Justin Fashanu - Fallen Hero
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- Special edition of the 'Inside Story' documentary series - profiling the late Justin Fashanu, Britain's first black footballer to be transferred for a fee of more than £1 million, who was found dead in an East End garage in May 1997. Justin's brother, John Fashanu, talks about growing up in the shadow of his brother and his reaction to his death.
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It took my a very long time to get the nerve to watch this. A lot of my mates have, and so I just watched it. Justin was my teammate in Los Angeles for a team called Autobahn. Also when I was playing in the UK I was asked to go to Canada and play for Calgary Kickers and my first match was against Justin when he was player coach for Vancouver. I consider him a friend, I always thought of him as a very generous and nice man. As a player he was bigtime. Miss you J
@Twilight living his dad committed suicide ?
YEAH sorry a missing comma from you .... but I see it now
@Twilight living oh give it a rest pal. Dont believe the media and dont believe anyone who is willing to throw a celebrity under the bus for financial gain. We see it today. I know full well that callum hudson odoi will be found not guilty. why ? because children always try and run away with the limelight when a celebrity is involved. The dude killed himself right. Killed himself. You understand what that means ? You fully grasp the concept of killing yourself ? When you spend years being abused for being gay, that would have been the cherry ontop. Dont pretend to know anything about a human being when your mind is filled with utter garbage
@Twilight living to take your own life son is anything but cowardice, i used to think like you, the prehistoric perspective of "suck it up you're a man", but what I've finally realised after educating myself on mental illness is that the mental torment someone must be going through to do something so drastically permanent as taking their own life is beyond the comprehension of anyone who has never experienced that sort of darkness, being cowardly doesn't even enter the equation, so i hope for your sake you never experience anything close to it
@@kiely4561 No point having a decussion with a fool. The common view is the pain of life is so great that the option of sucide seems less painful then actual life . Only a very ill and sick person reasons like that everyone is loved a crying shame. As a Norwich supporter I can remember him as a young man knocking a seasoned professional Larry Lloyd into touch the season 78 -80 when football was football and not today's servings Happy Days God bless RIP big Fash
Rejection at an early age has a huge effect on a person ,so sad
Indeed it does.
@@peterturley1331 yeah it leaves a lasting mark - RIP Justin, the poor fucking bloke...
Absolutely...thing is...a child wonders why a parent would have them(bring them into the world) just to give them away. I have met people adopted into wonderful families, treated damn well....but when they realise they were let go....man! it just torments them BADLY..case in point Steve Jobs; when you read his bio...always feeling ur not good enuff
As a Nottingham forest supporter we love and loved him a great talent . RIP
I resent the inference that Mr Clough had anything to do with Justin's demise. He did NOT perform so he was criticised by his boss for that and he clearly did NOT abide by the rules of the club which ALL players had to follow, Coloured or Not. Multiple N.F. players have been interview about their time at N.F. and to a man the say the loved playing for Brian and Peter..
He was no Jason Lee.
Justin was a talisman for black players in the late 70s- early eighties it was still rife with racial overtones. You had to be made of iron to face the chants from the terraces, not a place for the faint hearted. Hats off to the man!
roland gallone football stadiums were not the clinical money pits you see now. The football special trains were a show of the distant for football fans.
@@DMWBN3 well its was rife with neo-nazis-because racial abuse was ok
burlhorse89 I was there mate. Brighton, we travelled south coast, London where ever. Remember banana 🍌 being thrown on pitch.
Aye, couldn't imagine the stress. Huge difference nowadays eh
I hope you’ve found your peace, Justin.
I remember being at Carrow Road in the early '80s (when I was about 8) singing:
"Keep on scoring Fashanu
Keep on scoring Fashanu
Keep on scoring Fashanu"
That is about the standard of you Budgies !
And he was, scoring with the boys.
@@stringer-ik1pc so ?
What a sad and tragic ending to a fine footballer.
This is such a sad story and there are no winners here. Ignorance and a lack of compassion is such a dangerous thing. Justin clearly wanted his mother and never really adapted to life without her despite the efforts of his lovely foster parents. I sincerely hope his faith took him to the peace he seemed so much. God bless him
That goal against Liverpool was absolutely outrageous......a tremendous strike.
I also always thought John Fashanu was gay.
@@Ligerpride why?
Absolute SCREAMER ❤
I feel sorry for Justin, living in a time when being gay was tantamount to being either a pervert or a freak but to add colour could only have added weight to how dejected he felt by society and his brother. To push religion on him only hid his demons that would resurface with a vengeance. He was a troubled soul because of his childhood. God bless him
I mean…. The God Bless him at the end is kinda ironic innit?
I hope he found peace
Andrew Potts - that looked like a hattrick against us (stoke) there :( cracking player, 10 times the player that John Fashanu was
me 2
There's no peace in suicide
When we die, we all find peace, That is the only real peace, for all of us.
John was frank and to the point about his big brother:"Justin was my shinning light,he was my life,my mother,my father,my strength,my inspiration.He was what I idolised. " The Barnardo's boys were only two years in age apart.Justin was always a gifted,talented player even at just 17 years old and John was always in his shadow in competition.A man who had everything looks, talent, money but no mother or father.He was Britain's first black footballer to earn 1 million.Rest In Peace Black Panther!
Not to earn a million to be transferred for a million
Never mentioned how he disowned him for being gay
Justin fashanu was a talented footballer . A Gentle soul.
R.I.P Justin❤️🙏
Big up to the family that fostered them coz there mother had no clue what so ever smh. Sad he never had the support and love he gave out, John I'm sure regrets not standing by him and not judge his personal. Most of been hard bk in them days still. RIP Justin🙌🏾
I was at Carrow Road in 79 and saw his goal of the season live against Liverpool. It lasted on Match of the Day for 10 or 12 years I think. What a game. Twice Norwich led only to lose 3-5. Game of the decade. Goal of the decade. Striker of the year
The important part of this is that Justin was a class football star and his private should be completely separated. He was a man. He was a very talented footballer
Justin was a good Boxer as well, he beat a friend of mine way back in School days, sad end to his life, all the best to his lovely family and I hope he is in Heaven God bless Justin
Justin was a really good guy . Both were well brought up kids . Love the Norfolk accent that kicks in . Miss those days when we were teens .
That was heartbreaking. My brother came out to our family as being gay quite a few years ago. Because I was a soldier, it was me he was most worried about finding this out. But when I found out, it didn’t bother me in the slightest, I love my brother more than life as does my wife and three children. I can’t imagine turning my back on anyone in need of help. It can be a cruel world, but in amongst all that cruelty, there is always someone, be it a friend, family member or stranger, willing to help guide you through. Suicide, no matter who tempting as a last resort may feel, must never be considered, life is too precious and always remember that there are people around the world fighting to stay alive and would love an extra day or year to stay with loved ones. Very sad story.
I cant believe his brother John turned his back on his brother he was jealous of him and in this documentary you can tell he was envyious of him. I dont have a problem with anyone who is gay who cares if someone s gay to me its no big deal i take a person for who they are not what they are and good on you for standing by your brother. Can i just ask if your still in the army have you seen all the new adverts they have made ? the army spent a lot of money on them they is the one with the muslim guy who is in combat but stops to pray while the rest of the platoon are in formation ready to shot on the enemy its crazy i dont have a problem with muslims but i do have a problem with the fact that the army are saying its ok to stop and pray while your about to ingage with the enemy.. Im talking about the British army by the way.
@@fredinatub he was at a point but didn't you hear him say how Justin treated him once the fame and the money kicked in. Y'all have selective hearing smh
But the prospect of spending 20 years in jail for something you didn’t do … he would’ve come out at 57 . Not fair at all
@tropicalstormxox9444 do you know whether he was guilty though ?
Their mum did not understand his feeling of rejection.
Reality is such a beautiful place when it's honest, we need more people helping in this Dark ages.
Great comment.
I remember Brian Clough once saying after Fashanu died that he regretted how he treat Justin and said he said using hindsight he should have tried to better understand what was going on with Fashanu
Brian clough called the police and had them remove justin off the pitch for training while suspended. What a piece of shit clough was.
fuck him and fuck all these people that wait until people are dead to think they should have treated another human being with dignity.
I wonder if there was a history of sexual abuse very early on. If you look back at that era in which they were originally taken in to care, a lot have come forward in later decades to talk about the horrific abuse they suffered and in those times, unfortunately it was prolific. Being so young, it would have caused deep trauma especially with the stigma attached.
Such as sad sad story. RIP 🙏
Such a great point....I thought the same thing
Yeah couldn't agree more tbh
DJ started smiling when the interviewer asked him "what do you say to reports of you blackmailing him" .... Why smile ?
I can honestly say I do that when I am pulling the piss and trying to hold back a porky pie (lie) anyone?
Sad story. Justin Fashanu was a great soccer player. The fact that he was gay and out in the open about it appears to have been his downfall and at the same time he was a brave man and ahead of his time. I question if the story the man who said he was sexually molested by Fashanu is true. The guy claims he was fondled by Fashanu and yet he stayed and went to sleep. Then goes hard at pursuing a legal case later after claiming he was molested. Sounds like he had another motive. Fashanu's actions to go on the run and then take his own life sounds like he was in fear. I can imagine the lies and the scrutiny would be overwhelming. I wish he could have handled the situation differently but, no one can ever understand what he was feeling at the time and what were his fears. I pray he found peace.
Well said, Daniel
He was a teenager
@@nneomao.7351 Oh...Ok. I did not know that. Thanks for clarity.
*Football
Totally agree, he was in fear for this legal battle and to be derained in USA. He maybe felt that he was framed. I hope he found peace.
I met Justin in the 90's He chatted me up in a gay bar in Edinburgh, Scotland. I remember joking with him about his security team. I remember saying to him what are you worried about. Is someone going to steal your handbag haha. He wanted to get to know me better but just not my type so I let him down gently. We had a good dance and a laugh. He was a gentleman and it was such a great shame to lose such a talented young man. My heart and prayers go out to family and friends. M
@Zak Jansen That is maybe your fantasy haha
He was simply confused. Abandoned as a child, raised by a lovely family but not of his ancestry, his sexuality. Not sure whether or not to blame his brother however I felt loads of envy, jealousy and mainly the fact that he was missing his older brother and realising he was starting to head the wrong way. Bless his soul. What a waste of life.
John most definitely played a big part in Justin's slow demise. His lack of support and his blatant selfishness was disgraceful. I wouldn't wish for a sibling like him.
@@EllaJayHow could he have supported him? Hail him for being sexually perverted?
Do you know what it means to have a bro with whom u used to be very close suddenly start treating u like a stranger cos he now has money and fame?
I came here from a most recent interview John granted and he mentioned how that Justin actually left him in that sand (the beach sand earlier in the video) and ran off.
Dude was a gifted guy but failed largely due to the choices he made. Sure you heard John say he made the right choices by looking at his bro's life and correcting his errors.
Justin was careless and proud...period.
Such a sad story. Terrific footballer who had it all, skill, talent, good looks, such a tragic waste of life. RIP Justin.
'this seems to be a really hard world'..that's tragic, you'd have to feel for the guy
DEEP PAIN WAS BURIED WHEN HE WAS DISCONNECTED, FROM THE MOTHER, SOMETIMES YOU THINK THE OLDER IS STRONGER BUT SOMETIMES THE YOUNGER IS STRONGER🙏.
Every second word that comes out of John's mouth is "money"..
Once he knows his brother was gay he left his brother. Jonh is a money money worshiper and jelous of his brother
@@aniasacrario9993 A money worshipper would have stayed for the money still.
It's OK to ask your brother for money when they have it and you don't.
Money worshipper but he was giving Justin money, even enough to keep up a lavish lifestyle.
Money worshipper but he would rather part with £80,000 at the time rather than have the same person tarnish their family name.
You should withdraw that statement.
was lucky to see Justin Fashanu play for west ham in 1990.. in real life he was a big strong skillful and very elegant football player... was something about him that was very magnetic .. he played only twice for the hammers.. but i saw him at an evening game at upton park and he just looked like a gifted player when i saw him player . RIP
One of the best football documentaries lve seem for years. So sad. I hope he rests in peace.
I don't think his problem was being gay, it was the perennial problem faced by alot of young sports stars; too much money and celebrity too young and not having the personal resources to cope with it.
being gay and black helped. i'm pretty sure the "not so nice things" the coaches said were things coaches wouldn't say today. and he had a big feeling of abadoment and never being he's truly self.
@Tony 2 Toes As far as I know it wasn't young boys, it was a 17yo youth in the US. Dunno about America at that time, but nowadays in the UK the age of consent is 16. The first thing the lad did was not contact the police but a lawyer. Fashanu was charged with indecent assault, not paedophilia.
Tony 2 Toes did you watch something else? FHis problem was feeling of abandonment by his parents. Hid suicide note even confirms this and it’s the question he asked his mother in the car. It’s what has bothered him his entire life - abandonment
R I P Justin Fashanu, great documentary...
thankyou for this
So sad. The yank was clearly a willing participant. I hope you’ve found that peace my brother. 😥
A tragic story and what a talent Justin had. His brother John speaks extremely eloquently about his brother and you can see the love he has for him. This is an incredible story that deals with race, class, sexuality and religion. My heart goes out to the family. It should be made into a film/or tv drama series.x
Happy 60th birthday handsome man.
It seems that John has a smart head on him. He learned a lot from the mistakes which Justin made.
I lost my only brother to his choice to end his life, over 30 + years ago now. I still miss him everyday and I love him so. Not the same circumstances I know but my brother was a musician who was tipped to go places. The only places he went were all destructive. He was 30 when he died and the guilt of those around was terrible. I still have his old friends contacting me and saying 'He asked me if I had any jobs but I had just started out and could not help, I feel terrible still' and so on. I reply 'we all did all that we could at that time to support him we could do no more. It was his right to choose not to go to a GP for depression and to take his own life' . Not wanted by the police, but perhaps wanted in another sense by certain people. Reasons for my brothers death were not so clear cut and there was no note. So sad this young man also chose the same way out. I am sure with the right legal and family support this allegation in the US could have been cleared up. I wanted to write because no matter what people believe about who or what John Fashanu was/is you cannot know until you are in the situation how you would react, but it was at the end when he said how he felt about the loss of his brother that was genuine. It made me feel again the panic of the loss of my brother when I was told he was dead.
Ria Stuart sorry to hear that! Hope you ok! - please tell me it gets better my best friend hanged himself in 2001 and it still hurts.
What a tragic story. May his soul rest in peace.
That suicide note is one of the most heartbreaking things I've ever heard ...................
I believe that they were exposed to sexual abuse on a regular basis. I believe that Justin took to it and this became his way of life. He actually wasn't lying about MP's and other predators!
Elle Harris what an arm chair psychiatrist you are. Weinstein was innocent too and every bitch that came out with sexual abuse lies during Metoo are liars too. Or do you only believe women who claim they were raped? If that boy was a girl claiming Fashanu raped her then you would obviously believe her right but because it’s a boy you don’t believe him
I believe he was abused
I think it came from the football team
Wow that was a really good documentary and the harsh realities of this life.
So sad it ended as it did and I wonder what became of the person involved in this case.
So many other stories like this become the ending of so many people.
What a crying shame.
Well said..
This is a sad story... I hope others can learn from this.
"I could never understand how someone could lose money in their own jacket pocket" < well John, you nicking the money might have been something to do with it 😂
Jay C lmfao jokes
+Jay C IKR? lol
Roffl
Gold
Haha yeah I get what he means tho
John Fashanu has no right to criticise his brother! After all John was accused of match fixing
Mcsquare you feel like I do. I would never hate my family member for being gay. It's not a crime. My brother said he's had gay men come on to him in London, he just moved their hand and said " I have no issue with you at all. I am straight and that's why not interested." He's a strong muscular guy, he made me see 'gay bashing' is insecure men/women who had secret crushes on their same sex friends, and were mad about ever experiencing those feelings, and want to take it out on someone who embraces those feelings. John 'had no need to shut his brother out' it's not a frickin' crime!
@I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE MCSQUARE77 Is entitled to THEIR FRICKIN OPINION. WHAT YOU SWEARING AT MCSQUARE 4, ARE YOU AGGRESSIVELY CONTROLLING? SEEK SOME FRICKIN HELP! YOU CAN'T CONTROL PEOPLE'S OPINION-ESPECIALLY IN YOUR FASHION! (OH PARDON THE PUN-AS WE ARE ON ABOUT FASHANU HA!)
It’s difficult to like John Fashanu, the total opposite of Justin. Justin had some demons, but John always comes across as a bitter and negative person towards his more talented brother.
Yes he claims he just wanted to be close to his brother-the gay outing should have lead you to ask questions, be supportive and care you would have been close then wouldn't you? Did you see this John on TV in Celebrity SAS in March/April 2020, he choke holded a guy and wouldn't let go-for nothing! He got booted out!
He speaks very negatively about Justin! John certainly comes across extremely jealous of Justin's talent, wealth,and fame, John seems obsessed with money. Even after Justin's death, John comes across bitter and jealous! R.I.P Justin
great upload
Poor man may he rest in peace
you're the poor one. delusional victim of reincarnated memory
RIP Justin.
PEACE, LOVE & EQUALITY.
Very inspiring! awesome documentary
Top docu' regardless of the sadness & interesting watching his bro reflect and reminisce.
What a good documentary, but Sad story
The only thing he should have been ashamed of was that song he recorded, top man!
John was correct when he said that all footballers are really 'a commodity'.
That goes for the music industry too - everyone is bought and sold, quite literally!
Scrolling through my phone this morning and this documentary came up.i watched and deli the sadness of all those involved. Would like to think that things would 've been very different for him had he been a young black gay man/ footballer today. In all walks of life people are used/ abused and not always because of their skin colour, religion, sexual preference etc.but I hope and believe that that the world is more educated and understanding of everyone- be it if people or animals.its everyone's planet- understanding and caring makes a more peaceful place to live.those that shine the brightest sometimes have the darkest of times and sadly, it must be in those sad times they see no way out.we must never stop asking for help when we need it, but more importantly, we must always strive to see the need of others who don't always know how to ask for help- and show them compassion and tell they are not alone.love, hope and peace to all.
He should never have left Norwich, obviously. But, he could have had a real chance at Southampton, where he went on loan after the Forest debacle. Lawrie Mcmenemy wanted him permanently, but couldn't afford to sign him. Could have been his route back into the big time. Such a shame that was. Barely gets mentioned.
@I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I think he would have done well there.
This is what false accusations can lead people to - death. DJ obviously lied and tried to blackmail Justin. His body language response to the question speaks volume
His major problem was feeling of abandonment. He could not understand why his father left and never came back which is why he went looking for his dad. It’s the reason he confronted his mother on why she gave them up.
@sMansGuitars I don’t think so. If proven, false accusers should be punished to dissuade others from making false statements. For instance, the UK recently punished a woman who falsely accused a man of rape.
How sad, what a beautiful and kind man with a gorgeous smile, so stunning. It takes the greatest of courage to end your own life, people who do that are the strongest, not the weakest. But what a sad ending, RIP beautiful boy. There should make a movie about him, if there isn't one already that I don't know about.
Wow😯the mum, so disappointing in so many ways😞
@I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE So true👌🏽She gave the typical excuse a guilty woman would use😒The fact she was a nurse or something makes it even worse🤨Real mothers struggle everyday but find a way, and talking in the manner she did, it all was a bit to easy to palm off her boys on some lovely couple then wait for them to grow up and talk about it like it's all fine now I did it for your own good🤨
I blame the father, not so much the mother
Justin lacked a father figure after his Norwich days
@@leightonsteven7059 Sorry I don't think we're on the the same book, let alone page, but I do get what you mean😊
@Daughter of Enoch Nobody giving dad free pass, but anyway bless you🙏🏽
@Daughter of Enoch Come off that😒 No one is condoning the fathers behaviour or lack of it🤨I fully understand where you are coming from and appreciate it👌🏽But the father is not the topic of discussion here🤷🏾♂️
Stay Blessed 🙏🏽 and One Love❤
Heart breaking
Am I the only one who sees beauty in Justin?
It would Be Nice if they created a Memorial for Justin Fashanu, its the least they could do for him
looking4neo they did
Great striker, sad that Justin and John's relationship went that way. Justin should have kept with the guidance of Betty Jackson, and stayed close and looked after his brother, that was all the real family he had.
Rest in peace.🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Heartbreaking story.
After watching this, it made me wonder about the relationship between Justin Fashanu and Viv Anderson the time he arrived at Nottingham Forrest. I personally would have thought that Viv Anderson (being the only other Black player at the club) would have played the role of "big brother" by helping him in settling down at the club and acting as his mentor. The documentary however shows no evidence of this and if indeed that was the case, it's a pity.
Viv Anderson was a Forest player who was NOT a big price footballer and judging on Justin's ''Star Struck'' actions he would NOT tolerate Viv's advice...VIV did NOT look for a top of the range car FREE and bring it back crashed every week.. Lots and Lots of players get transferred for huge money and they do NOT end up wrecking their own and others lives.. Pogda was transferred for £98Million and you NEVER hear his name other that Football topics..
I would never criticize John Fashanu, it was a pretty awful situation, especially so given their difficult upbringing.
You wouldn’t even criticise his homophobia? You are incredibly ignorant.
@@Chillednfunked I wouldn’t. It’s understandable what Fashanu did.
No choice to give up your flesh and blood??! I will never understand that logic. You were not a drug addicted waste in the gutter. You have kids and you stick together.
John was eaten up with jealousy over his brothers talents and success. If John was any kind of loving decent brother he'd of stood by Justin supported him and excepted him. You never turn on your own brother. John made this tragedy all about him as if he was the victim in all this. Should be ashamed of himself! - He completely let Justin down all due to his own pathetically outdated bigoted machismo! He was more worried about what others would think & say rather than what his brother was going through. Should John be ashamed of his behaviour toward his brother Justin? .. YES!!...
I only hope Justin is at peace now! He certainly wasn't shown the love & support he deserved in this life, if he had been he may well still be here today!
Sean -DURHAM UK Couldnt.agree more mate. RIP Justin
Very easy for you to say internet tough guy
Breaks my heart.
John Fashanu publicly disowned his brother Justin.
Such a sad story.
£1900-a-week in 1981!!
If only he'd bought a couple of houses in London when they were like 50,000 hed be a multi millionaire. This was when a good working class salary was like £120 a wee, say 25k now,. Does that mean Justin's earnings were equivalent to about 220k today?
R.I.P Justin Fashanu and Laurie Cunningham, Ceril Regis !!
He proberly was abused as youngster but was too ashamed to tell anybody.
He was killed by mi6 because of the love triangle with portilo the mp and that outer bloke ... Great player
I would never talk about my brother like John does his, shocking really
Tragic.....needed more support.
Tragic 😢
15:20 THAT goal - the famous swirling volley is featured in The BBC Video "101 Great Goals"
That goal against us, [Liverpool}, will NEVER be forgotten.
Remember the time..was very disappointed at John Fashanu at his reaction.,but not now .,well done John
That white guy at the end was a BLACKMAILER, he lied through his teeth but I am sure Karma got him.
I agree , he lied ,
Yeah, he didn't look too comfortable when answering the blackmail question!
This is a very murky tale
Rest in peace my friend God bless you London by birth millwall the grace of God x
oh! oh! what a goal...! that's s magnificent goal...!
he clearly needed counselling not religion
Jesus and counseling could have done wonders. No religion needed
RIP Justin
Such a sad end to a great baller...RIP Justin..
I think all us Norwich fans wanted Justin back at Norwich when we could see it wasn't working for him at Forest.
Clough - What a nob.
I hope you made it home safely in the arms of God
Seems like a lot of people have blood on their hands.
Primarily the bloke who made the allegations since he was quite obviously lying. Then his dad, his brother and his manager.
It's s shame really.
You forgot his worthless mother
John Fashanu was a product of the times so maybe one can comprehend his stance, but he never stood by his brother - blood is thicker than water, love your loved ones. RIP Justin Fashanu.
Fantastic documentary,god bless John fashanu,fash the bash we call him at MILLWALL..soooo sad..r.i.p Justin... keep ya chin up Johnny fash...r.i.p all the fallen football soldiers...and soldiers on the terraces..r.i.p MILLWALL tiny,,,r.i p Denton the bear ARSENAL...
Heart rending so sad
Hindsight is a wonderful tool, and to apply present standards and protocols to Justins' situation will skew the result. However, why did DJ rush to get a lawyer so quick and before reporting to the Police a possible serious sex crime? He clearly also indicates that the decision was joint by the use of, 'our' and his haste to correct it.
The only truth I can see is that a potential for football greatness was lost. I doubt we'll ever get to the truth about the sex allegation.
TOO PAINFUL TO SEE BUT I THANK GOD JOHN WAS SMART ENOUGH TO LEARN FROM HIS MISTAKE🙏
Too bad!!! I never knew him till now, but he missed family guidance from his OWN. I despise fostering, it really isn't the best for a child, just avoid it if you can. It always affects something about them!!! Thank God he met Christ. His mum made a grievous mistake to have left them to be fostered. You would have taken them to live with you in your council flat, he would have appreciated life better and would have felt truly loved, Children always know who their parents are no matter what!!
That building with the white arch to left is where I work
Why does John feel that he is entitled to Justin's money? He seems to be jealous
He said he gave a lot of money to Justin when he started making money himself.
John claims alot of things, that includes he wanted to be close to his brother yet when his brother came out, why didn't you ask questions, be supportive and care? This is a time to be close. Did you see John on Celebrity SAS March, April 2020? He choke holded a guy and wouldn't let go-for nothing! He got booted out!
@@rebekahfield4083 no never heard of that but I don't watch television