From an early age I've been alone, isolated and abandoned for being sub 5. My parents hated my dark skinned African features and my "almond" Chinese 👀 eyes. The kids picked on me and the teachers and bullies physically assaulted me..... everyone did. It was either gave up or survive alone.....I choosed the latter and at age 44 I'm at my healthiest mentally and physically ever in my existence. Am I Chad, Tyrone or do the world like and value me as a sub dark skin sub 5 ABSOLUTELY NOT! But with my limited looks social circle, opportunities and all I am doing my best so thats ok for me.....not perfect, not the happiest but ok and that's saying a LOT for the hell I've been through....... It's on site hatred for sub 5 men and I constantly experience this but I do the best with what I got to work with. I hope some day I will get an girlfriend or inner circle and I work daily for that but in 44 years and counting that's looking like it's unlikely and a tall task to accomplish........ But I will always grind and work and take care of myself mentally and physically and not let myself go to waste even if solo for life.😊
@kelcat34 Yeah ...... I had some very short term girlfriends like 5 or less but nothing long term. I'm not a virgin I had plenty of sex paid and unpaid but mostly paid. Being 5 foot 11 dark skin and having a distinctive look....see my picture I'm niche so a few women I can peak their interests but only for short term ......
From an early age I've been alone, isolated and abandoned for being sub 5. My parents hated my dark skinned African features and my "almond" Chinese 👀 eyes. The kids picked on me and the teachers and bullies physically assaulted me..... everyone did. It was either gave up or survive alone.....I choosed the latter and at age 44 I'm at my healthiest mentally and physically ever in my existence. Am I Chad, Tyrone or do the world like and value me as a sub dark skin sub 5 ABSOLUTELY NOT! But with my limited looks social circle, opportunities and all I am doing my best so thats ok for me.....not perfect, not the happiest but ok and that's saying a LOT for the hell I've been through.......
It's on site hatred for sub 5 men and I constantly experience this but I do the best with what I got to work with. I hope some day I will get an girlfriend or inner circle and I work daily for that but in 44 years and counting that's looking like it's unlikely and a tall task to accomplish........ But I will always grind and work and take care of myself mentally and physically and not let myself go to waste even if solo for life.😊
@@knowledgeseeker4116 dude you're 44 and never had a girlfriend?!?! Damn that's krazy!
@kelcat34 Yeah ...... I had some very short term girlfriends like 5 or less but nothing long term. I'm not a virgin I had plenty of sex paid and unpaid but mostly paid. Being 5 foot 11 dark skin and having a distinctive look....see my picture I'm niche so a few women I can peak their interests but only for short term ......
@kelcat34 I had a few girlfriends...... just nothing long term but yeah dating been a struggle for me sadly.