You are not alone even though you feel so lonely. Seems from the comments there are a lot of broken people in this world, forever destined to be alone because of our own loneliness.
+Leslie Caudill Take heart and know that there are a lot of us out there. But find something you can hold on to, drag yourself up out of the crap and tell the bastards they are not going to win. Find victory that you struggle every day but you make it, and consider it a win. Everyday you rack up more wins. You have to take it one day at a time. Eventually the hurt isn't so bad and you can move on. I know it's tough but you can do it. You have the strength. You just have to find it within you.
I just wanted to thank blue October. Giving people a way to look into what mental illness can really be like. And helping those of us who have it, out along the way. I hope they understand how many lives they have saved.
Blue October has helped me with my break up so much, i cried at some of there songs im a guy i dont usually cry, they make me feel like life is the reason to live, if that makes since, have a nice day everyone(:
Been listening to Justin since I was born. My mother is a huge fan and Blue was actually my first concert at 15. I'll forever be grateful for the memories Justin has created for me and my mom.
I LOVE this song ... Too bad Last Wish never produced an album ... I cannot get enough of Justin's lyrics, his voice, and the way emotion just pours out of him when he sings. Can't wait to see him in Denver for the Pick Up The Phone Tour on April 24!
I will be at their show in Chicago too! They are unbeleivably amazing live! I've never heard them play this (or much of their older stuff) live though.
I Totally Agree! A Person's Favorite Song Really Depends On What Is Happening In His/Her Life At The Moment. And I Always End Up Listening To Blue October No Matter What Too! They Seem To Have Songs Fitting For Every Moment! And Thanks For Posting Lilugo77!!
only time will tell. treat her well but live your lives. you are young and things change over time. goals change over time. my first highschool love DID end up being the one for me, but we had to break up and come back to each other 17 years later before we found that out.
I often feel broken, but just like Justin is I am finally trying to get better and take care of myself. I know we all live our own lives and nothing is wrong with that. But for me even though I am terrified most day I am still doing my best to "not be broken anymore" which actually is another blue October song :not broken anymore" I think it is called. Anyway love and peace to all of you and I hope you live the happiest lives that you can.
My feelings captured in a song. I wanna cry while listening to it but I can't. It just makes me feel understood. Into The Ocean I can sob to, it's my all time favorite song but this song is calming.
When i hear this song I slowly die inside, they are so damn good! The lyrics hunts me days after I've been listening to one of their song... [Bad eng, sorry]
omfg this song goes out to the frekain boy who broke my heart and never talked tome again. this song goes out to u cause u placed this doubt in my heart. Thx to u my heart wil never be the same again. love this song and this band thx u for this song
WAIT! Nevermind! I remember now. This was written by The Last Wish, the first band that Justin was in, and it was on their CD 'The First of February'. :]
Don't worry if she's the one. With 7 billion people on the planet the idea that there is just ONE other person out there for us is a little depressing. Finding them would be like winning the lottery and if you have congratulations. Focus more on the fact that you are happy. And you love them. Love them now, love them as much as you can, because who knows what the future holds? Just be happy. Relish what you have. Don't squander it. We should all be so lucky. We are not guaranteed tomorrow.
I remember this from back when Justin was in The Last Wish... One of the best songs of the cd, The First of February. This version is missing the heavy strings in that old version.
Well said and thank you for your info. my research was brief. even still, i think had hidinginplace pointed this out instead of spouting "moron" and "take it down" without anything to back it up he may have had more positive public reception. Im still a fan of the song and would buy it in a heartbeat :-) i dont feel too guilty listening to a cover a band did of their lead vocals old band on youtube, personally. im sure it will be taken down (or would have) if I need to feel bad :-D
And if you looked into my dark unhappy eyes, you'd see the tears that i'm choking... And if you touched, if you touched my heart you'd feel the pain i call hoping... And don't you know don't you know i'd die for just a lie from you yeah a token... Aha... the right song at the right time...!
Where do you find these recordings?? Looked all over to find Last Wish, 5591 and other Furstenfeld rarities. Mountain, Sorry Hearts, Voice of a Friend, Rust, Scar, No One's Listening, this one and many others. The only place to hear them seems to be on youtube. If any one would compile an anthology of 5591, Last Wish & other Blue October rarities, I would pay some good money to get my hands on it. Even if it's just bootlegged recordings like this so I could put them on my mp3 player
My best friend's brother met the love of his life in grade nine. That is when they started dating and now they are around age twenty and still very much in love. They have two beautiful children (they had both after they graduated high school) and are getting married in October. So, no, it doesn't happen often but it does happen. People fall in love everyday, regardless of age.
@wedontsparkleplz This version actually was a demo (or remake) by Blue October, but there is another version that I uploaded that is by The Last Wish, Justin's first band. You should be able to see it in the suggestions to the right, but if not, it's on my profile somewhere. :D
+Tabitha McGlaughlin didnt know this lol after reading your question i had the same in mind! come to find out the album is called the first of february and it was recorded in 1995. looks like the 2 of us have a new album to listen to sometime soon haha! hope this helped clear the air a little bit on where this track came from, i know i was baffled!
@jadenlikewow thank you for saying that, exactly my situation. it means a lot to just read things like that it makes me feel so much better because it gives me hope.
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I'll always be broken. I'm having one of those days I look up blue October, play every song and cry.
I've been there for a few weeks now, God bless!
You are not alone even though you feel so lonely. Seems from the comments there are a lot of broken people in this world, forever destined to be alone because of our own loneliness.
matt black people like you are the worst :)
+Leslie Caudill Take heart and know that there are a lot of us out there. But find something you can hold on to, drag yourself up out of the crap and tell the bastards they are not going to win. Find victory that you struggle every day but you make it, and consider it a win. Everyday you rack up more wins. You have to take it one day at a time. Eventually the hurt isn't so bad and you can move on. I know it's tough but you can do it. You have the strength. You just have to find it within you.
I'm doing that at the moment.
I just wanted to thank blue October. Giving people a way to look into what mental illness can really be like. And helping those of us who have it, out along the way. I hope they understand how many lives they have saved.
Still a freakin incredible tune after all these years... 👌💔
🤟🎼🎼
Blue October has helped me with my break up so much, i cried at some of there songs im a guy i dont usually cry, they make me feel like life is the reason to live, if that makes since, have a nice day everyone(:
Cam, I do hope you have figured it out mate.
I love Blue October, and this song is just amazing!
Just recently discovered Blue October ,awesome band 🤟🎼🎼
Still Broken and Not Broken Anymore
Been listening to Justin since I was born. My mother is a huge fan and Blue was actually my first concert at 15. I'll forever be grateful for the memories Justin has created for me and my mom.
this band is like.. i love you...
i'm so glad i discovered this
I LOVE this song ... Too bad Last Wish never produced an album ... I cannot get enough of Justin's lyrics, his voice, and the way emotion just pours out of him when he sings. Can't wait to see him in Denver for the Pick Up The Phone Tour on April 24!
this comment 12 years old but i hope the concert was good and you have a nice holiday season :)
Pure insanity, I love this music.
I will be at their show in Chicago too! They are unbeleivably amazing live! I've never heard them play this (or much of their older stuff) live though.
This has to be my most absolute favorite blue october song! I love them!
Oh God, I've only listened to this once, but I love it so much!
Now I'll listen again and again! :D
I Totally Agree! A Person's Favorite Song Really Depends On What Is Happening In His/Her Life At The Moment. And I Always End Up Listening To Blue October No Matter What Too! They Seem To Have Songs Fitting For Every Moment! And Thanks For Posting Lilugo77!!
Hear that song for the first time and I'm loving it!!
at true person lives with sought , fears , and pain. a true musician describes and understands!
I'm so glad I found you once again!! Omgg I'm so happy lol
I am going to see them next month in Chicago. It would be amazing if the played this live!! The water works would definitely be flowing.
just sitting here! just listenig! just dreamin! just blown away! beautiful song!
i love this song :) it tells me in and out right now. the best ever :D thenks for makin the vid ^.^
so so beautiful dang it made me cry so good wow... 5 stars and faved
I feel like I really needed to hear that. Thank you :)
this is an amazing song, i love it!
only time will tell. treat her well but live your lives. you are young and things change over time. goals change over time. my first highschool love DID end up being the one for me, but we had to break up and come back to each other 17 years later before we found that out.
i LOVE this song. it's amazing.
If you had touched my heart you feel the pain I call hoping
This is actually a band Justin was in before Blue October called The Last Wish that was released in 1995.
1993 wasn't it?
This is a demo recorded with blue october. The Last Wish recording of this song has violins in it
This is the Blue October version though.
I love this band!oh my heart utterly get every lyric!
Woah this is pretty good. I'm surprised I'm just now hearing it.
Bobble Head yeah me 2 this guy is great
this song keeps playing on & on & on &...in my head these days
Beautiful 😢
they have such beautiful songs :X
i love this song, its amazing. its so true...
nice post, excellent tune and real communication
Just soooo good
I often feel broken, but just like Justin is I am finally trying to get better and take care of myself. I know we all live our own lives and nothing is wrong with that. But for me even though I am terrified most day I am still doing my best to "not be broken anymore" which actually is another blue October song :not broken anymore" I think it is called. Anyway love and peace to all of you and I hope you live the happiest lives that you can.
This song is gorgeous.
I met and began dating my husband when I was 16, 10 years ago. It doesn't happen often, but sometimes you do meet that "one" at a young age.
One of my favorite blue songs....
Love this song:).says all things ive been holding in.
♥. .."and all the words that you ever promised me, were never spoken..."
made me cry. after 14 years i stil love the same person..
I just ended something with someone and this song just sums it up in a nutshell....awesome song!!!! this is just how I feel right now!!
My feelings captured in a song. I wanna cry while listening to it but I can't. It just makes me feel understood. Into The Ocean I can sob to, it's my all time favorite song but this song is calming.
This band has a way with lyrics
GOod song cant wait for the new cd to come out
This is the Blue October that needs to come back
i love it!!!
@blueoctoberfan100 Justin wrote it while in The Last Wish, but this version is remade by Blue October. The Last Wish version is on my channel.
When i hear this song I slowly die inside, they are so damn good!
The lyrics hunts me days after I've been listening to one of their song...
[Bad eng, sorry]
Great song.
Will always be this way :(
esas voces me encantan... a descargarla!
amazing song !
I love this
=D amazing song. very relatable and comforting
omfg this song goes out to the frekain boy who broke my heart and never talked tome again. this song goes out to u cause u placed this doubt in my heart. Thx to u my heart wil never be the same again.
love this song and this band thx u for this song
WAIT! Nevermind! I remember now.
This was written by The Last Wish, the first band that Justin was in, and it was on their CD 'The First of February'.
:]
Great song... nuff' said
Don't worry if she's the one. With 7 billion people on the planet the idea that there is just ONE other person out there for us is a little depressing. Finding them would be like winning the lottery and if you have congratulations. Focus more on the fact that you are happy. And you love them. Love them now, love them as much as you can, because who knows what the future holds? Just be happy. Relish what you have. Don't squander it. We should all be so lucky. We are not guaranteed tomorrow.
also, when you find songs by them you don't like it's because you haven't gotten to that stage of healing yet...
beautiful, justin has a great voice
@netretto It's not on an album, they did it as a demo for one of their albums but never released it officially.
I remember this from back when Justin was in The Last Wish... One of the best songs of the cd, The First of February. This version is missing the heavy strings in that old version.
Well said and thank you for your info. my research was brief. even still, i think had hidinginplace pointed this out instead of spouting "moron" and "take it down" without anything to back it up he may have had more positive public reception. Im still a fan of the song and would buy it in a heartbeat :-) i dont feel too guilty listening to a cover a band did of their lead vocals old band on youtube, personally. im sure it will be taken down (or would have) if I need to feel bad :-D
They come to Europe as well.
I am seeing them in London on the 1st October, after which I can die happy :)
And if you looked into my dark unhappy eyes, you'd see the tears that i'm choking...
And if you touched, if you touched my heart you'd feel the pain i call hoping...
And don't you know don't you know i'd die for just a lie from you yeah a token...
Aha... the right song at the right time...!
this and come in closer my favorite Blue songs!! xoxxox
i love blue october but i have never herd this song before and i think its one of their bests with my never close behind.
He's Not Broken Anymore.
Congratulation's to them both "!!!"
omg wen i heard this song it made me cry. i love Blue October
Elaina&Ryan 4ever!
Does anyone know if they have a CD out..? I have just stated following on TH-cam and I'm in love(:
im fucking broken, but im still fighting for love, life and family
This song was recorded with The Last Wish, but not this version. It was re-recorded as a demo song for one of Blue's albums.
Ohmygosh! Where did you find it?
I would kill to get one of those CD's.
Amazing
this song is my life i'm hurtin real bad but i guess i'm glad i'm not the only one who feels this way
Where do you find these recordings?? Looked all over to find Last Wish, 5591 and other Furstenfeld rarities. Mountain, Sorry Hearts, Voice of a Friend, Rust, Scar, No One's Listening, this one and many others. The only place to hear them seems to be on youtube. If any one would compile an anthology of 5591, Last Wish & other Blue October rarities, I would pay some good money to get my hands on it. Even if it's just bootlegged recordings like this so I could put them on my mp3 player
My best friend's brother met the love of his life in grade nine. That is when they started dating and now they are around age twenty and still very much in love. They have two beautiful children (they had both after they graduated high school) and are getting married in October. So, no, it doesn't happen often but it does happen. People fall in love everyday, regardless of age.
@wedontsparkleplz This version actually was a demo (or remake) by Blue October, but there is another version that I uploaded that is by The Last Wish, Justin's first band. You should be able to see it in the suggestions to the right, but if not, it's on my profile somewhere. :D
Blue October is what I listen to when I get hurt by a girl.
I love this song it heals the pain ... 3
Where did this come from?? I thought I either owned or had heard all of Blue's songs??
+Tabitha McGlaughlin didnt know this lol after reading your question i had the same in mind! come to find out the album is called the first of february and it was recorded in 1995. looks like the 2 of us have a new album to listen to sometime soon haha! hope this helped clear the air a little bit on where this track came from, i know i was baffled!
its an amazing song ain't it?
This is Last Wish, Justin's band prior to Blue.
Where do I find this song?
@blueXeyedXdevil
What is the plug in called?
No, this was originally a song from Justin's first band, The Last Wish. It was re-recorded as a demo for one of their CD's, but I forget which one.
Best band ever
Makes me miss my blue 💙
. . . were never spoken.
this is an awesome song blue october r amazing
Thank you (:
why is this song not available like...anywhere?
This version IS Blue October.
They did a remake of it.
I uploaded the Last Wish version a few days ago.
Thank You Steve
this guy is awesome
The guy named Justin is from Blue October the band ._.
Actually, while he did originally sing this in Last Wish, this is a touched-up version he sang after forming Blue.
i think i just fell in love, blue october
nice love song
@Necromattie666 actually it was called Last wish. they are still just as awesome as Blue october though :)
@jadenlikewow thank you for saying that, exactly my situation. it means a lot to just read things like that it makes me feel so much better because it gives me hope.
Thank you...