pov: pain changes you (slowed down songs)
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Why am I not the first choice...?( a sad slowed playlist)
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🕢 🕖 are 66777
Hey um sorry for asking but do u have a Playlist for being numb it's ok if not I really appreciate your work here you've done alot for alot of us I love u take care of your self ok❤️💜 I recently found your account and I'm grateful for it
Hay I can answer that because someone better is out thare waiting to be the shoulder for you to cry on and for them to say how thare day went never forget that some Day ✨️YOU✨️ will be the reason someone keeps going
Bro why does that sum up my mom leavening in the one sentence....
@@Zozo_919 yea like srsly I would appreciate a playlist like that
“Sleep isn't just a sleep anymore its an escape from reality.”
Whenever you start relating to this you know that you’re in some deep shit.
Same pain
To sad to be true
What if your so numb you can’t sleep at all?
@@nicks_world3095 I'm numb and I'm probably going to not be able to sleep for 5 days 🙃
“We gotta respect our pillow for catching our tears when nobody does”
"You're not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness"
Simply beautiful
respect.
I'm crying into mine rn-
truth
Room: I'll close the door so people won't see you crying
Mirror: don't worry I know your true self
Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice
Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry
Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad
Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep
TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos
Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets
Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad
Blanket: Hug me if you're sad
Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself
Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot
AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS< NO ONE CARES ABOUT US~
LOVE YOURSELF 🖤
Shut up bro it’s so unnecessary
But I want my parents to love me ): It's really that hard??
Another one for people who have comfort characters: I may not be real but I'll always be here for you inside your head and heart when your sad.
Fan: Don't worry you can hang with me
Mind is the problem.
When you can't feel the difference between happiness and sadness anymore
true
Frrr
Fr :( 🚶🏻♂️
fr
"Not happy, not sad
just empty"
~Mr.lonely
Y is that they no I was true to Them
I got lost in the empty
Yes, this is how I feel. Lately I've just been feeling dull.
@@frankgrandi2512 eu encontrei vc em outra música AAAAAAAA
@@frankgrandi2512 I spoke in Portuguese but anyway, I said I found you in another song today, but I don't remember which one
To the person who's crying right now. Let's just cry as long as we want then stand up and fight again
never standing up again sounds better
Last time I attempted to stand(like 10 minutes ago) I fell back down and lost my glasses but I found them
I got low iron nty 🤨
hey, thank you :>
@@Shad0w_946 LMAO
For the 1% of people who are reading this , I wish you all the best in life.
There's no "best" in a life that's just about survival
I wish the same for you ✨ 😩
Crying doesn't mean you are weak...
It means you are strong for long...
Yeah
Yeah
Am I the only one who makes a false reality in their head with people who love them and uses that to disconnect from this reality because it isn’t what I want in life. I’m incredibly grateful for everything I have and I do have a pretty good life but it isn’t what I feel is right for me. I want to be able to laugh with my friends over a reality we just shifted to and I want to be able to live an extraordinary life full of magic and visiting those in the books I’ve read and the movies I’ve watched. And I want to be able to do that with my group of friends that exist in a different reality. So thank you for this playlist because it makes me feel closer to them. That might sound stupid to some people but I don’t really care, it’s what makes me happy because life is starting to feel the same, everyday is repeating the one before it.
It’s the place I’ve always wanted to be real
@@no1767 but no matter how hard you try you can't get it to
@@exotix.1316 yep
The only place that I feel at home... In a reality that doesn't exist.
I gotta agree with everything you said, I’d make this long but I feel sick and I have a headache so if any of this doesn’t make sense that’s why, now ima jump back into my brain
My dad said to not talk to strangers
"But dad, these strangers are the ones who comfort me when I need you."
I understand that
Wow that gig really hard for me I haven’t seen me dad in 3yrs so yeah
@@camilomadrigalfanpage1640 that sucks, sorry i dont have a better reaction. I never really had a dad, so i cant relate. Hope you feel better soon tho!
The best friends I've ever had were found online. First interaction almost 6 years ago and still going strong
Exaclty
Your bed won't judge you, your pillow will catch your tears, your blanket will hug and protect you and the darkness will hide you from the people who hurt you
Music is the language of love, happiness, sadness, pain, understanding and much more. The universal language that everyone understands.
Don't forget to love yourself, because no one is going to do it better than you
This is so true 😩 ✨
❤100 reasons to stay alive:❤
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Starting to learn new language youve Always dreamed speaking in (Japanese, Spanish, Korean etc)
35. Cute cats and dogs
36. Singing as loud as you want and can
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Dancing- hip hop, ballet, etc
40. Cloud watching
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. "I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, "I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, time.graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can't stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you're dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it's so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you arent religious, you can start now!!)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone's skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person's, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Jesus loves you
I don't wish to live nor die
I just want this whole world to permanently....
SHUT UP
I listened to this at 5am at school(no one was there) and the aura around felt so different. It felt so lonely and depressing and dark, but at the same time, It was peaceful and at home.
That’s how I feel when I’m asleep…
Is that weird?
eh not really
Same..
so ur an early bird?
Close to prison. I’ve been to both.
"If only our generation was happier,then the others...."
i agree but it’s it like that.
Says every generation... 😞
wishe
These comment sections under these playlist are always the most heartwarming thing. Thanks to everyone commenting here. The pain wont stay you got this and btw its not your fault and never only yours always remember that.
i love you
Pain is always gonna be there
The feelings are always gonna be there
The voices will always be there
Being human is hell..and I wish I never born
I wish I stayed non-existent
My family doesn’t understand how stressful it is to explain what’s going on in my head when I can’t even explain it myself
Dont even explain it to them they wont understand
They won't understand... because they simply just can't
It's what this world is
They will never understand unfortunately. I've always been too scared to give someone something to worry about anyway
Hold on mate, get stronger with time, no one understands you but i really believe things will turn out better eventually, nothing is permanent
Jesus he loves you and understands you and loves you I went through the same things the desire to commit suicide but he transformed me
“Life isn’t fun without a struggle in it, but some struggles lead to tragic endings.”
Bittersweet truth
@@vibin8501 yup
I want to see my real family but we have been parted for my lifetime, when I die I got back to my sister and mom
Wow that was deep thank you
There's an extent.. sure, no ones life is perfect, and there was always gonna be some bumps along the way, its inevitable. But can I please just have some peace? Some calm and time for me to finally start healing. Its like one thing after another - my abusive dad leaving, my mums abusive ex, my siblings anger issues... my mum constantly having kids, me and my siblings having to co parent, the constant anxiety and school issues, the nightmares, my mum eventually becoming just as bad as all the people that hurt her etc.
I'm 13 ffs, leave me alone
"If tears had colors, then pillow would have been a colorful canvas"
omg then idk how my face would look- 😂
this is one of the most beautiful thoughts i have read
@@rohitpokhriyal3276 thank you
@@myladynoirr853 eh hehehe.....
😍😍😍
Tbh, it’s hard to open up anymore, bc it’s like nobody listens anyway. Feeling unheard is the worst feeling when all you want is someone to care enough to listen to you, when you are always the one who listens to them..
to the person reading this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s the day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s the evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you to a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and a great year.
🥺 bless your soul friend :) Wishing you the best
Bless your soul, the time you spent typing this out.. This means a lot to me and to everyone reading this
God bless you man
❤
deep (kinda depressing) thoughts
" I don't want a best friend, because if I make a friend my best friend, it'll just hurt more when they leave."
they leave me , im so jealoussssss when look at other people with their's friends .
AGREE
Any love will most likely lead to pain at some point (permanent or temporary), but it is so much worse not to have love at all.
lately stuck in the same feeling
Or when I have to leave cause they’re getting to close
i once heard someone say something that went something along the lines of, "when are we going to acknowledge that maybe we're not just depressed, we just live in a fucked up society and are reacting as we normally should?"
Well as long as we have people who are willing to deny these problems and not make a difference, this fucked up reality will always will exist. It’s sucky but I believe this painfully annoying and slow world view will always exist.
I am tired but can't sleep
I am frustrated my attitude shows it
I am sad but no one sees it
I talk to myself to keep the silence away
I am slowly fading to a blur
Poem by me just now
Thanks for reading it.
Was once a boy born into a mysterious world
Who grew with such curiosity he had a loving mother and loving grandparents who raised him
He was always curious about his surroundings the people the environment the animals everything
He was different from the other kids... On the outside he seemed the same but inside.. he had something growing
He didn't know about at the time but when time went on he began seeing things more
Seeing how dark things really were
Over the years he's seen more and more.... To the point he wants nothing to with anyone or anything
He just wanted to be left alone
He doesn't like how the world works
He doesn't like how humans are
He doesn't like how complex his thoughts are and he doesn't like being lost and scared
He doesn't get how everyone around can be so untrusting and unpredictable
Living in fear having to slave away for money in order to survive
The boy doesn't like it.. he... Didn't like it at all
All the rules
All the opinions
All the yelling
All the torturing
All the sorrow
All the tragedy
All the crying
All the hatred
All of these things the world has it's so insufferable
He went from fearing it to despising it
Now all the boy feels is rage but is also exhausted
He just wants this world to shut up permanently
If the boy can't end himself
Then maybe this world should end instead
Living a life to just survive is.... Unacceptable
It doesn't matter
The boy will just keep moving forward and whatever's waiting at the other end
Wether it's a right path or a wrong one
He will walk it
Because it's simply WHO he is
I'm proud of everyone that's going through something and is still fighting, you're brave and so strong. If you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to hold you while you let all the frustration out, I'll be here to listen and comfort you as best as I can, it may not be much but it's what I can offer!
So smile because you're gonna get through this and prove everyone wrong! Believe in yourself, I know I do and you'll do amazing things!!! ❤
You really won't be there for them
Will you
pov: at some point your loneliness filled you up so much that not even music can help you out, nor can sleeping or crying.
SO TRUE :(
true.
not just loneliness. crippling depression that hurts my very being,
I am in that state rn.-
It's happening to me right now
They say that age matures you…. But in fact it’s pain. Pain matures you these people who have been through it all are the most mature.
That's true. I can relate, but I feel like I'm too young to have matured from pain. Nobody understands me, and it makes me so mad to think about how immaturely people behave, and it's all because they've never experienced pain. Perfect people with perfect looks and a perfect life. They don't bother to care or even act like they care because they don't know what pain feels like.
me being 12 and relating to this a little too much-
Personally I feel like no matter how old I am or how much pain I've experienced, there will never be a point where I can look back and say "wow I'm matured now".
I agree I think pain matures people but I think what matures a person more, is the way they decide to deal with that pain or trauma.
@@sage-like-the-herb I really get you, I’ve experienced really bad shit which has made me stronger and more mature, but there’re sometimes that you just wish to be as immature as anyone else because you want to feel normal as anyone else
Can I just skip to the part where im an adult and I can finally move out, run away, start a new life away from school, this house, this family. If I'm just gonna be unhappy in adult life anyways why can't I just skip to that part lmao seriously though, i think im really fucked up.
Idek how to express how unfair it is that my life was doomed from day one all bc of my dad. I may sound over dramatic rn, but social anxiety is like a curse, and I've had it since I was abt 4. I'm so so tired of myself
VENT:
"Parents always try and reassure you when you break down, when they "think" your spirits are low, when they think you're having a hard time, because they think they know you the most, because they think they know everything about you.....but really it's the opposite.....they're the ones that destroy you, they're the ones that are breaking you down, they're the ones that lower your confidence, yelling at you, comparing you to others, to themselves when they were younger! But the real question is are they you? Were they born in the 2000's? Have they gone through the things of being yelled at because of their low grades? Have they gone through the things of being neglected because their sibling is doing better than them? Have they ever been comforted back just as much as they've comforted their sibling? Have they ever had a hand to hold onto when they needed it the most? Well I don't think so. Because I've never had the hand that reached out to me when I needed it the most. I never had that reassuring hug, that told me I was safe. I never had the sincere comfort of staying in a safe place. I never went a day without sibling neglegence. I had never been reassured or praised that I did a good job at school. I never got the "good job" or "I'm proud of you" praise, I got the "ok" or the "Keep it up or you'll be grounded." Sure you can get me "some" of the things I want, but you can't give me the reassurance of being their for me, you can't give me the attention, praise, or memories we could've made together over the years, you can't give it to me because it's all in the past, and you can't go back to the past once a second of it becomes the past. So no, you can't buy my attention, no you can't buy my love, and no you can't buy my time."
sad song isn't just song, it helps us express our feelings alone with the song
Vent:
I can't take this anymore. I really can't. I don't wanna die, I would never be able to kill myself.I just don't wanna exist. I wanna runaway somewhere where this pain doesn't exist. The responsibilities and choices I'm supposed to make is crushing me. I know I'm not even an adult yet, and people say If you can't withhold the responsibilities as a child how are you gonna do that as an adult? I don't know. I don't...know. It's crazy how I've barely started living and already want everything to stop. Why is our generation like this? Nobody understands..Nobody. whenever I muster up the courage to open up to my parents instead of listening they cut me off and start yelling about how they provide me with so much and I'm still complaining. Well, mom, dad. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not the perfect child you want and I'm just misusing whatever you do for me. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that I can't get the good grades like any other kids. I'm sorry that I can't talk openly to others because I'm fucking shy. I'm sorry I stay locked up in my room all day. I don't know what to do. I'm sorry. thats all I can say. I'm sorry for being the pathetic kid that I am.
Someone understand you. You aren't alone. I would like to hug you and make you feel at home. I care. I really care. You are not defined by your grades or by the expectations that the people put on you. You are so much more than that. You are a whole universe
I totally understand you because I'm like you we're going to get by I promise you. I wish I could help you. If you want to talk to someone, I'm here.
you literally said what I feel, i didn't know how to say how I felt but now I do, thank you
Wow, I don't even know what to say... I just wish the best for you!! Keep fighting, I'm sure you will find the light at the end of the tunnel. I believe in you!!❤️
I don't know you but I love you kid🖤
Life is hard but you have to find your own beauty in it...set a dream and shoot for the stars!
look at you, you are alive, you breath, you go on even if it feels impossible. I am proud of you!
Thank you
But I don’t want to be alive but thank you
@@amieelouiseeee i am sure that good things are coming for you, i am sure that you haven't experienced yet the best days of your life. Do not give up! Everything will fall into place
@@moonchild4946 thx
Thank you but it really sucks to live at this moment i'm close to cutting again
Take a deep breath. Relax and love yourself. You got this💗
No
Sleep can’t Evan fix this kind of tired anymore
"Why do you listen to music so much?" because songs like these exist.
or maybe because music is the only one that understands us now in the darkest moments of our lives
i listen because these songs listen to me,i dont know how to explain it,i cant do it anymore and these songs even if just for a few minutes take some of the pain away even though it returns after
0:00 when the party's over - billie eilish
3:46 medicine - daughter
8:45 apocalypse - cigarettes after sex
14:14 summertime sadness - lana del rey
19:08 slow dancing in the dark - joji
23:12 daddy issues - the neighbourhood
28:01 runaway - aurora
32:34 mr. sandman - syml
36:28 surrender - natalie taylor
40:02 this is home - cavetown
I hope I got them all correct ;)
dude thank you 💕
cigarettes after sex ;)
It bothers me that you put the artist after the song name. But thank you kindly lol.
@@user-yq1dh4zi7c bro i know the name of the band i like their music but i wasn't paying attention lmaooo "before"
Thank youu
When pain really hits you hard, you get to the point where you pray that everything is just a dream, so that when you wake up, all your pain will be gone.
"Sometimes a good cry is just what you need to release all the hurt you have built up inside." I found this quote and this is so me.
There's only so much crying in order for it to actually feel better
I'm tired of the crying and the hiding and the caring
I wish this world would be quiet forever really
I don't wish to live nor wish to die
I just don't wanna be in THIS kind of world anymore
I wish to have no responsibilities and could go anywhere I want
I just want to be.... Free
I read a post in Reddit where it says ' what's the point of working on yourself if you don't have anyone to celebrate with?'
That hits hard
Do it for urself hun, i may be a stranger but know from afar i am supporting you!
But that do hit tho😪
You just said what I am thinking right now.
We were born to be good.we born to be shooting stars we were born to take care of this earth and to serve the creator.A planet of love and hope a planet where darkness would never take over. We where born beautiful we were born stunning with beautiful features beautiful skin and unique reflections,the greatest tragedy is being convinced we were not. Now we are a planet of judgemental beings where fear surrounds us, where suicide rates are exceeding limits with most teenagers covering themselves with pounds of makeup. Where poverty and crime is all over the news. Where if you have no social status you are worthless in todays society. Where some of the world is either starving or trying to lose weight. Where the love of power is greater than the love of peace.Where kids are being educated by the non educated. Where black kids are taught don’t act like this or your a “little white boy”yet we act like non of this happens because we don’t want to be seemed as “racist”. Where leaders pay respect to the dead yet kill the living.where society needed a wakeup call to understand racism. Where they have money for wars but they can’t feed the poor.Where they kill people who kill people to show killing is wrong.Where a dollar bill can control your life.Where millionaires have multiple rooms that they don’t use yet there is someone praying for a building to sleep in for the night.
Where the system was never broken it was built this way.as humans we are responsible for this earth and we need to take care of the people who live on this earth and the earth itself and serve the creator of this earth.. we need to leave a mark.
Dear society stop teaching us that it’s just a stage,that it’s ok,that we are doing it for attention,that u won’t be around when the earth suffers for are deeds,that u can only respect woman your attracted to,that the only way to ever be happy is to have a partner.
So as you read this I ask you to send that text to one of your parents.to that loved one.one text can make a big difference.talk to that one person who you always see sitting alone.
There’s no point of being sad,because at the end of the day we are always one day closer to death.One day closer to losing every single chance u ever had to make a difference to someone’s life.
make a difference.
this literally gave me chills
"I don't need friends they disappoint me."
*inserts sick pose*
i lost my friends , i thinks that good to me . i will love myself and make myself is my friends .
i don't have friends
@Baek Na-kyum
I’ll be you’re friend!
@@daniasyazliana1484 same bru :).
"I cant look in the mirror anymore without feeling ugly".....that sentance made me shed tears from how relateble it is....i know im not the only one but still...deep..
i don't want much for myself , i just want the person reading this to be healthy , happy and loved . wishing you a good day 🧚🏻♀❤
Sometimes, there are moments when you want to scream at a top of a mountain, cry yourself to sleep in the embrace of someone you love, or float down some stream towards the ocean. But instead of giving in to your impulses you just smile and shove the pain down your throat, hiding your feelings from those you care about.
If you feel this way, I just want to say that you aren't alone. There are people who have felt the same pain you have, the same heartache, and broken feelings you have. We got through it. It's time to let go of that regret that keeps you up at night, it's time to stop doubting your self-worth, and it's time to let someone help you carry the load.
Sending warm internet hugs to you all in hopes that your day gets better, even if it is just a little! :)
@Wiktoria Parol Sending you all the internet hugs your way! Know that you are worth more than just something. I don't know what you're going through, but I hope that things can get better!
I love you girl
Love this
Well thank you
Heh...you read my mind.... thank you Kennedy!...😊
It’s a pity that I can’t cry rn, I’m basically in school...
but it got me in tears😅 (internal)
It's comforting knowing that the music understands it all.
Can i be your Tian?
and behind each and every song, there's a person that understands
it's the only way i can express my thoughts anymore
*When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music, When You're Sad, You Understand the Lyrics*
If your reading this please, please be proud of yourself because I'm proud of you all I want is for you to wake up in the morning and have a good day and if anyone bullies you. Don't listen to them your perfect the way you are some people get jealous but they wish they where you. Please be safe everyone 😢😢❤❤
There's still hope! Don't give up ! 🕊
Pain change my character
Pain change my story
Pain change my memory
Pain change my history
And pain change me from carrying to madness
Same here pain made me hit the worst part of depression
depression doesn't exist, it's just a sign that you have to change something, no matter what happens in life, you have to move on and build yourself up for yourself, don't say you don't have motivation, you have to do something with discipline until other things pass, until you find out exactly who you have to tell yourself every morning that today I will be happy, you set yourself what you will be, you choose
pain shapes me
I can never find the words to vent about how I feel, but this playlist expresses all my emotions.
Same
Same
I listen to this everyday at night because I miss all those good memories
To all the people out there still fighting I love yous all and I’m so proud of you I know how yous are all feeling life’s so fucken tough but we are men so we’ve gotta stay strong and push ourselves through life’s struggles
Thank you
I found this song in 2017 after my first heartbreak when I was 15. I cried listening to it downloaded onto an MP3 player app on my phone, because at the time many of the songs on Sheep's channel were not on spotify. I listened to it while sitting alone at school dances, or wandering around, or sitting in the library or hallway trying to eat lunch as quietly as possible. I listened to it after getting diagnosed with a chronic condition and losing many friends because they thought I was weird or contagious due to the symptoms. I listened to it after I thought I loved somebody for the first time in 2018, and I saw him slowly drift away over 3 years and felt unlovable and unworthy. I listened to it after I sat alone for the first hour of homecoming because none of my friends bothered to tell me they would be late or where they were. I listened to it when I felt alone and cried on the bathroom floor. I listened to it when I ended up not being able to attend college in 2020 and transferred out of what I thought would be my dream career. I listened to it when I felt angry, or depressed, or worthless.
Lately, things have changed. I am almost 20 now and haven't listened to this in a while. I now have an incredible best friend, who truly cares about me and I consider a platonic soulmate, who I feel completely comfortable with. My condition is improving with age, diet and physical work and has become very manageable; although it still flares up when I am sick or tired. I have late nights laughing and enjoying myself with my friends, and I'm in a program that will allow me to travel the world and follow my dreams. I found someone who wants to travel the world with me someday and thinks I'm the greatest thing since sliced bread. I even have a solid freelance gig going on the side doing what I love.
Sometimes life has to break you before it puts you back together the way you were supposed to be. Every time I listened to this, I kept telling myself things would get better, but I didn't really believe it. Something about this song was calming and comforting enough that it gave me a space of quiet when I was feeling those terribly intense emotions, and the loneliness of being a teenager. I took those moments to rest, accept the comfort the song gave me, and show some compassion to myself.
I listened to this again today and while life certainly isn't perfect, it does get better. It ABSOLUTELY does. And by the time it gets better, you will be stronger, and compassionate enough to yourself to accept the happiness in your life. I hope if you feel those emotions too, this song will offer you a bit of quiet. It truly is a masterpiece. I listened to it today, and it still gave me that quiet, but now to be proud of what I made it through :)
Never give up friends!
What song?
Sometimes I feel like sleeping for a long time and not waking up
Sleeping is my escape from reality, and it puts my mind at ease when I have no dreams, just a finally quiet mind
i honestly feel the same way sometimes
I'd like to wake up to see you in the morning 🌄
100%
I really want to fall asleep and never wake up 😥
My teacher, " sure we adults had our hard times in our generations, but you guys face much bigger challenges this year where this virus started, people dying, protests, killing/murdering/suicides, and much more. It's just crazy how us adults jobs were to make new generations better then ours not making them worse. Why cant we just live in peace with no war, death, and sadness"
I wish I had that kind of teacher who understands our problems
There was literally a world war going on less than 100 years ago where millions of Jews were killed. I know it’s hard but our grandparents had it much worse, that’s fact.
We have more opportunities, more rights, modern technology, advanced medicine etc.
it's incredible how much love people show on the internet then in real life. I learn a lot these past months, I got to experience my first love this summer, it was the best time in my entire life when I was with her. I also learn what true heartbreak feels like, I feel so empty, I have no hope for my future, I feel tired all the time, I do a lot of stupid shit to try make me feel the slightes bit of feeling I got from her but nothing works. I keep telling myself to let go but I just can't! I never felt this kinda love for anyone, just her...she's not "just an broken girl" she's my broken girl who I can't live without. Even tho i'm sure she forgot or moved on from me and treated me like shit the last weeks, I still love her because I were just as broken before she meet me, she fixed it, so I wanted to fix her's too, but it wasn't enough what I did for her. My selfastem is at my lowest right now but I still fighting to prove her wrong, I still trying to climb up that hole she threw me back in. I will never give up to achieve my dreams, my goals in life. Things will get better, I believe in myself, I will show everyone that left me! Keep going kings, Never forget who your mission is.
Allah will reward anyone who doesnt commit suicide or self harm, keep going He is proud!
Pain can change you in a good way or in a bad way.
I wish it was positive for everyone it’d be a lot better society to live in
We just gotta be careful that this pain doesn't turn us bitter or angry, then we might spread that to other people who do not deserve it.
@@npc1851 too late.. I’ve been pretty sad lately, and depressed, and it’s turning into anger.. I’ve snapped at friends, family… and I made my two friends upset yesterday bc of it.. I told my girl bestie some stuff that hurt her.. then I yelled at my guy best friend, causing him to be really mad at me
@@canijustsleep-5143 ❤️
@@nanicrash I hear you and understand what it is like to snap at someone when your angry or sad or depressed. I know it is hard to control your actions but it is not impossible. What I mean is if you learn different ways of coping with your pain other than ways that damage you or others, like try going to root cause of why you are acting and feeling like that and deal with it there.
If you feel yourself getting ready to snap, reject it because the more you allow it to happen the more it will be easier to snap again and you will start getting used to it. If you start rejecting the feeling to snap or hurt someone it then it might be hard at first but it will get easier the more you put it into practice.
Try going on really long walks, like for me, I go on walks for a long time and this gives me time to think and get out of any toxic environment or influence that is around me. When I am on these walks I just speak to God. I know it sounds strange to some people but he is really real and God has helped me get through so many things, like I was so depressed and lost and God pulled me out of that. And I remember just speaking to him and looking at his creation, nature and people walking past (not staring at them weirdly 🤣) but just really thinking about it, that everything has a design and it works so well. The way everything starts from a seed and then grows like trees, people, food, plants, animals, fish, our thoughts and ideas. Everything is just too perfect, the only fault is us humans but God never wanted us to be like this, it is because he has given us free will to do what we want and we have all played a part in hurting someone, sinning basically making this world worse. But God is very forgiving and loves you so much, so much that he gave us Jesus, a way where we can be set free from sin and can give us a new heart and new mindset where we can be set free from depression, anxieties, anger and so much more. We just have to repent and choose Jesus, I know it sounds stereotypical of me saying that but if we do repent and choose Jesus, that means that we can be forgiven for all of the wrong things we have done and God can start healing all out brokeness big time.
Also I started going on these walks and getting closer to God when I was 14 years old on my way back from school and I just felt his presence so close me and I was speaking with him not in a religious way but in a friendship way. And overtime God taught me that it is not about a religion, it is about a relationship with the one who made us, wants to heal us and help us get to Heaven ❤. I know I have rambled on a bit about this but this is a huge thing in my life and God's love and patience with me set me free from so much and instead of anger there's unconditional love to people, instead of sadness, there's joy because we have a God who loves us and instead of hopelessness, there is hope, knowing that everymorning and night when I wake up or go to sleep, God is there and It is not lonely. I could talk so much about what has happened but I feel I have spoken loads already 🤣 just remember that if we step out in faith and speak/pray to God and ask him if he is there or are you real, God will be there. The key is faith.
Found this in my recommendation while my mom and her husband argue about divorce on Christmas morning
Ngl these are the only way I can express emotions, so thank you for the amazing playlist
God that has to suck. My parents are divorced…and 3 years later my father is still being an ass to my mother.
The screaming is horrible, especially if it ever gets physical. If you have siblings..I’m sorry. I have a sister, which I had to distract and keep happy while they were fighting. I was only 8 at the time..(I’m 16 now.)
I hope this time passes soon. Don’t be scared for them to divorce. Maybe it’s better for them. It was better for my parents. I’m a lot happier now that they’re apart.
I feel you. Mine do the same but they don't argue about divorce. Mine argue about me and not like one is taking my side. Both argue which of them made me like this. They make me feel like I'm a mistake. I know I wasn't planned, my siblings are all grown up. I just want a happy family for once. I hope you will have it soon over. That they stop fighting. That you and the both of them can be happy again.
stay strong bro/sis
Good luck, dude! I hope you will be okay
Sending you warm hugs. I hope things can get better for you and that you don't have to suffer!
I don’t know who needs to hear this, but if your reading this it’s probably you. I know I’m a complete stranger to you, but I want you to know I care. Your not alone, I know everyone says that but I’m for real. No one might be able to understand, but we really do care. I care. Let it all out, kiddo. Grab your pillow and cry. I know you need it. I would give you the world. I know your numbing pain, but I want you to know that I’m here. You can vent in the replies, I promise I’ll be here to listen. I’ll be here. I won’t leave you. Let it all out, kid, just cry. You don’t need to hold it in. Your pillow will always be there to catch your tears. It’s ok. I’ll support you endlessly. I hope you know that.
it really sucks. life jsut sucks at this point. so much has happened already and im not even an adult yet. for example, i met a guy on a summer camp. i thought i was straight and i still hope i am but i kinda cauth feelings towards him, and now im confused, 24/7 distracted, scared and anxious. and thats the easiest thing that has happened to me. i jsut sometimes wish i could start everything over you know. not only im sick of the way im living my life, but the fact i am even still living it you know. and i wanna change, oh trust me i do. but its really hard and frustratitng for me. its just a really slow progress and its killing me from the inside, tearing me apart. and here i am, listening to this playlist, and hoping that expressing my feelings might help, like i didnt know it wont. well, i wish you all better lives than oyu have now, and keep on fighting bcs one day the battle WILL be over, no matter if lost, or won...
Who ever may read this and is feeling just the slightest bit down, please know you are amazing. You are perfect in every moment and situation you find yourself in. I promise you are enough. You are not a burden to anyone I can assure you that. I know it's hard, It's so so hard But rest assured you will make it into a better life eventually. I'm not saying it will be soon but it will happen. No matter who you are or what you believe in, the bad situation or situations you are in right now will pass. I am so proud of you. So so proud. Please take care of yourself who ever you are because someone cares about you, and thats me. I care about you. Good luck out there superstar. Good luck.
thank u :) this made me tear up a little bit bc no one has ever comforted me like that yk
I shed a couple of tears as soon as I read the words of encouragement. It touched me despite the fact that when I am the one telling myself those words they sound empty. So I'm really thankful. Take care!
❤
now say those words to yourself:)
life’s so confusing bro
"Depression is like living in a body trying to survive yet being trapped with a mind that is dying."
'You were one of the most hardest lessons I learned."
💀
I really like the idea of a mind dying. Idk just thinking on the fly here but most of the time, we only see the body dying with the mind following, at least that is what every human can experience and relate to. But its harder to detect a dying mind because the body is still trying to survive, trying to act like nothing's happening.
@@-7endless7- this is a nice perspective!!
Hey there,
I know you may be hurting
And trying to hide emotions to not show that your weak, But you aren't weak when you cry just know you've been strong too long and need to let it out
It's been too long
I think mental scars are saddest of them all because no one will ever see them and no one will care
And I'll be here to help you reheal so feel free to talk to me
And btw look at you! Your still here! I'm so proud of you standing and breathing you made it so long in life I'm super proud of you!! Keep doing what you love and care for -love you♡♡
When u fell in love with your pain because pain has it’s own ecstasy 🖤
To anyone who may read this.. You did it, you made it to 2022 when you never thought you would. And for that, I’m so very proud of you! You’ve come so far, and I’m so so glad your still here fighting your battle. I know things get hard, and you just feel like giving up, or you already gave up. But things will eventually get better, now I’m not saying they’ll magically get better over the next few days/months/ even years. Things like this can take time hun, so allow life to take its time, things will be okay in the end, I promise. I love you, and I’m so glad your still here!! You never deserved all this pain and hurt, and I’m so sorry for whatever you’ve had to endure. You’ll get through this though!! You may not feel like anyone cares about you, so if you feel that way please know that I do. I may be a stranger, but I honestly do care about you! I want you to live a happy life, and be able to do whatever you always dreamed of doing as a child! I believe in you and love you sweetie! You got this!!
Does the pain ever goes?
@@camilabobadilla3446 yes, but it takes time and effort. Take care of yourself 💕
@@camilabobadilla3446 no, sadly
@@camilabobadilla3446 for some people it does but for some people it doesn’t
2022 ?? that make me feel more pain
It means a lot when the darkness is where you feel safe ..
When u fell in love with your pain because pain has it’s own ecstasy 🖤
Real tho
"To that one person listening his right now I hope you have enough courage to overcome it"
Everything will be okay. I promise 🤍
this isnt music only for sad people but also for people that had something die inside of them that ended there humanity and made them something they didnt want to be but now are
Bad times are there to stay disciplined and to not give up. Feel huged. 🧡
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
Thank you for this, i was aimlessly looking through the comments. but now im going to lay down forget every thing i need to do the next day, breath and drink some water. What if my life teacher is mad at me i dont care. Thank you again.
It feels like... it feels like our generation is catching the fall out for the lack of love that was given to the generation before us. We're like the remaining nuclear fall out of Hiroshima. I don't think we ever had a chance if I'm being honest. It was like our generation was set on a path from the moment the generation before us. We're soldiers fighting a war that wasn't meant to be ours but was postponed and passed down to us grew old. Our parents, tethering weight to our ankles and letting it drag us down into the depths of what should have been their emotions but turned into ours.
We never stood a chance.
We only had a small chance, but these horrid emotions dragged us down to the bottom of the ocean. It’ll be like this until our parents realize, until we realize, and until the next generation realizes that we shouldn’t expect our kids to do as we did. Nobody is the same and people need to take that into mind. Even if it’s parent to kid, they’re not the same.
The world needs to stop blaming us for not fighting a battle we don’t know how to fight when they started it and won’t help us with their problems.
“it was like our generation was set on a path from the moment the generation before us” that sounds like the most truest thing ive ever heard. i feel like im being dragged on by life, just being dragged everyday, not actually being in the moment
@Torimodosu Oh, wow. I actually never knew that, I’m gonna go take 5 and research that. Damn…
There’s five minutes until 2022 and I’m just sitting alone on my couch reading listening to this. I’m spending my last moments of 2021 reading and listening to a sad playlist 🙂
dw, did same every year before haha, you'll get used to it
I spent my time sliding my wrist badly so I could be clean for a year didn't last long but I can't anymore cause I need to make impressions
That sounds nice
Copy paste but it's 2023
It’s 2023 now, how are you doing?
I've been listening to a lot of peaceful music, and this is by far the most amazing piece. It instantly took my spirit flying over beautiful oceans and mountains. Thank you for creating this sheer peace itself !!!
this playlist is like a therapy for me :( my pilllow is right now my best friend :) i hate the feeling when youre smiling but inside you could die
I think the reason why we listen to slowed songs is to slow reality down and process....everything. but it still doesn't feel real.
Pov: you’re walking in New York and you stop at a little cafe. You get a coffee and a pastry and sit down, you look over and see someone looking at you, you think * wow they’re really pretty/handsome .. they look really nice * they smile and wave for you to come sit with them. You two talk for an hour and they say “do you want to go shopping with me?” You say “of course!!” And you both head to go shopping. They buy you a cute stuffed animal! It’s so cute and it reminds you of them:) they say “you look stunning..” and you say “oh wow .. thank you! You do as well” *you both blush* you both walk towards your hotel because it’s getting late. When you finally arrive they say “will we meet again?..” you say “I don’t know.. but tonights been the best day ever .. spending the day with the person of my dreams..
this is my enigma
This is my life.
I live in a false dream
I love the story and if that happens to me after waking up, somebody will say, "It's only in your imagination, love. Its called escaping in reality leading to a false sweet memory but lonely feeling". Me: oh... How lonely am I for real?
No one notices your tears..
No one notices your pain...
No one notices your sadness..
Everyone notices your mistakes...
And i am ^ this too
This comment is me 🥲
Dont say that
Trauma hurts but the pain in that moment kills
My pain is due to missing someone that isn’t even real. Who relates?
Man, *s a m e*
Here
you miss old version of yourself...
I am now afraid that the person I miss isn’t real, what if this world isn’t real? Nothing makes sense anymore. I am lost and confused.
If it can make anyone smile:
My first language is french and so my video suggestions are both in english and french. Sometimes I mix both in my head. It also happens that "pain" is bread in french (and so a natural word to come in my mind). Basically I clicked here because I thought it said "POV bread changes you" and it sounded funny. oups
The songs are still great and the vibe is so soothing, it feels like a big breath while crying
This actully made me laugh thanks for this. Its been a draining day for me
Now i cant read the other comments without laughing because my brain replaces pain with bread and everything sounds like a bad comedy show 😭
la même mdr
U made me smile while im crying , thx :)
thank you
Ur not Alone.i promise..i have felt your pain 😔
I feel like I'm gonna live with this sadness for the rest of my life. It has effected me so much I don't think it's ever gonna go away...
It might not mean much from someone you don’t know. But I’m sorry. I’m sorry about everything you went through and are going through. People say sorry, but do they mean it? I don’t know, but I do. I hope your happy. I hope you wake up and feel free.
the fact half of these songs were my friends favorite songs makes me want to cry. Thank you for the playlist though.
with headphones on, lying in the middle of the night, listening to the silent rain, reflecting on all I have to be, not knowing why or how, no choices. Why are we trying to be perfect? Can't I go back to the time when I laughed with my only friend, without worrying about a silent fight over space?
Don't mind me, I'm just another empty person who's been beaten and continues to be beaten by life, learning to hit.
Weixian de foto de perfil 🌹🦋❤️🖤
I feel u I had friends now I’m alone
I guess I have friends
But I don’t feel as if they like me
And I don’t have any motivation to hang out with them
But idk
Just me
Yeah
Ok
The fact that 5.9 million people have seen/heard this makes me sad.😭✋
omg fr
Finally I found where all the Emos are hiding. GO OUT SIDE PEOPLE! LIVE LIFE!! YOU ONLY GET ONE!! And that's something to live for.
_"Keep your head up,don't let the crown fall off,king."_
I'll remember this person,for my whole life,hopefully I'll make it out of 2021 alive.
Have a nice day/night everyone,keep your head up,king or queen or royalty.
:)
:)
I'm proud of you :)
@@kiwir7738 I'm proud of you too:〕
@@bc8724 If the crown fits, wear it :)
@@Dustrin
Haha i get where ur coming from:)
_"Why sad?happy!"_
“Sleep isn’t just a sleep anymore. It’s an escape from reality” they said. I say It is an escape until your dreams becomes nightmares. So sleep doesn’t give you the peace you’re looking for anymore and you become very lonely. You just realize your home doesn’t make you feel how it used to make you feel. You realize your family are just strangers to you now. You realize your friends are your secret enemies. Finally you just realize that you are not that bright person you used to be. You are now just a big deep dark hole now that you’ve realized and saw the hurtful truth right? I have been through all this but I didn’t give up. So my nightmares turn into beautiful dreams again. My home felt like home again. My family and I broke the code of silence and talked to each other so I stopped expecting them to understand how it feels because they can’t understand what they didn’t went through. Now they just listen and give me what I want. Friends that’ve become my enemies? I kicked them out of my life. I become the bright person I’ve used to be again. Don’t worry what I’ve been through is still in my memory and it won’t go away. But I’ve learned to live with it. Cry for them fight for them and stand strong for them. Because when it all started I was just a 5 years old girl so I have to fight for her. Because she deserves the best. I filled that hole with a big cover of joy. Joy of little things. I’m taking the babysteps. Healing is a long journey i know but that outcome in the end? That’s what is worth for fighting so DO NOT GIVE UP. It’ll be a lot of good things in live they just waiting for you to heal for the next chapter of your life☺️
I love you if no one does❤️🔥✨
@LENA TUGCE HALE
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT PAIN IS 🥲
PAIN IS JOY FOR ME
Honestly at this point where i can understand everything, my constant thinking has got me questioning if whether the feeling i have rn is pain, although teens my age call it 'depression' ive never really been into using that term whenever i felt something unpleasant or wrecking, i had multiple uneasy and unexpected situations and i just shrugged it off although it impacts quite alot in my living, i can just say one thing if ever someone out there is having a hard time coping up with something, in this world of perception, we are indulge of constant change so whenever you feel scared of things changing and turning for the worse always think that no victory can be won without a battle, things changing doesn't make u anyless of a person, no pain is merely enough to make an amazing human like you cry and surrender to the depths of pain, everybody here deserves a raise!
The last time I truly felt happy was when I was a child.
There was innocence at the time-untainted by the cruel and harsh reality of the world.
Now all I feel is numb.
A chilly sort of iciness which settles into you slowly.
Soon enough you begin faking smiles
Faking pain
Faking everything
Because truly you don’t feel anything
And that’s the scariest of all
Doesnt feel like a new year, This depression will never go away, these feelings of self harm will never go away, this world is just so shit and garbage. I hate it all. I just want to be at peace and be happy once again. Nobody understands how i feel when i explain it to them.
I do..
I do. We were robbed. We, as a generation were robbed of at the beginning from Covid. I envy our parents before us, who only had to worry about Terrorists. They seem like a tiny problem now.
Listening to this while writing a book about my childhood trauma is 🔥
I got to the point that i can't cry anymore
i like this - really gets me to think about me
pov: you're tired and sleeping doesn’t help. - th-cam.com/video/8y8iDNA1zb0/w-d-xo.html
Do you add these to Spotify?
I remember the same feeling when I had burnout. And yeah pain chances you, I used to be hurt, insecure, and depressed. I won that battle, but then I realized that the whole life is battle at least for people who are highly sensitive like me. I get mood swings all the time, and at times I'm depressed and that might continue for a week and then its gone. I get a break from that for sometime and then it strikes back again. Also I've started to see people in colours (Green, yellow, red). Green is the best one, yellow is a person that is good but can also be bad for my mental health, and red is ofcourse a person I should not have in my life.
me rn actually.
jesus came into the world to save you, he came into the world for you, he loves you no matter what others say about jesus something that made you dislike him know you are loved jesus loves you
@@danielamonteirodacosta4543 Religion can trigger people who have trauma regarding it, and this is also pushing your beliefs onto others.
because the people who have been through the the most pain are the strongest kinds of people
we don't even ask for happiness, just a little less pain.
It feels better just to cry😢
Everyone who‘s supposed to support me is destroying me
i feel you
sorry for the following rant. just expression a personal issue i have. feel free to skip past this.
what’s the limit to forgiving a parent? what’s the limit to allowing someone all of your heart to break? when is enough? when is it okay to say you don’t want to feel the pain anymore? i was raised with a narcissist father who’s very expression of any feeling deeper than momentary joy was to tear everyone around him apart. i was a little girl, barely in preschool when i watched my dad throw my cat against the wall before turning to yell at me about letting her get out of my grasp. i was a little girl when i tied the notice between my dad only treating me kindly when my mom offered herself to him. like it was payment for being a good father. like it wouldn’t ingrain itself into my head like a seed. i was a little older when i had to listen to my dad scream on top of his lungs threats to kill my brother simply because my brother didn’t fully understand what my dad barely explained. i was a little older when i was being groomed by a family member living under the same house and although my parents have admitted to knowing what he was doing they never made him stop or leave. i may not have understood what it meant then, but i known it’s effects in my life every day. there is so much more i could say. there is so many repressed memories or memories i can’t even express for fear i’ll be seen as sensitive. me and my brother lived so many years like this. in the grasp of our own personal bully. a bully who threatens us when we express distaste or explain we aren’t comfortable with something. now my brother is living somewhere else and everytime he calls home my dad complains about my brothers disinterest or upset feelings towards my father. or complains when i call him out of anything that he’s too proud to admit shouldn’t have ever been said or done. he thinks that we are the issues, that we are the ones ruining and picking him out. i feel sympathy for he’s still my father but a part of me feels that this was the course of his own actions. he doesn’t know how hard me and my brother had to fight every single day of our lives to remind ourselves that we were worth something. i watched my brother, the kindest man i have ever known, have to pull himself together time and time again and be a good person still after everything. i may be able to forgive my father, for the sake of my conscious, but i feel there is a point of no-return that he has crossed years ago. a point to where there is a line in the sand drawn that he can’t follow me across. he can be a father, but he will never be the man who raised me into the person i’m trying to be. i had to do that myself.
There's probably nothing I can say to make you better. Because nothing works on me. But know that you are precious and you are not like your father or the person he raised you. You are you and this is your life. By setting an example for someone, you will make it beautiful. By making the lives of others better. I am REALLY happy for you that you kept fighting and will fight. 💖
I'm not good at comforting people but let me tell you that your wanted and loved by many others and I'm dearly sorry you had to go through that. I hope you can feel better!
Hmmmm！
You seem like a very independent, strong person. I’m so sorry you had to go through that, but I’m so thankful that you have seen how horrible your dad was. It’s so hard admitting and living with someone like that when you just seem to want a ‘normal’ family. You are certainly not alone, and it makes me inspired to see how strong you have been by pushing through. ❤️
This is appreciated man, alot of people love this playlist
it's our generation because nature is preparing us for whatever we are bringing upon ourselves in the far or near future....