(Please read description!) Hey… it’s been a while. I’m sorry. A little update. I really am sorry 😔
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ส.ค. 2024
- EDIT: this is a reupload as I accidentally deleted the previous uplaod and lost all your comments before I got to fully read and reply, I am so sorry 🥺
It’s been an awfully difficult few months and I still don’t quite know where I am or where I’m getting to. But I’m trying.
I’m sorry for being so quiet. I hope this explains why.
So much love to those who have continued to check in and be so kind 🫶🏻
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You’ve got this sugar! Two steps forward and one step back isn’t failure, it’s a Cha-Cha! 😉 And it’s still one step further ahead than where you began. You owe no one an apology, you haven’t disappointed or failed anyone. A little hiccup, they happen. You’re stronger than before, you have more tools in your toolbox, you have more awareness of yourself, you have a whole community ready to rally any time you need & you are WELL ABLE to overcome and be all that you are capable of being. ♥️ Just do the next right thing honey. One step at a time. We’re here.
We've missed you Fi, please hang in there xx
Super proud of you sharing this video fi sending such big hugs 🫂 and lots of love xxxx
Gosh your are so beautiful and amazing. We all have up and downs in life. It never makes us bad people. You have taught us a lot! You are so strong and a fighter. Please don’t be afraid to ask for help when needed
Hi Fi🌻,so lovely to see& hear you.
I've been checking in hoping you were okay-ish.
I've been there- much older than you. I know( really know) how hard it is to build a sense of self that you have confidence in & can be sure of.
It's alot.Please know that as you evolve gradually some things will just 'stick' and you'll be less vulnerable. Take the time Fi,you are loved AND you are worth it💞💜
I found your channel during a really difficult patch in my life and found sharing the difficult times with me to be really comforting. I would love for you to come back, but only do it for you, girl! If it's best for your mental well being to leave, we will love and support you from afar!
You are loved!! You will ALWAYS be loved!! We are here for you…the good, the bad, and everything in between. Please keep taking care of yourself!
Just my personal opinion but I don't think being on social media is helping you. You have been on it for 10 years or so, tumblr, youtube, instagram, Facebook tiktok, TV programmes, news etc,(media outlets). I feel your ed is enmeshed with social media and your identity which is holding you back. The subconscious expectations and 'playing to an audience' is not healthy.
If you left for a good long while, you would be your most authentic self and then perhaps the real healing can begin xx
FIIIIIIII !!! You're back, YAAAY !! We've missed you!! XOXO
Hey Fi! So sorry to hear you’ve been going through it lately :(
I found you really quite recently & have been watching old uploads & you just show such absolute strength despite the difficulties and all the ups and downs of recovery and everything else in life! You’re so inspirational and have been a great help and company to me recently too.
It’s so brave and real of you to also reveal the really difficult parts (like this video) - it can’t be the easiest, your honesty I’m sure reaches all of us in a heartbreaking but all too relatable way so thank you Fi. Almost comforting but not because it’s so sad but we’re all in this thing together. We are all in this together and we are getting there. Step by step and learning every step of the way to truly reach a healed, whole, incredible place. You will find Fi, you are I know it & and I will find me (We all will guys ❤️)
You are still a powerhouse of strength and we will get there. Keep going everyone, keep fighting, and finding your true self, harness your strength and nourish the little gut feelings from your true self and it will flourish into the person you know you are and can be. We got this. Thriving here we come ! Loads of love Xxx ❤️❤️
I'm so sorry Fi!
Be sure: We are all here to support you! ❤
Take your time and stay strong! You will pull through! 🙂
Please check in more often! We are on this journey with you and we worry about you! Lean on us!!
You are so missed. Please keep sharing with us,it not only will help you but others as well . ❤
Amen!!!!
Hey Fi, even though there was a mishap through your journey, we really want you to push forward ❤don’t let those thoughts drive you, you drive them 🫶🏼 please do what’s best for your health! You are a blessing to the world! God is not done with you ! ❤
Life can be hard. But your always inspiraties me. Taking a few steps forward but always some back doesn't mean you didn't get a step forward❤ I'm proud of you to share this and know we will be here for you. A lot of us missed you
Hi Fi! Its so nice to see you! Im so sorry for all youre going through, I know how you feel and youre NOT ALONE!!!!! Im here for you,and totally understand what youre feeling. Thank you for your update. Im glad youre back. Love,Your friend, Loren🥰🥰
Keep fighting ! Keep finding Fi !
And if you can, please keep sharing with us !
You help me so so much ♥️♥️
Hi Pasta sis! I am glad to see you again even if it's the same upload. I hope you are doing well, whether it's learning, conquering, maintaining or simply breathing minute by minute. I'm glad you are managing better than a few months back too, as this time you are armed with more know how and know what you are capable of much more. Here's sending you tons of hugs and good wishes from across the pond. Much love, your pasta sis. 🤗
We’ve missed you! Sorry to hear your struggles have got stronger recently. I prefer you tube but have just got Instagram to follow you but it’s just pictures so not as good.
Im so sorry things have been so hard. We'll be rooting for you, whether you post or not! Do what helps you, because thats what really matters!
Oh Fi, I’m so sorry you’ve been going through such a difficult time 😢. Hang in there love, and remember, one step at a time. You’ve got this, I’m rooting for you.
We have missed you so very much. So very sorry that you are going through a hard time.. Please know that we are here rooting for you.. You got this.. Sending you lots of Love, hugs, and Prayers
I’m so sorry you have been through a difficult time, you are so brave for talking about this! We have missed you, so nice to have you back, take care my lovely, it might not feel like it right now, but you CAN do this, and we are with you every step of the way ❤
Fi!! We have got this, 2024 is the year!! Always rooting for you and always here xx I’m so sorry this illness affected you 😢 nobody deserves this shit xxx we can do this 🥰🤠👏💪🍀🌜💥🌈❤️
❤❤❤❤ if you gotta take time for you then do that. You got this!
So sorry that you're having such a difficult time, hang in there Fi, you've got this ❤ xx
Dont stay away love your videos stay strong
Chocolate face is always a good sign. Sending love.
We love you Fi, you got this!!
hi Fi thank you for sharing hoenstly your journey wiht us its helpful♥..i strugge laszt time more also....i suffer ED and depression more then 20 years, its daily battle...and last time its like trying take me down..so watching vidoeslike this is helpful for people like me, i belibe in you you can win this fight, your strong, God bless u♥
❤❤good to try and keep going life is a battle at times and slowly it will get to better days xx
I have autism and anorexia wishing you well. Going through second pass with Ed. Trying my best to get better as i cant go to my tae kwon do as blood counts too low.
Oh baby girl i can see and hear your pain fi life is so damn cruel and i am not quite riding those waves myself either but i continue to try to be positive and am so much better than this time last year but have sooo much further to go . Lets both crack open our favourite magnum billionaire gold icecreams you know what i mean and agree to draw a line in the sand and move forward onwards and upwards. Glad u decided to share px
Thank you for sharing. 🩵 Keep swimming, lovely 🫶🏻
Youll be fine! Just take ome day at a time! Love and Light!
Oh Fi. I’m so sorry you’ve had a setback. I8m always around if you need a friendly ear xxxxxxxxxx
Sending you lots of love ❤️ ❤❤️
Pushing good vibes your way! You got this! ❤
I am so glad to see you.
You got this. Hang in there 😘
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Hi Fi 🩵 lots of love to you, honey.
I find your thinking is still very black and white..you talk of mistakes and doing things wrong..what if you did everything right and whatever happened just revealed the issues you still need to work on…recovery isn’t linear..most recoveries from severe illness take any many years. Recovery also means managing better, it doesn’t equal cured. Fear and uncertainty will exist at all levels of health, you may always have to be vigilant against an Ed and work hard to maintain whatever steps you make..working on flexible thinking, reducing rigidity even in the face of an autism diagnosis is all possible. I hope you can be more compassionate..there is no failure in experiencing different states of recovery and there isn’t a magical end goal more a gentle transition over years and even decades to healthier ways of being inside your own skin
You shouldn’t be ashamed of your journey Fi. It’s about learning from these last few months. If you miss uploading, you should start to… when you feel able. Don’t put pressure on yourself though.
You’re brave for starting to pull yourself out of the dark place you were in. It takes a lot of strength and determination todo that. 🤍