Our GESTATIONAL SURROGACY JOURNEY Has Come To An End // Infertility SUCKS!
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Our GESTATIONAL SURROGACY JOURNEY Has Come To An End // Infertility SUCKS!
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Finally sharing a long overdue update.
Thanks again for your kind support and love.
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OUR TTC BACKGROUND:
~ Married - May 2013
~ Conceived naturally after a couple months trying, ended in missed miscarriage at 9w4d - Oct 2014
~ D&C
~ Laparoscopy surgery after 1 unsuccessful year of TTC following first miscarriage - Nov 2015
~ Surgery revealed blocked tubes due to infection following D&C
~ Conceived naturally prior to starting IVF, ended in another missed miscarriage at 7w6d- Feb 2016
~ Another D&C
~ Conceived naturally again prior to starting IVF, ended in chemical pregnancy- March 2016
~ IVF egg retrieval #1 - April 2016
~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 0 embryos frozen
~ IVF egg retrieval #2 - June 2016
~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 1 embryo frozen
~ Conceived naturally, slow rising HCG & ended in blighted ovum - Sept 2016
~ Yet another D&C
~ FET #1, never happened as our 1 frozen embryo didn't survive the thawing process - Dec 2016
~ IVF egg retrieval #3 - May 2017
~ FET #2- September 2017 - Heartbreaking BFN with PGS normal embryo...
~ Another Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy surgery - November 2017.... TUBES NO LONGER BLOCKED!
~ DQ Alpha gene partial match - unexplained infertility FINALLY explained! = alloimmune implantation dysfunction
~ IVF egg retrieval #4 - June 2019 - total fertlization failure
~ IVF egg retrieval #5 - September 2019 - 2 PGS normal embryos frozen
~ Gestational surrogacy process started - Nov 2019
~ Gestational surrogacy application hearing to get approval - March 2020
~ FET preparation with gestational surrogate - March 2020
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #1 with PGS tested embryo - April 2020 - chemical pregnancy
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #2 with PGS tested embryo - August 2020 - miscarriage at 6w
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #3 with untested hatching embryo - Oct 2020 - BFN
After 8 pregnancy losses, 11 surgeries, (including egg collections), & 6.5 long years of receiving constant bad news, we are so ready to finally hold our longed for rainbow baby in our arms!
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So sorry for these years of endurance Celeste. And the toll this is taking. Having watched every video you have uploaded it is so disheartening to see that your much wanted baby is still not here - and I know we will never be able to fully comprehend all that you and Tim go through. It's heartbreaking. I'm so glad you are looking at other options to become the mother you so deserve to be - and not just to your precious angels. Truly, words cannot express how sad this all is. I know you don't, but never lose sight of your beautiful marriage, friendships and inner strength and beauty. I know these have all been tested and it is not always easy but I truly believe we will see this journey have such a positive turn of events and this current upset will not endure forever. Lots of love. X
Thank your so much for your beautiful heartfelt message ♥️
My heart hurts with you celeste... Prayers and hugs for whatever your journey looks like next year ❤️
I’ve shed so many tears for you Celeste. Your strength and the way you carry yourself through all the heartache and sadness is truly incredible. I think of you and your journey often and hope one day you are blessed with your rainbow so very soon. Keeping you in my prayers always ❤️
Prayers for peace and clarity in whatever path you decide.
I hate that I’m mourning with you instead of rejoicing. I wish things were different. You deserve all the best, Celeste. Don’t understand why things can’t go right. So incredibly sorry. ☹️
I’m so exhausted by it all... wish things were different too. Thanks so much, Emily ♥️
@@TimandCeleste sending love, always ❤️
What a lovely comment Emily 😊 xx
Thank yoy Celeste for your video. My heart weeps for you and Tim. You are a courageous woman for shedding a light into the infertility world that many, many people don't understand. You have been my strenth in this relentlessly heartbreaking journey. Please take the time to look after your mind and body.
I can't fathom the sheer number of hurdles the universe has erected in front of you. I hope you and Tim find peace in whatever you decide. Wishing you strength (and I think you also already have so much strength!).
I struggle to fathom it, too... seems never ending! Thank you for your kind words ♥️
Thank you for continuing to share your journey with such generosity of spirit. I know so many women have found strength from your strength. I’m so sorry.
❤ love and support from Canada ❤ I started following you during our 5yr infertility journey and I wish I could tell you that what worked for us would work for you but your journey is your own. I wish you and Tim all the best in 2021, no matter what direction you take ❤
I’m so sorry surrogacy wasn’t the answer for you guys 💔 I am so sorry for all you are going through currently! I truly understand on the deepest level what you’re both going through! I went through 6 and 1/2 years of my own fertility journey and I’m so glad every time that voice in my head said “just give up” I quieted it and said “No! I won’t!” Because if I listen to that voice I wouldn’t be holding my now 10 month old beautiful baby girl! Just don’t give up! You’re time is coming! And I’m praying that 2021 is the year of miracles for you and your family! Much love 💞🌈🤱🏼
I’m so sorry this path hasn’t worked for you both. It must be incredibly difficult battling so many unknowns. Thinking of you both as you embark on 2021, and this new journey. Sending love and light. 🤍
I'm so so sorry.. I'm not going to EVER tell you what you should do! Your so right it's so sensitive and so HARD to go through loss so many times over! I had 7 miscarriages and everyone being sweet or not try to tell you what you should try and what worked for them and you do get so regrets and wished you pushed harder! Please give yourself some grace and just love on each other x I do have two miracle baby boys and I just want you to know I know what the loss and regret is like.. just please please give yourself grace.. it's not easy but you and Tim need to love on each other too x
I've been following your story for a long time now and I'm so sorry that surrogacy hasn't worked for you ... Life can be so un fair and I am honestly rooting for you ... I can't wait in the future to see you with your baby ... It will happen ❤️ xxx
So much love from me to you ♥️♥️♥️ You are not alone. The endless sea of feelings and emotions is difficult to navigate...
You are such a beautiful, strong soul girlfriend ♥️👌🥰 I am wrapping my virtual arms around you. With love from a friend in Canada 🇨🇦
I understand you so fully. I wish you strength to accept what you cannot understand. Why are there Mother’s that don’t appreciate their children and those who want to be mothers can’t? Wishing you all the best. We are both childless mothers, for whatever sad reason. All the best to you! You are a wonderful person that deserves all she wishes for.💞
Thank you. All the love and best wishes to you, too! ♥️🕊
Hey lovely, I’m 4 years into my journey also. I’m in my 2 week wait on our 3rd IUI, it’s a long heartbreaking road but I’m sure it’ll all be worth it in the end, sending all my love and prays to you and Tim 💖
I'm so sorry you have had to go down this path in life and all of your losses. I think about you and Tim often and I wish there was an answer to this all. 💕
I’m so sorry Celeste. Sending so much love and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Will always support you ❤️
My heart hurts. I’ve been praying for years for you and Tim. You are still in my prayers. Especially during these difficult times.
Infertility does suck for sure.
Sending all 4 of you a gentle hug and healing energies for your hearts & mind.
I’m so sorry this journey into surrogacy didn’t work, infertility certainly sucks. It’s the same here in the UK, they don’t test the natural killer cells and we ended up paying a lot of money privately to do it during our recurrent miscarriage journey. Thankfully it was ok but couples struggling need to know one way or another. Sending you only good wishes and thank you for sharing this - I have my rainbow baby after 5 losses but still find it hard to talk about xx
I am so very sorry that you have had to go through this whole thing. It truly does suck. No words will truly help anything, so I will just say that you are in my thoughts.xx
You truly are amazing , wonderful things will come your way because you deserve it - thank you for your videos ( you do them so well) . All the very best xxxxccxx
I am so sorry. I wish I had words to bring you comfort. I wish I had words that could show you the window to a future full of love and fulfillment in spite of the current heartache. All I have are the wishes of a fellow infertility warrior that has also lost so much. I wish you love to fill your heart and your life. And I wish you wisdom to realize the end of a path does not mean the end of all roads. Good luck
Sending so much love your way. So so sorry for all you’ve been through ❤️
I am 61 and suffered with infertility foe 20 years and at 40 got pregnant for the first time. Nothing worked so luckily I decided to adopt. Now I have 3 grown children. Don't give up.😊
I'm so-so-so sorry! It's so devastating. I'm 100% sure that you will have a baby, but it's so frustrating that you can't have it now. Sending my love and positive thoughts to your way from NC, USA!
I went thru years of infertility (many, many years ago) and you never forget that journey. Praying that 2021 is your year!!
Sending all the love and prayers to you and Tim.
You are both incredible! I endeavour to be as strong as both of you are ❤️
Ohh, Celeste, my heart aches for you and Tim. I had so hoped this would be the way forward for you both. Sending you lots of hugs and love from the USA.
Don't know what to say as you will have heard it all before but I just had to say how sorry I feel for all you and your friend have been through and also the men have been through a lot as well. All I can say is I will continue to pray and hope for you all that things do work out. Take care x
My heart is hurting for you both. I am sending everything I possibly can your way. Love, prayers and kisses x
There are no words. I am so sorry celeste. Heartbreaking for you. X
I so wish it was better news, but I'm sure your baby is going to come to you when it's meant to be, as always, I'm hoping for luck for you both❤️❤️❤️
I'm so glad to see an update. My heart hurts for you. 🫂
Wishing you nothing but comfort and clarity at this time💕 Love and healing sent yalls way❤️
Sending so much love and hugs 💓💓💓💓
I am so sorry, bless you guys and merry Christmas ❤️❤️❤️
Hugs and love. Infertility massively sucks.
I'm so sorry surrogacy didn't work out for you Celeste, it breaks my heart how much you've had to go through 😢 Sending you and Tim lots of love and hugs 🥰🤗💖🌈 Xxx
You are such a strong person. I wish you the best and lot of baby dust.
I’m so sorry Celeste. I hope you get some clarity around where to from here. Thinking of you and Tim 💛🌻
We all wrap our arms around you in the biggest, warmest hug Celeste. xx
You are not defined by this Celeste. You are whole and complete and have your family unit with Tim. I think you are so strong. IVF is hellish . I just had my second miscarriage . Now I want time out for my husband and I
Infertility here too, 6 years... Accepted it. I am leaving it in God's hands ♥ God give you peace 🕊. I have a channel too, feel free to check out!!
Fathers of psychology would disagree with you, just saying. Starting a family has been shown to be a key element in happiness and finding meaning in life. Let’s not downplay the devastation of true infertility.
My heart aches for you all. Infertility sucks! Sending love xx .
Prayers and encouragement to you! Hugs!!!!
I'm so sorry guys, I feel for you so much. just FYI, it took me two goes on 25mg prednisone and cleaned to finally get pregnant after 8 failed transfers. whatever path you choose to follow I wish you the best of luck ♥️
You are both in my heart...All my prayers to you both.
I cant ever imagine being in your place... you and tim are so strong all this time. I can only send love and prayers 🙏
I am really admired. I don't know anyone who would have such a difficult path to motherhood. most people would have given up on the way. I admire you for your persistence
My rainbow baby girl is my forth pregnancy, I’ve miscarried my 3 babies ( genetically unhealthy babies) before I got pregnant with her. The 2nd baby was already 19 weeks when I’ve lost him .That time I almost lost all my hopes, but continued to believe.. God checked me and gave a gift in the end. I want to say you are not alone! Continue to believe, God is all merciful.
So sorry to hear this sending hugs xxxxx
Broken for you all. Lots of love and prayers ❤️xxxxx
Hi C. I’ve gone thru infertility since 2012 and after so many treatments and procedures our rainbow baby arrived this year so pleaseee. Stay positive and keep on moving forward the way I got thru it was with the attitude of okay what’s the next step and kept on moving forward and not looking back. Praying you find the answers and become the mother you deserve to be. Also all the pain and tears I went thru I don’t remember because the love and joy will overcome allllll of what you’re going thru right now. God bless.
That is so true. As years pass that is the only way to survive it. One foot in front of the other to keep moving forward. We do not have luxury of time. But when success happens (no matter how one finally gets there), you realize that the baby you have in your arms is the baby you were always meant to have. I never could have imagined my steps to motherhood. Never. Crazy enough I am now grateful for what I went through because if I didn't have the courage to continue, I wouldn't have my exact children. And being without my exact children is unfathomable. They are my everything.
I was shocked to hear that Liv has NK cells 😯. It just goes to show that doctors should never assume that a surrogate who has had children naturally doesn't have fertility issues down the road (or at least an answer as to why the transfers have failed). I'm sorry for the difficult news that you and Liv received. I think I remember Liv saying she had a miscarriage before her first kid. I wonder if she had NK cells then. If they come and go or they just pop out of nowhere. The human body I swear is so unpredictable. I think you still have a chance and good thing you started young in this journey (i know its been long and difficult and just unfair because it is) imagine if you started at 38? My husband always asks me how you're doing.
First off...you are SO beautiful. Your eyes are extraordinary. Secondly, I am very sorry that your deepest desire has been thwarted so many times. Thirdly...admiration. I would have become a ranting and crying mess on video. I admire your ability to explain things calmly. Finally, I wish you love and peace in 2021. Roxanne Taylor, California
I’m someone who has had a infertility and ivf battle .. I do understand what you mean when people try and tell you what you shouldn’t do.
Our journeys are all so unique and different.
I hope you guys get your miracle x
This verse came to my mind..."The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18 ....may God hold you close and give you both comfort, and guidance as you consider next steps. So heartbroken for you! Praying for answers and clarity.🙏💜
After my second miscarriage I wonder why a god would put me through this
@@emu9520 I am so very sorry for your losses. I know that is something a lot of people struggle with is "why does God allow suffering?" I have been through 3 miscarriages myself, so I have been there at times. But I also know that we live in a broken world, and the way things are now, were not God's original design for us all. People having free choice, and sin, is what brought death into the world. I promise you, whether you believe it, or feel it, God does love you, and he hurts with you. If you need to talk or have questions feel free to reach out💜
I hope you get your wish and next year will be better for you and tim.
I have been following you for many years and throughout my IVF journey. My son is my worst quality non PGS 6 day embryo but I truly think I was just lucky. I also got pregnant naturally earlier this year but sadly miscarried at 11 weeks. What I am going to say will probably sound strange but every time I take a pregnancy test I think about you and Tim, because if me not having another baby would mean you could have yours, I would give up all my chance in a heart beat. My heart breaks for you, I don't understand why you have go through this but I hope that there is a reason and I am sure you will get to hold your precious baby one day. All the love. Kate
My son was also my worst and last embryo. Its such a tough journey
I feel the same way. 😪
I’m so sorry this chapter has ended for you guys. I’ve had such a bad week this week with continued infertility bad news and genuinely one of my first thoughts was to come to your channel and seek some support from your videos as you have so generously shared your story over the years. Although it of course isn’t much consolation, you should know that you continue to help and support others in bravely sharing your story. It certainly helps me to feel less alone. Praying for your next chapter, whatever it may be. 🧡 wishing you all the best xx
This means so much to me, thank you. I’m sorry you’ve had a terrible week. Wishing you all the best for the coming year, too ♥️😘
You give so much to so many by just sharing your story. Thank you Celeste ☺️
I hope one day you are gifted with more than you’ve ever dreamed or imagined! You truly deserve it! 🌈
Im surprised steroids wasn’t in the med protocol it’s in most protocols over here in the US. I’m a surrogate and i was on medrol for 6 days. I hope your next journey is better
OMG, I have only just tuned into your videos. I haven't jumped forward yet to see how your journey has gone, but everything you are describing is so similar to what my daughter is currently going through as at 10th July, 2024.
She and her husband found out that her husband suffers from Azoospermia - the genital type of cystic fibrosis where is was born with no vas deferens so he has had to have his sperm surgically aspirated. After 4 attempts at IVF where her husband's sperm is actually injected into my daughter's eggs they have had relatively poor results from the resulting egg quality and embryos, where over the course of 4 attempts now, she has had not many decent quality eggs and not many eggs either for that matter. However, over the course of that time they have had grade 2 to 3 quality embryos overall. One grade 3 quality blastocyst was transferred - no luck; next round a grade 2 quality embryo, which really didn't look all that good was also transferred - no luck; next, no blastocysts.
At that time, it was time to investigate what could be going wrong. Her bloods identified that she has a double mutation of the MTHFR gene, as well as grade 1 to 2 endometriosis. She was operated on to clear the endo. which was mainly located around her ovaries. Then she was put onto the MTHF supplement to address her MTHFR double mutation. Prior that finding out that she suffers from the MTHFR double mutation, she was taking folic acid supplements, which was the worst possible thing that she could be taking (unwittingly)!!!! Ok, so now she's up to round 4 this year - hoping, soooo hoping that having these things addressed would produce better quality eggs🤞. At the time of the endo. surgery, she had her uterus checked for any abnormalities, as well as have her scrapings checked for killer cells and all other potential embryo-destroying issues. All was normal and cleared thank goodness!!! So, after her round 4 egg (most recent) collection, she produced 9 eggs, 5 of which were not mature enough, 4 were fertilised, 1 didn't progress and 3 were still developing - of the 3 still developing, 1 didn't make it to day 5, 2 made it to day 5 blastocysts and both were grade 2. They froze 1 and transferred the other one, which the Specialist commented looked a fantastic embryo - structure-wise. After waiting the dreaded 2 weeks, my daughter's hCG result was 165!!!, 3 days later it was 980!!!!, so we can't believe she is now pregnant👏!!
We are now so nervous and anxious about the next step, being the viability ultrasound, which will be happening in 2 weeks. My daughter is now 6 weeks pregnant. Every day is a nerve-racking wait. All the bad stories you hear, just fill you with dread. My daughter is staying well away from social media and anyone outside her close circle of friends and family, who are the only ones who know thus far. There is no room or tolerance for negativity or stories of terrible outcomes. As you would know so well, Celeste, they do not help and only serve to add to the terrible anxiety levels already being experienced by the hopeful mother. My daughter is more than well aware that it is early days yet and 'things' can happen, however, I have said to her to please live in the moment and that tomorrow is another day. I have advised my daughter to enjoy the pregnancy ride and that she has every reason to be hopeful. All possible screening tests have been done and passed; all fertility issues have now been addressed and resolved and now it's up to destiny. All she can do is to try and manage her stress levels as best she can under the circumstances and keep eating healthily and exercising moderately.
I was crying while watching your video when you were talking about your transfer that didn't work...the one where you received the call from the fertility clinic in the car to advise that your hCG levels weren't progressing as they should have been. I felt so sad and sorry for you, and yes, it really does feel like the world is teasing you and being so cruel to you, that you should be having to go through this awful time. It's just not fair and hard for some, yet comes so easily for others. I have been there with my daughter who has gone through this terrible and very expensive journey, like you have, so I felt every part of your pain as you were going through the video😢.
I am now going to skip forward in your videos and am hoping that you will eventually be rewarded with your own beautiful little baby - you and your husband thoroughly deserve it. I wish you both the VERY BEST of luck in your future rounds. 🩷💙🤗
Sending you love and light.
Whatever comes next for you, thank you for sharing your journey with us thus far.
Thank you xx
Life can seem so cruel sometimes 💔 You and Tim have been dealt way more that your fair share of hurdles and disappointment. Glad to hear there are more options in the pipeline. Christmas wishes to you both 🎄✨
Thinking of you both x
I’m so sorry to hear this recent news about your surrogacy journey not succeeding. I sent you a comment maybe last year.. but listening to your recent situation with natural killer cells and the MTHFR mutant gene with not being able to absorb folic acid this is indeed my exact case. I also have ca for 2 blood mutation which is a clotting disorder. I had immune blood testing and killer cell testing too from the ARGC clinic in London under Dr Taranissi and after also starting my infertility journey in 2014 I know it’s been a long difficult path. I have a two year old now and about to embark on my remaining embryo transfer this year. I also had extra progesterone and stripes and aspirin and clexane... but I also had the intralipid infusions iv drips to lower the killer cell level. And it worked for me. If you could even have a zoom chat with this clinic doctors I honestly believe you would be on THE path to having your own baby like me. I honestly see your pain and it breaks me to watch you guys go through this failing journey so far xx
Pls pls even just take a look into it.. I wish you all the best of luck and I also want u to know I am trying to be very delicate with your situation. I understand I have been through it myself xx sending hope xx
Hi, I know what you feel and the only thing that helped was the belief that everything is possible with God, take care of yourself and your husband and God will bless you and give you what you want,:)if thst work for me can for you too:)do not blame yourself, you are young, do not give up. Think with faith and continue in prayer.Ours gift of God's is name Jonathan.
I’m so very sorry. It took us 10 years to have both of our daughters and it literally does seem never ending. My youngest is an embryo donation baby. I truly want this for you and will be thinking of you and your husband.
Sending love and prayers ❤
I’m so sorry. All my love ❤️ please never give up hope, you are going to be the best mum and Tim will be the best dad
Keep pushing for answers xx
I’m so sorry Celeste. This journey for you and your husband has not been easy. You will get your miracle baby. Just know we are all here with you.
I'm so sorry sweetie . Its sh*t . Sending lots of love 🥰
Sending you so much love and prayers. This is heartbreaking. Im currently going through secondary infertility myself. Your so strong for what you've been going through, always remember that
I’m so sorry to hear this. How sad that they didn’t listen to you to begin with. It’s such a hard journey. May I ask if Liv was a first time surrogate or not?
I’m so sorry to hear this. How sad that they didn’t listen to you to begin with. It’s such a hard journey. May I ask if Liv was a first time surrogate or not?
My heart is just breaking for you and Tim and Liv.....you've all been through way too much. Sending you all cyber hugs. There's just nothing else to add, except to agree with you....infertility SUCKS!
It’s heartbreaking watching this video. So wish you and Tim could catch a break. Such heart ache you’ve both endured for such a long time. Thinking of you both xxx
Praying for you both. May the lord be with you 🤍
You’re so brave. All you’ve been through will serve as a love letter to your future child.
Always thinking of you xx
Tim and Celeste, I’m so sorry 😢 💔
The most beautiful words have already been written here. I can only add that I have no doubt that one day you and Tim will get your miracle baby. You will find the way. It will be okay. Sending lots of love✨❤️
I am sooo sorry! 😭 I can’t imagine what you are going through!
I am so sorry that this hasn’t worked for you I can’t imagine the emotional and physical effects this has had on you all I will say I am a bit annoyed not at any of you but at that clinic I mean seriously all they had to do was do the test and maybe you wouldn’t have to go through this pain there is just something not right about that but again I am sorry
Have you considered coming to America to try different specialists and such? I know it’s probably going to be expensive , I’m sure you thought of it. Just don’t give up mama.
Ivf isn’t hard. It’s really simple science and procedures. They are giving her the best treatment. America isn’t the best or better. When there’s decent sperm (which with icsi isn’t usually a problem as I don’t really believe in sperm frag..neither do top research centers in America) and a good egg, and a decent lining, then ivf works on avg in 1.5 transfers. If it’s not, coming to America won’t help. Ivf isn’t really that advanced, I don’t consider having good sperm and egg meeting up too amazing, we’ve been doing that for ages, she has true infertility (so do I). Our cases are the ones that can’t be solved yet, whether you’re in America or Australia, it sucks, but we need to be honest about the current limitations with ivf right now. These same limitations exist in all countries.
I'm so so sorry. I can feel your pain in this video.
Loving and supporting you ALWAYS. ❤️❤️
You said it best - infertility SUCKS.
😘😘😘
My heart hurts for you so much listening to you share such personal and vulnerable experiences with your subscribers. My husband and I have been TTC for a year and a half and this journey has brought such emotional pain upon us that it now feels physical. Not something anyone could understand unless they’d also been down the road of hundreds of negative tests - and then in others cases, IVF, loss, and more. I’m so upset for you. To want something so badly, to do everything in our power to try and make it happen to come up with let downs is just some of the worst pain imaginable. I’m so sorry you’re having to go down this road. I’m praying for you.
I’m so sorry it’s been so difficult.
Did the dr say why she kept miscarrying?
I’m sending you all of my love. I think of you often.
Yeap infertility sucks. Praying for you
Praying for peace for you.
I am by no means trying to suggest opinions or anything, just genuinely curious. Can you take steroids for the natural cells for a few cycles before a transfer? Just wondering if it works like that or if the steroids eliminate the cells each time you take the shots? Idk if this makes sense but I’m just wondering if over time the steroids can reduce the cells.. also I 100% agree with you... infertility sucks.
So sorry for your loss. You are not at fault! You asked them to do it. You pushed them repeatedly until they did even though they were extremely educated doctors nd you advocated for what you needed! You didn't cost the 2 embryos that failed, YOU Gave THE 2 EMBRYOS YOU HAVE LEFT a chance!!! You are a strong dedicated woman and one day (no matter how it happens, surrogacy, egg donor, sperm donor, embryo adoption, surrogacy and embryo adoption, traditional adoption, foster care) you will be a great mother if that is what you want!
My whole entire heart feels for u and your husband sending so much love hope and well wishes xxx
Omg omg, I have just come across this channel. You are literally my back fence neighbour. My sister tried IVF for ten years and finally had a surrogate deliver a baby 6 years ago in India. Reach out if you need to x x