I am 21 and pretty much feel the same way. I want to become a game developer, however in my country, game development is not very much on the market. I used to love watching youtube for most of my life but now its starting to feel very dull and that feels terribly scary man. I think you should try not to compare yourself to other successful people. I see 24 year old millionares on youtube and it only makes me feel anxious for example. Fortunately i din't do any real toxic behaviors, but i still feel very miserable and feel the time passing. I guess finding something you like after you suffer through it will be your best future choice. A book that really "set me off" was a book from David Goggins called "can't hurt me". Thats the philosophy i want to follow anyway since I'm very much in love with discipline. I recommend you have a look if you havent read it already.
I am 21 and pretty much feel the same way. I want to become a game developer, however in my country, game development is not very much on the market. I used to love watching youtube for most of my life but now its starting to feel very dull and that feels terribly scary man. I think you should try not to compare yourself to other successful people. I see 24 year old millionares on youtube and it only makes me feel anxious for example. Fortunately i din't do any real toxic behaviors, but i still feel very miserable and feel the time passing. I guess finding something you like after you suffer through it will be your best future choice. A book that really "set me off" was a book from David Goggins called "can't hurt me". Thats the philosophy i want to follow anyway since I'm very much in love with discipline. I recommend you have a look if you havent read it already.
Thank you for the recommendation, we got this man.