Andre, my friend. 🙏🏻thank you so much, I can’t really explain how much your comments and others have lifted me up. Glad you are on this journey with me.
Stop thanking everybody and start thinking to yourself why you have so many comments bro. I think you're helping many people by being as honest as you are. We all relapse everyday, that's why we're here, because we can understand each other, and someday maybe get better. Dont put so much pressure on yourself, and start accepting that WE are thanking YOU for a change 😊This relapse is really no big deal man, but sharing it with us really is, takes some guts. Be proud of this channel, because at the end of the day, you're helping people out in your own special way. Take care bro
🥹 sh*t bro this comment is awesome man. Thank you much. Y’all are really helping me just as much as I’m helping y’all. This community is beautiful. 💪 one day at a time, I’ll be back and stronger than ever soon.
✊🏻trying my best brother, just tryna get over these withdrawals and I’ll be back stronger than ever. I appreciate this comment, y’all help me as well. Thank you.
Think about that relapse like a bullet Arnold Schwarzenegger, when he was the Terminator would have taken. He just took it and kept walking like a badass. You got this.
Good to have you back. Even though you feel horrible about this right now, remember that most of us are addicts, and won't judge. My counselor said to me something like this when I was at my lowest: "If "one day at a time" seems too much, make it "one hour at a time" until you're well enough". (That being said, I also had a relapse and feel so stupid right now...)
ILAA hey 👋, thank you so much. The amount of love y’all have shown has just lifted me up. We understand each other. And hey!! That’s okay, let’s pick up are boots and start over together. Today is a new day for us. We are in this together. Much love!! And keep me updated! 🙏🏻
Slayer you don’t owe us any apology at the end of the day we just want you to be happy and healthy man. We’ll support you through whatever happens man, relapses are a part of recovery and you WILL bounce back from this. There’s a community you’ve built here that’ll always have your back, but there’s also those in real life that have your back brother. Try not to feel shame, and look at this as a lesson. We’re all rooting for you and love you man, keep on keepin on❤️. Looking forward to seeing you progress and reach new heights, YOU GOT THIS MAN!!👊👊👊
Hey brother wow, 🙏🏻🖤 thank you so much. These comments have brought a lot of hope back into my soul. Seeing the love, the support it’s just beautiful. Thanks so much for being part of this ride with me!!! 💪 🙏🏻
@@Slayer-7373 We got your back man! This bounce back is gonna go crazy! Your videos have helped me understand many of the emotions and motives behind my drinking and helped me stay sober. You've helped so many of us, and we will always be there to help you back!
Brother no need to apologize. We are all a community on here and we support you unconditionally. Please just do what is best for you. We are here for you. Please reach out at any time. You’re a soldier.
🙏🏻i appreciate this comment brother more than you know. We are a community, this is our tribe. I’m extremely privileged to have people like yourself here with me on this journey. I thank you again, I’m trying my best to kick this with draws ass and get back on my feet ✊🏻. Much love.
Man honestly it made me sad to see you in that hospital bed but I get it I've been there too. Thank you for being so honest and having such an awesome channel. I quit school today and drove down to Houston I'm coming off the worst bender I've ever been on and my Aunt is getting me into rehab tomorrow. I'll comment when I'm out with an update. God bless you and please keep me in your prayers. I commented the same thing on LD's channel. You two are rock stars and I'm genuinely greatful for the content you guys put out
I appreciate that so much man, thank you so much 🙏🏻 I sent a prayer your way brother, we really are in similar boats and in this together. Going to detox is the best thing you can do, we both need to recover. Much love brother and good luck. Keep me updated please.
Hang in there. You have nothing to apologize to us for. It's your fight and this binge episode is over. You'll figure it out but don't put so much pressure on yourself. Most everyone here in the same boat, whether it be 1 hour or 25 years. Keep moving forward and keep getting up. And keep friends in your circle who will pull you out if you drop next time. You are helping a lot of people in the meantime. Be strong.
Hey 👋 thank you very much. You are so right. I will as well my friend, we will be strong together ✊🏻💪. I appreciate these comments from y’all more then you know.
I am sure it is very hard to get back on track after relapsing, but you had over four months sober and during that time you put a lot of good out into the world. Please remember your relapse did not erase all that. Just pick up and keep on going.
Thank you grace, thank you so much. You are right. Y’all’s comments have changed my entire outlook on this relapse. Much love and remember it’s appreciated 🙏🏻
You don’t owe anyone anything but I feel you bro… we have all been there. That being said… the way you show us love and picked us up…. Let us send you some love and let us pick you up. I’m praying for you brother. From the bottom of my heart.. we love you man. Can’t wait for your next video
I appreciate that so much man. Thank you, the love and support that y’all have shown back has been beautiful. You’ve been a long time friend of this channel. Thank you Oscar, hope you are doing well.
You may love us and we love you too and want you to succeed, but the only thing that matters is loving yourself. You didn't fail, so stop looking at it like that. Be kind to yourself. Brush yourself off and use this as fire for a renewed attempt at long term sobriety and hopefully a drive to put more content out there when you're ready. There's a reason we stick around and watch your videos, dude. But don't feel pressured by us to make more videos for now. Focus on healing you. I recommend checking out the StopDrinking subreddit and reading and engaging with posts there. I don't do groups like AA, but that's helped me keep my head on straight. Much love. I won't drink today if you won't.
Beautiful very realistic comment man. I needed to hear this I think. Y’all are helping me through this so much with these comments. You guys have changed my outlook on this, I will use this as fuel to come back even stronger. I’m worth it, we are worth it. I’m with you with the not drinking brother ✊🏻💪
It’s good to hear from you man holy sh*t. If you feel the need to go back to the hospital or to a detox don’t hesitate brother just want to see you taken care of love you bro
Slayer your a warrior and you've got this, sadly as I also have experienced myself a terrible relapse but It seriously is a part of the recovery process , we learn and pick ourselves up. Much respect my brother I'm staying sober today with you 💪
You're a strong brother..I've been to hell and back concerning alcohol abuse..You're going to pull through this..I know you will...Pray to The Lord Jesus Christ 💪.. One love bro
Hey my friend you aren’t alone, let’s start our journeys over together again. It’s how we react after a relapse that counts. You’ve got this, I believe in you. One day at a time, let’s do this together!!! 🙏🏻
Hey man, You helped us, we help you. Remember, every time you face it down, it gets weaker and you get stronger. 'If you are going through Hell then keep going' Winston Churchill. Praying for you bud.
Slayer, please forgive yourself. And understand that "failure" isn't actually failure; it's a teaching/learning experience that is SO valuable. Just love yourself, and know that we love you too, and want the best life for you.
Hey friend ! I’m glad you’re home. Relapses happen to the best and strongest. I have faith in you. I know you are strong smart and capable of being sober again. Keep us updated we love you a bunch Slayer. One day at a time . 🫶🏻💚🙏🏼💪🏻 Reach out to ppl as much as possible to keep yourself accountable sweetie 👊🏻 blessings to ya !
My friend 🖤🙏🏻 thank you so much. These comments and community are just beautiful. You guys have really been getting me through this along with some family and my Bible study group. I will also take your advice, thanks so much mona 🙏🏻
You will grow from this experience. It will underscore your need to stay sober. We're Not going away. Im saying a prayer for you. Just keep us updated because we care. ❤
I think so too cyn, I really do. Thank you for this beautiful comment my friend 🙏🏻🖤 also thank you for your prayers, they mean more than you know in these times.
Hey Slayer, my friend, don’t ever feel alone. This is just a bump in the road. I remember just a few weeks ago you were helping me through a dark moment and that’s what it was. We keep moving forward. There’s no shame or regret, this will pass. If you don’t start feeling well, please go to the hospital. We’re all with you and believe you can do this…you will do this. One day at a time. Sending you love and peaceful thoughts my friend.
Micru, you truly are my friend. I’ve had “friends” in person that have never made some of the beautiful, uplifting and selfless comments to me like you have. I truly cannot thank you enough, I’m glad you’re on this journey with me and I’m glad we are helping one another out of these dark spots. I will go back to the hospital if I feel like I need to trust me. Also sending love back to you, thank you micru!! 🙏🏻
@@Slayer-7373you got this, we got this 🙏. We’re all here for you as you’re here for us. And trust me I know there are ppl IRL who appear to be our friends but really are so far from that. Always surround yourself with positivity, if they are not you’ll need to distance yourself. I’ll be honest I have one friend IRL, when I was younger we would ride out 20+ deep of girls. Where are these friends now? No where because they weren’t real friends. People will use you and when you need something from them they tend to disappoint. If you have some good friends you’re fortunate. If not, trust me you’re not alone. The best company you can have is yourself. You’ve built a really cool set up people here that can relate to the struggle.
Salut Slayer ! Happy to hear from you ! I wish you to keep rested and take it slowly. You’ve been through this before, you’ll get through it again. Yes, we are all on this journey together and you have all my support !!
I'm glad you're ok...thanks for being so vulnerable. In this video you definitely aren't the positive Slayer I'm used to seeing, of course because you're not well. You WILL rebuild. And I'm sure this will light a fire under your ass, I bet you get so angry that you launch into sobriety with more resolve than ever. You never know, maybe you having a relapse has stopped your viewers from drinking again? You may have even saved some lives, people might have died in their relapse if they didn't see this video as a warning.
Hey josh, this comment actually brought a tear to my eye man. It really could have been for a higher purpose. Also you’re right, I’m gonna come back stronger than ever, more positive than ever. Everything happens for a reason brother. It also saddens me that y’all have to see me down like this, but at this point we are a family. Much love josh and thank you for letting me see it from this point of view. 🙏🏻
Yessir we’re in this together bro 💪 Proverbs 24:16 For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief. Lets keep going and keep getting back up 💯
And my personality type is to where once I fall off I just go way overboard. It's a very dangerous mentality no matter what it applies to (gambling, food, etc). Very self destructive mentality. So we have to be way more aware to keep that armor up.
Oh absolutely brother I’m the same way, I dive HEAD first into the addiction again. Picked up right where I left off which it’s like you said is extremely dangerous. We must have the armor of god and our shields up at all times or something like what has happened to me can occur. Thanks for this comment my friend 🙏🏻
“I can never forget, but no matter how much it hurts, how dark it gets or no matter how far you fall, you are never out of the fight.” You got this Slayer! By the minute, hour and day - you will get stronger my friend. I too have relapsed from alcohol abuse on several occasions and each withdrawal feels more hellish due to kindling yet each time, and remember this Slayer, you will come back stronger! Love, health and strength to you brother.
Thank you so much brother, awesome words of wisdom coming from the heart. The comment section has really been something beautiful. One day at a time my friend, thank you again!! 🙏🏻
You can never be a failure Slayer for you have heart - and its a big heart too: always in your corner and I believe in you. When the tears come, let them fall, for it will help you to heal. With you brother. ❤@Slayer-7373
Slayer, I’m Praying for you! What really helped me was going on a strict carnivore diet. Alcohol is made from sugar. Sugar activatates the same part of the brain as alcohol and leave you white knuckling. Imagine trying to quit smoking but there was hidden nicotine in all your food. Plus you hear doctors saying how important diet and protein is. Listen to Robert Lustigs video on here about sugar. It has millions of views. It changed my life. If you’re ready to hear it. It will change yours too.
I appreciate those prayers brother more than you know, I really do in these times. Also I have checked out Joe rogans carnivore diet before and heard lots of good things. I will check out what you’re talking about man, thanks so much. 🙏🏻
Hey man, we're all human beings, we trip and fall every now again. Keep pushing through that withdraw, im sure you remember how much healthier your body feels and how much better sleep you get after the first few weeks. Not to mention the money you save. You got this man, quitting is still the best thing ive ever decided on. God bless brother
Brother thank you, you are 100% right after the first couple weeks the light starts to shine again, I’ve been through this before I’ll get through it again. Comments like yours have really gotten me through this dark time. Thanks again brother and take care. 🙏🏻
I just found your channel through LD. You can do this. I have liver disease from alcohol. I have 10 months under my belt and not a single day goes by I don't think about drinking. You have nothing to be sorry about
We’ve been there bro, and I’d say most of us know what it’s like. I used to be addicted to xanax, and on my journey to recovery I slipped up a lot. It gets very rough, and I just hope you’re feeling better again soon. Like I said try not to he too down on yourself, you’re still on the path to recovery and that’s what counts. We’re all here for you bro, no judgements here
Hey brother 👋, i appreciate that man I really do. Also benzo addiction is very similar to alcohol addiction, both absolute hell on earth. I am feeling a bit better today, probably a few more days of feeling pretty low and crappy, but I know there is light at the end of that tunnel. People like yourself have reminded me of that. One day at a time, 🙏🏻
Ain’t nothing to apologize for. Learn from it and get stronger. Sharing it with everyone is huge as well, it shows that it happens and the important part is to get help and learn from it. You can overcome.
Please hang in there and get whatever support you need. I know first hand about how extreme the withdraws can be. Your mind isn’t even able to process that things can be good again. But, they can. The darkness really can lift. People love you and are so happy you are in the world. Remember that. Also, you never know who you’re helping with what you’re doing. Take care of yourself, you’ve got a lot of people cheering you on! 😊
Hey lola thank you so much for this comment 🙏🏻, you are so right about when you’re in the withdrawal it seems like there is no hope, but that’s not true you guys have shown me absolute love and support, it’s beautiful. Comments like yours have been getting me through this dark time. Much love 🙏🏻 thank you again.
You're so far from a failure. You're trying to help others and that's a wonderful thing. I can't believe they sent you home, withdrawals should be closely monitored, so should your numbers. My Daughter drank the large bottles straight only her drink was vodka, she'd drink till she passed out then started as soon as she woke up. The insomnia with withdrawal is cruel. Don't be down on yourself, it happened and there's nothing you can do to change that, can only start again my friend. I pray for you and I know my Daughter would too if she was still here. Much love ❤️
I’m so sorry that you’ve been through this Slayer. Just take extra good care of you and feel better. You Will Get Through This Slayer. Much Love and Respect Always!♥️
@@Slayer-7373Slay Hang In There! You are the only one going through this. I’m struggling too. Just know I really believe that you will get through this very very Soon. Just don’t give up ⬆️ Do you have an email that I could reach you or IG? If so I’ll give you my number. I’m always awake at night and I am here for you.♥️💯
@@CMoore8539 Hi Cindy it wouldn’t let me answer from the last message. I completely understand it will get easier. I’m not on any social media other than YT. I’ve never been into it but may sign up just to have a place to speak to folks like you.
You got this brother. You will start to feel better with time. Get that water in ya. Rest to feel the best. :) I'd give ya a hug if I could. You've gotten sober before and you know you can do it again!
Dotene, I consider you a friend at this point. Always showing me love and support. Thank you so much, I will I’ve drank so much water it’s insane! Also power aid after power aid. I’ll try my best on the rest but I’m sure you know how bad the insomnia is. Thanks so much again dotone. Much love ✊🏻
Hey friend! I'm so glad you're okay! never feel the need to apologize, and there's no need to thank us. Thank you for being such a kind, compassionate and caring person. We're all her for a reason, and this is exactly the kind of place where anyone could go to feel understood.. and you are understood. We've all relapsed. You were right in saying that you give great advice. Don't sell yourself short in thinking that you can't take it. You absolutely can. The next piece of advice you should take from your own archive is to give yourself grace, and to get right back up. Because you are so worth it. I hope you have some people close to you at home that you can lean on in this time. Just know that you have a family right here as well who are waiting for you to lean on us. Sending you love from NY, Slayer!! You've got this!! ❤❤
🥹 my friend, you always can cheer me up and bring a smile to my face. I appreciate this so much. I really am a nice person when I’m sober… drunk me is just a monster. Dr Jekyll and mr hyde. I truly hate alcohol, I’ve felt real down but reading comments like yours have cheered me up and given me hope. You really are a friend, we all are a family on this channel. I also do have a couple good people in my family to lean on, as well as my Bible study people that I meet with. Much love as always Amanda, take care 🙏🏻
Hey 👋 just wanted to say I really appreciate all the love and support. I’m hanging in there, y’all’s comments and god have gotten me through this. I can’t thank you enough. 🖤🙏🏻
Don’t be sorry bro, this disease is relentless and won’t stop until it kills us but we have much stronger wills than most due to the amount of suffering we have been through. One day at a time!
Hey thank you so much, I’m trying my best I really am. Withdrawal completely sucks. Hopefully soon I’ll be back on my feet, back to my old self. Again thank you 🙏🏻🖤
I’m very sorry to hear that, but as you can see I know exactly what it’s like. I’m pushing through okay so far. I hope you are okay as well, alcohol withdrawal is no joke! Thank you for your comment, keep me updated on your journey! 💯
Appreciate that. We want to change. It’s going to happen. I just picked up GABA, thiamine, b complex. I think the lack of nutrition is what can bring on those dts. I remember barely being able to walk in the hospital and nurses laughing at me. I just wanted to quit that day. It’s an insane, anxiety driven disease. I’m praying for both of us.
@@Sam-tz7cd good grabs as far as withdrawals go. Lack of nutrition is definitely part of it, it is insane disease. You have people here that care. We will get through this 🙏🏻
We Love you too just don’t let yourself get all bent out of shape, just mark those days off. Pick up where you left off and stay focused and practice coping skills let the feelings pass its like a wave the feelings crest and then your just bored but it’s okay to sober and bored and safe. I love the nothingness of recovery it’s not really loneliness because having you, yourself as your best friend is worth every single moment stay true to yourself and know your never alone I have faith in you my friend
This is super wise right here brother and I really appreciate that, a lot of what you just said I think played into my relapse. I will use your advice man. Thank you my friend, I can’t say it enough. 🙏🏻
This is super wise right here brother and I really appreciate that, a lot of what you just said I think played into my relapse. I will use your advice man. Thank you my friend, I can’t say it enough. 🙏🏻
I look up at the time and see it’s 4:56 am, melatonin might not be a bad idea lol. The insomnia always is awful coming off the alcohol, but I’m sober today and that’s all that matters. I’ll go through what I have to to get to the other side. God bless 🙏🏻
Hey brother I know exactly how you feel and I’m with you on this. Day 8 here just taking it one hour at a time and like someone told me “ get MAD at that poison alcohol and let’s kick its ass “ we have a bright future ahead of us both and alcohol WILL NOT be apart of it! Love you brother I’m here if you need anything!
That’s right brother let’s kick it’s ass, we’ve both got this!! Thank you for your comment man, much love ✊🏻 same goes to You, don’t hesitate to reach out. This sh%t sucks but like you said one hour at a time we will get through.
I thank you, your videos helped me a ton. Now when you get through these withdrawals, you won't be back to day one. You will simply continue in your sobriety. All your sober days from the past few months still count. It's not all or nothing, you just took some time off.
@@Slayer-7373 we are all in this together! Sometimes it's important to look at this from let's say mathematical (if I can call that like this:)) perspective, looking at this like a bird from high above. You are like 99 percent sober for the past quarter, and that counts and is a huge achievement
My ex husband, still a best friend, relapsed and relapsed and relapsed until he wasn’t around to ever relapse again, on account of the last and final RELAPSE! Enough is enough…
Hey, I just recently got sober and came across your videos- you seem like a really kind person. Its rare to see someone be open and honest on the internet these days…. I know you feel shitty right now but in a weird way thats a blessing… if hangovers and alcohol poisoning didn’t exist we would never stop. Whenever I start craving it I try to remember the nights of throwing up on the floor of my shower wanting to die. Sometimes it takes a couple times to see that we really can’t moderate… it’s hard realization to come to but there’s no denying it lol. Im glad you’re alive I hope you keep posting
Hey 👋 thank you so much friend. You are absolutely right about that though, it’s programmed there to make us stop, one way or another. Myself and all of us must remind ourselves of not only the horrid withdrawal, but also all the other chaos alcohol brings. I will keep posting trust me. Also I like checking my subs channels out, not sure if that’s you in the fuddruckers video, but I absolutely love fuddruckers 🤣. I don’t eat meat often but I do like their burgers. Anyways take care! 🙏🏻
@@Slayer-7373 I am not lying.. I have my online fam (in my mind) & mine. Hubby & 19yo. I couldn’t help or support my brother however I came across LD one night or day after thinking of my bro which led me to you. Nothing is coincidental imo. I’m here whenever. Do what u feel is best for u. U know what that is go with it. Home, hospital or detox. U are so capable. We are here for you!
@@Ah__ah__ah__ah. look into the “kindling” affect. Bat country has a good video on it and during this relapse I didn’t have any dt’s. Mine were in the past where I was drinking every single day for years then stopping
@@Slayer-7373 that is crazy gosh alcohol is such a vile substance and ya know I genuinely believe in. A happy healthy world we’re it’s life is comfortable for the large Majority it would be almost nonexistent if a problem. I truly believe we drink a lot because of the sadistic nature of the human world primiarily the economy
Relapsing is not a part of recovery. Relapsing is an easy excuse to use or to get buzzed 1 last time. I was on my death bed doctors told me i was dead if i drank even 1 more day.. I was a chronic alcoholic got so bad i couldn't even get out of bed at the end. Get your mind in order before its to late. I wish you the best in your journey. I have got 24 years clean and sober.. Don't give up bud. I know you don't like what i have to say on relapsing but i am a firm believer relapsing is not part of recovery . does it happen yes an yes however its not part of the deal imo
I actually appreciate this comment brother and have thought the same thing actually. I’ve been really hesitant about saying relapse is part of recovery because it feels like it can give someone the excuse to drink. Relapse at this point really can’t be in my recovery and you’re right, but at the same time pretty much 99% of people who start recovery are going to relapse, therefore somewhat making it part of the step to make it. I respect your opinion and I’m 50/50 on it myself. Thanks for the comment brother. 🙏🏻
I’m need help. Man I can not seem to stop. My gf hates it and I know she wants me to stop. I feel like a selfish asshole and a let down for keeping drinking. I want to quit but man this addiction is way more malevolent than I ever thought it could be . I hope you get better man. I need to stop. I’m at point of wanting to just die.
Hey brother 👋 I know exactly what you’re going through, you’re not alone. I lost my gf because of my drinking so please please not only for your gf but most importantly for YOU, go get help my friend. I’m still figuring all of this out myself but I’ve been able to see with getting 4 months of sobriety that there really is a way out. You aren’t alone!! I know how awful it is!!! Please keep hope and don’t give up!! Keep me updated please!
When I was doing my bachelors we had exercises at local psych ward (funny to have been on both sides of the bars). On addiction treatment there was this one undisputed champion and record holder of being into rehab for the 37th time. Champs never give up and you are a champ, mate.
I want to tell you that every time we quit & begin again, it gets 7x worse. So, push hard to Jesus. He’s the only way. Reading scripture out loud chases temptation away. James 4:7 KJV Resist the devil & he will flee from you. Keep saying it out loud. Jesus knows your heart & if really want to quit & follow Him, He will make the way for you. God bless You!
Dude this shit is hard you are not a failure, it’s crazy cause I was literally going through a panic attack about how low I’m feeling and how Sometimes I want to go back to my habits I felt like I was more alive then. When I was just running from myself. It’s been a few years for me, and I have moments where I feel the need. You got this! Keep your head up!💜🫂🥹
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you havnt lost your mind bro . your heart ❤️ is big . no judgment from us .
Andre, my friend. 🙏🏻thank you so much, I can’t really explain how much your comments and others have lifted me up. Glad you are on this journey with me.
You got this Slayer❤! This is all part of the journey. Please just take care of yourself & rest❤. We are all here to support you!
Thanks so much chp 🙏🏻🖤. I’m trying my best to bounce back. I appreciate these comments more than you guys know. Much love.
Stop thanking everybody and start thinking to yourself why you have so many comments bro. I think you're helping many people by being as honest as you are. We all relapse everyday, that's why we're here, because we can understand each other, and someday maybe get better. Dont put so much pressure on yourself, and start accepting that WE are thanking YOU for a change 😊This relapse is really no big deal man, but sharing it with us really is, takes some guts. Be proud of this channel, because at the end of the day, you're helping people out in your own special way. Take care bro
🥹 sh*t bro this comment is awesome man. Thank you much. Y’all are really helping me just as much as I’m helping y’all. This community is beautiful. 💪 one day at a time, I’ll be back and stronger than ever soon.
_Hang in there young man. It happens. You're helping more people than you'll ever know._
✊🏻trying my best brother, just tryna get over these withdrawals and I’ll be back stronger than ever. I appreciate this comment, y’all help me as well. Thank you.
Think about that relapse like a bullet Arnold Schwarzenegger, when he was the Terminator would have taken. He just took it and kept walking like a badass. You got this.
💪I like this point of view brother. Thank you.
No apology needed. Get better.
Thank you brother. ✊🏻
Your honestly really helps me. Hope your ok, hang in there man
Good to have you back. Even though you feel horrible about this right now, remember that most of us are addicts, and won't judge. My counselor said to me something like this when I was at my lowest: "If "one day at a time" seems too much, make it "one hour at a time" until you're well enough".
(That being said, I also had a relapse and feel so stupid right now...)
ILAA hey 👋, thank you so much. The amount of love y’all have shown has just lifted me up. We understand each other.
And hey!! That’s okay, let’s pick up are boots and start over together. Today is a new day for us. We are in this together. Much love!! And keep me updated! 🙏🏻
you are doing fine.. we have all relapsed at one time or another. Just keep at it.
I will brother, thank you. 🙏🏻
Slayer you don’t owe us any apology at the end of the day we just want you to be happy and healthy man. We’ll support you through whatever happens man, relapses are a part of recovery and you WILL bounce back from this. There’s a community you’ve built here that’ll always have your back, but there’s also those in real life that have your back brother. Try not to feel shame, and look at this as a lesson. We’re all rooting for you and love you man, keep on keepin on❤️. Looking forward to seeing you progress and reach new heights, YOU GOT THIS MAN!!👊👊👊
Hey brother wow, 🙏🏻🖤 thank you so much. These comments have brought a lot of hope back into my soul. Seeing the love, the support it’s just beautiful. Thanks so much for being part of this ride with me!!! 💪 🙏🏻
Much love goes back to you as well my friend!
Ditto ❤
@@Slayer-7373 We got your back man! This bounce back is gonna go crazy! Your videos have helped me understand many of the emotions and motives behind my drinking and helped me stay sober. You've helped so many of us, and we will always be there to help you back!
Hang in there. Nothing worth doing is easy.
I’m trying brother and you’re absolutely right about that. Thank you my friend 🙏🏻
Brother no need to apologize. We are all a community on here and we support you unconditionally. Please just do what is best for you. We are here for you. Please reach out at any time. You’re a soldier.
🙏🏻i appreciate this comment brother more than you know. We are a community, this is our tribe. I’m extremely privileged to have people like yourself here with me on this journey. I thank you again, I’m trying my best to kick this with draws ass and get back on my feet ✊🏻. Much love.
Man honestly it made me sad to see you in that hospital bed but I get it I've been there too. Thank you for being so honest and having such an awesome channel. I quit school today and drove down to Houston I'm coming off the worst bender I've ever been on and my Aunt is getting me into rehab tomorrow. I'll comment when I'm out with an update. God bless you and please keep me in your prayers. I commented the same thing on LD's channel. You two are rock stars and I'm genuinely greatful for the content you guys put out
I appreciate that so much man, thank you so much 🙏🏻 I sent a prayer your way brother, we really are in similar boats and in this together. Going to detox is the best thing you can do, we both need to recover. Much love brother and good luck. Keep me updated please.
Good luck man
Hang in there. You have nothing to apologize to us for. It's your fight and this binge episode is over. You'll figure it out but don't put so much pressure on yourself. Most everyone here in the same boat, whether it be 1 hour or 25 years. Keep moving forward and keep getting up. And keep friends in your circle who will pull you out if you drop next time. You are helping a lot of people in the meantime. Be strong.
Hey 👋 thank you very much. You are so right. I will as well my friend, we will be strong together ✊🏻💪. I appreciate these comments from y’all more then you know.
Glad you're out of the hospital, take care of yourself friend.
🙏🏻thank you so much brother, you’ve shown so much love and support. You are hands down my friend! 💯🖤
I am sure it is very hard to get back on track after relapsing, but you had over four months sober and during that time you put a lot of good out into the world. Please remember your relapse did not erase all that. Just pick up and keep on going.
Thank you grace, thank you so much. You are right. Y’all’s comments have changed my entire outlook on this relapse. Much love and remember it’s appreciated 🙏🏻
You are the greatest project you will ever work on . Restart. Reset . Refocus as many times as you need to , just don’t ever give up on yourself
I wont my friend, I’m trying like h”ll right now. Comments like these are helping me get through this, thank you 🙏🏻
You don’t owe anyone anything but I feel you bro… we have all been there.
That being said… the way you show us love and picked us up…. Let us send you some love and let us pick you up. I’m praying for you brother. From the bottom of my heart.. we love you man. Can’t wait for your next video
I appreciate that so much man. Thank you, the love and support that y’all have shown back has been beautiful. You’ve been a long time friend of this channel. Thank you Oscar, hope you are doing well.
You may love us and we love you too and want you to succeed, but the only thing that matters is loving yourself. You didn't fail, so stop looking at it like that. Be kind to yourself. Brush yourself off and use this as fire for a renewed attempt at long term sobriety and hopefully a drive to put more content out there when you're ready. There's a reason we stick around and watch your videos, dude. But don't feel pressured by us to make more videos for now. Focus on healing you.
I recommend checking out the StopDrinking subreddit and reading and engaging with posts there. I don't do groups like AA, but that's helped me keep my head on straight.
Much love. I won't drink today if you won't.
Beautiful very realistic comment man. I needed to hear this I think. Y’all are helping me through this so much with these comments. You guys have changed my outlook on this, I will use this as fuel to come back even stronger. I’m worth it, we are worth it. I’m with you with the not drinking brother ✊🏻💪
Also. Thank you.
It’s good to hear from you man holy sh*t. If you feel the need to go back to the hospital or to a detox don’t hesitate brother just want to see you taken care of love you bro
Much love jeff, man you’ve been here from the beginning. I can’t thank you enough 🙏🏻
Slayer your a warrior and you've got this, sadly as I also have experienced myself a terrible relapse but It seriously is a part of the recovery process , we learn and pick ourselves up. Much respect my brother I'm staying sober today with you 💪
What's your whiskey of choice?
Southern comfort 100 proof, nastiest stuff in the world but strong as h*ll and will mess you up. The devils piss is what it should be called 😓
And don't shy away from sharing this part of the process.........honesty will help you and help others.
🙏🏻 that’s what someone in my personal life told me, so it’s very nice to see you say this. Much love friend.
That's so true 👍
@@seg6629 hey! I gave you a shout-out at the end of my latest video! 🙏🏻
@@Slayer-7373 awww heart melt thankyou 💓 💖
You're a strong brother..I've been to hell and back concerning alcohol abuse..You're going to pull through this..I know you will...Pray to The Lord Jesus Christ 💪.. One love bro
Thank you brother 🙏🏻, god bless.
Hope you’re feeling better.
I’m feeling a bit better brother, it’s on and off. Thanks for asking man 🙏🏻, hoping by tomorrow or the next day I’ll be kind of back to normal.
I relapsed today after almost a month, so I feel like absolute crap
Hey my friend you aren’t alone, let’s start our journeys over together again. It’s how we react after a relapse that counts. You’ve got this, I believe in you. One day at a time, let’s do this together!!! 🙏🏻
Hey man, You helped us, we help you. Remember, every time you face it down, it gets weaker and you get stronger. 'If you are going through Hell then keep going' Winston Churchill. Praying for you bud.
Slayer, please forgive yourself. And understand that "failure" isn't actually failure; it's a teaching/learning experience that is SO valuable. Just love yourself, and know that we love you too, and want the best life for you.
Comments like these are keeping me going right now. Thank you so much 🙏🏻
Hey friend ! I’m glad you’re home. Relapses happen to the best and strongest. I have faith in you. I know you are strong smart and capable of being sober again. Keep us updated we love you a bunch Slayer. One day at a time . 🫶🏻💚🙏🏼💪🏻 Reach out to ppl as much as possible to keep yourself accountable sweetie 👊🏻 blessings to ya !
My friend 🖤🙏🏻 thank you so much. These comments and community are just beautiful. You guys have really been getting me through this along with some family and my Bible study group. I will also take your advice, thanks so much mona 🙏🏻
You will grow from this experience. It will underscore your need to stay sober. We're Not going away. Im saying a prayer for you. Just keep us updated because we care. ❤
I think so too cyn, I really do. Thank you for this beautiful comment my friend 🙏🏻🖤 also thank you for your prayers, they mean more than you know in these times.
You aren’t a failure. Thanks for sharing and opening your heart. God bless.
🥺 thank you my friend. God bless you as well.
You can do it bro !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Failure is the best teacher
🙏 thanks brother.
I am here for you whenever however u need me literally.
Plz yep we got u
This is amazing, thank you so much Kristen. You’re truly a good person. 🙏🏻 god bless.
life isn't a straight line, its a spiral where we come back to things we thought we'd mastered in service of gaining deeper wisdom and understanding.
I really like this man. Thank you for this comment 💯✌🏻
@@Slayer-7373 no prob g, gonna respond to your comment on your previous post/my comment when the time is right. spiral out, keep going👁
Hey Slayer, my friend, don’t ever feel alone. This is just a bump in the road. I remember just a few weeks ago you were helping me through a dark moment and that’s what it was. We keep moving forward. There’s no shame or regret, this will pass. If you don’t start feeling well, please go to the hospital. We’re all with you and believe you can do this…you will do this. One day at a time. Sending you love and peaceful thoughts my friend.
Micru, you truly are my friend. I’ve had “friends” in person that have never made some of the beautiful, uplifting and selfless comments to me like you have. I truly cannot thank you enough, I’m glad you’re on this journey with me and I’m glad we are helping one another out of these dark spots. I will go back to the hospital if I feel like I need to trust me. Also sending love back to you, thank you micru!! 🙏🏻
@@Slayer-7373you got this, we got this 🙏. We’re all here for you as you’re here for us. And trust me I know there are ppl IRL who appear to be our friends but really are so far from that. Always surround yourself with positivity, if they are not you’ll need to distance yourself. I’ll be honest I have one friend IRL, when I was younger we would ride out 20+ deep of girls. Where are these friends now? No where because they weren’t real friends. People will use you and when you need something from them they tend to disappoint. If you have some good friends you’re fortunate. If not, trust me you’re not alone. The best company you can have is yourself. You’ve built a really cool set up people here that can relate to the struggle.
the phrase is "came to believe", its all part of the process.
Salut Slayer ! Happy to hear from you ! I wish you to keep rested and take it slowly. You’ve been through this before, you’ll get through it again. Yes, we are all on this journey together and you have all my support !!
I'm glad you're ok...thanks for being so vulnerable. In this video you definitely aren't the positive Slayer I'm used to seeing, of course because you're not well. You WILL rebuild. And I'm sure this will light a fire under your ass, I bet you get so angry that you launch into sobriety with more resolve than ever. You never know, maybe you having a relapse has stopped your viewers from drinking again? You may have even saved some lives, people might have died in their relapse if they didn't see this video as a warning.
Hey josh, this comment actually brought a tear to my eye man. It really could have been for a higher purpose. Also you’re right, I’m gonna come back stronger than ever, more positive than ever. Everything happens for a reason brother. It also saddens me that y’all have to see me down like this, but at this point we are a family. Much love josh and thank you for letting me see it from this point of view. 🙏🏻
Yessir we’re in this together bro 💪 Proverbs 24:16 For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief. Lets keep going and keep getting back up 💯
Absolutely 🙏🏻💯, thank you my friend.
And my personality type is to where once I fall off I just go way overboard. It's a very dangerous mentality no matter what it applies to (gambling, food, etc). Very self destructive mentality. So we have to be way more aware to keep that armor up.
Oh absolutely brother I’m the same way, I dive HEAD first into the addiction again. Picked up right where I left off which it’s like you said is extremely dangerous. We must have the armor of god and our shields up at all times or something like what has happened to me can occur. Thanks for this comment my friend 🙏🏻
“I can never forget, but no matter how much it hurts, how dark it gets or no matter how far you fall, you are never out of the fight.” You got this Slayer! By the minute, hour and day - you will get stronger my friend. I too have relapsed from alcohol abuse on several occasions and each withdrawal feels more hellish due to kindling yet each time, and remember this Slayer, you will come back stronger! Love, health and strength to you brother.
Thank you so much brother, awesome words of wisdom coming from the heart. The comment section has really been something beautiful. One day at a time my friend, thank you again!! 🙏🏻
You can never be a failure Slayer for you have heart - and its a big heart too: always in your corner and I believe in you. When the tears come, let them fall, for it will help you to heal. With you brother. ❤@Slayer-7373
@@ASIF_M1934 🙏🏻🖤
I wish you nothing but the best alcohol is a sob
I thank you for that my friend , also yes it 100% is. A MFSOB actually.
Slayer, I’m Praying for you! What really helped me was going on a strict carnivore diet. Alcohol is made from sugar. Sugar activatates the same part of the brain as alcohol and leave you white knuckling. Imagine trying to quit smoking but there was hidden nicotine in all your food. Plus you hear doctors saying how important diet and protein is. Listen to Robert Lustigs video on here about sugar. It has millions of views. It changed my life. If you’re ready to hear it. It will change yours too.
I appreciate those prayers brother more than you know, I really do in these times. Also I have checked out Joe rogans carnivore diet before and heard lots of good things. I will check out what you’re talking about man, thanks so much. 🙏🏻
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Hey man, we're all human beings, we trip and fall every now again. Keep pushing through that withdraw, im sure you remember how much healthier your body feels and how much better sleep you get after the first few weeks. Not to mention the money you save. You got this man, quitting is still the best thing ive ever decided on. God bless brother
Brother thank you, you are 100% right after the first couple weeks the light starts to shine again, I’ve been through this before I’ll get through it again. Comments like yours have really gotten me through this dark time. Thanks again brother and take care. 🙏🏻
I just found your channel through LD. You can do this. I have liver disease from alcohol. I have 10 months under my belt and not a single day goes by I don't think about drinking. You have nothing to be sorry about
🙏god bless you, thank you.
You should be extremely proud of the 10 months man. Big shout out to you and LD.
We’ve been there bro, and I’d say most of us know what it’s like. I used to be addicted to xanax, and on my journey to recovery I slipped up a lot. It gets very rough, and I just hope you’re feeling better again soon. Like I said try not to he too down on yourself, you’re still on the path to recovery and that’s what counts. We’re all here for you bro, no judgements here
Hey brother 👋, i appreciate that man I really do. Also benzo addiction is very similar to alcohol addiction, both absolute hell on earth. I am feeling a bit better today, probably a few more days of feeling pretty low and crappy, but I know there is light at the end of that tunnel. People like yourself have reminded me of that. One day at a time, 🙏🏻
Ain’t nothing to apologize for. Learn from it and get stronger. Sharing it with everyone is huge as well, it shows that it happens and the important part is to get help and learn from it. You can overcome.
Thank you so much Marc. This means a lot to me brother. 💪one day at a time.
Thanks Slayer - we thank God for you also! Thanks for your humility, honesty and courage. You are an inspiration to us all. Keep trusting in God.
Thank you brother 🙏🙏, god bless.
So glad you're OK ..you'll get there, I know you don't think you will but you will! Lots of love xxx
Hey thanks so much mittens 🙏🏻🖤. Comments like these mean a lot to me.
Please hang in there and get whatever support you need. I know first hand about how extreme the withdraws can be. Your mind isn’t even able to process that things can be good again. But, they can. The darkness really can lift. People love you and are so happy you are in the world. Remember that. Also, you never know who you’re helping with what you’re doing. Take care of yourself, you’ve got a lot of people cheering you on! 😊
Hey lola thank you so much for this comment 🙏🏻, you are so right about when you’re in the withdrawal it seems like there is no hope, but that’s not true you guys have shown me absolute love and support, it’s beautiful. Comments like yours have been getting me through this dark time. Much love 🙏🏻 thank you again.
Exactly what she said
You're so far from a failure. You're trying to help others and that's a wonderful thing. I can't believe they sent you home, withdrawals should be closely monitored, so should your numbers. My Daughter drank the large bottles straight only her drink was vodka, she'd drink till she passed out then started as soon as she woke up. The insomnia with withdrawal is cruel. Don't be down on yourself, it happened and there's nothing you can do to change that, can only start again my friend. I pray for you and I know my Daughter would too if she was still here. Much love ❤️
Much love ❤️
I’m so sorry that you’ve been through this Slayer. Just take extra good care of you and feel better. You Will Get Through This Slayer. Much Love and Respect Always!♥️
Much love cmore 🙏🏻, you always lift me up with your comments. Thank you 🖤
@@Slayer-7373 You Will Rise Above It Slayer. Just take things slowly. You can call me Cindy.💞
@@Slayer-7373Slay Hang In There! You are the only one going through this. I’m struggling too. Just know I really believe that you will get through this very very Soon. Just don’t give up ⬆️ Do you have an email that I could reach you or IG? If so I’ll give you my number. I’m always awake at night and I am here for you.♥️💯
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Hi Cindy it wouldn’t let me answer from the last message. I completely understand it will get easier. I’m not on any social media other than YT. I’ve never been into it but may sign up just to have a place to speak to folks like you.
You got this brother. You will start to feel better with time. Get that water in ya. Rest to feel the best. :) I'd give ya a hug if I could. You've gotten sober before and you know you can do it again!
Dotene, I consider you a friend at this point. Always showing me love and support. Thank you so much, I will I’ve drank so much water it’s insane! Also power aid after power aid. I’ll try my best on the rest but I’m sure you know how bad the insomnia is. Thanks so much again dotone. Much love ✊🏻
@@Slayer-7373 Yeah sleep can be rough. You’re a friend of mine too. Much love back at ya. 🙏❤️
4 months is huge. The longest ive went in years recently was 3 weeks. Dont give up. It is a bump in the road of remaining sober.
I couldn’t go longer than a week for years brother I completely understand, we can do it though together. Thanks for the comments 🙏🏻
You're human dude, and powerless to alcohol. Addiction f#ing sucks. Keep that relapse prevention plan going. You can do it.
I love this comment because it’s just straight up honesty. Addiction does f^%king suck. One day at a time. I can do it. Thank you so much ✊🏻🙏🏻
Prayers! Keep us posted. You are so young. You will beat this!❤
🙏🏻thank you!! I’ve got this! 🖤🙏🏻
Hey friend! I'm so glad you're okay! never feel the need to apologize, and there's no need to thank us. Thank you for being such a kind, compassionate and caring person. We're all her for a reason, and this is exactly the kind of place where anyone could go to feel understood.. and you are understood. We've all relapsed. You were right in saying that you give great advice. Don't sell yourself short in thinking that you can't take it. You absolutely can. The next piece of advice you should take from your own archive is to give yourself grace, and to get right back up. Because you are so worth it. I hope you have some people close to you at home that you can lean on in this time. Just know that you have a family right here as well who are waiting for you to lean on us. Sending you love from NY, Slayer!! You've got this!! ❤❤
🥹 my friend, you always can cheer me up and bring a smile to my face. I appreciate this so much. I really am a nice person when I’m sober… drunk me is just a monster. Dr Jekyll and mr hyde. I truly hate alcohol, I’ve felt real down but reading comments like yours have cheered me up and given me hope. You really are a friend, we all are a family on this channel. I also do have a couple good people in my family to lean on, as well as my Bible study people that I meet with. Much love as always Amanda, take care 🙏🏻
@Slayer-7373 I'm so glad to hear that. I'll be sending up some prayers for you today!! Have a great day 😊🙏💞😊
biolyte drinks have loads of electrolytes, much more than sports drinks. good luck to you!
I will try to get my hands on those brother thank you for letting me know, any advice is helpful right now! 🙏🏻
4 months sober seems like a win to me. reverse the thinking. you went 4 months, now go for 6. learning to distance drinks apart is always a win
I really like this way of thinking brother, thank you. 🙏🏻
You take care darling xx glad your out xx who said life was easy !!! Xxx no need for thanks 🙏 🙂
Hey 👋 just wanted to say I really appreciate all the love and support. I’m hanging in there, y’all’s comments and god have gotten me through this. I can’t thank you enough. 🖤🙏🏻
Don’t be sorry bro, this disease is relentless and won’t stop until it kills us but we have much stronger wills than most due to the amount of suffering we have been through. One day at a time!
I appreciate that brother, thank you. I’m hanging in there man. Comments like these have helped so much. One day at a time 🙏🏻
Slayer thank you a for the update! Please do not worry about anything but yourself.. take care 😢❤
Hey thank you so much, I’m trying my best I really am. Withdrawal completely sucks. Hopefully soon I’ll be back on my feet, back to my old self. Again thank you 🙏🏻🖤
No apology needed brother! Sending you all the best wishes.
I appreciate that more than you know brother, thank you. Well wishes to you as well my friend. 🙏🏻
I relapsed too. Your video terrified me. I’m tapering right now. I’ve been there. Hope you really are okay.
I’m very sorry to hear that, but as you can see I know exactly what it’s like. I’m pushing through okay so far. I hope you are okay as well, alcohol withdrawal is no joke! Thank you for your comment, keep me updated on your journey! 💯
Praying for you to start feeling better 🙏🏻
Appreciate that. We want to change. It’s going to happen. I just picked up GABA, thiamine, b complex. I think the lack of nutrition is what can bring on those dts. I remember barely being able to walk in the hospital and nurses laughing at me. I just wanted to quit that day. It’s an insane, anxiety driven disease. I’m praying for both of us.
@@Sam-tz7cd good grabs as far as withdrawals go. Lack of nutrition is definitely part of it, it is insane disease. You have people here that care. We will get through this 🙏🏻
@@Sam-tz7cd also be careful 🙏🏻🙏🏻 good luck.
We Love you too just don’t let yourself get all bent out of shape, just mark those days off. Pick up where you left off and stay focused and practice coping skills let the feelings pass its like a wave the feelings crest and then your just bored but it’s okay to sober and bored and safe. I love the nothingness of recovery it’s not really loneliness because having you, yourself as your best friend is worth every single moment stay true to yourself and know your never alone I have faith in you my friend
This is super wise right here brother and I really appreciate that, a lot of what you just said I think played into my relapse. I will use your advice man. Thank you my friend, I can’t say it enough. 🙏🏻
This is super wise right here brother and I really appreciate that, a lot of what you just said I think played into my relapse. I will use your advice man. Thank you my friend, I can’t say it enough. 🙏🏻
God bless you as well my friend! 🙏🏻
Take care of yourself! ❤
Trying my best 🙏🏻🖤
Try to get a lot of rest. Take melatonin at night if you need to.
I look up at the time and see it’s 4:56 am, melatonin might not be a bad idea lol. The insomnia always is awful coming off the alcohol, but I’m sober today and that’s all that matters. I’ll go through what I have to to get to the other side. God bless 🙏🏻
Hey brother I know exactly how you feel and I’m with you on this. Day 8 here just taking it one hour at a time and like someone told me “ get MAD at that poison alcohol and let’s kick its ass “ we have a bright future ahead of us both and alcohol WILL NOT be apart of it! Love you brother I’m here if you need anything!
That’s right brother let’s kick it’s ass, we’ve both got this!! Thank you for your comment man, much love ✊🏻 same goes to
You, don’t hesitate to reach out. This sh%t sucks but like you said one hour at a time we will get through.
I thank you, your videos helped me a ton. Now when you get through these withdrawals, you won't be back to day one. You will simply continue in your sobriety. All your sober days from the past few months still count. It's not all or nothing, you just took some time off.
This is a beautiful comment and made me smile. You are 100% right. Thank you 🙏🏻
@@Slayer-7373 we are all in this together! Sometimes it's important to look at this from let's say mathematical (if I can call that like this:)) perspective, looking at this like a bird from high above. You are like 99 percent sober for the past quarter, and that counts and is a huge achievement
Get with LD he can help you❤
LD has given me some great advice, he’s awesome he really is. 🙏
It’s hard man.
🙏🏻it definitely is my friend.
Keep Strong
Will do my friend.
My ex husband, still a best friend, relapsed and relapsed and relapsed until he wasn’t around to ever relapse again, on account of the last and final RELAPSE! Enough is enough…
You are correct, one day there won’t be a chance to relapse again. I’ve got to get this down this time!!!
Thank you Joyce for the honesty 🙏🏻
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Hey, I just recently got sober and came across your videos- you seem like a really kind person. Its rare to see someone be open and honest on the internet these days…. I know you feel shitty right now but in a weird way thats a blessing… if hangovers and alcohol poisoning didn’t exist we would never stop. Whenever I start craving it I try to remember the nights of throwing up on the floor of my shower wanting to die. Sometimes it takes a couple times to see that we really can’t moderate… it’s hard realization to come to but there’s no denying it lol. Im glad you’re alive I hope you keep posting
Hey 👋 thank you so much friend. You are absolutely right about that though, it’s programmed there to make us stop, one way or another. Myself and all of us must remind ourselves of not only the horrid withdrawal, but also all the other chaos alcohol brings. I will keep posting trust me. Also I like checking my subs channels out, not sure if that’s you in the fuddruckers video, but I absolutely love fuddruckers 🤣. I don’t eat meat often but I do like their burgers. Anyways take care! 🙏🏻
I can relate sage to the nights throwing up. No fun.
Also congrats on recently getting sober ✊🏻 that’s awesome.
Good Slay or detox so u aren’t alone
I’m happy I have y’all. 🙏🏻 and god.
No rush u stay in the second ❤❤
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No way you're a failure! Stay strong bro!
Hey Doug, i appreciate that brother. Thank you man really. 🙏🏻 god bless.
We are connected ❤
Absolutely we are 🙏🏻
@@Slayer-7373 if yall only knew how much I carry u all in my heart daily.
@@Kristen10-22 🙏🏻🖤awe, that’s beautiful Kristen.
@@Slayer-7373 I am not lying..
I have my online fam (in my mind) & mine. Hubby & 19yo. I couldn’t help or support my brother however I came across LD one night or day after thinking of my bro which led me to you. Nothing is coincidental imo. I’m here whenever. Do what u feel is best for u. U know what that is go with it. Home, hospital or detox.
U are so capable. We are here for you!
Hi Slayer how long did the relapse last? Im very curious best of luck to you!
It was like 5-6 days that time around brother, nonstop day and night.
@@Slayer-7373 wow I’m so curious in 5-6 days you could develope DT I thought it took quite a while longer!
@@Ah__ah__ah__ah. look into the “kindling” affect. Bat country has a good video on it and during this relapse I didn’t have any dt’s. Mine were in the past where I was drinking every single day for years then stopping
@@Ah__ah__ah__ah. I could have slight dt’s off of 5-6 days of drinking though easy depending on how much I drink. It’s that kindling affect
@@Slayer-7373 that is crazy gosh alcohol is such a vile substance and ya know I genuinely believe in. A happy healthy world we’re it’s life is comfortable for the large
Majority it would be almost nonexistent if a problem.
I truly believe we drink a lot because of the sadistic nature of the human world primiarily the economy
Relapsing is not a part of recovery. Relapsing is an easy excuse to use or to get buzzed 1 last time. I was on my death bed doctors told me i was dead if i drank even 1 more day.. I was a chronic alcoholic got so bad i couldn't even get out of bed at the end. Get your mind in order before its to late. I wish you the best in your journey. I have got 24 years clean and sober.. Don't give up bud. I know you don't like what i have to say on relapsing but i am a firm believer relapsing is not part of recovery . does it happen yes an yes however its not part of the deal imo
I actually appreciate this comment brother and have thought the same thing actually. I’ve been really hesitant about saying relapse is part of recovery because it feels like it can give someone the excuse to drink. Relapse at this point really can’t be in my recovery and you’re right, but at the same time pretty much 99% of people who start recovery are going to relapse, therefore somewhat making it part of the step to make it. I respect your opinion and I’m 50/50 on it myself. Thanks for the comment brother. 🙏🏻
I even changed the title brother.
I’m need help. Man I can not seem to stop. My gf hates it and I know she wants me to stop. I feel like a selfish asshole and a let down for keeping drinking. I want to quit but man this addiction is way more malevolent than I ever thought it could be . I hope you get better man. I need to stop. I’m at point of wanting to just die.
Hey brother 👋 I know exactly what you’re going through, you’re not alone. I lost my gf because of my drinking so please please not only for your gf but most importantly for YOU, go get help my friend. I’m still figuring all of this out myself but I’ve been able to see with getting 4 months of sobriety that there really is a way out. You aren’t alone!! I know how awful it is!!! Please keep hope and don’t give up!! Keep me updated please!
When I was doing my bachelors we had exercises at local psych ward (funny to have been on both sides of the bars). On addiction treatment there was this one undisputed champion and record holder of being into rehab for the 37th time. Champs never give up and you are a champ, mate.
37 times??? Woahhh. I hope I’m never in that boat brother. Thanks for this comment my friend 🙏🏻
@@Slayer-7373 yeah from his story dude sometimes left detox/therapy and came back in the same month. I hope he didnt went for 100 :D
I want to tell you that every time we quit & begin again, it gets 7x worse. So, push hard to Jesus. He’s the only way. Reading scripture out loud chases temptation away. James 4:7 KJV Resist the devil & he will flee from you. Keep saying it out loud. Jesus knows your heart & if really want to quit & follow Him, He will make the way for you. God bless You!
Thanks Laura 🙏🏻, I will. He’s the way out of all of this and I know that in my heart. God bless.
Are you Indian?
😆 I like to keep people guessing haha, one day I’ll tell y’all.
Dude this shit is hard you are not a failure, it’s crazy cause I was literally going through a panic attack about how low I’m feeling and how Sometimes I want to go back to my habits I felt like I was more alive then. When I was just running from myself. It’s been a few years for me, and I have moments where I feel the need. You got this! Keep your head up!💜🫂🥹
This is an awesome comment, thank you my friend. This lifted me up and brought a smile to my face. I’m glad you’re on this journey with me 🙏🏻
Relapse is part of recovery. It isn't talked about enough. You're talking about it and so am I, keep on talking
Absolutely my friend, also trust me I will. 🙏🏻