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17:40 majority of REPORTED SA. Most men either dont report it at all or dont even realize it as they were indoctrinated that they should be glad about it

I created Machinemas over 20 years ago. My inspiration was daydreaming infused by music. When I heard a certain music, I imagined cool scenarios in my head. Since I was playing a lot of games at that time, I combined the two and made Machinemas. Some were in the top 5 watched videos world wide, I had people come to me, asking if i am the creator and how cool it is too meet me. I even won a competition of the biggest TV Chanel in my country, which then showed parts of my work. I never felt accomplished though. Partially because I measured myself against people who were the absolute top and later became the ones who created cinematics for Blizzard. But when I later saw a video I had made uploaded to someone else’s TH-cam channel 16 years later, and read a comment from someone saying that this video was what inspired them to study media design, I realized what I had missed back then.

The powerhouse in Frierien is Ubel

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I was just killing some time. I don't have enough faith in myself or others. I sometimes find it hard to feel anything, but you did it. Thank you for making me feel like I have potential to do something beautiful in this world even if it was just a second in which I felt it.

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JJK power system: -Copy Naruto Chakra -Copy Nen

This is one of my favorite videos.

Man, I wish you told us how recent this movie is or gave a spoiler warning to the video. This video was how I learned about Look Back and I just finished watching it, but I didn’t realize how you basically describe the entire plot in this video. There is about 20 minutes of stuff you didn’t discuss at the end, but it doesn’t take away from the fact you spoiled the biggest event in the movie. I wish I could go into this blind

I love power houses because they always have a "Fuck it, We ball" mentality.

It is incredibly heartbreaking, esp for me, a fellow grooming victim, to watch his story, because it is so painfully realistic in it's manipulation tactics. Spoilers for the Manga (I guess?): "We are watching a Dog become a Person." - This Line especially hurt, because in the story Makima directly begins providing him everything he needs to finally become a person, to finally develop a sense of self - only to rip it all away, to fully destroy the fragile sense of identity and self, as well as happiness that he had established. By giving him everything he wanted, only to tear it away once more, she reinforced in his mind that he was nothing more than a dog. (Supposedly making him easier to control.) And it is depressing, to watch how the grooming affected his sense of self so deeply, that even now that he is "free" from Makima, he is still trapped in the cage that she had built around him. However, lacking emotional intelligence, caused by his childhood, age and trauma, he cannot even unpack and..develop beyond what had happened. He is stuck, similiar to how a lot of victims are, after escaping their abuser. SO I AM AWARE I AM SCREAMING INTO A VOID BUT I JUST NEED THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM, TY FOR ANYONE WHO READS THIS <3

this video and the way you said things litterally almost made me cry, (not almost, i full am crying bahaha) i seriously love art, and have tons of ideas and such i wanna bring out to the world sometime. I also became very interested when you talked about fire punch and so on, so i def will check that manga out sometime cz the story and art is amazing! (i love look back sm aswell, watched the movie 2 times)

Love your music choices for this, there are even covers of AOT

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I don't know if you'll ever see this comment, I doubt you will. But watching Look Back, then immediately watching this video had me in tears. Especially the end segment. I want to create because I want to remembered because my greatest fear is being forgotten (even if it doesn't matter). But the thing is I don't have the skill and I'm unmotivated at most times or i'm too busy doing other more important things to write. I have stories to tell, stories that I want people to see but I simply cannot draw to turn it into a manga. I can kinda write? But i wouldn't consider myself good at it. I want to really find out why. I relate to fujimoto in the sense that I want to get better, but I don't have the drive that he does. I envy every artist every writer that I have seen and considered better than me. Eithier way amazing video and even after writing this comment, I think I'll try to write more.

As if you picked todo for jjk over gojo as the powerhouse

You're an underrated TH-camr, keep it up!

Clannad music 😢

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Denji being dumb is what makes hi character so raw and sincere. He doesn't go off on a philosophical monologue with a tear in the right eye to make a point. He's simple, in all senses. He's unequiped to deal with a world who has given him nothing but shit and he never asked anything but simple things, basic things. Who can't relate to that ? There is a very beautifull form of purity and sincerity in his idiotness... He's the lost dumb boy who we all have been at some points... Still are sometimes.

well, just from the starting, I'm a nrw subscriber of yours XD

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For the first half, it looks beautiful, wholesome, and hopeful, then I forgot it was created by the man who created Chainsaw Man...

Because I don’t know what else to do and I don’t want to be on my bed my whole life and job wise I would hate anything else so much more. I also just enjoy it

no but the guy in the thumbnail is hot

His technique only gets beat by ten shadows

why aren't the shows credited before having their plotline spoiled?

This movie hit a little too close to home at the beginning. The sequence when Fujino is drawing any chance she gets, not socializing with anyone felt targeted at most artists. So swept up in trying to improve your skills you basically forget about everything else in life. In school she felt like she was on a pedestal because she was a good artist, just for it to crumble when she stops interacting with people. The girls she use to be friends with even call her an Otaku. She wasn’t even focused on what the others thought of her she was focus of what she thought of herself when compared to another artist. Honestly the fact that at the end of the movie when she imagines herself saving Kyomoto she imagined herself as a karate badass who dropped drawing, and not some exhausted Mangaka like she was in reality. I’m sobbing. (I just realized Fujino and Kyomoto’s names combined is Fujimoto and now I’m crying harder.)

this is the highest case of grooming I've seen

Good video i might need to check out that movie.

Pwerhouses are always interesting. They always make me wonder more and want the author to expand their story or lore. Like, how did they get so strong? What's their limit? Can they get even stornger?

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saw this video, paused it and went to watch the movie first, now im crying my eyes out and im blaming it on this channel :(

It's not fair, this made me sad, it's really not fair.

I do not have the words to express just how helpful this video it is you made in explaining to me what the fck did I just read with chainsawman.. I was so confused with what just happened and what had happened and what did their words mean.. Now it all makes sense.. I understand completely.. thank you..

Its real ? 😟

I'm in art school right now and with art feeling like more and more of a chore to me, this movie literally brought me out of the ashes. This video's ending prompt asking about why you create and talking about passion and inspiration made me tear up. Wonderful video, thank you for sharing. I hope this inspires other creators and motivates them to keep creating, just like it did for me.

Please read The Beginning After the End 🙏 I'm curious to know your thoughts.

Man the way I realated to this movie

Great commentary. Thank you for this. I love all the thoughts brought up in this video. I drew a lot when I was in elementary and middle school. What got me into it is pretty similar to Fujimoto and you. After reading How to train you dragon in third grade I really wanted to draw dragons and doodles like the book had, so I would try to replicate it. Than I saw Guardians of Gahool and got obsessed with Owls and always wanted to draw them. And after it was Ever After High and I wanted to draw pretty girls. And then I found Sailor Moon and Inuyasha and so on. I always kept getting inspired by the other media I saw around me. I could not control the urge to draw. But from elementary though out most of high school I was extremely depressed. I was sick all the time, had no friends expect for 1 person online, and school always felt crushingly lonely. I felt like something must be wrong with me, because somehow I was unable to make any meaningful connections while others had whole friend groups. So I also drew to distract from how lonely I was and it helped as an outlet to get out all of my messy feelings. I really did enjoy drawing. But after finally finally getting better mentally/physically, and making friends I haven't drawn as much. I make a least one drawing every 2 months now, when I used to draw every single day. I do still draw but I don't have the uncontrollable urge to draw like I used to and because of that I feel my skill hasn't improved at all. I feel kind of embarrassed about my lack of improvement, because whenever I bring myself to post on Instagram I see all my mutuals have gotten so much better during the past few years and my art is still the same as ever... Anyways lol I really liked this video! You word things beautifully.

"Why do you create" made me cry. I love to draw because I love to create and I love to express my love for my ideas in my head and I want people to see the same world I see. I often felt very desperate knowing people won't see the same world I see, it was and is really discouraging. Honestly... I still don't know what I want to do in life, all I know is that I want to keep creating art and stories through it. I feel desperate and scared whenever I think, "but what job do I want?" "how will this bring me money?" "what job can I get with my skills?". I just... love creating and that's literally all I want to keep doing. It makes me happy to produce artworks and have people give me compliments, it makes me happy not for the money but that people find my art worthy of paying for it, it makes me happy when people feel emotions through my art. I often feel desperate because I have severe fear for future, I don't know if I can make a living off art, especially living in a country that doesn't value art at all. I have a lot of stuff to improve on. I quit art school because I wasn't happy there. Some people judge me and tell me to study, but I always felt I didn't belong there. I don't know if it's laziness or something else anymore. I feel like my brain is unable to process whatever happens in my life at this point. But I just felt unhappy being in a place where I couldn't make friends; where art wasn't something that made me happy as I was forced to draw assignments, or no one really...saw my art for what it is... to them I always felt inferior because they always drew in realism style whereas I liked anime style. It felt terrible. I don't know what I'm even doing today, or ever, tbh. I applied to an art job and I have an interview this Wednesday and I don't even think if I'll be hired but I also don't know if it's the right choice for me. I don't know what's the right choice for me, for my life. In fact I feel pitiful. I find myself chasing for social media likes as an artist and acting as an influencer and for what... why am I doing all this? I just want to find my reason; I LOVE to draw, I love to tell stories or just draw my favorite characters or different expressions with different color themes... because any expression I draw on portraits also tell a story about what they are feeling. I really love to draw, but I don't know what I'm supposed to do with it. I don't know what's the right choice...! Like everyone seems to know why they're drawing; "I want to draw a manga", "I want to draw for games", "I want to draw for books" and I'm so lost because I really don't know what I want. I'm sorry for the long comment... this video has touched me a lot, I'm actually still crying. I know why I create; it's to express something. I just don't know what I can create with it. I will definitely have to watch Look Back now.

seeing you gain popularity is amazing bro the website is actually useful, @cloak590 and i got zamasu and super broly together 🙏🏼🙏🏼

Creating to share my interests. Being able to express myself and the things I like is something I find value in when I make videos. This video was awesome, really haven't had a video really make me reflect on myself like this just did, been a little burnt out for the past little while, think this might be what truly snaps me out of it

Incredible writing-I absolutely love the discussions and topics you bring up using such great examples of beautiful art. Love your stuff ❤️❤️❤️

I create because it's FUN!! XD time flows differently when i draw, or maybe it stops existing altogether. i get lost in whatever I'm making, completely immersed. i wouldnt trade the feeling for anything! thank you for making such a lovely video <3

Dennis is a real one🤌

the creation of something that i fing cute/funny/preaty seem to me like the only things that have some sense in this life at all i'm pretty much nihilistic and struggle with motivation to do anything... but drawing sketches i personally would like to see somewhere, making stupid but hilarious memes .. gosh. even writing articles and making presentations... feels meaningful somehow

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Glad this video popped into my recommended, as an aspiring author (writing a book myself), this gave a lot of insight!