I’m Back! My Life Changing Update! Everything you wanted to know and so much more!
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 16 มี.ค. 2022
- Wow! It feels so good to be back!!! I have missed you all so very much!!!
This last year and a half has been the most extremely emotional and challenging season of my life. In this video I get really real. You may want to grab a couple of tissues because I dig deep into some past hurts, my marriage failures, severe mental health issues, reconciliation, and the road to rediscovering this new Joy in my new marriage with my husband George. In addition, I also talk about the relationship with my two beautiful teenage daughters Isabella and Georgianna, and how God has restored everything that has been lost. We may not be where we want to be, but we are for sure not where we used to be!
During the past year and a half separation, God has done so much In both me and my husband and our children. I had lost hope and faith in reconciliation and restoration, but God had other plans I couldn't see in the middle of my circumstance.
There was a song that I found during our separation that really spoke to mine and my husbands heart that really resonated with our spirit, and gave us hope to believe in our love again. It's called, "Unredeemed". It's by a group called the Martin's, a brother and sister trio. The song really is our song, our story. I held onto the lyrics of this song during the season and especially this one phrase that was so powerful! The last line of the chorus says, "When anything is shattered is laid before the Lord, just watch and see, it will not be, unredeemed". George and I gave God our marriage, laid it before Him, God took the broken pieces and is making it whole again piece by piece, moment by moment, through God's amazing Grace and His unconditional love ❤️
As you watch/listen to my video, my prayer and hope is that someone, some life will be completely encouraged and changed by my story. It was so hard for me to be so open and vulnerable, but I am an open book. I feel I need to share the dark and ugly parts of my life so you can see that I am just like you. Before mine and my husbands separation, I believe everyone looked at our family as the perfect family, but as you hear in my video today, we are far from it. No one is perfect, no one has it all together even though they may pretend. I always want to be someone who's real and relatable, and I hope that my realness in this video makes you feel like you're not alone. I am still walking this journey to a brighter place with my mental health and family, and I know the best is yet to come! Not only for me, not only for my family, but for you too! Let's go together, I'm excited to see where this new chapter leads me. There are amazing new adventures to come, and I can't wait for you to all be a part of them!!!
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Miss Joy just to let you know I am deaf blind. Meaning I’m totally deaf in both ears and with hearing aids I hear just a tiny tiny bit. And then blind only have a tiny bit of light. And I wanna let you know with you slowly losing your hearing you’re going to be OK. Just stay strong and try not to worry.
What a beautiful supportive comment, Ineko. 🥰
@@GretelandRoo
Thank you so very much. Hope you have a great rest of the day and a wonderful week.❤️❤️😊😊
You are amazing!!!
@@jacquelinecasey1361
Thank you so very much. I do what I can with what God blessed me with. Thank you so much for your kind words. Sending you all my love always.❤️❤️
@@GretelandRoo
Thank you so very much. Sending you all my love always.❤️❤️
"I'm not where I want to be, but I'm not where I used to be" wow that just made me cry. As a nursing student who is also working in healthcare right now battling many demons, doubts and mental illness, that was an incredible and relatable quote for me Joy. I don't know what life looks for me 5 years from now as I evaluate alot, but I do know that I am coming out stronger. Thank you Joy, you look incredible and you are an inspiration.
As an RN who also has mental illnesses, you can do this. Joy is such a beautiful, wonderful role model for us. Carry a tiny piece of her in your heart and take courage. The Lord never leaves His children, even in the darkness that is darker than our blindness. Patients out here need you. You will touch so many lives. May God shower you with a multitude of blessings on this journey.
@@abbysmith5768 God bless you. thank you for so much kindness. I'm struggling SO much and have had thoughts of throwing in the towel altogether because I've gotten lost but I need to trust God to lead me as he has gotten me to this point already for a reason. thank you Abby for being so kind.
@@abbysmith5768 i do she's my best friend. We met on here 3 yrs ago😊
@@abbysmith5768 I agree
Thank you for such a wonderful, vulnerable update. I'm so sorry for the struggles you have faced, but your positive and optimistic view on life made me think about what I need to do find joy in my own life. "I'm not where I want to be, but I'm not where I was"
Wow so vulnerable . That’s inspiring. You look great too. And I’m so glad y’all are working things out . Y’all got this ! You’re awesome .
Joy, I’m so sorry went through that! I’m so glad you’re doing so much better! I myself went through some mental health issues two years ago and I’m just getting back to the way I used to be. You are strong, and I always love seeing your beautiful spirit!
Welcome back Joy! Thank you for your story. I’m so happy that life is turning toward the positive for you again. You poured a little hope into my cup when I needed it most. Thank you.
Hello Joy, I have always gravitated toward your videos because I really feel how genuine and kind you are. I have a lot of trouble with vocalizing my own struggles and it has been taking a toll lately. I hope that one day I can be as open as you were about this. Glad to hear you’re doing better and good luck on your healing 💜
Joy, thank you! To have a positive mindset after experiencing such adversity and darkness is a true test of strength. I appreciate your vulnerability & light - always!
Joy I am so glad that you are back! You are amazing person and very inspirational.
That was a lot to take in. I'm so proud of your bravery for being so open about everything. I can tell it was hard, but I'm happy you were able to do it. I think this will allow you to continue on with a clean slate, and to feel less pressure about what you choose to show on this channel.
I also love how your face lit up at the end when you talked about your surgery. It seemed like something you really wanted, and with your love for fashion, I can see why.
Thank you for being so vulnerable, Joy! It's hard to hear how deeply you've been struggling, how you questioned your presence here, when I come to your channel, watch your videos, and admire you so much. You are one of my role models, and while no one goes untouched by dark seasons, I always picture you as a figure of strength. Having joy does not mean you are happy all the time, having joy is knowing God's sweet promises even at our lowest points, and you are such a beautiful vessel of God's work whether you know it or not. I'm so happy to hear you're receiving the help that you've gone without for so many years, and I'm so excited to see more of you!!
Thank you so very much for your encouragement ❤️ everyone’s comments here are giving me so much love and support more than you know
@@JoyRoss
I am so sorry 😢 and hopefully 🙏 things will work out. Hopefully it will not be permanent and hopefully you will get your hearing back. I was told that because I have had tuberculosis more than once, I was told I could go deaf 🧏♀️.
Missed you joy! Thanks for sharing your story. Can’t wait to see more videos. No pun intended on see.
Oh Joy...you are such a strong and beautiful person inside and out! All of that is in the past. Look forward to the future! I can't wait to see what wonderful things lie ahead for you! Thank you for sharing your story with us! You're amazing! ❤️
I’m so glad ur getting better. I’ve been through suicidal thoughts and stuff. I hope it keeps getting better and better day by day. So proud of u.
Oh, Joy, I feel your pain and your tears deep in my heart. I'm sending you all my love. It's okay not to have it all together and it's okay if you don't feel inspirational. Everyone is different and inspiration comes in many shapes and sizes. You can inspire people just by being yourself, wherever you're at and however you're feeling. I don't know you, but I'm glad you are still here. Everyone's experiences are different as someone who suffers from depression I know where you're coming from. I know how difficult it can be to get help and get out of that darkness. You are such a strong woman, even when you don't feel like it.
Also, you look FABULOUS! Can't wait to see your videos with George!
All the love and support to you, Joy. Always be real and authentic to yourself and to others. Thank you for sharing your deeply personal story. It’s therapeutic for oneself to talk about their troubles, but also helpful for others who can relate to those same experiences. You’re amazing, Joy. And I’m very much looking forward to seeing more of your family and everything else new with you in your upcoming videos. ❤️
You are such a beautiful person, Joy! I’m so glad you’re feeling better and your relationships are healing. 💕 One day at a time.
On a lighter note, your tatas look amazing. I am excited to see your BA journey!!!!
Awwww! Thank you so much for sharing your journey. I’m so happy for the reconciliation and the peace you have found with yourself. Taking care of you is so important. I’m glad you are doing just that. Much love and love and I can’t wait for the upcoming videos!! 🌷
Wow...Glory, glory hallelujah! Praise God! What an amazing testimony of GOD'S goodness! Thanks for sharing your heart with us...❤
Thank you for sharing Joy. Yes dark seasons are super tough its so hard to get through them, but your family loves you and God loves you so much. You have to remain strong and joyful no matter what’s going on so that you can be a light unto others. You have all our support.
Hi Joy so happy you are back So happy to see things are getting better. Thank you for being open about everything. Will keep praying for you and your family
I'm glad you're back!!! You deserve a great life!!! Congratulations!!!!! I'm with you 💯 %.
I was just thinking of you the other day! I’m so happy you’re back. Thank you for being vulnerable with us and sharing your story 💛
This is amazing!!! Thank you for sharing!!!! 🤗
Thank you Joy! I was wondering where you have been. Miss seeing your videos. Take it easy and focus on yourself. We understand if you need TH-cam breaks. But remember you are a inspiration to us. Love your aura.
So glad you back home and with your family!!
Thank you so much for making this video. I can relate so much to being scared to acknowledging the same things you’re talking about.
I am so glad to see you back sorry for all your struggles hang in there
You're back Yay, I missed your videos so much😍! Thank God you are still here with your family where you belong 🙏! I've been there too & was even hospitalized due to depression & you're right sometimes we do need medical intervention which is why God made doctors so they can help those of us who need it👍 love ya & can't wait for more of your wonderful videos😘!
Missed you so so much. Thank you for coming back. You always add joy to my life no matter what type of videos you post.
Thank you Joy for sharing everything you’ve been through. I think a lot about you. I’m totally blind as well and you are an inspiration to me. I struggle with independent issues etc. I am married as well and currently we are facing a huge crossroad. Financially we are making huge changes. So I’m hoping that it’s true that the best is yet to come. Change is hard. I hope and pray they figure out what is going on with your hearing. Hugs to you and your family.
Joy!!! I've been thinking so much about you....so glad you're back!! 🎁
Thank you joy for sharing with us. I know this was hard for you to do. I wish you and family the best now that you are together again. Bless you!
I’m just now starting the video, but I’ve missed you and glad that you are back and glad that you’re OK… Now going to watch the rest of your video… Love you and God bless you and your family
I missed you Joy i'm glad you're back and i wish you nothing but happiness and love going forward.
Showing this raw & painful side of you is so deep & eye-opening. You are smart & beautiful & will help so many sharing this. God bless you & your family♡
I am so glad your back to youtube joy
You look great joy, I am always amazed at how flawless you look no matter what you are going through. Life is not a straight line, its got so many twists and turns. I often forget that there are better days ahead but this video proves it can happen at any time.
Your back !!!!!!!!!!! And we are here for you !!! Hugs
God bless you girl! I am watching this and feeling so good for you..... let yourself enjoy being pampered! You have to love yourself for others to love you............ I'm so happy for you Joy!
So very happy for you and your family. Sending lots of love and prayers
I really don’t cry easily, but this brought me to tears because I do understand losing hope, and feeling those feelings of not wanting to be in this world anymore. Also felt how strong your pain was. It’s amazing that your husband was there with you and wanted to fight and did see the hope and the light at the end of the tunnel. God is amazing. Glad I waited till I got home LOL 😭 lots of love and hugs
So glad to see you back!
You’re not alone, I feel everything you are saying. I too was going through heartbreak for a couple of years but not by marriage just being in a relationship with someone I love dearly and still do. Unfortunately it didn’t work out and on top of that I was going through other things as well that took a big toll on me mentally and I believe alittle bit physically. I too also had bad thoughts and I did do the necessary actions to help me. I admire you very much for sharing your story and hardships cause I know it takes a lot of courage to talk about personal things both on and off the internet. I’m with you in trusting god even when you had questions for him, I believe he has plan for all of us even if some times we’re having a hard time with it. Stay strong and my prayers are with you!
Hi Miss Joy. Thank you so much for sharing your story. A lot of us here that follows you truly truly understand how you feel and what you’re going through. Don’t give up hope and please please please don’t hurt yourself. I know exactly how you feeling. Because there are days that I want to do the same thing to myself. And I just pray to God to help me through it. Because it is hard very hard. May I totally understand how you feel and a lot of TH-camrs who follow you and love you understand too. Just remember we all love you and we all are here praying for you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Joy, I am so sorry to hear about what you have been going through... You are not alone and thank you for sharing such a personal story. I wish continued healing and peace for you and your family...
I was thinking about you either today or yesterday I’m so glad you’re back!!! Missed seeing you on TH-cam!
Thank you for this video. I know its months past, but seeing recent videos and how happy you are I know you are in a great place. I agree with you 100%, 23:00 Communication is EVERYTHING and willingness to be vulnerable. It's so hard though because both people have to be willing.
Sorry to hear you been going through so much but it is very inspirational to see how your faith and family have gotten you through this. I am visually impaired myself and I know the difficulties and emotions that comes along with that so I wanted to let you know that your openness makes an impact. You matter to so many people never forget that. God bless you and your family!
Hi Joy!! I’m so happy for you both!! God bless you both and your beautiful family!!❤️
Oh Joy..... Sweet beautiful soul. I'm incredibly happy for you and your family 💞!
❤I'm so glad you are in a better place now Joy. You deserve it!
Hello joy thank you for sharing your video and your story thank you for being a vulnerable with us I can’t imagine this must be very hard for you to share and the most darkest moment but I’m excited to hear more videos of you and your stories. I love you and I love your stories and your videos.
I miss watching your videos. So glad to see that you are back.
Joy that you for sharing your life and story etc you are an inspiration to me and it is so awesome that you are getting help to overcome mental illness etc.Your videos are helping me out by hanging in there to go forward in my life with health issues and with my insecurities and my lack of confidence in myself since being diagnosed with cataracts and just to accept help for my vision that it is ok to ask for help
Welcome back! This video brought me to tears. When I've seen your videos in the past you just seem so perfect and never have any care in the world and that your life was lollipops and roses in La La La but it's nice that you're opening up and sharing and now I know your life isn't perfect so thank you for your video.
Joy you are amazing, it takes time to work through things .keep moving forward. Your family loves you and everything will fall into place . Can't wait for more. ❤❤❤❤🌻🌻🌻🌻
Hi from New Zealand again! I am so glad your ongoing videos will include your husband. While I have enjoyed your posts, as a vip male I sometimes felt a disconnect. ( I guess not all men are into shopping). With both of you sharing your combined journey I believe you will reach many more people, especially folk like me. That verse “walk by faith and not be sight is my go to verse and I include this verse “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me” god bless. Paul
Thank you for sharing this with us Joy! I'm happy to see an influencer be so real and so relatable! Your a true role model! I'm happy to see you come out of such a dark place! We need you here! God haves divorce malachi 2:16! I love you Joy and God, your yirls and your husband does too!
Hey Joy! I'm sorry for what you have gone through and what you are still continuing to go through, but it's made you stronger. Continue to keep fighting. God is so good. He will never ever leave you even if you are feeling alone.
Thank you I really needed this tonight thank you for sharing your struggles
Dear Joy so glad you are so back. The best is yet to come
Joy you can do it,you are awesome and you can and will overcome your health issues.I have health issues from being born three months early 57 years ago,some health issues are heriditary in my family tree and some family members.I still keep going and one step at a time and I find ways to keep busy and I love and enjoy my life
And welcome back joy!
Oooowwww I’m so Excited to see more of your husband and you more you and your husband. In future videos I’m so excited I’m so happy you’re back by the way did I mention that I’m happy that you’re back I’m so so so so happy praise God that everything worked out for you praise God that you’re back and that you’re not in heaven. Because if I find out that you weren’t going to have enough I’m not sure what I would do
aw really sorry for what you're going through in our joy. Mandy gives you a hug. It'll be OK my dear. We all care for you and about you and will support you always. May God bless you guys
Keep up girl u r such an inspiration
Oh, Joy!.. oh, no. Sorry to hear about the hard times. Glad things have gotten better. As they say, there is no joy without sadness. Perfection isn't reality. You have to take the bad with the good. Thank you for being so open and the positive message about mental health. I'm looking forward to the new adventures you'll be sharing.
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Just to let you know you poured your heart out all these years for us it’s time that we subscribers on your TH-cam channel support you thank you for sharing your life with us thank you for sharing the ups and downs with us and most importantly thank you for being a good human being to Share most of your blinded ventures with us please continue to share and will be here to support you no matter what
Thank you so much for sharing Joy. No one can be the perfect mom, wife, or person. All you can do is to appreciate each day and try your best to be positive and be thoughtful of the other emotions as well
It's good to see you. Welcome back. ❤🙏
Welcome back, inspirational as always. You were missed.
Thank you so much! It feels so good to be back!!!
Hey girl I miss you. I am so happy to see you. Sending you hugs from Maryland. ❤️
Glad your patience and faith has brought healing. I was really worried not hearing from you and knowing you were all alone in that apartment. I was super concerned. But glad all is looking up. Thanks for opening up.
Your body looks great btw 😅😉
Joy so glad to hear you have got through your dark time! Relationships are challenging and taking meds is not bad! I am 53 and take Happy pills as my wife calls them! And they help greatly if I forget she will say have you took your Happy pill! And I to have hearing loss she bought me hearing aids for Christmas and it has helped tremendously!! So glad you didn't chose the one option you talked about that would have been horrible!!! Hang in there love that ya shared this video with all of us!!!❤🙏
yes, getting the right combination of meds and therapy helps sooo much! I'm so happy to hear that you're feeling better now too :)
Joy I’m so glad to see you! You look amazing!! The breast augmentation looks fantastic, you look stunning. I’m so happy things are working out with your husband, and that your mental health has improved tremendously. Best of luck!!
Thank you so very much! I am so excited for this new chapter of my life. Like we said, the best is yet to come and I can’t wait to share new adventures with you all. The future is definitely looking brighter :-)
@@JoyRoss I am so worried about your new breast augmentation. Especially since you have rheumatoid arthritis. There's strong correlation within methylation issues MTHFR and ra. And with that said having those implants can be extremely dangerous for you. Please be careful. You are right in line to get breast illness because of your ra inflammation and I guarantee you have MTHFR. Hence another reason why you battle depression and mental stability. Everyone should be tested. Absolutely everyone. Darling I'm so happy you're in a better place. But I'm not person that is a realist and will come out and say exactly what I see. I know you got that for you to feel good. I understand that. But I worry about your health. We put things into physicality, I can understand that. But with your issues. It's a big no no. I myself am so happy I never went down that road. I carry MTHFR SNP gene mutations too.
Those of us with methylation issues are slower to heal, have inflammation issues, any synthetic is toxic for us. I'm not joking. If you really want to start at a grounding base I always suggest beyond MTHFR Dot com. Pardon for me writing it like that, TH-cam doesn't like that link.
Please be mindful, brain fog, more inflammation than not, capitalization contraction, nervousness depression. Malaise all over the body. Just keep track of yourself.
@@JoyRoss no I never suggest anybody with your illnesses to ever take any antidepressants. Please Joy go get yourself tested for methylation issues MTHFR. As well you need a blood value test of your nutrients. One thing I know blind people get is non-24 hour. You lose your ability to get proper sleep because you're not getting sunlight in through your eyes anymore.
Our proper sleep is so important to our hormones are neurotransmitters. Which are basically one in the same. I guarantee after the years if you losing your eyesight, losing your stores within you of certain nutrients. God forbid if you were eating more of a vegan diet rather than a bio nutrient diet with lots of animal products.
I always suggest therapy. I never suggest medication. I would look into your amino acid profile. I would also look into your stores of tryptophan D3 melanin melatonin. I bet you would be borderline on everything.
My father-in-law was part inventor of a specific round of 1978. He also headed the study on cattle hogs microbes bacteria and insects. Not only does glyphosate kill our gut bacteria the same way it kills a plant. Via the Shikimate Pathway.
Your gut bacteria is responsible for making your neurotransmitters on hormones. Even organics are sprayed with glyphosate. If you notice on many organics it will state no synthetic pesticides. Well that's because the byproduct of glyphosate a chemical salt is considered organic. Not only is it a xenoestrogen, mimicking our estrogen it also mimics glycine. And like I said it kills our gut bacteria. Without the proper microbiome you are not going to make the proper hormones and transmitters. I also notice you don't have much sunlight on your body. Hear me out tryptophan is the lightest brightest amino acid out there it helps us take in the available sunlight to make melanin melatonin and D3. Which a lot of people which lose their eyesight people with non-24-hour, it's very difficult for you to have the trigger of production of melatonin.
Long ago we used to drink bone broth like it was tea. Not only is it very medicinal, turkey said to have high tryptophan. No actually chicken has more. It's the light that makes us tired around the holidays. Light is the trigger to that.
I would put you on a bio nutrient dense diet. I would also put you on oxfile to help you digest this food. I would also put you on l-methylfolate, L Glutathione and B12 methylcoblin. But here's the thing you're B12 I would want you to source it out in lamb.
I understand medications can be used in a pinch. I get that but it's not right because it's a cascading event. It's never truly going to build up exactly what you need. And the synthetic chemicals the brain uses them the body uses them and go to yeah it's not really working. That's why you're always changing medications.
Getting your body to produce your proper means of neurotransmitters in hormones that are biologically made by you because of the nutrients you eat. You got bacteria can't even begin to make those proper neurotransmitters and hormones if you are eating a glyphosate laden diet. I would definitely do a toxin test on you.
Please darling look into all the information that I'm handing you. Synthetic medications are a bad road to go down. And I stand by what I meant by putting synthetic implants in your body too. Especially with your ra. And I don't know if you're having lung problems but it sounds like you're running out of breath love? How are your pregnenolone levels? That is your master mother hormone, it is your king and queen of steroidal sexual hormones. It dictates all other hormone production. It is the hormone for the brain the heart and the lungs. A good Trifecta everything else but those three it heads. Also within the girl parts and the boy part hormones. To wrap it all in. Please get that checked.
25-year herbalist. I know what I'm talking about. I send you many blessings and I hope you find your healing. But you're not going to find it in a pill bottle. Please seek out a naturopathic doctor and herbalist.
@@MzClementine bloody hell, NO BODY ASKED!
Pretty sure at 44 years of age, Joy has managed to speak to her augmentation consultant and has a GP who's slightly more qualified than you!
You're in my prayers
Love you JOY!!!!
Welcome back, we missed you!
Joy your so amazing!
Keep smiling , keep communicating and going forward together
You look so beautiful Joy it's brilliant to see you back love from kerrie 😚❤️😘
sister I have been in your shoes, I have walk your journey in the dark deep hole of depression where you feel that you will never crawl out of, but when you do crawl out of the dark deep hole you will be totally amazed of yourself when you do see that bright light at the end of the tunnel. Wishing you all the best.
Thank you so much for sharing Joy.
You are so very welcome, it was so extremely hard to make but I felt it was so important to share. The hardest video I’ve ever made but I pray it was worth it for all the lives I will touch through my story. I have said it before, but I don’t want to live to exist, but to live with a purpose. I’m not perfect, but I want my story to have a purpose to change this world for the better ❤️ Hugs and blessings
Joy, I work as a Mental Health First Responder. Mental Health is like Satin it has no preference among the rich, poor, elderly, children the weak or the strong. It's people like you that share their real stories that I can give the people I work with hope. I don't know if you will ever read this but I want to say it. You have no idea how much you have given people you don't even know. I Work in Columbus Ohio. I was those who were attacked by the protesters. When I came back to my office I just wanted to rest and listen to nothing. I like to listen to audio books on TH-cam. That evening some how I came across a video of you singing. I have no words to express what it did for me. I got on my knees and told God how much I love all of his people that are fighting on both side and to please bring us all love, peace and understanding. Joy, I wasn't a Christian.
You help so many and have so much to give.
Great to see you back Joy! Side note: is anyone else’s video muffled when put on full screen?
God bless you, Jory Ross is back
Joy, You have been through so much. Lately, I feel like everyone is coming out and opening up about their struggles which is awesome, because now I know I am not alone. Let us all keep praying and being there for each other. We can make it through this!!
Even though I have only talked with you online, I consider you a friend. If we met in person I would give you a big hug & tell you I love you. By the way, you look AMAZING!!
Thank you for being a caring, generous, & kind person who has changed my life!! 🤗🤗
joy, your outfit is absolutely gorgeous!
Thank you for being so open and honest with your admirers and followers. I am a licensed clinical mental health counselor in NC and I am so grateful to hear you are getting help. I cried along with you listening to your video and now I have a huge smile on my face. I have missed seeing you and look forward to walking with you and learn from you during this next chapter of your life.
Oh that is so awesome! Thank you for your comment, I look forward to hearing more from you on future videos as I continue getting stronger and stronger. There are so many good things amazing things to come! Many blessings :-)
We missed you joy ❤️
Hey my beautiful friend ♡ :-) I keep coming back to listen to your beautiful words...love you so much. God is good! See ya later..hugs
Thanks for sharing your journey. Sometimes it takes space and time to figure out what you are missing, what you’re needing, how you can change, where your weaknesses are, and where your strengths are. My husband and I went through the same exact thing, three years ago, he moved out, I stayed at the family home. But at the end, you are right. You are so much stronger in your marriage, in your faith in each other, just in everything in each other. I’ve been through the exact same thing, I know exactly what you’re talking about. It takes God. It takes God to reveal things to you, to show you things, and to fix things. During those times though, U2 go through a period of depression, possibly suicidal thoughts, oh, I had them. I thought everybody else was better without me. Nobody needed me, I had no purpose in life. I was that close, I was on the very brink of suicide. My dad called me, and talk to me through it, I got some therapy, I wasn’t on any meds or anything, but my therapist always told me to work on my PIES. Which means, physical, intellectual, emotional, and spiritual. Just work on those four things, and that was the best thought I’ve ever had in my life. And man, I was a changed person. I know what you mean, neglecting each other needs, stuff like that. Too busy focusing on other things, you Forget each other‘s heart you pretty much let the other person go without meaning to let them go. I know, my husband and I were both at fault. But now, we’re pretty much on separable. And he told me, same thing, he wouldn’t change it for the world.Thank you so much for sharing, and I can’t wait until your next chapter.
I love you so much and I’m glad that you did not… I’m so glad that you were still here. I am crying with you. I completely get where you’re coming from so much more than I’ll say.
I love you and I am losing my vision and I totally feel the same I put everyone first and now I feel so overwhelmed and unhappy because I have neglected myself and I am realize just how much I need to make myself a priority through this tough time
It is so very nice to hear that things are getting much better, but your point is so well taken. Sometimes we truly do have to go through the darkness to really understand the light. The Lord never promised us an easy time, but he did promise that once we are a part of his family that he would never leave us nor for sake us. Just remember that he has a hold of your hand and is always with you.
be strong be in gods love and keep up the good work .. i hope you get back together as a family .. in gods love ...
love you beautiful Joy XXXX
Love you too my sweet beautiful friend!!! You always brighten my days 😘