"Peace I leave with you, peace I give to you. I do not give as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid". (Jesus, Gospel of John 14:27).
Unfortunately I spent the entire of 2004 in jail. I was slammed up in HMP Altcourse in Liverpool for selling ecstasy. Back then jail was obviously shit but not as bad as it is now. There was a lot more freedom as there was more staff, food better and more gym and football.
The screws even accept that addiction is a disease. I have no support because my ex wife and parents think i choose to be like i am. It is exhausting and a full time job. I don't even get a buzz off gear anymore. Just stops my head and heart from hurting. Done clean time and I have never felt so low and lonely in my life. Using gear and crack and benzos and booze and whatever just makes life bearable. It WILL kill me but I'm resigned to it and id rather be comfortably numb. With many thanks to mental health England and the British army. Another guy who is fucked because you don't give a shit
Try get yourself on the methadone it takes away the need for gear and gives you time and stability to get yourself together I was the same mate I will pray for you don't give up
Did twelve months on subbys and it was just masking everything. Sounds bad but a nice twenty stone a good hit on the b and half a pint of scotch helps me first thing. I'm resigned to being comfortably numb. Spend the rest of the day chasing but thats life
@@user-md9ee9xk8q the subbs are crap I was the same mate hitting brown and white together in the end was never out the jail and I'd resigned myself to that but I got on the meth while in the jail and when I got out I used a couple of times but it wasn't the same gear was shit now I just have a few beers and smoke of weed I've been thinking about stopping the meth but don't know if that would be a good idea been out of the jail couple of years now please be careful hitting white it's just bad all round from physical to the mental it's crazy how it gets hold of you and you just can't stop NEED MORE
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"Peace I leave with you, peace I give to you. I do not give as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid". (Jesus, Gospel of John 14:27).
Thats why after 40 yrs im still only smoking a blunts... 😂
very...................funny....!
Yer a sausage smoker
Been to Swansea 5 times over the last few years good jail
Andrew from Skewen used to sell me the best Hash I’ve ever had, mad seeing him on here
suuuuuuuuuuuure
@@JoryBarrett Go back to sleep 👍
@@dan44762000 nah I think I'll call you out for being a liar some more haha pathetic 💩💩💩
A hard man works hard...
Unfortunately I spent the entire of 2004 in jail. I was slammed up in HMP Altcourse in Liverpool for selling ecstasy. Back then jail was obviously shit but not as bad as it is now. There was a lot more freedom as there was more staff, food better and more gym and football.
Didn't know mick.hucknall went to prison 😂
Any boys here from Merthyr Tydfil my place?
Hard man..rat more like
The screws even accept that addiction is a disease. I have no support because my ex wife and parents think i choose to be like i am. It is exhausting and a full time job. I don't even get a buzz off gear anymore. Just stops my head and heart from hurting. Done clean time and I have never felt so low and lonely in my life. Using gear and crack and benzos and booze and whatever just makes life bearable. It WILL kill me but I'm resigned to it and id rather be comfortably numb. With many thanks to mental health England and the British army. Another guy who is fucked because you don't give a shit
Try get yourself on the methadone it takes away the need for gear and gives you time and stability to get yourself together I was the same mate I will pray for you don't give up
Did twelve months on subbys and it was just masking everything. Sounds bad but a nice twenty stone a good hit on the b and half a pint of scotch helps me first thing. I'm resigned to being comfortably numb. Spend the rest of the day chasing but thats life
@@user-md9ee9xk8q the subbs are crap I was the same mate hitting brown and white together in the end was never out the jail and I'd resigned myself to that but I got on the meth while in the jail and when I got out I used a couple of times but it wasn't the same gear was shit now I just have a few beers and smoke of weed I've been thinking about stopping the meth but don't know if that would be a good idea been out of the jail couple of years now please be careful hitting white it's just bad all round from physical to the mental it's crazy how it gets hold of you and you just can't stop NEED MORE
@@user-md9ee9xk8q meant to ask were you were from pal I'm from Glasgow
Travel the world @@user-md9ee9xk8q
And I'm suprised them little mugs could manage to collect their giro nevermind any debts 😂😂😂😂😂
Bums , .mugs and losers.
love......these.........yo...........i.....dont.....know......how....ya........get.....em............realy......good.....work......brother.....it.......reminds.........me....to..........stay,,,,,free.....n....why👌
It's like Morse code 😂😂 good episode
I was in hmp swansea an cardiff i perferd csrdiff.
Rip gilly
OMG what happened?
@@chanyphilly8266 died of a od years ago