The way you guys take the time to ask yourself all of the questions about what you have justified previously is so so so refreshing. So human. So so humble and not stagnant, the growth is admirable. ❤
Such a vulnerable and great episode. And as a previous cam girl and person in the bdsm scene (in none of these today): my previous hyperse*uality also came from dark moments of my life. And me thinking "let me own my se*uality". But it's only recently, this past year, I started to realize a lot of stuff about my behaviors. Yes, I've thought a lot about this lately, but not as deep as you guys had this conversation. So thank you for making me look at my own issues of that sort in a deeper way 🙏 And thank you for daring to be vulnerable and talk about this topic, which is not talked about anywhere it feels like.
newer listener here! Found you thru Harper Rose/Gabby Lamb/Kate L (cant spell her last name lmao). Thank you ladies for opening up about sex addiction and what goes into it. I really enjoy hearing stories from addicts and empathize with your struggles. Learning the perspective helps me understand others, something I always strive to do. Cant wait to listen to all your other episodes!
It's huge that you're both being this vulnerable and sharing your recovery process, your relationship to sex work and just talking about how complex sexuality is as a whole. I think that reclaiming our pleasure, especially as women, is such a tricky journey that can so easily be misguided. There's so much shit... And everyone seems so scared to talk about these things!! so I'm thankful that you're having these conversations. I'm really looking forward to what you do next. :)
I remember being told never date anyone in recovery, it is the first thing a good sponsor will tell you , hope you 2 find what you are looking for, a lot of people end up working jobs that are dangerous and unhealthy, usually because they get paid well,but you ladies sound like you need to do something different, you are great pod casters, probably not the same pay scale unfortunately, good luck, recovery is hard, but worth it
You are the sxworkers friends that I don’t have but I need, your words resonate a lot and I take your advices like if you were my big wiser sisters. Im only 21 and been doing online sw since I was 18, addicted to masturbait, to weed too, and I’m just tryting to get through all of it, you girls make me feel like I’m not alone in this, thank you for this podcast and for all your online presence
wow this comment made me tear up!!! pls be gentle with yourself babe! something I’ve been saying to myself lately is “so much to do, so much time” sooo much life ahead of you and you are not alone 💓💓💓
I've been wanting to get into performing for quite some time now, and to try to bring a level of respect and integrity to it if possible, but I'm scared of trashing my regular career in such a challenging but potentially rewarding gambit.
This episode fucking hurt man . Fighting with this and trying to save my marriage while dealing with this is so damn difficult . I want to go to an SLAA meeting but last time I had therapy for this it had a drastic downward spiral and adverse affect .
Thank you so much for sharing 💜 it’s so refreshing hearing yall talk about this and being vulnerable enough to share and in doing so helping people. Have a beautiful day beauties
Yay Happy to see my favorite 2 girls Sidney and Susie ❤❤ Love hearing a 2 of you chat together on your podcast !!! Can't wait to see your next video Next Wednesday. I love Wednesdays because I get to see my 2 girls on TH-cam And i want to be on your podcast someday !!!🥰🥰
so I know I have a problem but I'm afraid of the person I may become on the other side of addiction. I've hooked up with numerous best friends wives, siblings best friends, and even a few managers that ended up costing me more than one job. it's ruined countless friendships and now I'm alone with this fucked up thing that I seemingly can't escape
@@ojstelllar so I've noticed a big trend with good people being taken advantage of more often than not. I wouldn't say I'm an asshole but I'm for sure not a good person due to things I have fucked up and done, with sex addiction being at the end of all of it. Just about everything I have was obtained through screwing other people over in one way or another. I cheated my way through college and a huge chunk of my adult life in general. I'm terrified of becoming a better person and losing my edge in life so to speak. I realize that sex addiction is just one of many problems I wanna face and overcome, I'm just so deep in all of it that seeing the other side is very difficult at this point
i love every episode y’all put out but this one was especially good! i definitelyyy agree and understand what you mean especially the cream factory and the female glories LOL also if y’all haven’t read “choke” by chuck palahnuik you need to
Hey Sid, could you go into more detail somewhere about tapering off SSRIs? I'm assuming that was the meds you were talking about but I could be wrong, I'm thinking about tapering down since I've been on Prozac for like a decade now and it's done all it can for me. Thanks!
@@explozos YES ok so i was on lexapro, i got down to 5 mg (lowest effective dose) first, then started taking one every other days, then every two days, every 3, then started cutting them in half & doing the same taper w 2.5mg. Once you get down to one a week you're basically off. I would wait until the spins & moodiness was leveled out before adding another day to the taper (1-2 weeks usually, so it took me about 3 months all together). Prozac is one of the easier ones to get off bc it has a long half life. I would definitely try to see a psych too tho just to have someone play everything and to check in on you. Good luck!
@@onlineforeverpod oh dam, I think I heard somewhere Lexapro was even harder to get off of than Prozac :o congrats 🎉 I will try this when I have some time off of work to recalibrate thanks ☺️🙏
been to SAA (seems to be more of that here on the east coast than SLAA) - now that i've been on leave from work, kind of leaned back into the addictive-looking stuff (both the consumption of content ~and~ the isolation/avoidance of people and intimacy, which is already there w/my mental health issues and being AuDHD) - and it comes from a lot of the same places y'all were talking about... might be time for me to go back... really appreciate the honesty and vulnerability in this episode (not that others do not contain it)...
Theo Von shares some great insight on love and sex addiction. It really does require a huge reckoning and daily action once you realize you have a problem. Addiction is not a strong word. "The industry" isnt empowering. Discipline and growth is how you truly depart from "normie society." I found that focusing less on myself and more on serving others really helped me :)
I pray that yall find God. Just honestly and openly get to know Him. Do it selfishly when no one knows. Read the books unbiasly and you will find yourselves. Become students of the word and tradition and find your true inner beauty
Without sex there is no life. Enjoy it while you can. You seem to be beating yourselves up a bit too much. Like all the vices it takes time to master, if at all. And by the time you do, you'll probably die of old age. You're young and healthy. Enjoy it while you can, scars, tears and all XX
The thought of you guys being isolated drives a stake through my heart, because you're so talented and creative and so unique. You gotta get past the 'me' phase of life. Stop looking in the mirror, and look out the window instead. Find the place where you are indispensable. You can't fix yourself by focusing on yourself. You need a higher cause that goes beyond the self, and then it will all fall into place.
@@BudTuggly69 I'm more familiar with Sid's work, but she is a master of sexy styling and signaling. Every year or so she changes everything, and each time it's like nothing you've ever seen before, like a whole different woman but still amazing. I wish she showed off her old photos more so people can see how diverse the imagery is. Fearless and ferocious creativity.
If you ladies want to explore Christianity, start with any Orthodox church. It's the original church of the Apostles. This is my recommendation based on the research I've done on my own journey.
The way you guys take the time to ask yourself all of the questions about what you have justified previously is so so so refreshing. So human. So so humble and not stagnant, the growth is admirable. ❤
Such a vulnerable and great episode. And as a previous cam girl and person in the bdsm scene (in none of these today): my previous hyperse*uality also came from dark moments of my life. And me thinking "let me own my se*uality". But it's only recently, this past year, I started to realize a lot of stuff about my behaviors. Yes, I've thought a lot about this lately, but not as deep as you guys had this conversation. So thank you for making me look at my own issues of that sort in a deeper way 🙏 And thank you for daring to be vulnerable and talk about this topic, which is not talked about anywhere it feels like.
1:08:32 hey some of us are listening and enjoying you'll
newer listener here! Found you thru Harper Rose/Gabby Lamb/Kate L (cant spell her last name lmao). Thank you ladies for opening up about sex addiction and what goes into it. I really enjoy hearing stories from addicts and empathize with your struggles. Learning the perspective helps me understand others, something I always strive to do. Cant wait to listen to all your other episodes!
I love that you talk about topics I'm scared to discuss. You broach a lot of themes I would love to discuss openly. Honestly, I love your podcast.
Both of you deserve whatever happiness and healing you find. I wish I could be your friends irl you both seem funny and nice
It's huge that you're both being this vulnerable and sharing your recovery process, your relationship to sex work and just talking about how complex sexuality is as a whole. I think that reclaiming our pleasure, especially as women, is such a tricky journey that can so easily be misguided. There's so much shit... And everyone seems so scared to talk about these things!! so I'm thankful that you're having these conversations. I'm really looking forward to what you do next. :)
12 step programs saved my life.
I remember being told never date anyone in recovery, it is the first thing a good sponsor will tell you , hope you 2 find what you are looking for, a lot of people end up working jobs that are dangerous and unhealthy, usually because they get paid well,but you ladies sound like you need to do something different, you are great pod casters, probably not the same pay scale unfortunately, good luck, recovery is hard, but worth it
I just started going to SLAA about 2 months ago and it’s fascinating and is definitely me in the love / fantasy/ validation addict for sure.
Heavy episode. Love how open and honest you two are ❤
Isn’t it crazy that we could do the craziest shit in fun or sex, but talking deep is so harder for us to put ourselves out there
You are the sxworkers friends that I don’t have but I need, your words resonate a lot and I take your advices like if you were my big wiser sisters. Im only 21 and been doing online sw since I was 18, addicted to masturbait, to weed too, and I’m just tryting to get through all of it, you girls make me feel like I’m not alone in this, thank you for this podcast and for all your online presence
wow this comment made me tear up!!! pls be gentle with yourself babe! something I’ve been saying to myself lately is “so much to do, so much time” sooo much life ahead of you and you are not alone 💓💓💓
I've been wanting to get into performing for quite some time now, and to try to bring a level of respect and integrity to it if possible, but I'm scared of trashing my regular career in such a challenging but potentially rewarding gambit.
This episode fucking hurt man . Fighting with this and trying to save my marriage while dealing with this is so damn difficult . I want to go to an SLAA meeting but last time I had therapy for this it had a drastic downward spiral and adverse affect .
Thank you so much for sharing 💜 it’s so refreshing hearing yall talk about this and being vulnerable enough to share and in doing so helping people.
Have a beautiful day beauties
Yay Happy to see my favorite 2 girls Sidney and Susie ❤❤ Love hearing a 2 of you chat together on your podcast !!! Can't wait to see your next video Next Wednesday.
I love Wednesdays because I get to see my 2 girls on TH-cam And i want to be on your podcast someday !!!🥰🥰
Bruh I'm so trash I knew the Czech video immediately 🤦🏾♂️😆😆
I'm a little confused. Are you still in the industry and what were your reasons for quitting? I'm a little confused
Suz and Sid making podcasts from INSIDE the convent, Offline Forever 2025? 😬
exactly lol
Everyone wants a best friend like Sid and Stellar
so I know I have a problem but I'm afraid of the person I may become on the other side of addiction. I've hooked up with numerous best friends wives, siblings best friends, and even a few managers that ended up costing me more than one job. it's ruined countless friendships and now I'm alone with this fucked up thing that I seemingly can't escape
what are you afraid of discovering on the “other side” of addiction?
@@ojstelllar so I've noticed a big trend with good people being taken advantage of more often than not. I wouldn't say I'm an asshole but I'm for sure not a good person due to things I have fucked up and done, with sex addiction being at the end of all of it. Just about everything I have was obtained through screwing other people over in one way or another. I cheated my way through college and a huge chunk of my adult life in general. I'm terrified of becoming a better person and losing my edge in life so to speak. I realize that sex addiction is just one of many problems I wanna face and overcome, I'm just so deep in all of it that seeing the other side is very difficult at this point
i love every episode y’all put out but this one was especially good! i definitelyyy agree and understand what you mean especially the cream factory and the female glories LOL also if y’all haven’t read “choke” by chuck palahnuik you need to
also i’ve been dewormed once but that’s cause i work at an animal hospital and contracted giardia ❤️
i’ve been sooo excited for y’all to speak on skin plumber and uncut gems
Hey Sid, could you go into more detail somewhere about tapering off SSRIs? I'm assuming that was the meds you were talking about but I could be wrong, I'm thinking about tapering down since I've been on Prozac for like a decade now and it's done all it can for me. Thanks!
@@explozos YES ok so i was on lexapro, i got down to 5 mg (lowest effective dose) first, then started taking one every other days, then every two days, every 3, then started cutting them in half & doing the same taper w 2.5mg. Once you get down to one a week you're basically off. I would wait until the spins & moodiness was leveled out before adding another day to the taper (1-2 weeks usually, so it took me about 3 months all together). Prozac is one of the easier ones to get off bc it has a long half life. I would definitely try to see a psych too tho just to have someone play everything and to check in on you. Good luck!
@@onlineforeverpod oh dam, I think I heard somewhere Lexapro was even harder to get off of than Prozac :o congrats 🎉 I will try this when I have some time off of work to recalibrate thanks ☺️🙏
Oh here we go do I relate to this title... Btw the theme song to this podcast is so fucking fire lol
omg can't wait to watch - i've dealt with this in my life
been to SAA (seems to be more of that here on the east coast than SLAA) - now that i've been on leave from work, kind of leaned back into the addictive-looking stuff (both the consumption of content ~and~ the isolation/avoidance of people and intimacy, which is already there w/my mental health issues and being AuDHD) - and it comes from a lot of the same places y'all were talking about... might be time for me to go back... really appreciate the honesty and vulnerability in this episode (not that others do not contain it)...
LOVE U SIDNEY AND SUSIE ♥️♥️ Happy 4th of July 2024🎉🎇🎆🎆🎆🇺🇲👽🛸 Enjoy the fireworks loves !!!!
Theo Von shares some great insight on love and sex addiction. It really does require a huge reckoning and daily action once you realize you have a problem.
Addiction is not a strong word. "The industry" isnt empowering. Discipline and growth is how you truly depart from "normie society." I found that focusing less on myself and more on serving others really helped me :)
Great episode
We didnt fall asleep 👽 thx for being amazing people.
Hearing these beautiful women talking about such things is absolutely amazing, and freeing. Thank you, Suzy, and Suzie.
I'd be more open to learning about SLAA if their materials weren't subtly pushing God/spirituality
Love was such a great show
I practice English with them podcast ❤ to much love for them
Disturbing, whenever I see Susie these days my mind turns to Rod Stewart singing Hot Legs, help me.
whats gooning??
I pray that yall find God. Just honestly and openly get to know Him. Do it selfishly when no one knows. Read the books unbiasly and you will find yourselves. Become students of the word and tradition and find your true inner beauty
Without sex there is no life. Enjoy it while you can. You seem to be beating yourselves up a bit too much. Like all the vices it takes time to master, if at all. And by the time you do, you'll probably die of old age. You're young and healthy. Enjoy it while you can, scars, tears and all XX
❤😂🎉😢😮😊 What time is
Online forever really does hold a lot of hope for the digital footprint reversal between sex work and non sex work content.
You never sleep with the same person twice
Can anybody tell me what happened with Skylar Shark? Are they still friends with her?
Watch the setting the record straight episode
I care ❤
Hahaha! Great show!
The thought of you guys being isolated drives a stake through my heart, because you're so talented and creative and so unique. You gotta get past the 'me' phase of life. Stop looking in the mirror, and look out the window instead. Find the place where you are indispensable. You can't fix yourself by focusing on yourself. You need a higher cause that goes beyond the self, and then it will all fall into place.
What are their talents?
@@BudTuggly69 I'm more familiar with Sid's work, but she is a master of sexy styling and signaling. Every year or so she changes everything, and each time it's like nothing you've ever seen before, like a whole different woman but still amazing. I wish she showed off her old photos more so people can see how diverse the imagery is. Fearless and ferocious creativity.
I care
If you ladies want to explore Christianity, start with any Orthodox church. It's the original church of the Apostles. This is my recommendation based on the research I've done on my own journey.
Another great episode- i care! I watch every episode 🤍
Maybe your sex addiction plays a big role in your sex positivity mind set