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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ส.ค. 2024
- In this full-length interview, Jacqueline "Loca D" Montanez talks about being a former member of Chicago's maniac Latin Disciples and growing up in West Chicago. She reveals that her stepfather was a high-ranking member of Latin Kings. At age seven, Jacqueline started getting raped at home by him. Her mother didn't know about it in the beginning, but she started to learn about it when she turned 12 years old. In response, her mother gave Jacqueline up to Child Protective Services in order to protect her from her stepdad. Jacqueline subsequently ran away from the group home she was sent to and joined the maniac Latin Disciples. As the discussion moves along, she explains how she was initiated into the criminal organization before detailing their cross-town rivalry with the Latin Kings.
Later in the interview, she talks about getting arrested for killing two of her gang's rivals (in an act of retaliation because her friend was murdered) before explaining what her first day in prison was like as a teenager. She reveals that she busted a prison guard's head open and that she was stabbed by a Latin Queens while in prison. From there, she talks about the corrupt police officer who worked her case and how his sketchy history led to her case being re-opened. Lastly, she discusses the pain and grief that she has to go live with now by explaining that she is working on forgiving herself for killing people, trying to forgive her mother for giving her up for adoption, and her marriage to her wife. She also shares her thoughts on the untimely death of Takeoff from Migos.
Support Loca D's FutureForTomorrowsYouth GoFundMe at: spot.fund/g4pHlscs
Abused by step father , abused by system , 100 accountablity , zero excuses , salute to her more backbone than a lot of men
Gtfoh
She would've snitched if given the opportunity
IT BREAKS MY SOLE HEARING A LITTLE KID HAD TO DEAL WITH THAT!BUT iM ALSO SORRY FOR THE SAD SAC'S OF SHIT YOU HAD AROUND TO CONSIDER HER A BAD ASS, THE REAL MEN THE REAL BAD ASS'S GO TO A SHIT JOB THEY FCK N HATE WORK EXTENDED HOURS SO THEIR DAUGHTERS AN SONS DONT END UP LIKE THIS!, THATS REAL BACK BONE THATS A REAL GANGSTER!! SMH GBYAA!!!!!!!!!!!!
@@yourmommahouse yes because you definitely know🧐
salute stay up folks nation queen 3 high
“I took two lives, but I’ll be damned if I’m not gon’ save a million….”. The most powerful quote of the interview. Love this woman and her testimony.
She meant that.
That was the best...
That statement was strong damn near sent chills through my body
Before you can save anybody
You have to be saved
@@justice77justice That part 😎 facts 💯💯👍🏾
The way she opens up more and more throughout the interview , the first few minutes were like pulling teeth … God bless her , keep thriving
lol i know ...by the end she was smiling and laughing LOL
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I'm telling you.. I almost clicked off a few times
when she said ‘’i hit her with a hammer’’ and stayed cold as ice you know this woman has seen so much in her life. She didn’t choose the neighborhood or the city she was born in.
She didn’t choose her stepfather and she didn’t really have a choice to be in gangs. She is so strong and the fact that she can talk about her life like that is amazing. I wish her a peaceful life, away from violence, so her nervous system and her soul be in peace. God bless❤️🩹🙏🏽
Everyone has a choice as far as joining a gang or not. I have a couple of friends and family members who grew up in Humboldt Park who never joined gangs. Even one of them and his brother didn’t have their dad in their lives and their mom was a druggie and alchy so they would have been likely to join a gang and they had family members who were kings and they still chose to not join so I’m just saying everyone has a choice at the end of the day and that’s the point im trying to make
@@shuddershudderI know it hard to believe but the FACT IS …some DONT AND DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE….you can literally be born into this lifestyle (not having knowledge of an alternative lifestyle) ….not making excuses but yeah for most WE just played the cards we were dealt it’s that simple
The reason shes cold is from consistant masking. Its in the eyes that you can see the fear regardless if her face is cold.
🙏🙏🙏🙏
@@Ktb_BlackYou’re making excuses
Everyone has a choice when it comes to being a criminal
You dont choose where youre born but you do choose the decisions you make in that environment
Go to these same hoods and its people that arent committing crimes
Jackie Montanez!! I was an officer when this little girl walked into the IDOC. We heard about her prior to her coming through the gates at 17 years old. She was a spitfire and a force to be reckoned with, ATTITUDE!!! I watched her change and grow over the years and I wish her the best for the rest of her free life.
What joint you worked in?
I'm from Chicago and I spent time in Stateville and Menard. What joint did you work in?
@@Robert-uc5pb DWIGHT
I was locked up with her. I'm so glad she is out.
@@Robert-uc5pb The officer either worked in Dwight when it was still opened or Logan that's how this dumba** fool knows her
I felt that ‘I lost my backbone’ my mother passed from lung cancer while I was incarcerated… it changed my entire life! I’m thriving now & it took losing her to turn me around. Her death will not be in vain! Much love & respect 4 u!
Good for you.
❤ you could have easily turned that unfortunate situation into bad energy, but you're doing something most don't do, turning it into good energy and rising above the bad. good luck to all that you do.
I'm glad you are finally out. My cousin used to write you while you were locked down. He is a part of the Maniacs out here in Massachusetts. So am I but I'm trying to get things going to raise my daughter away from that kind of life. I love a lot of my brothers and sisters but there is a better life and I'm going to get it and live it for my family. I'm a Cuban American and I will rise above to set my family up so they won't have to struggle again. Amor.
Her story would make a terrific movie. Such maturity considering all she has been through. I wish her the best!
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Netflix !!! The best reality movie EVER ! This was Humboldt Park ! Murder neighborhood !! Hope she can make some money for that . She has the spirit of God inside her . ❤ blessings Mija . ❤
@@irenefavela3197 what’s the name of the movie lol
@@irenefavela3197im not sure but I don’t think people convicted of murder are allowed to make money off the story. I remember OJ had to give all the $ to the victims family from his book
@@Jay-ci4to it’s not made yet I was suggesting it . Saludos . Wepa !
Being molested and fed drugs as a child is VICOUS. In environments like that very few survive, prison may have saved her life.
When it comes to interviews Vlad is on the same level as Barbara Walters.. Put some respect on Vlad's name... Top 10 interviews of all time... Great work Vlad... Vlad is the Netflix of interviews... Blessings on Blessings to you and you Fam...
And she still forgave that man.
It definitely did!
@4Your Ent. exactly. Barbara Walters 😂
Amen 🙏🏾 ❤
She never had a chance, the abuse, the forced drug use, the stepfather owes her his life and more what he put her through and how he forced her into a life of crime and violence. God bless her for her forgiving heart and transparency.
She was so guarded in the beginning, having to retell her story but as it goes on she warms up 🥰 powerful interview, I admire her strength and desire to change the narrative. I pray the lord guides her footsteps and keeps her as she navigates this new chapter!
I totally saw that too. I was wondering how this interview was gonna turn out. And after listening to her testimony. I can see why she was guarded at first. I’m happy I didn’t turn it off and kept listening.
I think the interviewer may have been a bit intimidated by her , especially when she was giving short answers. 😂 I would have been too. watch what you say!
She started off the interview with her guard up, and as the interview goes on she becomes so comfortable and open. She’s smiling and happy omg I love this for her. 💙
True , you can tell her hard past haunts her
True, I noticed that as well! Great Job Vlad making her comfortable and helping get her story out!
I noticed the same thing so very proud of her
I served 5 years in the navy and not seen one dead body, she lived a free life up until 15 years old and seen so much. God fix these streets
What was your rate ??
Dont worry the streets coming together soon stay strong heads up pray for a new world but its already in place 2023
Lol these streets is war and us street ppl go through hell trying to make it out!! Streets is never gonna change, it'll take your soul
God brought by European Americans caused all this.
@@BOS_PML74_GAMING these streets will change soon it will kill you if you let it
She was hard as hell in the early part of the interview. And then she talked about getting that ankle thing off and this beautiful woman came over her face, smiling and being happy. She is very genuine. No wonder she’s free now. Much respect for this real queen! I wish you good luck in your journey in life
i read this comment right as that part of the video played, she lit up like Christmas lights 😭
She ain’t know what she was getting into
So many times people don’t know who they fucking with! Just remember that the are always someone crazier than you! 😬
Her coming home to all her family members being dead is so heartbreaking
I love how she’s just straight to the point with her answers & not telling to much information and rambling. Just getting straight to the point, answering each question and waiting for the next one. ❤️❤️❤️ and Vlad was like “okay” after each answer lol thinking he was going to get more Info. 🤣💀
But vlad repeating everything she says after she Says it is irritating
yes me too
@@soaringenergy3257 He's probably mad that she's making him actually work. 😂
@@brandygee9954 facts. It was the “okay’s” after each answer. She was working his ass. Lol
Lmaoo right thought he was gonna get more 😂😂😂
What happened to her as a child was horrific. She’s turned her life around and takes full responsibility for her actions. What a strong & determined woman to be where she is today. Everyone failed her as a child. Respect! Sending healing energy!!! 🙏🏽✌🏽❤
She’s more thorough than most men on the street. She’s solid!!! Her story is unheard of. I wish her well! I want her to win!
You don't know most men in the hood..
@@user-wg9yl3gt8sliterally
Not most men. Y'all hear these Vlad stories and think people are Batman and Robin. I know a lot of thorough men, AS well as she may be. She sound sneaky and prison saved her because niggas would have skinned her cap a long time ago acting like this
This don't sound like an interview it sound like an interrogation!!
That what I said and probably why she was so guarded at First it reminded her of being in Jail lol she was much more open on her recent interview
At the beginning she was dark and dimmed but at the end the light came through. She has a testimony to tell. I hope everything goes well for her, she truly deserves it❤️
Please stop linking dark as bad and light as good
So do the ones she kill
@@francoferguson6628 Why? Dark is bad and light is good. Would you rather run an obstacle course in the dark or with lights on? Dont be stupid and make everything about race. Light isnt racist, its light.
She does. Her light shining through is glorious. She TRULY deserves it💕
@@francoferguson6628 dark is bad & Light is good. YW🤣🤣🤣
She is the definition of "Accountability" and I wish her much success in her life💯
well said.
If 30 yrs doesn't wake you up.
Nothing will.
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@@tenakoe4258 you’d be surprised bruh 30 years have most guys i know stuck in the same mentality they left the streets with . it’s like she said the agee you got locked is the same age you come out being mentally.
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She needs to be supported to put her story more out there in the community. It very inspirational and turn people’s life around for the better 😢
I must admit when this interview first started I was thinking it wasn’t going to be so good. But man…it was one of the best ones I heard. She is a source to be reckoned with. Love her spirit. And I wish her nothing but success and Peace as she continues to grow.
I cried watching this! She been through A LOT of trauma and I pray she lives a peaceful life from here on out. Im also proud of her for wanting to help children get off the streets and have somewhere to go. Great interview!
Not cry 😂😂😂
me too.
Not gonna lie I cried too. Whew. Praying for her.
I cried too. All that abuse she suffered so young and being around all of that violence …I can’t believe she still sane. 🙏🏻❤️
We got to pray just to make it today
WHEN SHE SAID, " MY MOM DIED ON PURPOSE TO GO UP AND HELP FIGHT MY CASE!!" I STARTED CRYING!! RESPECT 🙏🏽
That part got me as well.
Too bad she didn’t die when she failed to protect her at 7 smh a little too late
I’m not gunna lie I watched this twice and the third time I started to cry and tear .
@@cakesdavila1688😍
Lmaooooo 😂😂😂
This was a great interview. I love how she turned her life around, many blessings to her🙏🏽🙏🏽
Wow this woman gave me chills hearing her story. She had a rogh life but is smiling today and is a productive member of society. Good for you girl!! You are strong, beautiful and I hope the rest of your life is peaceful!
My heart breaks for her and all little girls that go thru such horrific abuse. How in the world a grown man can get excited about a 7 year old girl is beyond my comprehension. Men should be the protectors of girls.
Men should be the protectors of girls,more like fathers should be the protectors of there daughters
Wow thank you for sharing. I myself lost control due to this didn't ask for this life7. I'm also sharing about a 8 yes old dancing with mother pumping touching in front of her daughter and the fact that she is letting her daughter dance with older men's pumping and letting them touching her daughter. I'm trying my best please go to the short and you will see thus mother please help me make some noise. I did shared that this us chikabuse and no one had done nothing because she still dancing pumping and touching her private part. And to aloud her to be in surroundings that is adults not age appropriate. Look what happens to this young person please go to short a view thing post . I don't don't want to open Facebook and see that something happen to thus young under age child. Her parenting skill are twisted mother is disturbing and disrespectful please make a difference thank you Mrs Rosie 🙏
@@ashleyalonzo9363 facts. We all should protect one another in our tribe, at least.
@ItAintRocketScience ummm ok thanx (thanks) teacher,last time I checked I was on TH-cam not in freakin school
Her testimony is so real you gotta respect her. God bless her 🙏 ❤️
Amazing to watch her demeanor change from the beginning of the interview through the end. She has amazing things coming to her. Her accountability is an example to all of us.
I thought the same thing. It was awesome to see her smile and show her joy. I felt he pain telling the story and also felt joy talking about her release and being free. Good interview.
Thought the same thing
I was about to say the same thing.
Totally agree
This is someone who I hope makes it. She really can be an inspiration and a positive roll model for those in the struggle. Life can be hard and unfair. And this is a woman who knows that first hand
It crushed me to know her mom died ☹️ and it’s sad her mom gave her up knowing she couldn’t protect her from him☹️❤️I love her mom
31 years of incarceration and she got the sweetest smile on her face.
What a warrior did her time owned up to her mistakes and now she's out trying to make a difference, you gotta love it
Man this girl been thru some real serious shit! Locked up for 31 yrs? She a straight soldier! She seems like she's never known love. Her childhood robbed by a POS perv, mom's didn't protect her, her friend dies in her car then locked up as a juvie and tried as an adult and did 31yrs? Girlfriend you deserve love and you deserve the world! I wish her the best. R.I.P. to her deaf friend too.
Yes, that's what I gathered... She never had real love and that lead her down this road. 💔💔💔
@ChuckD'sChic Facts we need more love in the world 💯💯❤️
Yeah the most startling point to me is that her mom could know she was being abused and she chose the step father over her. Like ffs.
@@tord0ff unfortunately, it happens a lot
She killed 2 people
Her story is so powerful it needs to be a movie or something, and maybe played at schools. Her organization needs to be put out there in a major way for the youth.
I’m sure this interview has already spoke deeply into the youth who were ready to receive the message, who may not have had no one to guide them.
I hope she continues to learn to forgive herself everyday because I know it’s heavy stuff to carry but I hope that all the positive she devoted herself to do now eases that load.
AND to anyone who has ever lost a loved one to a violent crime. May you have the courage to carry on, may you find peace, May you find beauty in life again.
The way she talks about it. So cold. She kills. Stay away from her😮
Her transparency is incredible, her accountability is astonishing, what a life, may the rest of it be peaceful ❤
Amen! 🙏🏽
This woman is a true mess
@@aaronmichaels8242 This woman changed her whole life! Wtf you done in yours? Shut up!
I think your blinded to the bitterness that's driving her.
Listen to how she describes these "victims" of the industry.
@@PLATINUMTEDDII not kill and be a menace to society and my credit score high😑 never been to jail Nathan! Bet you are broke and fat
This interview was powerful. I commend her for having the courage to talk in her truth. She is turning a sad situation into strength for others and herself. She is definitely an Amazing person. Much success to her and may she help out millions of others following her old paths ❤️❤️
This was one of your best interviews vlad, keep getting inspiring ppl on your platform. She changed her life for the better and that’s a blessing to see
Agreed. Anyone who hears this, it will have a positive impact. For those not in any situations like this are helped because if she can do all that she's done so far so can anybody else regardless of their background and that's inspiring.
Incredible story of pain, accountability, remorse, and truth. She was a child, she made a tragic mistake, and she did her time. I’m wishing her nothing but the best and I’m hoping she can deal with her grief in a positive way. We’re rooting for you Jacqueline!!!
Yassss agreed ❤
Yes indeed
Tragic mistake? Pre mediated murder is no mistake she got caught and that’s why she’s remorseful. She would have likely taken many more lives. You can tell she holds her gang in high regards and that’s trash
@@aritheboss1 You trying to act like you have any room to judge is trash. Grow up.
I would’ve kept saying I didn’t do it
I hope she is able to do all of the positive things that she wants to do in her life. May God continue to bless her and her family.
People really have NO IDEA just HOW much child abuse messes up a child physically, emotionally, and mentally. My father’s life guided my education. My associates degree was in child development, my bachelors degree was in sociology with an emphasis on incarceration reform and I earned my masters from NYU in social work. I like to say that I worked my butt off to put my dad’s last name on one of the top University in the world. We can prevent so much if we STOP using jails and prisons as our mental health systems.
I did time with her...she was supposed to serve life, but due to her age and her work in the joint...her sentence was reduced. I believe that happened for a reason. Her purpose is more significant than anything she could do in Logan. Her truth is just that...hers! Regardless of the parts that seem unbelievable, she was raised in prison, and she survived it to save souls! Love and light ✨️ 💛 to you, Jackie!!! I pray you accomplish your purpose!
Yeah she shouldn’t have did time at all, because you can’t question a minor without their parents or lawyer present so the case should of been thrown out all together
@@PJ-vl2ednaaaah that’s not how the law works in Illinois
@@PJ-vl2edthis ain't ncsi homie smh not how the judicial system works homles
@@alphaomerta9477 u sound slow asl, my dawg got off a whole murder charge that he definitely did, he was 14 and they questioned him without his parents so the case was thrown out because in Texas your parent or guardians or lawyer have to be present during questioning if your a minor so stfu talking about “Nci” dumbahh lil boy
@@allcatsarebeautiful2770 I mean that was back in the day, I’m sure if it happened now her case would of definitely been thrown out. My dawg had the exact thing happen to him and his case was thrown out & he was free to go.
Watching this interview is deep. As someone that work in the human service field, you hear stories like this and it make you realize how a lot of people suffer from trauma from all walks of life.
Also as someone who works in SS the dissociation that occurs with trauma
ITS A WHOLE DIFFERENT WORLD
Girls bragged...not good
Dirty cops
Signed statement
I watched this entire interview twice and what I noticed was how she started glowing more and more as the interview progressed. Vlad did a great job doing his own homework about her history, and interjecting the right questions to keep her engaged to converse. This was probably the best interview I've seen Vlad has made up to date.
A reflection of her progression in life
Facts 💯
Omg the growth, I love this for her. I’m really rooting for her🙌🏿🙌🏿🙌🏿🙌🏿
She needs, a movie, a book, and a documentary!! Her story is amazing because of what she went through, and how much she turned her life around and how good she’s doing in life right now despite of all the bs she went through god bless her 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙌🏾
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I doubt it she said she wants to live a normal life and her doing that would be hard on the victims family’s
@@sincere2722 girl stfu 🙄😒 we clearly heard her say that!! But in my opinion her story is so good that she should have one but that don’t mean she’s gonna do it. We clearly know that 😒
@@sincere2722 damn u gonna let that hoe talk to u like that
Man, if she can get in touch with 50 cent, this would be beautiful!
I remember her story on gangland. They painted the picture that she was some type of heartless psycho but watchin this now i know she was a kid avenging another kid who was deaf. What is wrong with society?
MASSA and his robots @ what's wrong.
Yes I saw that too.
Which gangland show
@@andrepryor8585 it's called Maniacal
That’s the story she tells …lmao she’s a murderer. Pls don’t believe everything you see and hear
This beautiful woman is absolutely AMAZING, Yes she took life and yes she did wrong , But what sets her aside is SHE OWNS IT, She admits it, She says it how it is and she was wronged by the system!! To think she was still such a vulnerable child when all this took place breaks my heart!! Power to you in your future beautiful lady xoxoxooxoxo
Thank you loca d for your turn around and your help to the community !
She more solid than a lot of grown men and ALL YOUR FAV RAPPERS ! Salute This woman! 💯 ❤
Hi, you're among my shortlisted winners. Contact above👍
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Loca didn't have a chance of becoming successful or even safe when young, I'm so happy that she hit the ground running once released and is now living her best life 🙏
Gtfoh
You go girl. Much love & Respect to her for Accepting Responsibity & paying her Debt to Society. I can relate. I also have made terrible choices in my life, and i appreciate being given another opportunity to living a good, Honest life. I wish her nothing but the best.
This woman is a badass. I hope she continues to stay strong.
alot of people watching this will never understand that mental transition... This woman is in alot of pain.. Its gonna take a long time, but she will be have an AMAZING life! She is the True meaning of "GROWTH"
I did not think I was going to watch this entire video when I seen it was over an hour long but as soon as she start talking I was captivated she is super dope ! Her growth is inspirationally phenomenal ! My goodness ❤ I’m definitely rooting for her
Same here!!!
Same
Same here. Literally clicked to watch just a few minutes to see what it was about… I’m now 55 minutes in lol.
Same
Brrooo no way I been waiting for this interview for generations bruh , her story is so legendary 🤦🏾♂️
This is so sad and beautiful at the same time. Her traumas and suffering as turned to strength and healing of herself and others. Praying for her.
This interview brought tears to my eyes. I applaud this lady for being so transparent. Blessings to you
Man I salute this woman. Owned up to her responsibilities and now moving on and trying to make a better life. Great job JM.
Facts!!!
That's the recipe *for* a better life. That and stop talking to 99.999993% of everyone you know.
Idk why people are so surprised. It’s mainly men who make excuses for their violent behavior. She’s a woman she knows when to take responsibility for what she’s done.
She still killed 2 people tho 🤦🏾♂️
@@jiggarichardson9638 ok ? And she paid for the crime by doing time.1993-2022 is a long time
WOW, this just goes to show how crazy life can be. I thought I had a hard life, but when I watch alot of these types pod podcasts it just helps me realize how good some of us have it in the long run. .
Much love and respect to you! We are similar age, I’m from the Southwest Side and was a Latin King from Crown town around the same time you were a D, I knew people from Humboldt Park and had situations in the Twilight Zone along with other areas in the South side.
I grew up since then and see things differently now too and how my enemies were really my people who just grew up on a different side of the city or had different experiences that led them to different organizations but ultimately were the same as me and my brothers.
Your ability to forgive people who have hurt you is an inspiration and God has forgiven you too, I didn’t have the same pain or struggles you had, I chose the streets in spite of having a safe and loving family and I was fortunate to have not faced any serious consequences for my actions or decisions.
God bless you, you have already defeated your demons by forgiving and by showing empathy and putting the families of your victims before your own justice. I hope you can forgive yourself because you seem to be able to forgive everyone except yourself. You’re a good person and you need to understand that, Loca D is dead. You killed her and only Jacqueline is alive and she deserves to be happy and blessed so let her be happy and blessed.
Much love to you!
I remember Jackie from Cook County Div 4 in 97-98 When I was a Sgt. Seeing these inmate pictures of her reminds me of how young she was. I saw her again when she came back to County in Div 3 when I was a Lt working OT. When I heard she got out, I had hoped she would find her footing and stay out of Jail. Jackie I wish you luck, keep making your Momma proud. God Bless
Brenda your an amazing person. Take care
Wow being a Sgt during the 90s in the county. I'm sure you've seen some shit. Good old Michael sheean
I was a Latin king from 14 until I was born again and gave my life to Jesus Christ in 23 hour lockdown at 22yrs in county jail. I told God when I go to prison I’m not going to bang and if the kings press me about it I was willing to die in Jesus name. The Bible says “if your at peace with God he will make your enemies be at peace with you.” I went on to serve 10 years in prison with no issues. I been home 7 years and now I serve in Juvenile prisons as a mentor and leader. My life is a testimony that Jesus Christ is real and there’s power in the name. Just call out to him and open your heart and watch your life change for the best.
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My husband was a King. He served 27 yrs in prison. Came to know the Lord in 2010. He was released in 2022. When he told the Mob he was no longer in, the exact same Bible verse came to him right before he had the meeting. God protected him. Surprisingly the Nation accepted his decision.
God bless ❤
forgiving the abuser makes sense but the fact that she can still face him and be family with him is impressive. I was sexually abused by my real father and although I forgave him I don't want to see that man or have him be part of my life or my kid's lives...I admire her strength. I would accept my father's apology which I never got but i still don't think i could have him be part of our lives.
You have every right not to want to see that man. I'm so sorry you had to go through that
Well apparently they were all up on drugs.
Accept an apology from being sexually abused ? Ur not okay no apology is accepted for that wtf
I love it!! Congratulations on your growth! Loving yourself looks good on you!! ❤
When auntie said…” I knew my God was powerful,” I had to push pause and walk off. I literally cried hearing her say that. I love her! I wish I could talk to her. I’m an educator and our kids need to hear this story.
This lady is real and have an incredible backbone . She doesn't use excuses ,even that in all the ordeal she just defended herself and others . Betrayed by everybody and standing tall as a soldier .Hoping for her a new start that will bring her joy , love and all the respect that she deserves May you use your life experiences to help others .❤️
Roselda Blanco! She looks dangerous but we could hang out!
agreed...
Believe me when I tell you she's a liar!! I can tell you this first hand. Her step dad was never a high ranking Latin King!! She's a pathological liar. The way she's acting on this podcast is a farse you need to know her in real life and trust me you'll change your mind
Respect from what? The streets don’t get no respect. The street don’t mean shit. It’s some boo the foo shit.
She’s an old school 90s G. Honorable as fck in my opinion
A stand-up female for real. Not too many solid females like her. Much love and respect may God be with you and protect you. I pray that you have a successful life. Been there and done that on a drug charge so I feel your story and your struggle on learning how to adjust to society.
His “okays” aren’t sitting right with me
When she said she believed her mother died of cancer so she could get her out of prison, I got the chills😭
Glad you caught that sentence yourself. :-) I took notice to immediately.
Oops, I’m text talking :-) I meant that I too, noticed that remark she made immediately was a wonderful, and just let us know and may be very reassuring to others that hear it as well that there are spirituality events taking place all around us. I’m sure at all times thank you, Amen,God bless You All ❤
Anger is something to really look into and the situation really serious talk no doubt. Hope those who need help seek it immediately if not sooner.
God allowed her a second chance, the Bible says that the dead no nothing, when we die, it’s just like we are sleeping. Her Mom is at rest.
Ecclesiastes 9:5
Now, there are children committing crimes because they know they are children, and most likely will get away with it. Some commits over and over again.
“I took two lives but I’ll be damned if I’m not gon save a million” Damn she’s beautiful inside & out. I believe in her ❤
Crazy when I was reading your comment. She said those lines.
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I love how as the interview continued she really came alive...Nice to see her laugh and smile.
What an incredible story. I think it’s important for the system to have rehabilitation for parolees. She had to grieve her old Self like she said. Blessings to her she has so much awareness to evolve
Loca D has come a long way. I'm thankful that she shared her story. It's an amazing one!
She was able to overcome forgiveness, PTSD, death, murder, poverty, and accountability all without very much help.
One of the most authentic interviews I’ve ever seen on vlad!
I’d paid to watch her life as a movie!! Someone needs to make this happen, hopefully helps her situation!
It’s crazy. You look & someone & see how their life could have been so different if they had different circumstances!! She was in a hopeless situation & just acted according to what she knew. What’s also sad is that mentally she still seems stuck.
I am 5 minutes in and I already have mad respect for her. She's a tough girl who knows who she is and for that I have MAD respect. She has been through some shit and still standing!!
Hands down one of the best/most transparent interviews I’ve seen on Vlad Tv! what this woman has been through unimaginable, and to survive. But yet doesn’t want anyone to feel sorry for her….No words! God uses the broken to do his work. Thank you Jackie for sharing your story ❤😢
He could’ve answered better the way he asks these serious questions with a “ok”
@@sad_vegan507 he does that in every interview
im na finished w interview buh , this was God’s work ??
@Sad_Vegan he gets on my nerves with that I'm only watching cause of her I don't come on his channel any other time
I hope I get a chance to meet her.
Salute Loca D for sharing your story and being truthful 💪🏿💯
I grew up in Humboldt Park in the 90s-early 2000s and remember how ruthless the streets were. Now it’s gentrified and unrecognizable
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This is redemption! She should be proud of herself. She owns her whole story and is not playing a victim despite being a TRUE victim. She has true forgiveness and she is paying redemption and forgiveness and love forward. Fantastic inspiring story.
Who forgave her? She got 2 bodies stupid!! Trust they families aint 4 give her, they had to bury they peoples n cry so shut up if u don't know the streets!!
@@trapptelevision4651 and who said I don’t know the streets? Make sure you don’t judge by my name which I am sure is why you said that. Ya never know who people know or what they have witnessed or been a part of. I was referring to her forgiveness of her stepfather. I was referring to owning what she did, taking 2 lives, and not participating in a money grab. Have a blessed day.
Now a whole bunch of kids like that
Now this is an interview I listened to every second. Please bring here back on
It’s cool the step dad changed his life but he should be in jail
Vlad : I could’ve been in your situation… man shut up !!!😂😂
Her and Deb Antney need to do a podcast together. That shit would blow.
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Good one
I have a feeling with all she has to say she would be an amazing women to work with inner-city kids or an advicate for people leaving the system. What an amazing testimony, "I took two lives, I will save a Million". Best to you!
U wanna get fucked miss. Back up now boo...you said some crazy stuff the Spanish chick is a Killa. She's not cool.
Lmfao yeah you let that psycho around your kids stupid
i feel you are wrong. a woman who thought it was normal to see heads blown off is probably not one to work with kids-especially as she has none of her own.
@@rondaallen7211 You are correct!!
*advocate
Stay away from drugs and gangs. They lead you nowhere good.
The “ok” after every answer killing me
Her story needs to be told. She need to write a book or do a movie. She was honest and raw about everything.
@Patrick O'Brien Reading is fundamental
“My bloody life” is a dope ass book
What a shame America has gone to hell. NOW they had Biden sign Americans Death warrant going against God man an man an lady lady Watch what next. 57 Dead already. Start counting and start moaning Repent
@@RedsBigRig hands down one of the best books I’ve read
Shes an amazing story teller. I didn't want this interview to end.
Yes 😭 I felt like it was a movie. So detailed
Definitely in the beginning of this interview she almost lost me with them short answers. Then when she really opened up I was glued to it.
I wish her nothing but the best 💙💙💙
Watching her smile in the end was rewarding to me 💯 I truly felt her happiness 💯💯💯
My pops just got killed in December 91 he was a Latin King from Humboult Park, this case happened soon after Humboult Park was a war zone back then I was 8. mom was a latin Queen at one time but got addicted to crack and was running the streets. One early morning mom came home hysterical screaming, crying, traumatized and she told us she had found two dead bodies in the bathroom and she end up calling the cops anonymously from a payphone. we learned very quickly it was this exact case. the picture of my mom in that state is burned into my memory. R.I.P. MOM and DAD and all the fallen soldiers from the park. Amor to all who survived and made it past those times.
I also grew up in Humboldt park where I was abused and sexualized by men while growing up with a mother with drug addiction. I hope we all find healing . Much respect for her.
Humboldt park was bad back in the days
Hope you are better place now
Her psyche was damaged by all the trauma beginning at the innocent age of 7! My heart bleeds for her. One helluva victorious survivor with Amazing Integrity!
🙏🏾❤️🫂 Bless her soul.
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Wow… I grew up there in Humboldt Park area 18 years earlier…I had friends in gangs but I never experienced any violence… thank God… today it’s a different story… she’s an amazing person and her story isn’t over yet! 🙏🏼
I’m sorry about what happened to your mother. Great interview Respect goes to Jackie Montanez
Loca D you are a hero! NOT for what you did back then . BUT for who you are NOW!!! Much love to you ! God is with u.🖤
You want me come and get me. lol
She killed to people,not gonna say hero cuz that kinda sets the bar low for that title.
@@Ayo_Bruh22 watch the interview and re read what I said . Thanks
@@TheartofSantana I did and my point still stands.she is not a hero by any means and I think u meant to say that she is inspirational,not a true hero as I'm sure she would even agree with.
Yes He is ☝🏾🙏🏾
Listen being a woman who's lived like that forgiving yourself is the hardest
One best interviews I have seen in a long time, she is moral, has values and is a strong person and woman of God. I am so proud of her.
Child protective service is just as bad if not worse.
Factual
How dare you besmirch the good name of such a righteous organization.
They are the most devastating force against the family unit there is in existence since the death of Stalin.
Give credit where credit is due.
I can vouch for this! Missed my entire teenage years thanks to my mom dropping the ball
Child trafficking Pedophiles is what they are
@@tenakoe4258 Stalin was a man of the people