As much of a bad person Monty was, this made me cry so hard after knowing his story, an abusive home life, scared and confused about his sexuality, and he finally found someone like Winston that he could be himself around and open up to, and that gets taken away. So sad
Everytime he says "i got the good side of you" it feels so painful in my chest, in my heart, cause it reminds me that only Winston could see the good side of monty and fell for him, he never saw him as that violent, angry man like everyone did, he just saw his smooth and soft side and loved him and wanted to be with him
Ok to be fair it's not about seeing. Monty was violent and broken. And only Winston saw hope. Hope that Monty can be a good person in the future. But they killed him off. Off screen!! What BS! Argh. Still mad.
This makes me feel really sad, their relationship was very lowkey but we still knew. The lyrics make my heart melt because Troye feels bad that he found love and success after the break up
@@aleks456 but like him and Winston... They were so cute... I'm so mad they let him die 😔 I wanted to see him changing. To see him growing. To see a happy end with Winston 🥺
Evi Lutfiah yeah but idk if either elio or Oliver got the good side... I mean Elio was obviously heartbroken but Oliver had to marry a woman he probably didn’t love just to get his parents approval (or at least that’s what I thought. I haven’t read the book so don’t quote me 😂)
Omg this is stunning. This is his version of an apology letter to Connor. In Connor's book A working progress he mentions troye like crazy. They were so close at one point and now all of a sudden they're like ghosts to each other. In Note to Self Connor talks about troye secretly but never mentions his name. No one new troyes side of the story and hear it is.
Youngjae.Is. My.Weekness I don't get why everyone is so focused on the fact that it was never technically confirmed. There is so much evidence that Troye is the ex talked about in Connor's book, and there's evidence that Connor is the ex in this song. They wanted their relationship to be relatively private. That doesn't mean it didn't happen.
I love this song because it shows how life can be unpredictable and how things can happen that aren’t in your control. Hurting someone almost always isn’t the plan and this show does well of explaining that
13 reasons why gang swarming up in here 😅 wasn't even a fan of Winstons character but not even I'm that cold hearted to ignore an emotionally invoking scene like that one at prom.
I wanted to punch Winston so bad every time but at the end I’m glad he came to terms with Alex. Honestly if he didn’t fall for Alex he would’ve ratted them out.
My ex broke up with me and I didn’t realize at the time that I truly had gotten the good side. I wound up getting legit the best boyfriend in the whole universe shortly after.my ex is still single and he’s happy now but he completely regretted breaking up with me and tried getting me back for months after and listening to this made me break down and cry because it’s so bittersweet. At one point I thought I’d be with that guy forever, and 3 years later I’m happier than I’d ever thought I’d be. I did get the good side, it’s sad that he didn’t and it sucks but regardless it’s life. This song is so beautiful and feel as if everyone who has had their heart broken or has done the heart breaking can relate.
I shall forever cry when listening to this song, remembering Winston and Monty and how they had a beautiful goodbye. 13 Reasons Why is my favorite show and gave me so much and taught me so much more.
Powerful music, dark lyrics. I see it as resentful siblings. One has won revenging, gaining everybody’s love and trust. While the other left alone and never noticed by anyone.
Someone needs to make a Monty and Winston tribute video with this song in the back. Just have their best moments (or i guess only moments) we needed more 😢
This makes me legit want to bawl my eyes out. It's sad, but so sincere. I felt how genuine it was through the deep emotion in his voice. I got wrecked by even more feels since it reminds me of Stranger Things. Jeez, this song really pierced my heart.
After I finished watching 13 reasons why, I've been singing this song in my head. It's like this song is written for Monty. I am sad for him and Winston. 😭😭😭
This song reminds me of 13RW but about how Justin and Clay became brothers and were there for each other through everything and went through everything together and always saw the best of the other person. And how Clay said he misses Justin and asked how he’s gonna do anything without him🤧😭
Everyone is here for Winston and monty but did anyone realize what Jessica and Justin felt at that moment, having such a bad childhood Justin still showed the good side of his
13 REASONS WHY SPOILERS. I never sympathize for Bryce and Monty but that vision of Winston dancing with Monty to this song was so powerful. Reason why it was because just like Clay and Hannah, Winston only liked the idea of Monty and what he could have been... he never knew him.
Why did this hit me so hard.. shit... for anyone wondering serendipity means to find something good without looking. ( most army probs know what this means)
I think its hard for gay people to accept themselves if they are not accepted ...and this music make me feel that everybody should be appreciate and loved ( 13 reasons why ) best serie ever
it's so amazing, i love Seventeen, Animal, Dance To This, and this song is so amazing idk why but the sound of begining and when he start singing, i feel like i heard this song before it's so good i love it
Then I got the good side of new Found arms to fall right into I know how it looked, it wasn't the plan And some day I hope that you'll understand “I got the good side” as in he got the good side of the break up. I think he’s apologizing for making it seem like he left con for Jacob.
This is like an apology for being happy while someone else is sad
Platypus Cat like when your in the line for lunch at school and you get the last slice of pizza before your friend
accurate af
Actually I heard, the song meant exactly like this.
don rob777 hahahaha I’m ded 🤣
@@donrob7779 so like... "baby I apologize, that I got the last slice~ last slice~ of pizza."
i can’t stop crying right now, thinking of winston and monty
yes. finally a comment from 13rw, that scene broke me
The part when Monty waved to Winston then walked out of the doors to what looked like a beautiful city just broke my heart😔
I knowwwww2
im here after 13 reasons why too
i’m still crying over that scene
Okay Winston and Monty. Anyone? It was so freaking sawwwd 😭
Meee 😭 Why did they have to kill Monty? HE DESERVED BETTER. BOTH DESERVED A HAPPY ENDING TOGETHER 😭💔
@@blubblub9802 I always comeback here everynight just to cry pal 😅
THIS WAS SO SAD😭😭
@@taylorcrocker6240 I feel you 😭😭
Yesss
As much of a bad person Monty was, this made me cry so hard after knowing his story, an abusive home life, scared and confused about his sexuality, and he finally found someone like Winston that he could be himself around and open up to, and that gets taken away. So sad
Like he was doing dance with Winston.
the dance scene at prom broke me
@@niamhgrogan3966 so do i
@@niamhgrogan3966 yea 😞
The scene broke my heart. I wanted a happy end for them so bad...
Everytime he says "i got the good side of you" it feels so painful in my chest, in my heart, cause it reminds me that only Winston could see the good side of monty and fell for him, he never saw him as that violent, angry man like everyone did, he just saw his smooth and soft side and loved him and wanted to be with him
Your words are destroying me💔💔💔
😭💔💔 MY HEART
he saw his violent side when Monty beat the shit out of him
Ok to be fair it's not about seeing. Monty was violent and broken. And only Winston saw hope. Hope that Monty can be a good person in the future. But they killed him off. Off screen!! What BS! Argh. Still mad.
Ikr! Monty only let him see that side and I just realized that reading your comment. Holy shit. Damn, I didn’t realize that.
This makes me feel really sad, their relationship was very lowkey but we still knew. The lyrics make my heart melt because Troye feels bad that he found love and success after the break up
who did he date?
Connor Franta
But what if it’s actually not Connor?
Ikr!! *sobs in a connor*
Prafulla Sujatha Nagesh epic😂
Monty didn't deserve to die like that...it hurts that Monty and Winston could've been happy together.
Yea
Right!! 😭💔 I wanted him to be alive so that he could have a happy end with Winston
@@blubblub9802 I dont believe Monty would ever publicly admit he was gay. He couldn't/wouldn't come to terms with it.
He definitely didn’t deserve to die, but even Monty admitted he probably never would have let Winston love him :( he never let anyone get that close
@@mitchy02 Maybe he could with Winstons help
My favorite song by Troye Sivan 😄
Same
Nightcore Mtb mine too!
Nightcore Mtb same
Finally a reasonable comment.
That song is sick
Winston and Monty's last dance. I'm destroyed.
I'm too. 💔💔💔
It was soooo painful :'')
Same 🥺
me too.
was ever there....
Here from 13 reasons why.... and crying
Me too... monty doesn’t deserve to be die...
too monty and Winston deserved better
Me too 😭😭😭😭😭
@@rahulrawat2334 yah he doesn't
I’m here as well 🥺 ima cry
this song would be Oliver's apology to Elio at the end scene ;-;
Live On ahhhhhhh I’m crying
Noooo😟😖😭
Live On I'm crying again
U made me cry 😭😭
omgggggg whattttt
Nice melody, haunting lyrics.
Here after the Thirteen Reasons Why season finale. Beautiful song.
13 REASONS WHY SQUAD After Monty and Winston ‘s scene ♥️😫
Yes 😭😍
💔
Yup 😭💔
HERE 😭💔
Literally yes it was so sad!! 😭😭💕
I hated Monty but his scene with Winston at the prom was so emotional for me💔
I symphatized him after the scene with his dad at the prison. He was an interesting character though.. He didn't deserve it :(
Eunice Paner Enriquez 😞💔💔
@@blubblub9802 his assault scene with Tyler was just too much tho. i was so affected that i had to skip his scenes just to not see his face.
@@blubblub9802 the writers always does this to all the 'villains' in the series, showing their good side after they are gone.
@@aleks456 but like him and Winston... They were so cute... I'm so mad they let him die 😔 I wanted to see him changing. To see him growing. To see a happy end with Winston 🥺
Perfect for a MOVIE SOUNDTRACK! Anybody agrees? I like this song :)
Anna Banana gay theme maybe :)
Call Me By Your Name vibes
Anna Banana it's fit for "call me by your name"
Evi Lutfiah yeah but idk if either elio or Oliver got the good side... I mean Elio was obviously heartbroken but Oliver had to marry a woman he probably didn’t love just to get his parents approval (or at least that’s what I thought. I haven’t read the book so don’t quote me 😂)
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Omg this is stunning. This is his version of an apology letter to Connor. In Connor's book A working progress he mentions troye like crazy. They were so close at one point and now all of a sudden they're like ghosts to each other. In Note to Self Connor talks about troye secretly but never mentions his name. No one new troyes side of the story and hear it is.
Destiny Faith Nahhh You’re looking too deep into it 😂
Youngjae.Is. My.Weekness I see your point but in an interview about it he admits its about his ex and the only "ex" he's had is Connor
Destiny Faith ok but that relationship was never confirmed 😂
Youngjae.Is. My.Weekness I don't get why everyone is so focused on the fact that it was never technically confirmed. There is so much evidence that Troye is the ex talked about in Connor's book, and there's evidence that Connor is the ex in this song. They wanted their relationship to be relatively private. That doesn't mean it didn't happen.
Pato the duck kk thx for clearing that up for me 🙃
Anyone here from Monty and Winston’s Last dance :(
ME😪😪
Yeah 💔
yes 🥺
Me 😭
Yess
I love this song because it shows how life can be unpredictable and how things can happen that aren’t in your control. Hurting someone almost always isn’t the plan and this show does well of explaining that
13 reasons why gang swarming up in here 😅 wasn't even a fan of Winstons character but not even I'm that cold hearted to ignore an emotionally invoking scene like that one at prom.
right here!!!
Ikr! Winston is one of my top four favorite characters and that scene hit me so hard.
*swims up* yes, 13rw best thing on netflix ever. winston kinda scared me but with monty at the prom i cried.
Winston is very good looking 👀
I wanted to punch Winston so bad every time but at the end I’m glad he came to terms with Alex. Honestly if he didn’t fall for Alex he would’ve ratted them out.
My ex broke up with me and I didn’t realize at the time that I truly had gotten the good side. I wound up getting legit the best boyfriend in the whole universe shortly after.my ex is still single and he’s happy now but he completely regretted breaking up with me and tried getting me back for months after and listening to this made me break down and cry because it’s so bittersweet. At one point I thought I’d be with that guy forever, and 3 years later I’m happier than I’d ever thought I’d be. I did get the good side, it’s sad that he didn’t and it sucks but regardless it’s life. This song is so beautiful and feel as if everyone who has had their heart broken or has done the heart breaking can relate.
Aneesha Asthana noooooo 😂😂
Aneesha Asthana girl it’s been three years and I’m happy haha it was just me thinking that’s all :)
The guitar made me melt. It's so perfect ♥🎸
Fax...
1_EDEN_9 ikr I just taught myself how to play it on the ukelele and now I’m gonna look up how to play it on the guitar
I think this is the best song used in 13 reasons why and everytime I listen it I cry because of her true "plot".
After 60 years of listening to music I’ve decided this is my favourite song ever. Thank you Troye....
This is one of the most beautiful songs i‘ve ever heard
this song is def about connor and troyes breakup
I will cry again ah :'(
Bruh obviously
I shall forever cry when listening to this song, remembering Winston and Monty and how they had a beautiful goodbye. 13 Reasons Why is my favorite show and gave me so much and taught me so much more.
I'm still crying
@@winstonwilliams8974 same
"HE RELEASED ANOTHER TRACK OMG I'M BALDING"
pfft lmao
Monty and Winston ❤😭
Have to say 13 reasons why have the best soundtrack
Powerful music, dark lyrics. I see it as resentful siblings. One has won revenging, gaining everybody’s love and trust. While the other left alone and never noticed by anyone.
Someone needs to make a Monty and Winston tribute video with this song in the back. Just have their best moments (or i guess only moments) we needed more 😢
Steps to Go Through A breakup
1. Sympathize
2. Recognize
3. Apologize
Anyone else here from the Monty and Winston scene 😭
Me
WINSTON AND MONTY Y‘ALL YOU CANNOT TELL ME THAT WASN‘T THE CUTEST THING EVER
I've been crying so hard for connor😭😭 this song broke my heart 3000 times
thinking of the Winston and Monty dancing scene in 13 reasons why :')
Okay keep thinking
This song affects me so much 😫💕🙏🏼
Monty and Winston deserved better!😥🥺
(13rw btw)
This makes me legit want to bawl my eyes out. It's sad, but so sincere. I felt how genuine it was through the deep emotion in his voice. I got wrecked by even more feels since it reminds me of Stranger Things. Jeez, this song really pierced my heart.
I am here from 13 reasons why and still crying
Same😭
monty and winstons first and last dance. bitter sweet
This is sad asf
A song with no hard feelings. Listening to This song gives me peace and comfort...
vibe reminds me of sufjan stevens
all of y'all are talking abt 13 reasons why and i'm crying bc of it being abt connor :(
That guitar❤❤🎸🎸🎸
This song broke me. I love Monty and Winston together! I’m crying again! 🥺😭😩
ok but this sounds like it'd be on a life is strange soundtrack tbfh
freakyscribbles OMG YES
YAASSS
I THOUGHT THAT THE FIRST TIME I HEARD IT TOO OMG
freakyscribbles Omfg you're so right!!
THIS IS WHAT I EXACTLY THOUGHT OH MY GOD
Stunning music
This song is too pure
can we just talk about that beautiful riff at 2:14?
After I finished watching 13 reasons why, I've been singing this song in my head. It's like this song is written for Monty. I am sad for him and Winston. 😭😭😭
Im here because of marcus veltri and the yellow jacket dude. Bless those two.
This song get to me everytime. Perfect for the stolen love scene in 13 Reasons Why.
*"Live with the living"*
-Monty
i am being petty but don't ever see Jonghyun pics while listening to this song .
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED OF A WATERFALL OF TEARS
Nishtha why- why would you torture me like this,just thinking about jonghyun to this song makes me cry DJSNDJSJSSN
😭😭😭😭😭😭
So beautiful even the quote of the day ☺
I wonder if Connor keeps up with his music. I wonder if he knew if was about him when he heard it or hasn’t even bothered at all.
This song reminds me of 13RW but about how Justin and Clay became brothers and were there for each other through everything and went through everything together and always saw the best of the other person.
And how Clay said he misses Justin and asked how he’s gonna do anything without him🤧😭
That’s what I call fast AGAIN.🧡✨
i can’t stop crying😔😭
It's raining outside. I just watched Moonrise Kingdom. Now i'm listening to this song. What a dreamy day
Simple and beautiful. Just the way real music should sound like. Love it
Everyone is here for Winston and monty but did anyone realize what Jessica and Justin felt at that moment, having such a bad childhood Justin still showed the good side of his
WHY does this remind me of that last episode of Pretty Little Liars where Spencer found out she had a twin sister.
never seen 13 reasons why i just like the song
Troye's music is very underrated. He deserves a lot of appreciation.
The background literally painted my mood💖💞💕
MONTY AND WINSTON BROUGHT ME HERE, THEY WOULDVE BEEN FUCKING PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER
New fan right here 😦🖤
yess thank you so much!! i've been searching for the lyric video
13 REASONS WHY SPOILERS. I never sympathize for Bryce and Monty but that vision of Winston dancing with Monty to this song was so powerful. Reason why it was because just like Clay and Hannah, Winston only liked the idea of Monty and what he could have been... he never knew him.
This is my serendepity *.*
Drastor :vv i think they are so similar
Why did this hit me so hard.. shit... for anyone wondering serendipity means to find something good without looking. ( most army probs know what this means)
13 Reasons Why?
I cried with that scene 💔☹️
I love the message, the melody, his voice--ghad I love him!!😍😍😆
MY BOY TROYE WENT INNNN
I think its hard for gay people to accept themselves if they are not accepted ...and this music make me feel that everybody should be appreciate and loved ( 13 reasons why ) best serie ever
After listening this song...I asked myself what is not letting me go .... then I realized that it was this song making me tied up in it's Melody
it's so amazing, i love Seventeen, Animal, Dance To This, and this song is so amazing idk why but the sound of begining and when he start singing, i feel like i heard this song before it's so good i love it
I can’t listen to this song without thinking of Elio and Oliver
I love this song, I was so happy when I hear it in this scene
Then I got the good side of new
Found arms to fall right into
I know how it looked, it wasn't the plan
And some day I hope that you'll understand
“I got the good side” as in he got the good side of the break up. I think he’s apologizing for making it seem like he left con for Jacob.
Somehow reminds me of stranger things' theme
AK Nak me too esp at the start and end.
yea it does
Here after the 73 questions.
To all those who just discovered this song because of 13 reasons why.... Welcome, please enjoy your stay :))))
I'm addicted to it
I want to know how Connor feels about this song!
Paige Me he but he has another boyfriend now, and I don’t think he would write a song about someone he liked two years ago.
And this song wasn’t just made by Troye, it was also written by like 3 or more other artists so it’s very unlikely this songs about Connor.
Youngjae.Is. My.Weekness he said in an interview that this song was about a break up that happened around two years ago
first time hearing this song! ahhh the melody and words ❤😭
13 reasons why anyone?
me...winston and monty deserved better
i feel so sad for Connor. i wanna hug him 😢😭💔
Come on I'm not the only one from 13 reasons why right?
Still crying
Tim Drast same here
still crying. 2 days later
Me too here you aren't the only one.
SEM brother, wonder where u live? U look handsome in That picture, can we meet, after all this song was for gay love❤️
When you can't relate but feel every single emotion like it's all yours. This one got me 🥺
13 reasons why
Who's with me
This song makes me cry every time 😭💛
Such a beautiful song. 💔
this song makes my heart and soul feel peace
It would be awesome his voice and the guitar only. This is a really good song and lyrics too.
Winston and Monty shippers how are we feeling? 💔❤️
Very sad
@@angiebrdemsp I loved the dance scene
not good. their last dance had me crying ALOT
@@niamhgrogan3966 same. I had to pause for 40 minutes cuz I couldn't breathe it was too beautiful
We are feeling fucking depressed because they deserved so much better 😭😭💔
How do you do it so fast??
Anyone else who think that Monty and Winston deserved better ♥️😫