Opening up about my depression
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 15 มี.ค. 2019
- I've been wanting to do this for a while, but always brushed it aside. I wanted to make this video to let you know you're really, really not alone. I promise you. I love you so much, please reach out for help if you need to!
Love always,
Marina
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Got back from a doctor’s visit and wanted to sit down and talk to you. I wish I could just reach out to the screen and give you a hug. I promise you’re really not alone, and please reach out for help if you need to. I love & care about you all! ❤️💛💜
Marina Lin your so strong and independent I hope to be just like you, I have anxiety and suicidal thoughts, you inspire me to be stronger every day. Love you so much💜💜
I would love to see a draw my life coming from this video, I really loved this, Much love to you and I hope for you to get better. I love you for being well you, You never hide from your fans and being one, I appreciate it. Depression is very hard sometimes, Many people don't get through but ur steamrolling it so Amazing job to you.
It really takes much courage to open up this much personal stuff. I adore how strong you are and still willing to reach out to your audience. Sending hugs🤗🤗. I believe you will be alright soon. You are much appreciated 😍😊😊
Hi Marina,
I think this side of you was what attracted me to you in the first place. More than your singing abilities, pretty face, and growing popularity, I saw this sadness and raw side of you that drew me into you more. First of all, thanks for being brave enough for opening up in public about your feelings and glad you're at a better place. I deal with depression as well as the struggles of being bisexual. I know I'm just another stranger to you, but wish one day we can be friends. (Not just online friends)^^
I just want you to know that you are loved and cared for and also one day you can get off medication. Don't forget that.
@MarinaLin we all love you! ❤
I wanna hug her so hard, I take away her pain.
Hey blink...
@@natashahirje8714 Hey army...
Blink
You are becoming the internet's newest sweetheart. We just wanna protect you from the world. Also as someone who is also diagnosed with clinical depression your music always speaks to me.
Newest? She's been here fore quite sometime.
@@MIKECNW hey hey hey, let's just keep it low, he meant it in a good way, that's enough...
Nicholas Mohammed 100% I can agree with this comment. ♥️
I agree, with me I'm sad a lot for no reason and just want to stay in bed and sleep but my parents won't let me they make me go to school but I don't want to, anyways idk if I have depression or I'm just in a bad state atm...but idk...but I really do feel as though I'm alone and there's nothing i can do about it and I feel sad and empty and when I go to school I make myself be happy and for the most part I am but when I get home I just start to feel like that again, I have caring friends and family I just....idk really.. (when my parents ask if I wanna go somewhere most of the time I have to say yes other then stay, so basically I act happy and active in front of my friends and family but sad and lazy when at home...I'm happy and sad)
@@syd6777 hey, it's okay... I'm a bit like that too... when I get home I just start crying and it's every night, i'm so sick
I’ve had depression since I was 12 and I’m so scared to tell my family because every time I gave some type of hint, they always made me feel bad about having depression and I know how much they hate depression so I can’t talk about it. :(
euphoric bangtan aw just know that everyone who’s depressed is sad in their own way and none should be judged on how bad it is
euphoric bangtan please talk to someone if you feel like you can’t tell your parents. Even a school counselor. A mentor. But, I think if you sit your parents down and have an open and honest discussion about it and let them know exactly how you feel, even about keeping it from them for all this time, it will make them understand that you’re serious and that they really need to and should listen. This is just my opinion as a mom of teens. No matter what we NEVER want anything bad to happen to our children and will protect them at all costs. At least I hope that’s the case. Please try it. No one should Suffer alone. You don’t have to. Take care and hey, let me know how it goes. Ok? I’m here for you, if no one else. 🙏🏻🙌🏻😀👌🏻✌🏻
Pamela Bailey thank you so much 🥺💜
You can talk to me about it. I will listen to what you need to say if not many others will. I hope you feel better.
also please don't self-diagnose, if you think you've got depression, please go see a doctor, don't just walk around saying you've got depression because you think that.
Hope you’ll be ok I know it’s a awful time when your in the depression. Anybody reading this comment please if you have anybody with depression please be there for them
I have me with depression😶
That almost got me crying because I always wanted to tell my parents but I’m so scared..You’re such an inspiration ❤️❤️
Omg i almost cried i am 15 and i am dealing with depression so please don't be afraid tell your parents it might help you i know how it feels to be scared to tell your parents about your problems because I was scared to tell my mom and my granny about it but i did and they are helping me my heart is beating really fast and i am shaking because the other day i actually felt happy like it was weird and awkward in a good way so please tell your parents sweetheart i love you if you need to talk you can talk to me ❤❤
I don't know if I have depression, I feel somewhat numb though, I am also scared to tell my parents, Im only 12, Im scared of explaining it and just being told that it's just being sad and it's nothing, Im a Christian so I have other places to go but Im also scared to tell them aswell.
@@summerelkins3467 please please PLEASE tell your parents they are supposed to be there for you and help you if something is making you sad then please tell your parents sweetheart i love you and i hope you get help because it gets hard to do this on your own ❤❤❤
Im scared of explaining it and them saying im just sad or asking so many questions, I don't even know if I have depression, I feel somewhat numb though, but right now I just want answers first
@@dionnea.monreal3477 Im just gonna wait, if it gets worse then I'll tell someone
Depression hurt more than a bullet
I'm proud of you for making a video about this I'm going through depression I'm 15 i know I've got a great future to live for and i will make great friends i will be a great friend I've told my mom and my granny about it and they are helping me and just yesterday I actually felt happy like i felt weird and awkward in a good way i felt like i wanted to jump around and yell and dance it was amazing so everyone who's reading this please please PLEASE KEEP LIVING keep fighting you will break through i know I'm a complete stranger but i really REALLY LOVE and care about you so much UwU ❤
This is so sweet of you beautiful soul💕
i honestly love u for being so honest❤️
This made me cry because when she was talking about the ways her depression took form and what she did I connected with her on a personal level and when it happened I realized I didn't even have a connection close to that to any of my family. My family are just my relatives they arnt really family now that I think about it. And now I'm crying more... But anyway I didn't realize that my depression got to that level until watching this now I just with that my relatives would just listen and help me get some help. And now I can't stop crying...
I searched up her age and i was so suprised- she's 22 but she looks 16----
but then she confirmed it by saying she went to uni
i just found your video now and you are such an inspiration, im so proud of you and wish you the best.
Im only 15 but I’ve been feeling really depressed for about 6 months now, some days are absolutely terrible especially at night when I’m just too overwhelmed and i break down crying in the bathroom so no one can hear me. It’s really hard for me to talk about my feelings and i pushed my parents and all my friends away so now I have no one, i don’t want to leave my bed and school is stressing me out so much i feel hopeless. My parents noticed the change but they are just calling me lazy that’s why im too scared to actually talk to them because i know they won’t take me seriously so what’s even the point also i feel like im overreacting and “faking??” it
How are you now? I hope you are not into a such state, a bad place right now!
Don't stay into a such mental state and go to talk to someone that can empathize! If it is not your parents, it can be someone totally different, differents persons, your real friends that can understand you, a support system... Just being surrounded by someone else!
You’re really brave to tell that ❤️❤️
Your are so inspiring. I love you. Just don't give up.
Anyone who reads this: I love you, you are amazing, important, beautiful, strong and so much more!! Please just keep fighting! Don't give up!
You can do whatever you want to. You just need to believe in it. "Be happy." I know it's hard and it feels like no one even understands that you can't just "be happy", but at least you can try :)
You can try to get the best out of your life. Just try your life. Time is limited. If you gave up today you'd never know what would've come tomorrow.
I know how it is to feel sad like all the time without a real reason but hey, I try to make the best of it. I've wanted to give up so many times now but I never did because no one know what will happen in the future. It can get better. Just try
I told my parents about my depression, or well my dad at least. Turns out it made my depression worse, because I had to wake up to the fact my parents encouraged me to kill myself, told me I was useless. Made fun of me for trying to kill myself. Sure, I was depressed since I was 6. But this hurt a lot. I know many people are going through the same thing, god, please know that you’re not alone. Don’t use self harm like I do. Love you.
❤️
I’m currently in the same situation right now to the point where I want to not go to work and sleep all day to escape reality . I have friends that really don’t understand me, but my family understands my situation more than anything. I don’t take meds because it makes it 3x worse than not taking it. I do physical activity like walking to relieve my depression every morning to breath in the fresh air. Keeping yourself productive helps a lot. Im still fighting it every single day. Your story helped so much ❤️
Hey i was just wondering if you're doing better?
My BFF and my girlfriend is also in depression. Both take medication and my girlfriend has been in medication for 3years already, we have been in relationship for 9months now. Sometimes I get so worried for her when she cries and tells me that she is so dependent on her medication already. But the thing is she had minimised the doses to 5mg now. So I try to comfort her with my words and listen to her. Recently, she went to see a new therapist and he told her that the medicine she is taking is not harmful and it’s important for her to take it on daily basis and not to skip it. So I am just trying to tell that it’s okay to take medicine, even patient with high blood pressure are dependent on medication so it’s okay to take anti depressant for your own well being. Marina thank you so much for sharing this side of you, update us how you take care of yourself so I can even share it with my girlfriend. Btw, we are a lesbian couple :) so your are very relatable and I enjoy it a lot
This felt like a real human conversation. It's smth most people don't do and I really appreciate that you did that. Thank you, I love you ❤
Just seeing someone use this platform to openly talk about a struggle which I had such hard time coming to terms with myself in the recent years really makes me want to shed a tear. Maybe a lot more than a single tear actually. Thank you so much for this.
Love you buddy!
I clicked as soon as I saw the video
I am so glad I found you channel out of the blue because honestly your very relate-able to me and your everything I want in content. Continue to do the amazing work.
We're all with you, do not ever feel alone. Sending you hugs and love.
thank you for sharing this. as someone who suffers from depression, i can say your music is one of my inspirations to keep fighting. i really hope you keep doing good :)
I needed this.
thank you for taking care of yourself. mental health is hard and meds can be scary for a lot of people. thank you for talking about it and being so open. sending you love and wishing you the best
thank you thank you this is amazing and you're amazing
You’re so strong to have shared this with us!! Thank you, we’re all glad you’re still here with us 💖💖
Depressed haha don't have any friends haha family doesn't care haha😶
**Help**
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@@wanderingsoul905 u are right
Thanks Marina. This video just feels like a friend talking with me and it helps.
This is the cutest thing i've ever seen. Thank you so much for helping💕 I'm feeling much better know.
I just think its amazing that your dog saved your life.
Everyone needs a person that can listen to your problems and tell you its ok. I wished some of my friends would of asked before I broken down because of a girl. Only if one of them just asked, "How are you doing genuinely?" It would of saved me from my troubles. At least they know now.
you deserve the best, I completely connect with you talking about your first relationship. ❤️
Love you Marina and thank you for sharing. I appreciate your courage and your love! ❤️❤️
Thank you for making this video. So brave of you, and I hope you know that you are amazing, inspiring, and beautiful the way you are!
I have social anxiety and panic attacks anyone relate?
Thank you for this video ❤️
I love you so much:( i love how you smile speaking about this❤
Thankyou so much for making this video. It really helps many in many ways.
Ever since i got to your channel I've felt much better and before that i felt like i didn't matter to those around me,your songs help me feel alright and you are one of the best,be strong👍
Many of my friends have depression and anxiety as well.. This video might've been difficult to record but I'm glad you decided to tell us your story ❤
Wow, I just fall in love with your channel more and more. So honest and caring.
Thanks for opening up to us i wish i have the courage to reach out and i say that i m depressed you made me feel i m not the only one thank you so much💙
Thank you so much for this video. I had to go on antidepressants myself cause i seriously had no other choice (i almost lost my job cause i couldnt function at all because of sadness, panic attacks and anxiety, had to take two months off work and of course my family was so against it) and i felt really ashamed of it at first but after i realized how much they helped me im kind of grateful to that psychiatrist now. Your video really helped me alot so THANK YOU. I
I cannot imagine how hard it must've been for you ... And to all the other people who are goin through so much ... You are not alone ... Yes ... We all are humans and have our good and bad days ... Much support to you Marina Lin ... Your story has inspired many to not give up and will continue to do so ✊✊
YOU’RE NOT ALONE!!!!! We’re all human and it’s perfectly okay to feel anxious sometimes. A very wise mall Santa that I met, back in 2018, once told me that “even on the cloudiest day the sun STILL shines behind those clouds meaning that no matter how dark it looks, the sun is STILL there and the joy and happiness is there for you as well”. No matter how scary or how uncomfortable things get for you, just know that everything’s going to be okay because you deserve to feel safe, loved, comforted, encouraged and for those who loved you and who really want to help u and be there for you and stay by your side either way. Whether from friends, family or anyone you trust and feel safe with.
I maybe an autistic women whose probably may or may not have had a lot of panic attacks but I can honestly tell u. I’ve had anxiety attacks due to my fear of failure in school or at work and not being good enough as a person and losing my job so I do understand perfectly well the feelings of worthlessness, lack of self esteem, anxiety, depression, self hatred, loneliness, feeling trapped, frustration, remorsefulness, insecurity and the feeling of wanting to get try to better yourself but always coming out as a failure. Plus having been through Covid and being forced to follow Covid safety protocols like many others, myself, has been deeply traumatizing and extremely difficult for me as well socially, mentally, physically and emotionally.
The point is, your anxieties and everything mental health related DOES NOT define u for who you are, it’s what’s inside your heart and all the things we’ve accomplished in life that truly defines u for who u are. Some people are not gonna always understand what you’re going through but as long as you have the people who loved you or that special someone whom deeply loves u and genuinely cares about u and will do anything in the world to help u to overcome this, you’re gonna come out even stronger and more courageous than ever and before you’ll know it, you’re gonna surprise people by how far you’ve come in the end.
Stay strong, have courage, be kind to yourself, take heart and NEVER EVER give up hope because you ARE beautiful and practically perfect just the way you are in every way . ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing this experience, Marina. It was truly inspiring and I kind teared up. I'm currently in a mental breakdown right now, but with this video, I realized that my feelings are indeed valid and I could make it through. Thank you so much. 😢💖💙
Love you, Marina! 💖 Thank you for sharing! 😊
A lot of things in this video I can relate to and it helps me to know that I'm not the only one.
Thank you so much for sharing your story with us. I also have depression, I don't have the courage to tell anyone else yet, but right now I'm focused on loving myself. To anyone else who is struggling, you're not alone and we're all here to support each other's. 💜
Such an honest and sweet young lady.Thank you for sharing ❤️❤️❤️ from CA✌🏽
I love that you're optimistic even tho ur still in that part of ur life☺ im fortunate with my life that i dont have to struggle, i only have pained problems, but I just wanna just protect you
I'm so happy that you're that strong to open up about depression! Stay happy and don't make those assumptions you have in your mind consume you again. We're here for support!
Thank you so much for sharing this. I am in a place where I'm finding it really hard to live and keep waking up everyday and suffering from low self esteem. Thank you for giving me strength to live. ❤
I Love all Your Courage For Sharing Your Story!
you are so brave Marina, you should never be ashamed of anything. You have helped so many people with your songs and the messages they carry. We love you
i didn't noticed that i have depression too not until i googled about my illness and asked the elders but they still have no idea till now yet my friends do anyways; things will get better for us soon or forever i hope and btw you just saved me from my monster perhaps this night only but i'll keep your advise marina lin! thank you for letting us know about these things that definitely matter to all of us and hope you'll recover! spread smiles, luv u!
So proud of you! Very brave of you to post this ❤️ Love you
This video means a lot to me, no one really opens up about self-harm when it's a serious problem that many people (including myself) have struggled with.
omg thanks so much for sharing, i know how hard it is to share about this topic and emotions!
Is it normal to feel like no one cares even though they tell you they do and sometimes might even show it? I can't tell whether someone cares or not. I mean: why would they? We all have our own problems, and in the end, I believe that we do and say everything for some kind of self-benefit.
I hope everyone out there feels better. I'm not looking to helping myself feeling better any time soon, but I feel like every person out there deserves love ❤😘. People who are depressed happen to be the strongest.
Thankyou for make this video. ❤️ ure my spirit
I’m really thankful for somebody that talks about it openly because I definitely think I do have depression and anxiety And my mum is not getting it actually nobody gets it now and took me awhile to even realise that I have depression I am but I am feeling it’s and everybody else can just see me from the top so I’m on school run only 14 and it’s really hard so thank you
your song about depression is one i cry to almost everyday. i sing it all the time. i love you. you help me a lot. i was recommended therapy recently but my parents don’t think that its worth it. i’m so tired and so anxious and i just want help but i don’t know how to get it.
Thank you for sharing your story.
I see you babe 😭😭😭 stay strong, we love you, you are soo talented ,charming, you have many reasons to be loved and to stay alive. You are precious❤️
i love how you are so open about it! i am so glad that someone has spoken out about depression.
look i think i’m depressed. i don’t know what to do. i’ve reaches out to things like kids helpline. but they are always saying call them for counseling. but i can’t. i’m to scared to tell my mother. she won’t understand. i’m 14 so she will just think i’m being an over dramatic teenager. i have been feeling like this for so long. about a year or two. but it hasn’t gotten any better. it’s gotten worse. i’ve tried talking to my sister but she doesn’t understand. i don’t want to get out of bed everyday. i still need to go to school. i put on a face when i walk through those school gates. i’m too young to turn to all of that alcohol, and i’m afraid to cut which is a good thing. my sister would kill me. so would my mother. i can’t do it anymore. i out in a face for everyone to see. i reached out to my friend. but she didn’t know what to do. sometimes i can’t breathe, sometimes i have panic attacks because i couldn’t deal. i can’t sleep at night because i’m up all night either crying or just thinking about binge. i have nightmares about what is going to happen next. it doesn’t help that my sister is rude and i have three sisters. two of them always gang up on me which doesn’t help. i’m just i don’t know. i can’t deal anymore. i don’t know if this is depression. i’m not good at expressing my feelings.
It's okay Marina. Just go with the flow and don't stress yourself just for that reason. 🌈❤️
Thank you for opening up to us and like thank you so much your songs inspired me to write my own song and I'm scared to sing it,but thank you soooo much love you!!!
Your songs make us feel our depression go away.
I'm here for you
Thank you for making this video💖
Prayers for everyone going through depression or anything else 🙏
You’re quite an inspiration. I’m SO Happy I stumbled upon your video. You’re so beautiful and incredibly talented. I’m glad you’re feeling better. I know what you’re going through and feeling. I too have both. I’ve been on lexapro, celexa or cymbalta with a Xanax as needed for many years. It’s absolutely ok to admit you need help. I so happy and proud you made this video to help people understand, bring awareness and to not feel alone. You’re so worthy of this awesome life. Happy positive thoughts to you pretty girl.
PS. The Honest Guys here on TH-cam is who I listen to for guided meditation during anxious times or a panic attack. It truly helps. They’re awesome. ♥️👌🏻👌🏻🙏🏻
...I hate meditation, so....
Love u soo much❤️❤️❤️❤️
Finally feeling some positivities after months, much needed at the moment as i am at the edge of losing myself
Thank you for sharing your beautiful vulnerability ❣
This breaks my heart 💔 I love you ...so much you will be fine and great 💙
Thank you
It’s a difficult video. Appreciated it and love you so much
thanks so much for making this Marina! it lightens all the thoughts and doubts im having in my mind throughout the past few months, I realised that we are all some broken souls at some point in life and that's totally fine! cause we're only humans ;)
I can relate with you, I have depression aswell so i know where your coming from. And this is the reason why i wanted to started making music so i can sing my pain and tramtic emotions and more. hopefully you get to see this.
Proud of you girl!!👌💕❤
I tried citalopram, too, but I didn’t see any improvement. I was still depressed and didn’t leave the room and just felt so ashamed that I wasn’t going to classes. I ended up going to therapy and that was what did it for me. I haven’t taken medication in 2 years and I am so much happier now. I really think therapy is such a good resource. I hope people are able to find a good therapist like I had.
I have always wanted to reach out to someone to tell them how I really felt onside. I am depressed but thankfulky I don't dro2n myself to it. I am for one scared, anxious and worried about many things. Thanks to the people around me. I hope you will finally be able to cope it up! 💕💕Btw, thank you for sharing your story. Keep going! 🇵🇭
I love you, Marina! ❤️
thank you.
I love you so much 💗😭
Youre awesome!!!
we love you marina💯
That’s a big amount of meds Gurl!
I just wanna hug you!!!
I hope you always ok and always take care of yourself keep safety goodhealth i know you are a strong woman my beautifull princess marina lin pray to God GODBLESS YOU.
nice to see your +ve attitude ...music heal every pain......music help me to come out from depression(7 year relation breakup).
We love youuuuuuu
I wish I can open up this brave like you.. Everytime I open up, I just get ignored or get laughed at..
One of the reason I got my depression is my relationship. When I'm in relationship, my friends doesn't really like my partner and I ask them to be honest with me about what they don't like him. Then, I choose my friends over my boyfriend. It hurts me deeply because I made a mistake. End up both of them left me hanging all alone. I cry a lot and I punched the wall a lot. Tbh, I look miserable when I had depressed. It took me awhile to recover and move on about it..
Thank you.
love you
I am glad you did this..another youtubers took her own life Leah Archer I loved her and her girlfriend Callie videos...always always reach out....we have all been depressed that living is the hardest thing to do...keep going always keep going.
I love U