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I get so sick withdrawing from clozapine

I don't have schizophrenia, and I have all this negative stuff happen to me it's simular to what people say acid.

It comes with the territory with weed, I use cannabis as medicine for chronic pancreatitis, cannabis is known as an extremely weak psychedelic, which can bring back memories very vividly. Don’t worry about it from a morality standpoint, it’s not a sin to smoke some weed, but it’s not for everyone, it’s only for those who purchase and consume the product

Thank you for your honesty Warrior. God bless you & may God deliver you from your sorrows. Cannabis does increase psychosis. I see it in my daughter. 🙏🏻💕❤️

That's very interesting, I always look up when I hear a plane and for a few years I spent most of my free time on flight simulators. I used to play on Flightgear, it's a free and open source project. I've also watched many Air Accident Investigation documentaries, and there have been some rare crashes that are not fully explained but one suggested explanation for them was a mentally ill pilot doing a murder/ su*c*de. So yes, they probably screen very carefully for mental health.

Hey Gabriel, good to see you. Years ago I used weed and hash a lot. It was enjoyable at first but in the end I got fearful and paranoid whenever I smoked. The last time I took it was when I was homeless, it is was a very unpleasant experience and very intense. It seemed to me that I could hear the voices of my ancestors going back thousands of generations all yelling at me "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!!!!" Haven't taken any since.

my bf of 2 years and has schizophrenia, all of a sudden decide he can't have a sexual relationship anymore due to the idea that he has found religion.........he posted a pic of himself walking with Jesus and quoting the bible i think he is having a mental break down??!!

What can i do to help someone who has psychosis, im so lost on what to do

Keep going Gabriel! 👏🏼 For the longest time I have battled with this condition and found it hard to talk about it due to fear of being stigmatized. Finding your channel is doing me good. To learn that im not the only one going through this and that with the right medication i can live through life normally. It amazes me how similar the signs and symptoms are. What people do to calm down cause what you've mentioned is exactly what i do! There's this other video where you talk about psychosis and religion. I wish there was a way we could get a doctor's take. Because it has really affected my faith. Im afraid of devoting too much and ending up hallucinating.

Hey Gabriel, sounds like you're doing a lot of good things to keep your mind healthy. I steer clear of conspiracy stuff nowadays, I went down the rabbit hole with 9/11 and JFK. You can get into a very dark and discouraged state of mind. I've had the television thing, I had episodes where I thought the people on TV were passing coded messages to each other about me, only Live TV though. My main issue is thought broadcasting, thinking people can read my thoughts. It's not mere suspicion though, I have had many many occasions where I heard people in public places commenting on my thoughts. I'm diagnosed with Delusional Disorder, rather than schizophrenia.

Great video. I have had really bad social anxiety and can relate to some of what you said like feeling very exposed, avoiding eye contact and feeling like people are watching me. I'm curious what your dreams are like positive/negative/vivid before or during your psychosis and now. Good work

Clozapine is a great med. My daughter is on clozapine. She has been on it for about 4 years. She has never had to go back to the hospital since. I pray for you. God bless you. You really are a warrior. 💪🙏🏻🙌❤️

I've just found your channel liked and subscribed, I've got schizoaffective disorder and I've used weed part recreational part as a coping mechanism. It used to help more than it is lately, I also recently got the chance to micro dosing mushrooms and its changed my life.. just curious if you've ever tried that too?

Thanks for sharing. My sister has come off Clozapine cold turkey and is going through severe itching and having thoughts and seeing faces and cannot sleep and is having loads of nightmares. Can I ask, how long did your withdrawal symptoms last - or did you end up going back on Clozapine because the withdrawal never ended ??

Feel like someone touching my hair when I’m asleep even though no one is really touching my hair

Hey Gabriel! Just wondering if you've ever given meditation a shot? I've looked at a couple studies where meditation and mindfulness has helped decrease symptoms from a 0-8 week period then form a 0-8 month period where symptoms drastically decrease. Anyway, hope you continue to push through it all, more peace and blessings!

I don’t think you should be smoking anything that enhances your illness love stay safe big davw

One can't be anyone but who God made us to be. All we can do is be the best version of it and learn what were supposed to for the short time we're here. Sending prayers, love and good health your way. Terence mckenna has a video on funny thoughts with psychs so know others have definitely experienced it before. When I had those thoughts, would listen to meditation music and quiet my mind or pray and focus my entire being on God.

I feel really losed

Hopefully you see that the lies are not here to help, but rather distract you from Truth. True wisdom will be rewarding because all who see it can't deny it. A relationship is always helpful because it takes two to care about each other and make it work.

Hello Gabriel, Question With all the dose of medicine your on, did the symptom of auditory hallucinations been eliminated or near a 100% removed the level of doses of clozapine oral pills? Thank you for the insightful video,

I get really paranoid when I smoke weed to the point that I have experience psychosis

Who in his/her/their mind would mix weed with schizophrenic..... that's insane

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Hey, whats up Gabriel, my name is also Gabriel. Im schizoaffective bipolar type. There are times when i feel like im GOD and like....invincible...like nothing bad can happen to me. I think...i think that could be called a delusion right??...anyways just found your channel and thought id share this. Be well dude ✌️ and thank you for sharing your journey with us.

How many mg CBD do you take every day? Thanks.

They said that yahusha walked on water , but we must remember he spoke in parables, walking on water is truly walking above the thoughts that can drown you. Causing anxiety, psychosis, etc. all is mind and the mind is the battleground for spiritual warfare.

You might be michrochiped. Have you heard of John Leary who claims to her Jesus speak to him. He claims to be receiving messages from Jesus. They are posted on the internet. This might help you a lot. All these drugs damage the brain. They can be used for manipulation.

Kind of interesting how we all have such different experiences and perspectives on spirituality, very confusing though. I was into spirituality for many years but i finally saw it didn't better my life but made it worse because i was trying everything to escape reality because i was depressed and didn't want to accept the physical world i live in. Antidepressants helped me a lot since i started taking them, also practicing daily gratitude. ♥️

Shizophrenia is caused by Demons. Theres a Book Called Pigs in the Parlour By Frank Hammond which talks more about it. I also have some Healing resources on my channel the Drum Deliverance Worship videos will bring Healing and Deliverance. And also the Video Titled Supernatural Healing from Trauma / Narcissistic abuse. Jesus Breaks ALL Chains and Sets the Captives Free! Watch My Testimony - Dangers of Astral Projection. May God Bless You 🙏

I hear God since before I heard him I prayed I can hear his voice for a year and didn’t know hearing his voice would mean they would put me on drugs or meds. However I saw that coming in a vision where they were women dressed in black a satanic people who were after my life or persecute me, and later four years later the program was made up of women who call me mentally ill for having a gift to hear God. Sad thing to say but the system or government isn’t anything like it says it is about. My voice and God’s voice are different I can tell the difference. Well hope that helps the spiritual people who are misdiagnosed for their faith.

Hi Gabriel! I’m autistic too, diagnosed when I was 12 (now I’m 29) and although I don’t have schizophrenia, I have experienced psychosis before. Mainly religious delusions (they became severe), but also delusional parasitosis where I thought bugs were crawling all over me and I freaked out. Might have been caused by my Vyvanse prescription, I don’t know (I don’t take that med anymore thankfully). For 3 years, I was experiencing delusions on and off, and it all had to do with “my faith” as a Christian. I cannot be a Christian or go to church anymore as it triggers the delusions too much. It’s sad and I wish I could handle it, but I don’t think I can. It’s too dangerous for me. Ever since I quit going to church and having Bible studies and stuff, my mental health has been great and I’m FINALLY in college now getting good grades! All that to say, I really relate to you. Keep doing your best! I’m so glad I found this channel.

ur a cool dude i like u, the bad times always pass

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What if you are an angel? What if those of us that have these experiences are actually experiencing a divine experience?

i got psychoses the first time smoking, was stuck for a week, now im a heavy smoker and have never gotten it again, dont think i have schizophrenia lol

Gabriel, Thank you for courage and testimony. My 24 year old son just experienced his 2nd psychotic episode and Man, I know those thoughts are totally real in your head. Keep making progress and sharing your journey. You have made me feel better as a caregiver.

Blessings King And Thank You For Sharing!!!

I made a video for you!

I'm glad it helped you.

You are right on point especially those voices. Keep yourself grounded, walk in nature with someone you can trust and also pray for protection. Also try “dream therapy”. God bless you for sharing. It’s very educational for those who are on the outside.

I will pray for You! 😢❤ psychadelics open doors to demons that steal joy and peace, they lead to destruction, but if You will call on Jesus, He has all the power to set You Free! From everything! He gives peace to his children! He is the provider, and the only way!

Jesus gave me peace that no psychadelic could.. i am very thankful to God for his son. Call on Jesus and he will help You too! Amen!❤

Thanks for the update Gabriel. I didn't feel anything, but I know some did. Take care till next vid.💙✌️

thank you so much for sharing your videos, gabriel. glad you're taking care of yourself and it was really kind of you to make this video to reassure folks. i also found the eclipse comforting. i watched the 2 hour event with glasses on and it was really grounding seeing the sun and moon line up. i also have autism (and adhd) and am spiritual. i love buddhism as i find it very gentle, compassionate and grounded. you are a real warrior man and aa real warrior fights with love, not fists. thanks again.

Good to hear you're taking care of yourself. Christians of the "born again" types talk about gifts of the Holy Spirit. One of these gifts, they say, is the power of "discernment". This means being able to tell good spirits from evil spirits. It's an interesting topic for me, I came to believe in the existence of malevolent supernatural beings before I came to believe in God. Some people will probably think that seeing this world as a battle ground for spiritual warfare is a backward and medieval view of the world, but I fear it may be the correct one.

You asked your mom "What if this world is fake ? What if I am just imagining it ?" So you are basically asking the question if this world is just a simulation, like the matrix. First, noone would be able to tell you if you live in a matrix, if the other person is also inside. It would require the other person (e.g. your Mom) to experience the world outside of the matrix to give you a definite answer. But my personal opinion would be this. If you would life in a fake reality, like a simulation, someone would have needed to create this simulation that you are in. And if this entity , lets say an alien, has any kind of advanced technology, that would allow him to run such a simulation, then I would ask, if his technology is material. Is the machine made of atoms ? Even if we don´t know the technology, it would be material in any form. So then, there is still the question, where does the matter come from , that allows those aliens to build the machine to run the simulation that we are in. And then you end up with the same question that also non-spiritual people need to answer. Is all matter created by a big bang (an explosion of nothing) or by an almighty creator, who was not created himself by anyone ?

glad your ok

You are very Strong. I just didn’t understand why we are still experiencing psychosis even though we are still taking medication.