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I know I'm 3 years late. But Jack has saved my life in multiple occasions. I know everyone says that but he truly truly has. I'm 17 years old, I got diagnosed with depression at the age of 11. I've gone through years of mental and physical abuse. My of my brothers took their lives, and my dad left me and my mum alone. I tried taking my own life at 14, 15, and tried again just a few months ago. I made a promise to myself to keep my head up, lice for my brothers, and just always watch jack. I'm currently surviving. I'm in my senior year of high-school, living in my truck, still cruising without friends and no more family. Bit I've been watching jack these past few years, and he's never failed to make me laugh. I owe my life to him, and I wouldn't change that for anything. Thank you jack.

I hope all of you are doing much better now. Hopefully I’ll get there too one day. Let’s just keep fighting.

only problem is people dont seem to understand what im going through specially with autism its like my ego telling me im a human piece of shit constantly weed and alcohol almost feels like the only option i dont drink as often as i used to anymore weed led me to anxiety which is annoying because it was the only thing that managed to mellow me out when i needed it no one in my friends group/family seem to understand the pain im going through i got lazy dont wanna clean my room almost dont want to do anything the money from my job is the only thing that keeps me going to buy new games and even that new games dont seem to keep me happy long enough anymore.

Scary thing is that he was playing *Doki doki literture club* at that time. Anyone who ever heard of this game knows why it's scary

If Jack took his life I would of took my like July 1st 2021 when my gma died from cancer

First and not last lol

I don’t know if I can live anymore but watching this video is kind of making me hesitate about suicide. Should I be happy I’m not killing myself, confused? Angry? Relaxed? Or more miserable about it?

I don’t watch Jack that much, but if he did take his own life we would all be so lost. TH-cam wouldn’t be the same without Jacksepticeye. We love you jack! Glad you’re still here and got yourself out of that dark time! 💚

“that was the first time i ever truly thought about killing myself” this video makes me cry every time i watch it. i don’t watch his videos as often as i used to, but i IDOLIZED this man throughout 2017-2018. every time i came home from school, i’d immediately check my notifications to see if he uploaded a new video. i was only 10 or 11 years old but i wanted to be just like him. what if he did end his life? god, i would’ve been devastated. the world would be devastated without him. i’m so grateful that he snapped himself out of those thoughts.

2017 was the worst year of my life so many people passed in that year.. my aunt, my grandpa, my cousin, 2 family friends, and lastly my dog... Mark was all I watched and im eternally grateful for him he made me laugh when I couldn't even smile❤️

I am glad that Sean is feeling a lot better now and snapped himself out of it because there are loads of people that like him and some of his videos have entertained me and given me motivation. I know how it feels too. I have recently developed anxiety/depression and feeling anxious and stressed all the time sucks.

Damn, a positive person like Seàn being depressed to the point of thinking about suicide? I know people have that mindset sometimes but for being depressed to the point of thinking about suicide is not like Seàn at all. I'm glad he snapped out of it cause he spreads positivity throughout the community and he provides us with AMAZING content and he has shown us that he's not a perfectionist at most of the games he plays, he just wants to have fun, that's all that matters and I agree with him.

Seán we would all miss you. I'm so glad that you didn't. We love you. As someone who understands there's is millions of people who would care and miss you. When you said "I actually thought about killing myself" broke my heart. We love you Jackaboy

At a point where everything goes wrong, losing everything and going through a living hell. Then thinking about passing on to the afterlife to maybe meet them being better than living. Death seems like salvation, that’s the line that went through my head at first but my instincts prevent me from being harmed so i was just hoping my heart was going to stop during the night as i slept or something. But i broke through one day through some serious reflecting and meditation after crying a lot and now i’m better than ever

You know what they say “When you hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up”

I wish he feels better, but not like killing him self, i wanna meet him in person and i wanna comfort and check on him and how he is doing.

I honestly can’t look at his late 2017 videos the same way again. I can’t stop thinking about the fact that behind that smile, he was actually broken inside the whole time.

I mean I'm doing it already, but thanks anyway

Oh my God

Hay guy’s get a dog if you feel like depressed for a long time

He didn’t show us in videos that he was upset or anything he was always a happy person. Man he always make me happy . You gotta love jack. He hid all his pain away for our entertainment . Love you jack

Oh god... watching December 2017 videos is just going to make me think of that line... I am so happy he made it through his dark times because holy shit he has saved so many lives including mine. I’m so glad he didn’t commit and I really hope he never does

I feel so bad for him at the moment 😔

I have WATCHED MULTIPLE of my FRIENDS trying to take their own life.. luckily none of them where successful

It's normal to have an intrusive thought, it could happen randomly to any human but could happen constantly if there is something wrong with ur mental health, like ptsd or ocd

As someone who’s dealing with these thoughts a LITTLE bit, i- idk what to say. Jack is so fucking sweet. So damn sweet. I’m going through a “who am I? would anyone care if anything happened to me?” phase thing God fucking bless my family, pets, friends and comfort characters for keeping me here. If it weren’t for them, I.. don’t know where the hell I would be. Dead? In a dark area? Crying in my room? Where would I be without them?

damn..

Yeah I’m in the lowest in my life rn actually. My girlfriend left me, covid taking away my college life, my friends were fake and trying to make new ones, I won’t be with my family for a while, school is kicking my ass, My asthma started flaring up again, and I’ve never cried myself to sleep more and really started drinking more. Just the stress, anxiety and depression really kicked in altogether. That I’m really trying to find my self worth and who I am, that is my motivation to keep living, that 2020-2021 is possibly the worst year of my life. Idek what to do some days..

If he actually went through with it I genuinely dont know where i would be without him He's gotten me through so many tough times knowing that atleast he cared about me /srs

I’m sad ppl

Omg I started crying when he said that he thought about taking his own life. That just tore me because I suffer from minor severe depression and I have had some months where it's almost daily if not weekly where I think that thought and he and Mark have helped me through so much and both have saved my life countless times that the thought of him thinking about taking his own life just 😢😞😭

It’s sad how happy you can seem but are just so sad inside

You know those people that seem cheerful all the time, doesn’t matter how happy they seem to appear; check on them, you don’t know if they’re going through a rough time. One of my friends who appeared to be happy all the time commuted suicide a couple months ago. Check on your friends, family, acquaintances, sometimes you’re unaware of what’s happening with them. This video here is a good example. I for one was a victim of this, it isn’t great, so please, check on them.

I am nothing, I am worthless. I am but a speck of dust, and when I die, nobody will realize I am gone. For I am drowning, and yet I see everybody breathing fine, I see their happiness. For I am colorblind, yet everyone tells me how colorful the world is. The only relief I find anymore is in death itself. Come to me soon, oh you cold, cold, hands of death, for I welcome you into my heart, for you are my savior from the suffering of this life, and I am ready to come unto you.

when he said that i relate to it so much. im only 13 and im barely by myself so i cant go to sleep forever. which is good. im sad thet sean thought about that but everyone thinks about at least once. right?

Poor jack

Imagine being the people that disliked the video 😤

1:10 I’m right there right now sitting at a park alone watching this video and sobbing

When I realized that I was depressed I was like "wow, is this why i self harm???? huh,,,, i didn't know normal ppl didn't think about death near constantly" lol

I can't believe he actually thought of doing 'it'. It makes me sad . I can't imagine life without him. If he died at that time in his life , we wouldn't have all the memories of him we have now. We love you, Jack. Never forget that....❤

aaww man when he said he was going to kill himself i started crying so much

Sometimes him, mark, and Ethan are my support system in a weird way. I can't imagine if he'd gone through with it. He's so loved and cared for. Breaks my heart

I literally hugged my phone and said thank u thank u

I’m not even joking If he had actually took his life I would have to because he has helped me through so much shit in my life it’s not even funny

Rip

We all love jack

That he thought that scares me to death

I tried to kill myself 2 years ago ... but I failed... and now I am happy that I'm still here :D

He is one of the only people that have stopped me from commiting he Mark and Ethan are basically my saviors I can't imagen if he actually took his life 😔

When he said “that’s when I actually thought about killing myself” I was already crying and I sobbed even harder. I want to die but this bastard is keeping me from doing it.