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    Another BIG DECISION + LIFE UPDATE | Infertility & IVF Journey
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    Wow - think this is the longest break I've possibly ever had here on YT!
    Finally back with a bit of a life update for you guys.
    Thank you for your continued love and support!
    Big love to you all, during yet another difficult and challenging year.
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    OUR TTC BACKGROUND:
    ~ Married - May 2013
    ~ Conceived naturally after a couple months trying, ended in missed miscarriage at 9w4d - Oct 2014
    ~ D&C
    ~ Laparoscopy surgery after 1 unsuccessful year of TTC following first miscarriage - Nov 2015
    ~ Surgery revealed blocked tubes due to infection following D&C
    ~ Conceived naturally prior to starting IVF, ended in another missed miscarriage at 7w6d- Feb 2016
    ~ Another D&C
    ~ Conceived naturally again prior to starting IVF, ended in chemical pregnancy- March 2016
    ~ IVF egg retrieval #1 - April 2016
    ~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 0 embryos frozen
    ~ IVF egg retrieval #2 - June 2016
    ~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 1 embryo frozen
    ~ Conceived naturally, slow rising HCG & ended in blighted ovum - Sept 2016
    ~ Yet another D&C
    ~ FET #1, never happened as our 1 frozen embryo didn't survive the thawing process - Dec 2016
    ~ IVF egg retrieval #3 - May 2017
    ~ FET #2- September 2017 - Heartbreaking BFN with PGS normal embryo...
    ~ Another Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy surgery - November 2017.... TUBES NO LONGER BLOCKED!
    ~ DQ Alpha gene partial match - unexplained infertility FINALLY explained! = alloimmune implantation dysfunction
    ~ IVF egg retrieval #4 - June 2019 - total fertlization failure
    ~ IVF egg retrieval #5 - September 2019 - 2 PGS normal embryos frozen
    ~ Gestational surrogacy process started - Nov 2019
    ~ Gestational surrogacy application hearing to get approval - March 2020
    ~ FET preparation with gestational surrogate - March 2020
    ~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #1 with PGS tested embryo - April 2020 - chemical pregnancy
    ~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #2 with PGS tested embryo - August 2020 - miscarriage at 6w
    ~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #3 with untested hatching embryo - Oct 2020 - BFN
    ~ IVF egg retrieval #6 - August 2021 - NOW
    After 8 pregnancy losses, 11 surgeries, (including egg collections), & 7 long years of receiving constant bad news, we are so ready to finally hold our longed for rainbow baby in our arms!

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  • @melerwin1
    @melerwin1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I was just thinking of you two and hoping for an update. We all want this for you so badly. Best of luck 🤞💚

  • @kellyannelliott5611
    @kellyannelliott5611 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    If there was anyone I would want to wish every success to it would b u, praying for u ❤️

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ohhhh you’re lovely - thank you ❤️

  • @adieface
    @adieface 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I have always been absolutely amazed at your tenacity and bravery! You have been tested beyond anything I could imagine, your infertility battle, the loss of your dear mother in law and now the pain of your fathers illness and prognosis. I am so in awe of your ability to keep moving forward, to find clarity and that despite all of this you remain humble and gracious! I am keeping everything crossed for you and Tim to have the most successful IVF round yet and for two lines soon! So much love to you!

  • @vickimalpass4147
    @vickimalpass4147 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have been watching your videos for a while, I haven't made comments, I have felt absolutely heartbroken for you & Tim. I'm hoping & praying you get your rainbow baby, you deserve it so much. I'm always thinking of you & your husband. So sorry to hear about your dad aswell.
    I have PCOS, I understand what a stressful & emotionally exhausting it is going through this journey. I have been through multiple cycles of ivf with no success, high quality embryos either ending in miscarriage or BFN, my husband has high DNA fragmentation, I have multiple immune issues, we only got one high grade embryo with this cycle with ICSI & sent it off for PGT-A testing as we are frustrated with so many failed cycles. It has felt like me & my husband has had nothing but bad news.
    Sending positive thoughts your way & wishing you all the best with this ivf cycle. Hope this is the one where you get your rainbow babyxx

  • @eelsify
    @eelsify 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I remember you saying in a past video "one day when we're holding our baby this will all make sense."
    I'm so excited for you that you've chosen another round of IVF.

  • @LOLBec07
    @LOLBec07 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You pop into my thoughts often and I always check for updates.
    I’m so excited for this next chapter for you both.
    I’m sorry you’ve spent so long in the deep of it and struggled.
    It’s a terrible place to be.
    I wish nothing but the best for you and I hope this cycle brings everything you’ve ever dreamed of.
    Thinking of you x
    Blessings blessings blessings!!!

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ohhh thank you so so much!! xxx

  • @corgipingpong2542
    @corgipingpong2542 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m doing another round after 2 failed ones, I’m glad you are doing another one. Do not worry about what other people think, you do what’s right for you!

  • @crecine45
    @crecine45 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hello again from across the world! I’m not on instagram and so excited you shared this update here. It took my husband and I 8 years to conceive our son. Two more years another son. Your story hits my heart that’s why I’ve been following you over the years. Your book is beautiful. I keep my copy handy because despite my sons being 20 & 22 years old, reading it reminds me of the days past. Please know you have been in my daily prayers. 🥰

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      This means so much - thank you for your kindness and continued support! x

    • @crecine45
      @crecine45 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@TimandCeleste of course. We’re all sisters connected at heart and soul. I feel and understand it all.

  • @yuliyalakey2940
    @yuliyalakey2940 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Celeste, I am sending the best wishes to you and Tim! I was thinking about you a lot lately. I didn't want to mention something that I found online that made me think of you since I wasn't sure what would your plans be. But since you're trying IVF again maybe it'll be worth a mention: I found some studies that link anti-histamine use to miscarriages in some people. You mentioned your allergies many times so I was thinking maybe this is something worth looking into to maximize your chances? I am sorry if my unsolicited advice upsets you. I am only writing this because I am wishing with all my heart that you finally have your rainbow baby! Whatever path you chose, I hope it leads to a healthy pregnancy and a healthy baby! I am so sorry about your dad's illness. I hope your sister has a lovely wedding and your dad enjoys being able to be a part of it. I also want to say thank you for your videos and for sharing your story on Instagram. I am one of those people whom your videos helped immensely.

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thank you so much for your kind words and sharing that finding with me. I’ve heard that too, and hoping a more intense immune protocol that I haven’t yet tried will help make all the difference 🤞🏼💕

  • @citticat2
    @citticat2 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I don't know what the statistics show but I can bet ALL these mothers knew someplace in their heart that they had to try one more time and it was that "one more time" that changed their lives forever and they became moms. I am so happy for you that you have the courage and faith to hang there. See this all as a learning and enjoyment process. Allow your dreams to go wild with seeing your baby bump grow and all the enjoyments pregnant moms feel. Plan the nursery too - the colors, furniture - whatever makes you happy. I can also bet that we are all here praying and seeing a successful implant. Relax and allow because God always says "YES".

  • @Laura-fr9dg
    @Laura-fr9dg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Sending you love and prayers to you both, the roller coaster of infertility is brutal but I'm so glad you listened to your hearts and are giving it another go. We did that this year, one more go after 8 years of heart ache and we are due in January. I believe you can find the right protocol for you and have your family xx

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh how beautiful - congratulations ❤️💫

  • @olaf326
    @olaf326 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    As long as you're breathing, there's still hope. Hold on to that.
    You're doing the right thing, don't give up, not just yet. Sending you a lot of strenght and faith ❤

  • @hilarymcdonald8965
    @hilarymcdonald8965 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm starting ivf this year, your videos have been so helpful❤ I'm so glad you went with the path that felt right! I've had to do the same in my 4 years of infertility and its hard to explain my choices to others as well

  • @northerngirl4924
    @northerngirl4924 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry life has been so difficult. I can only imagine how hard your fertility journey has been. On the other hand it is so nice to see you, and you look great. So sorry to hear how your Dad is struggling. I can understand the heartbreak as I watched my Dad physically decline and pass. Glad you have arrived at a decision, and are doing an IVF cycle, and embryo adoption is still an alternative on the shelf. Very proud of you…you have not given up.❤️

  • @TexasbyStorm
    @TexasbyStorm 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Have missed you. You have been in my thoughts and prayers many times over these past 8 months.

  • @cdesjardins1988
    @cdesjardins1988 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Im praying for your Dad. I hope this IVF cycle goes smoothly. God please grant this wish for Tim and Celeste Amen 🙏 love and baby dust! 💞

  • @SB-dk1ty
    @SB-dk1ty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Yay! Best of luck with this cycle! 💕💕💕💕 hope this is it! Xx

  • @silverlimosine
    @silverlimosine 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have been thinking of you! I was floored that you updated. My prayers are with you!!! I know you’re going to beat this battle.

  • @kimberlywilliams3008
    @kimberlywilliams3008 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending prayers and best wishes. My granddaughter was born 5 weeks ago after my daughter went thru 4 years of infertility treatments, IUI, IVF and 2 miscarriages. I know how hard this journey is, but she is worth it all.

  • @emilygarlinsky2069
    @emilygarlinsky2069 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You and Tim are never far from my thoughts and prayers. Will be praying extra as you walk through this IVF protocol. So much love to you guys from the US ❤️
    And will be keeping your dad in my prayers too. I am so sorry he continues to decline. He is lucky to have you, Celeste. And surely you make him proud!

  • @Daisyjc2386
    @Daisyjc2386 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Celeste, you are such a beautiful & strong warrior. You will do this. YOU WILL BEAT INFERTILITY! 💛

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ahhh love this comment! Cannot wait for the day. Thank you xx

  • @mariannaabrahamyan7553
    @mariannaabrahamyan7553 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Sending you all my best wishes. I hope this cycle is it for you guys! 🙏💗

  • @charlotteotoole8200
    @charlotteotoole8200 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I'm so sorry to hear that your dad is poorly, it must be heartbreaking to see the struggles. He is so very lucky to have such a loving daughter to take care of him and make him comfortable.
    Wishing you lots of luck with this round of IVF and while my opinion is irrelevant, I think whatever method sits well with your heart is the one to go for.
    Sending peaceful and calming vibes 💖

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oh thank you for your kindness 💕 xx

    • @ashleeduncan4053
      @ashleeduncan4053 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I agree 100%, whatever their hearts tell them, that's what's best for them and their family and NO ONE should tell them anything different!

  • @melerwin1
    @melerwin1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Also, if it gives you any hope. I have MTHFR gene (2 to be exact) and I suffered 3 chemical pregnancies and 2 miscarriages. I took the recommend precautions (special vitamins for folic acid that my body could absorb and heparin shots) with the 2 pregnancies that started strong but they still ended in miscarriage. Then at 36 I fell pregnant again and for my own sanity I told my partner that I wasn't going to do anything extra and if the pregnancy stuck it was meant to be and if not I knew how to heal. That baby stuck and I now have an 18 month old son. Perfectly healthy and very intelligent, so it CAN happen!

    • @theiceandsnow3998
      @theiceandsnow3998 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Having similar story. 4 miscarriages and 8 embryo transfers. I have factor V Leiden. I got pregnant for the fifth time and said to my clinic that I want to do it in natural cycle (no artificial estrogen), no artificial progesterone, no blood thinners. No medication at all except for trigger shot. I said it is all in God's hands. The baby stayed with us throughout the pregnancy and now I have a perfect baby boy, born just few months ago. I know that our stories are anecdotal but the thing is that we just never know why certain pregnancies are successful and why some end in miscarriage. If I would be on some crazy medical protocol (like with my previous transfers) the doctors and me would think that the medications helped but in this case they didn't. We just never know why it sometimes works against all the odds. I also know 3 more girls that transfered multiple embryos, some even used embryo donations and went through fertility treatments for years. One got pregnant naturally and the other two after transferring 14/15 embryos (double transfers) one had twins the other baby girl (other twin passed away around 12 weeks).

  • @mrskaitimorris9836
    @mrskaitimorris9836 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending you all of the baby dust in the world Celeste. I will keep you & Tim in my prayers. ❤️

  • @kristin12945
    @kristin12945 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Never ever ever give up on your dreams. Ever.

  • @taraleskowsky4151
    @taraleskowsky4151 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I definitely know what that is like I’ve been trying for 25 years and I am now 45 and still struggling my insurance don’t pay for anything so I can’t do ivf treatments I tried clomid and letrozole but neither worked so I continue to try natural way

  • @JennStowe
    @JennStowe 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying for you guys💗💗💗💗Happy to see you again Celeste….been thinking of you! So happy to hear you are choosing to continue the journey with IVF. Much Love as always!!!

  • @itsmommymirasolslife8291
    @itsmommymirasolslife8291 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi, Celeste
    You are very courageous for continuing! And good on you! I feel you definitely need to continue and don’t give up! I know poor Tim is as exhausted but things happen for a reason and trust me your reason will finally come to terms with you! God bless you my love keep safe!

  • @MrPatsy4
    @MrPatsy4 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Best of luck for this cycle, hoping and praying for this cycle. 🙏

  • @thatgirlcocoa
    @thatgirlcocoa 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was thinking about you yesterday. So glad to see your face and hear your voice. It’s very calming🌬🧘🏾‍♀️✨

  • @crystalbethseizetheday8669
    @crystalbethseizetheday8669 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    When you go through fertility stuff, it’s so hard not to feel alone. Yet so many people go through this. You are giving me strength on my own journey which has been nothing but pain so fair. That you can even talk about this with all else you have on I think you are so strong and amazing, these videos help more people than you know. I hope you know we will always support any breaks you need from here. We want nothing but the best for you and wishing you all the best going forward lovely xx

  • @Tee_n_FerrisB
    @Tee_n_FerrisB 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Keeping all of you in my prayers.

  • @sash.fraser
    @sash.fraser 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Rooting for you! Xx

  • @piretpartelsohn
    @piretpartelsohn 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is just heartbreaking. I wish you all the best and hope that some day your dreams will come true.
    I have experienced secondaryinfertility for 6 years and sadly, the only thing that helped was the change of a partner. I then found out that was the thing that life had planned for me.
    I wish you the best ❤...the hurt and dissapointent year after year is just so 😭😭.

  • @kaytiemyers2698
    @kaytiemyers2698 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so sorry to hear about your father.
    I follow your photography business and the images are gorgeous I wish I lives there so I could hire you.
    Your path is your path if genetics are important to you then Im so happy you're able to try again despite having that previous trauma. I hope this brings about a baby. You guys will make wonderful parents. You've waited so long. You'll never take any of it for granted. Your time is coming. I hope you're still friends with Liv so sorry that route didn't pan out I'm sure that's a strain on a friendship

  • @celva3
    @celva3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Missed you! You helped me to process my infertility. Best wishes!

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m so glad my videos have helped you 💞 Thank you!

  • @Loopylou897
    @Loopylou897 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wishing you & Tim nothing but the best, You are the kindest, sweetest lady who deserves everything that your heart desires, I follow your journey with so much love & admiration for you, So sorry about your dad xXx

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You’re so kind, thank you so much xxx

  • @julessmith1633
    @julessmith1633 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have been following your journey and I hope so so much you are successful. We’ve had two transfers and have miscarried both. Although the last one was very hard. We had a missed miscarriage at 10 weeks. I wish you guys all the luck in the world!

  • @bmay8029
    @bmay8029 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i cannot put into words how much my heart hurts for you. the longing to be a mother is something that constantly pulls at every fibre.
    the decision you made to keep going is so brave. i wish you all the best.❤️

  • @stacygibson1322
    @stacygibson1322 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sending all the best wishes to you and Tim xxx

  • @paddlekick
    @paddlekick 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending you both so much love and luck. I'm so sorry to hear your Dad isn't well. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @bobbie-jodesilva206
    @bobbie-jodesilva206 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your stunning eyes and beautiful heart has been missed here on TH-cam:) Take Care

  • @lorlalorla4175
    @lorlalorla4175 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are so brave. I am hoping wishing and praying for you both. 💜💜💜

  • @LadyErnst
    @LadyErnst 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wishing you and your family all the best.❤️

  • @miadee4298
    @miadee4298 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying for you guys!! ♥️♥️♥️

  • @marikatiernan1856
    @marikatiernan1856 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are the definition of grace. Amazing xxx

  • @miraclescanhappen6117
    @miraclescanhappen6117 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wishing and praying for you both 🥺💛

  • @kerstinbak9948
    @kerstinbak9948 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What about embryo adoption a very good option!??

  • @cross-stitchingqueen9464
    @cross-stitchingqueen9464 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love you. I wish you the best in this journey.

  • @littlehouseinthebigapple5716
    @littlehouseinthebigapple5716 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So happy to see this video. This whole enterprise can be draining and damaging. The only thing that could make it worthwhile is a baby at the end of the rainbow.
    My heart hurts for your dad and all of you. My dad has Alzheimer’s and it’s pretty awful. Especially with covid and all of the craziness of lockdowns.
    I can’t wait to hear about this protocol! Sometimes a little change can make all the difference. And just know I’m thinking of you and Tim daily and sending all my love. ❤️❤️🌈🌈

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks, lovely. I'm so sorry your dad has Alzheimer's. Covid certainly doesn't help the situation... Sending you so much love xxx

  • @TheTeaIsReady
    @TheTeaIsReady 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending lots of love and peace to your family 💗

  • @kristijones6552
    @kristijones6552 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You are the most wonderful and beautiful woman I know. I wish I could do more for you and give you anything and everything for you to have a baby in your arms. However you are already more then you know. Bless your heart sweets. Prayers and loves from Oregon.

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh you're so sweet - thank you for being so kind xx

  • @GETYOBAGMONIQUE
    @GETYOBAGMONIQUE 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been thinking about you alot lately I hope and pray 🙏🏽 you stay strong and don't give up and have faith God bless 💓😘

  • @caregiverentrepreurreimagined
    @caregiverentrepreurreimagined 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hey girl! I am so glad to hear how you and Tim have been doing. Infertility gets tiring emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually! I will never stop being in the corner of those who are still in the trenches of their infertility journey. We went through it for six years before we got our miracle. However, I never stopping being there for those still praying and trying for their miracle. In your corner girl! Keep us updated!

  • @cortneycynefin8009
    @cortneycynefin8009 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    It is so strange to "change your mind" on something you always wanted. My husband and I have gone through 2 first trimester miscarriages, a second trimester miscarriage, and a still birth. The last with 2 rounds of donor egg IVF. We still plan to adopt, but I'm think I'm ok with a kid free life. I NEVER thought I would feel that way. But at 41 I just feel too old now. Infertility is like living in the Twilight Zone. Best of luck to you!!!!

  • @andewilliams4494
    @andewilliams4494 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Sending you lots of love, support and prayers. I can't wait to see your birth vlog. ❤

  • @claireharris3131
    @claireharris3131 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So lovely to see you

  • @lizziemcdougall2767
    @lizziemcdougall2767 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing. Good luck!

  • @tinalynch8731
    @tinalynch8731 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending you both lots of love and positive vibes. Looking forward to being with you on your journey. Wishing you all the luck in the world, you so deserve it, you will be an amazing Mumma xxx 💖💙 xxx 💕💞💕💞 xxx

  • @pdore96
    @pdore96 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Are you going to do if As well as embryo adoption? Whichever you decide, I pray God gives you a baby....

  • @mariaorozco1318
    @mariaorozco1318 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying for you.❤️🙏🏻

  • @zofiarz
    @zofiarz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh I’m crossing all my fingers and toes for you! Are you planning on doing Q&A?

  • @Shanniece.Wilson
    @Shanniece.Wilson 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have a feeling it’s going to work ❤️❤️

  • @pdore96
    @pdore96 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sorry, I wasnt listening completely. I pray for you and Tim...

  • @mxu12
    @mxu12 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I would have made the same decision if I were in your shoes. Glad to hear everything is on track so far. So sorry to hear about your dad. My grandpa passed away due to ALS and it still pains me to this day.

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's such a horrific disease, isn't it... sorry to hear about your grandpa x

  • @emmaxhaig
    @emmaxhaig 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have watched your journey since the start and couldn't think of a couple more deserving to be parents. It has been incredibly frustrating for us to watch as viewers of your years of disappointment and heartbreak. Everytime I've hoped and prayed this is the one for you. I truly hope this it 🙏🍀

  • @cafedulce6545
    @cafedulce6545 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is amazing I wanted you guys to try another round of IVF, I pray for you guys to have a baby soon.

  • @livelaughlove618
    @livelaughlove618 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending you lots of love and prayers.

  • @denisetorres___
    @denisetorres___ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am incredibly EXCITED for you and Tim! Sending lots of prayers your way. Your videos really helped me during my ectopic pregnancy in December 2020 and TTC baby #2 for 3 years now. Love you! Can’t wait to see the upcoming videos. 💜💜💜

  • @GETYOBAGMONIQUE
    @GETYOBAGMONIQUE 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been trying to have a baby on and off since 2007 I had a miscarriage in 2020 and I really thought I wasn't going to be able to have anymore kids I have one son' he's 15 but I wanted to have more so I almost got discouraged as soon as I let go and let God and enjoyed life I got pregnant now I'm two months pregnant and I'm due two days before my birthday 🎂🎉 September 17th 2022

  • @Cburns8819
    @Cburns8819 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good luck to you. I really hope this cycle is successful.

  • @INikija
    @INikija 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am glad to see you follow your heart ❤️ whatever the future holds, whatever decision you make, I hope you will find your happiness. You deserve it so much! Fingers crossed and baby dust ✨✨✨

  • @mrsbj322
    @mrsbj322 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending you wishes for success. XXx

  • @nicolemacpherson6539
    @nicolemacpherson6539 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ive been on my fertility journey for 10 years now and am now 40 and only just now ready to accept that my eggs are the reason and so have decided to move to egg donations and it is hard. You have to allow yourself to grieve and it’s ok to not be ok. It is so hard and fertility can feel and seems to control your life. Don’t give up, i understand the pain and hurt. I cant wait to here that your dreams of a baby are coming true.
    Thankyou for your videos and for you honesty in them. Make me feel im not alone in this lonely infertility world.

  • @feliciabourque
    @feliciabourque 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sending you and your family a lot of prayers and positive thoughts for everything you've got going through right now.

  • @anastaciazara1787
    @anastaciazara1787 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Baby dust! baby dust! Baby dust!!

  • @astanapane137
    @astanapane137 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi Celeste! Good luck! Hope this works for you! Me and my husband had been struggling for 6 years and after 6 ivfs we finally got our miracle! We have the same dha as well. I remember the only thing different we did was some patches i think it was estrogen( i kinda deleted all the struggle in my mind) and did acupuncture during the transfer and I really did rest for two weeks! Eating as healthy as I could-smoothies, salads, brazil nuts, pineapple core basically anything I read! Maybe it didn’t matter but it made feel better and sometimes that can help! I also remember I was rewatching friends to try and keep me positive and had my fluffy socks on and pjs all day! Was so comfy and cozy!all the best to u! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @chappylife1134
    @chappylife1134 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for sharing your journey. I can understand it can be difficult and frustrating to keep trying but not succeed. IVF treatment is so expensive and it does not guarantee the ideal outcome we wanted. But don’t give up! I hope you will have good news! 💪🏼

  • @orlahayes1261
    @orlahayes1261 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh Celeste. I followed your journey in the past and for some reason this video popped up as an alert this week. I hadn't thought about your story in a few years and I was really hoping ye had a family in that time. I'm sorry to hear its still an ongoing journey and all the hardships ye are having in your life. Good luck with this cycle.
    There is an Irish instagrammer called Rosanna Davison. She is famous as she is a former Miss world and her father was Chris Deborah ( 80s pop singer). She had such a long journey to motherhood. Multiple miscarriages, eventually choosing surrogacy few years ago and has just recently carried and given birth to twins. I thought it might give you hope to know about her journey. She speaks quite openly about her journey and might be of interest to you. I am an ivf mum myself and its very difficult and lonely at times when your in the midst of it all. I wish ye the best.xx

  • @nsabanovic88
    @nsabanovic88 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hope this can get to you Me and my husband have been together for 15 years we tried for almost 3 years before our son came via ivf fhen our daughter. We had miscarriages prior to that. I used to have really bad cramps. I used to drink advil/motrin/ibuprofen which is an nsaid. it thins our ur lining anf does a lot of damage when u take it for pain so much. Anyway i stopped and got healthier , lost some weight, stopped thinking about infertility. We went on vacation and just had sex days 7-15 every night some mornings. Lots of sun water and just relaxed. I came home and was cramping a whole week took a test a week prior to my period cuz i was so suspicious. Well after 15 years of never falling pregnant naturally we are finally expecting naturally and unplanned. Not sure what had help or maybe all of it but i hope if anything it gives u hope. Its possible.

  • @luckycharm9565
    @luckycharm9565 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending prayers for your Dad and all your family.
    Wishing you all the luck in the world for your upcoming retrieval.
    We just did our second retrieval. We had 6 embryos from our first and after 3 miscarriages and one failed transfer, my husband and I finally got on the same page and agreed to one more retrieval and this time got the embryos tested. We have 1 pgt normal and one inconclusive. Just fighting with Drs now to try and get changes made to my FET protocol to take into account my recurrent loss. Why is everything always such a struggle and why do we always have to advocate for ourselves so much!
    Look forward to hearing great results from you for this new round 🙏🤞

  • @lisadoyle86
    @lisadoyle86 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm praying and hoping for you and Tim. Good luck. Love From an Irish subscriber. 💕🇨🇮.

  • @hayleymills6888
    @hayleymills6888 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So glad to see you back! ❤

  • @serobinson1
    @serobinson1 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I hope this is the one! You guys have more information then you did then too! So hopefully knowing what you know now it will make better results. I know people from my fertility group that had to do 6 or more cycles but now have mutinied children! It happens!

  • @annamichigan5092
    @annamichigan5092 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Celeste and Tim..Im sending you both all the baby dust..Ill be eating all the cookies for you🍪🍪🍪🙏🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤

  • @brides91
    @brides91 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Celeste I'm so sorry about your dad. Mnd is such an awful terrible disease. I'm thinking about your dad. I can't imagine seeing someone you love dearly decline in such a cruel way.
    You are honestly the strongest person with everything you have had to deal with. I'm so proud of both you and Tim taking these steps to try another round of ivf. Sending all my good thoughts !! 🤞❤

  • @kt57sty
    @kt57sty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Glad to see you back, sending my wishes

  • @staceytaylor8197
    @staceytaylor8197 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good luck! Don’t ever feel like you need to justify trying your own genetics again. Did you say what you’re doing differently this time? x

  • @tracyscooking4656
    @tracyscooking4656 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi Tim and celeste, no need to reply as I know you are inundated with messages.i just want to say I have been thinking of you alot and hoping the very easy for you both. Xx

  • @deirdrekelly2372
    @deirdrekelly2372 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Very glad to hear your update as I would so much love to hear you have finally managed to have a baby and I know you were only updating and nobody else's opinion counts but glad to hear your going for it again so I wish the best of luck and love to both of you and lets hope it will be 3 of you soon love you so much take care and everything crossed for you xxx

  • @KimmyLove6932
    @KimmyLove6932 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So glad to hear from you. My continued thoughts for you and Tim. Yes be kind to yourself. Its not an easy path. The hubby and I are facing a tough decision too. He is considered geriatic in the infertility world. Im getting close to that as well. We would want to make our little guy a sibling but we are not quite too sure

  • @ItsKelsiesLife
    @ItsKelsiesLife 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending love always always always ❤️

  • @TheBloomfan123
    @TheBloomfan123 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
    Celeste you have no idea how much I want this for you.....

  • @katebailey7716
    @katebailey7716 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    All the best for your journey. It’s really hard. After 9 years of infertility- I am finally 15 weeks pregnant. Long journey to go but we have had a long journey behind us too.

  • @ljcl1859
    @ljcl1859 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for the update, as I'm not often on Instagram. I have checked on you and have seen how well your photography is going. You take the most beautiful pictures. I am glad you were able to move forward, and are following your heart. I am praying with all my heart that everything goes beautifully and that both you and Tim are able to find peace and calm during this process. I am sorry that your dad's health is declining, but am relieved for you that you are able to spend time with him and will keep your family in my prayers.

  • @candacepostell8251
    @candacepostell8251 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I think about you nearly everyday. I’m so glad you’ve decided to try IVF again and I hope everything turns out exactly how you wish!

  • @jodeming5088
    @jodeming5088 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so happy to see you posted a video. I totally understand where you are coming from. I am so happy for you & praying hard for positive results. Hang in there, stay positive & much love. Praying for your Dad as well. Take good care & keep smiling beautiful.

  • @chasingrainbowschannel
    @chasingrainbowschannel 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So glad to see you posting videos again! I have missed them. Glad you had what sounds like a much needed break though. Praying for you as you continue on this journey and for you as you care for your dad. I can't imagine how hard that must be. I can definitely relate to you saying that you are tired of talking about infertility...it can really feel depressing when you feel like all you share is bad news. I have felt the same and I haven't wanted to pick up my camera either. You sharing helps me feel less alone. Thanks as always Celeste.💜🙏

  • @amandamalsbury7141
    @amandamalsbury7141 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Best wishes with the IVF.