living with liver disease, talk with slayer sober part 2
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- talk with slayer sober part 2
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I'm 2 days sober guys
Nice!!
Good job
Keep it up. How are you doing today?
I remember in the early days it was like some kind of a badge of achievement to be able to drink as much as anybody else. I was more influenced by buddies than personal anxiety or depression. Anybody else go that route?
Absolutely!!!! You are so right!! I would get drunk off of two beers and I was ashamed of myself because I couldn't drink like the big boys... what a warped sense of reality. Thank you for this! God bless❤
I remember my peaks of alcoholic behavior how I thought I was rugged and tough drinking like that and being able to get up and work. So dumb. A lot of my favorite musicians, writers and artist were alcoholics so I thought I was following in their footsteps but I didn't create nothing but a lie in my head that I was something I wasn't.
Man.... this is so true!! We look up to our idols and a lot of them are addicts as well. Especially when we are teenagers, I know I looked up to those people and thought that it was cool to do drugs and alcohol. Thank you for this! God bless😊
Thanks again brother for having me on!!!! This was awesome!!! Can’t wait for the next two parts! God bless 🙏🙏
Thanks for sharing your story.
Thanks slayer. You got this!
Thanks slayer for sharing your experience. And being so honest about it.
Another great video, I'm really appreciating both of your perspectives. Again, I relate with most of it! The depths we go to feed the addiction, but I also agree that we become a better version of ourselves. I think that when we are able to come out of these dark places with our eyes and our hearts open, we become humbled and armed with a lot of wisdom. If we want them, and we can see them, there are plenty of lessons to be learned from our experiences.
@Slayer-7373
You are special!
You’re a wise, old soul.
Now at this stage in the game for me,
it’s refreshing to see how hard you fight.
I believe in a weird way God wants to show us just how strong we are. I believe my addiction has taught me how strong I can be when face to face with Satan himself. That demon has been chasing me for 40yrs.
He wants me bad.
If you notice you’ll have a trigger fly through your head so fast. Satans done some of those to me & it scared me.
He comes when we’re feeling secure. You’re doing so good.
Yep don’t get stuck in the rear view. Just glance
Thanks again
Been trying hard to b mindful & in the present.
You’re helping me more than u know.
Hugs 🥰
My two favorite people on TH-cam right now!!!! Salute to you guys!
Thank you so much!!!! You are awesome and I really appreciate you!!!❤❤❤😊😊😊
I never used to be a liquor drinker but I would drink 1-2 bottles of wine or 1-2 four packs of craft beer in one session 5-7 days a week. I recently diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and high blood pressure. I have been off the alcohol for the past 3 months and have dropped 35lbs but even though I know my drinking got me into my problem I still think about starting up again once I get back to being "healthy". I have struggled with drinking alcohol like this for 15 years.
I am so sorry. I have struggled with it for so many years. I too have diabetes and I am sure it's from my abuse. I can totally relate to your feelings. At the end of the day, it's just not worth it. I hope that you are having a great day! Thank you for being here! God bless😊😊😊😊
Man I've been an alcoholic, had a long addiction to pills and opiates when I was a stay at home dad I couldn't drink like that, then I went into Adderall and coke pretty bad. It's like I've had this affair with substance abuse for so long and I've always felt like it's okay because I'm not drinking or it's ok because I don't take pills anymore... It's so messed up. I think addicts are trying to escape constantly.
It is escapism. Like being alone in a crowd. I wanted to hide in plain sight. Why?
Yeah we are in a way but once we put the pills down life becomes less shameful, less heavy actually.
We do and can recover.
God bless
You are absolutely right! It's the constant searching for the next thing that can give us that relief. Thank you so much for this! God bless😊😊😊
I remember being in boot camp when some of the recruits in my platoon broke into our platoon gear locker to get at the mouthwash to drink. It was supposed to be used for inspections. LOTS of alcohol abuse in the military. I checked out SS's channel, he said something that makes a lot of sense. He said, "nobody's safe" from alcohol, regardless of one's length of sobriety. He recommends being, "on guard" all the time when it comes to this powerful poison.
Wow I wouldn’t have guessed yall did that in boot camp.
That's crazy! It just shows how powerful that this substance really is. That people would drink mouthwash. I have heard of people running rubbing alcohol through bread, drinking vanilla extract, and mouthwash. And to what you said about being on guard. Absolutely!!!! We have to be! Thank you! God bless😊😊
Thank you guys for your honest conversations! I think you are helping a lot of people. The more we share the more we learn
You are so welcome! And you are right! The more we share and discuss this topic. The more we learn about it! Thank you! God bless😊
I read up about the anxiety induced from your system trying to get back to homeostasis. Cortisol , sugar .. just unbelievable
It really is!
@@liverdisease-qb6rk I’m sorry LD
I’m grateful you can wake up now without feeling so anxious
Thankyou both, so true love to all
And wish you and everyone so well x
These guys are great, I wish I could give them 100,000 subs each!!!
You are so welcome!!! Thank you so much for watching!!! Wishing you all the best yourself! God bless😊😊😊😊
Hi LD ! I enjoyed this one. Since I’m not an alcoholic I can’t imagine what it’s like to be in that state. I don’t like to feel intoxicated. I’d rather be alert and with it and knowing what’s happening around me. I’ve lost plenty of friendships and groups of ppl bc I don’t get drink and keep up with them, and really don’t get invited out as much as I used to. But it’s ok. I hate hangovers!! I look forward to tomorrow’s video! 💚💚 I hope you have a good night 😊
Thank you mona!!!! That is so good to hear that you don't like to feel intoxicated! There are so many of us that do! I really wish I didn't have the addictive tendencies that I do, but I do. Part 3 will be up later on this afternoon. Keep an eye out! God bless❤❤❤❤❤😊😊😊😊
35:50-36:41 Slay is speaking truth! 🔥🙌🏻💯
Thank both for sharing . Have a blessed evening to you both . And grads to all that did not pick up a drink or use today . 🙏
You are so welcome and you are right!!! Congratulations to everyone who stayed sober today! God bless 😊
From the mom of a successful ex-addict, this was a super inspiring video. All those connected to addiction live in that despair also(I know I did) we almost lost our beautiful son because of it. There is light at the end of addiction. I have so much admiration for both of you, you are giving hope to the hopeless. ❤❤❤
Powerful comment.
@@jeff67788 thank you❤️
Thank you so very much!!! I am so happy to hear that your son is doing ok now! Addiction is such a horrible thing to deal with and it's more common than most people know. Thank you! God bless❤❤❤😊😊😊
@jeff67788 thank you very much...
@@liverdisease-qb6rk it sure is LD and has destroyed so many lives, I'm am so thankful! Very much love to you...
I again relate to so much of this. Especially with not using medication. I was never one to even take cold medicine. I was in a massive car accident years ago. My hips are now held together by plates and pins, my pelvis was shattered, I broke my clavicle. My lungs collapsed, as did my bladder. They literally pulled my femur out of my shattered hip with a pin. I wasn't supposed to walk again if I even lived! They had me on morphine and oxycodone all day every day. I spent two months knocked out. The second I started going to outpatient physical therapy, I asked my doctor if it would be safe to get off the pain killers. He gave me the green light, and I threw them away. (Btw, by 6 months after the accident i was RUNNING 9mph on a treadmill. 2 years later i was long distance biking)
I hated THAT feeling, but later found myself knocking myself out daily with booze 🙄
The one thing I haven't been able to enjoy is relief from anxiety. But one of the big reasons why I drank was to escape from my anxiety. I feel like a walking statistic. I never dealt with my childhood trauma, and it manifested itself as generalized anxiety. Generalized anxiety sounds so mild, it doesn't do the term justice lol but I've said it before, and I'll say it again. My base level anxiety is a level 3 lol I just naturally wake up with my heart in my throat. What quitting did for me, though, is give me the space to figure out how to live with that. I just cope better with things. Where I once tried to escape it, my philosophy now is to do what I'm capable of if the anxiety trigger is situational. If it's due to something that's out of my control in that moment, I just try to let it go and do anything else with my time but ruminate over it.
Anyways, another amazing conversation!! Can't wait for tomorrow's. Have a great night, and god bless you all 😊❤
Holy cow you my friend are a
BEAST!!!! What an experience you’ve been through. You aren’t finished on this earth by a long shot!
I’d give anything to be able to run. I run/wLk super fast.
Thank God you are ok.
God bless
Hugs 🥰 & Night sweetie
Kristen
@@Kristen10-22 hey Kristen!! Thank you so much 💞💞 I haven't been active like that in a few years, but I've reached this point now where my energy has come back, and with that the biking itch. I always loved biking. Running? Not so much. But I think I worked up to that speed bc I needed to prove to myself that I could. I was in my young 20's at the time and couldn't be told no. A great lesson though in not resigning yourself to a diagnosis! Haha also, as long as you're having a good time, who cares what your workout looks like ❤️
It was crazy, and I somehow still took life for granted for years after that. But my eyes are open now. Hugs right back at you! I hope you get a fantastic night's sleep, my friend.
@@amandaflaherty7528 Amanda can I share a secret …
I have always been that crazy teen.
Still to this day if you tell me no watch out I’ll show you I can! lol
I’m so happy to hear you love biking!
I’m unable thanks to the crazy bones in my hips. I still take her for a spin though. I find if I run/walk feet planted on the ground I can’t fall as easy. Lmao! I love any activity that I can feel the wind in my hair!
Love ya tons
Have a great day my friend ☀️💐
Thank you for being so kind 💕
Hugs always
Kristen
@@amandaflaherty7528 I sing along to the radio overhead in the grocery store at this point. Lol!
I have to have fun!! Life is too short.
One stock guy said “there ya go sing it” it was so funny.
Like I was caught.. 😆
Thank you so much for watching!!! I can totally relate to what you are saying here. I'm so sorry that you have to deal with the amount of anxiety that you do. Sounds like you are getting a better hold on it now though. I really appreciate you sharing this. You never know who night come across a story like this and get that aha moment! God bless ❤❤❤😊😊
This is great. Thank you for sharing! I can relate so much. I can't tell you how many times I went to bed or woke up thinking "never again........I can't believe I'm dumb enough to keep doing this"........and then the day starts and the pursuit starts all over again.
Thank you!!!! I know what you mean. I woke up everyday thinking the same exact thing. Every single day! God bless 😊
Thanks guys!
Thank you for watching!!! God bless😊
Amazingly true video ❤️. Thanks guys🫂🙏♥️
Thank you!!!! You are so welcome!!!❤❤❤❤❤😊😊😊😊
I weaned off Captain Morgan with those "Mikes" wine coolers! Did nothing for me. There are medications they can prescribe for anxiety disorder.
Thank you for watching!!!! And you are right, there are. I hope that you are having a great day! God bless😊😊😊
This is like an amazing podcast, that’s the vibe it gives me. Good work boys 👍
Thank you!!!!!! I really appreciate you!!!😊😊😊
I’m the same as sober slayer. Ativan or any benzodiazepines barley even works for me. I just went to the dentist and even the local freezing for my filing wouldn’t work. They maxed out on the freezing. And I’m not a big person. I’ve been told this is a result of all the years of alcohol abuse. Also I can totally relate to the withdrawals. I would go straight into dt’s and horrible withdrawals at the end of my drinking career. Part of what keeps me off of drinking now. I can’t start without knowing I’ll need the hospital to stop. Great job guys! Love slayer sober I’ve recently joined his channel as well!!!
“Slayer sober”****
I could relate to this as well, Both these guys are really great. Slayer has a special way of describing alcoholism that I really like. They both deserve 100,000 subscribers
@@jeff67788 definitely agreed!
It's crazy to me how each of us have a totally different reaction to different substances. I was so out of it, I didn't even know what was going on. My wife was upset because I was slurring my words and not speaking Clearly. I know exactly what you mean about needing a hospital to get you off, I am the same exact way. It scares me to death. Thank you for always being here and I really appreciate you subbing slayers channel!!!! God bless😊😊😊❤❤❤❤
Fascinating stuff, guys. Bravo for that super, super honesty. ❤❤
Thank you so much!!!! 😊😊😊
You two are truly awesome! Your courage and honesty are admirable. Thank you so much for this great interview ❤❤
These guys are my favorite!!
Thank you!!!! You are awesome!!! I really do appreciate you more than you will ever know!!! Part 3 will be up later on this afternoon. God bless
@@jeff67788you are so nice!
Hey LD and slayer thank you so much. You made some valid points. We’re all addicted to something and are chasing that feeling that never seems to be quite like the first time. Not sure if you have ever seen the documentary “The Pharmacist” its a true story about a pharmacist who lost his son. If you haven’t definitely worth watching. I hope you all had a nice day. Start of the week is always the toughest for me. But grateful for another day. Thank you for all that you do!
Hey there micru866!!!! Thank you so much for saying that! I really appreciate it! I am going to check that out today. Thank you for the suggestion! I watch so many things on addiction. I am just enthralled by it. I don't know why, but I just want to understand the "why" I guess. Part 3 will be up later on today. Thank you! God blesz😊😊😊❤❤❤❤
The thing that really stuck out to me in this video is when you talked about using alcohol as a painkiller I do construction I've been doing farm work since I was 8 years old so I've been failing hay in the hay miles shoveling cow crap horse crap hauling feed to the goats and the chickens and everything else and by the time I'm in my mid '40s my body's already broken because I've been doing physical work my whole life so at the end of the day I would use alcohol to kill the pain but come to find out all it does is a temporary feeling and in the end it makes it worse because it makes your blood pressure go up it makes everything inflamed even worse but for those couple few hours you feel like yeah this is working but in reality it's the worst thing It is a terrible awful painkiller it's the worst
Thanks LD yep rehab for me was being discharged on Klonopin. Never ever abused Klonopin.
Benzos hit the same receptors in our brains.
We would also give patients “Librium” as well
You are welcome!!!!❤❤❤❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk ♥️
Kristen what’s Klonopin? I don’t think i have ever heard of it? Thanks JP
@@user-dp1gz1vo2j it’s in the benzodiazepine class of medications. It’s in with Ativan, Valium, Xanax however it’s the one med that has the longest half life. Half life meaning it takes 20-80hours for maybe 1/2 is still in your system.
It’s a super long drawn out detox. Many have to be inpatient and wean so slow that the pharmacist needs to use it the taper so slow he uses the liquid form.
First off this is amazing! Secondly I don't want to make light of any addiction or anything but it's hilarious to me when LD asks Slayer a question and he refers to his drinking as a career, It's funny to me It just sounds like it's this thing that you had and you retired now from your career I don't know how to explain it It's just hilarious to me and I don't mean to make light of any addiction or anything but when somebody says you're "drinking career" makes me laugh call it what you want but yeah keep it real homies I love you all! ❤️
I've got a question. How to you prevent your adult kids from alcohol addiction? Since I've given up I cringe with every beer my son puts inside him. He's cut drinking right down since I stopped but I'm still worried about him.
That's a really good question. I talk to my children about it all the time. I try my best to explain to them how addictive alcohol really is and how much damage it can cause the body. I really need to make a video on this topic soon. Keep an eye out for it. Thank you!! God bless❤❤❤😊😊😊
I was all about the nose candy once I quit drinking with friends. Never drank again. I can’t believe how all consuming alcohol can be to some people. I get that it runs in families and has so many factors. I’m lucky that I don’t like to drink anymore.
I believe that lady at Home Depot was Gods way of sending an angel trying to get Slays attention.
God will chase you to try to wake us up
Hey Kristen you’re right there are some people who are put in our path to try to help guide us. What we do with the information is up to us, right? We have to listen closely when messengers are sent to us. Hope you had a great day Kristen.
@@Micru866 right? I know that to be true. Very nice day today thanks for asking. Hope you did as well & I hope you sleep good. Nice weather coming tomorrow so it’s an outside day for Goose & I.
God bless & talk to u soon
Hugs
Kristen
@@Kristen10-22 it was a beautiful day. I really love being able to enjoy the moments of mild humidity and no rain. It was wonderful, glad to hear it was nice for you too. Take care and until tomorrow 😊 .
@@Micru866 that put a smile on my face. Thanks I’m happy you had a good day. Till tomorrow xxx
It really is crazy how things like this happen!❤
At 8:55 in I have a sense that may have been Jimmys reality. He was all alone up in Ohio. Trying to white knuckle it by himself. A secret to stay hidden.
Oh man
Day 1... sigh lol. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Got 8 months sober last year off alcohol. Trying to make more of an effort to integrate sober lifestyle into my daily mindset.
Dug the convo. Helped a lot, so thanks.
fireball shooters, tequila, sweetwater 420... are my favs but they bring me nothing, they sh*t on my potential, They limit my gym gains.... its just gotta go.
Ill check some more vids out bro.....stay safe & Have a great day!
1 Peter 5:8
Sorry I keep stopping and commenting.
My add brain can’t remember a lot and then write it all down wrapped up pretty in a bow.
I completely understand. No worries at all!❤❤❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk phew
I’ve drank vanilla extract, coconut and almond too. now that’s bad. i’ve done the vodka with a lime a rita mixer too.
Omgosh women and cirrhosis
Yep wine & moms get togethers even now.
It’s always “let’s grab a glass of wine”
I wouldn’t ever go..
Smelling wine 🍷 trigger
LD wow!
I often wonder how many women actually drink alone during the day.
I’ve met school bus drivers in rehab. It’s scary
If they really knew the # they’d have another pandemic on their hands
I watched a whole documentary not that long ago on just this topic. It was very sad. You see tshirts even now... walmart, target that say " it's wine oclock" or " it's five o'clock somewhere " or "wine mom" or something of that nature. It just shows how ingrained in our society it really is.
@@liverdisease-qb6rkThat’s all I see where I am.
Everything around here is paired with wine 🍷. No lie.
It’s just gross
LD is it
Agoraphobia ?
Benzos have a half life of roughly
2 1/2 days. Is forever in your system
It is akathesia that I was referring to. I will put the link right here. Just fyi... it's pretty disturbing. Thank you Kristen. God bless❤❤❤
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@@liverdisease-qb6rk I didn’t experience that. I experienced a complete disconnect. My brain knew what to do however I was unable to speak, follow any show on tv, I can completely understand why some take their lives. I became bedridden then my BP went through the roof.
I knew I had to see my oncologist.
She understood me.
I have everything documented.
Robbie needed me.
I couldn’t go through that detox.
Nope nope nope
I’m so mad at myself.
I ?’d this med back in 2002!
I should have listened to my gut.
@@liverdisease-qb6rk I was Christine
Oh k.. stay in now. Pet Goose 🥰👍🏻🙏🏻
@Kristen10-22 oh my gosh Kristen.... I am so, so sorry. That is so horrible. My heart goes out to you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤎🤎 you really are a warrior. Yo be able to get through that and be on the other side. God bless you