪😎✌️ Again, acceptance is key. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
Glad I'm not alone brother. I love you man and pray you find Peace, Love and a home within your body, within your community, within your family and within this crazy hectic world. Love you Family, keep your faith and most importantly never give up on yourself and in the world. 💯🩵✌🏾✨
What I truly fear the most is the passing of time. I see the things I love, the people I made memories with, decaying right infront of my eyes. And all I can do is watch.
My friend, if they didn’t pass, and were here forever, it would mean nothing. It is the fact that the moments you cherish will end that bring them meaning. Let go of your fear, and you will realize that moments to be cherished are happening right in front of you and are coming your way
Yo igual siento ese.vacio siento que mi salud se desmorona cada día más Siento que me vuelvo más fragil Más débil y eso me asusta Veo el tiempo pasar Mis hermanas ser adultas Mi hijo dejar de ser un bebé a un niño Me duele ver todo eso 😔😭 Habeses solo quiero llorar por como el tiempo pasa rápido Extraño las salidas del colegio las tareas Las tardes los amaneceres No tuve una buena infancia y adolescencia pero aún así los extraño El colegio las charlas sin sentidos Mi única función era La tarea para mañana. Habeses estoy en un bucle en mis sueños Vuelvo a esos recuerdos y siendo una nostalgia horrible cuando duermo y vuelvo al colegio a cambiarme el uniforme. E ir a mi rutina . Luego despierto a mi realidad y hay días que ni recuerdo dónde estoy, no reconozco ni mi cuarto 😢
We were literally just talking about that in school like that’s crazy and how we’re all in the same roller coaster our class of sophomores and how we will get our rings what the heck❤
i love this picture. It's like going back in time, back in those soft afternoons in each Friday when I'd be on my way home after finishing art coaching. I love art, I once used to draw and play with colors, then I reached high school and everything started to fall apart. I miss those sunny days when everything wore a golden hue in the afternoons. But I'm glad I got to experience those days and keep it stored in my heart.
Извините, возможно немного не в тему, но мне так нравится что вы даёте всем эпизодам с музыкой названия в каждом своём плейлисте, читая их я сразу представляю под данную мелодию соответствующую картину/событие, это добавляет некой атмосферы. Спасибо вам за проделанную работу
I need to know that I'm not a child anymore. I'm 27. All the things I do is childish. I quit jobs like I'll get another one in no time. And I cant do any job, I don't like to do any job. I don't know why but I'm like this. Low on dreams. I don't even want money. Sometimes I feel I'm about to quit. I don't know what I'll do, where I'll go.
I'm just drowning deep into the darkness where I cant see the point of return. I can see a light but it feels far and I have no energy left to chase that.
I feel the same way bro, find your passion, start doing what you love, fuck society. Just step outside the box, find out who you are and then you'll find your purpose. Fuck the money and material it's all an illusion, find what you love to do, what you're good at and what makes you tick. Find your bliss. Just a tip from someone who suffers from Depression as well lol.
@@godsway8501yo no puedo hacer eso Tengo un hijo que depende de mi es autista e ir persiguiendo mi pasión eso queda en segundo o tercero plano No sé si eso es bueno o malo . Ahora solo me interesa saber cómo generar ingresos por qué siento que mi vida es muy corta y mi salud tan frágil
Life is just a story, one that took birth will die someday, i won't say live it to fullest or whatsoever you simply just live it, live in the story also you are the main character of your story
Solo quiero estar como ellos, compartir como ellos, tener amigos como los que se ven en la imagen y pasarla bien, eso es un deseo de muchosny un premio que consiguen muy pocos
We all gone leave this world no one of us gone stay it’s all about time And we gone But have you ever asked your self What’s gone happen to our body That body we washed we care about it during our life time It’s sad to know your future But inshallah we gone meet in heaven
At the end of the day At the end of all friendships, relationships, heartbreak, betrayals bad vibes At end of your patience, Jesus Christ is still your best friend, the only One Almighty who can rescue you from all adversities. Hope in Jesus, give him your heart and watch him do miracles in your life❤
is this all life is? spending your whole life waiting for something to happen. i don’t know what it is, but i wait for it. i don’t think it’ll ever happen. it’s like im watching a movie. my life doesn’t feel like my own. time passes too fast these days.
((I'm from brazil, I don't know english that well and i'm just gonna write what comes into memory without deleting)) -- Just An Little Vent I will be honest... I'm not finding joy in anything anymore, Everything i do is just blank... Maybe because i think i'm meaningless around this world? Maybe... You know? I feel like my life is just an cycle nowadays... Everything happening again... And again... And again... I feel like i'm getting left behind, I feel lonely, I feel lost, I can't cry anymore... I wish i had some guidance to know what i'm feeling... I wish i had someone that i can trust... I wish i found something or something to give me an little of joy again...
That’s how I feel. It’s also hard to explain how I feel exactly, like the word doesn’t exist. I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to exist. I don’t know how to call what I’m feeling
I feel the same, every day. There are better days than others, but in the end I feel like there's something wrong, something not real. I have a lovely family and my own engineering firm, but I feel lost and lonely. I've tried therapy and sports, but nothing works. I don't want to die, I just feel I need to get out of this reality.
101 razões para estar vivo: -- 1. deixar seus pais orgulhosos 2. vencer seus medos 3. ver sua família novamente 4. ver seu artista favorito ao vivo 5. ouvir música novamente 6. experimentar uma nova cultura 7. fazer novos amigos 8. inspirar 9. ter seus próprios filhos 10. adotar seu próprio animal de estimação 11. se orgulhar 12. conhecer artistas que voce gosta 13. rir até chorar 14. sentir lágrimas de felicidade 15. comer sua comida favorita 16. ver seus irmãos crescerem 17. passar na escola 18. correr olhando para tras e depois para frente 19. sorrir até suas bochechas doerem 20. conhecer seus amigos da internet 21. encontrar alguém que te ame como você merece 22. tomar sorvete em um dia quente 23. beber chocolate quente em um dia frio 24. ver neve intocada pela manhã 25. ver um pôr do sol que incendeia o céu 26. ver estrelas iluminando o céu 27. ler um livro que muda sua vida 28. ver as flores na primavera 29. ver as folhas mudarem de verde para marrom 30. viajar para o exterior 31. aprender um novo idioma 32. aprender a desenhar 33. contar aos outros sua história na esperança de ajudá-los 34. Beijos de cachorrinho. 35. Beijos de bebê (do tipo de boca aberta quando eles estalam os lábios em sua bochecha). 36. Conhecer o Evangelho de João. 37. Trampolins. 38. Sorvete. 39. Observar as estrelas. 40. Observar as nuvens. 41. Tomar banho e dormir em lençóis limpos. 42. Receber presentes atenciosos. 43. "Eu vi isso e pensei em você." 44. A sensação que você tem quando alguém que você ama diz: "Eu te amo." 45. O alívio que você sente depois de chorar. 46. Luz do sol. 47. A sensação que você tem quando alguém está ouvindo você/dando a você toda a atenção. 48. Seu futuro casamento. 49. Sua barra de chocolate favorita. 50. Roupas novas. 51. Trocadilhos espirituosos. 52. Pão realmente bom. 53. Segurar seu filho em seus braços pela primeira vez. 54. Completar um marco (também conhecido como ir para a faculdade, se formar na faculdade, se casar, conseguir o emprego dos seus sonhos.) 55. O tipo de sonho em que você acorda e não consegue parar de sorrir. 56. O cheiro antes e depois da chuva. 57. O som da chuva contra um telhado. 58. A sensação que você tem quando está dançando. 59. A pessoa (ou pessoas) que significam mais para você. Fique vivo por elas. 60. Experimentar novas receitas. 61. A sensação que você tem quando sua música favorita toca no rádio. 62. A adrenalina que você sente quando pisa em um palco. 63. Você tem que compartilhar sua voz, talentos e conhecimento com o mundo porque eles são muito valiosos. 64. Café da manhã na cama. 65. Conseguir um assento do meio no cinema. 66. Café da manhã no jantar (porque é muito melhor à noite do que de manhã). 67. Amor significativo. 68. Perdão. 69. Guerras de balões de água. 70. Novos livros dos seus autores favoritos. 71. Vaga-lumes. 72. Aniversários. 73. Perceber que alguém te ama. 74. Passar o dia com alguém que você ama. 75. Passar o dia inteiro na cama. 76. Comer um litro inteiro do seu sorvete favorito. 77. Aprender a ouvir a voz de DEUS. 78. Primeiros encontros (mesmo os ruins rendem histórias engraçadas). 79. Fogueiras e marshmallows. 80. Relacionamentos em que você ama alguém, mas não está apaixonado por essa pessoa. 81. Voltar para casa e encontrar alguém que você ama. 82. A cor das folhas de outono quando elas mudam. Verão. 83. Cantar músicas a plenos pulmões com seus amigos. 84. Abraçar. 85. Estar enrolado em uma cama quentinha. 86. A pele de alguém contra a sua. 87. Segurar as mãos. 88. O tipo de abraço em que você sente um peso sendo tirado dos seus ombros. O tipo de abraço em que sua respiração sincroniza com a da outra pessoa e vocês se sentem como as únicas duas pessoas no mundo. 89. Cantar desafinado com seus melhores amigos. 90. Viagens de carro. 91. Flutuar na água de costas e apenas olhar para o céu.. 92. A sensação de areia sob os dedos dos pés. 93. A sensação quando a primeira onda do oceano se forma e envolve seus dedos dos pés, tornozelos e joelhos. 94. Tempestades. 95. Sua primeira (ou centésima) viagem à Disneylândia. 96. O sabor da sua comida favorita. 97. A sensação infantil que você tem na manhã de Natal. 98. O dia em que tudo finalmente sai do seu jeito. 99. Elogios para você e louvores a DEUS. 100. Olhar para este momento em 10 anos e perceber que VOCÊ CONSEGUIU ^^ 101: Perceba que você não desistiu dos seus sonhos e eles se tornaram realidade. -- Lembrete diário: Sua pele não é papel, então não a corte. Seu pescoço não é um casaco, então não o pendure. Seu corpo não é um livro, então não o julgue. Seu coração não é uma porta, então não a tranque. Sua vida não é um filme, então não a termine. Lembre-se de sempre amar a si mesmo porque você é uma estrela
how relatable... It seems like you have ALL things you need in your life but just can't enjoy it. Feel myself such a crybaby. So many people were in worse position and kept fighting and it's me just crying in the corner after arguing with someone. When i think about leaving this world my brain finding some reasons to live, don't know what's this, probably just instinct of self-preservation. But then you think "ok, let's try to live another day" and just get disappointed again and again. Dissappointed in life, other people, in yourself firstly. Don't wanna see anybody, talk with anyone live. Last therapist visit was 4 months ago. Pills getting useless. Falling deep into the hole praying for the day when i will be just hit by the bottom of it.
Matthew 11:25-30 [25] At that time Jesus declared, “I thank you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that you have hidden these things from the wise and understanding and revealed them to little children; [26] yes, Father, for such was your gracious will. [27] All things have been handed over to me by my Father, and no one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal him. [28] Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. [29] Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. [30] For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
I think it's just me but I have something weird happened. I've always had bad thoughts at night. Sometimes suicidal but not like, I'd actually do. Some time ago it stopped but I can't seem to remember how or why.. its so weird.. maybe it was after some chat I had with a.. friend? Well, idk, but it was philosophical and opened my mind a lot.. it can't be the reason though. Idk, but I think I'd still be this way too, even with the thoughts. I'm no one, anyway, not that it matters. Just thought it was weird. Strangely enough I miss it. It, in some way gave me something to feel. Now I kinda live monotonous mode or smth. Too tired to do anything. Mostly physical or things requiring to muh thought. Not worth it. Idk, before I used to do so much more things, I liked more things. And I'm not even old, still teen..
Грусть нам дана, чтобы осознать то, что мы можем привнести в свою взрослую жизнь. Это нормально. Борьба - это то, что делает нас сильнее, но бороться надо эффективно, иначе превратишься в раба. Мы никогда не поймём эту жизнь, поэтому нужно сжать время, чтобы взять лучший опыт с собой.
This music reminds me of how much I lived and how much I will never experience again. And yet how much more I’ll live and experience. Sometimes I want to go back, but yet sometimes I want to see the future and how far I have come. But I can’t do both, we all can’t do both. I’ve just started high school and already have questions for the future. Like if I’m going to college, where am I gonna live, and what I’m going to accomplish. I still have more questions and I know I’m talking to much, but I can’t be the only one in this world who feels the same way… right?
I understand how you feel, my only advice that I can give is don't focus on either. Focus on today. Focus on your friends, your family, your experiences. And for the love of everything, don't make the mistake of wishing you would just grow up already. Enjoy high school as much as you are able. I hated high school, but now I miss it. So please, take your time and enjoy it.
The biggest events in my life are starting to get older so insanely fast. The times when my attempt to leave this world were so recent, but now they're so far, lost in time like never existed, forgotten. It becomes more and more depressing to see the brightest, unforgettable memories slowly die, but felt so immortal at the beginning. I cannot live any longer with these realisations that get only more painful, but I can imagine the pain of ones who know and love me, which makes it all an endless loop without any unregretable escape. Make me want to return home from school like when I was younger, but it was such a long time ago, a will be only longer...
Lo soñé...acabo de despertar con una sonrisa despues de años, pero me di cuenta que solo era un sueño...me vi compartiendo piso con una amiga, su novio y mi novio, mi novio en este sueño no era mi novio actual...estaba feliz, por primera vez me sentia feliz, el me correteaba para abrazarme y luego yo le quite un foco de su trabajo y corri detras de el hssta la calle y luego subimos a nuestto piso, mi amiga se integró al juego con su novio, su novio intentaba agarrarlo y mi amiga le hacia corralito para que no me alcanzara... cuando subi las gradas me alcanzo y me hizo tantas cosquillas, me abrazó tan fuerte que me puse a reir entré a este video porque asi se veia mas o menos mi sueño en una pequeña avenida de latam...he pasado por 4 años de depresion, he vivido cosas horribles estos 4 años...ya no queria vivir mas...este sueño era algo tan lucido que al regresar a mi realidad me senti tan vacia...
Hola no soy nadie para decirte que hacer con tu vida y tus problemas y tampoco tengo mucho que dar, pero lo que tengo te lo regalo. Busca paz con Jesus primero luego con los demás es decir una pareja o amigo o amiga. Que tu vida no dependa del amor de otros que está fuera de tu control y no es constante más bien que dependa del amor de Dios que si es constante y sin errores.
A mí también me pasó. Recuerdo mi sueño cuando era pequeña, tenía unos 5-6 años. ¡Y allí estaba ella! Ella tomó mi mano y jugamos y nos divertimos. No lo sé, esta chica no me era familiar y es sorprendente. Esta ayuda, nunca la olvidaré! Lo siento, pero no sé tu idioma. Espero que a través del traductor entiendas al menos un poco.
I hate that you can go through life doing your absolute best and by some miracle manage to surround yourself with positive people and positive vibes and a stable job and then in the blink of an eye, due to variables beyond your control, the happiness and joy can just vanish from your grasp like dry sand in the wind.
Ainda que tudo esteja mal, confiemos em Deus. Recorramos a Ele e peçamos ajuda. Que a paz de Deus e de nosso Senhor Jesus Cristo permaneça em nós. Amém.
Мне скоро 13 и кажется мои друзья это те кого я так долго искала Всю жизнь у меня было 1-3 подруги, но я сейчас очень много, и я себя начинаю чувствовать лучше Кажется этот учебный год будем самым веселым, несмотря на всё через что мне ещё предстоит пройти я надеюсь на светлое будущее Спасибо что такие люди как они появились в моей жизни.
Aún no he podido encontrar mi paz conmigo mismo, he sido una persona muy fuerte aunque fisicamente no lo soy, pero mentalmente si, que ironia es la vida. No hay día, que no le diga a Dios, que me perdone por todo y mas que nada perdonarme a mi algún dia por todo el dolor y sufrimiento que me he hecho.
Todos aprendemos de todo un poco... A todos nos toco vivir, y cuando cierre el telón de nuestra obra, haber dado todo para regresar al lado de nuestro creador. Quiero creer que es así, es como un pilar saber que existe un creador y que una pequeña parte de Él está en nosotros, regalarlo cuando otro hermano humano lo necesita. Cuidate mucho.
I'm here right now, my wife and I both. I'm editing a book that took me 3 years to write, while my wife just graduated from dental assisting school. We both should be happy, looking forward to our future, but we both feel so numb. Like, this is it? This is what we've been working towards?
Just been on a massive down.don’t want to speak too soon but things are(hopefully)turning up. Read this.i sort of gave up…. Never looked up…. But it does happen.🤞🏻that to you and me if it happens.Theres people all over the world that feel like you. We just need to talk to each other! If not….. we tried 🙃
я не знаю, куда я хочу вернуться, просто хочу назад.. не в детство, нет, я бы просто предпочла зависнуть навеки в тех хороших моментах, какие были, в них, какими я их помню.. очень многое уже никогда не повторится, нет тех вещей и людей, нет тех ощущений и сил, и да, мне тяжело это отпустить. кажется, практически невозможно. кажется, вся моя жизнь зависла где-то там, в той невероятно уютной зиме, в том счастливом лете, в той самой теплой весне, в той невероятно значимой осенней поре. хочется спастись, пока не стало поздно, пожалуйста, пусть будет так. пока меня не поглотили эти чувства, мысли и долгий-долгий беспросветный сон. я сплю всё больше каждый день, я делаю, хочу и люблю всё меньше каждый день. чаще мне только стыдно и ничего не хочется, разве что покоя. а его не достичь. и всё повторяется опять, стократно. это как зависимость. надеюсь я все же что-то смогу изменить, надеюсь я успею.
i was once lost, sad, depressed like u, until my life suddenly changed when i met God and got healed my heart... repent, and dont worry abt anything, God will take care of all.
"Fair" is one of the worst words to ever have been invented. There exists only what is and is not. The Universe has no recognition nor acknowledgement of "fair"; it simply behaves. Ethics may be important to mankind, but unfortunately, those and "fairness" are non-sequitur in the eyes of the Universe. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
Esto no es real pues Dios me ha mostrado demasiado, me siento en un mundo vacío como si todos fueran un espejosmo de la gente que existio hace tiempo, ya es hora de volver real este mundo nuevamente
Existence continues after one's terrestrial steps beyond the void veil. I highly suggest that anyone reading this does NOT squander their hours prior to that moment. To be crystal clear, this has absolutely *nothing* to do with mankind's rash, baseless r3l1g10π§. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
You only have so many hours remaining. Whether your choices are severely restricted or nearly limitless, I highly suggest that you get moving. Else, it's entirely fine to stand aside while others pave their own paths toward the ultimate, unknown black gate. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
I don't know what to do with life anymore. Life,the world just gets worse and so do people with no sing of it getting better. I try and try but my efforts make things worse but doing nothing also makes things worse. Life has lost its magic it once had and nothing is the same anymore. And i swear the universe, god or whom ever has some sort of grudge ageist me and i haven't done anything to deserve this suffering. Life doesn't seem real anymore.
Remember, God isnt sitting in heaven judging you when your day comes... God is whatever you need he/she/it to be. Even the term god is subjective. We are here from acts of love. Whether you choose to be better or worse is up to you. That is life. That is you.
Get your Satanic nonsense out of here. God (The Christian Holy Trinity) does exist and we must do the Will of God for Our Salvation. You can enjoy this music without pushing your diabolical atheist propaganda on here.
Best tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist:
spoti.fi/4aH2Phn (Daily updated)
Is it possible to put this on a Tidal too? It's beautiful..
У нас в РФ не работают эти сайты можно ещё где то найти ваши плей листы?
I miss being a kid. Time moves faster now and with every passing second, I forget a bit of my childhood memories
I just wish to forget my childhood. It was full of traumatic events given by my own parents.
@@dishonestmilkman привет дорогой друг, если честно, мое детство тоже можно было сказать совсем неудачным. я помню больше плохих событий, чем хороших, я очень хорошо помню, как раньше с 1 до 3 класса почти вся школа издевалась надо мной, доводя меня до нервных срывов и истерик со слезами, с этого и получил психическую травму, если можно так считать. сейчас я студент 16 лет, но все равно что то досталось мне с детства, часто бывают депрессии, апатии и подавленное настроение, чувствую, что мне лучше на душе быть одиноким, чем вместе с компанией..
@@zenaeroskin д
@@zenaeroskin It is time to stand up, it is time to defend YOU ARE ONLY THE VICTIM IF YOU ALLOW TO BE THE VICTIM. Maybe this is your purpose on this earth to get out of this Trouble, be creative
@@zenaeroskinI hope you see this friend. I thought it was brave telling part of your story here, I'm 25, well turn 26 in December. I too struggled with depression and apathy as a kid for different reasons, but the struggles all the same. I was born with certain health conditions that made me different from "normal" people, and the older I got the more I became self conscious about it. I had to have my spine fused when I was 6 or 7 and after I came home my parents divorced. I won't get into what exactly happened but I had always felt like it was partly my fault for being different and that my dad didn't want to be around anymore. So I took it hard, tried to move on but since then things were different. I could be happy for a little bit but I remember feeling that depression every once in a while just out of nowhere, like something was wrong. Fast forward to high school and I got bullied there, I felt like it was because of how I was. On top of that I lost all my grandparents on my mother's side a year apart and it felt like my childhood died. Shortly after I had major health complications with my condition and I ended up in a wheelchair and I have a ventilator to help me breathe. That was 2016, and 8+ years later it's all just a blur, there's more traumatic stuff I've experienced but it's pained me enough to write all this out, I just wanted to say you're not alone. Your trauma matters, and it's not your fault for why things are the way they are. Sometimes people get dealt a bad hand of cards, it's up to use to try to do the best we can with them. I try to be okay most days, I try to be a light to others, I've realized my life is one of service and guidance to others as much as I don't want it to be. Part of me is selfish and wants things to be different, like exactly how I want them. A normal body, the love of my life, the ability to build racecars, ride super bikes, and push everything to the limit, get that rush of adrenaline and freedom. But I know I can't. It's impossible in my condition. I've tried to find God and for the most part I think I have, and it's brought me a lot of peace. But I still have those down days a lot, and I'm not sure how much life I have left in me, I certainly don't want to get any worse and I can't comprehend a long life like this. A big part of me doesn't want to turn 26, and I'm not sure how I'll handle it. I have some strength that I think I could make that decision on whether this is it or do I keep going for my family and the ones I have left in life. A part of me wants to stay strong and survive, experience all the beauty in life that I can because man as much as things really suck there are some moments that make me stop and just have this appreciation for life even though it's been as bad as it's been. Sunsets, sunrises, natural beauty, especially watching them stoned, it makes me forget about everything for a few seconds. And for those few seconds it's bliss. But I'm afraid that there's a bigger part of me that's just ready to move on. I'm not afraid of dying, I'm afraid of the pain I'll pass down to my family and friends if I do follow through. My mom's been my biggest supporter and she's always been there for me, I don't know if I could hurt her like that but I just want to go so badly. I want to be free from this body, from being this identity. I know we're spiritual beings, I just don't know the consequences if I did what I want to do. I'm torn. I just wanted to say, keep your chin up kid, I know it's hard and it's okay to hurt, to cry. We do what we have to do, but the thing that's kept me going is doing good for others and giving back what I can, even if it's smiling to a stranger. And my family. I know it's tough but try to be the reason someone smiles tomorrow, there's not enough of those nowadays, and try to find that one beautiful moment that makes everything stop for a moment to where you're at peace, even though it's only for a few seconds.
The saddest thing about childhood is we believe it will go on forever.
I'm glad mine didn't. I wouldn't return to it for all the money in the world.
The saddest part is that grown adults try to indoctrinate that belief into the minds of children via religion.
i was happy leaving childhood but then fast realised that im fucked up as adult because from childhood - so you cant fkn leaving this shit behind.
childhood is crap. I want to become a bird. I would give everything to became a bird, but i have only this bag with shit
Today I am at peace with myself for once in 29 years of my life I finally made peace with myself
It is a term which my characters call "EyaySuust". Literally (yet not precisely) "final, celestial silence".
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (series)
So happy for you! This is probably the greatest thing a person can achieve! As a 26 years old who is fighting with herself almost all the time, I'm really glad to see other people making it at older ages, it gives me hope!
How please?
Man That's a Blessing I'm working on that exact same thing right now, I was so depressed but now I'm slowly pulling myself back, Just remember things will never be the same but they can always be Better 🙏🏿
That’s so beautiful. God bless you. I hope you’re having an amazing time and I hope that Jesus is in your heart and that you’ll be with him.❤
Out playing with your friends. No phones, no internet. Just your eyes , to capture the moment. Creating memories that will remain nostalgic in due time. The only time to play with your friends freely, without the responsibilities of everyday adulthood.
dude I shed a tear
@@NightfallEnchantress 🥹
Oh Yes halcyon days. Wonderful memories.🤸♀️
There were times like that
Many people talking about come back to the childhood....But for those who had bad childhood like me it's not the option. Many people in this world don't miss anything in the their pasts. Life is hard since the beginning.
i was happy child till 10-11, i'm so lucky to have this decade of my life to remember something good now. I know there'll be a lot of people with a wealthy experience to say what all will be alright and so on but i'm just can't see any light in this dark room. I won't say to you that your life will be good later, cause i just don't know if it's true. But anyway i'm here, at least till i will decide to end it. I'm interested how are you doing now? Life is hard, but for someone it can be just a reason to become more mature and stronger
i would give up all my knowledge to feel free again. does anyone else feel like the world needs a restart button?
Ja
i worry that if i could try again, i’d make the same mistakes or worse ones. i don’t even really know what i did wrong. somehow things just feel wrong though. i want to feel free again
@@SawyDawgyDawgI wouldnt think is about you. Is more the world and context that surrounds you which forces you to make those "bad" decissions. If we could have the chance to grow up in other kind of environment, we surely wouldnt be forced to make the same "mistakes" again. At least we would have a choice. We didnt have any. And thats why i wont have any children. Bringing life to this world is the most inhuman thing we can do for them the way it is rn.
Let the elite have 7 or 8 sons, in some cases even more. When they will be left without any mortals, theyll kill each other themselves. Thats the only thing they know how to be, a cold-blooded animal which only matters form themselves. And thats how world ends. All will burn because of their greed. As always happened before (all human wars serve as examples).
not restart, but reset
“Be anxious about nothing, but with prayer, supplication, and thanksgiving let your request be known. And the peace from God, which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus” -Philippians 4:6-7
It feels like purgatory. I feel like I’m floating through an endless void in hopes that I’ll crash land on an inhabitable world.
There is indeed *far* more Darkness than there is Light. Acceptance is key. You either continue, continue harder, and continue further, or else you sit still and wait to be swallowed and absorbed by the void. Either way though, D34th is comin'. 💪😎✌️ Again, acceptance is key.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (series)
Glad I'm not alone brother. I love you man and pray you find Peace, Love and a home within your body, within your community, within your family and within this crazy hectic world. Love you Family, keep your faith and most importantly never give up on yourself and in the world. 💯🩵✌🏾✨
Cenaze kalbur üstü insanlar kaldırıyor?
-el cevap: cenazesin artık sanane?
Kendi yalnızlığını yalnız bir kalabalıkta fark edenler den sana 🎉
What I truly fear the most is the passing of time. I see the things I love, the people I made memories with, decaying right infront of my eyes.
And all I can do is watch.
LIVE, BROTHER, Live... When it's gone, it's gone.... Also, seek Jesus..
My friend, if they didn’t pass, and were here forever, it would mean nothing. It is the fact that the moments you cherish will end that bring them meaning. Let go of your fear, and you will realize that moments to be cherished are happening right in front of you and are coming your way
Yo igual siento ese.vacio siento que mi salud se desmorona cada día más
Siento que me vuelvo más fragil
Más débil y eso me asusta
Veo el tiempo pasar
Mis hermanas ser adultas
Mi hijo dejar de ser un bebé a un niño
Me duele ver todo eso 😔😭
Habeses solo quiero llorar por como el tiempo pasa rápido
Extraño las salidas del colegio las tareas
Las tardes los amaneceres
No tuve una buena infancia y adolescencia pero aún así los extraño
El colegio las charlas sin sentidos
Mi única función era
La tarea para mañana.
Habeses estoy en un bucle en mis sueños
Vuelvo a esos recuerdos y siendo una nostalgia horrible cuando duermo y vuelvo al colegio a cambiarme el uniforme.
E ir a mi rutina .
Luego despierto a mi realidad y hay días que ni recuerdo dónde estoy, no reconozco ni mi cuarto 😢
Remember this: Life its like a rollercoaster, full of ups and downs but in the end it will always be worth it. Don’t give up! We believe in you!
❤❤❤❤
bro had one j
Very True 🙏🏿
We were literally just talking about that in school like that’s crazy and how we’re all in the same roller coaster our class of sophomores and how we will get our rings what the heck❤
This is a lie, reality is literally hell throughout the entire experience 😢
i love this picture. It's like going back in time, back in those soft afternoons in each Friday when I'd be on my way home after finishing art coaching. I love art, I once used to draw and play with colors, then I reached high school and everything started to fall apart. I miss those sunny days when everything wore a golden hue in the afternoons. But I'm glad I got to experience those days and keep it stored in my heart.
Извините, возможно немного не в тему, но мне так нравится что вы даёте всем эпизодам с музыкой названия в каждом своём плейлисте, читая их я сразу представляю под данную мелодию соответствующую картину/событие, это добавляет некой атмосферы. Спасибо вам за проделанную работу
I need to know that I'm not a child anymore. I'm 27. All the things I do is childish. I quit jobs like I'll get another one in no time. And I cant do any job, I don't like to do any job. I don't know why but I'm like this. Low on dreams. I don't even want money. Sometimes I feel I'm about to quit. I don't know what I'll do, where I'll go.
I'm lost.
I'm just drowning deep into the darkness where I cant see the point of return. I can see a light but it feels far and I have no energy left to chase that.
I feel the same way bro, find your passion, start doing what you love, fuck society. Just step outside the box, find out who you are and then you'll find your purpose. Fuck the money and material it's all an illusion, find what you love to do, what you're good at and what makes you tick. Find your bliss. Just a tip from someone who suffers from Depression as well lol.
@@godsway8501 thanks
@@godsway8501yo no puedo hacer eso
Tengo un hijo que depende de mi es autista e ir persiguiendo mi pasión eso queda en segundo o tercero plano
No sé si eso es bueno o malo .
Ahora solo me interesa saber cómo generar ingresos por qué siento que mi vida es muy corta y mi salud tan frágil
Life is just a story, one that took birth will die someday, i won't say live it to fullest or whatsoever you simply just live it, live in the story also you are the main character of your story
Solo quiero estar como ellos, compartir como ellos, tener amigos como los que se ven en la imagen y pasarla bien, eso es un deseo de muchosny un premio que consiguen muy pocos
Nothing left, no one there, hopeless, sad, lonely in a world full of love
I want to start over and go back
We all gone leave this world no one of us gone stay it’s all about time
And we gone
But have you ever asked your self
What’s gone happen to our body
That body we washed we care about it during our life time
It’s sad to know your future
But inshallah we gone meet in heaven
nah I prefer to be non exist anymore
At the end of the day
At the end of all friendships, relationships, heartbreak, betrayals bad vibes At end of your patience, Jesus Christ is still your best friend, the only One Almighty who can rescue you from all adversities. Hope in Jesus, give him your heart and watch him do miracles in your life❤
Amen ❤
is this all life is? spending your whole life waiting for something to happen. i don’t know what it is, but i wait for it. i don’t think it’ll ever happen. it’s like im watching a movie. my life doesn’t feel like my own. time passes too fast these days.
Just discovered this channel recently, the vibe is right, I love the feeling of not stay in this world.
I always think of my childhood moments in 80s. Best time to be alive.
((I'm from brazil, I don't know english that well and i'm just gonna write what comes into memory without deleting))
-- Just An Little Vent
I will be honest... I'm not finding joy in anything anymore, Everything i do is just blank... Maybe because i think i'm meaningless around this world? Maybe... You know? I feel like my life is just an cycle nowadays... Everything happening again... And again... And again... I feel like i'm getting left behind, I feel lonely, I feel lost, I can't cry anymore...
I wish i had some guidance to know what i'm feeling... I wish i had someone that i can trust... I wish i found something or something to give me an little of joy again...
That’s how I feel. It’s also hard to explain how I feel exactly, like the word doesn’t exist. I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to exist. I don’t know how to call what I’m feeling
I feel the same, every day. There are better days than others, but in the end I feel like there's something wrong, something not real. I have a lovely family and my own engineering firm, but I feel lost and lonely. I've tried therapy and sports, but nothing works.
I don't want to die, I just feel I need to get out of this reality.
101 razões para estar vivo:
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1. deixar seus pais orgulhosos
2. vencer seus medos
3. ver sua família novamente
4. ver seu artista favorito ao vivo
5. ouvir música novamente
6. experimentar uma nova cultura
7. fazer novos amigos
8. inspirar
9. ter seus próprios filhos
10. adotar seu próprio animal de estimação
11. se orgulhar
12. conhecer artistas que voce gosta
13. rir até chorar
14. sentir lágrimas de felicidade
15. comer sua comida favorita
16. ver seus irmãos crescerem
17. passar na escola
18. correr olhando para tras e depois para frente
19. sorrir até suas bochechas doerem
20. conhecer seus amigos da internet
21. encontrar alguém que te ame como você merece
22. tomar sorvete em um dia quente
23. beber chocolate quente em um dia frio
24. ver neve intocada pela manhã
25. ver um pôr do sol que incendeia o céu
26. ver estrelas iluminando o céu
27. ler um livro que muda sua vida
28. ver as flores na primavera
29. ver as folhas mudarem de verde para marrom
30. viajar para o exterior
31. aprender um novo idioma
32. aprender a desenhar
33. contar aos outros sua história na esperança de ajudá-los
34. Beijos de cachorrinho.
35. Beijos de bebê (do tipo de boca aberta quando eles estalam os lábios em sua bochecha).
36. Conhecer o Evangelho de João.
37. Trampolins.
38. Sorvete.
39. Observar as estrelas.
40. Observar as nuvens.
41. Tomar banho e dormir em lençóis limpos.
42. Receber presentes atenciosos.
43. "Eu vi isso e pensei em você."
44. A sensação que você tem quando alguém que você ama diz: "Eu te amo."
45. O alívio que você sente depois de chorar.
46. Luz do sol.
47. A sensação que você tem quando alguém está ouvindo você/dando a você toda a atenção.
48. Seu futuro casamento.
49. Sua barra de chocolate favorita.
50. Roupas novas.
51. Trocadilhos espirituosos.
52. Pão realmente bom.
53. Segurar seu filho em seus braços pela primeira vez.
54. Completar um marco (também conhecido como ir para a faculdade, se formar na faculdade, se casar, conseguir o emprego dos seus sonhos.)
55. O tipo de sonho em que você acorda e não consegue parar de sorrir.
56. O cheiro antes e depois da chuva.
57. O som da chuva contra um telhado.
58. A sensação que você tem quando está dançando.
59. A pessoa (ou pessoas) que significam mais para você. Fique vivo por elas.
60. Experimentar novas receitas.
61. A sensação que você tem quando sua música favorita toca no rádio.
62. A adrenalina que você sente quando pisa em um palco.
63. Você tem que compartilhar sua voz, talentos e conhecimento com o mundo porque eles são muito valiosos.
64. Café da manhã na cama.
65. Conseguir um assento do meio no cinema.
66. Café da manhã no jantar (porque é muito melhor à noite do que de manhã).
67. Amor significativo.
68. Perdão.
69. Guerras de balões de água.
70. Novos livros dos seus autores favoritos.
71. Vaga-lumes.
72. Aniversários.
73. Perceber que alguém te ama.
74. Passar o dia com alguém que você ama.
75. Passar o dia inteiro na cama.
76. Comer um litro inteiro do seu sorvete favorito.
77. Aprender a ouvir a voz de DEUS.
78. Primeiros encontros (mesmo os ruins rendem histórias engraçadas).
79. Fogueiras e marshmallows.
80. Relacionamentos em que você ama alguém, mas não está apaixonado por essa pessoa.
81. Voltar para casa e encontrar alguém que você ama.
82. A cor das folhas de outono quando elas mudam. Verão.
83. Cantar músicas a plenos pulmões com seus amigos.
84. Abraçar.
85. Estar enrolado em uma cama quentinha.
86. A pele de alguém contra a sua.
87. Segurar as mãos.
88. O tipo de abraço em que você sente um peso sendo tirado dos seus ombros. O tipo de abraço em que sua respiração sincroniza com a da outra pessoa e vocês se sentem como as únicas duas pessoas no mundo.
89. Cantar desafinado com seus melhores amigos.
90. Viagens de carro.
91. Flutuar na água de costas e apenas olhar para o céu..
92. A sensação de areia sob os dedos dos pés.
93. A sensação quando a primeira onda do oceano se forma e envolve seus dedos dos pés, tornozelos e joelhos.
94. Tempestades.
95. Sua primeira (ou centésima) viagem à Disneylândia.
96. O sabor da sua comida favorita.
97. A sensação infantil que você tem na manhã de Natal.
98. O dia em que tudo finalmente sai do seu jeito.
99. Elogios para você e louvores a DEUS.
100. Olhar para este momento em 10 anos e perceber que VOCÊ CONSEGUIU ^^
101: Perceba que você não desistiu dos seus sonhos e eles se tornaram realidade.
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Lembrete diário:
Sua pele não é papel, então não a corte.
Seu pescoço não é um casaco, então não o pendure.
Seu corpo não é um livro, então não o julgue.
Seu coração não é uma porta, então não a tranque.
Sua vida não é um filme, então não a termine.
Lembre-se de sempre amar a si mesmo porque você é uma estrela
how relatable... It seems like you have ALL things you need in your life but just can't enjoy it. Feel myself such a crybaby. So many people were in worse position and kept fighting and it's me just crying in the corner after arguing with someone. When i think about leaving this world my brain finding some reasons to live, don't know what's this, probably just instinct of self-preservation. But then you think "ok, let's try to live another day" and just get disappointed again and again. Dissappointed in life, other people, in yourself firstly. Don't wanna see anybody, talk with anyone live. Last therapist visit was 4 months ago. Pills getting useless. Falling deep into the hole praying for the day when i will be just hit by the bottom of it.
Confie em Jesus Cristo. Ouça esta pregação: th-cam.com/users/liveMWMAB3vvBvo?si=ws0UT7VjxjkQwgWr valerá a pena.
I miss the times when life was bearable...
Equal
Matthew 11:25-30
[25] At that time Jesus declared, “I thank you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that you have hidden these things from the wise and understanding and revealed them to little children; [26] yes, Father, for such was your gracious will. [27] All things have been handed over to me by my Father, and no one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal him. [28] Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. [29] Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. [30] For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
Amen
and even if I walk through the dark valley, I am not afraid because I am the meanest asshole in the whole valley
my dear friends, i have a message to you, the best yet to come!!
Congratulations! You made it thank you for not giving up.
I think it's just me but I have something weird happened. I've always had bad thoughts at night. Sometimes suicidal but not like, I'd actually do. Some time ago it stopped but I can't seem to remember how or why.. its so weird.. maybe it was after some chat I had with a.. friend? Well, idk, but it was philosophical and opened my mind a lot.. it can't be the reason though. Idk, but I think I'd still be this way too, even with the thoughts. I'm no one, anyway, not that it matters. Just thought it was weird. Strangely enough I miss it. It, in some way gave me something to feel. Now I kinda live monotonous mode or smth. Too tired to do anything. Mostly physical or things requiring to muh thought. Not worth it. Idk, before I used to do so much more things, I liked more things. And I'm not even old, still teen..
Sending positive vibes your way ❤
Today wasn't a good day
I'm sorry, i hope days get better for you. Sending lots of love, light & positivity 🤍
Keep your head up, king.
Lol
I hope your days from the day you wrote this get better increasingly until you become satisfied with your life.
it’s ok it’s on the way bro 👍
a todos los que se estén disociando en este momento: peleen y vencerán .. salven las partes ebrias y mágicas de sus almas, no dejen que mueran
I wanna get off the roller coaster.
Great music... it joins me in my deepest dreams 😌 of a life that once have...
Грусть нам дана, чтобы осознать то, что мы можем привнести в свою взрослую жизнь. Это нормально. Борьба - это то, что делает нас сильнее, но бороться надо эффективно, иначе превратишься в раба. Мы никогда не поймём эту жизнь, поэтому нужно сжать время, чтобы взять лучший опыт с собой.
Gosh, the first one is very melancholic, I love it!!!
This music reminds me of how much I lived and how much I will never experience again. And yet how much more I’ll live and experience. Sometimes I want to go back, but yet sometimes I want to see the future and how far I have come. But I can’t do both, we all can’t do both. I’ve just started high school and already have questions for the future. Like if I’m going to college, where am I gonna live, and what I’m going to accomplish. I still have more questions and I know I’m talking to much, but I can’t be the only one in this world who feels the same way… right?
I understand how you feel, my only advice that I can give is don't focus on either. Focus on today. Focus on your friends, your family, your experiences. And for the love of everything, don't make the mistake of wishing you would just grow up already. Enjoy high school as much as you are able. I hated high school, but now I miss it. So please, take your time and enjoy it.
Cuando me muera quiero que esta playlist suene
Exacto, y q hermoso sentimiento
The biggest events in my life are starting to get older so insanely fast. The times when my attempt to leave this world were so recent, but now they're so far, lost in time like never existed, forgotten. It becomes more and more depressing to see the brightest, unforgettable memories slowly die, but felt so immortal at the beginning. I cannot live any longer with these realisations that get only more painful, but I can imagine the pain of ones who know and love me, which makes it all an endless loop without any unregretable escape. Make me want to return home from school like when I was younger, but it was such a long time ago, a will be only longer...
its time to ask - who am I ....who or what is my real self...
Thank you
Bro this is art
Lo soñé...acabo de despertar con una sonrisa despues de años, pero me di cuenta que solo era un sueño...me vi compartiendo piso con una amiga, su novio y mi novio, mi novio en este sueño no era mi novio actual...estaba feliz, por primera vez me sentia feliz, el me correteaba para abrazarme y luego yo le quite un foco de su trabajo y corri detras de el hssta la calle y luego subimos a nuestto piso, mi amiga se integró al juego con su novio, su novio intentaba agarrarlo y mi amiga le hacia corralito para que no me alcanzara... cuando subi las gradas me alcanzo y me hizo tantas cosquillas, me abrazó tan fuerte que me puse a reir entré a este video porque asi se veia mas o menos mi sueño en una pequeña avenida de latam...he pasado por 4 años de depresion, he vivido cosas horribles estos 4 años...ya no queria vivir mas...este sueño era algo tan lucido que al regresar a mi realidad me senti tan vacia...
Hola no soy nadie para decirte que hacer con tu vida y tus problemas y tampoco tengo mucho que dar, pero lo que tengo te lo regalo. Busca paz con Jesus primero luego con los demás es decir una pareja o amigo o amiga. Que tu vida no dependa del amor de otros que está fuera de tu control y no es constante más bien que dependa del amor de Dios que si es constante y sin errores.
A mí también me pasó. Recuerdo mi sueño cuando era pequeña, tenía unos 5-6 años. ¡Y allí estaba ella! Ella tomó mi mano y jugamos y nos divertimos. No lo sé, esta chica no me era familiar y es sorprendente. Esta ayuda, nunca la olvidaré!
Lo siento, pero no sé tu idioma. Espero que a través del traductor entiendas al menos un poco.
I hate that you can go through life doing your absolute best and by some miracle manage to surround yourself with positive people and positive vibes and a stable job and then in the blink of an eye, due to variables beyond your control, the happiness and joy can just vanish from your grasp like dry sand in the wind.
My soul longs for it, thank you ♡
I see the miniature and I think- who take it probably in some years ago are going to look again and see how fast the time go..
Since 2020 .. the life doesn’t feel real anymore
Ainda que tudo esteja mal, confiemos em Deus. Recorramos a Ele e peçamos ajuda. Que a paz de Deus e de nosso Senhor Jesus Cristo permaneça em nós. Amém.
We live in the same world but our world is different
Мне скоро 13 и кажется мои друзья это те кого я так долго искала
Всю жизнь у меня было 1-3 подруги, но я сейчас очень много, и я себя начинаю чувствовать лучше
Кажется этот учебный год будем самым веселым, несмотря на всё через что мне ещё предстоит пройти я надеюсь на светлое будущее
Спасибо что такие люди как они появились в моей жизни.
Wtf???
спасибо за музыку
Aún no he podido encontrar mi paz conmigo mismo, he sido una persona muy fuerte aunque fisicamente no lo soy, pero mentalmente si, que ironia es la vida. No hay día, que no le diga a Dios, que me perdone por todo y mas que nada perdonarme a mi algún dia por todo el dolor y sufrimiento que me he hecho.
Todos aprendemos de todo un poco... A todos nos toco vivir, y cuando cierre el telón de nuestra obra, haber dado todo para regresar al lado de nuestro creador. Quiero creer que es así, es como un pilar saber que existe un creador y que una pequeña parte de Él está en nosotros, regalarlo cuando otro hermano humano lo necesita. Cuidate mucho.
i love your mixes
life is good Don't look at the past build the future
I do not remember who I am anymore
Good video
La vida me ha parecido tan irreal durante tanto tiempo que ahora parece que haya despertado de un sueño
A realidade é decepcionante, quem me dera poder viver o irreal.
I'm here right now, my wife and I both. I'm editing a book that took me 3 years to write, while my wife just graduated from dental assisting school. We both should be happy, looking forward to our future, but we both feel so numb. Like, this is it? This is what we've been working towards?
Remind me of chilldreb in haza
I love the pix in thse videos
TH-cam deberia tener la opcion de traducir los comentarios o soy yo el unico
Debería. Así es, Maximiliano.
Just been on a massive down.don’t want to speak too soon but things are(hopefully)turning up. Read this.i sort of gave up…. Never looked up…. But it does happen.🤞🏻that to you and me if it happens.Theres people all over the world that feel like you.
We just need to talk to each other!
If not….. we tried 🙃
I woke up from this horrible nightmare China takes us and makes us into Neo China it was the worst 😢
This is making me feel better thank you
Yea good timing
these adds are fucking crazy
i remember
me pregunto si puuedo usar alguna de estas melodias?
я не знаю, куда я хочу вернуться, просто хочу назад.. не в детство, нет, я бы просто предпочла зависнуть навеки в тех хороших моментах, какие были, в них, какими я их помню.. очень многое уже никогда не повторится, нет тех вещей и людей, нет тех ощущений и сил, и да, мне тяжело это отпустить. кажется, практически невозможно. кажется, вся моя жизнь зависла где-то там, в той невероятно уютной зиме, в том счастливом лете, в той самой теплой весне, в той невероятно значимой осенней поре. хочется спастись, пока не стало поздно, пожалуйста, пусть будет так. пока меня не поглотили эти чувства, мысли и долгий-долгий беспросветный сон. я сплю всё больше каждый день, я делаю, хочу и люблю всё меньше каждый день. чаще мне только стыдно и ничего не хочется, разве что покоя. а его не достичь. и всё повторяется опять, стократно. это как зависимость. надеюсь я все же что-то смогу изменить, надеюсь я успею.
i named thid genre - american suicidal ambient
Buena musica
It was never real. Death is waking up.
You'd love Radiohead.
Ребята а я из россии представьте как тут живется что не день то квест живем в не рральности
super
i was once lost, sad, depressed like u, until my life suddenly changed when i met God and got healed my heart... repent, and dont worry abt anything, God will take care of all.
Amen
Man i wish i can animate on this music, but sadly its copyrighted TvT
I just found life isn't fair all the time idea is good but execution is bad :(
its okay
"Fair" is one of the worst words to ever have been invented. There exists only what is and is not. The Universe has no recognition nor acknowledgement of "fair"; it simply behaves. Ethics may be important to mankind, but unfortunately, those and "fairness" are non-sequitur in the eyes of the Universe.
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"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
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--Diamond Dragons (series)
Esto no es real pues Dios me ha mostrado demasiado, me siento en un mundo vacío como si todos fueran un espejosmo de la gente que existio hace tiempo, ya es hora de volver real este mundo nuevamente
Como assim? Quem é vc????? Fala comigo alien
Kyle Montgumory
I hope this is my last day 😔
No you don't
I hope this is my last day sad emoji
Don’t hope for that🙏🏻
Existence continues after one's terrestrial steps beyond the void veil. I highly suggest that anyone reading this does NOT squander their hours prior to that moment. To be crystal clear, this has absolutely *nothing* to do with mankind's rash, baseless r3l1g10π§.
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"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
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--Diamond Dragons (series)
i feel the same way tbh, so you aren’t alone in this pain ig
real
You only have so many hours remaining. Whether your choices are severely restricted or nearly limitless, I highly suggest that you get moving. Else, it's entirely fine to stand aside while others pave their own paths toward the ultimate, unknown black gate.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (series)
fall in love with nothing
it never felt real, prob never will 👍
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this is rabbit music
32:35
world is 1 and 0
Rs.
😙😙😙
I don't know what to do with life anymore. Life,the world just gets worse and so do people with no sing of it getting better. I try and try but my efforts make things worse but doing nothing also makes things worse. Life has lost its magic it once had and nothing is the same anymore. And i swear the universe, god or whom ever has some sort of grudge ageist me and i haven't done anything to deserve this suffering. Life doesn't seem real anymore.
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okay all the trauma dumping in the comments is kinda lame, y'all are clearly between the ages of 13-19 and you haven't grown up yet.
How funny are all these wannabe sad poetic nostalgic comments.
you are the goat.
Remember, God isnt sitting in heaven judging you when your day comes... God is whatever you need he/she/it to be. Even the term god is subjective. We are here from acts of love. Whether you choose to be better or worse is up to you. That is life. That is you.
Get your Satanic nonsense out of here. God (The Christian Holy Trinity) does exist and we must do the Will of God for Our Salvation. You can enjoy this music without pushing your diabolical atheist propaganda on here.