life is unfair to you, you feel tired ( slowed down )
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How often do you feel tired to the core? The feeling of heaviness is like darkness covering, making every action slow and tiring. Sometimes, even breathing becomes heavy. You need some time to recover, to find new sources of encouragement and energy. Don't hesitate to rest, because your physical and mental health is a solid foundation for you to continue your journey.
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I feel like we're all just a sad teenager who thinks our sadness is all fake and we just want to be trendy, but really if you felt sad there's nothing fake about it,I hope y'all are okay and thankful
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can't believe this comment got a hundred and two likes LOL😭😭
Wow....
you get it
Felt like this for the longest started when I was 13 I’m 18 now I only wish I had spoken up about it then maybe I wouldn’t be so deep in my depression and eating disorder please speak up mental health is real and just important as your physical health stay safe❤
I still can't believe strangers understand me more then my own family and friends.
Sometimes I wish everyone experienced the love and happiness I feel when around my friends and family... I wish I could allow others to experience it with me... But at the moment all I can do is wish you well, say I love and respect you, and that I wish you and everyone else live a prosperous life full of happiness and joy..
Love ya man❤
You're scared your friends and family wouldn't think of you the way they always have if you were to tell them so you don't. Your friends and family don't know about things like your sadness because you aren't trustful with opening up. (Not that I'm telling you to, I have not done that either.
This is life
That's because we feel exactly what you feel.. even if the reasons are different, what it causes is the same
During the day your laughing and smiling with the people you love, at night it hits you hard like a tital wave.
This is me everyday...
"never trust how you feel about your life after 22:00" yeah well i trusted it tonight. bad decision
That’s what I’m doing right now. On my own listening to sad music.
23:00
11:00
“It’s gets harder when you grow up” I don’t know how much harder I can take.
It does but you’ll also figure it out :) I’m 33 and I game and work and I figure it out daily
After a while it gets better.....🎉❤Evi
Things will get better, I promise. I know it may seem shitty right now and I know the worlds fucked up….But there is a side that’s Beautiful to life, and trust me: It’s worth making it to that side of life…..Stay strong buddy, stay strong always
It doesn’t get harder, it just gets different. Your worries change, your hopes and dreams do too. It takes different things to make you happy and different things to make you sad. But don’t worry, it does not get harder.
Its 12 36am on the 25th of December 2023. Ive cried the whole night, sitting up listening to this playlist. I dont want to die, i dont want to live like this. Im 20, im just 20. Im terrified of the future, i hate my present, i miss the past when i was young innocent and impressionable. When the world was just a big place to explore and not a ferris wheel cycle of weird experiences. 2024 is around the corner, I just want fate to be kind to me. This year i had to find myself from the ruins of 2022. I pray 2024 will be the year i fly. There are two options, you make life worth something or you suffer. Refuse to suffer.
U will be okay , almost everyone feels like this from 18-20 ,it's just your hormones changing
u will be okay, cas you ar so kind person, im proud of you
Yoo my guy. I know what you are going through and I feel so sorry about it bro. I'm in the same situation. Atleast we ain't alone here. We gonna make it brother. Let's beleive in ourselves and from our 21st year, we will take first steps of success my bro. Let's try bit more harder and maybe we will success. Do not leave any stones unturned bro. I may just be a stranger, but I'm always here for you bro. Stay strong and safe bro 🫶🏾💪🏽
It's alright. I am going through it as well hunny. I am sorry for everything that has went on in the last 3 years of your life. It will get better, but it will go through difficulties and hardships.
I really hope 2024 will be a great year for you. I know it’s hard i’ve been there. Please keep going. Take it day by day don’t worry about the next day just think of getting to the end of the day. I will be praying for you. For peace and strength. For comfort. I hope you’ll continue to fight. Though i do not know you and you do not know me just take it one day at a time. You got this!
Surrounded by people, and yet completely alone..
i understand you bro that fucking hurts my ears are always open you matter bro
Im here again. Yes
no lie even more in middle/grade school....
Your not alone bro.. every like on this comment has your back. We love you and care for you so stay for just a little longer. 🫶🏼
To whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you’re incredible, seriously you are. If you’re going through anything right now I’ll be by your side the whole way even if we haven’t met in real life because I care about you. You can’t go through shit on your own love, it slowly kills you and I don’t want to lose such a talented, beautiful, kind, and amazing person. I don’t want you to lose yourself because of a few words that someone has said to you because I’ve been there and you feel absolutely hopeless but love, try your hardest to escape this darkness and look for the light. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be upset but it’s never okay to suffer in silence. Talk to someone love, talk to me, I’m right here. Ending things is not worth it babes I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how you’ve stayed so strong through everything that’s happened to you. You deserve to feel loved and cared for. This is a safe place angel, I love you more than words can describe. You honestly deserve the world gorgeous you’re more than enough I promise. Don’t beat yourself up over your regrets and past mistakes because everyday is a new day. Don’t let your intrusive thoughts get to you, you are worthy, you are NOT useless, you are NOT ugly, you are NOT fat or too skinny, you are NOT unwanted, you are NOT a problem, you are NOT annoying, you are NOT dumb, I’m so glad that YOU exist and that you are here on the faces of this earth. Don’t give up on life just because you think it is for the best, it’s not trust me. Don’t spend your life wishing you were someone else because YOU, YES YOU are one in a million, you are worth more than any type of currency in this world. I need you to keep going in life and don’t give up, for me, please promise me :). I wish I could hug you right now and tell you that it is going to be okay, I would much rather have you ranting to me for hours than losing you, you’re the most precious person in the world, I need you to believe me. Your feelings, opinions, and thoughts are all valid my angel. Don’t be afraid to use your voice and stand up for yourself. You know you have some great music taste, right? Music helps you get through anything, am I right? You relate to those lyrics, don’t you? That’s okay beautiful, you will always be worth it. Your smile brightens my day instantly love, I hope you know that. You are not a burden, I love you forever. I’m so sorry that no one has noticed that you cry yourself to sleep each night, I’m so sorry that no one hears you, I’m so sorry that you’ve lost yourself because of everyone around you. I hate to see you so hurt and broken, I wish I could take that pain away from you. Take a deep breath, you're doing so well. Drink some water and eat my angel, take care of yourself and your mental health.
Thank you so much for this , and the same goes for you too love ❤️
This brought me such comfort, thank you sending compassion your way ❤
Hey, I know you wrote that to someone else reflecting how you feel yourself... I love you.
Thanks 😊
Thank you so much. Truly from the bottom of my heart this made me feel a little bit better to know someone. And least one person. Is proud of me. Even if they don’t know me
Writing this comment so whenever someone likes it i will rememeber this video ❤
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0:00 the night we met - Lord Huron
3:59 apocalypse
8:14 roslyn
14:45 je te laisserai des mots
17:57 when the party’s over
22:04 lovely
26:28 where’s my love
29:57 the night we met (again ?)
Thank you, i hope you have a lovley night!✨
Thank you!!!!!!!
I’m low key loosing my mind and always crying but this playlist hits different thank you
go to the gym
@@olawalesamad6447 ???
It's crazy how these songs aren't actually sad but in context it's heartbreaking.
Yes I know what u mean
hearing this so I can go to sleep cause it’s 2 am now and I’m lost in my thoughts, these kind of playlists just give me an inner peace and it helps me escape reality. I hope we all heal from the things we don’t talk about..love you
Same
As we all may believe we’re fine, the truth is that we live in a past, hidden from the present and actively seeking while avoiding the future because we are unable to move from the past! So the present can’t start our future because the past keeps repeating itself in our mind but not in the moment. We are survivors from all greed and fear and that’s who we are and nothing wrong can come from us without deciding to move forward while accepting the new us.
I said, “I need to hear one song to close the day” and yap here I’m. but I realized that the day have passed rn lol.
the day has passed I'm the only one who listen to this sound just to relax 😂
@@fedup132same tho😅
Are you polish?
No matter how hard I try to stay positive, I always end up in this very dark place at the end of the night. I’m in college and I like it a lot, and before I used to be so depressed, almost failing classes. Now in the beginning of college, I wasn’t facing any depression. But for the past few weeks, I’ve been struggling so much. I’m not doing any work in classes. I just feel physically exhausted and I feel so alone and I want to talk to someone about it but I feel like it’s never going to go away. I just want to be understood. I can’t control my anxiety. I can’t control my emotions any longer. I know God is telling me to get up and have faith in yourself but it’s so hard. I can barely eat, drink, sleep. I can barely do the hobbies that I once enjoyed. I feel numb, empty, alone.
I know how you feel. I know. And it's okay. It is.
I've been in that same dark lonely place for three years.
I couldn't understand. I mean, I'm working out, I'm trying to eat, I'm trying to be better in school, why do I still hurt so much?
For me, I never dealt with how I felt. Never. I was overwhelmed with everything and I didn't know how to deal with it.
My point is, I know exactly how you feel.
Our biggest enemy is ourselves.
That's the truth.
It is us.
We hold ourselves from getting help. We hold ourselves from being relaxed.
It's us.
People can only say and so much for us.
We need to be better.
We need to take that first step that's so scary.
And we can.❤
I did, I'm finally starting to see progress.
It's so rewarding.❤
Don't you dare let anyone break you down.
You're working so much and I feel through your typing how tired it is.
Buuut, I know you're awesome.
Oh how exciting your healing journey will be!!
I'm so happy for you!❤
Don't give up. I know it's hard. I know ❤
That dark cycle of thinking I was in has been exhausting. Emotionally? Mentally? I was tired. I was so so tired. I couldn't keep up with everything. I couldn't. I had no faith in me. I had no intention to help me.
My anxiety was through the roof. I was suicidal. I almost started building eating disorders. I didn't wanna do anything. I wasn't motivated at all. I know. I know how each word feels.
You start thinking, why am I even here? You have all these overwhelming feelings and second guess yourself and all the progress you've made.
You deserve happiness. You deserve that thing you want. You deserve peace. You deserve that sweet treat you saw the other day. You deserve that dress that you thought suits you well. You deserve comfort food. You deserve good grades.
You deserve it.
But, you need to work for it.
And that takes time.
I know. But it's so so so rewarding. And sooooooo worth it.
Trust God ❤
Just know, God will NEVER, give you more then you can bare.
❤
Can I talk to you about this? I want to support you, because I also once felt the same way
I genuinely needed to read this.. I just said this to myself not even a minute ago and you took my words out my mouth. This silent hurt is sooo painful and i have people around me but I still don’t feel heard or seen.. I’m sitting in the dark alone trying to understand why I still end up so sad at the end of the day
You are beautiful
I feel like people never understand how bad it can get sometimes.
"Why don't you shower?"
"I can't"
"Why can't you just talk to me?"
"I can't"
"Why didn't you tell us it got that bad?"
"I can't"
It's all "mental health matters!" until you see the scars, and the ugly side of it. When you can't do the simple things. You don't have the will to eat, sleep, shower, keep your room clean. It's not always "Im sad" its a bone chilling, health destroying void that takes root in your body and soul till you feel like you can't go on anymore.
How do you function when the void takes place in your body and soul? I can always feel it in the back of my mind, itching, scratching, clawing its way to the forefront of everything. There is no way to avoid it, Somehow it will always find a way to swallow you whole. You see, the void is not a forgiving thing, and neither is your mind. They both work in tandem to try and destroy you, and you must work with all your might to fight your way out. There comes a point where the itching scratching, and clawing is too much, and that is where loved ones come in. But what if they are too late? What if the void has brought you too far down to be retrieved, what if you don’t think you are worth saving?
Sometimes I sit here and I think about everything that has led me to today. Not everything that I have experienced is happy or fun. I wish I could sit here and say that I love everything, and I have no hate at all. But that would be a lie, and this is not something I want to lie about. Everyday, the thoughts in my head drive me to madness with how much I think. I am an over thinker, it’s literally what I do. These thoughts are not light and fun like the person I strive to be, but everyday I try and do better. People don't understand how bad it can get for one person, people don't understand how hard it is to just try.
Trying can be impossible at times ❤ just know you are loved and I understand you and I love you ❤ I’m 33 and proof it gets better, I’ve been at those times of where I can’t shower I can’t eat I can’t get up and I’m just in bed. It gets better love ❤ just love yourself enough to not give up also keep on trying and let your beautiful emotions in, their strangers that wish to be welcomed in. It hurts but the emotion goes after a while once it’s been comforted ❤ seems impossible now but life gets better. It also gets worse, it’s how life works; gotta have the bad times to appreciate the good times ❤
Your amazing please don’t feel this way I love you your an amazing person and your a blessing and a gift please forgive and forget you will get what you asked for I promise.
Dinner ✅
Happiness ❌
Friends❌
Crying ✅
Sleeping❌
Bruuh yall so depressed
Why are you crying?
it’s 1:24 in the morning. my entire family is asleep. i’m awake. listening and crying to this. my parents think i’m fine :) and i can’t tell them or anyone that i’m not :(
We can’t tell them because it’ll hurt them more but it’ll be harder for us to tell the pain to go away if we choose to allow our shadow to tournament what we have remaining. I am strong but I’m also scared of change because I’ll have to grow even though I’m not sure how i lost all important things and still trapped inside my fear. We must and have but one life and without it we would be stuck forever so dear friends please keep living and find hope one last time so we can all see each other again
@LordCodeEye For some reason when I see people suffer, I feel the same pain as them. I know what it's like to suffer, for I've undergone suicidal thoughts on countless occasions, but i know for a fact its not right if i simply listened to those thoughts... You deserve happiness, you deserve to feel loved, you deserve so much more than this and for that im sorry.
I hope you are fine, to be honest, it's hard to tell your parents about your sadness. But please don't let that cloud your mind, don't allow it to mislead you. You loved, you respected, you deserve to feel loved and happy... I love you, I respect you, and i want you to prosper.
Idk who or old you are but it doesn’t matter, I literally cried while writing this, I feel u bro and I hope you are getting better. Idk how conservative are your parents or how strict but mine are really conservative and not really strict but when they always said “People your age never experienced anything difficult” one day I snapped and unloaded my year of depression. Today May 12th is the second anniversary of my suicide attempt that my parents will never know. Back to the story my parents thought I was mentally insane and now my mom doesn’t like me as much as my brother. My dad is real nice and the sweetest person I ever met and he was supportive a lot but he still thinks depression doesn’t exist 🫤
@@gingerman5751 my parents are definitely the strict like “i didn’t feel like this when i was your age.” but they didn’t have the influences that we do that make us feel the way we do. they also think that if they didn’t feel like this at one point, that i shouldn’t feel like this now. i am very sorry about your experience. i can totally relate and understand where you’re coming from, and your feelings are 100% valid. like you said, idk who you are, but i love you and you’re definitely worth being in this world and only deserve the best no matter your circumstances🤍
(i’m also always here for you if you need anything)🙂
One day you’re laughing until it hurts, thinking, or hoping it will last forever. Then, one day, you’re thinking back, wishing you’d appreciated it more. Time flies, and so much changes.
i’m just so tired
I’m 33 and I’m so so tired as well. But I love you ❤
Tired from everything, i failed in my student, i'm sick, i don't have the person who make me feel better and say to me everything is gonna be okay don't worry i'm with u, i'am 16 and i really learnt from that world this life is very hard and need someone who be strong 💔
I’m here and your stone ❤ and you got this saka you got this. Being a teen was the hardest thing in my life and tested me so badly. I’m 33 now and I’m here to say keep fighting and keep on going because it does get easier, life’s full of ups and downs all the time love ❤
Oh my sweetie , you are strong, you can, pray to God and ask him for strength, because he who asks receives, he who seeks finds. Work day and night with faith, I believe in you,You are just tired, believe me no one deserves your tears, you are more than you think. I love you❤️
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love your problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love your hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
from the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
didnt even realize i had tears sreaming down by the time i reached the end of it.. strnges words feel more comforting than your own people..lifes pretty weird isnt it? thank you for writing this love, hope you have a great day
I'm smilng after your words :) I wanna be your girlfriend.. OMG. Сould you give me your instagram? I want to chat with you some more.
I hope you're doing well and I love you :)
Thank you so so much. I just started crying reading this. This means the world to me!! You’re a truly amazing person.
Thank you I really needed that ❤
My dad is dying, he is currently in the ICU fighting his battle against ALS. i feel lost, sad, and tired. I’m terrified of thinking about my life without him. I’m an absolute wreck, and he’s not even gone yet. This just gets me to thinking, how am i going to be when he’s actually gone? I’m not ready.
I am so sorry
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
i am sending my warmest wishes and the best of luck to u and ur dad. just know there are people out jn this world that truly care for u💗 i love u stay strong🤍
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I think u and ur dad are together now and he survived. But in case he didnt make it, remember ur and ur dads best memories u still have them. And if its still hard my father is alive but i dont have any memory of us together except fighting arguing, and cussing. So anyways god bless u and ur father! Thank you for being good human
I recently became a mom of the most beautiful baby in the world.. I’m currently dealing with the postpartum healing and it has been so hard to handle, I’m currently grieving the old me which will never come back because now I’m a mom. I have been crying and suffering in silence because I don’t want to feel a burden to my partner or his family that is currently helping us. I want to show off that I’m strong but in reality I’m not. My body is so sore and painful.. but it has to be strong to take care of my baby. Oh to be a mom… my journey is just starting and how hard it feels already. Now I’m just crying listening to this and hoping to feel better and stronger..
I know you can do it, you already went through so much like pregnacy and birth, postpartum depression is something that happens and you need to be strong, you'll be fine and i know it❤️ full love for you and your baby
Oh poor you. Girl is sad because she became a mom. Get the fuck out of here
Your a strong beautiful mama!! You are always still you though and I’m sure the ones who do know you are very fortunate and grateful your in their lives wether any of you know it or not. We are important all of us and it hurts to see all this hurt 😔 you are amazing 🥲
Life,what did I do wrong?
Nothing, you did nothing wrong and don't blame yourself or think you did something to deserve whatever ails you. Life is often unfair, cruel, and merciless without discrimination for race or age. Just know that things will get better, I promise. While we linger in the darkness we often forget the light that lies just out of our grasp. Even though it sucks you have to remain strong and keep going as life, though cruel and unfair, is full of many joys and wonders. It'll be okay, I promise. Just know that even if I don't know you and I'm just some random person on the internet trying to make people feel better, I love you. No matter what age, race, gender, ethnicity, sexuality, appearance, whatever, I don't care. I love you and I believe you can do this. Things will get better, just remain strong and push through
There is no way to do something wrong. Its just a game of dominoes.
As a teenager diagnosed with depression this playlist is how I feel on a daily basis.
Tears running from my eyes rn while listening an reading yall comments😢😢 It's okay not to be okay 😢
I got saved by a friend online that I didn’t even know in real life. My legs were shaking and eyes twitching I couldn’t feel any of my limbs just type to him. I still twitch and feel limbless which is due to my sleep deprivation I get from my insomnia. It’s 12:00 on a school day I wanted to listen to calming music and saw this video and read the comments. Made me feel better and more value’d than I really am. To those that are reading don’t give up cause someone said something or someone did something. Your value’d by more people than you can imagine. Me on the other hand am fine…But you might be different. Don’t suffer in silence reach out to someone. It helps a lot. Strangers reading this you should know that you mean something❤
I love abbygale miller she saved me
It's so sad that 11/12 YEAR OLD KIDS have to go through all this
thank you sm. i feel like im already dead
As i remember, it started with 13. All the traumas happened before ofc and also after but that was the first time i made up crazy coping mechanism [sh and ed aso]. I held on for so long and wanted to die for a while then when I moved out so I wouldn't hurt noone I had my first attempt [followed by a lot more of shit]..it didnt work obviously. I was in the psyc ward for half a year, put on medication blabla broke out of the system and I tried to give life a second chance myself and it worked good for a while but I feel like im returning to a very dark point again. I wonder if this pain is ever gonna end.
I hope I dont trigger anyone im just kinda drunk and I just want to let it out.
Please keep on going, keep on trying. even if its really hard. There. must. Be. A. Reason. For. All. The. Pain.
One day we will stop drowning one way or another.
Love to everyone relating and everyone else
Thank you for noticing
Thank you for noticing the pain. For not tell us that we aren't "cover reacting' or "it's just a phase " I truly appreciate you.
Currently 8:32 pm. A Wednesday night. I'm bawling my eyes thinking about how much I've screwed up in life. My mother is my reason why I wanna end it. But there's people that I just can't leave in this shitty place we call our world. I'm expected to be perfect, to be great, this and that. But why can't I just be left alone. For one fucking day I just wanna be able to actually enjoy my day. My time.. But I just can't do this anymore. I can't fucking do it anymore, I'm tired and I'm fucking done. I'm done trying, I'm done caring. I just want it to stop. All the pain, the suffering, suffocating feeling I have everyday. Why won't it just stop. Please. Just let it end.
Currently 12:48 on a Thursday night staying up because I was hoping I’d get to call someone but that didn’t end up working. This whole life thing sucks ass. Now it might be easier to end it and pass the pain on to someone else, but is that what you want to be remembered as. A statistic, a number, someone who committed. No your gonna be yourself , it might get harder or eaiser but just giving up isn’t an option. Your are here, you are unique. One day you’ll look back on this moment and realize it could’ve ended and the pain would’ve stopped. But your gonna say I’m glad I pushed the this shit whole and made this myself. You got this, don’t worry your not alone
I don't leave sweetie. It'll get better i promise, just give life time. Do you have someone you could talk to about how you're feeling, like a therapist or a trusted adult or family member? No one is perfect hon, but just know that you're trying your best and it doesn't matter what anyone else wants you to be or how they want you to act. And i know that you may not see this or even listen to what i'm typing and that i am just some random person but please try, if one night things get bad and you need to let it all out then scream into your pillow or cry till you have no tears left. Just please don't leave, there are people who love you and care about you. It may not seem like it but there is, they may not show it but they care, they care so much. Love you and just want you to try and talk to someone about this if you haven't already.
This is why I'm here too. I just want a day from my mum tbh🥹
Currently monday, 18.09. 11.47pm...
How are you doing? What happen the last 11 days? 🥺
I know im just a stranger, one of millions... maybe another soul who is telling you that life can be funny and joyable... but i think you already know this.
I want to tell you its ok to feel down.
I have weeks, literally weeks and days where I feel the same like you feel/felt.
I guess we all do... but the strong is that we keep going ❤️. With every hurtful and annoyed, shitty life, we keep going...
Pls do me a favor and search for help if you need any. It can be found Everywhere. :) If you dont need it its fine aswell, just dont end your life yet.... death will find his own way to you when he thinks its time 😘🖤
Currently 1:50 am on a Wednesday morning, am to is crying, cutting and crying knowing i to have fucked up this world, at the start of this year i was raped 3 times then got pregnant i thought i was gonna be for beaten by my dad than i already have been, a few weeks later i found out i had a miscarriage, k told my friends well who at the time i thought were my friends they didn't believe me and we stopped being friends, i have been bullied my whole life never stopped once and i think to my self everyday why cant we just be left alone to our peace hoping something will get better but it never does, i have just been writing my goodbye notes to my mum my bestfriends and the one boy and the one who i thought i was friends w but has made me want to go, but I've realized, life is all abt making mistakes and learning from them, when u realize there's people out there that do still love and care for u it will soon get better maybe not right away but yk that n its gonna get better, ive been in this boat of suicidal thoughts since i was 8 now look im 15 in 6 months. not everything has to be bad ive had some real good times, like i have it real bad im the therapist friend and the mother of my friend group so i trap my feelings hoping they will go away to make room for other peoples problems, not how life works sadly ive founded out that i have in a good space and that i shpould love myself for who i am and u should to im always here for u xo
Lots of Love always and forever
Lucy xoxo
Just know, you are worth the entire world. There is nothing I have for you but love. You are an amazing person, and I am so proud of the person you have become.
We might already living in the uncertain future of life, but our Spirit to live the life is more stronger than ever. ❤
Why is being a teenager so hard, now I want to go back to how I was before, a child who didn't know anything about the world, someone who was free and cheerful
Who agrees with me?? 😢
Honestly same
I don’t want to go back I had a rough childhood and still my suffering are not going away I am just stuck in life
Same with me
The fact that the day you are smiley and laughing but at night sadness hits you like a truck
I am so tired from my life it’s just I should have been born . Everyone compared me to other people .no matter how much efforts I put to complete a task but I never get appreciation . It feels like I wasted a life by being born
it’s always my fault. I’m so tired. Tired of life. I don’t wanna life anymore, but I’m scared of death.
Life is worth living, God will heal you from whatever you are suffering from, be well
@@biasantossantos2350 then why am i still suffering in the dark.
To everyone: your feelings are valid. Not matter why you are feeling that way or if you don’t even have a reason to feel that way. We all feel things. So if you need to, cry because it’s worse to hold it in.
I woke up one day tired as a teenager. The kind of tiredness that sleep doesn't help. The kind of tiredness that makes life so bleak and unhappy. I'm 22 and nothing has changed. I want to close my eyes and drift away for an eternity. Maybe then I'll be better.
We’re here for you don’t do it
Life is bumpy but once you make it it gets better
I promise
As a 14 year old life has gotten weirder and harder for me. I am not sure if that's how I am supposed to feel but I do. Listening to this song makes me sad but happy in a kind of way. I love life at times but gosh sometimes it could be a pain.
Being a teen is a nightmare but you’ll get through it :) it becomes better and makes more sense and you’ll feel more stable :) I’m 33 I’ve got some life experiences
I wish life was fair…so I can see my friends alive and happy
just wrapped up a marathon League of Legends session with my old college crew. We haven't all logged in together for ages, but tonight was like slipping back in time. Between the nostalgia, the trash talk, and our epic fails, it felt like no time had passed at all. Moments like these remind me that it's not just about winning or the grind, but about laughing so hard that you're crying and reconnecting over a shared love for the game. Hold onto your squad, the real world buff they give is priceless.
Small little vent I just want to get it off my chest :)
I lost my dad last year and I haven't been the same, he was the boy version on me he made me the person I am today I'm still fairly young the grief is making a huge impact on my schooling and I don't know what to do. I just want to him to hold me in he's arms and stroke my hair and to tell me things are gonna be alright the hardest things are that he isn't gonna walk me down the aisle and my brothers aren't gonna have an amazing father to look up to. Everything just hurts man I just want my dad back.We had so many plans together and it never happened I know I'm never gonna see him in this lifetime again and I just can't bring myself to it.
2 week before he's death we were on holiday for he's birthday he kept the pain that he had inside because he didn't want to make us feel worried for him when we got back my mom had to rush him into the emergency and he spent a few days there including on my birthday he sent my a voice mail of him singing happy birthday to me and I can just hear him struggling to keep in the tears. I miss him so much I don't wanna brag but he wasn't just my dad he was my bestfriend he always made me laugh without even trying he just got me perfectly played video games with me and taught me so much stuff.
In all lifetimes I'll look for you dad I love you so much and I'll forever be your little princess
for anyone reading this. I am sooooo proud of you even though you are here crying you made it this far, if you are thinking about ending it think about how your younger self would feel people who care about you would feel even if you think nobody cares I do! Me and my bsf for over 5 years aren't friends anymore I am here crying to. BUTTTTT you are gorgeoues/handsome, if you are crying bc you don't like what you look like think about how God feels you were created in gods own creation he made you how he wanted you to be. No you aren't perfect but you are enough!! If you feel like venting I am here to talk!!!
This made me cry thank you sm I giggle at the God creation part crazy cause I've said that to so many people and still trying my best over here trying not to say "I hate myself" in situations or after the awkward situations .. sometimes I would think life would be better if I was just gone, already know people in my life or at school don't really care about me so they dont have to pretend..❤
@@bigheartbabye I know that's what you think but believe me a lot of people care about you. I wouldn't be better if you were gone bc you only live once and you need to think like this. Everyday even if you don't like what you see in the mirror say you are gorgeous your going to have a good day. And don't spend your time trying for others try for yourself. Don't worry about what you look like or wear other people are worrying. Anyways have a great day!
It's freshly until 2024 and im just not ready for it. It hasn't started great and I hope it doesn't get worse or that my depression won't get worse I just want to feel free for once.
For all that feel that your alone. Your never alone❤
I've felt depressed before... Suicidal even... But you know it's not worth it, I want to feel happiness even if I have to feel shit along the way... That's why I live, I seek happiness. I want to see everyone on the internet and in real life to bask in happiness i seek, i can only wish you get better.
I just cried so hard that my stomach started hurting. No, not the anxious hurting.
The kind where you felt like you physically hurt yourself, like someone just punched you in the stomach. And boy, does it hurt.
Ooh feeling sad for you..
I’ve gotten better since then :)
@@mari.s_143 may I know from where are you..?? If you don't mind 🤗
@@user-gr6ye1uq8w WHY 🤓
Everyone thinks that I'm happy just because I'm smiling, I'm always there for people when they need me but as soon as I need help no one is willing to help me. I'm laughing during the day but I cry myself to sleep every night.
I've been stuck up the first song for an hour. I can't stop crying. I feel so understood.
I listen this at gym to remember all the memories and knowing that pain build us not destroying us😊
In the day you fake smile en in the night's you cry on this song for hours
Im so tired,i need to rest forever i wanna rest no one can stop me
Sleep wirh me. Im tired aswell :)
I sleep and sleep... stil tired
All I’ve ever wanted in life was a good job and a handshake from my dad and a hug and the words I’m proud of you from my mother but have I ever gotten that,no no I did not… just a constant reminder that I was an accident and completely un wanted and I hope that when I’m gone those words haunt them more then they do now
Parents are awful to their children. Prove them wrong, keep going and better yourself :) you are not their words, their words are horrible. I love you ❤
I'm crying because my band teacher's baby has cancer. He's a great man and he doesn't deserve this, and neither does his baby. And this world is so hard to live in. I'm an empath, so I feel everyone around me's pain, especially people I care about. I feel and see their suffering but I can't do anything to save them or help them. There's so much suffering in the world, and I can't do anything to help them. I feel so dry, burnt out, drained, cracked, tired, and about to break. I would just like to go numb for a bit, to stop the feeling and the thinking. The constant feeling. The deep, passionate constant feeling. It's so hard. It's so so hard
Loving someone who doesnt view you the way you want them to is hard. Because their eyes is a reflexion of your existence and what you put out in the world... so looking at my ugliness hurt me. I wish i could overcome what ive become. The worst part is when they trust you with your thoughts. Thinking you're the best version of yourself, when really you just wanna be closer to them to become more like them and feel their comfort. Then you pause and think, think about the comfort you feel when ever you're around them. Think of your chemistry and how you manage to communicate perfectly without the use of words, genually feel confident in public just by their presence, and think about how good they feel in intimacy and you realize, maybe they are more than just a friend ?
Seing them be physical with others hurts. And as i hurt silently I become that darkness. The part of me that truly is ugly. The thing that only me sees in the reflection of his eyes. A world of mirrors, where i can only see others as who i could of been, not being able to find my uniqueness. For fuck sake, im tired of viewing my self in envy. Why cant i just be the one for them? why am I not enough ? Do you even see me with envy when ever you sleep with me or is it just out of pitty? Deep in my heart i know the answer to that question... So asking it is just an act. The result is still the same. I'm the only shattered mirror in the room.
Fuck..
couldn't have said it better myself
It's my senior year in highschool I've been an athlete for most of my life now, i do almost every sport and this year I worked my ass off to meet my goals, I wanted to make state for powerlifting and this was the year, yet I recently injured myself during a basketball game and I tore my acl and meniscus, so I'll need surgery. I felt like I really hit rock bottom, and it's been hard to see the positive lately. I have to depend on others a lot, and it's hard to even do simple things on my own, I feel so empty and useless, like a burden to my parents. Music is such a beautiful way to express how everything feels, and this playlist comforts me so much in this vulnerable moment.
We'll pray for u get well soon ..
I used to be a 15 year old sobbing ag night due to hating myself from internalized homophobia amongst other things…but i held onto hope that i would grow out of it. While i did grow out of the internal homophobia, the depression that stemmed from it lingered and here I am, 8 years later, 23 years old, struggling to think what i am supposed to do. I just have no direction in life, and when I make steps in a good direction, something or someone hurts it. And I tumble down. And I just hate myself. I just want to have a stable and enjoyable life, but i guess that’s too much to ask life/the universe/god/whoever the fuck 💔😔
if anyone sees this, i hope someday you can make it out of the cycle of depression and anxiety. You deserve it ❤️
I listen to all your playlists and they are all amazing great for just a chill day or even a sad one❤
My cat got hit by a car today and he wasnt even half a year old. I had to bury him alone bc my family was on a camping trip. To make it all better, i got my period, and then had people telling me i shouldnt have called in to work. This was all found out 2 hours before my shift, and my lil man meant the world to me. My other cat doed just like, not even 2 full months ago.
I'm so sorry, I understand that a loss like that can hurt immensely. I do hope things get better. And to those people who said you shouldn't have called in, fuck them! if you needed that time off then that's okay, dont let then get to you. sending virtual hugs
I'm so tired y'all😭
Happiness is hard to find lately... Only lust and sadness, but you deserve pure joy in this darkened world... Just like everyone else, if I could give the entire world happiness at the cost of my life I'd accept it easily. So please, live, Feel, Thrive, and Give... I wish you happiness and a prosperous life..
i've lost a person who i love the most recently...
Me too, Are you okay? I know Its really hard
Me too and I’m not okay but I hope I become okay soon
Loss happens and idk if it gets easier, but the ones we lose aren’t truly lost ❤ we will see them once again and we can always talk to them ❤ their in a better place now and at rest
Idk but all I want is to make my parents proud but I just can't make it this is the playlist I was searching for thanks for this thing
It sucks, I understand because I relate. But I just want to let you know that even though your parents think their child can't be anything but perfect, no is perfect and that's okay. You're enough. You don't have to constantly try and please them because people like them will never be pleased unless you're perfect and that's just not possible. Even though it hurts, a lot, it's okay to not be okay and things will get better I promise you. You may not be able to make your parents proud, but that doesn't stop others like me from realizing how amazing you are. I know I don't know I thing about you, but I believe in you and you just have to keep your head held high an keep going. Things will get better, promise
I'm in the same situation,it's hard I understand you ❤
95' bb over here..life doesn't get harder...the choices YOU make are the steps the path to your future.
reading these comments really make me feel sad for everyone that’s going through things silently, i get some people might not understand you but you have the world who will totally understand you, hope you are all doing well and live the life you have been given to the fullest 🙂
Hate how i know I’m the one who causes my own problems
Only I can fix them.
So we are all broken hearted here on Jan 1 2024
You seem to be right 😢😢😢
Nah mate, I'm just tired. I've always heard that life is hard, but I still wasn't prepared
If you are reading this, hey love. I just wanted to say I’m glad you’re around. I am so proud of you. From one stranger to another, hang in there. And keep your chin up. You got this, I believe in you. Always remember, go eat, drink water, shower and sleep. You got this! You are doing a fantastic job. You are enough, you have joy around you, I am SO proud of you for getting up when you fall, eating a meal, drinking water- EVERYTHING. You are wonderful and I’m so glad you exist. Again, you got this! Keep pushing, ok? I got to go. IM SO PROUD OF YOU! Buh-bye loves❤❤
I’ve thought abt how much of a nuisance I am and always thought abt how annoying I could be so I started to keep quiet to myself and never let nobody know I rly felt abt myself or life, and I’ve thought abt running away and leaving everything behind or even offing myself but now I don’t even know what to do in life anymore, and I’m tired of living repeating the same things everyday
Than change love ❤ you are okay and loved by me. Life gets better as life goes on and you keep on trying, trying is the key ❤ I’m 33 now and was a worse person in my past but I’m not my past. You got this and I love you ❤
I hope it gets better for all of us I hope one day we look into the past and be happy for not Giving up remember everyone you matter even if you dont see it you matter to the world and I hope you k ow it I hope it gets better for all of us going through something ❤
This is the part wear we re think our entire lives and cry
Since 2020 till now im struggling so much with my emotions because i care too much to people that doesnt deserve my kindness... I get betrayed left and right... Get treated like i was not someone they know before... Im depress and i dont know if i can help myself again.
My body is always hurting but I hate telling people because they never believe me
Might be from all the pain in life. It gets better love ❤
we are just children
We all think we're alone but when U look at the comments all you see if people that feel the same way you do Ur not alone your loved and I know life gets hard I'm only 14 and I've been through more then you may think but I'm not the only one who goes through all of this I'm here for you all ml♥️
I am just tired , all my friends know that I have depression , I am so tired of faking my mood and now its so transparent even when I try to hide it , I am so exhausted of feeling this way I will never be enough to anyone just know people isn't what you think they are , I used to be this happy positive caring boy that I would give everything to my people but now I can't even do this anymore I don't want to be a burden to anyone but now I kinda am I don't want to disappoint my family or the people I love but I can't pretend anymore
It's currently 2 am i was sad during the day but i just kep smiling with my family everything was good but now i'm by myself and i just realised that i will never escape those negative feelings.....
The only time I am happy is when I listen to sad songs . Since they truly are the only person who understand me. When others don't even try to
Hang in there brother/sister... I wish I could offer you my happiness in exchange for your sadness... If I could take the world depression and exchange it for my own happiness then id do it in an instant even if i were to suffer atleast everyone else would be happy... Atleast you would be..
Everyone is a teen here :( im 8 and going through therapy and trauma😢
I'm really tired rn, I miss my old self seeing me smile but now my happiness is gone. My depression and thoughts keeps on getting worse I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have someone to let out my feelings, I always feel like if I let it out to other people I feel like I'm bothering them. Now here I am listening to this playlist and helping me letting my feelings out.
Man I feel this rn I’m crying alone at 2:26 pm but I can’t not. I miss everyone and everything. I’m so goddamn alone in this life I want him to be the same but he’s gone. I’m gone man. Stay strong fellow first time lifer ❤
I love to listen too your playlists when I am alone❤
its my bithday..... who cares..... i should have left a long time ago, but i stuck through, i dont know why i stayed, but i did 🥲
I’m proud of you keep going idk who you are but I love you thank you for staying have a great birthday
Im really sad, and it's very comforting tò pray and listen to sad music because u feel like no one misses u until you're really gone, and i like somone that likes me, but its been 7 months already, been waiting all summer, this abt to be my last summer trying, but ill always love them the same i cross my heart but thay somone makes me cry somtimes because of jealously and i pretend im sick just to cry
Life is actually so unfair. I'm nice to everyone, yet they treat me so rudely. Being nice doesn't make you loved, it gets you used. My 'friends' are people I don't even recognize anym, theyre toxic. I have trauma from my family that doesn't love me, who are always demanding more from me, I don't get why I'm never enough. I just want to be accepted the way I am and loved. What did I do to deserve this? Lately I've been wanting to give up on being nice. Maybe that way I wouldn't have to feel like ppl don't give back. But I also don't want to be the person who makes someone question their existence bc I know it feels. I just don't know what to do anym. I just wish someone could give me a hug and tell me I'm not worthless, that its going to be okay. But I can't even have that. Why must life be like this, why can't I be happy? If I kms, it'll all be over but at the same time, I don't want to die..I don't even know anymore
You should keep being nice the current people in your life are stumbling stones. You shouldn’t end your life because later on things will start settling and instead of you meeting stumbling stones you will meet step ups , people who truly love and care for you and want nothing but to see you reach higher and higher in life ❤️
I so love you ❤ life is hard but you got this. I’m 33 and my family doesn’t love me but you know what? All that matters is I love myself ❤ I care about myself and treat myself very well 😊 life gets easier as the years go by thankfully. I love you ❤
I'm laying in bed, vape in my hand and wondering why me
here I am, sitting outside at 2am wishing everything would get better knowing damn well it won't, it's tiring trying to pull myself together living in a household like mine.
The world is too big and it stresses me out knowing I’ll die without it
I can’t take it anymore.
New year new tears
If you're feeling frustrated and disappointed with the way things are unfolding in your life. It's understandable to feel that way, especially when you feel like you've put in a lot of effort and haven't seen the results you were hoping for. It's important to remember that sometimes life doesn't go exactly as planned, and setbacks are a natural part of the journey. It's okay to feel disappointed and to acknowledge those feelings. It's also important to be gentle with yourself and practice self-compassion during this time. Remember that you are not defined by your successes or failures, and that you are still worthy and deserving of love and happiness. If you're feeling overwhelmed, it might be helpful to talk to a therapist or counselor who can provide additional support and guidance. Remember, you are not alone, and there are always people who care about you and want to help you through this difficult time.
Лучший плейлист, слушаю очень часто перед сном. Спасибо, очень успокаивает 💗💗💗
its 4am and currently crying, just sd to think that i thought i did my best but always ended up in disappointment. Why am i so weak, i wish i wasnt, i wish i have confidence, i wish i could go back in those times that my happiness is geniune and real, i feel like im just faking it these days. I miss home, i miss my family, im in college away from them, i feel like im gonna fail, since i dont attend my class due to anxiety, i feel like people were gonna judge me, i overthink suffs. it was my dream to be in the city to change and heal but i feel like its harder than i thought it would be. i miss my mom's comfort. I wish i could go home.
Hold on it gets better ✨️
"feel the fear and do it anyway."
You're alright just as you are. Nature is great and makes things as they are for a reason. If you are okay with yourself the others wont get under your skin. [They are always gonna be haters and people who talk anyways.] Fight the lies of anxiety. It won't be easy but you can do it. Don't give up.
Life is a hard decision after another, I’m back at that weighing question
Can I survive
I don’t want to anymore, losing everything I’ve ever cared about, losing myself and all I have left is pain
"We accept the love we think we deserve" i don't think i deserved that.
April 4th is my mother's birthday...but I can't give her any gifts at the moment, I just ask God to give my mother a long life...and health.
hey you out there somewhere in this beautiful world. i have found the light and i want you to know eventually, it will get better, since where there is dark there also is light. so i need you to go search for that light and i beg you dont end the journey now.
I was in the dard for so long..and then I found a light..I was happy but maybe it is another dark phase that i mistook for light.
Its Jan 7 2023, 6am. I haven't slept the whole night, this playlist has been on repeat since 10pm, crazy how i am so tired and classes start again on January 8 is crazy.. ive been pressured since xmas break, ive been doing homeworks nonstop. I would've accepted that but all of the sudden i got blamed on causing me mpre stress
There there, it's going to be okay, hang in there! Ik it's hard...currently crying rn and school started the 4th of January for us...been up studying sence I got home and home doesn't help much...but you're not alone! You can do it! Ik you can :)
i need the spotify playlist this is honestly the best playlist on TH-cam ever made💖!
Reading this comsec makes me rlly sad at this point:< i hope u heal guys, idk y’all but i pray for your healings
Angels are beside you god is above you guardians are infront and behind you the devil is locked up far far away from you
As I listen to this, I always remember my lover leaving me because of fate and goddamn it hurts.
sokaay hidup ni ad naik trun dia.. mungkin hrini kita dibwh. tp jgn ptus asa oke dgn hidup sendiri? i know you can do it 💪🏻