sweety, you do not need to explain. Teddy is not Primrose and you having him is beautiful and joyful! your little boy has an angel looking over him from heaven. you and your husband needed comfort, it's so human and relateble. i'm so glad you have this baby to give you happiness in a very hard time. he is a celebration of Prim, not a replacement
I can totally relate I had a stillborn at 38weeks, my first and only child I was devastated, 10weeks like you say I couldn't take pill, we needed each other, it happend without protection, pregnant first time, its so soon and it's a mixed of emotions I just have to hope and pray everything will turn out well x
Babies are a miracle. I had a miscarriage and then after our baby died we got pregnant again and she's 7 months. Prim knows honey she loves you and she is an angel that will protect her little brother or sister that your going to have
Never a replacement, always an addition. I live you so much sweetie! I've cried the whole way through but I'm so so happy you shared this part of yours and Teddy's story. You don't understand how important this video is ❤️
U shouldn’t have to feel like you need to explain urself to anyone Lorraine it’s ur body, life and ur story.. u r such an amazing women and mum and u should b so proud that u have done so well to carry on and do ur duties as a wife and mum! We love u Lorraine and look forward to watching the next part of your journey! 😘🙏
No Baby could replace your beautiful girl. Your heart told you not to avoid a pregnancy - here is the gift God and primrose gave you! You are blessed and no one can judge
We lost my aurora may of 2017 and 8 short weeks later in July we found out I was expecting again. I felt all of these things that you have shared in this video. People made me feel so guilty but I'm greatful for my sweet rainbow ella. Congrats on your beautiful little boy! And thank you again for sharing this❤❤❤
You are incredible. Everything about you, the way you express yourself, the way you speak about your feelings and grief and your children...you just amaze me. 💜xxxxx
People should never ask why a husband and wife have sex! Congratulations I know its all mixed emotions but you will feel better in time. This doesn't make you love or grieve any less. Your not forgetting her or replacing her. Everyone knows that
You should never care what other people think. That made me upset watching this video. It's your grief and nobody has anything to feel about that. I lost my little girl Nina at 22 weeks pregnancy. Primrose send you a little miracle to help ease your pain!
You were so beautifully eloquent and honest in such a confusing time of grief and going through every emotion under the sun. You should be exceptionally proud of yourself, not only to get through all of the heartache you’ve had to experience on this journey, but also for sharing your feelings so openly and showing others in similar situations that it’s ok to go through so many emotions. I know you’ve helped me get through 2 miscarriages and I’m sure there are countless others like me. Thank you.
I feel this pregnancy was sent to you by your precious Primrose. She's wanting to help heal your broken heart. Treasure this gift from her. No one has the right to judge you. It's your life. Please be happy. That's all I wish for you. Hugs.
Ahh Lorraine we are all overjoyed about Teddy,he's a blessing sent from primrose. We all know you think about primrose every minute of every day. You should never of felt worried or bad,you deserve happiness and primrose would want you to be happy. Lorraine you really are a lovely human being. Xx
This video breaks my heart, you don’t have to explain yourself to anyone. The main priority right now is YOU. Don’t worry about what people think or what people say. Your an amazing lady and a brilliant mother. I know it’s hard but stay positive. Xxx
Aww bless you! I know exactly how you feel I had my stillborn daughter in December 2006 and found out I was pregnant 8 months later I really struggled with my emotions so much!! Congratulations xx
Don’t feel like you have to explain yourself, when I saw you’d had Teddy I didn’t for a moment think that you were trying to replace Prim, I just saw him as a wonderful gift from her. I’m so genuinely pleased for you, you deserve it lovely lady xxx
There is no need to explain. People that care about you will support you, no matter what. If anyone is rude to you or they question you, that is their problem, not yours! You are such a sweet soul and deserve kindness, happiness, love, and support. Sending you and your Family prayers of happiness!!! Congratulations on Baby Teddy!
I’m so glad you shared your experience it was helpful to see someone who has just been though it and had their rainbow baby soon after, it’s hope...I’m 18 and lost our daughter 4 weeks ago at 23 weeks pregnant. There’s no replacing the baby that was lost but I really want to do it all over again and pray her brother or sister gets to come home safe and sound. I’m so thrilled for you that you got your rainbow
Same thing happened to me in 2008 i lost my son and got pregnant 8 weeks later and you described waiting for you next baby and the way you describe how you feel is as close to how i felt and ive never heard someone articulate how i felt unbearable waiting for your boy and and getting pregnant again u articulated everything we also felt
This is one of the realest videos I’ve ever seen on TH-cam ❤️ I’m so glad that little line turned into your sunshine 💙 I’m also so pleased you filmed this and we are finally able to see these videos x
Why do ppl judge with this. Are you not supposed to have more children if you have lost a child? That's what it sounds like when ppl say they are trying to replace the child they lost. It's crazy! ❤❤
Honestly you don’t have to explain the need to be with your partner ❤️ any of us who know what it’s like to lose a little one knows how much you need your partner. Prayers for your heart to heal, you deserve to be able to guiltlessly try again (I know you weren’t trying but you could have been without guilt) thank you for being so starkly honest with us
Oh bless you, thinking people would be angry. It must have been such a hard mix of emotions and a very worrying 9 months. You deserve to be happy Lorraine. This doesn't make your love for Prim any less. Teddy won't replace her. You will always be a mother of three but you go enjoy that beautiful boy of yours xx
You are so strong. It is so hard to be pregnant directly after a loss and be happy because you also feel guilt for being happy when still trying to grieve. I’m prone to miscarriage. We lost our first at 12 weeks and got pregnant 3 months later. Now I just had a miscarriage on October 19th and I got a positive test yesterday. Such a whirlwind of emotions. You give me so much hope
The beauty is your partner and you take comfort in each other. That comfort and love helped in the grieving process. Some people will never be able to get that. Everything you are expressing is normal. I think some people still try to act like difficult things don’t happen.
It will get better . I too lost a son at 34 weeks and got pregnant around 5 months I got pregnant again with now my 3 year old daughter and the pain of your loss won't ever leave but it will get easier . God bless you
Oh my love, you NEVER have to explain yourself. As many others have said Teddy is not Prim. You are amazing and have been through so much. I was thrilled when you first announced Teddy's arrival. A ray of sunshine and I'm looking forward to watching him grow up. Love to you and the family xxxxx
I am going through the exact same confusing thoughts ... of not wanting to try but not avoiding it because we're hurt and then changing our minds within a split second and then afterwards wanting to still grieve. We wonder if people will think we're replacing our baby we lost if we try again... and then we also feel there is that spark, that some little new soul is waiting to come into our lives. It's a very confusing, sad experience :*( I hope you found some happiness and that spark you were hanging on to
I had a stillbirth with my daughter when.I was 6 months pregnant 19 years ago. I too, got pregnant with my 4th Son 8 weeks later too. He turned out to be a healthy Baby Boy! Congratulations!!
@@arieswife8926 they didnt really have an explanation. I always felt all these years it was because my blood pressure reading seemed elevated at my appointmemts. The Nurse would mention it always,but the Dr. Never brought it to my attention. I've read where if your blood pressure stays elevated,it can cause a problem and with their growth pattern. That's just what I always felt maybe happened. I just wish my Dr. would have addressed it with me.😔I'm so sorry for your loss as well.🙏
You are so brave for making this video. I feel so sad for you that you worried about what other people think. You should never ever have to explain why you have sex or with what reason. It is your body, your relationship and I am very happy for your family that this pregnancy actually went well and Teddy is gorgeous. Precious! 💕 x
O lovely. I was blubbing all the way through you are so amazing. All anyone in their right mind would ever think is how strong you are and how much you thoroughly deserve your little treasure Prim sent for you. Sharing your story is just incredible. Big love to you and your gorgeous family x
thinking of you Lorraine, you do not have to explain personal things to anyone, this is you're life you do whatever is best for you to cope. i am praying you find comfort, you now have hope which we will all pray for you for the health of your baby, xxx
My hearts breaking for you while watching this. The mix of emotions is so apparent and I’m feeling them for you through your words. I feel so pleased for your family and life really does work in funny ways sometimes xxx
I used to say if all the time i also took asprin, if anyone said oh when she arrives i always used to say if she gets here i was like you stuck between grief, worry, excitement guilty because it wasnt my son worry i wouldnt love a new baby worried wat people would think i wasnt trying to replace him. Could i even do it again. Could i have healthy baby. I feel ur grief. I still look at my daughter whos now 11 and think wow i grew her and i know shes a gift from her brother. X
Hi love!, I had my daughter July 29 2016 she passed away two days later. I found out I was pregnant June/July2017 a year later and I just had my baby boy February 2018. I know exactly how you feel when I saw that positive pregnancy test I cried for days I had a tiny spark of joy but like you said it’s frightening and all you wanna do is feel guilty and feel scared.. please stay positive I will pray for you and your baby! Your sweet baby girl prim will look after you and her little brother/sister! Stay strong sweetie❤️
Omg this actually broke my heart!! Stay strong and do not let anyone’s thoughts about this ruin this sparkly moment for you ♥️.. god’s plan and god knows you deserve the best..
I literally bawled my eyes out watching No one will ever think you were trying to replace Prim and I truly believe Teddy was sent to you from her. She saw how much you need joy and happiness again and I think this was her way of saying “mummy I’m ok in heaven but I know you’re not ok on earth.” She knows you’re an amazing mommy and that Teddy would be so so so loved. Teddy will never be Prim just like Teddy and Primrose will never be Penny but it doesn’t mean your love for them is different. You are incredible and it’s so brave of you for sharing these HARD, RAW, personal thoughts and emotions.
I came across you one day on Facebook and was so heartbroken for you. You are so strong and real and raw and I wanted hug you so bad at the start! ❤ I'm so glad you have Teddy. You have 3 beautiful children and should be so proud!
This is heartbreaking, your perfect little baby girl picked another perfect little baby for you and a prefect little brother for her to watch over stay strong hunny x
Of course you never intended to replace Prim. No one in their right mind would accuse you of that. Grief is tough. I’m glad that you were sent a little Rainbow 🌈 to help you heal. I still mourn my losses years later, even after getting my rainbow baby. The babies you lose are never replaced and they stay always in your heart.
You are so strong and you don't owe anyone any explanations. God just wanted you to have a baby cause you're a great mom. He's not replacing anyone and he will be so loved. All the best for you guys. ♥
Oh I just wanted to hug you while watching this. I’m so happy that you got your rainbow Teddy. You should never worry what others may or may not think, it’s your path & yours alone & I only the heartless would judge you! You are an incredibly brave lady I admire your strength, thank you for letting us be part of your journey xxxx
I'm watching this video 8 months late but I'll just say, nobody would ever be angry at you for getting pregnant again so soon. See it as a blessing from Prim, she saw how broken you were and sent you a special gift to make you happy again. I'm not a religious person at all but I am spiritual and believe everything happens for a reason.
Thank you for sharing your journey Lorraine; you are so amazingly strong for doing so. Teddy is a beautiful little boy and is so lucky to have you as his mum xx
You are amazing this video is so comforting to me to know after still birth there is light at the end and even in sadness something beautiful can happen this gives me hope for me and my husband :)
What other people think does not matter. Missing Primrose & living her is natural. I wish I could hug you. All will be ok. God has a plan for you. Go with it. With God's grace your rainbow baby is on the way. Lots of love ,hugs & prayers your way.
Aw Lorraine you should never worry how people will judge you - they shouldn’t judge this baby was meant to be and I’m sure Primrose picked Teddy for you. X
You should never have felt the need to explain yourself but I suppose in the world of social media there will always be someone to question another's life or choices. I'm so glad you have put this up it's such an amazing insight on how unbelievably emotional this journey must have been for you though your pregnancy with teddy xx
You are so spectacularly genuine and beautiful. Your composure and honesty is a real breath of fresh air. Thank you so much for sharing your story with me 💛
your body is amazing..got pregnant very quickly even after stillbirth.I also had stillbirth 32 weeks but struggling to conceive since then.Go on strong lady..
I found you on my recommendation and iv subscribed to you!!. Don't beat yourself up.. I say things happen for a reason in life and maybe you needed that bit of happiness you deserve!!.. ❤️
Hi Lorraine, I can exactly imagine what you are going through now. Your story remained me of my so much. And it is not an easy journey, in fact it is a heartbreaking on every aspect! I am now pregnant with my 6th baby, but I don't have any kids. My diagnostic journey was long and bumpy. In UK everything seems to be black and white. There is no grey area for patients like us who need more tests and care, to understand and know all reasons why all this bad thing is happening to us. I felt so hopeless and depressed cos i thought i couldn't do anything to make my situation better. But i did find a great specialist who run all necessary tests and now i know what to do to keep my unborn yet baby to make it through. I am 22 weeks pregnant full of hope and love for our addition to family. I am taking all my medication to keep this pregnancy going. Still very scared of what can come and how i will cope if anything go wrong. But i am in love and i will be fighting for my baby! I wish you good luck, lots of hope and strength to overcome any struggles!
Lorraine I don't think that it's not replaceing, it's also beautiful as well as sad you know prim went n searched for a baby for you in a way not to replace but to join your family it is lovely as well as tearful prim understands in ways she is looking down on you and this proves it you've done nothing wrong none of you have just look after yourself, it's nice as sad as you feel that you are pregnant just don't stress yeah prim is your guardian angel whatever happends for the good then it's happening congrats hun big hugs I know it's scary just take it easy xxx
I am so happy for you right now, your rainbow baby is so blessed to have you as a mom. I hope you continue your journey becoming stronger and stronger, and I hope you don't think of others when you live your life, live it, is yours and is not anyone's business. Be happy and feel free to share your emotions whatever they are in the moment without feeling judged.
Gosh...I couldn’t help but to cry with you while watching this video. We lost our daughter Madison to stillbirth due to placental abruption the day after my birthday. 11-12-2018. We were 35 weeks along. She was perfect. Perfect pregnancy. I was and still am shattered over it. I’m currently on here searching for videos on how to possibly cope because I too, also think I could currently be pregnant at just 8 weeks after losing her. I too, have wondered what people would think. I am afraid people will think that I am replacing my sweet girl. That’s not the case at all. My Madison is also in an urn and everyday is a heartbreaking reminder that she isn’t here. When you said, “I’m not empty” I knew exactly what you meant. My thoughts and feelings are with you entirely. I wish you the absolute BEST in this new journey. Prim is loved. 👼
I'm so sorry for the loss of your daughter,I won't pretend to know what you are feeling because I don't but I'm sure it's horrendous.I have had miscarriages and know the pain of that but your pain is beyond anything I have felt,I don't think anybody,be them family,friend or strangers should or would judge you for being pregnant again,your daughter will always be your daughter and will never be replaced and will always be part of your families story,if you are pregnant again then it's wonderful news and in years to come you will tell them about their sister,a new pregnancy should be celebrated, take care of your physical health and possibly more importantly your mental health..best wishes with everything xx
I lost my precious baby in July, and unexpectedly fell pregnant in August, like you we didn't plan it as such, but we didn't avoid it for many reasons. It just happens...and it was meant to happen for a reason, whatever that reason is. Your baby will be loved no matter what and just has a guardian angel looking over, and it takes time I realise it's a new baby, and not the one you wanted and loved so much, but you get there. And some days you feel like your cheating on your baby, or your selfish for having another one, you feel your angel baby will hate you for it, and people often think you're trying to replace your baby which is absolutely absurd. But you and your husband and your lovely family will soon get used to the idea, and prim will become part of it in her own way. Take it easy, all of you, stay safe and look after yourself. I wish you all the luck in the world in your healing, your new pregnancy, and life x
Such a heartfelt vlog ❤️ Bless you, you really need not explain. It’s such a blessing, and now we see your little baby in your arms is just the best ❤️❤️❤️
Your a Beautiful strong mother! my sister unfortunately gave birth to a beautiful stillborn girl and went on to get pregnant with a boy 2 month later she now can’t imagine life without him, it’s so hard to process sometimes that if her daughter would have been born full term and lived that her son would of never been born are family really struggle with that concept, but a baby born sleeping is loved just as much as one that is alive and are little girl is the apple of are familys eye we think about her every day and sometimes it gets hard and we’ll cry, other days we’re okay but it gets easier with time... I hope that you can find comfort in your little rainbow baby boy 🌈 primrose is so lucky to have such a caring mummy she will be so proud xxxxx
Your so strong 💖💪. Well done for even making these videos and putting them out there. We lost a baby and a year later my son was born. I felt so guilty for a long long time but couldn't be happier now. Don't worry what people say, your an amazing mummy😍
I had two miscarriages before falling pregnant with my son. I remember that first pregnancy test. I was so excited, and then it all hit me because I could have sworn I would miscarry again. I didn’t hold much joy after that until my ultrasound and that’s when I felt excited. It was still a roller coaster after that, but I could give birth any day now to my son. And I am so excited!!
There are no words as everyone has said what we’re all thinking, you are amazing and so very brave for sharing all of this, thank you 🙏🏼 I genuinely think Prim sent Teddy to you as a gift and some hope for you and your family. I couldn’t be happier for you guys, lots of love ❤️ xxx
you don't need to worry about what people might think of you. A baby is always a blessing my love, stay strong and be happy for you and your family. Look after yourself a lot, eat healthy and try not to carry you other baby as much, if you want to just do it while sited. Im sending you loads of hugs kisses and blessings.
This is so raw and beautiful and powerful and emotional and so many other things. This is incredible. You are incredible. You are such an inspiration and a shining light to so many people. I am so happy for you as is everyone else watching. Primrose will be looking at you smiling, knowing she has helped you to heal 🌈🌈❤️
Lorraine, you remind me SOO much of Isabel in the movie The Light Between Oceans. It's an awful movie to reference because what happened to you is similar to what happened to Isabel in the movie - losing a baby and I apologize if you're offended by that reference. I am new to your channel and I'm so amazed at your strength and incredible rawness and honesty of your channel. I'm so very saddened about your Prim ❤ but I'm so happy to hear of your rainbow baby Teddy ❤ what a blessing! Have you found out what happened to Primrose or why she was stillborn? I think I've missed that. You're an amazing woman and I know your channel has helped many women going through similar experiences.
I’m new to your channel and I just think you’re such a strong woman,I can’t imagine what you must be feeling right now,but keep that spark of joy in your heart and it will grow with the baby,love and hope to you and your husband ✨
I too got pregnant soon after losing a child. My baby, Angel, passed shortly suddenly after birth. I now have a 10 year old daughter, Alana, who is perfect. I'm so happy for you. Well wishes and love. ♥️♥️♥️♥️
sweety, you do not need to explain. Teddy is not Primrose and you having him is beautiful and joyful! your little boy has an angel looking over him from heaven. you and your husband needed comfort, it's so human and relateble. i'm so glad you have this baby to give you happiness in a very hard time. he is a celebration of Prim, not a replacement
Thats a beautiful way of putting it. A celebration of Prim
A gift from prim xx
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"But it was not avoided" I appreciate the responsibility you took that is honestly amazing. Humans rarely do that.
I can totally relate I had a stillborn at 38weeks, my first and only child I was devastated, 10weeks like you say I couldn't take pill, we needed each other, it happend without protection, pregnant first time, its so soon and it's a mixed of emotions I just have to hope and pray everything will turn out well x
Babies are a miracle. I had a miscarriage and then after our baby died we got pregnant again and she's 7 months. Prim knows honey she loves you and she is an angel that will protect her little brother or sister that your going to have
Never a replacement, always an addition. I live you so much sweetie! I've cried the whole way through but I'm so so happy you shared this part of yours and Teddy's story. You don't understand how important this video is ❤️
U shouldn’t have to feel like you need to explain urself to anyone Lorraine it’s ur body, life and ur story.. u r such an amazing women and mum and u should b so proud that u have done so well to carry on and do ur duties as a wife and mum! We love u Lorraine and look forward to watching the next part of your journey! 😘🙏
No Baby could replace your beautiful girl. Your heart told you not to avoid a pregnancy - here is the gift God and primrose gave you! You are blessed and no one can judge
We lost my aurora may of 2017 and 8 short weeks later in July we found out I was expecting again. I felt all of these things that you have shared in this video. People made me feel so guilty but I'm greatful for my sweet rainbow ella. Congrats on your beautiful little boy! And thank you again for sharing this❤❤❤
Teddy is Prim's gift to you from Heaven. It's her telling you that it's okay to move on and live your life with purpose ♡
Our youngest is 10 and he knows he is a rainbow baby and that our baby Angel sent him to mend our hearts, and he definitely did ❤️
You are incredible. Everything about you, the way you express yourself, the way you speak about your feelings and grief and your children...you just amaze me. 💜xxxxx
People should never ask why a husband and wife have sex! Congratulations I know its all mixed emotions but you will feel better in time. This doesn't make you love or grieve any less. Your not forgetting her or replacing her. Everyone knows that
You don’t need to explain yourself to anybody, Teddy is an absolute blessing & definitely a celebration of Prim X
You should never care what other people think. That made me upset watching this video. It's your grief and nobody has anything to feel about that. I lost my little girl Nina at 22 weeks pregnancy. Primrose send you a little miracle to help ease your pain!
You were so beautifully eloquent and honest in such a confusing time of grief and going through every emotion under the sun. You should be exceptionally proud of yourself, not only to get through all of the heartache you’ve had to experience on this journey, but also for sharing your feelings so openly and showing others in similar situations that it’s ok to go through so many emotions. I know you’ve helped me get through 2 miscarriages and I’m sure there are countless others like me. Thank you.
Of course u needed you’re partner, u needed to feel love, I can’t imagine! You’re brave! Huge hug teddy and all your babies are beautiful xx
I feel this pregnancy was sent to you by your precious Primrose. She's wanting to help heal your broken heart. Treasure this gift from her. No one has the right to judge you. It's your life. Please be happy. That's all I wish for you. Hugs.
Ahh Lorraine we are all overjoyed about Teddy,he's a blessing sent from primrose. We all know you think about primrose every minute of every day. You should never of felt worried or bad,you deserve happiness and primrose would want you to be happy. Lorraine you really are a lovely human being. Xx
This is the most honest, emotional, and raw video and I thank you so much for sharing.
This video breaks my heart, you don’t have to explain yourself to anyone. The main priority right now is YOU. Don’t worry about what people think or what people say. Your an amazing lady and a brilliant mother. I know it’s hard but stay positive. Xxx
You have been so brutally honest with your self and it s admirable . You are amazing .
Aww bless you! I know exactly how you feel I had my stillborn daughter in December 2006 and found out I was pregnant 8 months later I really struggled with my emotions so much!! Congratulations xx
Don’t feel like you have to explain yourself, when I saw you’d had Teddy I didn’t for a moment think that you were trying to replace Prim, I just saw him as a wonderful gift from her.
I’m so genuinely pleased for you, you deserve it lovely lady xxx
There is no need to explain. People that care about you will support you, no matter what. If anyone is rude to you or they question you, that is their problem, not yours! You are such a sweet soul and deserve kindness, happiness, love, and support. Sending you and your Family prayers of happiness!!! Congratulations on Baby Teddy!
I’m so glad you shared your experience it was helpful to see someone who has just been though it and had their rainbow baby soon after, it’s hope...I’m 18 and lost our daughter 4 weeks ago at 23 weeks pregnant. There’s no replacing the baby that was lost but I really want to do it all over again and pray her brother or sister gets to come home safe and sound. I’m so thrilled for you that you got your rainbow
Same thing happened to me in 2008 i lost my son and got pregnant 8 weeks later and you described waiting for you next baby and the way you describe how you feel is as close to how i felt and ive never heard someone articulate how i felt unbearable waiting for your boy and and getting pregnant again u articulated everything we also felt
This is one of the realest videos I’ve ever seen on TH-cam ❤️ I’m so glad that little line turned into your sunshine 💙 I’m also so pleased you filmed this and we are finally able to see these videos x
Oh sweetie. This new little boy was a kiss and blessing from Prim. You're such a sweet person and Momma. Love you so much honey.
Why do ppl judge with this. Are you not supposed to have more children if you have lost a child? That's what it sounds like when ppl say they are trying to replace the child they lost. It's crazy! ❤❤
Honestly you don’t have to explain the need to be with your partner ❤️ any of us who know what it’s like to lose a little one knows how much you need your partner. Prayers for your heart to heal, you deserve to be able to guiltlessly try again (I know you weren’t trying but you could have been without guilt) thank you for being so starkly honest with us
I just want to hug you 💔 I'm so happy you got your little rainbow but so so sad about your gorgeous baby girl, think about you both a lot xxxx
Me too .. 😘
sweetheart nobody is going to judge you. Prim sent you this gift to help heal your heart. Congratulations and blessings to you.
Oh bless you, thinking people would be angry. It must have been such a hard mix of emotions and a very worrying 9 months. You deserve to be happy Lorraine. This doesn't make your love for Prim any less. Teddy won't replace her. You will always be a mother of three but you go enjoy that beautiful boy of yours xx
You are so strong. It is so hard to be pregnant directly after a loss and be happy because you also feel guilt for being happy when still trying to grieve. I’m prone to miscarriage. We lost our first at 12 weeks and got pregnant 3 months later. Now I just had a miscarriage on October 19th and I got a positive test yesterday. Such a whirlwind of emotions. You give me so much hope
The beauty is your partner and you take comfort in each other. That comfort and love helped in the grieving process. Some people will never be able to get that. Everything you are expressing is normal. I think some people still try to act like difficult things don’t happen.
It will get better . I too lost a son at 34 weeks and got pregnant around 5 months I got pregnant again with now my 3 year old daughter and the pain of your loss won't ever leave but it will get easier . God bless you
Oh my love, you NEVER have to explain yourself. As many others have said Teddy is not Prim. You are amazing and have been through so much. I was thrilled when you first announced Teddy's arrival. A ray of sunshine and I'm looking forward to watching him grow up. Love to you and the family xxxxx
I am going through the exact same confusing thoughts ... of not wanting to try but not avoiding it because we're hurt and then changing our minds within a split second and then afterwards wanting to still grieve. We wonder if people will think we're replacing our baby we lost if we try again... and then we also feel there is that spark, that some little new soul is waiting to come into our lives. It's a very confusing, sad experience :*( I hope you found some happiness and that spark you were hanging on to
I had a stillbirth with my daughter when.I was 6 months pregnant 19 years ago. I too, got pregnant with my 4th Son 8 weeks later too. He turned out to be a healthy Baby Boy! Congratulations!!
Hey Sabrina have they told you why ur precious baby passed? My darling baby boy passed suddenly at 29 weeks gestation with no explanation..Im so sad..
@@arieswife8926 they didnt really have an explanation. I always felt all these years it was because my blood pressure reading seemed elevated at my appointmemts. The Nurse would mention it always,but the Dr. Never brought it to my attention. I've read where if your blood pressure stays elevated,it can cause a problem and with their growth pattern. That's just what I always felt maybe happened. I just wish my Dr. would have addressed it with me.😔I'm so sorry for your loss as well.🙏
You are so brave for making this video. I feel so sad for you that you worried about what other people think. You should never ever have to explain why you have sex or with what reason. It is your body, your relationship and I am very happy for your family that this pregnancy actually went well and Teddy is gorgeous. Precious! 💕 x
Take care of YOU, don’t worry about what anyone else thinks🙏you are a such a beautiful blessing🙏GOD BLESS YOU❤️
O lovely. I was blubbing all the way through you are so amazing. All anyone in their right mind would ever think is how strong you are and how much you thoroughly deserve your little treasure Prim sent for you. Sharing your story is just incredible. Big love to you and your gorgeous family x
thinking of you Lorraine, you do not have to explain personal things to anyone, this is you're life you do whatever is best for you to cope. i am praying you find comfort, you now have hope which we will all pray for you for the health of your baby, xxx
My hearts breaking for you while watching this. The mix of emotions is so apparent and I’m feeling them for you through your words. I feel so pleased for your family and life really does work in funny ways sometimes xxx
I used to say if all the time i also took asprin, if anyone said oh when she arrives i always used to say if she gets here i was like you stuck between grief, worry, excitement guilty because it wasnt my son worry i wouldnt love a new baby worried wat people would think i wasnt trying to replace him. Could i even do it again. Could i have healthy baby. I feel ur grief. I still look at my daughter whos now 11 and think wow i grew her and i know shes a gift from her brother. X
Hi love!, I had my daughter July 29 2016 she passed away two days later. I found out I was pregnant June/July2017 a year later and I just had my baby boy February 2018. I know exactly how you feel when I saw that positive pregnancy test I cried for days I had a tiny spark of joy but like you said it’s frightening and all you wanna do is feel guilty and feel scared.. please stay positive I will pray for you and your baby! Your sweet baby girl prim will look after you and her little brother/sister! Stay strong sweetie❤️
The raw emotion you show in your videos is beautiful 💜
Omg this actually broke my heart!! Stay strong and do not let anyone’s thoughts about this ruin this sparkly moment for you ♥️.. god’s plan and god knows you deserve the best..
I literally bawled my eyes out watching No one will ever think you were trying to replace Prim and I truly believe Teddy was sent to you from her. She saw how much you need joy and happiness again and I think this was her way of saying “mummy I’m ok in heaven but I know you’re not ok on earth.” She knows you’re an amazing mommy and that Teddy would be so so so loved. Teddy will never be Prim just like Teddy and Primrose will never be Penny but it doesn’t mean your love for them is different. You are incredible and it’s so brave of you for sharing these HARD, RAW, personal thoughts and emotions.
I came across you one day on Facebook and was so heartbroken for you. You are so strong and real and raw and I wanted hug you so bad at the start! ❤ I'm so glad you have Teddy. You have 3 beautiful children and should be so proud!
This is heartbreaking, your perfect little baby girl picked another perfect little baby for you and a prefect little brother for her to watch over stay strong hunny x
This baby will heal your broken heart ❤
Of course you never intended to replace Prim. No one in their right mind would accuse you of that.
Grief is tough. I’m glad that you were sent a little Rainbow 🌈 to help you heal. I still mourn my losses years later, even after getting my rainbow baby. The babies you lose are never replaced and they stay always in your heart.
You are so strong and you don't owe anyone any explanations. God just wanted you to have a baby cause you're a great mom. He's not replacing anyone and he will be so loved. All the best for you guys. ♥
I can’t imagine your pain and heart break. Bless you sweet girl, I wish you nothing g but happiness.
I know how you feel lovely
Oh I just wanted to hug you while watching this. I’m so happy that you got your rainbow Teddy. You should never worry what others may or may not think, it’s your path & yours alone & I only the heartless would judge you! You are an incredibly brave lady I admire your strength, thank you for letting us be part of your journey xxxx
I'm watching this video 8 months late but I'll just say, nobody would ever be angry at you for getting pregnant again so soon. See it as a blessing from Prim, she saw how broken you were and sent you a special gift to make you happy again. I'm not a religious person at all but I am spiritual and believe everything happens for a reason.
Thank you for sharing your journey Lorraine; you are so amazingly strong for doing so. Teddy is a beautiful little boy and is so lucky to have you as his mum xx
You are amazing this video is so comforting to me to know after still birth there is light at the end and even in sadness something beautiful can happen this gives me hope for me and my husband :)
What other people think does not matter. Missing Primrose & living her is natural. I wish I could hug you. All will be ok. God has a plan for you. Go with it. With God's grace your rainbow baby is on the way. Lots of love ,hugs & prayers your way.
Aw Lorraine you should never worry how people will judge you - they shouldn’t judge this baby was meant to be and I’m sure Primrose picked Teddy for you. X
Honey congratulations... I can't have babies and wish I could. Your a brave woman. And I applaud you.
I just want to give you the biggest hug, you are so brave and such an amazing mummy to your 3 beautiful little babies xx
I lost my angel baby 8 weeks ago. His name was Teddy ❤ We're hoping to start trying for our rainbow next month. I'm so glad you got your Teddy ❤
And your little spark is your beautiful boy!! Well done for filming this your so strong lady! Lots of love xxx xxx
You should never have felt the need to explain yourself but I suppose in the world of social media there will always be someone to question another's life or choices. I'm so glad you have put this up it's such an amazing insight on how unbelievably emotional this journey must have been for you though your pregnancy with teddy xx
You are so spectacularly genuine and beautiful. Your composure and honesty is a real breath of fresh air. Thank you so much for sharing your story with me 💛
You are amazing Lorraine and what you've had to go through and now you have gorgeous Teddy and Primrose will always be with you
your body is amazing..got pregnant very quickly even after stillbirth.I also had stillbirth 32 weeks but struggling to conceive since then.Go on strong lady..
A little spark of joy ..who is now Teddy Congratulations👶🏼💙🐻 Thanks for sharing your journey
I found you on my recommendation and iv subscribed to you!!. Don't beat yourself up.. I say things happen for a reason in life and maybe you needed that bit of happiness you deserve!!.. ❤️
I can’t even imagine how much strength you must have needed to get through all of this, I’m so happy for you and your family 💕
Hi Lorraine, I can exactly imagine what you are going through now. Your story remained me of my so much. And it is not an easy journey, in fact it is a heartbreaking on every aspect! I am now pregnant with my 6th baby, but I don't have any kids. My diagnostic journey was long and bumpy. In UK everything seems to be black and white. There is no grey area for patients like us who need more tests and care, to understand and know all reasons why all this bad thing is happening to us. I felt so hopeless and depressed cos i thought i couldn't do anything to make my situation better. But i did find a great specialist who run all necessary tests and now i know what to do to keep my unborn yet baby to make it through. I am 22 weeks pregnant full of hope and love for our addition to family. I am taking all my medication to keep this pregnancy going. Still very scared of what can come and how i will cope if anything go wrong. But i am in love and i will be fighting for my baby! I wish you good luck, lots of hope and strength to overcome any struggles!
You brave, brave soul. I'm so glad your little boy arrived safely xxx
Lorraine I don't think that it's not replaceing, it's also beautiful as well as sad you know prim went n searched for a baby for you in a way not to replace but to join your family it is lovely as well as tearful prim understands in ways she is looking down on you and this proves it you've done nothing wrong none of you have just look after yourself, it's nice as sad as you feel that you are pregnant just don't stress yeah prim is your guardian angel whatever happends for the good then it's happening congrats hun big hugs I know it's scary just take it easy xxx
I am so happy for you right now, your rainbow baby is so blessed to have you as a mom. I hope you continue your journey becoming stronger and stronger, and I hope you don't think of others when you live your life, live it, is yours and is not anyone's business. Be happy and feel free to share your emotions whatever they are in the moment without feeling judged.
Gosh...I couldn’t help but to cry with you while watching this video. We lost our daughter Madison to stillbirth due to placental abruption the day after my birthday. 11-12-2018. We were 35 weeks along. She was perfect. Perfect pregnancy. I was and still am shattered over it. I’m currently on here searching for videos on how to possibly cope because I too, also think I could currently be pregnant at just 8 weeks after losing her. I too, have wondered what people would think. I am afraid people will think that I am replacing my sweet girl. That’s not the case at all. My Madison is also in an urn and everyday is a heartbreaking reminder that she isn’t here. When you said, “I’m not empty” I knew exactly what you meant. My thoughts and feelings are with you entirely. I wish you the absolute BEST in this new journey. Prim is loved. 👼
I'm so sorry for the loss of your daughter,I won't pretend to know what you are feeling because I don't but I'm sure it's horrendous.I have had miscarriages and know the pain of that but your pain is beyond anything I have felt,I don't think anybody,be them family,friend or strangers should or would judge you for being pregnant again,your daughter will always be your daughter and will never be replaced and will always be part of your families story,if you are pregnant again then it's wonderful news and in years to come you will tell them about their sister,a new pregnancy should be celebrated, take care of your physical health and possibly more importantly your mental health..best wishes with everything xx
I lost my precious baby in July, and unexpectedly fell pregnant in August, like you we didn't plan it as such, but we didn't avoid it for many reasons. It just happens...and it was meant to happen for a reason, whatever that reason is. Your baby will be loved no matter what and just has a guardian angel looking over, and it takes time I realise it's a new baby, and not the one you wanted and loved so much, but you get there. And some days you feel like your cheating on your baby, or your selfish for having another one, you feel your angel baby will hate you for it, and people often think you're trying to replace your baby which is absolutely absurd. But you and your husband and your lovely family will soon get used to the idea, and prim will become part of it in her own way. Take it easy, all of you, stay safe and look after yourself. I wish you all the luck in the world in your healing, your new pregnancy, and life x
Such a heartfelt vlog ❤️ Bless you, you really need not explain. It’s such a blessing, and now we see your little baby in your arms is just the best ❤️❤️❤️
I feel for you ... Honestly anyone who criticises you are not walking in your shoes .. Best of luck honey x x my heart goes out to you 💋💕
Your a Beautiful strong mother! my sister unfortunately gave birth to a beautiful stillborn girl and went on to get pregnant with a boy 2 month later she now can’t imagine life without him, it’s so hard to process sometimes that if her daughter would have been born full term and lived that her son would of never been born are family really struggle with that concept, but a baby born sleeping is loved just as much as one that is alive and are little girl is the apple of are familys eye we think about her every day and sometimes it gets hard and we’ll cry, other days we’re okay but it gets easier with time... I hope that you can find comfort in your little rainbow baby boy 🌈 primrose is so lucky to have such a caring mummy she will be so proud xxxxx
Your so strong 💖💪. Well done for even making these videos and putting them out there. We lost a baby and a year later my son was born. I felt so guilty for a long long time but couldn't be happier now. Don't worry what people say, your an amazing mummy😍
You deserve all the happiness in the world Lorraine xxx
Strongest and bravest mum I know, thank you for sharing this... huge congratulations... Teddy is just the cutest 💙 🌈 xxx
Wow congratulations you deserve happiness after Prim and it’s ok to be happy again xx
I had two miscarriages before falling pregnant with my son. I remember that first pregnancy test. I was so excited, and then it all hit me because I could have sworn I would miscarry again. I didn’t hold much joy after that until my ultrasound and that’s when I felt excited. It was still a roller coaster after that, but I could give birth any day now to my son. And I am so excited!!
There are no words as everyone has said what we’re all thinking, you are amazing and so very brave for sharing all of this, thank you 🙏🏼 I genuinely think Prim sent Teddy to you as a gift and some hope for you and your family. I couldn’t be happier for you guys, lots of love ❤️ xxx
What an incredible life story and destiny! It can be so inspiring to many.All the best of luck to you and your family.
Oh congratulations Teddy is a blessing my heart feels for you you do need to explain anything to anyone...
Ur such an amazing mother and so brave for sharing it journey and now teddy a beautiful baby boy congratulations hun u deserve all the best
you don't need to worry about what people might think of you. A baby is always a blessing my love, stay strong and be happy for you and your family. Look after yourself a lot, eat healthy and try not to carry you other baby as much, if you want to just do it while sited. Im sending you loads of hugs kisses and blessings.
This is so raw and beautiful and powerful and emotional and so many other things. This is incredible. You are incredible. You are such an inspiration and a shining light to so many people. I am so happy for you as is everyone else watching. Primrose will be looking at you smiling, knowing she has helped you to heal 🌈🌈❤️
Lorraine, you remind me SOO much of Isabel in the movie The Light Between Oceans. It's an awful movie to reference because what happened to you is similar to what happened to Isabel in the movie - losing a baby and I apologize if you're offended by that reference. I am new to your channel and I'm so amazed at your strength and incredible rawness and honesty of your channel. I'm so very saddened about your Prim ❤ but I'm so happy to hear of your rainbow baby Teddy ❤ what a blessing! Have you found out what happened to Primrose or why she was stillborn? I think I've missed that. You're an amazing woman and I know your channel has helped many women going through similar experiences.
So happy for you and your rainbow baby 👶🏻 🍼 🌈
I’m new to your channel and I just think you’re such a strong woman,I can’t imagine what you must be feeling right now,but keep that spark of joy in your heart and it will grow with the baby,love and hope to you and your husband ✨
Prayers that you have a baby thats healthy . Its ok ... i hope you are ok and you can get through this. You got this. I hope you are ok.
It’s going to be ok! Do not worry about what people think or have to say! You’re going to be ok! My prayers are with you and your family ❤️
I too got pregnant soon after losing a child. My baby, Angel, passed shortly suddenly after birth. I now have a 10 year old daughter, Alana, who is perfect. I'm so happy for you. Well wishes and love. ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Oh my heart watching this. That you had to worry about what others would think.