1st song- Young (Slowed & Reverb) by cloud8 2nd song- Me and the Birds by Duster 3rd song- The Moon by ceyhxn? 4th song- Inside Out by Duster 5th song- Ykwim? by Yot Club 6th song- Судно (Борис Рижий) by Molchat Doma 7th song- Cigarettes Out the Window by wintersuicide 8th song- Put Me In a Movie by princessXO 9th song- Hope You Dont Mind by Lil Tyson 10th song- Stars Will Fall by Duster 11th song- ??(sorry:C)
I'll never escape this reality will I? I mean, I hate but love what I have, but this is getting unbearable at this point. And what for? We all die, and all we've done is nothingness.
My mom is getting rid of my dogs. The dogs she got rid of my bunny for. She keeps getting rid of everything that is mine. I’ve spent 6 years on those dogs just for her to get rid of them because they are too “mean” when really they are the sweetest if you get to know them. They just don’t trust easily. It’s sad they don’t trust my household other than me after 6 years. My mom is making fun of my dad for being gay(they are divorced and have been since I was 2.) little does she know I’m lesbian. She makes fun of me for my little mistakes and I’m a perfectionist so that doesn’t help how I feel about me failing anything. She makes fun of my fears. She makes fun of my phobias. Like how I’m terrified for my life if heights. She keeps getting mad at me because I’m constantly mentally drained but she doesn’t know what’s going on. People say I have daddy issues when in general I have family issues. No one understands the fact that I can’t go to my parents for anything because they don’t care about me. I’m the glass child. The only time my mom likes me is when I do what she’s supposed to do which is be a parent. I taught me little sister kindness and almost everything she knows other than what she learns at daycare. She may have gotten my attitude but if you let her be herself maybe you’d understand why. My mom lets her be herself but I’m over here in the corner holding back tears because I never have gotten the parental care I needed. I have to go to school today on the verge of tears because of my dogs. I was crying all night and I look like a reck. If my friends give me a hug, like how I know my boy best friend, Will, he will 100% give me a hug. He’s the first person I went to. We may have just became best friends this year but we are very close. People keep saying we’re dating each other but my way of showing love and affection to my friends is physically touch and words. I’ve been getting attached to my math teacher as my parent figure because he’s been more of a parent than my own parents ever could. Now I know why my brother moved into my dad’s. He was escaping my mom’s way of parenting. I’d never leave my sister though. People don’t understand how hard my life is because I always have a mask and today I’m scared it’s going to slip and everyone’s going to see the real me. I haven’t cried in front of anyone since last year after I started getting bullied for my mental health but they didn’t know I went through a really hard death at that moment. I tried to kms 5 times in the past 3 years. No one has noticed I’m not okay. I asked my mom for a therapist but she didn’t give me one until my old school called saying how they found out in suicidal. That’s when she realized. Yet she still hasn’t given me the care I need. There have been so many calls for help get no one has listened. I know my dad is bad but I’m starting to think my mom is worse. I’m sorry I went off track a bunch but I really needed to get this out.
Desde que tengo 15 años ha sido casi imposible levantarme por las mañanas. Dejé de estudiar a los 17 años y no tengo un trabajo estable. Hace un tiempo pensé que estaba mejorando, pensé que podía con mi propio peso y que yo podía hacer todo solo pero al final no hacia nada bien y mi único talento era un talento inútil que no servía por culpa del lugar en donde estoy. Me quedé sin amigos, la comida me empieza a dar asco y ya casi cumplo los 22 años. Me pregunto si algún día seré bueno en algo y dejar de cambiar de trabajo cada 6 meses. Estaba mejorando poco a poco pero cada vez que salgo al sol me pica la piel, se me seca la boca, me mareo y empiezo a toser, el calor me afecta mucho. Ni siquiera puedo mantener amistades... hay muchas veces que siento que no fui hecho para este mundo
I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU.
Timestamps!♡ 1st 0:00 - 3:31 Young (Slowed & Reverb) by cloud&! 2rd 3:31 - 5:13 Me and the Birds bv Duster 3rd 5:13 - 8:14 rises the moon - liana flores! 4th 8:14 - 10:53 Inside Out by Duster ! 5th 10:53 - 14:42 Ykwim? by Yot Club ! 6th 14:42 - 17:21 CyAHO (Bop Puxnü) by Molchat Doma! 7th 17:21 - 21:03 Cigarettes Out the Window by TV girl! 8th 21:03 - 24:43 Put Me In a Movie by princessxO! 9th 24:43 - 27:48 Not Allowed by TV girl! 10th 27:48 - 30:00 Stars Will Fall by Duster ! 11th 30:00 - 32:01 I deserve this by Rebzyyx !
All u comment , just, hurts, cuz , nobody , see that thing's about me , so , nobody tell me , nothing like that. And maybe u write that with the better vibes , but i can't believe nothing like that....
Nobody cares, none of my family, friends cares or im just too scared to open deluting my self that they do not care, but to be honest i always feel alone, no one to vent to or tell my problems. I have tried but it doesn't really work, none of them cares, sometimes i just wanna end it.
I got issues (one of them may be its own vent comment that's separate from this) but this comment for now will be technological stuff. I got two big fuck-ups and each of their rates of being fixable are on the low chances. One has happened in mid-December so idk if this will ever be recovered and it still kills me to this day while the other is more recent aka last night and I got a feeling it might be just as unrecoverable or almost unrecoverable as the first one. Give a reply, like, or some sorta sign to anyone that's willing or is actually able to help me on either one of them, especially with the more recent one. I'll either edit or reply to this comment labelling and explaining which situation (old/recurring situation vs the new one). I need help with something I brought upon myself.
Super sorry you feel that way. I promise no matter what it is, you will get through this. I really do believe in you and I hope you know that there will always be a soul cheering for you. :) P.S. take care of yourself as much as possible, even if it is getting out of bed to get something to drink.
I would appreciate whoever makes the list of songs in this playlist would help a lot (Agradeceria quem fizer a lista das músicas dessa playlist ajudaria muito)
1st song- Young (Slowed & Reverb) by cloud8
2nd song- Me and the Birds by Duster
3rd song- The Moon by ceyhxn?
4th song- Inside Out by Duster
5th song- Ykwim? by Yot Club
6th song- Судно (Борис Рижий) by Molchat Doma
7th song- Cigarettes Out the Window by wintersuicide
8th song- Put Me In a Movie by princessXO
9th song- Hope You Dont Mind by Lil Tyson
10th song- Stars Will Fall by Duster
11th song- ??(sorry:C)
Thank you. 😊
can you please do timestamps?
*(only if you can :3)*
I’m sure the last one Is “I deserve this” since I have it already
3rd song is Rises the mood by Liana Flores
11th song- I deserve this Rebzyyx
only just realised that without my best friend, i would be alone.
Same
fr ,
My best friend, the only person who ever understood me, ghosted me out of nowhere years ago. Now I am alone.
Same..
Same
I'm tired.. I'm drained... I can't keep up the act for long.
15 reasons to say
You really are my hero
Yeah he is my hero too
POV: it’s getting worse again
не опять, а снова..
I'll never escape this reality will I? I mean, I hate but love what I have, but this is getting unbearable at this point. And what for? We all die, and all we've done is nothingness.
I’m getting worst… I’m physically and mentally not okay… everyday my body feels like it might die… and being mentally tired…
POV: they said it would get better around this time, but it’s just shitter.
It's si nice to have this playlist cuz music is like my only way to vent
*So
Enjoyable and the pov is accurate
Without my one friend irl I’m literally nothing but air
My mom is getting rid of my dogs. The dogs she got rid of my bunny for. She keeps getting rid of everything that is mine. I’ve spent 6 years on those dogs just for her to get rid of them because they are too “mean” when really they are the sweetest if you get to know them. They just don’t trust easily. It’s sad they don’t trust my household other than me after 6 years. My mom is making fun of my dad for being gay(they are divorced and have been since I was 2.) little does she know I’m lesbian. She makes fun of me for my little mistakes and I’m a perfectionist so that doesn’t help how I feel about me failing anything. She makes fun of my fears. She makes fun of my phobias. Like how I’m terrified for my life if heights. She keeps getting mad at me because I’m constantly mentally drained but she doesn’t know what’s going on. People say I have daddy issues when in general I have family issues. No one understands the fact that I can’t go to my parents for anything because they don’t care about me. I’m the glass child. The only time my mom likes me is when I do what she’s supposed to do which is be a parent. I taught me little sister kindness and almost everything she knows other than what she learns at daycare. She may have gotten my attitude but if you let her be herself maybe you’d understand why. My mom lets her be herself but I’m over here in the corner holding back tears because I never have gotten the parental care I needed. I have to go to school today on the verge of tears because of my dogs. I was crying all night and I look like a reck. If my friends give me a hug, like how I know my boy best friend, Will, he will 100% give me a hug. He’s the first person I went to. We may have just became best friends this year but we are very close. People keep saying we’re dating each other but my way of showing love and affection to my friends is physically touch and words. I’ve been getting attached to my math teacher as my parent figure because he’s been more of a parent than my own parents ever could. Now I know why my brother moved into my dad’s. He was escaping my mom’s way of parenting. I’d never leave my sister though. People don’t understand how hard my life is because I always have a mask and today I’m scared it’s going to slip and everyone’s going to see the real me. I haven’t cried in front of anyone since last year after I started getting bullied for my mental health but they didn’t know I went through a really hard death at that moment. I tried to kms 5 times in the past 3 years. No one has noticed I’m not okay. I asked my mom for a therapist but she didn’t give me one until my old school called saying how they found out in suicidal. That’s when she realized. Yet she still hasn’t given me the care I need. There have been so many calls for help get no one has listened. I know my dad is bad but I’m starting to think my mom is worse. I’m sorry I went off track a bunch but I really needed to get this out.
I feel so sorry for you and really mean it 😮😮 that is just sad not lying 😭😭
Desde que tengo 15 años ha sido casi imposible levantarme por las mañanas. Dejé de estudiar a los 17 años y no tengo un trabajo estable. Hace un tiempo pensé que estaba mejorando, pensé que podía con mi propio peso y que yo podía hacer todo solo pero al final no hacia nada bien y mi único talento era un talento inútil que no servía por culpa del lugar en donde estoy. Me quedé sin amigos, la comida me empieza a dar asco y ya casi cumplo los 22 años. Me pregunto si algún día seré bueno en algo y dejar de cambiar de trabajo cada 6 meses. Estaba mejorando poco a poco pero cada vez que salgo al sol me pica la piel, se me seca la boca, me mareo y empiezo a toser, el calor me afecta mucho. Ni siquiera puedo mantener amistades... hay muchas veces que siento que no fui hecho para este mundo
I'm proud of you for waking up.
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair.
I'm proud of you for breathing.
I'm proud of you for making your bed.
I'm proud of you for eating.
I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I'm proud of you for drinking water,
I'm proud of you for being here.
I'm proud of you for being you.
I'm proud of you for smiling.
I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for blinking.
I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for sitting down.
I'm proud of you for defending yourself.
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself.
I'm proud of you for simply trying.
I'm proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU.
oh my god im crying thank you i really needed this I'm also proud of you thanks for being a great person:)
your the first person to tell me "I'm proud of you" no one never told me that and it made me feel useless...
thanks...
im holding back tears in the car man. don’t do this to me man.
Timestamps!♡
1st 0:00 - 3:31 Young (Slowed & Reverb)
by cloud&!
2rd 3:31 - 5:13 Me and the Birds bv Duster
3rd 5:13 - 8:14 rises the moon - liana
flores!
4th 8:14 - 10:53 Inside Out by Duster !
5th 10:53 - 14:42 Ykwim? by Yot Club !
6th 14:42 - 17:21 CyAHO (Bop Puxnü) by
Molchat Doma!
7th 17:21 - 21:03 Cigarettes Out the
Window by TV girl!
8th 21:03 - 24:43 Put Me In a Movie by
princessxO!
9th 24:43 - 27:48 Not Allowed by TV girl!
10th 27:48 - 30:00 Stars Will Fall by Duster !
11th 30:00 - 32:01 I deserve this by Rebzyyx !
sorry, but 6th is "Судно (Борис Рыжий) - молчат дома
@@pankush1111 oh okay! thank you for telling me!
To whoever reads this,
i love you
aww, thank u sm!
@@hidingfrom_dawn.. Love youuuu!!!
Worries, stress ...everything thanks needed it
All u comment , just, hurts, cuz , nobody , see that thing's about me , so , nobody tell me , nothing like that.
And maybe u write that with the better vibes , but i can't believe nothing like that....
omg i luv literally cried... in a goodish way
Good, I'll leave this place soon
You good bro?
No.
1 more day please,
Respond if you’re still here.
It’s been 2 months, please tell me you stayed…
Don't tell me something happened because it's been two months.
I LOVE IT
Nobody cares, none of my family, friends cares or im just too scared to open deluting my self that they do not care, but to be honest i always feel alone, no one to vent to or tell my problems. I have tried but it doesn't really work, none of them cares, sometimes i just wanna end it.
Same almost all the time because I'm all alone
And don't someone is looking for you don't worry
3:31
Gosh so glad I can die today.
I got issues (one of them may be its own vent comment that's separate from this) but this comment for now will be technological stuff. I got two big fuck-ups and each of their rates of being fixable are on the low chances. One has happened in mid-December so idk if this will ever be recovered and it still kills me to this day while the other is more recent aka last night and I got a feeling it might be just as unrecoverable or almost unrecoverable as the first one. Give a reply, like, or some sorta sign to anyone that's willing or is actually able to help me on either one of them, especially with the more recent one. I'll either edit or reply to this comment labelling and explaining which situation (old/recurring situation vs the new one). I need help with something I brought upon myself.
Super sorry you feel that way. I promise no matter what it is, you will get through this. I really do believe in you and I hope you know that there will always be a soul cheering for you. :)
P.S. take care of yourself as much as possible, even if it is getting out of bed to get something to drink.
I would appreciate whoever makes the list of songs in this playlist would help a lot (Agradeceria quem fizer a lista das músicas dessa playlist ajudaria muito)
LUV ITT😍
22:09
REBZYYX💕💕💞💕
11:44 can anyone tell me the name of this song? ( Alguém pode me dizer o nome dessa música?)
It’s YKWIM By Yot Club 😁
@@imgonnatouchyou. thanks
I think it YKWM
@@kian8856 Thanks
Whats the name of this anime or manga or story idk just tell me
This is just art by Avogado6
просто устала, устала от и всего