Xenoblade Chronicles 3 Ruined My Life | Chapter 1 REACTIONS
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 14 ก.ค. 2024
- it all began and ended when i started playing this game on january 2nd 2023.
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chapters:
00:00:00 don't skip the intro (for real)
00:05:50 screaming about cover art
00:08:23 title music
00:10:03 time stop
00:12:42 keves and agnus
00:15:49 screaming about xenoblade
00:18:57 the queen, flutes and child soldiers
00:34:31 xenoblading
00:35:40 R I K U
00:37:06 xenoblading and colony 9
00:41:06 riku voice reveal
00:41:56 first predictions and theories
00:45:34 xenogay
00:47:39 mwamba and joran
00:53:09 guernica vandham
00:55:47 mio, sena and taion
01:02:20 hackt and mwamba are actually the best characters
01:09:28 moebius and ouroboros
01:19:55 crying yay
01:25:28 just processing things
01:29:28 FRIENDSHIP AND FASHION
01:41:56 the crushing weight of existence
01:45:52 credits - เกม
what does a common variety gamer even say about this game? it's beautiful. it destroyed me. i will never be the same.
I came in already knowing I would be destroyed, because I was used to it from 1 and 2.
Like moved across the world to try and pursue a career with this studio level of destroyed, the life I had wasnt satisfying to me on introspection, actually shattered my whole life lol
So that bit in the intro about "Am I on the right path" and choosing your destiny - really felt that part.
Man, I WISH I had friends as into this as you are to chat with in real life! Xenoblade is one of the few things that gets me energized and I can talk about it for hours
Same!!
When you play the dlc future redeem everything is gonna be okay
It was a crazy year of good games to coming out left and right and even then this stood out, like crazy stand out.
I get what you mean about this game making it difficult to process the decisions of your own life. It's an emotionally draining game in a way that I've never experienced in any other media. It is incredible for being able to explore themes in such a way that it hits so hard and makes you think about life in general. It's the height of what art can achieve.
You are a person who dives into fiction completely and feels and contemplates deeply and this game is one of those games that has so much depth that you can easily become lost in the darkness. I feel for you in that regard. I appreciate you being so careful about the way you speak about your experience with the game. You have a wonderful heart from what I've seen
Have you played Fata Morgana, fellow Ace Attorney fan?
Completely understand where you’re coming from with your comments in the intro. Without going into a lot of unnecessary detail, this game released at a really tough point in my life (probably the hardest yet). I was looking forward to playing the game to get some fun escapism not realizing what an emotional experience I was about to be presented with. The themes of the story and the arcs of the characters hit me like a freight train and really helped me to process a lot of my own thoughts on my life. Noah’s journey in particular mirrored some aspects of my life to an almost scary degree lol. It was a lot to take in, but I honestly grew a lot as a person from this game. I never really understood it when people said a game changed their lives, but now I get it. I can honestly say this game helped shape me as a person and the path I’ve chosen to take in life going forward. Such a powerful story, it’s a shame it’s not more popular. Absolutely my favorite game of all time.
So happy you uploaded this because Xenoblade 3 also ruined my life and I will never recover. Love watching your vids, sometimes it’s lonely being a girl who is obsessed with Xenoblade, none of my irl friends are into it, so seeing the online community of awesome Xenoblade ladies gives me life. And I know what you mean about the emotional impact, I couldn’t imagine streaming it cause I just ugly sobbed the whole time.
I only have 1 close friend who opened the doors of Xenoblade for me, and it’s the inly one who I can talk about Xenoblade xD
I try to be that friend for everybody if only cause I'm the one pushing it most of the time 😂
> none of my irl friends are into it
Very true, Xenoblade is a big part of my life and not only for the hours I spent in this series, and not being able to communicate it is sometimes painful.
LONELY XENOBLADE GIRLIES UNITE LETS GOOO
I'm a guy, but none of my friends are into Xenoblade either. So seeing just anyone be as invested in the games as I am brings me joy
This game is really an emotional trip, so full of great and ups and downs moments. The characters are the best part, they really feel like besties.
Using fantasy themes to cope with real life is a very healthy approach, I actually recommend it to some people as a psychologist. Now, the key is to use that space to keep yourself together, to get your strength back so you can keep living. The problem comes when these fantasy worlds take your real life from you. When you replace one for the other. That's the problem.
Keeping a relatively small space of your life to experience these worlds and cope with real problems, that's not only healthy, that's a great coping mechanism. You should exploit it.
That intro was HELLA vulnerable, and I’m really happy you got to experience this masterpiece of a series☮️
Xenoblade Chronicles 3 went directly to my Top 10 Videogames! It’s Amazing!
I relate a lot to what you spoke to in your intro, i often latch onto media that really reflects myself and my baggage. A lil escapism isnt too bad but heres hoping we grow and learn and thrive
this game in particular hit a couple of specific sore spots for me with Joran and N. Seeing countless versions of yourself fail time and time again, i cant honestly say i wouldnt have chosen what they chose had it been me. its peak video games, it hurts🙃
You know the writers are doing something right when the game hits you that hard.
I was similarly moved by it at the time. Stuff has happened in my life since that makes it hit even harder when I revisit it via the playthroughs of others.
While it might have been uncomfortable to play this live in front of an audience like you did, given how weighty it is, it's definitely a good thing that you're connecting with its messaging this strongly. I'm sure the wizards at Monolith would be thrilled to know how moving their masterpiece is to people all over the world.
The intro was extremely relatable. I'm a person that struggles to form relationships with people, so I've felt lonely for most of my life, and JRPGs (especially Xenoblade) help be kind of cope when things get extremely tough.
I remember crying really hard t the end of chapter 5 because I knew how it felt to feel so helpless md absolutely destroyed in the inside. This is why I loved Noah as a protagonist so much, the entire scene leading up to the climax of chapter 5 just felt too real.
Even t the end, Nohs little monologue before the game ends has stuck with me since beating the game, and it's a quote I think back on everytime things start feeling helpless again.
Hi i just discovered your channel and heared about how you felt about this game.
I lost my mother last year (she had a cancer) and i played xenoblade 3 while she was fighting that disease. Chapter 5 ending broke me like no other fiction did but it also healed me because that game made me feel that it's possible to make other feel what you kinda feel when you are in this situation. And it made me feeled i'm not alone.
Welcome back! I’m so excited to watch your Xenoblade 3 journey.
I get how you feel about this game being deep and heavy. I was going through some loss at the time of playing the game, and it's themes of moving on and progressing in life helped me so much not gonna lie. It helped me cope and have faith that life keeps going with ups and downs, and that it's good to keep moving forward. Xenoblade 3 is such an incredible story, and its so beautifully deep
Finding a piece of media that tells a story so genuine that it impacts your real life is rare. Both Xenoblade 1 and 2 did this for me, at the time in my life that I played them. Xenoblade 3 didn't quite hit me at the time I played it, but Future Redeemed actually did hit me and had that impact. Xenoblade 3's story had an impact on me after the fact, and all these games have just amazing stories that hit on a deep level.
I honestly have the exact same experience which you described
I haven't seen Xenoblade 3 content for a while so I was pleasantly surprised to see this come up on my recommended. Looking forward to your journey!
After watching your intro I cannot but to follow you and support You. I'm really looking forward to see You and be part of your community on twitch, You touched my heart in a positive way.
Hope everything gets well with you in your life after all of this ❤
This is my all-time favorite series and I look forward to following your journey through this game. And let me say, yes it's been a while since the game released, but I appreciate you not having any kind of spoiler in your thumbnail.
I was waiting for this! Your reactions to Xenoblade games are my favorite! And you're adorable btw, never stop doing this. My own escapism is watching your reactions to games :) And you're not alone, I immersed into the Xenoblade series so much that I still think my life will never be the same. I find myself in an endless cycle of re-playing Xenoblade games lol and other JRPGs.
This game gave me real bad anxiety and depression but damn do I love it and its expansion.
I'm so glad to see you're back at it! I was hoping to get your playthrough on your channel, I'm so happy haha
Thank you \o/
Let's gooo I missed your Xenoblade reactions
Wow. Just... Wow. I'm exactly 4:59 into this video and I'm already thankful I saved it into my Xenoblade playthrough playlist. As you can tell by me having a Xenoblade playthrough playlist, this is content I like to watch pretty frequently. Yet I can already tell that this is one I'm going to feel particularily glad to watch. I cannot say I can relate to the feelings you describe even in the slightest, and that's what makes it all the more interesting to me. I love all three Xenoblade games to one extent or the other, and Xenoblade 3 has even managed to dethrone the first game of the series as my favourite game, or at least draw even with it. So hearing how much it has impacted you on such a profound level makes me want to know more about your perspective on it, your feelings towards it and how you experienced your playthrough. Thanks so much for sharing it and being so open about it. Gonna resume the video now and can't wait to keep watching!
About the intro, I can totally see what you means. This game is super impactful, even if it doesn't change a person's life it surely does impact it in some ways
The first time i played this game i cried a looooooooot. I'm currently playing it for the fifth time and every fucking time a get emotional. Absolute masterpiece, this game!
Welcome to the club. Always happy to see people enjoy this art for the first time.
I remember being on the train, bored, when you started the first stream of this game, and I went "f yeah this is the best thing that could happen in the new year" lol. Then I was actually thinking how you could have reacted to the flute performance at TGA if you had played this game before that, and about 3 hours later I got my answer.
Your opening is genuine and thoughtful as always. We all experience things differently, what works for one person doesn't necessarily for another, so it's especially powerful when someone can state your own ideas probably better than you ever would. People jokingly talk about the "Xenoblade brainrot" but for me at least this game is more than simple fascination. I feel lucky that something can do this to me and please let me live through that vicariously through your videos lol.
Please keep up the good work and hopefully we all get our therapy bills reimbursed by Monolith sometime. Ideally by Xenoblade 4 but I don't even know at this point.
Your introduction is inspiring and I will be looking forward to this series, because Xenoblade 3 also destroyed me emotionally and made me think seriously about what I want my future to be. I'm in my 30s and I've been stuck at a point where I was not very happy with what I was doing. I've got a vision of what I want to do and I'm hoping I can see it to fruition.
Oh I'm so sorry...
I think, personally I've not experienced enough in life yet, for this game to have it be truly life-ruining for me. I still care deeply about it, it's my favorite Xenoblade, and one of my favorite games just period, but I've lived my life despondent and lost, scared of the world, I've been a shut in for a long time, so I haven't experienced much of the world. In a way I am really lucky. I've not lost anyone yet, other than pets and lost opportunities, i don't have grief to process. But still hear me out.
This game, it's a lot... it makes you think about how to live your life in a way you won't regret. It forces you to face that you could be gone at any point, that anyone around you could leave you behind. That. That's really powerful. Make connections, don't chase eternity, just move forward, learn about yourself and the world, learn to love and be loved. To make the first step and live your life to the fullest.
It's not a lesson I've been able to fully implement yet, but it's a reminder, that life can only start with me, and that i have to treasure the people i love and the memories i have to the fullest, to make the most of the time I've got.
That's Xenoblade 3 to me. Accept change, don't stagnate.
I hope I get to play this some day!
Really loved the opening of the video this game was very emotionally debilitating and healing at the same time and it’s one of the hardest to grapple with pieces of fiction I’ve ever experienced but it’s also deeply valuable, also if you feel like you couldn’t fully express your feelings on the game I’d totally love more intro sequences like that where you retroactively give your thoughts in greater detail.
this game is one of the best sum of what Nintendo proposes with their videogames and a perfect answer to those who state "Nintendo is for child, their games are childish". It is enjoyable for children (my 10 y.o. son LOVES it), but it is SO and adult game. It talks about subjects that go so beyond the figths, the levelling and the world building (what children can enjoy about this game). It talks about DEATH, CHANGING, FEAR OF THE FUTURE. These are the main topics of each and every child, that becomes a teenager, that becomes an adult. These are the subject of LIFE. Excuse me if it is not enough...
This game is simply Awsome. I am so glad it could hit you so deep, as it did with me.
Maybe, my favourite of the series remains the first game, but this is so a great contender for the gold.
Future Redeemed made 3 a shoe-in for the best Xenoblade game, in my opinion. Playing each of these games just enhanced my appreciation for all the others, which I think makes for a truly incredible work of art.
Honestly, Xeno 3 also gave me some existencial dread, but I think I have a predisposition to find silver linings in life in general and that helped me with everything, also, I can quite relate to the general idea of dreading change (Covid was rough for me) so the message of the game actually help me pick up the pieces quite a lot. I think this game more than the other 2 is more about the “walk on” than “picking your chosen horizon” and how we should not let fear paralyze us and I just get inspired bc Noah and company have like a horrible hand but even so are capable of facing the uncertainties along the journey. At least that is how I relate with the story of this game.
OMG, I just installed this and I am having so much fun, I am about 10 hours in and I am really really loving it, have been waiting to play it due to a back injury. And I love it.
Enjoy the music sometimes you can easily play wanting to get to the next area without thinking much of it... however I personally enjoyed the music much more in Xenoblade Chronicles... have yet to actually play 2 but will be starting it soon
back injuries suck! dealt with one for years! hope you're better now fella !! :D
I WAS SO WAITING FOR THIS
as always, thank you for sharing your experiences 🥹
You've never seen a single trailer, etc of this game???? Instantly subbed and turned on notifs, someone's first xc3 playthrough is always special
Hope you enjoy the apex of media that is this game and the dlc
I think we've all had THAT one game at some point that just unequivocally ruined our lives and made us see things differently from then on. That was KH 3 for me. Seeing Sora break down and just be ready to give up and then end up in the final world was a lot for me. Along with how they dealt with death.... I wasn't expecting to be confronted with it in the upbeat cartoon Disney game series I grew up with where no one ever really died. I cried until I had no tears left. I've never been the same. Dying is my worst fear, but now I feel like as long as people remember me and I leave having lived life to the fullest and done the most good I could do in my time here, then maybe whatever comes after this won't be so bad.
I hope you are keeping ok. I love your reaction to this wonderful game. You feel so deeply and express yourself well. I found XC3 to be cathartic as i tend to bottle up emotions for too long and then they all explode out of me at inopportune moments. There is no way for someone to not be touched by the themes in this game. If you feel nothing, there must be soemthing wrong with you.
I'd love to see the rest of your playthrough when/if you are ready, but I'd rather you were ok in yourself first.
Thank you ❤
What about Xenoblade 2? I’d love to see your reaction to that
Not happening she didn’t like it and she deleted her stuff and I cannot blame her at all for it Xenoblade 2 has ALOT of childish teenager horny crowd pleasing wrong with it aside from the slow gameplay
The gatcha system the bad long pacing
And Xenoblade 2 really is the black sheep I will never play ever again unike xeno 1 and xeno 3 and X
Oh yeah don’t even get me started on that klaus Bullsh retcon like HOW DO YOU F THAT UP
It's always nice to see Mr. Wild Ride again😂
Xenoblade 3 did a good job making people retrospective onto themselves...This can be a extremely hard thing to do but its almost never a bad thing in the end. You ask yourself questions of "What is the meaning of my life?", "What is my purpose?", "Is it all meaningless?". Some of these questions will hit hard because in the end we spend a bunch of our life spinning our wheels wasting time without ever looking at what makes us truly happy... just doing what others expect of us.
Hey! Can’t put into words how much I LOVED going through your Xenoblade 1 videos and enjoying that incredible journey of a game again but now from someone else’s eyes and thoughts! I really enjoyed it.
Now I’m going through your Xenoblade 3 videos. You said you played 2 as well, but I couldn’t find any videos of it neither here or on Twitch. Did you not livestream it?
Anyway, thanks a lot for your videos! It’s the perfect excuse for me to enjoy these absolute masterpieces once again ❤
22:56 in our world, focusing fire on the medic is a war crime. In Aionios, it’s Tactics 101.
I'm in the same boat in terms of feeling broken by this games story. Couldn't bring myself to do the post-game let alone have a swing at NG+. Greatly looking forward to seeing the next video.
OMG you playing this knowing *nothing* about it is so amazing! You get to be surprised by all the stuff most of us already knew going in. Some of your comments during the playthrough have such dramatic irony, I'm so excited for you to be surprised by how right some of your jokes were.
I'm just beginning to watch so at the moment you're having fun with the playthrough, but I know from your intro the experience was not all positive. It's certainly a game with very tragic and oppressive themes to the story, which could be very intense to someone who's very empathetic and feels deeply for the characters. With the state of our own world being pretty upsetting these past many years as well, that could probably add to the effect. Thanks for sharing this and being open and honest about mental health. Keep doing what you're doing!
I also don't know if you played the DLC but it's phenomenal. You may have a more positive experience with that.
8:05 I can’t wait for “Tifa” to get the boxing class
Found you through your Xenoblade 1 play through and I’m looking forward to this one!
I am curious about your thoughts on Xeno2, I’m guessing it didn’t have as much impact on you, but would still love to know what you thought of that game as well 😊
Happy Holiday season! And thank you for allowing yourself to be vulnerable at the beginning of the video
Shoot I was worried for a little while that she had skipped 2
1:05:25 “…by talking about my retirement plans out loud!!”
I relate to everything said in the beginning, I also recently played and finished XC3 and it was the first game in a very long time to make me sob uncontrollably. For me I have a very hard time being in touch with my emotions so I thought and ironically worried that I was a sociopath but I feel that since I can empathise with a story and it's characters so much that it moved me to cry so much kinda swept most of those worries away.
This game hit me in ways that few games, or really few pieces of media in general, have done.
I went into what I think was a double depression episode the month after playing through this game. Was it related? Maybe it contributed along with the many other things that have been stacking up over the years. I understand the feeling of having a lot more to say. It's been a year of learning, thinking, and obsessing and it only gets harder to gather/organize thoughts.
1:26:18 How can you have Visions?! You no longer possess the Monado!
7:53 oh you are going to space today
I really love the way this game delivers its themes.
Im confused about why xenoblade 2 was skipped
They played it, streamed it like last year, and from what I remember they didn’t like it that much lol which is totally understandable
@@Joe-y yeah I figured because she pointed out the mio and nia similarities, it's such a shame because 2 is my favorite in the trilogy besides futures redeemed
XC2 is my favourite as well
@@Joe-ycan't find it anywhere on twitch, which is a shame. I disliked XC2 my first time around as well, but really came to appreciate its differences and similarities on my second playthrough. I forced myself to start a second playthrough and I don't regret it one bit. But I do feel like our experiences first time would've been very similar, and I'd have liked to revisit XC2 with a more negative mindset haha
@@parvanaturalia I don’t think they keep certain VODS on twitch cuz copyright nonsense is so bad :/
43:50 that makes all of us.
I cannot wait to see the rest of this after hearing "this is the beginning of the game they can't do this to me"
@1:20:11 I teared up first time I reached this scene, which was incredibly awkward as I was playing this on the ferry with a stranger sitting right next to me 😅
And yeah, this game is one hell of an emotional rollercoaster
The way the camera pans around is so good. Same with the scene at 31:10.
@@ShallBePurifiedOh absolutely! I also love the way they fade from Crys to Noah, such a masterful scene. And the the track is among my favourites in the game
7:51 "If this person has an eyepatch"
...well....
yeah, eunie's the comments
42:50 you have great instincts.
Hi, this is my first time watching your content, and I’m respect your openness and sincerity in this. Thank you for your thoughts.
I actually love you.
Xenoblade means so much to me, it's pure art, all its four games are masterpieces that changed my life too, I really love them
"I love eyepatches"...
Your gonna cry at this game, I can already tell
This game is a journey and experience il never forget. One of the best ive put more than 300hrs in
Me, looking for new people who have played this game: Oh, with that title I’m gonna need some popcorn!
>5 minutes later
… Hmm, perhaps I shouldn’t be so flippant… ANYWAY, subscribed!
While this entire series (and especially 3) can be bleak at times and deals with a lot with people having to deal with terrible circumstances, in my opinion the core theme of the series in hope in the face of all of that. Hopefully that message can help someone struggling with things after some of the bleak parts of these games.
Spoilers Below
Xenoblade 1: Hope in the face of inevitability, fate, destiny (Does my life even matter or have purpose, can I even change anything?) Villain: Zanza.
Xenoblade 2: Hope in the face of the terrible things humans do and experience (Does this world/humanity deserve to continue?) Villains: Amalthus, Malos, Jin
Xenoblade 3: Hope in the face of progress, the unknown, doubt, (existential) fear, death (Will things ever get better? Or only worse?) Villains: Z, N, J
This is an oversimplification of course, as these themes appear across all of the games. Xeno 3 especially covers all of these things (Shania like Amalthus, etc).
A lot of this is summed up quite well in Future Redeemed. Ultimately the message in all of these games is that yes, we can do better, we do have purpose, we can overcome our worst instincts and desires. Even if we mess up, it is worth trying and trying again. Even those mistakes and regrets have worth, as we can learn from them. Even if we can't accomplish it all in time, we can pass it on to our loved ones to continue towards our dreams in the future.
The Xeno games, for as depressing and heartbreaking as they might be at times, are about optimism. They spit in the face of nihilism multiple times, they challenge the player to question the purpose of their decisions, and they remain hopeful about the future that the next generation will create. They are a shining beacon of positivity in a world that feels chaotic and cynical. They truly are works of art and I love them dearly.
Omg I love that you’re playing this!!! Have you played XBC 2? I would love to watch your play through of it!
She streamed it a while back but deleted all vods and evidence of it. She pretty much hated it which is a shame. Some people aren't able to look deeper than surface level stuff. I believe she played the whole thing but I didn't catch the stream of her finishing the final battle. she didn't take the story seriously at all and actively ignores most things about 2 and doesn't acknowledge that she played it. Kind of odd to me but to each their own I guess.
@@zeldaootforeverI honestly can’t blame her for not like it the game out of the trilogy even the franchise as a whole it really did go over board with a lot of teenager horny fan service in your F face and not only that the gatcha system slowing down story progression
slow ass gamplay
After I was done with it unlike 1 and 3 I never play Xeno 2 ever again
Oh right and don’t even get me started on the klaus unnecessary RETCONs that are jarring as hell 😒
Storytelling is one of the oldest human traditions. It's so important to share stories, learn from them, discover things about ourselves. Video games are just another medium for storytelling. Being someone who can relate, empathize with, and learn from fiction is a gift, and I don't think you should reduce it just to a coping mechanism! You're a sensitive person and the world could use some more sensitivity.
The Saviour Who Came to Tear My Life Apart...(There are some more)
I'm not a very emotional guy when it comes to games and movies, but this game pulled a few tears out of me once in a while...
Xb3 destroyed us and never recovered... Wonder what will 4 or whatever comes next entails
If or when it does it will be its new beginning with no ties to these games as stated by the makers at Monolith soft
*me talking from the past* "These characters all live and they all individually destroy me!!"
How often do you plan uploading these chapters? I hope this doesn't sound rude, I just want to know if I want to wait you upload all the episodes or if I watch them as they come
The game made me cry
Hello, Just to know if you could upload your xenoblade 2 raw videos on another channel I can't find your videos on twitch unfortunately before watching your xenoblade 3 reactions!
Thanks in advance for your response,
Do you have a vod channel somewhere that I haven't found? I love these edited clips, but they take such a long time to come out and I'd like to watch full streams. They're gone from Twitch pretty fast. You've very quickly become one of my favourite people to watch, but I have no way of watching most of your content.
I appreciate your humility, but xenoblade 3 emotionally destroys all in its path. You are not alone.
In case you didn't notice, Mwamba and Lanz are Machina.
"It's only the beginning of the game, why am i crying?! "
Average Xenoblade experience be like :
“I’ve always been drawn to sincere and emotional stories”
*is playing XC3
Me: GO oooonnnnnn. 😏😏😏😏😈
When will you be playing the next zelda game? :) i think youd enjoy majoras mask after OoT!
It's one of my favourite games. I hope it doesn't cause anything negative long-term.
The chapter 5 reactions is about to be insane.
"at least the person in the rifel isnt sharla" 💀💀💀
Wait 'til you get to the dlc...
Shame the Ouroboros iris bugged in that cutscene, haha.
If Chapter 1 hit you this hard, you might want tissues, or a therapist, because you are in for a sparkin' RIDE 😬😤
1:14:10 That drop in the music will never be NOT godlike!
So what happened to two?
Im so excited to see your xc3's reaction. Am a bit sad about xc2 tho
1:09 There's absolutely nothing wrong with that whatsoever. Im the same way. I let the games take a hold over me
If I may ask, have you played the DLC? I won't say anything about it, but if you have I can't wait for your reactions to that
She did play the dlc
@@yoshiwearingpants2084 awesome thanks! I'm rarely on Twitch so mainly follow people on here 😊 look forward to it!
Please try the Metal Gear series. It’s all I want to see you try. It’d hit you JUST as hard as this. (Also lots of child soldier drama)
36:45 does she know...
I mean, Riku is common variety nopon.
Not sure which is worse between attendant and sidekick.
Just immediately guessed that riku is rikis kid. What a big brain legend. 😂