JackSepticEye talks about Depression

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 15 ม.ค. 2020
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ความคิดเห็น • 105

  • @harryreid6622
    @harryreid6622 4 ปีที่แล้ว +133

    That he thought that scares me to death

    • @ethanmyles1838
      @ethanmyles1838 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      and that he said first time i-

  • @Imabigfuckingmistake
    @Imabigfuckingmistake 4 ปีที่แล้ว +495

    What if he actually would’ve took his life? That thought makes me cry, I wouldn’t be here today, He’ve saved me multiple times and even tho everything around me is hard I always sit there and wait for his next video to come out, it’s something that takes those thoughts away for a while. I just wish he would know how much he helps people

    • @sovoius
      @sovoius 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      then you need to work on yourself, you cannot simply rely on someone else

    • @istankon-el2470
      @istankon-el2470 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Sovoius well some people can’t live for themselves, and you can’t really improve that, trust me I know

    • @Imabigfuckingmistake
      @Imabigfuckingmistake 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I Stan Sebastian Stan ❤️

    • @sovoius
      @sovoius 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I Stan Sebastian Stan everyone can improve

    • @istankon-el2470
      @istankon-el2470 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sovoius welp guess I’m not gonna improve lmaoo

  • @wadeh9123
    @wadeh9123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    I literally hugged my phone and said thank u thank u

  • @northarella
    @northarella 4 ปีที่แล้ว +416

    Good god. He and Mark were pretty much the two people that kept me alive in 2017. I almost took my own life and I had the thought of “if I do this, I won’t get to see tomorrow’s video,” and as stupid as that sounds, it made me re-think. I was still in a horrible place, mainly because of things around me impacting me, but it was still hard. I still have a lot of issues today. I now have people who I know I would hurt if I died. I live for them mostly but it’s enough to keep me alive. I’m so thankful for Mark and Seán, and I don’t know what I would have done if either of them weren’t around. If I ever got the chance to tell them this I think I’d explode from happiness lol. Thank you; both of you. ❤️

    • @ayochill5584
      @ayochill5584 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Its not stupid to say they saved your life. It's great that 2 amazing people saved you. I'm suicidel still and I wish I could be like you. To be happy seeing people. You matter. Thank you for being here ❤

    • @okay3435
      @okay3435 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      moss I feel that way about one of my fav youtubers Kubz scouts, I only looked forward to him playing danganronpa. Now the first game is over and he doesn’t know if he wants to play the next one, it sounds stupid, but it was the only thing I looked forward to.

    • @hries05
      @hries05 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hope you’re safe and doing well love ❤️❤️

    • @RocaTheFox
      @RocaTheFox 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am happy for you! I needed to go trough my suicide toughts and one suicide attempt alone.... I came to decicion trying to take my life but i just couldnt jump and i stated crying. It felt like no one cared about me. I really went trough that without anyone...

    • @hries05
      @hries05 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@RocaTheFox I hope you’re doing well now bub, people love you ❤️

  • @peterdaxon8558
    @peterdaxon8558 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    When he said “that’s when I actually thought about killing myself” I was already crying and I sobbed even harder. I want to die but this bastard is keeping me from doing it.

  • @speenerweener
    @speenerweener 4 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    He is one of the only people that have stopped me from commiting he Mark and Ethan are basically my saviors I can't imagen if he actually took his life 😔

    • @Fran-ls7lx
      @Fran-ls7lx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I hope you’re doing ok 🥺💕

    • @speenerweener
      @speenerweener 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@Fran-ls7lx I'm ok now but from time to time il think about it but thank you hope your OK too 💕💕

    • @Fran-ls7lx
      @Fran-ls7lx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Neve mulholland you’re very strong to admit your thoughts ❤️

    • @speenerweener
      @speenerweener 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Fran-ls7lx thank you I really appreciate it it makes me feel better ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @Dheord26
      @Dheord26 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm @@speenerweener

  • @anxiouspotato6910
    @anxiouspotato6910 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Sometimes him, mark, and Ethan are my support system in a weird way. I can't imagine if he'd gone through with it. He's so loved and cared for. Breaks my heart

  • @Cassiesibbitt
    @Cassiesibbitt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I don’t watch Jack that much, but if he did take his own life we would all be so lost. TH-cam wouldn’t be the same without Jacksepticeye. We love you jack! Glad you’re still here and got yourself out of that dark time! 💚

  • @spiritguard1
    @spiritguard1 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I know I'm 3 years late. But Jack has saved my life in multiple occasions. I know everyone says that but he truly truly has.
    I'm 17 years old, I got diagnosed with depression at the age of 11. I've gone through years of mental and physical abuse. My of my brothers took their lives, and my dad left me and my mum alone. I tried taking my own life at 14, 15, and tried again just a few months ago. I made a promise to myself to keep my head up, lice for my brothers, and just always watch jack.
    I'm currently surviving. I'm in my senior year of high-school, living in my truck, still cruising without friends and no more family. Bit I've been watching jack these past few years, and he's never failed to make me laugh. I owe my life to him, and I wouldn't change that for anything.
    Thank you jack.

  • @Warzulu77
    @Warzulu77 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I honestly can’t look at his late 2017 videos the same way again. I can’t stop thinking about the fact that behind that smile, he was actually broken inside the whole time.

  • @connor7177
    @connor7177 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Damn, a positive person like Seàn being depressed to the point of thinking about suicide? I know people have that mindset sometimes but for being depressed to the point of thinking about suicide is not like Seàn at all. I'm glad he snapped out of it cause he spreads positivity throughout the community and he provides us with AMAZING content and he has shown us that he's not a perfectionist at most of the games he plays, he just wants to have fun, that's all that matters and I agree with him.

  • @julia_biss
    @julia_biss 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    “that was the first time i ever truly thought about killing myself”
    this video makes me cry every time i watch it. i don’t watch his videos as often as i used to, but i IDOLIZED this man throughout 2017-2018. every time i came home from school, i’d immediately check my notifications to see if he uploaded a new video. i was only 10 or 11 years old but i wanted to be just like him. what if he did end his life? god, i would’ve been devastated. the world would be devastated without him. i’m so grateful that he snapped himself out of those thoughts.

  • @autumn5844
    @autumn5844 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    2017 was the worst year of my life so many people passed in that year.. my aunt, my grandpa, my cousin, 2 family friends, and lastly my dog... Mark was all I watched and im eternally grateful for him he made me laugh when I couldn't even smile❤️

    • @matiaslipovec
      @matiaslipovec ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Im truly sorry for all those losses

    • @gerardwayseyelash
      @gerardwayseyelash 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      2021 I lost family and since then life has gone downhill and it's not getting better.
      I also lost my aunt, great grandpa and aunt so I understand.

  • @Trento.
    @Trento. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    You know those people that seem cheerful all the time, doesn’t matter how happy they seem to appear; check on them, you don’t know if they’re going through a rough time. One of my friends who appeared to be happy all the time commuted suicide a couple months ago. Check on your friends, family, acquaintances, sometimes you’re unaware of what’s happening with them. This video here is a good example. I for one was a victim of this, it isn’t great, so please, check on them.

    • @xa-12musk8
      @xa-12musk8 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Trust me,don't blame yourself.

  • @is_that_multi
    @is_that_multi ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I hope all of you are doing much better now. Hopefully I’ll get there too one day. Let’s just keep fighting.

  • @skapie6895
    @skapie6895 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I can't believe he actually thought of doing 'it'. It makes me sad . I can't imagine life without him. If he died at that time in his life , we wouldn't have all the memories of him we have now. We love you, Jack. Never forget that....❤

  • @alexkimm3648
    @alexkimm3648 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I am glad that Sean is feeling a lot better now and snapped himself out of it because there are loads of people that like him and some of his videos have entertained me and given me motivation. I know how it feels too. I have recently developed anxiety/depression and feeling anxious and stressed all the time sucks.

  • @bees_are_pretty_cool2115
    @bees_are_pretty_cool2115 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Sean talking about how he had a thought about killing himself while me over here having them daily

    • @ylimethenarwhal3835
      @ylimethenarwhal3835 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Im here to talk if you ever need to, my instagram is ylimethenarwhal if you want to talk.

    • @bees_are_pretty_cool2115
      @bees_are_pretty_cool2115 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ylimethenarwhal3835 nah it's fine it's the usual and I have them all the time without my thoughts and shit i wouldn't be who i am

    • @ylimethenarwhal3835
      @ylimethenarwhal3835 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@bees_are_pretty_cool2115 Alright, I get that entirely but still make sure that your okay. You are important to life and deserve to be cared for and looked out for.

  • @azarrichmond8959
    @azarrichmond8959 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I've tried to commit before but it blew out of control when my bf called me holding a knife to his wrists and saying he loved me and he was sorry and I had to beg him not too. It worked thankfully and he's still here. Please tell someone.

    • @hries05
      @hries05 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so sorry you both had to go through that, I hope you’re both safe now.

  • @Rory_og
    @Rory_og 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    1:10 I’m right there right now sitting at a park alone watching this video and sobbing

    • @aiswaryanair2930
      @aiswaryanair2930 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey are u okay thou?

    • @Rory_og
      @Rory_og 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aiswaryanair2930 no

    • @aiswaryanair2930
      @aiswaryanair2930 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Rory_og what's up?

    • @Rory_og
      @Rory_og 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aiswaryanair2930 well to be honest it just got worse I missed the last 2 hours of the unus Annus live stream and I hate myself I lived for them and this is horrible

    • @aiswaryanair2930
      @aiswaryanair2930 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Rory_og oh I'm sorry to hear :(

  • @lazuliisanidiot
    @lazuliisanidiot 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    As someone who’s dealing with these thoughts a LITTLE bit, i- idk what to say.
    Jack is so fucking sweet. So damn sweet.
    I’m going through a “who am I? would anyone care if anything happened to me?” phase thing
    God fucking bless my family, pets, friends and comfort characters for keeping me here. If it weren’t for them, I.. don’t know where the hell I would be.
    Dead?
    In a dark area?
    Crying in my room?
    Where would I be without them?

  • @suntory_545
    @suntory_545 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    aaww man when he said he was going to kill himself i started crying so much

  • @lacenuken3998
    @lacenuken3998 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    He didn’t show us in videos that he was upset or anything he was always a happy person. Man he always make me happy . You gotta love jack. He hid all his pain away for our entertainment . Love you jack

  • @baconman2984
    @baconman2984 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You know what they say
    “When you hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up”

  • @aaa.-.6831
    @aaa.-.6831 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Oh god... watching December 2017 videos is just going to make me think of that line... I am so happy he made it through his dark times because holy shit he has saved so many lives including mine. I’m so glad he didn’t commit and I really hope he never does

  • @kai4435
    @kai4435 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    If he actually went through with it
    I genuinely dont know where i would be without him
    He's gotten me through so many tough times knowing that atleast he cared about me /srs

  • @justjude815
    @justjude815 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    We all love jack

  • @Catluver2004
    @Catluver2004 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Seán we would all miss you. I'm so glad that you didn't. We love you. As someone who understands there's is millions of people who would care and miss you. When you said "I actually thought about killing myself" broke my heart. We love you Jackaboy

  • @raynwhocares9921
    @raynwhocares9921 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I felt this I thought about it but I never have done it, honestly he's not the one keeping me alive, all I see him as is a friend, not a hero, but if I am down I can watch his videos and keep my mine off of it. My dad is an ass but what is that going to do... mentally drain me and, I don't know what to do... but I'll live my life to its fullest and stay here... if you think about killing your self, go seek help, they will help you, trust me...
    You are with it❤️❤️❤️

  • @LES419
    @LES419 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I wish he feels better, but not like killing him self, i wanna meet him in person and i wanna comfort and check on him and how he is doing.

  • @vermin592
    @vermin592 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Scary thing is that he was playing *Doki doki literture club* at that time. Anyone who ever heard of this game knows why it's scary

  • @anonymousefitz8736
    @anonymousefitz8736 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    It's normal to have an intrusive thought, it could happen randomly to any human but could happen constantly if there is something wrong with ur mental health, like ptsd or ocd

  • @vronle1027
    @vronle1027 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It’s sad how happy you can seem but are just so sad inside

  • @jakekleingartner1369
    @jakekleingartner1369 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Yeah I’m in the lowest in my life rn actually. My girlfriend left me, covid taking away my college life, my friends were fake and trying to make new ones, I won’t be with my family for a while, school is kicking my ass, My asthma started flaring up again, and I’ve never cried myself to sleep more and really started drinking more. Just the stress, anxiety and depression really kicked in altogether. That I’m really trying to find my self worth and who I am, that is my motivation to keep living, that 2020-2021 is possibly the worst year of my life. Idek what to do some days..

  • @azzydreamurr6954
    @azzydreamurr6954 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    At a point where everything goes wrong, losing everything and going through a living hell. Then thinking about passing on to the afterlife to maybe meet them being better than living. Death seems like salvation, that’s the line that went through my head at first but my instincts prevent me from being harmed so i was just hoping my heart was going to stop during the night as i slept or something. But i broke through one day through some serious reflecting and meditation after crying a lot and now i’m better than ever

  • @kyleadamson2084
    @kyleadamson2084 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I feel so bad for him at the moment 😔

  • @vibrant_vinyl1586
    @vibrant_vinyl1586 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    when he said that i relate to it so much. im only 13 and im barely by myself so i cant go to sleep forever. which is good. im sad thet sean thought about that but everyone thinks about at least once. right?

    • @meowmeowmeow.uwu.69
      @meowmeowmeow.uwu.69 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I don't think everyone genuinely considers it. Like he said in the video, everyone has morbid curiousity, but it isn't normal to genuinely consider dying. Anyways, I hope in the time since you've posted this comment you've gotten better. Are you doing okay now?

    • @callahferret
      @callahferret ปีที่แล้ว

      hope ur doing okay

  • @KCJuster
    @KCJuster 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I have WATCHED MULTIPLE of my FRIENDS trying to take their own life.. luckily none of them where successful

  • @wolfgirlplays375
    @wolfgirlplays375 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Omg I started crying when he said that he thought about taking his own life. That just tore me because I suffer from minor severe depression and I have had some months where it's almost daily if not weekly where I think that thought and he and Mark have helped me through so much and both have saved my life countless times that the thought of him thinking about taking his own life just 😢😞😭

  • @jasonwildman8533
    @jasonwildman8533 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Oh my God

  • @x_oce_stitchy495
    @x_oce_stitchy495 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Imagine being the people that disliked the video 😤

  • @fancyspaggy
    @fancyspaggy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    When I realized that I was depressed I was like "wow, is this why i self harm???? huh,,,, i didn't know normal ppl didn't think about death near constantly" lol

  • @sergiodiaz1365
    @sergiodiaz1365 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am nothing, I am worthless. I am but a speck of dust, and when I die, nobody will realize I am gone. For I am drowning, and yet I see everybody breathing fine, I see their happiness. For I am colorblind, yet everyone tells me how colorful the world is. The only relief I find anymore is in death itself. Come to me soon, oh you cold, cold, hands of death, for I welcome you into my heart, for you are my savior from the suffering of this life, and I am ready to come unto you.

  • @mery9127
    @mery9127 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    damn..

  • @yongedwin791
    @yongedwin791 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m sad ppl

  • @sirpiggsy
    @sirpiggsy ปีที่แล้ว

    only problem is people dont seem to understand what im going through specially with autism its like my ego telling me im a human piece of shit constantly weed and alcohol almost feels like the only option i dont drink as often as i used to anymore weed led me to anxiety which is annoying because it was the only thing that managed to mellow me out when i needed it no one in my friends group/family seem to understand the pain im going through i got lazy dont wanna clean my room almost dont want to do anything the money from my job is the only thing that keeps me going to buy new games and even that new games dont seem to keep me happy long enough anymore.

    • @8bitbit529
      @8bitbit529 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Are you doing better now?

  • @Maks-go5dl
    @Maks-go5dl 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Poor jack

  • @Cinnagoof
    @Cinnagoof ปีที่แล้ว

    I don’t know if I can live anymore but watching this video is kind of making me hesitate about suicide. Should I be happy I’m not killing myself, confused? Angry? Relaxed? Or more miserable about it?

    • @vinz8928
      @vinz8928 ปีที่แล้ว

      For the love of god don’t kill yourself

  • @chaselueck8867
    @chaselueck8867 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I mean I'm doing it already, but thanks anyway

  • @bryttteal
    @bryttteal 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hay guy’s get a dog if you feel like depressed for a long time

  • @lamellama7450
    @lamellama7450 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Rip

    • @justjude815
      @justjude815 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      No really appropriate

  • @riankelly-murphy9956
    @riankelly-murphy9956 ปีที่แล้ว

    First and not last lol