Yes, he has. He has suffered through drug addiction (he almost died and would have if his mother hadn't found him), weight issues....the death of a child. This man can express pain so beautifully because he has felt it all.
I like the fact that the lyrics are a little slow because you can hear the words, then see them, and I'd never heard this one before, so it helps me take it in. Love it, and added it to favorites. Thanks!
I have the album and this song as well as The End, always get me the most. I listen to it when I'm in the car, whether with friends or not. I open the windows, turn off the AC, hit the highway and sing as loudly as I can. My favorite song on the entire album.
Just amazing...... pure poetry not just krap words thrown together to sale cds like most artist these days. You can feel the pain n sadness in many of songs if not all!
i love when you hear a song and its like its been made for you ! thats the sign of a good artist cause a lot of people seem to relate to this song includin me, and i love that blue october does that cause their music actually means something, its nice :)
i love this band its thge greatest band ever. everyone of there songs touches me and makes and at the same time makes me happier then i have ever been before.
This is truly art. A Poem set to wonderful music and Justins uniquely amazing voice. Every single person reading, listening to, and feeling this knows exactly the feelings this song draws from.
"I want to say your name but the pain starts again, it's never my luck so never mind. And I had a dream that you were with me, it wasn't my fault. You rolled me over, flipped me over, like a summersault. That doesn't happen to me…" I think many of us can realte to these lyrics, but they're more than lyrics, they're the truth.
@Lostinthemaze92 Thank you! Twilighters need to understand Blue October did not write this song about or for the books and Twi-Haters need to understand that, yes, Justin does like Stephenie Meyer, has read and enjoyed the books, and did perform for her and fans.
I'm experiencing this song as of late, and it's so damn accurate to every word. Now I've lost a friend because I scared her away, and she's done nothing but push me away. Now I'm trying my hardest to stop loving her but every time I sleep she's in my dreams. It's haunting, and idk wtf to do anymore.
I was with my boyfriend for three years and we were so in love. I was then in a car accident that left me paralyzed and in a wheelchair. Now he wants nothing to do with me. I understand that it's better this way, without him in my life, but my heart still yearns for him, my never.
I want to remember him with this song My million dreams about him are last and first kiss we had,i always knew u felt the same, when u pass by me and look at me ,now u disapered Good bye. With this luck i know i wont see u again, Forever is really never ....
My never, I never really thought that one day I would find you. Be able to wrap you in my arms. Then feel this sense of loneliness beside you.. This feeling I cannot speak of, or tell you about. I know I am nothing that encompasses your dream, I am ugly next to you. I stand in your heaven. I want you love you like a "clumsy card house".. Hell I do.. I won't blame you if you leave.. I know I'm not good enough. Forever yours.. Forever.. 18th Floor balcony style.
His daughter was named after the band. He named the band Blue October because he had a really bad October which inspired a lot of songs, so he named his band after that Blue October he had.
Its not your computers fault. It is the way youtube syncs. Great vid man. Its does this to all my videos. one i spent hours syncing perfectly only to have youtube butcher it.
There is this guy and he is "My never" But now more than anything how happy I am is something that is beyond any words that I can form with letters or beyond anything I can explain with my lips For he has hair I can never tell its true color because it naturally changes For he has a smile that can brighten any dark space within my mind For he is the person he is and I except everything about him ..........but most of all because he chose me and I don't ever want to let him go
Actually this song has a meaning to it that you might not want your boyfriend to hear from you. It's about your "Never", which, according to the singer, is basically the person that you want more than anything, but that you can't have. The person that you believe has been sent from heaven just for you, but that you can't be with.
@pdhwiayf He actually specifically wrote this song FOR the character Jacob (in Jacob's perspective of wanting Bella and not being able to have her.) So this song WASN"T around before Twilight. He liked the books and wrote it in between the books Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. (And it never was in Twilght or any of the movies technically- SM does her own playlists when writtng the books and has Blue October on a lot of her book playlists)
I am a Blue October fan, but this reminds me (now that I've watched it) Of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.'s Joey and Rachel. And for the record I heard BO before I started watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S......... but I do love Rachel and Joey!
@superw0mette their only doing it, because they said in a concert thingy for breaking dawn - where justin furstenfeld (of blue october) performed this song along with others - that it was jacobs song - referring - to bella. but i see what you mean.. blue october was great before the series - and they'll be great after.
my never is 10 minutes away from me. I wish i could be with this girl. but i know it will never happen. i tell her all the time how beautiful she is and how much i like her. but i guess im just not enough for her. ill spend every waking moment thinking of her and what i could do to be with her. It will never happen and i need to get over her. But i dont think i ever will.....
my best friend sang this song at a school concert....i didnt know until a month later that it was for me....i dont like him that way...and it pains me to se him hurt... im in love with someone else and i hav to deal with seeing him hurt every single day
In High School Brain Marshall was my never. Only becuse I didnt want him as a boyfriend, so he became my best friend. Now 10 years later, I realize what a mistake I created. So ten years later I finally admited to him that he always was theone i thought about. We began dating that very night. Now I know that there will never be another. I love you Bri!!!
Sometimes... things don't work out the way their supposed to, the way you want them to. I was in love with one of my best friends, he's 3 years older. Everytime I think about him, it get's hard to breathe. Sometimes, I'm lucky if he comes into my Mom's resturant, and gives me one of his golden smiles. And when I go to his house to hang out with his sister, I end up asking her to sit in the living room with him so I can be close to him. He has a girlfriend, and I hate her. It's spiteful, but I do
wow this hurts but at the same time great, just like her....if he gives you just 1/4 of the love that i have 4 you, than god bless him i rather you be happy, even if it means i have to suffer.....till the day you decide to be with me, i'll always dream about you being with me...
Agree 100% ericmaguscloud. I am a Twilight fan but understand the problems with it, etc. It's like a guilty pleasure. And I've liked Blue October since before they appeared on SM's playlists. I did watch the BD release videos to hear this song early, though =)
& i could only dream of u and sleep, but i never see sunlight again i can try to be with you but somehow i'll end up losing a friend, i can only reach for you relate to you, im losing a friend..where did he go?! this songs reminds to the guy i like :/ but he decided to be with someone else, i today we are not even friends :S
i love my ex so much i would die for her...almost have. its been almost a year since we broke up and i tried dating other girls but none compare to her. she wants to be friends but when i talk to her the pain is to great to bear. idk if i ever will get over her. tight now she has a new bf she loves like i love her. and thats very painful. she wants to marry him and have his kid. so this song is a god send to me
@Gozin1011 that saddens me cause im in the same boat and i pray ill get over her cause when i think and talk to her she causes me great pain cause i love her so much
One of the best, most unique, awesome love songs ever written.
I love how they make their lyrics deep and sad, and then their beats are so..uplifting. It's like bringing a little light into a dark room.
Love love love Blue October, its amazing how beautiful each and everyone of their songs are. Just love the words and the voice.
Yes, he has. He has suffered through drug addiction (he almost died and would have if his mother hadn't found him), weight issues....the death of a child. This man can express pain so beautifully because he has felt it all.
I love this song sooooo much. It's so sweet, you can acually relate to this and feel what he's feeling.
I like the fact that the lyrics are a little slow because you can hear the words, then see them, and I'd never heard this one before, so it helps me take it in. Love it, and added it to favorites. Thanks!
I have the album and this song as well as The End, always get me the most. I listen to it when I'm in the car, whether with friends or not. I open the windows, turn off the AC, hit the highway and sing as loudly as I can. My favorite song on the entire album.
Great song. Brings back a lot of memories. I'm usually not that nostalgic, but I have an urge to go back every now and then.
Just amazing...... pure poetry not just krap words thrown together to sale cds like most artist these days. You can feel the pain n sadness in many of songs if not all!
i love when you hear a song and its like its been made for you ! thats the sign of a good artist cause a lot of people seem to relate to this song includin me, and i love that blue october does that cause their music actually means something, its nice :)
i love this band its thge greatest band ever. everyone of there songs touches me and makes and at the same time makes me happier then i have ever been before.
This is truly art. A Poem set to wonderful music and Justins uniquely amazing voice. Every single person reading, listening to, and feeling this knows exactly the feelings this song draws from.
i love this song so much. i can't imagine anyone else singing it, justin just puts so much feeling into it x
I could listen to this for hours so much power delivered in such a calm song
i never thought a person could whisper and have it sound so beautiful
Very powerful lyrics and musical score. Another awesome win for Justin and the guys.
wow this is such an emotional song, especially "I can try to be with you but somehow I'll end up just losing a friend" ..story of my life
"I want to say your name but the pain starts again, it's never my luck so never mind.
And I had a dream that you were with me, it wasn't my fault. You rolled me over, flipped me over, like a summersault. That doesn't happen to me…"
I think many of us can realte to these lyrics, but they're more than lyrics, they're the truth.
Wow...! Beautiful song and the Lyrics seem magical... Love this song. ❤ Thanks for sharing.
I always cry when I hear this song... Like even before it really starts... It re opens too many wounds.
@Lostinthemaze92 Thank you! Twilighters need to understand Blue October did not write this song about or for the books and Twi-Haters need to understand that, yes, Justin does like Stephenie Meyer, has read and enjoyed the books, and did perform for her and fans.
Excellent lyrics, so much - so deep - so friggin real. I could only dream of saying it so well.
I feel so sad everytime I hear this song. so true and so beautiful.
sad song. memories of a sweet love. true love should never die. beautiful song. and he still is thinking of me.
I'm experiencing this song as of late, and it's so damn accurate to every word. Now I've lost a friend because I scared her away, and she's done nothing but push me away. Now I'm trying my hardest to stop loving her but every time I sleep she's in my dreams. It's haunting, and idk wtf to do anymore.
All of Blue October's songs keep reminding me that Valentine's day is coming up in a month. :/ that holiday should be optional.
my dad died in november and now that im just in a blah state I cry to mostly all of the songs....RIP DAD
I was with my boyfriend for three years and we were so in love. I was then in a car accident that left me paralyzed and in a wheelchair. Now he wants nothing to do with me. I understand that it's better this way, without him in my life, but my heart still yearns for him, my never.
awesome words and a beautiful love song
Yes, it is for his daughter Blue. The song is fucking amazing and beautiful, every time I listen to it I am blown away. :)
I love me some Blue October,I love his voice! love love!!!!!!!!!!
I want to remember him with this song My million dreams about him are last and first kiss we had,i always knew u felt the same, when u pass by me and look at me ,now u disapered Good bye. With this luck i know i wont see u again, Forever is really never ....
My never, I never really thought that one day I would find you. Be able to wrap you in my arms. Then feel this sense of loneliness beside you.. This feeling I cannot speak of, or tell you about. I know I am nothing that encompasses your dream, I am ugly next to you. I stand in your heaven. I want you love you like a "clumsy card house".. Hell I do.. I won't blame you if you leave.. I know I'm not good enough. Forever yours.. Forever.. 18th Floor balcony style.
By far my fave band..
this reminds me of sum1 i miss it made me cry im going 2 talk wit her thanks 4 posting this...
This song has a lot of meaning for people in normal turned long distance relationships... I wish I could see her again...
His daughter was named after the band. He named the band Blue October because he had a really bad October which inspired a lot of songs, so he named his band after that Blue October he had.
Its not your computers fault. It is the way youtube syncs. Great vid man. Its does this to all my videos. one i spent hours syncing perfectly only to have youtube butcher it.
I put it in it's own playlist so I could listen to it autoplay over and over :)
There is this guy and he is "My never"
But now more than anything how happy I am is something that is beyond any words that I can form with letters or beyond anything I can explain with my lips
For he has hair I can never tell its true color because it naturally changes
For he has a smile that can brighten any dark space within my mind
For he is the person he is and I except everything about him
..........but most of all because he chose me and I don't ever want to let him go
this makes me cry, because the same person keeps doing that same thing to me, over and over...
i love this song, they are so amazing!
this song makes it hurt to breathe, but im not sure how anyone could press the dislike button
@OverkillQ You've got the meaning totally right....I wonder who Justin is singing about?
he hits the awesomest notes in this song
Actually this song has a meaning to it that you might not want your boyfriend to hear from you. It's about your "Never", which, according to the singer, is basically the person that you want more than anything, but that you can't have. The person that you believe has been sent from heaven just for you, but that you can't be with.
Actually he named his daughter Blue after Blue Miller who was "his mentor and the first pure heart he had met in the music industry".
My favourite song of all time :')
@pdhwiayf He actually specifically wrote this song FOR the character Jacob (in Jacob's perspective of wanting Bella and not being able to have her.) So this song WASN"T around before Twilight. He liked the books and wrote it in between the books Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. (And it never was in Twilght or any of the movies technically- SM does her own playlists when writtng the books and has Blue October on a lot of her book playlists)
Angus I will miss you forever. We had our own heaven but now you share yours with another. I have lost my best friend...
I am thirteen, and i have been a fan of Blue October, since 2006. I did a cover of one of their songs. So watch it! Love you Blue October!
I am a Blue October fan, but this reminds me (now that I've watched it) Of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.'s Joey and Rachel. And for the record I heard BO before I started watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S......... but I do love Rachel and Joey!
@superw0mette their only doing it, because they said in a concert thingy for breaking dawn - where justin furstenfeld (of blue october) performed this song along with others - that it was jacobs song - referring - to bella.
but i see what you mean.. blue october was great before the series - and they'll be great after.
i will post this to my boyfriend in MA. its so sweet.
my never is 10 minutes away from me. I wish i could be with this girl. but i know it will never happen. i tell her all the time how beautiful she is and how much i like her. but i guess im just not enough for her. ill spend every waking moment thinking of her and what i could do to be with her. It will never happen and i need to get over her. But i dont think i ever will.....
my best friend sang this song at a school concert....i didnt know until a month later that it was for me....i dont like him that way...and it pains me to se him hurt... im in love with someone else and i hav to deal with seeing him hurt every single day
this song is amazing.
I saw forever in my never and i stood outside his .. heaven.....
Wtf the unlike button shouldn't exist for this song.. those 4 unlikes are accidents they meant to push the like button!
i feel like this song is a telling of my life. the boy i love is with someone. an i never ask again. sad but watevr. is how i live thur the pain
i love this song so much
In High School Brain Marshall was my never. Only becuse I didnt want him as a boyfriend, so he became my best friend. Now 10 years later, I realize what a mistake I created. So ten years later I finally admited to him that he always was theone i thought about. We began dating that very night. Now I know that there will never be another. I love you Bri!!!
thanks for this video. a beautiful song.
Love this song....Stephenie Meyer says this is Jacobs song....
@HaligonianType1 I so feel your pain. I wish I could go back to the beginning.....
Sometimes... things don't work out the way their supposed to, the way you want them to. I was in love with one of my best friends, he's 3 years older. Everytime I think about him, it get's hard to breathe. Sometimes, I'm lucky if he comes into my Mom's resturant, and gives me one of his golden smiles. And when I go to his house to hang out with his sister, I end up asking her to sit in the living room with him so I can be close to him. He has a girlfriend, and I hate her. It's spiteful, but I do
wow this hurts but at the same time great, just like her....if he gives you just 1/4 of the love that i have 4 you, than god bless him i rather you be happy, even if it means i have to suffer.....till the day you decide to be with me, i'll always dream about you being with me...
Agree 100% ericmaguscloud. I am a Twilight fan but understand the problems with it, etc. It's like a guilty pleasure. And I've liked Blue October since before they appeared on SM's playlists. I did watch the BD release videos to hear this song early, though =)
& i could only dream of u and sleep, but i never see sunlight again i can try to be with you but somehow i'll end up losing a friend, i can only reach for you relate to you, im losing a friend..where did he go?!
this songs reminds to the guy i like :/ but he decided to be with someone else, i today we are not even friends :S
I feel like the song is about losing the one you thought loved you but only to find out there not what you thought...
@lostinthoughts89 Yeah it is what it says because I have a photocopy of the handwritten lyrics by the lead singer Justin xx
@SonounMancini I looked up three different lyrics sites and they all say, "It's never my luck, so nevermind."
@WhisperAngl3
That's a damn good idea...I think I'll be doing that as well. Thank you for the idea.
Been up all night thinking of my never.
Each and every night. You never get over your never.
My forever just became my never...I dont want to stand outside her heaven. I just want her back.
@AwesomeCherryKidz WHAT???? It was in twilight? I never knew that..... kind of weird huh??
@Inhumantics Thanks for the insight, I hadn't really thought of it like that.
I can sing this song word for word without having to look at a lyric site! Thumbs up if you can do that!
@KirbyJaye a lot, justin and the lady that wrote twilight r good friends, and enjoy eachother's work
@thetwilightbandgeek what sort of a name is that, anyway??
i love my ex so much i would die for her...almost have. its been almost a year since we broke up and i tried dating other girls but none compare to her. she wants to be friends but when i talk to her the pain is to great to bear. idk if i ever will get over her. tight now she has a new bf she loves like i love her. and thats very painful. she wants to marry him and have his kid. so this song is a god send to me
this song goes with the relationship of bella and jacob!
@AwesomeCherryKidz
This song was not in Twilight.
i love this song
@Gozin1011 that saddens me cause im in the same boat and i pray ill get over her cause when i think and talk to her she causes me great pain cause i love her so much
Ah yes it is. i cry a bit everytime i hear it.
Mom walks in: "WHAT DID I TELL YOU ABOUT RAPING THAT REPLAY BUTTON!?"
Me: "Sorry......."
Justin has a daughter named BLUE... She is his everything!
Where did she go?.............
luv this song
what font is that that you used?
If you get a certain copy of BREAKING DAWN there is a CD and you get this song on the CD
this is a very good song :)
@DjNeuroAsphyxium what happend dude?
Ohh BLUE OCTOBER, Where have you been all my life??? =)
@HaligonianType1 They are one of the best bands around today. You take care too, Jason.
@Gozin1011
I hear ya. I can relate, cept it was with someone who felt the same back, but I blew it. :(
@clint115
Blue October are an amazing group. I don't think there is a single song done by them I don't love. Take care Clint...
I loveeee this. It's soooo sad. :'(
if you are team jacob (Twilight) you can probaly think of him and how he loves bella and how he can't have her cause she will always choose edward