Do you have Schizophrenia by any chance? genuine question just wondering, hope it isn't being too intrusive, I'm curious on how it works like do you actually see shit or like..?
What is that if you don't mind me asking? Like bad dreams all the time or nite terrors? I don't dream to often, but when I do it's always end of the world shi-t. Like kaiju sized monsters running around or aliens. Recently I had a bad nuclear bomb dream that was Fd. My dad was with us(my girl and i) and he died. My cats were all Fd up too and for some reason we were in a skyscraper type building. It wasn't chill at all...
My Dreams usually involve odd looking people that try to harm me or others.. they look living, but like tainted and evil; children look older than they should look and some will have blind white eyes or black eyes. I had this one vampiric looking demon that had this luminescent creature give off this energy as the vampiric creature bathed in it some how. My neck was locked to the ground at the time. I used to feel utterly shock, frightened and helpless in all my dreams. Unable to do sh*t but watch helplessly. Though lately I've grown bolder in my dreams and get more pissed off and take control. I still get these nightmares, but I'm not as passive or afraid as I used to be. Though I still don't feel good when they happened. Its like the ugly feeling of anger and anxiety @@kiezersosay49
MY full respect to you man, most people are not brutally honest like yourself. Don't apologize, we all slip up on things we'd rather not do. Hope you feel better!
Hi Gabe, I love these totally honest videos. We all wish we could have something at the end of the day to let go of stress and relax. I have never been able to do this as you know. Can't have a sip of wine without a headache coming and you know how I am with weed. Just cant tolerate it. Even when we get older, we still wish there was something to reach for at times to relax. But, Ive had to come to the conclusion that life just isnt meant to be that way for some of us. Maybe it's meant to be that we deal with the negative or uncomfortable feelings in life so that we can fully recognize the good ones better. No one will fault you however, for trying to find a way to ease your mind. Especially with having schizophrenia. That's a lot to carry every day. All you can do is your best to stay healthy, and keep trying to protect yourself from getting worse ❤
I worked with a guy who’s schizophrenia was triggered by cannabis. Smoked once and went straight into psychosis in his early 20’s. Had never had it happened before then.
Same had a bro was normal asl till he went to his dad's in BC for the summer came back totally schizophrenia ever since then !!! Sad that it just happens to some
I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia since my teenage, I spent my whole life fighting Schizophrenia Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. This is something that really need to be use globally to help people with related health challenges.
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.
Can you help me with the reliable source A. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with depression, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Australia. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the morning after. So no hangovers. No depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now have a more calm mind
I am medically diagnosed as Bipolar with mania and episodes of psychosis and combat ptsd. When I was younger a bad LSD trip where I was stuck in a timeloop in a different dimension between life and death sent me off the rails of sanity for years made even a drag of a joint give me feelings of panic and weirdness. But after some profound life experiences in the military and life in general I've become kind of accustomed to anything I would have once considered profound and now actively enjoy those altered states of being, theyre a welcome break from the mundane and general misery of life. I think once you reach that confident less introverted stage of life where you don't care about the police, or what people think, you kind of like to explore different modes of perception and states of being. I suppose its different for everyone but in general the more mature and robust your personality becomes with age and life experiences the less things bother you. Im more concerned these days about the effect the cost of living is having on people and the powers that be fuxxing us over than weird states of consciousness. Weed and psychedelics now actually help me with mania and psychosis and lets me directly disect my thought patterns internally like an on tap therapist from another galaxy. Ive not needed bipolar meds for years and Im now medically prescribed weed as it keeps me stable. Don't get me wrong a few haze type strains give me the typical weed related anxiety symptoms ie racing heart and am I breathing type of stuff but its short lived so I dont go down any rabit holes because I know its just the occasional side effect of overdoing it on the hazes as humans we get those feelings anyway. I was terrified of flying in planes at one time and petrified the first time I jumped from one but grew to love it and now I miss that free falling sensation and I love flying. What im saying is you get used to stuff and even start enjoying stuff that once terrified you even if its a change in your perception of reality its just temporary sensations whether physical or mental nothing more.
I knew two people with schizophrenia. One was in high school and I sadly never saw him again (he went to some kind of institution). The other (in a disability support art class) was less severe, albeit she was up and down (extremely happy or anxious). Cars and people would pass by and she'd start thinking there was a man with a hat after her. I am very happy you aren't as worse of as others, albeit I'm sure it's not easy. I hope it gets better for you. A little advice - constant routine, diet and good sleep may help. It's not easy but I think it will get better overtime. I hope all the best for you!
Yooo that hat man is no joke. The shadow people are from another realm. The universe is billions of years old & the size is damn near infinite. These beings visit people and put fear in their heart because the beings are low vibration. So a schizophrenic has to meditate & pray to god & Heaven & Michael & Christ. Amen. Medication helps too. And sobriety.
@@etultra3531 Hey there buddy... Easy with those "theories" of yours.😲 I'm genuinely sorry if you have a mental illness and have trouble maintaining a grasp on reality, but what you're saying is absolutely untrue and nobody else needs to read and potentially believe it. I'm from the US and I have family who started believing weird things right around 2017 (wonder what happened then? lol). Anyway, they were brainwashed by QAnon conspiracies, if you're familiar with that drivel. But your comment reminded me of that. It kind of gave off "far right" evangelical vibes.
I act more schizophrenic when I am on psychedelics but in general I share many things in common with schizophrenics. I could have it. I am staying away from psycodelics now. I sometimes trip balls when I ain’t on them
i'm not a psychiatrist and i can know even less without personally discussing your experiences with you, but there's also hppd, a disorder that makes you relive moments or experiences from hallucinogenic drugs like lsd. maybe you could look into that if it makes sense or talk to an expert.
the kind of weed we have, is bred to almost aggravate the same things that a schizophrenic would not want. very very high thc, with hella low cbd. and cbd def protects against the weed panic. there are kinds of vendors now that actually have the normal weed they grew back in the day
This is the reason why I stopped smoking weed was schizophrenia was seeing things that weren’t there hearing voices I still hear voices and still see things but not as often.
I do CBD Gummies for sleep and relaxation. As i get older alcohol makes my face and ears flush red. Not Pleasant. I took one hit off a joint 6 months ago and was in a panic attack with uncontrollable nausea for about 1 1/2 hours, it was horrible. More that 1 cup of Coffee also causes me anxiety. I guess im a light weight. But i am also 65 years old, that might have something to do with it. I try to meditate and have learned so much from Buddhism. The Four Noble Truths. Life is Suffering The Cause of Suffering is Craving The End of Suffering comes with an end to Craving There is a path which leads one away from craving and suffering. The 8 Fold Path Right View, Right Aspiration, Right Speech, Right Action, Right Livelihood, Right Effort, Right Mindfulness, Right Concentration. Best of Luck and Much Love to all who suffer, we are all in this together.
I think what it mostly comes down to is that there are so many different strains and for people with mental health problems they might just want to take something to relax but then their bud could be really strong sativa or the wrong mixture of cannabanoids then your solution becomes the problem. I've had psychosis triggered from smoking but its rare whilst I've gone into psychosis plenty time with no influence so it's a catch 22 situation. I think schizophrenia doesn't actually exist we're just all caught up in outdated and constantly changing terms from institutions that are actually no closer to explaining this stuff than they were 100 years ago. Sometimes you have to fall into the language game. But yeah I also know in general some people go crazy from smoking anything even if they don't have any diagnoses. Some people go off the deep end when they drink, or can't handle any psychedelics, everyone has their own line of tolerance in experiences, I think that when people buy weed the experience they want or expect isn't always what they're going to get because there is just so much variation. It should be legalised world wide.
Im schizoaffective. Its not full blown schizophrenia as far as I understand it. But i hear the random voices and have had delusions under great stress. But for the most part I'm pretty normal. But everytime Ive ever smoked weed I would have severe hallucinations. I dont have visual hallucinations. But on weed Everything i looked at was sparkling like diamonds. My friends face shimmered like some Twilight vampire. But that was not the worst of it. The auditory hallucinations were terrifying. I heard this damn club song by Pitbull ironically called "Krazy" start playing. But my friends were watching adult swim cartoons and not listening to music. It sounded like it was coming out of speakers near me. And it just kept getting louder and louder. And like you said I was so afraid that I would get stuck like that forever. And I only had a single hit from a pipe with a pea sized amount of weed. My friends laughed and called me a light weight. But I wasnt laughing. This other time years later I smoked and again only had a little bit of weed that wouldn't do much to a regular smoker, I heard the voice of a little girl singing a lullaby in my ear. I was convinced an angel was hugging me and singing me to sleep. That time was definitely not disturbing like the other times but it was still very intense. So I dont smoke weed just because its not worth the anxiety and hallucinations. I envy people that smoke weed and its actually enjoyable. But its not for me. Really nice to have stumbled across your channel. I will subscribe and check out your videos. Take care pal.
Ive hallucinated a bunch too. Makes me wonder if i have a stroke of Schizo in myself. I almost totally stopped smoking because of paranoia but miss the occasional anxiety free body high. Be safe man!
I've just found your channel liked and subscribed, I've got schizoaffective disorder and I've used weed part recreational part as a coping mechanism. It used to help more than it is lately, I also recently got the chance to micro dosing mushrooms and its changed my life.. just curious if you've ever tried that too?
My experiences with it involve hallucinations too plus it amps up my voices and paranoid thoughts. I don't know why I spent so many years wasting my life with weed, now I realize it's not for me.
i find vaping lavender has been a good way go relax at night. its like smoking weed but healthier and without the intense psychological and central nervous system stimulation
@@FastestRasar thats the thing about marijuana and its cannabinoids since it effects everyone differently there is a risk of bad trips depending on the person as well as the strain then most importantly the environment your in mentally and physically if im in a paranoid mood i dont use cannabis since i know it would be an awful experience the best times i use it is when im with friends and around people who give a good mood because when im high i can be easily influenced by the people around me so if im around positivity then ill be good but not saying to go out and do what i do just saying its a very complicated plant and id recommend if you do wish to use it to use it in small amounts first also try and smell the weed you have to get use to it since that would help determine the kind of effects you would get (via terpenes) but if the strain is to strong just start off on small dosages the thing i love about marijuana is its not for everyone just know your limits if you dont like it at all thats fine but if its only strain specific then try out other strains but just remember that your going to be ok and any experience you may have is only temporary just treat the plant with respect bc if you dont it wont respect you
I couldn't imagine smoking weed with schizophrenia. When I smoke weed I have paranoia, and WILD thoughts that make no sense, but they also make perfect sense at the time. My mind will make these weird connections, sort of in like a paranoid sense. I wish I didn't like weed so much, but it really is hurting my mental health it isnt worth it for my anymore
I totally feel you bro, it's the reason why I quit smoking weed 3 months ago... It's inevitable and will only cause you to slow down in life and make you an anxious/paranoid person over time. THC enhance 5ht2a via the D2 receptors, which is why it feels psychedelic(THC can also mimic certain serotonin syndrome symptoms in mega doses). But compared to tryptamines(shrooms, DMT n shit), it's a way more dopamine induced psychosis like instead of straight up fear of aliens taking u or some crazy shit like that. A lot of people don't react like this but some people almost get a stimulant induced psychosis like thought patterns from weed. I believe Schizophrenia is linked to both these receptors, maybe enhanced/dysregulated serotonin and dopamine levels. ADHD has some traits not different from Schizophrenia, disorganized thoughts, memory and attention problems(dopamine regulation issues) Anyways, smoking weed and taking psychedelics is kind of like taking a look into same headspace as Schizophrenics or going for a swim in the same waters if that makes any sense. Sounds scarier than it is. Usually only bad trips resembles certain aspects of Schizophrenia. Weed is very different from person to person though, but it is usually the emotion enhancement aspects, such as normal anxiety or stress can turn into paranoia and in worse case scenario, psychosis. One thing I can say is that schizophrenic people are strong. I cannot imagine living on the verge of insanity.
I used to always get paranoia, but I kept trying, and found ways to avoid it in reasonable doses. Normally making my space feel safe and finding distractions. Everyone is different though. The wild thoughts and connections make sense but you say it's hurting your mental health. Is it that it bleeds over into your sober life, or is it that the experience of the paranoia even afterwards impacts you? Normally for me even when I have a bad trip afterwards I'm fine so I'm sorry it's not the same for you
@@rosezy755 I experience paranoia afterwards, it also makes me forget things. I'll be driving my car, someone will be behind me and I'll think "They're following me!" or "Thats a cop!" thankfully the thoughts are so outrageous its easy to dismiss them. Its a bit scary though
You just have to understand that these feelings,voices and paranoia come from tripping... (wrong expectations,you where not ready ) You are right. You should not smoke. A sober head is the best head. But next time when you smoke, take it as a serious drug. That stuff is great.Tastes great .Smells even better... But it is not nicotine.
I smoked weed for ten years. It used to always make me higher than everyone else. Which I thought was odd. I could take two puffs and be higher than the person next to me who just smoked a whole blunt. I’ve always had anxiety and depression. Weed without a doubt exacerbates these issues and can potentially bring out even worse. I would get very paranoid at times too. One time I was so afraid I thought there was a monster outside my house. If you have serious mental health issues then don’t smoke weed. Don’t do drugs or drink. It’s just going to make things worse.
damn sounds similar to me but i dont have scitzophrenia maybe i should quit everything even nicotine i feel good when i drink matcha in a protein shake with cacao powder and flax seeds, Thanks for sharing and being honest
ive smoked weed and lost sensation to my body, disconnected and its a distant feeling. Scary knowing not how to react to your body. Slowly getting feeling back
i am schizo and i smoke weed everyday and i dont have psychosis. if i take a few day break and smoke again, i get anxiety and my thoughts are racing and my heartbeat as well. then its all normal and its like smoking a cigarette. i dont get high because i smoke everyday so it just satifies my addiction i guess. is my case unique? my psychiatrist told me theres lots of types of schizophrenia types and its not all black and white and can be different..
i haven’t been diagnosed with schizophrenia but i think i have that along with some other things are some of the symptoms having unintention convos with urself in your head and feeling like something is watching u a lot of the time?
I started smoking when I was 12 a little after my first time I believe I had my first psychotic episode it felt like a endless loop for a while I had no idea that my family had such a risk and especially on the men’s side. Being unaware of this i kept smoking as I thought that it was just normal the way I would feel when I smoked in 17 now and watching this i haven’t resonated with something more in my entire life. Unfortunately with all the smoking I did which has been pretty much off and on for the last 4 or 5 years I never really pieced it together but what you said about your senses being enhanced I related to the most.in fact right now i just smoked about 40 minutes ago and I’m seeing a bunch of lights random shadows ringing in my ears my sense of touch is turned way the fuck up I never knew how to describe how I feel and some of the feelings I get I went to a psych ward not to long ago and I now realize I should have told the doctors a little more. But at the same time I don’t even know how to describe it to them,there are countless other weird things like when sometimes I get too high i pace around randomly and it feels like I’m just watching myself do it it’s weird. I probably sound a little crazy but thank you because I finally kind of have a answer of how I have been feeling these years. I feel really stupid for starting to smoke has definitely seemed to really mess with my reality most of the time I smoke but I have been smoking for so long and it’s like something that still kinda makes me feel better but I am dependent on weed to be honest I have been on probation 3 times since the age of 12 and every time I barely ever stayed clean even the thought of juvenile couldn’t deter me from smoking . My mom told me a while ago that on her side of the family had a high chance of developing schizophrenia I really should have listened a little more
What really kind of interests me is how many times I have actually been in cannabis induced psychosis but it is countless. Like you said though nobody’s perfect we all make mistakes which we grow from. I will also have really erratic and unpredictable behavior, random muscle spasms and just the overall feeling of impending doom . But in a weird way I kind of fell in love with it , I still have enjoyable times on weed sometimes out way the bad times foe me I just really got to be careful that I don’t end up getting stuck.
Hey , I don’t think I have any psychosis disorder but major depression and anxiety. I started smoking to try and reduce my anxiety from school and other things I would always avoid things like speaking and people and I would get sick from social situations. When I started smoking weed I immediately loved the feeling it was like most of that stress moved to something else. But it was causing me issues with my family and I never stopped I didn’t care I just wanted to stop worrying about everything that I can’t control. I used to smoke an ounce in a week I have tapered down to an ounce every 6 weeks. But the stress relieving qualities and other benefits is fake and an illusion especially if you smoke more than a few times per week. Anyways what I am trying to say is it is totally possible to stop smoking weed. I have never smoked blunts but if you do quit that first and then try to quit the weed, trust me all of my friends are blunt smokers they can smoke 20 a day. I hope the best for you
And I believe no matter what you are going through do not give up you will thank yourself later, you just have to keep rolling with whatever this crazy world throws at you. Nobody is 100 percent sane I know that. And you don’t sound crazy, I have done the same thing where I just pace around lol. Like anything weed is a drug that fucks with your mind a little bit. Have a good day
Hey Gabriel! Just wondering if you've ever given meditation a shot? I've looked at a couple studies where meditation and mindfulness has helped decrease symptoms from a 0-8 week period then form a 0-8 month period where symptoms drastically decrease. Anyway, hope you continue to push through it all, more peace and blessings!
i got psychoses the first time smoking, was stuck for a week, now im a heavy smoker and have never gotten it again, dont think i have schizophrenia lol
@@oofig Its on and off for me, my mind has to meditatively fight. Much like with shrooms, but any other substance, its your mindset before using that typically dicates how it will affect you. But with weed you can come out of it.
I'm schizoaffective I'm all good smoking weed my medication works on me I have a injection every 3 months and I smoke weed everyday for 3 weeks out of a month it helps me chill out I'm normal smoking weed doesn't bother me
But you're also on medication that's stabilizing you. You could very well still be someone who goes off their meds and can still smoke weed tolerate it well... but I'm saying maybe the meds have something to do with it not bothering you?
the problem with CBD Weed is that there is often way more THC in it than is stated on the package, so if you try it again, you might take it as oil for example instead
I used to smoke weed and never had problems. After about 2 years of smoking daily I am now a Schitzophrenic. I recommend anyone who has mental disorders to not try and self medicate. Although we think we know what we need for our minds to function properly, we are usually wrong. If you think you have a mental disorder the best medication is going to a professional and being fully 100% honest with them about your thoughts. Thought patterns. Diet. Social life. Tell them everything, don’t hold back. They might put you on a drug and if they do, take it the way it’s supposed to be taken. If you feel like it isn’t working then tell the professional how you feel and they will work with you. Now days, you will not get “the good stuff” when you go to a doctor. Those days are over with. Drug addiction has ruined your chance of getting Xanax or Valium, etc.. But, if you really suffer, there are good drugs out there that will ease your pain. I know some people will disagree but asking a higher power (your God) for help is a huge way to eliminate some problems depending on your situation.
If youre in danger of scizho - i would avoid ALL weed products, including CBD. Ive bought CBD cigarettes on Amazon, and I felt that slight paranoia , that FEAR, that is associate with bad weed trip.
Weed is bad if you have a schizophrenia.. i became paranoid and it ruined my daily life for months after one time of smoking. Cannabis causing psychosis for sure, Im telling this from a bad experience, Im diagnosed too.
hey man look into nicotine helping schizophrenia, try vaping or a cig i know its yucky but im sure being freaked out all the time is worse lol, and def stay away from weed if it makes you feel bad.
I will pray for You! 😢❤ psychadelics open doors to demons that steal joy and peace, they lead to destruction, but if You will call on Jesus, He has all the power to set You Free! From everything! He gives peace to his children! He is the provider, and the only way!
Christ died for our sins, was buried, and rose again the third day. I'm trusting in nothing but the blood of Jesus to pay for my sins to keep me out of hell. Just like accepting a plea bargain in court.
I'm a sinner who deserves to go to hell and the only thing stopping me is the sinless blood of the Lamb Christ Jesus. I'm trusting in nothing but the blood of Jesus to pay for my sins to keep me out of hell.
Don't ever apologize, because most of us here are dealing with the same stuff. Feel better Warrior ✌️💙
Do you have Schizophrenia by any chance? genuine question just wondering, hope it isn't being too intrusive, I'm curious on how it works like do you actually see shit or like..?
do some research, its pretty interesting. Your perception of reality is just different with it.
Same when i smoke weed I get scared and I feel like im dieing and when I'm high i hear voices and feel like someone is coming after me
I've had nightmare disorder... plenty of experience with fear, damn near to the point of shock. There is hope.
What is that if you don't mind me asking? Like bad dreams all the time or nite terrors? I don't dream to often, but when I do it's always end of the world shi-t. Like kaiju sized monsters running around or aliens. Recently I had a bad nuclear bomb dream that was Fd. My dad was with us(my girl and i) and he died. My cats were all Fd up too and for some reason we were in a skyscraper type building. It wasn't chill at all...
My Dreams usually involve odd looking people that try to harm me or others.. they look living, but like tainted and evil; children look older than they should look and some will have blind white eyes or black eyes.
I had this one vampiric looking demon that had this luminescent creature give off this energy as the vampiric creature bathed in it some how. My neck was locked to the ground at the time.
I used to feel utterly shock, frightened and helpless in all my dreams. Unable to do sh*t but watch helplessly.
Though lately I've grown bolder in my dreams and get more pissed off and take control.
I still get these nightmares, but I'm not as passive or afraid as I used to be. Though I still don't feel good when they happened. Its like the ugly feeling of anger and anxiety @@kiezersosay49
I made a video telling my story, but I suppose I could release one talking about the dreams.@@kiezersosay49
The world needs to hear everyones perspectives and personal stories! Thanks for sharing ❤
Wishing the best for you brother. Thank you for sharing your experiences, God bless!
You are so sweet. I find myself inspired by you and I feel more sane.
MY full respect to you man, most people are not brutally honest like yourself. Don't apologize, we all slip up on things we'd rather not do. Hope you feel better!
Hi Gabe, I love these totally honest videos. We all wish we could have something at the end of the day to let go of stress and relax. I have never been able to do this as you know. Can't have a sip of wine without a headache coming and you know how I am with weed. Just cant tolerate it. Even when we get older, we still wish there was something to reach for at times to relax. But, Ive had to come to the conclusion that life just isnt meant to be that way for some of us. Maybe it's meant to be that we deal with the negative or uncomfortable feelings in life so that we can fully recognize the good ones better. No one will fault you however, for trying to find a way to ease your mind. Especially with having schizophrenia. That's a lot to carry every day. All you can do is your best to stay healthy, and keep trying to protect yourself from getting worse ❤
I love you man you honestly inspire me to speak up about schizophrenia and my daily feelings which i have struggled with for years
Take vitamin B6 from beef liver and healthy fats, it cures schizophrenia. And avoid EMFs from cellphones and Wifi
Thank You for the advice.. I was considering it, but this was helpful.
I worked with a guy who’s schizophrenia was triggered by cannabis. Smoked once and went straight into psychosis in his early 20’s. Had never had it happened before then.
Laced
Same had a bro was normal asl till he went to his dad's in BC for the summer came back totally schizophrenia ever since then !!! Sad that it just happens to some
@@beanzx2 Either laced or its a underlying condition triggered by cannabis.
What's BC
@@Devo_the_dude British Columbia
Just subscribed Brother, glad to be here!!!
Don’t be sorry for your absence, you do you, you don’t owe us shit. You have your needs
Great video!😁
I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia since my teenage, I spent my whole life fighting Schizophrenia Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. This is something that really need to be use globally to help people with related health challenges.
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.
Can you help me with the reliable source A. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with depression, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Australia. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
Yes very sure of Dr.benfungi
I had the same experience with anxiety and depression
Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the
morning after. So no hangovers. No
depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now
have a more calm mind
I have Schizophrenia and smoke Bubba Kush and Sour Diesel cross GMO and I have never been so good and happy with my health issues
I am medically diagnosed as Bipolar with mania and episodes of psychosis and combat ptsd. When I was younger a bad LSD trip where I was stuck in a timeloop in a different dimension between life and death sent me off the rails of sanity for years made even a drag of a joint give me feelings of panic and weirdness. But after some profound life experiences in the military and life in general I've become kind of accustomed to anything I would have once considered profound and now actively enjoy those altered states of being, theyre a welcome break from the mundane and general misery of life. I think once you reach that confident less introverted stage of life where you don't care about the police, or what people think, you kind of like to explore different modes of perception and states of being. I suppose its different for everyone but in general the more mature and robust your personality becomes with age and life experiences the less things bother you. Im more concerned these days about the effect the cost of living is having on people and the powers that be fuxxing us over than weird states of consciousness. Weed and psychedelics now actually help me with mania and psychosis and lets me directly disect my thought patterns internally like an on tap therapist from another galaxy. Ive not needed bipolar meds for years and Im now medically prescribed weed as it keeps me stable. Don't get me wrong a few haze type strains give me the typical weed related anxiety symptoms ie racing heart and am I breathing type of stuff but its short lived so I dont go down any rabit holes because I know its just the occasional side effect of overdoing it on the hazes as humans we get those feelings anyway. I was terrified of flying in planes at one time and petrified the first time I jumped from one but grew to love it and now I miss that free falling sensation and I love flying. What im saying is you get used to stuff and even start enjoying stuff that once terrified you even if its a change in your perception of reality its just temporary sensations whether physical or mental nothing more.
I knew two people with schizophrenia. One was in high school and I sadly never saw him again (he went to some kind of institution). The other (in a disability support art class) was less severe, albeit she was up and down (extremely happy or anxious). Cars and people would pass by and she'd start thinking there was a man with a hat after her. I am very happy you aren't as worse of as others, albeit I'm sure it's not easy. I hope it gets better for you. A little advice - constant routine, diet and good sleep may help. It's not easy but I think it will get better overtime. I hope all the best for you!
Yooo that hat man is no joke. The shadow people are from another realm. The universe is billions of years old & the size is damn near infinite. These beings visit people and put fear in their heart because the beings are low vibration. So a schizophrenic has to meditate & pray to god & Heaven & Michael & Christ. Amen. Medication helps too. And sobriety.
@@etultra3531 Hey there buddy... Easy with those "theories" of yours.😲 I'm genuinely sorry if you have a mental illness and have trouble maintaining a grasp on reality, but what you're saying is absolutely untrue and nobody else needs to read and potentially believe it.
I'm from the US and I have family who started believing weird things right around 2017 (wonder what happened then? lol). Anyway, they were brainwashed by QAnon conspiracies, if you're familiar with that drivel. But your comment reminded me of that. It kind of gave off "far right" evangelical vibes.
I act more schizophrenic when I am on psychedelics but in general I share many things in common with schizophrenics. I could have it. I am staying away from psycodelics now. I sometimes trip balls when I ain’t on them
i'm not a psychiatrist and i can know even less without personally discussing your experiences with you, but there's also hppd, a disorder that makes you relive moments or experiences from hallucinogenic drugs like lsd. maybe you could look into that if it makes sense or talk to an expert.
the kind of weed we have, is bred to almost aggravate the same things that a schizophrenic would not want. very very high thc, with hella low cbd. and cbd def protects against the weed panic. there are kinds of vendors now that actually have the normal weed they grew back in the day
This is the reason why I stopped smoking weed was schizophrenia was seeing things that weren’t there hearing voices I still hear voices and still see things but not as often.
I do CBD Gummies for sleep and relaxation. As i get older alcohol makes my face and ears flush red. Not Pleasant. I took one hit off a joint 6 months ago and was in a panic attack with uncontrollable nausea for about 1 1/2 hours, it was horrible. More that 1 cup of Coffee also causes me anxiety. I guess im a light weight. But i am also 65 years old, that might have something to do with it. I try to meditate and have learned so much from Buddhism. The Four Noble Truths. Life is Suffering The Cause of Suffering is Craving The End of Suffering comes with an end to Craving There is a path which leads one away from craving and suffering. The 8 Fold Path Right View, Right Aspiration, Right Speech, Right Action, Right Livelihood, Right Effort, Right Mindfulness, Right Concentration. Best of Luck and Much Love to all who suffer, we are all in this together.
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I think what it mostly comes down to is that there are so many different strains and for people with mental health problems they might just want to take something to relax but then their bud could be really strong sativa or the wrong mixture of cannabanoids then your solution becomes the problem. I've had psychosis triggered from smoking but its rare whilst I've gone into psychosis plenty time with no influence so it's a catch 22 situation. I think schizophrenia doesn't actually exist we're just all caught up in outdated and constantly changing terms from institutions that are actually no closer to explaining this stuff than they were 100 years ago. Sometimes you have to fall into the language game. But yeah I also know in general some people go crazy from smoking anything even if they don't have any diagnoses. Some people go off the deep end when they drink, or can't handle any psychedelics, everyone has their own line of tolerance in experiences, I think that when people buy weed the experience they want or expect isn't always what they're going to get because there is just so much variation. It should be legalised world wide.
Im schizoaffective. Its not full blown schizophrenia as far as I understand it. But i hear the random voices and have had delusions under great stress. But for the most part I'm pretty normal. But everytime Ive ever smoked weed I would have severe hallucinations. I dont have visual hallucinations. But on weed Everything i looked at was sparkling like diamonds. My friends face shimmered like some Twilight vampire. But that was not the worst of it. The auditory hallucinations were terrifying. I heard this damn club song by Pitbull ironically called "Krazy" start playing. But my friends were watching adult swim cartoons and not listening to music. It sounded like it was coming out of speakers near me. And it just kept getting louder and louder. And like you said I was so afraid that I would get stuck like that forever. And I only had a single hit from a pipe with a pea sized amount of weed. My friends laughed and called me a light weight. But I wasnt laughing. This other time years later I smoked and again only had a little bit of weed that wouldn't do much to a regular smoker, I heard the voice of a little girl singing a lullaby in my ear. I was convinced an angel was hugging me and singing me to sleep. That time was definitely not disturbing like the other times but it was still very intense. So I dont smoke weed just because its not worth the anxiety and hallucinations. I envy people that smoke weed and its actually enjoyable. But its not for me. Really nice to have stumbled across your channel. I will subscribe and check out your videos. Take care pal.
Ive hallucinated a bunch too. Makes me wonder if i have a stroke of Schizo in myself. I almost totally stopped smoking because of paranoia but miss the occasional anxiety free body high. Be safe man!
Dont over smoke if you want to try again
I find myself chasing that anxiety
@@djhey123 why man its one of the worst feelings ever when ur high
I've just found your channel liked and subscribed, I've got schizoaffective disorder and I've used weed part recreational part as a coping mechanism. It used to help more than it is lately, I also recently got the chance to micro dosing mushrooms and its changed my life.. just curious if you've ever tried that too?
Always helped my symptoms. Occasional freakout, but less than without. A lot less emotional numbness as well.
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My experiences with it involve hallucinations too plus it amps up my voices and paranoid thoughts. I don't know why I spent so many years wasting my life with weed, now I realize it's not for me.
I don’t think you should be smoking anything that enhances your illness love stay safe big davw
Get some lavender or eucalyptus oil to calm yourself
i find vaping lavender has been a good way go relax at night. its like smoking weed but healthier and without the intense psychological and central nervous system stimulation
i hate the impending doom and despair
Very honest apology. Have you tried cbd . Its much nicer and doesn't cause a trip . Just calming
i have the same illness as you and i find it helps me a lot.
I got schizophrenia to. I hear voices only in my left ear. Talks all day and night.
ur a cool dude i like u, the bad times always pass
I have schizophrenia I hit the gym to boost my confidence
I get really paranoid when I smoke weed to the point that I have experience psychosis
CBD friend, try some cbd-v if you can there's no buzz, just calming and it delivers the same relief
For me CBD sent me into psychosis both times I tried to go that route
@@FastestRasar thats the thing about marijuana and its cannabinoids since it effects everyone differently there is a risk of bad trips depending on the person as well as the strain then most importantly the environment your in mentally and physically if im in a paranoid mood i dont use cannabis since i know it would be an awful experience the best times i use it is when im with friends and around people who give a good mood because when im high i can be easily influenced by the people around me so if im around positivity then ill be good but not saying to go out and do what i do just saying its a very complicated plant and id recommend if you do wish to use it to use it in small amounts first also try and smell the weed you have to get use to it since that would help determine the kind of effects you would get (via terpenes) but if the strain is to strong just start off on small dosages the thing i love about marijuana is its not for everyone just know your limits if you dont like it at all thats fine but if its only strain specific then try out other strains but just remember that your going to be ok and any experience you may have is only temporary just treat the plant with respect bc if you dont it wont respect you
I couldn't imagine smoking weed with schizophrenia. When I smoke weed I have paranoia, and WILD thoughts that make no sense, but they also make perfect sense at the time.
My mind will make these weird connections, sort of in like a paranoid sense. I wish I didn't like weed so much, but it really is hurting my mental health it isnt worth it for my anymore
i have this exact same thing.. is there anyway i could dm you and we could share experiences?
I totally feel you bro, it's the reason why I quit smoking weed 3 months ago... It's inevitable and will only cause you to slow down in life and make you an anxious/paranoid person over time.
THC enhance 5ht2a via the D2 receptors, which is why it feels psychedelic(THC can also mimic certain serotonin syndrome symptoms in mega doses). But compared to tryptamines(shrooms, DMT n shit), it's a way more dopamine induced psychosis like instead of straight up fear of aliens taking u or some crazy shit like that. A lot of people don't react like this but some people almost get a stimulant induced psychosis like thought patterns from weed. I believe Schizophrenia is linked to both these receptors, maybe enhanced/dysregulated serotonin and dopamine levels. ADHD has some traits not different from Schizophrenia, disorganized thoughts, memory and attention problems(dopamine regulation issues)
Anyways, smoking weed and taking psychedelics is kind of like taking a look into same headspace as Schizophrenics or going for a swim in the same waters if that makes any sense. Sounds scarier than it is. Usually only bad trips resembles certain aspects of Schizophrenia. Weed is very different from person to person though, but it is usually the emotion enhancement aspects, such as normal anxiety or stress can turn into paranoia and in worse case scenario, psychosis.
One thing I can say is that schizophrenic people are strong. I cannot imagine living on the verge of insanity.
I used to always get paranoia, but I kept trying, and found ways to avoid it in reasonable doses. Normally making my space feel safe and finding distractions. Everyone is different though. The wild thoughts and connections make sense but you say it's hurting your mental health. Is it that it bleeds over into your sober life, or is it that the experience of the paranoia even afterwards impacts you? Normally for me even when I have a bad trip afterwards I'm fine so I'm sorry it's not the same for you
@@rosezy755 I experience paranoia afterwards, it also makes me forget things. I'll be driving my car, someone will be behind me and I'll think "They're following me!" or "Thats a cop!" thankfully the thoughts are so outrageous its easy to dismiss them. Its a bit scary though
You just have to understand that these feelings,voices and paranoia come from tripping... (wrong expectations,you where not ready )
You are right. You should not smoke.
A sober head is the best head.
But next time when you smoke, take it as a serious drug. That stuff is great.Tastes great .Smells even better...
But it is not nicotine.
I schizophrenia and weed kills the evil thoughts that originate in my evil soul.
You're not evil for having schizophrenia, and your soul is not the thing that's afflicted with it. Be kinder to yourself, don't cut yourself down
beautiful .
I smoked weed for ten years. It used to always make me higher than everyone else. Which I thought was odd. I could take two puffs and be higher than the person next to me who just smoked a whole blunt. I’ve always had anxiety and depression. Weed without a doubt exacerbates these issues and can potentially bring out even worse. I would get very paranoid at times too. One time I was so afraid I thought there was a monster outside my house. If you have serious mental health issues then don’t smoke weed. Don’t do drugs or drink. It’s just going to make things worse.
damn sounds similar to me but i dont have scitzophrenia maybe i should quit everything even nicotine i feel good when i drink matcha in a protein shake with cacao powder and flax seeds, Thanks for sharing and being honest
ive smoked weed and lost sensation to my body, disconnected and its a distant feeling. Scary knowing not how to react to your body. Slowly getting feeling back
Does your fam have metal health issues?
@@Mitchy.Smokes alot from both sides
Cbd from tweedle farm use remedy or the cannatonic ones
i am schizo and i smoke weed everyday and i dont have psychosis. if i take a few day break and smoke again, i get anxiety and my thoughts are racing and my heartbeat as well. then its all normal and its like smoking a cigarette. i dont get high because i smoke everyday so it just satifies my addiction i guess. is my case unique? my psychiatrist told me theres lots of types of schizophrenia types and its not all black and white and can be different..
Have you ever done any other psychedelics prior or after diagnosis?
i haven’t been diagnosed with schizophrenia but i think i have that along with some other things are some of the symptoms having unintention convos with urself in your head and feeling like something is watching u a lot of the time?
I used to go completely psychotic when smoking. Haven't touched it in over 25 years.
I started smoking when I was 12 a little after my first time I believe I had my first psychotic episode it felt like a endless loop for a while I had no idea that my family had such a risk and especially on the men’s side. Being unaware of this i kept smoking as I thought that it was just normal the way I would feel when I smoked in 17 now and watching this i haven’t resonated with something more in my entire life. Unfortunately with all the smoking I did which has been pretty much off and on for the last 4 or 5 years I never really pieced it together but what you said about your senses being enhanced I related to the most.in fact right now i just smoked about 40 minutes ago and I’m seeing a bunch of lights random shadows ringing in my ears my sense of touch is turned way the fuck up I never knew how to describe how I feel and some of the feelings I get I went to a psych ward not to long ago and I now realize I should have told the doctors a little more. But at the same time I don’t even know how to describe it to them,there are countless other weird things like when sometimes I get too high i pace around randomly and it feels like I’m just watching myself do it it’s weird. I probably sound a little crazy but thank you because I finally kind of have a answer of how I have been feeling these years. I feel really stupid for starting to smoke has definitely seemed to really mess with my reality most of the time I smoke but I have been smoking for so long and it’s like something that still kinda makes me feel better but I am dependent on weed to be honest I have been on probation 3 times since the age of 12 and every time I barely ever stayed clean even the thought of juvenile couldn’t deter me from smoking . My mom told me a while ago that on her side of the family had a high chance of developing schizophrenia I really should have listened a little more
What really kind of interests me is how many times I have actually been in cannabis induced psychosis but it is countless. Like you said though nobody’s perfect we all make mistakes which we grow from. I will also have really erratic and unpredictable behavior, random muscle spasms and just the overall feeling of impending doom . But in a weird way I kind of fell in love with it , I still have enjoyable times on weed sometimes out way the bad times foe me I just really got to be careful that I don’t end up getting stuck.
@@evanrader1323Hope things get better for you
Hey , I don’t think I have any psychosis disorder but major depression and anxiety. I started smoking to try and reduce my anxiety from school and other things I would always avoid things like speaking and people and I would get sick from social situations. When I started smoking weed I immediately loved the feeling it was like most of that stress moved to something else. But it was causing me issues with my family and I never stopped I didn’t care I just wanted to stop worrying about everything that I can’t control. I used to smoke an ounce in a week I have tapered down to an ounce every 6 weeks. But the stress relieving qualities and other benefits is fake and an illusion especially if you smoke more than a few times per week. Anyways what I am trying to say is it is totally possible to stop smoking weed. I have never smoked blunts but if you do quit that first and then try to quit the weed, trust me all of my friends are blunt smokers they can smoke 20 a day. I hope the best for you
And I believe no matter what you are going through do not give up you will thank yourself later, you just have to keep rolling with whatever this crazy world throws at you. Nobody is 100 percent sane I know that. And you don’t sound crazy, I have done the same thing where I just pace around lol. Like anything weed is a drug that fucks with your mind a little bit. Have a good day
Feel like someone touching my hair when I’m asleep even though no one is really touching my hair
Hey Gabriel! Just wondering if you've ever given meditation a shot? I've looked at a couple studies where meditation and mindfulness has helped decrease symptoms from a 0-8 week period then form a 0-8 month period where symptoms drastically decrease. Anyway, hope you continue to push through it all, more peace and blessings!
Thank you all for your support! More videos coming soon
i got psychoses the first time smoking, was stuck for a week, now im a heavy smoker and have never gotten it again, dont think i have schizophrenia lol
Read/ listen to the carlos casteneda books.
As a bus driver,
This is an interesting topic.
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What effects does tobacco and nicotine have?
Have you tried a keto/carnivore diet?
Stay stronger - keep the workouts in the day to help sleep at night
Ever seen an object levitate? I have PTSD and feel great when I smoke more than 90% of the time. The challenge weed can cause is worth the meditation.
weed doesn't even help my PTSD. Sometimes it even causes flashbacks and rumination to happen more
@@oofig Its on and off for me, my mind has to meditatively fight. Much like with shrooms, but any other substance, its your mindset before using that typically dicates how it will affect you. But with weed you can come out of it.
@@1truthbegettingtold275 that doesn't make much sense for me. it's supposed to help anxiety, but you can't smoke it when you're anxious?
@@oofig It depends on what you do or who you are with. You are still going to have emotions.
@@1truthbegettingtold275 alone, smoking indica at night at home.
weed is too strong nowadays so many people get paranoid and anxious from it now
I'm not even schizophrenic and weed makes me paranoid, I hate it, sometimes I smoke it out of boredom and instantly regret it.
same i get very paranoid at everything or its just my life
its usually because something is bothering you@@Z.man6ixx
maybe ''too weak'' mindset and too strong weed?
@@user-ob9zo9cr4c "too weak" lmao imagine putting other people down for something that is out of their control
@@Gelato41_you already know. When I'm going through problems and something is really bothering me, herb intensifies it.
No way.... DarkViperAU?? O.O
had you smoked so frequently that the hallucinations started? or was it just randomly one day
I'm schizoaffective I'm all good smoking weed my medication works on me I have a injection every 3 months and I smoke weed everyday for 3 weeks out of a month it helps me chill out I'm normal smoking weed doesn't bother me
But you're also on medication that's stabilizing you. You could very well still be someone who goes off their meds and can still smoke weed tolerate it well... but I'm saying maybe the meds have something to do with it not bothering you?
@@CaptainMorgan_CommanderPottsThat's what I would think. The medicine stabilizes him and he's able to smoke like a regular person.
You smoke indica or sativa?
I feel really losed
the problem with CBD Weed is that there is often way more THC in it than is stated on the package, so if you try it again, you might take it as oil for example instead
have you tried cbd?
Dont smoke schizophrenia kids
Cannabis is a hallucinogenic. So take that with a grain of salt.
I used to smoke weed and never had problems. After about 2 years of smoking daily I am now a Schitzophrenic. I recommend anyone who has mental disorders to not try and self medicate. Although we think we know what we need for our minds to function properly, we are usually wrong. If you think you have a mental disorder the best medication is going to a professional and being fully 100% honest with them about your thoughts. Thought patterns. Diet. Social life. Tell them everything, don’t hold back. They might put you on a drug and if they do, take it the way it’s supposed to be taken. If you feel like it isn’t working then tell the professional how you feel and they will work with you. Now days, you will not get “the good stuff” when you go to a doctor. Those days are over with. Drug addiction has ruined your chance of getting Xanax or Valium, etc.. But, if you really suffer, there are good drugs out there that will ease your pain. I know some people will disagree but asking a higher power (your God) for help is a huge way to eliminate some problems depending on your situation.
What about shrooms?
Who in his/her/their mind would mix weed with schizophrenic..... that's insane
If youre in danger of scizho - i would avoid ALL weed products, including CBD. Ive bought CBD cigarettes on Amazon, and I felt that slight paranoia , that FEAR, that is associate with bad weed trip.
Dont worry, been in the same boat.
Weed is bad if you have a schizophrenia.. i became paranoid and it ruined my daily life for months after one time of smoking.
Cannabis causing psychosis for sure, Im telling this from a bad experience, Im diagnosed too.
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i shouted NO out loud at 2:38 i never connected the dots FUCK
Jesus gave me peace that no psychadelic could.. i am very thankful to God for his son. Call on Jesus and he will help You too! Amen!❤
hey man look into nicotine helping schizophrenia, try vaping or a cig i know its yucky but im sure being freaked out all the time is worse lol, and def stay away from weed if it makes you feel bad.
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I do not have schizophrenia.enough
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I’d rather do any other drug than weed bad things happen it’s like a bad mushroom trip every time I smoke
I just take the meds. And smoke, still works.
Just read the title and thought: "They´re adding schizophrenia to weed??"
So lame, I know.
I´ll see myself out.
I will pray for You! 😢❤ psychadelics open doors to demons that steal joy and peace, they lead to destruction, but if You will call on Jesus, He has all the power to set You Free! From everything! He gives peace to his children! He is the provider, and the only way!
I don’t even have schizophrenia and it has always made me hallucinate. My consciousness would automatically make sounds and I’d feel stuff on my body
that called being high as fc
I smoke weed for my schizophrenia. You need to smoke half a gram or more a day so you don't get too high.
You're not a doctor! He will react differently than you.
Christ died for our sins, was buried, and rose again the third day. I'm trusting in nothing but the blood of Jesus to pay for my sins to keep me out of hell. Just like accepting a plea bargain in court.
Did somebody just lace your stuff or something because I have never hallucinated ever What is this fool talking about?
As far as the CBD stuff goes, some of that still has THCA in it you have to do your homework before you smoke it then. if what you say is true.
you have to look at Turpines. that’s going to determine on what happens to you.
I'm a sinner who deserves to go to hell and the only thing stopping me is the sinless blood of the Lamb Christ Jesus. I'm trusting in nothing but the blood of Jesus to pay for my sins to keep me out of hell.
Preying on people with serious mental health conditions? Very on brand.
Guy has enough harmful/nonsensical thoughts in his head without that bs.
what are you yapping about
I have schizophrenia
I just got my card
I don’t -have the symptoms you have
My mental state is peace
I talk to god
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