SCHIZOPHRENIA REFLECTIONS - TIMES GOING BY TOO FAST
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ธ.ค. 2023
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Gabriel your Mess will become your Message ,you are a Hero
I feel like it was yesterday when I was climbing trees and doing offline stuff when I was child I'm now 43 and feel it hehe
2020 and 2023 is the same time, Now 🤪 Thank you brother of light for your service! 🥰
Time truly is a mysterious thing, isn't it? Your journey and reflections resonate deeply. It's incredible how your channel has grown, and your openness is truly helping others. Keep sharing your unique perspective, and here's to more years of growth and understanding. 🌟
God Bless You
I still wonder sometimes about what I went through and why. It was life changing to say the least. I was 33 in 2018, I’m 37 now. It doesn’t feel like it’s been as long as it has.
I remember wondering the connection with schizophrenia and awakening. Like I truly believed there was a connection, and still do. I used to have sleep paralysis when I younger, and recently have wondered if it was more astral projection, which I have never looked into until recently. All these things through my life that still I wonder about. This strange feeling that my episode was by design, and there’s no such thing as coincidence’s. There are too many connections. I really enjoy synchronicity, it happens often. I feel it’s YAH’s language. The universe, our creator, the LIGHT source, Love Energy, whatever floats your boat to call the idea of God. Anyways, I see you and appreciate you Brother💚
I relate to a lot of what you wrote. What I’ve gone through definitely affects me on a deeper/spiritual level. I tend to think in abstract symbolism and allusions, and my experiences connect heavily to archetypes. The synchronicities are amazing! Cheers!
@@williamglenn777 very cool! I understand with the spiritual aspect. I sometimes think I died and now I’m on the next track or a higher realm. Ego death, rebirth, passing onto the next. Not sure honestly. Death is an illusion in my mind. My experience was profoundly life changing, it’s beyond what I ever imagined for my life. Pure magic. I would be curious about your other experiences. I have yet to make a channel explaining everything, or putting my stories out there completely, but I really enjoy the conversations.
@@CreseyGratteau It's super exciting that your experience leads you to a higher realm (with ego death and rebirth). You call it "pure magic" and that's awesome! It sounds like a truly positive experience and definitely qualifies as spiritual in my book. It sounds like the experience stayed with you, too. As for me, I learn a lot from what I've gone through, but it can be a difficult process. Sometimes, I can get lost in a cyclical pendulum where yin bleeds into yang which becomes yin again (if that makes sense). At times, it can be so intense that it feels like I'm as infinite as God Himself, but then I am swallowed by something more powerful than whatever limited conception of God I thought I had at that time! I was 41 years old in 2013 when I was officially diagnosed. I swear, I used to live life in black and white, but since 2013 my life is full Technicolor now. You mentioned synchronicity before. I definitely get that a lot--and other "strange" things too--and some of it is good, and some is bad. I live in a world of "magical thinking" but I'm aware that most people don't see the world like I do. It's not easy though, and every day is a struggle because I don't exactly "fit" into the world. But that's okay... And besides... what other choice do I have? Anyhow, as far as my page goes on TH-cam, I only have a few songs and some random stuff, but I do keep a blogger of poetry about some of my thoughts. I definitely use a lot of symbolism and metaphor--and they're all weird--but if you ever get curious or bored and want a peek into some of my "delusions," they're at geometicallegory.blogspot.com/ Don't feel obliged though... Cheers!
Yeah that's life in general. Those of us without Schizophrenia go through this. Time seems to speed up because of how the brain works. I think in some way, it's God putting the pressure on people to turn to Christ. You start to realize that life is REALLY short man. God bless you.
That’s proved true for me.
You are loved 💗💜💗 stay gold
Still listening to this video.. iv had scizo issues since I was 6 or 7 least that’s when I first member seeing and hearing things that no one else did . Never said anything to anyone till my brother shared with me his issues (his are drug induced, mine started before drug use) he recommended I tell my mom I was like 13 when I all that took places for the next 10 15 years in and out of psych wards and a list of medications with more cons to positives eventually I was able to say enough after turning 20 and still not getting better or even having a stable time frame of positive effect. Iv visitors the psych wards twice since doing this deal with issues daily but compared to med side effects it’s been a cake walk
Hey can you do a video on experiencing happiness & joy while having schizophrenia?
I wonder how long you have been on that medication, sounds like some serious withdrawal symptoms...
With all that shared I would like to maybe pick your brain a bite and share some info I tend to do allot of research and somthing of the things might be interesting to you or at the very least give you ideas for your show reality scizo or not is stranger then we can imagine
Time speeding up is a reality for most ... not just schizophrenics. It seems that way because we're all distracted by too much social media junk. Also, TH-cam throwing money at most everyone for just chattering about nonsense online has created a collective insanity.
Schizofrenia is being not functional born in telepathy, around the age of 25 the telepathic channel is instant functional with as well invisible and visible beings where the visible beings speak telepathic the 'voices' out loud during the open telepathic channel of the schizofrenic person which makes the sounds of the speakers intens to the ears. Doctors tell it is all not real, so a schizofrenic person can not find the answers in reality which causes the psychoses to grow. The interactions from the invisible beings are based on fiction, therefore it's the point to ignore their behaviour, though it's not insanity of the schizofrenic person. The invisible beings did bind magic with faith and have this way the capability to interact with the schizofrenic and the people around the schizofrenic person. The word telepathy in the dictionary has not the word Fiction behind it, elfishdust has the word Fiction behind it. By the dictionary the reality can be found, however, the more time spent on the voices, the more territory they have to interfere the schizofrenic person and the people around. Yet, just normal thinking from the schizofrenic person is in the telepathic contact still the territory from the voices, herefore also to focus by example talking out loud to itself, to hear the emotional values and to keep it apart from the interactions desired by the invisible beings, the voices. Ignoring by understanding it is a form of telepathy makes the chance of a psychoses go away. Though being entirely without most probably can only happen by faith.
Have a good life, i hope this information helps you.
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