Whaaaaat a step to have come back on the camera. Every time I’ve tried to sit down and film I end up in tears but I got through this and face it finally. Here’s to getting back on track on YT ❤️ Thankyou for all your love and support x
Lorraine, it's so lovely to see you back on here. We're all here when the time is right for you. Thank you so much for including us in your life, when you really don't have to. Lots of love to you xxx
Just stumbled upon your video. I’ve never had a stillbirth or miscarriage, but as a mom I thank you for doing this. I love my baby boy sooo much and after watching your videos I can only love and appreciate him more. Sometimes we need reminders of how blessed we are. Thank you Lorraine. My heart opens up for you and all mothers who share your experience and I hope you’re doing well. Lots of love Jamaica 🇯🇲
Hi lovely, it is so good to see you again! I actually lost our daughter Evelyn at 32 weeks on november 30th 2017 - very close to your dear Primrose. I too am struggling to come to terms with everything and feel very isolated. Thank you so so much for sharing, this really helps me. Never apologise for your daughter or 'over sharing'. The sad thing is that this does happen to people but nobody talks about it and that feels even more isolating when you are going through it. I hope that you are as okay as you can be, I have had such a hard time, I imagine that it has been the same for you? So glad to hear that Penny is doing so well at school! Like you, I have forced myself back into life, I am a nursing student. I still find myself loudly sobbing at night, but I guess as you said, the yearning for our little girls will never go away. Thanks again for everything 💕
Ahh Lorraine nice to see you. I remember very clearly when you announced primrose was born sleeping my heart skipped a beat. I thought to myself how can life be so cruel again,and you were weeks away from your due date. Grief is terrible and people deal with it in many different ways. But you are such a strong person,and your very correct saying you have two daughters. Primrose will be around you all the time and watching her mummy spread awareness by helping others. Sending you such a big hug. Xx
Thank you for sharing your story about Prim. ❤️ I stumbled across your videos in May, after I lost my son Henry at 28 weeks, and I found so much comfort in your words, just to know that my feelings about everything were totally normal and that other people had gone through a similar situation and survived it! So thank you again, I’m sending you all my love and thoughts. Primrose and Henry are looking down on their mummies and giving us strength to keep going. xxx
I have just discovered your channel. I wanted to take the time to say a little something, even though this video is over a year old. My twin boys were born sleeping 24 years ago. At the time I had a 2 year old daughter, and I have always said that she is the only reason I survived my loss. I also was blessed to have my rainbow baby 2 years after my stillbirth and he helped me as well. I am a part of Bereaved Parents of the USA and do my best to help families experiencing this loss. Thank you for continuing to shed light on this subject. We NEED to break the silence that surrounds pregnancy and infant loss. Lots of love and light headed your way.
Two months ago i went through a misscarriage. Your videos have helped me so much. I felt like i am not alone. You are such a strong woman! Keep up the good work!
Anita Nairz I’m truly sorry for your loss Anita. I’m really pleased my videos have come to find you and have helped you in some way through your heartache. You’re so not alone in this. I hope you’re coping okay at the moment? x x
I just happen to run into your video and I want to say Thank you for sharing your story and how you’re healing. I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my daughter Penelope Rose on July 11, 2020. I can relate so much and hopefully one day my husband and I can try again and I’ll be looking forward to watching how you dealt with pregnancy after stillbirth.
Grieving is a process and it’s different for everyone. I had two miscarriages but they were not as traumatic as your experience. However I had 7 live births and my babies all look very much alike so I have a visual in my mind what my babies would have looked like. But I cannot imagine what it must be like to go through what you and many others have gone through. Your sharing gives those of us who have loved ones who have gone through it an idea of the depths of their pain. Thank you so much. Penny is adorable by the way. 🌹❤️And Primrose is so cute and she does look peaceful in her pictures.🌹❤️
Sorry for your loss... Aug 8th of this year I lost my first grandson minutes after he was born... unlike your situation ultrasound screening and blood tests showed us at 6months he he had Alobar holoprosencephaly trisomy 13. It's a fatal diagnosis. Because my daughter was so far along she had to continue carrying him knowing he would die. She delivered him and his heart only had beats briefly. Seeing his tiny little body wishing he was alive... it broke all our hearts... It is still fresh pain for all of us... His name is Raynor. Thank you for sharing your story.
You give me a lot of hope! My daughter was also born sleeping (35+4) almost a month ago now and it’s the toughest thing in the world. She was my first born and I hate being without her!
I literally thought of you the other day while I'm the shower and then in the car I forgot your name and primrose name but I didn't forget your heartbreak, lots of love xxx
Wonderful to have you back on here. You have been missed and your family have been in my thoughts. I think it would be so useful to do a 'not what to say to someone dealing with lose'.
Well done Lorraine, such a huge step. I always love watching your videos, I could listen to you talk for hours 🙂 so glad to see your lovely face on here again xx
Well done for being brave enough to get back in front of the camera.. I can't begin to imagine what you are going through and how far you have come to get to where you are but you should be so proud. Sending lots of love xx
Start a journal and when you have something to say to Prim, write it in. Penny might have things to share too. It helps ever so much although it's a simple thing to do. The loss stays with you, minecwas 47 years ag0, but you just have a guardian angel peering over your shoulder.
It’s great to have you back lovely! Such a huge step but we are all behind you ❤️ Have an amazing weekend celebrating Pennie’s birthday, I’m sure she will have a brilliant time! You’re not the only one worrying about school, I’ve sat and made a list this evening about what I’ve got left to buy etc but I still feel like I’ve forgotten something 🤷🏼♀️ X
I'm new here, I'm so sorry for your loss. My husband and I have been trying for over 3 years to conceive and two weeks ago I got a positive pregnancy test and we were through the Moon! We were so excited! On Saturday unfortunately at 6 weeks and 5 days I miscarried. I am so heartbroken but I know that we will try again and God has a plan for us.
It's wonderful to see you again Lorraine - am watching from Australia & have missed you. You are an inspiration to others & I wish you & your family lots of happiness & joy. Looking forward to your vlogs whenever you can do them xx
Hi Lorraine! well done coming back hun. so great to see you! i think about you from time to time wondering how you're getting on after all you've been through. i dont use instagram so its just youtube. You're stillbirth with Prim really stuck with me and shocked me so much because i watched your heart break right infront of me and i had followed your whole journey since before you got pregnant with Prim. I felt such devastation for you and you're family. you're such a strong and brave woman. much love ❤❤
Just wanted to say thanks for sharing your story, you're incredibly brave. My daughter turned 4 at the start of June and she starts school in September too, I'm definitely more nervous than she is 😂
You are so strong Lorraine and I admire you. I watched all videos you posted about your stillbirth story but I think I missed where you said the cause of the stillbirth. Do you mind sharing that with me? I lost 2 babies and I am currently 32 weeks pregnant with my third. So far, so good, but I am anxious all the time. I would like to know what caused your stillbirth. Perhaps it's something that I can watch for and avoid. Thank you.
Hi Lorraine... So I'm apparently behind with with watching TH-cam vids... 🙈 Just wanted to say that it was great to hear your little update :) No pressure from "us" (your subscribers).... We'll be waiting and supporting you all the way 😘
I’m a mum to a stillborn until I lost my son I had never heard of it this was 25 years ago I was full term you be proud of your angel baby girl I wish I had this TH-cam Now I’m a volunteer at a place called zephyrs in Nottingham city hospital don’t know where your from I’m here for you if should need anyone who understands maybe I should say we should do a TH-cam Happy birthday to your little girl tomorrow my name is karen and I’m from Nottingham 👋😘
I don’t think you ate over-sharing. We need to talk more about the losses we may have and I am certain that your videos are a great strength for others sufferingvthe loss of a child
Wow is all I can say. I have a son who was born the same age as little Primrose when she passed. I recently lost my other 12 year old son exactly 2 months ago from an Asthma Attack at home and we couldn't save him despite us trying to help him and the ambos came too late. It honestly was the most ghastly thing I have ever seen and experienced. One day I hope I will be strong enough to do what you're doing and go on and talk on youtube about how serious Asthma is and even about child loss. May I ask if they've found a reason to Primrose's passing? I'm sure it'd help a lot of other mums just for awareness. Hope you and your partner are as strong as ever with each other. Also, Have you used any groups that you'd like to suggest if you have used any bereavement groups?
Star you are a disgusting troll!! So sad and pathetic that there are people like you around, trying to upset people. However i doubt your idiotic comments will even bother the ladies as they are so much more of a stronger human that you’ll ever be!!
Muffin2285 I’m absolutely horrified to come on and see this troll attacking everyone and myself today. I’m reporting and removing them all currently. Absolutely awful. I can only apologise on the trolls pathetic behalf x
Lorraine Mulrooney Lorraine I was fuming this morning when I read things star has put on here. I'm not commenting back as they really are not worth it. Just a good job they are not in front of me. I feel for you that people would even comment nasty comments on such a tragedy. Xx
I saw it Karen, vile. I decided not to respond to them as it only made them worse. I reported them and removed the comments asap. So sorry they hurt you, that's the part that makes me most sad. It's such a low blow x
Your a lovely lovely lady!! My daughter starts school in September to 😬 gonna be a big change but lovely at the same time xxxx 😘 defo got your back! Xxx
Lorraine Mulrooney well she will be 5 in September so is more then ready, had to do 2 years in nursery so she will be running into school in September! I’ve got some long sleeved polo shirts cause she is always cold so bought them up quick, thought some end of this month some end of next and she will be sorted, enjoy our summers before they start this journey xxx
I'm 26 years old as well and I lost my son Daschel at 39weeks on 28th June 2017. We both lost our babies last year and when I tell you I understand the hell you are going through, believe me. It's not easy to wake up and face the day- but our kids need us (I have an almost 3 year old) and that's what keeps me pushing forward. Would love to chat more. Instagram name is @thenameisriver Warm healing hugs to you!
Meconium was not Primroses cause of death, in my birth story video I stated that I wouldn’t be disclosing the reasons until after investigations were finished. They’re still ongoing so I have no mentioned the cause. We know why but cannot share that information yet x the
Kaytie Broadhurst No you didn’t know about him during this video. I was infact heavily pregnant with him though. That’s why I was filming so up close to avoid my bump being seen. x x
Whaaaaat a step to have come back on the camera. Every time I’ve tried to sit down and film I end up in tears but I got through this and face it finally. Here’s to getting back on track on YT ❤️ Thankyou for all your love and support x
Lorraine, it's so lovely to see you back on here. We're all here when the time is right for you. Thank you so much for including us in your life, when you really don't have to. Lots of love to you xxx
Just stumbled upon your video. I’ve never had a stillbirth or miscarriage, but as a mom I thank you for doing this. I love my baby boy sooo much and after watching your videos I can only love and appreciate him more. Sometimes we need reminders of how blessed we are. Thank you Lorraine. My heart opens up for you and all mothers who share your experience and I hope you’re doing well. Lots of love Jamaica 🇯🇲
Hi lovely, it is so good to see you again! I actually lost our daughter Evelyn at 32 weeks on november 30th 2017 - very close to your dear Primrose. I too am struggling to come to terms with everything and feel very isolated.
Thank you so so much for sharing, this really helps me. Never apologise for your daughter or 'over sharing'. The sad thing is that this does happen to people but nobody talks about it and that feels even more isolating when you are going through it.
I hope that you are as okay as you can be, I have had such a hard time, I imagine that it has been the same for you?
So glad to hear that Penny is doing so well at school!
Like you, I have forced myself back into life, I am a nursing student. I still find myself loudly sobbing at night, but I guess as you said, the yearning for our little girls will never go away.
Thanks again for everything 💕
Danni X I am so sorry to hear that 😢 It truly is a horrific thing to have happen. How have you been doing since? Xx
Ahh Lorraine nice to see you. I remember very clearly when you announced primrose was born sleeping my heart skipped a beat. I thought to myself how can life be so cruel again,and you were weeks away from your due date. Grief is terrible and people deal with it in many different ways. But you are such a strong person,and your very correct saying you have two daughters. Primrose will be around you all the time and watching her mummy spread awareness by helping others. Sending you such a big hug. Xx
I am sorry for all your losses and I am going through a loss of my 20 weeks preterm baby Loren. Thank you for this video it help me heal.
Thank you for sharing your story about Prim. ❤️
I stumbled across your videos in May, after I lost my son Henry at 28 weeks, and I found so much comfort in your words, just to know that my feelings about everything were totally normal and that other people had gone through a similar situation and survived it!
So thank you again, I’m sending you all my love and thoughts. Primrose and Henry are looking down on their mummies and giving us strength to keep going. xxx
I have just discovered your channel. I wanted to take the time to say a little something, even though this video is over a year old. My twin boys were born sleeping 24 years ago. At the time I had a 2 year old daughter, and I have always said that she is the only reason I survived my loss. I also was blessed to have my rainbow baby 2 years after my stillbirth and he helped me as well. I am a part of Bereaved Parents of the USA and do my best to help families experiencing this loss. Thank you for continuing to shed light on this subject. We NEED to break the silence that surrounds pregnancy and infant loss. Lots of love and light headed your way.
Two months ago i went through a misscarriage. Your videos have helped me so much. I felt like i am not alone. You are such a strong woman! Keep up the good work!
Anita Nairz I’m truly sorry for your loss Anita. I’m really pleased my videos have come to find you and have helped you in some way through your heartache. You’re so not alone in this. I hope you’re coping okay at the moment? x x
I just happen to run into your video and I want to say Thank you for sharing your story and how you’re healing. I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my daughter Penelope Rose on July 11, 2020. I can relate so much and hopefully one day my husband and I can try again and I’ll be looking forward to watching how you dealt with pregnancy after stillbirth.
Oh Lorraine you are doing amazing! It's so great that you talk about this it's obviously so needed. Sending all the love! Xx
Grieving is a process and it’s different for everyone. I had two miscarriages but they were not as traumatic as your experience. However I had 7 live births and my babies all look very much alike so I have a visual in my mind what my babies would have looked like. But I cannot imagine what it must be like to go through what you and many others have gone through. Your sharing gives those of us who have loved ones who have gone through it an idea of the depths of their pain. Thank you so much. Penny is adorable by the way. 🌹❤️And Primrose is so cute and she does look peaceful in her pictures.🌹❤️
Sorry for your loss... Aug 8th of this year I lost my first grandson minutes after he was born... unlike your situation ultrasound screening and blood tests showed us at 6months he he had Alobar holoprosencephaly trisomy 13. It's a fatal diagnosis. Because my daughter was so far along she had to continue carrying him knowing he would die. She delivered him and his heart only had beats briefly. Seeing his tiny little body wishing he was alive... it broke all our hearts... It is still fresh pain for all of us... His name is Raynor. Thank you for sharing your story.
You give me a lot of hope! My daughter was also born sleeping (35+4) almost a month ago now and it’s the toughest thing in the world. She was my first born and I hate being without her!
So lovely to see you back Lorraine, and huge well done for doing it! 😊
💗 so much love and respect to you. lovely to see you back but completely understand.
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I literally thought of you the other day while I'm the shower and then in the car I forgot your name and primrose name but I didn't forget your heartbreak, lots of love xxx
Lovely to see you on here again L... You and your lovely family are in my thoughts daily. Big hugs xx
Wonderful to have you back on here. You have been missed and your family have been in my thoughts. I think it would be so useful to do a 'not what to say to someone dealing with lose'.
Well done Lorraine, such a huge step. I always love watching your videos, I could listen to you talk for hours 🙂 so glad to see your lovely face on here again xx
You are so strong. I could not be sorry enough. It has got to be the worst possible thing. Sending love and prayers!
Well done for being brave enough to get back in front of the camera.. I can't begin to imagine what you are going through and how far you have come to get to where you are but you should be so proud. Sending lots of love xx
Start a journal and when you have something to say to Prim, write it in. Penny might have things to share too. It helps ever so much although it's a simple thing to do. The loss stays with you, minecwas 47 years ag0, but you just have a guardian angel peering over your shoulder.
Great to see you back Lorraine! I follow you very closely on Instagram and always love watching your stories ❤️ stay strong beautiful mama xx
You’re so wonderful Lorraine! Im glad to see you back 💕 take your time with everything... lots of love to you xxx
It’s great to have you back lovely! Such a huge step but we are all behind you ❤️
Have an amazing weekend celebrating Pennie’s birthday, I’m sure she will have a brilliant time!
You’re not the only one worrying about school, I’ve sat and made a list this evening about what I’ve got left to buy etc but I still feel like I’ve forgotten something 🤷🏼♀️
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I had a Stillbirth this October I’ve started doing TH-cam and I love watching your videos so inspiring 💗💗
You’re so brave for coming back on here! Well done Lorraine you’re inspiring xxxx
I'm new here, I'm so sorry for your loss. My husband and I have been trying for over 3 years to conceive and two weeks ago I got a positive pregnancy test and we were through the Moon! We were so excited! On Saturday unfortunately at 6 weeks and 5 days I miscarried. I am so heartbroken but I know that we will try again and God has a plan for us.
It's wonderful to see you again Lorraine - am watching from Australia & have missed you. You are an inspiration to others & I wish you & your family lots of happiness & joy. Looking forward to your vlogs whenever you can do them xx
Hi Lorraine! well done coming back hun. so great to see you! i think about you from time to time wondering how you're getting on after all you've been through. i dont use instagram so its just youtube. You're stillbirth with Prim really stuck with me and shocked me so much because i watched your heart break right infront of me and i had followed your whole journey since before you got pregnant with Prim. I felt such devastation for you and you're family. you're such a strong and brave woman. much love ❤❤
All the love for you, Lorraine ❤️
Just wanted to say thanks for sharing your story, you're incredibly brave.
My daughter turned 4 at the start of June and she starts school in September too, I'm definitely more nervous than she is 😂
You are so strong Lorraine and I admire you. I watched all videos you posted about your stillbirth story but I think I missed where you said the cause of the stillbirth. Do you mind sharing that with me? I lost 2 babies and I am currently 32 weeks pregnant with my third. So far, so good, but I am anxious all the time. I would like to know what caused your stillbirth. Perhaps it's something that I can watch for and avoid. Thank you.
Marina YA I would love to know this also. I’ve followed your journey and I’m just so sorry. I’m so so sorry x
Hugs... I can't even imagine what you have gone through :)
You’re the bravest 💛 don’t ever doubt that xx
Hi Lorraine... So I'm apparently behind with with watching TH-cam vids... 🙈 Just wanted to say that it was great to hear your little update :) No pressure from "us" (your subscribers).... We'll be waiting and supporting you all the way 😘
i'm here for you, happy to see you back!
Sending you lots of hugs. My son passed away at 5 Months old a long time ago so I know what you are going through xxxx❤️👍😘
I’m a mum to a stillborn until I lost my son I had never heard of it this was 25 years ago I was full term you be proud of your angel baby girl I wish I had this TH-cam
Now I’m a volunteer at a place called zephyrs in Nottingham city hospital don’t know where your from I’m here for you if should need anyone who understands maybe I should say we should do a TH-cam
Happy birthday to your little girl tomorrow my name is karen and I’m from Nottingham 👋😘
Defo sticking with you as I think your amazing x you should be so proud of yourself x sending u hugs xxx
I was only thinking about you the other day, just going to watch this video... sending lots of love x
So happy to hear that you and your family are doing well. As for videos take all the time you need
Sending lots of love. Thank you for sharing your journey, this must have been a very difficult video to make 😘
Emily Irvine Thankyou so much. Hopefully now I’ve done it, it will become a more natural thing again. I’ve so missed it! x
It's lovely to see you back x
Your amazing I know times have been very hard for you all don't rush. Don't push yourself too hard 💕 xxx
Just remember you don't ever have to get back on track. Your track has changed. Prim sees you and is so very proud of her mama ♥️
Lovely to see you back love xxx
Welcome back my lovely! X
I don’t think you ate over-sharing. We need to talk more about the losses we may have and I am certain that your videos are a great strength for others sufferingvthe loss of a child
God Bless You & Your family 💜
Good to see you again lovely ❤️
Happy early birthday to penny as well!!
♥️♥️♥️happy to see u posting ♥️♥️ love love u
Wow is all I can say. I have a son who was born the same age as little Primrose when she passed. I recently lost my other 12 year old son exactly 2 months ago from an Asthma Attack at home and we couldn't save him despite us trying to help him and the ambos came too late. It honestly was the most ghastly thing I have ever seen and experienced. One day I hope I will be strong enough to do what you're doing and go on and talk on youtube about how serious Asthma is and even about child loss.
May I ask if they've found a reason to Primrose's passing? I'm sure it'd help a lot of other mums just for awareness. Hope you and your partner are as strong as ever with each other.
Also, Have you used any groups that you'd like to suggest if you have used any bereavement groups?
Star you are a disgusting troll!! So sad and pathetic that there are people like you around, trying to upset people. However i doubt your idiotic comments will even bother the ladies as they are so much more of a stronger human that you’ll ever be!!
Muffin2285 I’m absolutely horrified to come on and see this troll attacking everyone and myself today. I’m reporting and removing them all currently. Absolutely awful. I can only apologise on the trolls pathetic behalf x
Lorraine Mulrooney Lorraine I was fuming this morning when I read things star has put on here. I'm not commenting back as they really are not worth it. Just a good job they are not in front of me. I feel for you that people would even comment nasty comments on such a tragedy. Xx
Lorraine Mulrooney I had a message from the 1 and only STAR!
So hurtful I thought I was the only 1 what a horrible person STAR is
I saw it Karen, vile. I decided not to respond to them as it only made them worse. I reported them and removed the comments asap. So sorry they hurt you, that's the part that makes me most sad. It's such a low blow x
Brave brave lady xxxx
Keep it up Lorraine 💞
Your a lovely lovely lady!! My daughter starts school in September to 😬 gonna be a big change but lovely at the same time xxxx 😘 defo got your back! Xxx
Rachael KP It’s really scary isn’t it. Are you getting prepared now? What does your daughter make of the idea? Thanks for being so lovely 💗 x x
Lorraine Mulrooney well she will be 5 in September so is more then ready, had to do 2 years in nursery so she will be running into school in September! I’ve got some long sleeved polo shirts cause she is always cold so bought them up quick, thought some end of this month some end of next and she will be sorted, enjoy our summers before they start this journey xxx
Ijust started watching you... how did your husband deal with your losses?
I'm 26 years old as well and I lost my son Daschel at 39weeks on 28th June 2017. We both lost our babies last year and when I tell you I understand the hell you are going through, believe me. It's not easy to wake up and face the day- but our kids need us (I have an almost 3 year old) and that's what keeps me pushing forward. Would love to chat more. Instagram name is @thenameisriver Warm healing hugs to you!
Lorraine, did you ever reveal why primrose was stillborn?
Jenn C meconium x
Emily Preddice I know what meconium is but what’s x
sorry its just a kiss
Jenn C i was wondering this as well.
Meconium was not Primroses cause of death, in my birth story video I stated that I wouldn’t be disclosing the reasons until after investigations were finished. They’re still ongoing so I have no mentioned the cause. We know why but cannot share that information yet x the
Did we know about teddy at this point? I'm confused by it all.
Kaytie Broadhurst No you didn’t know about him during this video. I was infact heavily pregnant with him though. That’s why I was filming so up close to avoid my bump being seen. x x
You are amazing xxx
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