3 HIV Anxiety Stories That Will Blow Your Mind

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  • @norakingaforgacs7767
    @norakingaforgacs7767 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    I suffered from HIV anxiety in my mid-20s. I tested several times and it came back always as negative. I couldn't believe it, I just couldn't believe it. It took a toll on my relationship with my boyfriend at the time. On the fourth or fifth occasion, the practitioner at the testing center said to me, Oh dear, you need to see a mental health professional. And she was very right. My HIV anxiety was somehow a symptom of self-esteem issues and a fear of intimacy. Later in life, with a lot of work on my mental health, I was able to develop a healthy mindset and to maintain joyful intimate relationships. I can't stress enough the importance of seeing a mental health professional, especially if you're still scared after multiple negative tests.❤

    • @naufalgunawan9405
      @naufalgunawan9405 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Hello, can i reach you? I am also suffering with This so called HIV Anxiety

    • @norakingaforgacs7767
      @norakingaforgacs7767 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@naufalgunawan9405 Oh, Dear, I am not an expert, and as I wrote: I can't stress enough the importance of seeing a mental health professional, especially if you're still scared after multiple negative tests or have dark thoughts.❤ You have to seek out for professional help (your general practioner, mental health specialist, or local support group), it is really-really important, and You gonna be better soon.

    • @adroaldosanchez7998
      @adroaldosanchez7998 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      it's not pure OCD ? maybe it's that.

  • @fehrcarlo2381
    @fehrcarlo2381 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hello Jennifer! Very happy that you are doing so well! I appreciate your public service to all these people who no matter all the info. out there, and still are victim of the HIV anxiety!

  • @afterpartysin4911
    @afterpartysin4911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    never stop jen we need you out here!!

  • @alissdiaz7052
    @alissdiaz7052 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I don’t know anyone personally that is HIV, but I am very aware it can be transmitted to anyone! I love you for your strength and for sharing, you are a beautiful person inside and out and always in my prayers 💖🙏

  • @jaceek2030
    @jaceek2030 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I know I've said it before, but I must say it again..Thank you Jen..for educating and spreading the true story of HIV in 2019. I have no shame in saying before Freddie "led" me to your channel, I had misconceptions. And while I'm not high risk, it's never a bad thing to learn and be properly educated about things.
    Lastly, Congrats again to you and Eric on your upcoming nuptials! 👰💕💍

  • @richardk6196
    @richardk6196 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Jennifer-So glad I've discovered you (and Eric), but wish I found you years ago. Went through a lot over the years.

  • @mbr7156
    @mbr7156 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    she's still very present, still very alive, and her house is still cleaner than mine. Enjoy your wedding, Jennifer -- congratulations on the love

  • @Anonymous-im9ob
    @Anonymous-im9ob 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Congratulations Jen! Much love to you two!!

  • @paint.it.6lack
    @paint.it.6lack 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just found recently and have binged your videos and you are lovely. You have such a natural humor when you speak. Much love ❤

  • @acstair
    @acstair 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Aw Jen is so understanding. Jen has soothed me about my OCD fears about HIV (and believe me, it was irrational fear, lol.) My OCD was out of control (OOC) :) Goodness. Thanks Jen

    • @insearchofveracity2304
      @insearchofveracity2304 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Was there any specific thing you did to overcome ocd on HIV? I can typically control it when I have a firm grasp on my anxiety.

  • @aramintawilliams5205
    @aramintawilliams5205 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    I was just talking about you yesterday about how people will comment saying “Are you still alive?” “How long does she have?” y’all there’s medication for it there will be a cure soon! She’s happy with HIV saving people who are going through the same thing. Congrats I’m happy you’re getting married again.❤️

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Araminta Williams It is an amazing experience to use one’s experience to help others!

    • @aramintawilliams5205
      @aramintawilliams5205 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Britta Olson yes!

    • @tabithabolling8664
      @tabithabolling8664 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aramintawilliams5205 h h h ha uunt in u

    • @tabithabolling8664
      @tabithabolling8664 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aramintawilliams5205 h h h ha uunt in u

  • @MrK3vinR
    @MrK3vinR 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Love your channel and content. Long time follower and on PrEP. Keep doing what you do... you are loved. Hey from Orlando.

  • @douglasmeek9774
    @douglasmeek9774 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hi Jenn.. I've learned so much from you! Thank you!

  • @armystrong8374
    @armystrong8374 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hey!!! Missing you! You're looking awesome for your wedding soon! You look so shine & bright! God ever bless you.

  • @youcantfightme8282
    @youcantfightme8282 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I lost my father and 12 year old brother to AIDS related illness and I live in a perpetual state of HIV anxiety. It’s been this way since I was 15 and learned their cause of death, it’s very hard. I feel like a prisoner. I have an irrational fear of getting HIV even though I’m now celibate and have always been very careful and meticulous about my sexual health.

  • @SkyChaserCom
    @SkyChaserCom 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Keep these videos going. You are awesome and great job! HIV is easily managed now a days.

  • @brittaolson6550
    @brittaolson6550 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi. I used to post as The Life. And might again, who knows? Haven’t said hi in awhile. Still On PrEP, no major problems yet, but when I first started on it, I got nausea and even a few episodes of vomiting for a month. One time, I went off it for awhile and had to go through that again, so now I just stay on it. Glad you’re well & great to see a new video!

  • @enderrevin8904
    @enderrevin8904 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You are beautiful and Kind. Thank you for talking about HIV Phobia.

  • @brocoteo
    @brocoteo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You look amazing for being on your late 40s early 50s,congrats and excellent content

  • @Ray.M.12345
    @Ray.M.12345 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I suffer from horrible anxiety and ocd. So thank you for making this channel, it makes me feel so much better. ❤

  • @robynspears
    @robynspears 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Hello again! as always, I find it helpful to watch your videos and the way you give advices (so good and your warm actitude is so wonderful). I think we all suffer of this anxiety because of the meaning of the disease, maybe it's not a death synonym but it means stigma and that is what we all have to fight against. I am and anxious person and maybe you don't remember my story in one of your live videos, but what really conforts me is that you are there to help me and help other people. 3 months ago I got my negative results and soon I will do my 6 month check up and I am praying to stay negative. In spite of knowing there is a low percent of delivering a positive result in that period of time, I don't want to be one of that low percent but it is a fear I have to face and the most important thing it's to know my status so I could start my medicine. God bless you and your future husband! xoxo

    • @mosseslukhale5939
      @mosseslukhale5939 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      How did it end sir? Did you still remain negative? Am in the same state currently 😢😢 sex is not worth all these stress

    • @robynspears
      @robynspears 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mosseslukhale5939 after the 6 month result (negative) I looked up for professional help with a psychiatrist and a psychologist because besides I knew that the changes of getting a positive result after 3 months were so low, I was in denial trying to look something where there wasn't. And I was losing the sense of living. It's like a ghost haunting you and nobody can see it. So I got a diagnosis for Anxiety and depression. Also, I got a new job and they told me to perform a check up where the hiv test was included and guess what?... Negative. After a year. So my recommendation is: if you got a negative result after 3 months or even 2... You will still negative. Of course, having protected sex during that time!

    • @singh3677
      @singh3677 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@robynspears whats your exposure sir you have any symptoms now or not???

  • @pinkofhearts09
    @pinkofhearts09 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You guys are getting married on my birthday! Congrats you two!

  • @m.n.8822
    @m.n.8822 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Dear Jennifer, I think that You are such a wonderful person from the inside out, so warm - hearted, down - to - earth, lovely, brave etc. You deserve all the best in the world. God bless You. I am watching Your videos from Serbia and support You. 🙏❤️🕊️🌹

  • @andrew9360
    @andrew9360 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thanks for responding to our goofy-ass HIV OCD concerns. Appreciate your candidness and sense of humor. Thanks for humanizing sex, HIV fear, and being HIV positive.

  • @user-dr9ph4qx2r
    @user-dr9ph4qx2r 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Bless you for what you are doing Jennifer !

  • @Ab0veAll_
    @Ab0veAll_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    These videos are great! They show what stress and anxiety can cause to one. I'm going through the same thing, and have yet reached my 3 month mark for retest and seriously I'm stressing.

    • @user-vm3rp3rv6z
      @user-vm3rp3rv6z 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      What symptoms do you have?

    • @calm8515
      @calm8515 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes what are the symptoms do u have?

  • @nicholasdiezmckenna9972
    @nicholasdiezmckenna9972 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    That last story is just bonkers!!! Made my day!

  • @ashishhinduja3277
    @ashishhinduja3277 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    True never Stop making videos you strong beautiful lady

  • @Mika-cw9mw
    @Mika-cw9mw 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Congratulations! I was a June bride too! 💜

  • @heartobi464
    @heartobi464 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I just wana say you’re awesome and I LOVE YOU

    • @Pozleigh
      @Pozleigh  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you ☺️

  • @_dukeluke
    @_dukeluke 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Congratulations on getting married! I hope you have a wonderful day :D

    • @sharathpolimati
      @sharathpolimati 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Did she get married to hiv + guy

    • @Pozleigh
      @Pozleigh  5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      No, he’s HIV negative

  • @mccal77
    @mccal77 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Hi Jennifer!!!! Nice to see you! One of your Biggest Fan. I still haven't slept with anyone since a goof ball 4 yr ago. You are an Amazing miracle and great Aids advisor! I did have a big scare with my own diff health problem. I am.55 afib. Plus I take pills for blood pressure etc... Blood clot disorder ours hereditary. And sleep apnea CPAP machine. But I am.so glad you are back. Sorry for my own rant
    So if that fellow had HIV. He must have been medicated. I keep checking trust me. Love you are Back! 💄💎

  • @accd2048
    @accd2048 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hello Jenn, Love your videos and all your good energy!! Quick question, I've heard of a very fast new test that can be very precise after the third day you could have been exposed, and now the 4th gen tests can deliver results after 3-4 weeks with high accuracy, any ideas or comments on that? Keep up the amazing work and congrats for the wedding!!! :)

  • @PacinArcs
    @PacinArcs 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congratulations on your wedding!

  • @itscool770
    @itscool770 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    HIV anxiety is so sad. I lost my virginity at 16 and when my mom found out she literally rushed me to the hospital to be tested for hiv. It was so humiliating and needless to say gave me a lot of shame around sex as well as anxiety around the virus. From age 17 until 34 I convinced myself that I contracted hiv but was too scared to test. I still had boyfriends during this time and felt even more shame and guilt thinking that I was giving these men the virus because I was too scared to test myself. I finally was tested in 2017 and it was negative. That was the most freeing day of my life. I only wish that I had tested sooner. That anxiety robbed me of 17 years of my life, living in constant fear. I hope these people can let go and find peace of mind!

    • @danielastarbuck5307
      @danielastarbuck5307 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Story of my life thanks God we are safe

    • @vibewithkadian6742
      @vibewithkadian6742 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Story of my life sigh 😔 got tested yesterday but thanks be to god I was negative

    • @vibewithkadian6742
      @vibewithkadian6742 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@romannavarro1178 no I got my results like 15 mins after

    • @vibewithkadian6742
      @vibewithkadian6742 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@romannavarro1178 yes but in the nxt 3 months get tested again

    • @vibewithkadian6742
      @vibewithkadian6742 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@romannavarro1178 yes

  • @mschickie007
    @mschickie007 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hey Jen !🦋

  • @karakookabear
    @karakookabear 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Jen! I am so extremely happy for you!! Congratulations on your wedding!!! You two are such a beautiful and amazing couple. I absolutely can not wait to hear all about it!! You deserve nothing but the best and all the happiness in the world. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🎉🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊🎊

    • @hhaa4881
      @hhaa4881 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kara Howard what do u mean by stinking happy ? Sorry I think there is something wrong with stinking word

    • @karakookabear
      @karakookabear 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      sore ataia better???

    • @hhaa4881
      @hhaa4881 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@karakookabear better

  • @favsounds8603
    @favsounds8603 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    OMG I have a cavity … it's hiv , LOL , you funny girl , made my day

  • @amitabacchus5785
    @amitabacchus5785 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Stay safe beautiful Lady💝

  • @thespacebantu7439
    @thespacebantu7439 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    hi..! Thank you very much..! you are 100% right..!

  • @raerae6262
    @raerae6262 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omg I missed you! No more breaks lol

  • @merlinpenney7925
    @merlinpenney7925 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Hi Jennifer, you are a blessing!! I have severe OCD, and I worry about HIV constantly, but I've always protecting myself, and I have no symptoms, so am I ok? Thanks!! I would appreciate an answer!! Thanks!!

  • @corinnaturner3320
    @corinnaturner3320 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love every one of your videos. So informative. To those of you out there with anxiety, I get it, and encourage you to talk to a psychologist so you can start living your life (without this fear). Stress manifests itself physically in our bodies. For everyone, it’s different. Please, take care of yourself.
    Jennifer, congratulations on the upcoming wedding. I’m so happy for you. ❤️

  • @sobhanamini3776
    @sobhanamini3776 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    U don't realize how much i love you❤

  • @audreyandwati4727
    @audreyandwati4727 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks that's encouraging ☺️

  • @KWAMCHII
    @KWAMCHII 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    People are in such doubt with HIV testing because of the fact you can look fine and still have it!

  • @kingcherub9093
    @kingcherub9093 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I’m here watching your videos because I also believe I have had a recent exposure, I live in Australia, I’m a gay man and I had insertive unprotected sex with someone who’s status I did not know. I had a blood and urine test 2 weeks after potential exposure and tested positive for gonorrhoea and since then I’ve been freaking out (I tested negative for HIV but that’s only 2 weeks after potential exposure so not accurate). I made a stupid decision. I’ve decided to have another blood test 27 days after which is still in the window period but I’m having crippling anxiety about it as I am a high risk individual.
    My doctor told me it’s so rare and I get that, but when you’re a high risk person you never know. I’m currently waiting for my results, scared out of my mind.

    • @entahlah425
      @entahlah425 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Now what's the result?

  • @anitrabynum4320
    @anitrabynum4320 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have hypochondriasis but it always says negative but because my aunt passed from it I always think I have it ..but I'm getting everything checked tomarrow love ur videos nd congratulations!!

  • @chandranidutta7747
    @chandranidutta7747 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hello Jennifer,
    Thank you for making this video. Don't worry we are going to get vaccine soon

  • @chiree334
    @chiree334 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hey I’ve been sick since November 2020 I have been tested over 10 times, 2 rna test, and all negative tests.

    • @DJalokoficial472
      @DJalokoficial472 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      This is the Chinese ynzinbing virus, then research this pathogen

  • @xshrediii5919
    @xshrediii5919 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Dry cough even freak me out even i tested negative in 19 days after exposure

    • @abdelgadiribrahim3158
      @abdelgadiribrahim3158 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Lee-1 hi dude how are now ? What was your symptoms? Did u get itchy and dry skin color change?

  • @coolguy9709
    @coolguy9709 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Can you make more videos on this subject for awareness please

  • @ademolaadekogbe2609
    @ademolaadekogbe2609 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God bless you

  • @yakubabdulwahab134
    @yakubabdulwahab134 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm back also... Hi jenni

  • @peacock8394
    @peacock8394 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wait. You contracted in 2013 but was diagnosed in 2016? I'm shocked and worried for myself now. 🤦‍♀️

  • @sophierobert7941
    @sophierobert7941 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Reading all these comments is making me feel better. I have no symptoms but i saw on Google no symptoms is also a symptom. All i have that is giving me hope is a blood work for full blood count and everything came back normal last year. I have to take the test for my student permit. I am so scared I'm taking anxiety meds. My bf says he tested early last year and he was fine. I have no idea what he has been up to all through the year. But I'm Praying for the best

  • @JDLPC
    @JDLPC 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I think Jennifer misunderstood the woman who talked about promiscuity and condom use. I think she was saying that she and her boyfriend had previously been promiscuous, and when they met each other, they were having sex without condoms. It sounded to me like she was concerned because they had unprotected sex with other people and then with each other.

  • @sharathpolimati
    @sharathpolimati 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hey how much do u spend on Ur medications every month..n it's really great that u r such a positive person....it's really difficult for one to live with it...no offense but people do go under depression n many things but Ur really positive...I pray to God u get out of Ur hiv n live a normal life in name of Jesus I pray??

  • @SenorbryanA
    @SenorbryanA 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    We have the same birthday! #teamvirgo

  • @liveyounganastasia
    @liveyounganastasia ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Please don’t stop making these videos

    • @Pozleigh
      @Pozleigh  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      People with HIV anxiety beg me to make them so they don’t feel alone. I don’t make TH-cam videos anymore. This video is old.

    • @liveyounganastasia
      @liveyounganastasia ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Pozleigh oh ok, anyways, they’re really helpful. :)

    • @liveyounganastasia
      @liveyounganastasia ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Pozleigh and you also have a great personality. Thank you for everything you’ve ever posted. 🙏😘

  • @rjallman8705
    @rjallman8705 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are Hope Jennifer

  • @rjallman8705
    @rjallman8705 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You are an amazing person . I have been afraid of hiv since I was 18 . My whole life has been affected . I’ve had 3 negative tests and going for number 4 in a week . I’m afraid

    • @vovanminh999
      @vovanminh999 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      not easy to catch hiv , as long as you wear condom .

    • @SureshKumar-dt1sl
      @SureshKumar-dt1sl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@vovanminh999 i wore a condom didn't check for post exposure condom integrity after that I did 5 test
      1st hiv 1 rna quantitative pcr test after 29 days with antibodies.
      2nd hiv 1 and 2 eclia antibody test after 2 months.
      3rd hiv 1 and 2 rapid antibody test after 8 months.
      4th hiv 1 and 2 eclia antibody test after 15 months.
      all were negativeBut still i am not able to move on... Anxiety keeps coming.

    • @singh3677
      @singh3677 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@SureshKumar-dt1sl so how you are feeling now you have any symptoms ????you should meet a physotherpist they will guide you

    • @SureshKumar-dt1sl
      @SureshKumar-dt1sl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@singh3677 no symptoms... Do you think those test are conclusive?

    • @singh3677
      @singh3677 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Suresh kumar do any other test like 4th generation combo test

  • @RoAsmr.
    @RoAsmr. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Hey !! Jennifer ma'am
    I'm going through this anxiety & stress
    I can't sleep at night , i sweats alot at night , loss of weight , loss of appetite , body aches , i was so worried & i went to the doctor & i check up my CBC test , KIT test but everything normal ....idk what happen to me .

    • @7sibusiness870
      @7sibusiness870 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      How's your health now Rohit enghi?

    • @manjunathah2152
      @manjunathah2152 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@7sibusiness870 hi

    • @manjunathah2152
      @manjunathah2152 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hi

    • @DJalokoficial472
      @DJalokoficial472 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      This is the Chinese ynzinbing virus, then research this pathogen

  • @coolguy9709
    @coolguy9709 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Just got tested for HIV and scared and having axinety

  • @enderrevin8904
    @enderrevin8904 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Jennifer, how do I send you a message? I tried your FB IM. I’m not really sure what your preferred method is for messaging.

  • @pacurtir
    @pacurtir 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Hey Jennifer.
    The anxiety is big issue for all of us that concern with the eventual exposures...and hear you helps a lot. Very inspiring way of dealing with it.
    I'm on the 6, 5 month mark negative hiv test but will a lot of strange symptoms... Headache, stomach pain, joint pain, vertigo that lasted for a month, one or two times mouth sores... But as I said I've had several tests from rapid to 4th gen and all negative, I've watched your symptom video and recognize lots of same things...., especially the stomach pain that is the most recent symptom.
    I would like to hear your opinion.
    Even with all this symptoms but with the negative tests should I forget the HIV fear? Stress and anxiety? Wish you the best

    • @user-vm3rp3rv6z
      @user-vm3rp3rv6z 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm feeling it too.. I have sprues in my mouth once in two weeks, yesterday I got fever but it has gone now, I'm also having dry cough. Ever felt the same symptoms ?

    • @pacurtir
      @pacurtir 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@user-vm3rp3rv6z I felt a lot of strange symptoms, but test still came out negative.. Test after test... So even if the body complaint we have to believe that isn't HIV and or the several months of pure stress, fear, anxiety weaked our imune system and it Wil take time to restore it or another bug is causing the complaints...

    • @user-vm3rp3rv6z
      @user-vm3rp3rv6z 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@pacurtir did you experience fever / chills too?

    • @pacurtir
      @pacurtir 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@user-vm3rp3rv6z no fever no chills... Felt joint pain, light head, headache, dry cough, sinus, stomach pain.... But as I said before the more than 12 test came negative. Go test your self

    • @user-vm3rp3rv6z
      @user-vm3rp3rv6z 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@pacurtir do you feel relieved now? After conducted the 12 test, have all the symptoms gone now?
      By the way, thank you for replying me. You're really helpful. Wish you health, happiness, fulfillment and joy.

  • @charles931
    @charles931 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Do the research about GRID at cdc or why we have hiv battle in court with France?

  • @mohamadkhanafer2630
    @mohamadkhanafer2630 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Why these kind of people never check in with mental Health professionnals. I mean it's obvious that we have here a pure OCD. No matter what, tested or not, people will keep engaging in compulsions(googling, testing compulsively, over self-analysis, you name it). CBT is the best intervention for these kind of obsessions. And i'm not trying to dent the importance of testing, but one test(3 month) should be enough and then CBT with that, the person should be then able to rewire her brain.

  • @jfan3689
    @jfan3689 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I tested negative a month after possible exposure through the rapid test and was on PEP (not prep), and am still nervous for the 3 month follow up.

    • @user-ov6nm8js7m
      @user-ov6nm8js7m 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      How are you now? I' m just going through this hell now((

    • @user-vw6lv7uf1t
      @user-vw6lv7uf1t ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-ov6nm8js7m how are you

  • @gloria84073
    @gloria84073 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🕊🙏

  • @surojitmoitra4169
    @surojitmoitra4169 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Cure medicine awaited but the anxiety better medicine to be there of hiv people because they can leave without fear not think of die always

  • @raerae6262
    @raerae6262 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    What are some of your side effects that’s what scares me the most about the medications

  • @photography5gonzales88
    @photography5gonzales88 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Me happy Bc we’re both Virgos :)

  • @lauragalvan3108
    @lauragalvan3108 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I hate when people talk about HIV and automatically talk about killing them selves .. if they would take their head out of their ass and educate yourself you would realize that it's not a death sentence anymore . I dont understand 🤦

    • @AQWVegeto
      @AQWVegeto 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Even if they know about medication, fear is a very paralyzing thing and if you don't understand how someone might end up in that negative thought loop, you really aren't thinking logically about this.

  • @bobo-fg9hm
    @bobo-fg9hm 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hello jenny I so worried its driving me crazy my throat really hurts it been a week now and I think I have thrush in my mouth , Vagina yet its is not itchy nor sore and my skin feels very itchy but yet I don't have any rushes only
    on my body Apart from dry patches

    • @abdelgadiribrahim3158
      @abdelgadiribrahim3158 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hope you doing well did get tested?

    • @DJalokoficial472
      @DJalokoficial472 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      This is the Chinese ynzinbing virus, then research this pathogen

    • @DJalokoficial472
      @DJalokoficial472 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@Lee-1This is the Chinese ynzinbing virus, then research this pathogen

  • @Jennie-yolan
    @Jennie-yolan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When TLCs song water falls came out there was a scene in the video suggesting this guy caught aids, it showed some type of scar on his face or on his back i can’t remember & I had something similar. I was convinced I had aids, I would cry & wouldn’t tell anybody why....I was 8 & NOT sexually active yet LMAOOO.

    • @Pozleigh
      @Pozleigh  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Oh my gosh, that's so sad! I know the video very very well, I'm a teen of the 80s. Loved TLC. RIP Left Eye 🙏

  • @geoffreythomas7253
    @geoffreythomas7253 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How is the surfing going?? Everything still going great with marriage? Love ya

  • @tamannasikder626
    @tamannasikder626 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The first letter, is because she has Hsv infection.. i wish i could go back time and Tell Her.... My dr. Tell me that.. Cz I had Buring Sensation too.. It's totally normal.. Hsv is Highly common.. It's just your immune system how it's repsond..If You eat Green vag, Good food.. It will Help You..
    thank you

  • @luvsilly60
    @luvsilly60 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Letter 1 - She needs to test for other STDs. This scare might be the best thing for her. Wake up.

  • @tamarawebley9388
    @tamarawebley9388 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    had unprotected sex last march 3 and after 5days march 8 i got mild fever and after 2 days my throat got like feel something stuck , tightness.. like feel swollen but theres nothing really.. but i can eat and drink well no painful or anything discomfort.... got 2 small mouth sore which disappeared 5 days after… nowtoday march 24 low grade fever still occur and often times its gone keep coming on and off.. now i experience heartburn at night and metallic taste partially tasteless and numb tounge.. but the guy i made sex with claimed hes on prep and tested regularly and got his last hiv test real time pcr which is negative last feb 7.. is there any chance this could be hiv acute infection? Is there any chance he caught HIV on those weeks since last timehe got tested and somehow infected me? Im having anxiety and panic attack.. you think im just experiencing hiv anxiety?? Please help im so depressed and stressed right now i feel like i want to kill myself to put an end to this misery!!

    • @MrRajajee
      @MrRajajee ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I have almost same symptoms, did you go for test ?

    • @RajeshM-ty4zt
      @RajeshM-ty4zt ปีที่แล้ว

      @@MrRajajee same bro

    • @DJalokoficial472
      @DJalokoficial472 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@MrRajajeeThis is the Chinese ynzinbing virus, then research this pathogen

    • @DJalokoficial472
      @DJalokoficial472 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      This is the Chinese ynzinbing virus, then research this pathogen

  • @bluenoiser
    @bluenoiser 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    cause i'm epileptic caused by my hiv yes by my hiv stress can trigger a seizure, not everyone that has hiv develops epilepsy its rare oh lucky me NOT😤

  • @petrusvenasiu3630
    @petrusvenasiu3630 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hi beautiful. Where can I send you my story?

  • @anujverma3070
    @anujverma3070 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Does hiv anxiety anxiety cause extreme fatique and tiredness

  • @user-ep5su1nv1m
    @user-ep5su1nv1m ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I have unprotected sex last 4 months ago to other girl, Within that first month until the 4th month i have sexual contact with my partner status (-negative), There's 3 days apart of last sexual contact before i take rapid test and the health worker told me that the result is not conclusive because i need to wait 45 days without any contact with my partner, How is it possible that the rapid test kit is not conclusive in 4th month because i have sexual contact with my partner, Even the status of my partner is -negative and the reason for me to take the test is to see the result of my last exposure with other girl 4 months ago, Please i need your answer!

    • @DJalokoficial472
      @DJalokoficial472 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      This is the Chinese ynzinbing virus, then research this pathogen

  • @floraortiz31
    @floraortiz31 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Why do doctors not test for HIV 2???

  • @babyhalasan4147
    @babyhalasan4147 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Is there bruises of hiv?

  • @abrisc32
    @abrisc32 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    do you think it’s a possibility that the virus enters the body after an encounter, but then doesn’t replicate enough and kind of dies out and that’s why some people have the symptoms after a high risk encounter soon after they had sex but come out negative?

    • @A.spec-alan
      @A.spec-alan 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Negative

    • @coolguy9709
      @coolguy9709 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I don't think that's possible but I think the syntoms are probably a cause of axinety or stress

  • @tahirghoerahoe8246
    @tahirghoerahoe8246 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    The first story I can relate too,but that is because I have hypochondria for hiv,I also have depression and have time to time also hiv anxiety,in March I had a pneumonia and I thaught it was a pneumonia caused by fungus related hiv because I am gay Male and had unprotected sex ,and i also had sores in de mouth,candidiasis in the mouth,night sweats,fever and weight loss, suicide thaught and a suicide attempts thinking realy I was hiv positief ,and I was addicted to getting pricked every month because of the anxiety,but after three months ,it was negatif,It turns out mine vitamine d was low ,plus I had stress depression and the pneumonia,so I understand hiv anxiety,its best to talk to a psychologist and its been doing mee good sinds then

    • @mikea5205
      @mikea5205 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tahir Ghoerahoe - same here I remember as a kid being taught about it in middle school and for some reason thought I had it. This went on for years and never told anyone and now I have that feeling again.

    • @user-vm3rp3rv6z
      @user-vm3rp3rv6z 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here, Mate. Your comment is really enlightening. I am a 26 year hetero circumsised man who had sex with a female sex worker on July 29th this year. I tried to contact the girl asking whether she contracted HIV or not but she said she didn't know but she did well like nothing happened to her.
      Truth be told, I am really stressed. I mean super stressed. The thought of contracting HIV really limits my activities. Up until now, I continuously have sprues in my mouth about once in two weeks. Do you think the sprues have anything to do with HIV or just because I have high cortisol level in my bloodstream causing my immune system to be suppressed? Oh yeah, I also experience occasional constipation (or not), I used to go bathroom to empty my bowel once a day but now I only go once in two days.

    • @frk9890
      @frk9890 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lindawati Ningrum do you have get test yet ?

    • @kapalatasgenteng9190
      @kapalatasgenteng9190 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-vm3rp3rv6z get tested

    • @user-vm3rp3rv6z
      @user-vm3rp3rv6z 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kapalatasgenteng9190 I wish I had the courage to get tested. I am so afraid. Now I have no symptoms except a swollen lymph node on the back of my neck, I got this about a month ago when I got chickenpox (cacar air), but it won't disappear until now.

  • @leejones3219
    @leejones3219 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I use to get anxiety every year in the Navy. Had to get tested every year in my birth month.

    • @Pozleigh
      @Pozleigh  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Unless you were getting bottomed by dudes, you had nothing to worry about.

    • @leejones3219
      @leejones3219 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@Pozleigh Having sex with women in foreign ports, yah, still risky.

  • @beanj580
    @beanj580 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I'm so sorry but I did laugh at the omg, I have a cavity, it's HIV.

  • @jmatt2871
    @jmatt2871 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    these people need to talk to therapists

  • @jeffd.killer6980
    @jeffd.killer6980 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I have done 3 tests of 4 generations that detect antigens and antibodies and they tell me that I have anxiety but all 3 testing has turned out negative. I did it to a month and 15 days and then 3 months and to the 6 months and in
    all came out negative I do not know what to do
    I have some symptoms
    As a rash
    Granites on my face and sometimes my face turns red as if I had an allergy on my forehead or cheek
    My very broken nails
    Headache
    Tiredness and itching in the neck sometimes
    I do not know what to do anymore, I do not know if it's my mind or not
    Oh, some case like mine
    I do not know what to do

    • @itscool770
      @itscool770 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Jeff D. Killer stress is what’s causing all of your “symptoms”, not hiv. Seeking out a therapist could help you to let go of this fear so you can live a freer life. Truly.

    • @bestchoice6834
      @bestchoice6834 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same with me , I was drunk at August 25 2018 ,and sleep with one woman sexy worker and break the condum.i go for test at 7 September and 21 ,29 November 2018 ,21 January 2019 and wait 4 months a last test ,I go at 21 may all non reactive 4 th generation test.

    • @lucbelcher7256
      @lucbelcher7256 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jeff, I have Lupus. It gives me a positive ana and Lupus gives me all the side effects that you are having.

    • @user-vm3rp3rv6z
      @user-vm3rp3rv6z 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@bestchoice6834 what symptoms do you feel? It's been 2 months since I had sex with a female sex worker which I didn't know whether she contracted HIV or not, but as I keep contacting her and asking her conditions, she said she was just fine.
      I'm having dry cough now. Yesterday I had fever but only lasted a day and now it's gone. I also have mouth ulcers once in two weeks. ever felt the same?

    • @bestchoice6834
      @bestchoice6834 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lindawati Ningrum im negative i was sick flu,but was very scared because sexy worker is dangerous .go for test don’t be scared do one Repeat after 4 months,and you be ok trust me .for 1 year do 6 test 4 th generation all negative people 10 test finger stick all negative.but I learned a lot from Jennifer.is important go for test and don’t worry because is anexy.

  • @nishthapa099
    @nishthapa099 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I hd unproctd sex wth my patners and even askd her is she clear.. Nd she said yes ... My anixety was so much tht i used to ask her evry day about this and. Smetime she use to get so angry. Bt afta a month i strting have white toungue and Some muslce ache.. Nthng more ..bt evry day i wakeup the first thing tht came in my mind is tht i m hive postive and... Even i havnt done test bt sometime i feel this ia ll becouse of anixety and stree . i could not concentrate on my work ... Couldnot give time to my famly evry time i watch videos and see about hiv .. More then hiv ..my anixety and stree is making me weak

  • @ceciliamatheney7197
    @ceciliamatheney7197 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The first sounds like thyroid

  • @anneliasson2585
    @anneliasson2585 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I live in sweden and when I was pregnent -93 I was tested for HIV. EVERY pregnent woman were! Those days before I got my answer were like being in hell. I didn´t feel that I have exposed myself for the virus but WHAT IF!

  • @kenrose2523
    @kenrose2523 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    For the first story, she does understand that there're other STDs other then HIV/AIDS?

  • @mooolahmore
    @mooolahmore ปีที่แล้ว

    i am waiting for my blood work results today, i am afraid if things goes other ways. i have been experiencing a whole lot of hiv symptoms.

    • @chriscorker1558
      @chriscorker1558 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey what was your results?

    • @mooolahmore
      @mooolahmore ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@chriscorker1558 -ve

    • @Factsunite
      @Factsunite 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      ​@@mooolahmoreyou are postive or not

    • @DJalokoficial472
      @DJalokoficial472 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      This is the Chinese ynzinbing virus, then research this pathogen

  • @holydragonguy7850
    @holydragonguy7850 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I wanted to ask can you get hiv from reciving a Bj lol sorry if that sounds bad

    • @Pozleigh
      @Pozleigh  5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Nope 👍🏻

    • @khalilj7329
      @khalilj7329 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank Jesus 🙌

    • @dominicaten9798
      @dominicaten9798 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Pozleigh had oral sex and then post sex wipe do you think am worried I might have wiped her vaginal discharge up into my urethra.

  • @christinatultul9257
    @christinatultul9257 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Want to email Jennifer.. how

  • @user-sw4kr7ir7e
    @user-sw4kr7ir7e 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Ma'am french kissing can transmit hiv?