The vulnerable space of discovering Self Love

I am in a very uncomfortable space in life right now.
The vision is blurring, the goals seem to be melting away. I find myself “not seeking” challenges. That drive which seemed like a hunger to “prove” something or “find my place” or “become” someone, I’ve suddenly completely lost my appetite for it.
At the very helm of this is “discovery of self love”. And perhaps the value that I am exercising as I experience this journey of discovering self love, that value is truly deeply “authenticity”.
For the first time in my life, I am focused on being “authentic” to myself, with myself, for myself.
And all outside parties, forces, persons, energies, that seemed to have been driving me, had become the centre of me, seemed to have been thrown out of the orbit, completely.
Self love is not something that can be defined easily in a blanket statement. Nor is my video defining self love or ways to “experience” self love.
This is a video of a journey in motion, in progress, talking about this phase of a cocoon, of bringing my centre back to myself.
In many ways in this journey the progress is retroactive. This phase feels like a retrograde and is uncomfortable.
I share about this phase, about how self love can be so uncomfortable to even consider to explore, to understand, to accept and to imbibe. How we pick up many distractions to take ourselves away from self love.
I wish you good luck in your journey of self love and hope my video adds something to your journey ☺️♥️✨

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