Whatever class i enter. My teacher sounds loud, frustrated. The second the lesson starts i feel i want to cry. Whenever i don’t understand what i got to do it stresses me out, i can feel the tears begin to form. I manage to always keep them in. But when i keep them in it hurts. It really does hurt. My school knows nothing about me that can be critical information about how they can work their ways around my large stress amounts. Sometimes you just feel you don’t deserve nice things. Have a book line to commemorate your listenings to my rant. “She slumped down into her chair, stress and overwhelming flushed through her cold body. Her teacher begun to speak. The overwhelming stress begun its work, as her eyes burned with tears waiting to leave. She shook her feeling away. Without realising her teacher had finished his talking and was now handing out worksheets with complicated rules. Stress had ran to her head. And her brain began to reel, feeling her body restart. She sprung to try do the work, all of it was confusing. Her eyes were unable to keep up with the lines printed onto the paper, she started to tug on her hair for help. She couldn’t do this much longer.”
i'm sorry that you are going through that, but i am too. everyone deserves nice things and if you feel like you dont deserve it, you really do. some teachers sound grumpy or even frustrated because of the rest of class, or something going on out of school. dont worry too much about it!
I hope you get better! maybe take a little break and try to think of ways you could help yourself understand a little more, and no one always gets it the first time so if it frustrates you try to focuz on the things u dunno and then slowly work on it so maybe youll be less stressed! and remember other people get stressed too so dont think your teacher is trying to be rude, and just be nice! ❤😁 hope you feel better soon
running an art club at my school by myself, fear of failing behind because of national honor society, stressed to the point i dont feel hunger or fullness anymore. Then my teachers make jokes with me even though i dont understand them, teachers say things that reminds me of things that i don't want to remember but still do. Me feeling that my awards dont mean much because my prents are more focused on my other siblings awards. family saying i look weird when i smile and its weird to see me happy and weird to see me with a normal facial expression. Being in the middle of parent conflicts. my mom calling me crazy,a snitch and whatever my younger sister says about me is true. My mom taking no accountability for things she says to me. Her taking my siblings sides but not mine.
9:04 sounds like the confusion in my life. i honestly can't say im so stressed to anyone i know irl. but when i see that all these places have like "The comments of this video is a safe space" it just makes me feel happy and safe reading that. schools gotten hard since my teacher has a lot of problems. she always yells at the class and my dumb brain makes it sound directly towards me, and it happens everyday. it hurts keeping all this stress in.
Hi. I know this is pretty late, but to be honest, I got into a little disagreement with my boyfriend (even though it was just my opinion). He asked me a hypothetical question about how I would react if he did sperm donation "just for the money." It's funny how he asked that question, especially considering that during our first call today, I was a little concerned and wondered how he would feel if I couldn’t give birth like other women or if he actually wanted kids in the future. His honest response was a relief; he reassured me that he wouldn’t mind or care if I didn’t want to have kids or even if I was unable to give birth (even though he wants to have kids in the future). He also said he wouldn’t mind adopting if that was the last resort. However, it was a little off-putting and got even weirder when he mentioned that if it were his female friend, classmate, coworker, or just a random woman, he wouldn’t mind donating his sperm to her. I asked him in the middle of the conversation if he would still consider doing it if I couldn’t have kids from the start, and he said yes. I was like, well damn, your sperm still has a purpose between us, basically. My response was that I would be upset and feel some type of way, especially if he decided to go behind my back with it and then told me afterward. He got really upset with me because he felt like I was getting mad at the wrong thing (which I wasn’t) and said, "Forget it, let's just drop it." Now I'm kind of upset because how are you going to ask me a hypothetical question and expect me to agree with you on that? It was weird from the start because it would feel strange that you would basically be the "baby father" to a woman you didn’t have sex with but did, in fact, give your sperm to, as if you slept with her. I was not mad about it when he first asked me, but I felt uncomfortable as he went on about it, especially when he started mentioning other women and how they would find out he’s a father based on a DNA test.
wish my dad said this to me (he's done nothing but abuse me mentally and sometimes physically, he sexualized me when i was around 10 and starting puberty to the point that i wear two shirts all the time when into to bed, once my parents actually broke up {not to long ago} he's been trying to change but he's still scary and i have to visit him. im glad im sick just so i don't have to see him. everyone says im wrong for feeling that way but it's the truth. i shouldn't be scared of my dad but he's hurt my family enough and everyone else is turning into him. im kinda tired of life tbh-- golly..im sorry for all this😭)
You’re welcome! I know a lot of people might need a place or someone to vent to that they don’t have so I wanted to include that. If you ever need feel free to come back and talk!
i constantly feel like the world is ending. we're all going to die a horrible painful death and i cant sleep, i barely eat, i dont go out, i dont talk to my friends, the meds dont work - only make it worse, i dont feel safe anywhere and the dysphoria and panic and everything is slowly killing me, but i dont fucking know why. idk. i dont think i was supposed to survive my birth.
I’m 10 i hate life I hate my body I hate my face do you ever think about dying? I want to die,I cry myself to sleep I had bad thoughts before. I got bullied before,I’m sick of life.will anyone will care if I just die? I feel like everyone hates me. I got bangs for my big forehead, I’m insecure about my body hair. I can’t even go out with shorts or a skirt without being insecure , I think everyone judge’s me for it. I’m stressed for school what if I fail one my test,what if I accidentally do something wrong in school. Am I annoying to everyone? If I be quiet than no one will have to hear my annoying voice.
i don't knw whats wrong with me i have good people who love me. i just feel like an after thought like i don't belong.i just want to dissaper to not feel like an annoynce. i don't now if i should ask for help or not and im just to scared and i've just gotten used to bottling things up and trying to forget them
im going to a private school while my sister goes to a public one.... i hate my life..... i feel so guilty that i am the 'child that studies'... i.... i feel scared of dissapointg them....
Time stamps:
0:00 The Loser
2:17 Oh Klahoma
5:23 Blow my Brains out
9:04 Snow world
10:08 The Mind Electric
11:19 Jealous
Thanks for the time stamps, hope you are doing well!
Whatever class i enter. My teacher sounds loud, frustrated. The second the lesson starts i feel i want to cry. Whenever i don’t understand what i got to do it stresses me out, i can feel the tears begin to form. I manage to always keep them in. But when i keep them in it hurts. It really does hurt. My school knows nothing about me that can be critical information about how they can work their ways around my large stress amounts. Sometimes you just feel you don’t deserve nice things.
Have a book line to commemorate your listenings to my rant.
“She slumped down into her chair, stress and overwhelming flushed through her cold body. Her teacher begun to speak. The overwhelming stress begun its work, as her eyes burned with tears waiting to leave. She shook her feeling away. Without realising her teacher had finished his talking and was now handing out worksheets with complicated rules. Stress had ran to her head. And her brain began to reel, feeling her body restart. She sprung to try do the work, all of it was confusing. Her eyes were unable to keep up with the lines printed onto the paper, she started to tug on her hair for help. She couldn’t do this much longer.”
i used to feel that way all the time in school too, im sorry you have to go thru that and feel this way. i really hope it gets better 💗
I’m so sorry you have to go through that. ❤
You should go to a different teacher about this or your parents. You’ll get through it.
i'm sorry that you are going through that, but i am too. everyone deserves nice things and if you feel like you dont deserve it, you really do. some teachers sound grumpy or even frustrated because of the rest of class, or something going on out of school. dont worry too much about it!
I hope you get better! maybe take a little break and try to think of ways you could help yourself understand a little more, and no one always gets it the first time so if it frustrates you try to focuz on the things u dunno and then slowly work on it so maybe youll be less stressed! and remember other people get stressed too so dont think your teacher is trying to be rude, and just be nice! ❤😁 hope you feel better soon
running an art club at my school by myself, fear of failing behind because of national honor society, stressed to the point i dont feel hunger or fullness anymore. Then my teachers make jokes with me even though i dont understand them, teachers say things that reminds me of things that i don't want to remember but still do. Me feeling that my awards dont mean much because my prents are more focused on my other siblings awards. family saying i look weird when i smile and its weird to see me happy and weird to see me with a normal facial expression. Being in the middle of parent conflicts. my mom calling me crazy,a snitch and whatever my younger sister says about me is true. My mom taking no accountability for things she says to me. Her taking my siblings sides but not mine.
9:04 sounds like the confusion in my life. i honestly can't say im so stressed to anyone i know irl. but when i see that all these places have like "The comments of this video is a safe space" it just makes me feel happy and safe reading that. schools gotten hard since my teacher has a lot of problems. she always yells at the class and my dumb brain makes it sound directly towards me, and it happens everyday. it hurts keeping all this stress in.
I’m so sorry you’re going through that it sounds terrible. If you ever need to talk I’m here
@@TheMightyGodJimmy thanks!
Hi. I know this is pretty late, but to be honest, I got into a little disagreement with my boyfriend (even though it was just my opinion). He asked me a hypothetical question about how I would react if he did sperm donation "just for the money." It's funny how he asked that question, especially considering that during our first call today, I was a little concerned and wondered how he would feel if I couldn’t give birth like other women or if he actually wanted kids in the future. His honest response was a relief; he reassured me that he wouldn’t mind or care if I didn’t want to have kids or even if I was unable to give birth (even though he wants to have kids in the future). He also said he wouldn’t mind adopting if that was the last resort. However, it was a little off-putting and got even weirder when he mentioned that if it were his female friend, classmate, coworker, or just a random woman, he wouldn’t mind donating his sperm to her. I asked him in the middle of the conversation if he would still consider doing it if I couldn’t have kids from the start, and he said yes. I was like, well damn, your sperm still has a purpose between us, basically. My response was that I would be upset and feel some type of way, especially if he decided to go behind my back with it and then told me afterward. He got really upset with me because he felt like I was getting mad at the wrong thing (which I wasn’t) and said, "Forget it, let's just drop it." Now I'm kind of upset because how are you going to ask me a hypothetical question and expect me to agree with you on that? It was weird from the start because it would feel strange that you would basically be the "baby father" to a woman you didn’t have sex with but did, in fact, give your sperm to, as if you slept with her. I was not mad about it when he first asked me, but I felt uncomfortable as he went on about it, especially when he started mentioning other women and how they would find out he’s a father based on a DNA test.
I love that you put these out there really helps me I have been needing someone to talk to but this is the best I can get I really need help 😕
the title is so relatable right now
I can understand that. I’m going through the same thing right now.
Ya same here.
i feel so streesed
i feel my hands shaking a bit
when im super stressed i have an outburst and i let the emotions out.. it feels (emotionally) painful
Oh klahoma is such a safe song to me because its like a trusting adult figure comforting me which both hurts and feels warm
Thank you ☺️
Hope you’re doing good, if you ever need to talk I’m here
For everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in replies
Thank you. ❤
wish my dad said this to me (he's done nothing but abuse me mentally and sometimes physically, he sexualized me when i was around 10 and starting puberty to the point that i wear two shirts all the time when into to bed, once my parents actually broke up {not to long ago} he's been trying to change but he's still scary and i have to visit him. im glad im sick just so i don't have to see him. everyone says im wrong for feeling that way but it's the truth. i shouldn't be scared of my dad but he's hurt my family enough and everyone else is turning into him. im kinda tired of life tbh-- golly..im sorry for all this😭)
@steathy_wolfif you want any emotional support I’ll be here if you ever need it
I don't even know you, but this just helped a little bit. Thank you.
"The comments of this video is a safe space." - I need more of this in my irl life ;-;
tysm for including it lol
You’re welcome! I know a lot of people might need a place or someone to vent to that they don’t have so I wanted to include that. If you ever need feel free to come back and talk!
I think your art is beautiful :3
THANK YOOOOOU OMG 😭❤️❤️
My stress slowly dissapearing because 6 person made me happy
I hate this, I cant keep up anymore
I’m either stupidly emotionally sensitive or emotionally numb with no in between
i constantly feel like the world is ending. we're all going to die a horrible painful death and i cant sleep, i barely eat, i dont go out, i dont talk to my friends, the meds dont work - only make it worse, i dont feel safe anywhere and the dysphoria and panic and everything is slowly killing me, but i dont fucking know why. idk. i dont think i was supposed to survive my birth.
I’m 10 i hate life I hate my body I hate my face do you ever think about dying?
I want to die,I cry myself to sleep I had bad thoughts before. I got bullied before,I’m sick of life.will anyone will care if I just die? I feel like everyone hates me. I got bangs for my big forehead, I’m insecure about my body hair. I can’t even go out with shorts or a skirt without being insecure , I think everyone judge’s me for it. I’m stressed for school what if I fail one my test,what if I accidentally do something wrong in school. Am I annoying to everyone? If I be quiet than no one will have to hear my annoying voice.
Yey this playlist is getting recognized ^^
hey,great playlist!!
Thank you!
Why does my life have to be so hard...
i don't knw whats wrong with me i have good people who love me. i just feel like an after thought like i don't belong.i just want to dissaper to not feel like an annoynce. i don't now if i should ask for help or not and im just to scared and i've just gotten used to bottling things up and trying to forget them
im going to a private school while my sister goes to a public one....
i hate my life.....
i feel so guilty that i am the 'child that studies'...
i....
i feel scared of dissapointg them....