Schizophrenia Hallucinations I See
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- Schizophrenia hallucinations I see
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as a developmental psychologist--your content is always so informational & interesting to me; not only this, but I have so much genuine respect for your transparency regarding what you deal with daily. personally, I also deal with a severe mental illness in which affects me significantly--thank you so much for shedding light on what you realistically go through, it seriously helps others to not feel alone!
We are your best asset.
does having a severe mental illness yourself make your job more difficult than it would be for someone who's mentally healthy? you don't have to answer but I'm curious 👍
@@arsena5209 Oh, absolutely! Although I am well versed in my area of study--I still struggle dealing with Complex PTSD; however, as I've grown into the woman I am--it took some time for me to realize that my severe mental illness (although debilitating at times) can be a form of "motivation," or a driver of my passion, in regards to helping other individuals.
@@arsena5209 To be completely transparent--there have been several times in which I've felt a wave of "imposter syndrome" in regards to my ability to help OTHERS when I still struggle myself. There are days where I simply will fake it until I make it in order to work to my best ability and offer the best quality of mental health work that I possibly can for my clients!
@@lilywhite2539Seems like PTSD has become rampant in the US. I was diagnosed with it 20+ years ago after watching most of my immediate family murdered in a mob war and I was the victim of Munchausen by proxy as well as sexually assaulted by at least one brother, mother and one sister. Being the cute, smart and loving child isn't always a good thing. What caused yours? Mine was called APTSD or accumulative post traumatic stress disorder. I don't think that's how it is referenced the same in the DSM-V.
I am the only child of a (single) birthmother with Schizophrenia (and other things). I know everyone's Schizophrenia is different, but your videos are helping me heal. It was rough growing up, because she didn't have (or want) a diagnosis, and no one believed me that there was something wrong in our home. I should say, it's a good thing for me to hear your videos. It helps me understand what happened when I was little, and that understanding helps me feel better. So, thank you.
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“When one door closes, another window starts talking to you and makes you a sandwich”.
I have learned to get along with my voices, they are my friends. I know I sound crazy
I don't think you sound
crazy. Whatever works for you. It's good that you know they aren't real. That makes you sound sane even under constant interference with your life. The brain is a mysterious thing.
I don't think you sound crazy. Sounds like you're finding your own way to cope with your circumstances.
This is interesting. I have heard that in Africa schizophrenic voices tend to be friendly and helpful.
I keep posting this over and over but I find it fascinating why some voices are so awful.
How did you make friends with them?
I don't think that sounds crazy, i talk to myself like a plus 1. I guess we both seem crazy then 😂
You are not crazy, in some cultures schizophrenia voices are friendlier so why not make friends with them?
That reminds me so much of how I’ll have one “obsession” that my OCD focuses on, like harm OCD, and then boom, new obsession. It’ll switch to existential OCD, or scrupulosity OCD, or whatever the flavor of the moment again. And old ones will cycle back again. And whichever obsession I’m currently disabled with, that’s the worst ever. Until the next one comes. It’s just a goddamn mental circle jerk.
Is there a preferred way you want people around you to react or interact with you when your having hallucinations? Should they pretend that it’s not happening or should they try to snap you out of it?
Man is spirit first, spiritual warfare is very real, seek God, he's the redeemer and healer of all things, weather we believe or not
Oh, boy.
Now we're back to thinking mental illnesses are demons.
You’re absolutely right!
Facts life is spiritual, no way are they seeing things that aren’t real they just a select few that are able to see things we don’t. Imagine we could see the angels & demons just doing what they do we would freak out. Wouldn’t mean it’s not happening it’s just terrifying that we see it. Spiritual warfare in a nutshell.
I been hearing voices sense I was 23 I 46 now. Sometimes I fall into long depression it tells me crazy stuff like I died and this is some kind of purgatory and everything is a lie.
Thats not normal dude.
I know some pretty intelligent that have discussed this idea. They have no way of proving to themselves if it’s true or not, so it leads to objective philosophical discussion. I wonder what the difference is in our brain that causes the voice to merely suggest and ponder the idea vs trying to convince you that it’s true
That's what it is @@damuffinman6895
Perhaps you have spiritual gifts because you are perceive beyond the veil.
@@onewingangel1117 I've read all kinds of religious and philosophical info like Allen wats and Hinduism and of course the Bible and gnostic it has positive and negative effects as far as my perception in one way it's healthy if I just use it and see God as the great actor and in all things and in others it's unique healthy it says I worship an image that you can buy or sell in and the image speaks. rev 13 plus the opening of rev says you think your alive but you are dead rev 3. The Bible is probably one of the books I have to set boundaries on cuz of my condition.
You are amazing thank you for explaining, my nephew suffers from the same 😞😞
demons are real 🦎! REPENT ⏳️ let GD SAVE YOUR SOUL AND HEAL YOU!
You are sounding like the Inquisition. Repent you for your lack of charity and discernment
Shut up
"It's neverending fun - for them, not really for me" 🤣 I'm sorry this had me rolling, I'm a former heroin addict in long term recovery and I used to feel like my addiction was this "friend" I could not get rid of that kept constantly popping back into my life uninvited and idk, I really felt this comment in my soul lol.
The overlap between schizophrenia and OCD is astounding to be honest. 😢
🙏❤️ God is With You! Blessings.
Your information helps me parent better. Thank you. As time goes by it's not as heart wrenching, but it's still so difficult to accept this happening to my child. Thank you for being you, so honest and true.
They're not friends, they are demonic Spirits tormenting you
They are!
That's right! All she need is Jesus .
I am just happy for you and proud you recognize what's going on, while my neighbor has schizophrenia which we believe might be drug induced, and no matter how much we record her and show her she wont believe whats going on. She moved in about 8 months ago now and in the first months we where super compassionate and worried for her now its gotton to the point where we are so annoyed with her, still worried and feel empathetic but also its frustrating and past annoying. We had to have trespassed from our property and constantly have to call the law for one reason or another on her and mainly for her own safty considering on multiple occasions we had to call because she was runnibg around naked while trying to hitch a ride throughout the neighborhood with her hallucinations. Sadly her home recently burned down, did i mention she also attacks these hallucinations physically a large percentage of the time, runs around screaming at them, dragging furniture items out of her house insisting there are people in them and once even brandished a knife and brutally stabbed and slashed two armchairs then threatened my car. She has also beat on my car and when confronted said that my car was not a car but was a female foing to attack us so she had to save us. 😮💨 it has been a roller-coaster with her and now she is living in her shed and in her car that she drove drunk and wrecked. I have exhausted all but one option to get her help, the last option is something called a ex parta its like a baker act. She thinks we are out to get her and harassing her. 😢 sometimes it honestly feels like it's the other way around especially when it's 2 and 3 in the morning and she's out there screaming at the top of her lungs.
That sounds like a nightmare. It's unsafe. What a dystopian nightmare that a person in distress is allowed to just deteriorate before police and people's very eyes. Did any of the intervening policemen tell you why hasn't been committed if she's clearly a danger to herself and others? What needs to happen for that poor lady (and poor neighbours..) to get help? I'm sorry, it must be nerve wrecking for you. It may be the kindest to everyone to push for her to be committed, however law works where you live.
I really appreciate your videos thank you so much.❤
do you have like one character that always stays in your head like become your friend since you talk to them so often? i wonder if my mom has this
Damn, must be exhausting
It’s going to be ok you got this. It happens some times especially if my paranoia is kicking in.
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How can we be sure you’re not being haunted by ghosts that have attached to you because you are sensitive to them?
Can you do a post with the amazing artwork you produce when your voices appear and annoy you, please?
It's great how you publish them
Sounds like revolving door clown car.... atleast that's why I call my anxiety demon who posts me down
Have you looked into psychic abilities.
Sounds very similar to my Tourette syndrome. Interesting because they have similar underlying pathologies!
I wish this channel was around when my mom was alive. She had schizophrenia and died before the days of TH-cam etc. But I would have loved to have watched your channel with her and get her feed back on how hers affects her.
I appreciate you , let them know it's okay take the medicine, and it's there, and you're okay♡
Alright!
My mom’s voices tell her bad things all the time and she always negative.
They broke out in full I had them everywhere it was so scary cause I thought they wanted me dead
I just lost a loved one I know he was unhappy for many years. Idk what all he experienced but now he's at peace🙁
That sounds like demons.
Spirits and the like may or may not be originally based on schizophrenia. Ive heard a hypothesis saying that shamans of old might have been schizophrenic
Is there a differences between schizophrenia episodes and maladaptive daydreaming disorder?
Honestly, notice how she’s referring to them as them literally these are spirits attacking this woman’s mind. She has opened herself up to something clearly those paintings in the back represent a lot of chaos going through her mind I remember I had a friend who used to have a lot of these type of pictures and arts.
Hi! I just found your channel! I recently learned about Schizophrenia in a class and I'm interested in learning more about it. I had a question so I hope it's okay to ask here: but do your hallucinations ever appear in dreams? Or is it just when your conscious?
More love to uuuu bestie its great to see someone so brave to share about their schizophrenic experience openly
Yup one is like ima head out but heres a driend of mine to keep tou company
I luv this so much
I don’t feel so alone anymore with these same issues I have..thank you for this
Sounds like ESP too. Call a shaman and see if that helps ❤
I want to make a short film through a schizophrenic person's pov to make people understand how they exactly feel like. Is there any short film, full length movie or youtube video already existing related to this where the whole movie is through a schizophrenic person's pov? I wanna see. I've already seen a Short film Kriti (2016) available on youtube.
I have a loved one with Schizophrenia. Its been a suggested that the hallucinations are spirits. Is that something brought up to you at all?
I think I might have this ive watched some of your videos and have been thinking about what I have for a while. I went to the doctors and the GP was nice but the specialist didn’t believe me you could tell strait away and she touched a nerve asking about something in my personal life and it made me cry then basically said the stress from that was causing it when the personal thing started when I was fifteen so how could I have it as a kid. I’ve had what I think are episodes since I was like 7 or 8 the first time I remember having one I threw up from the stress. What I hear is a older woman (like head teacher vibes ) just saying my name over and over starting from a whisper going all the way to screaming and I feel like time slows down a bit but speeds up when i move or try to grab something like I pick something up normal speed and it feels like I snatch it. Another one I have is when I go for a wee at night I hear lots of people behind the door I know there not really there but I can hear them in my head and it’s coming from behind the door and there shouting things at me because I imagine that I’ve unrolled the toilet paper around my hand and I keep unrolling it until it’s nearly as big as the room and there shouting at me “your so stupid “ and “you’ll never roll that back up “ and “you’ll never get out of there “ “you’ll die before you roll that up and get out of there “ over and over again and I haven’t even touched the toilet roll yet. I get this a couple times a year sometimes I just get the speed thing. I might not have what you have it just sounds a lot like it and my mums watched more of your videos and said it sounds like how my episodes are. Sorry for this being so long. X
Jw have you looked into the research of Tanya Luhrman?
There always complicated too like a blue color named 7.
You are so much fun to listen too. You have a great personality.
RESPECT. 💪🏻❣️
I know I shouldn't be envious...but at least you've got company. I don't have hallucinations, or people or anything. Just me. Talking to me. Answering me. Yeh I guess I'm going to end up there huh.
What do you think about the gang stalking ppl?
Are you also an artist? I see the paintings on the back wall…❤
Thanks for sharing .. can I ask do you get side effects from any of the medication? If so what are they .. thanks for bringing awareness to mental illness .. 😁
I've never been scared of bugs
But bugs
Bugs under my skin
(Tiny black thread like bugs)
Music or voices faintly in the background
Faces in everything
People standing just in my peripheral vision
I love your open feelings.
I know someone, my best friend, the love of my life, recently diagnosed with this. He has autism and Antisocial Personality Disorder as well as ADHD, he is a 38 year old man. He was always able to manage it, until he developed a full blown meth addiction (last 3 years) and has kicked another mental illness into overdrive, like schizophrenic symptoms but would be coming down off meth, it made him crazy. He always complained about the voices entering his head and mind speak and even went as far as death satellites following everyone. As of this week, he's been sent to a 24 hour mental hospital and will never be able to leave. Its tragic and I'm sorry you suffer like this. I'm sure yours isn't from drug use but still.
Hi wow this is very interesting what meds are u on
You’re awesome for putting yourself out there so others do t feel alone and for taking the shame away.
I love working in psych in Occupational Therapy for the last 25 years.
I’ve met so many super intelligent people who became mentally ill in their early to mid twenties and d have had some great successes mixed in with some really devastating times. I really appreciate your sense of humor about it too.
You really are special to many. Many people. You take something and have the ability to make something great out of something most wouldn’t understand.
That demonstrates great inner strength.
I discovered for me eating healthy. No meat(once per week),more rest, once awhile fasting, filtering drinking water with reverse osmosis, less sugar intake all of these help to have a calm mind. I think some people are genetically intolerant to heavy metals or some toxins. Once they are exposed to them causes brain to malfunction.
Thanks you so much to share your daily struggles, you are very strong and everyone who’s dealing with it really are.
My mom heard always the same voice since 2009
Like the radio turning on when you just want peace…
Sh@tty illness
Love your videos, I understand much more my mom listening to them . ❤
Thank you SO MUCH for sharing your journey, Michelle❤ you have brought so much light to schizophrenia and you are educating the masses!!! I'm a social worker and you have taught me more than almost a decade of college and 20 more years as a mental health professional. Thank you, thank you, thank you for being the change we need to see in the world. Sending you hugs and so much love. ❤
Are these only voices or actual physical beings your seeing?
Salut je suis en France , je ne comprends pas l'anglais donc je lis les commentaires et je suis contente que quelqu'un autre qu'un médecin parle de la schizophrénie cette maladie étrange qui fascine et qui fait peur , dans les crises je me reconnais je ne souviens pas toujours , mais après viens la fatigue et malgré le traitement et mon âge , je vis toujours avec mes hallucinations visuelles , auditives , je sais que je ne guerirais pas et j'espère qu'un jour pour les jeunes , il y aura quelques chose de plus efficace avec moins d'effets secondaires , quand a vous je vous trouve tellement courageuse de parler de cette maladie ..... 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
Sometimes I wonder if this is actually not a state of disease but rather a situation where u are stuck in 2 dimensions at once, like overlapping timelines. And maybe bipolar disorder is a sensitive that is able to pick up others emotional state in an amplified experience. Mirror neurons are a real thing.
Should talk to people someone you feel comfortable and trust.. voice out everything to them..your feeling fears and wants..or needs. Then you will feel better after that..
What do they look like? And is there any tell tail signs after a while that they are a hallucinations? Thank you for your videos they are very informative and I love that you answer questions. I am genuinely interested and think it's so great you are bringing awareness here.
Does talking about it help too?
You always make me understand my son even more. Is there a good job for someone with this? My son took medicine, but decided he didn’t want it anymore. He smokes pot, I truly don’t know if that helps or makes him worse.
He only need Jesus. You guys should find a Christian church and the holy spirit will guide you what's next ...
It look like an episode of OCD. It is not alluvination but are thoughts 😢
Do they ever introduce themselves by names? Do they look different from eachother? Do they look 100% human? Are they friendly ? Do they say hi how are you? Schizophrenia is endlessly fascinating to me.
Wow that would be so difficult to have to deal with all the time you are so strong thank you for sharing i just subscribed to your channel I want to learn more about you ❤
I'm just glad to see someone else understand🖤🥺🤘
Do you ever think that maybe you’re just a medium for the ones on the “other side”
How do you know it isn't disassociative identity disorder ?
Those are demons you need to pray and fast more often GOD is the answer in Jesus mighty name
I don’t get to talk to other people who were diagnosed with what we have. This is the closest I get to hearing someone else who understands.
*Im so sorry to everyone that struggles w/ these disorders. It breaks my heart for you. I hope y'all dont mind if I ask a couple of questions: 1) Do you guys get any warning or do they just jump in & start w/ you?, 2) Do they bother you in dreams too? Tysm for sharing w/ us. 💌💕🙏✌️
You have beautiful hair
I imagine real people i know and i talk to them all the time. Except they are not there. Is that bad?
My mother’s voices tell her not to talk and so people often think she is non verbal. I tell her she is the boss of them and she can tell them she will talk if she wants. I am trying to give her comfort, but am I wrong to tell her this?
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Omg im am introvert, when i want people to go away, I want them to go away! 😅
I can't imagine having schizophrenia and all those people in my head, and after I see one to the door another one knocks on it and enters!😮😫
I have a ❓ .
Do you have the same ones all the time or do they always present themselves as someone brand new?
Is there one that has come consistently on a daily or weekly basis for your entire life? Do you like that one or do you dislike that one so is there a positive or a negative influence?
Me being a shcitzo does not bother me too much ,like she said one leaves another comes
That is being caused by spiritual implants 😢
Does being this dumb physically hurt?
Do u believe that they are entities? Or angels? Or demons?
Have you ever thought about getting an Exorcism? Not trying to be a sh*t?
You speak to spirits
Is it like D.I.D?
🙏🏾 🙏🏾 🙏🏾 😢
At what age did your schizophrenia start?
And the medicine
Do you still have them when on medication?
Yes. Meds help 95%
This is good internet.
I have a very important question at least to me it was kind of a long question and every time I've asked it to my therapist or anybody else I really don't get an answer I get beating around the bush I really wish I could message you or talk to you no one around me has the same issues at least that I know of besides a couple and they're completely off the bandwagon it's not something that I can really go up and talk to him about because two schizophrenic in a room can sometimes and not very good😢
Damn theyre coming again and again and again? Must be very satisfied
And one question I have that's a little bit shorter I've seen some of your videos on how you know that if there is a difference between seeing the dead or delusions and stuff like that my question to that is if your spirituality and stuff like that that you find for yourself that you do believe in that kind of thing and you don't want to necessarily completely shut that part down but at the same time you know for a fact in this reality and in this life it very much is or could be a delusion scientifically anyways how do you balance spirituality with reality I feel like I'm doing a really good job in my life but still some days I just feel like why is it so hard for people to understand that maybe it is especially when things are so uncanny and how do I know these things about the certain people that I've never met or know that they're even passed on when I was younger I was able to talk about a lot of things that happened and then my mom looked into it and then she got scared and put me in a mental hospital because I was talking about things that actually did happen but she didn't know how to deal with itand I know that ended up being really long also so my bad
I pray the mighty Lords voice, greater than them all seeps through & strengthen your eyes & ears to truth and light. You are amazing!!! I love you!!! I hear the voices too. They were bad but then it turned good. & even when it’s bad, it’s good that I recognize truth.
I think I'm your English counterpart!! X❤
I think I'm your English counterpart...! Happy vibes from Terri, Carlisle, Britain X❤
How clear are the voices you hear?
In the expansive reaches of my psyche, people perceive a desolate marketplace, a void where they congregate. Dissatisfaction breeds discord, similar to craving sustenance in barren emporiums. The brew of discontent only worsens, affecting the essence of my existence. Yet, upon replenishment, they offer kindness, anticipating greater abundance. Although, is it really different than other people and the way they exchange through life?
Are they ppl you see and talk to
It never fucking ends
thank you for the insights you share.. ❤
. i think you are beautifuL
You are so welcome
So my question is why take medication?If it doesn't help or does it help a little bit and drowns out somewhat of the hallucinations?But not fully seems like even though you are taking medication.You are still encountering a lot of hallucinations.
Probably TI. But whatever. Continue to fight! The meds seem to be a blessing for this medical condition.❤
Can you go to court and testify if needed with this ?