Yes my dear seems so far to complete your taper but you will. Im 52 placed on klonopin 2 years ago 0.75mg at bed. Started to taper 3 months ago now at 0.25mg. You will definitely be able to drop your dose. My worst symptom is bad sleep, due to klonopin. My prayers are with you, Pray daily often, only Jesus heals not doctors My prayers are with you Michael
Good luck girl! From a fellow Aussie in Berlin. I hope you come back one day and share your recovery ❤️❤️❤️ I’m 58 days off lorazepam after a rapid taper (93 days total use, thanks psychiatry 😡😡😡) and still have Mirtazapine to taper off soon. I really regret getting involved with these fuckers, because they’ve managed to destroy my health - temporarily I hope.
Be kind to yourself, take your time healing, I gained a lot of weight too, it's ok we'll lose it when we're well. It will get better, things will lift gradually, it's not linear but it will get better as time goes by...focus on you and do whatever you need to do to get through this, your taper is going great, listen to your body and we'll be here when you return. I'm 19 months post taper, it has been awful but there is a light, our receptors grow back, the darkness lifts and life will return, much love to you and thank you for sharing and inspiring us. God bless you.
I hope you feel better. Hey, being sick can distract you from the tapers pain. No one remembers they have a cold when running from a bear. And my doc says when I hit a wall with clonazopam taper, they will switch me to Valium. We will see. I’m done from 3mg clonazopam to .5 to 1mg. Sometime it’s good to be alone, and feel. No one will take better care of you than yourself.
Good luck moving forward. I have always been a private person but at some point if I think what I went through can help others maybe I will put myself out there. You have helped me and would like to see you make it on your benzo cessation!
I think you should KEEP recording yourself for YOUR RECORDS ! So when you come out of this you have the option of release them or not 👍 because WE ARE THE BENZO COMMUNITY ! All we have is US ! Your videos could save someone’s LIFE ! And get them though a tuff spot in their tapering journey!!! Because REMEMBER how alone you felt and how when you where looking for people going through the same thing on TH-cam And how GREAT it was to find videos of people Tapering and beating this monster! I know you most definitely saved someone from giving up ! Or doing harm to themselves...when they seen YOUR VIDEOS! 🙏🏻Let me let you in on a little secret.... when someone asks me for Benzo videos and looking 4 hope I always always SHOW THEM YOURS ! Why ? .... because you are well spoken, Dow to earth, and look very strong and put together! I remember a little girl about 17-18 years old name shasta saying..‘’ she’s so pretty’’ and if she can do it SO CAN I ! You are one of the more stronger people I have run across.. and if you leave it’s gonna definitely suck ! But I just wanted you to know how important you have become in our little community... thank you for all you done for everyone going through this hell ! You will be missed... Good luck and god’s speed 🙏🏻🙏🏻 jimmy j
Thank you so much for the kind words!! Yes we are a community and an important one. I would definately keep posting if I thought I had something to say and if I ever feel like I do you can be sure I will post it. I will definately keep videos for myself to look back on dont you worry 😊 Thank you for your support and for sharing my channel. Love always!
Im not addicted, I was misdiagnosed as having anxiety when I had Akathisia after a surgery. Was only on the meds for four months then wanted to come off. But they put me on such a high dose its taking a long hard time to get off.
@tyrel With all due respect, nobody in this situation is lucky. I am traumatised for the rest of my life. The doctor did what he thought would settle your physical symptoms the most. As there is no cure for Akathisia it only makes sense they would jump to do that. I have now tapered down to 6mgs of valium from 30mg. I am doing really well most of the time. It took me a long time to get here and it has been nothing short of hell but I am alive and yes I have experienced most symptoms you can think of. I have researched and fought my way here and you can and will do the same my friend.
@tyrel Don't be sorry I understand what you are going through. Are you tapering off the valium now? When you hit tolerance your body is telling you it needs a change. And it wants and needs to rid the poison. Although it seems counter-intuitive you could try cut 1mg and start a slow taper with a psychs help. I researched hard until I found one who would support me.
@tyrel Those symptoms are common unfortunately. It sounds like you are going through depersonalisation. Everything is an overload for our nervous systems right now so be kind to yourself. But don't lock yourself away. Go for a small walk up and down your street and then try for longer ones where you are out in public but in a quiet place. The more we lock ourselves away the worse the fear gets!
Dear Lady. I know that you re a sweetheart, very sensitive, and very compassionate woman. I know that you re struggling extremelly hard and suffering extremelly hard. I think, there s always a very positive side in hard struggles. You could use the fact that you re worlwide known to helo street children in the streets of Manilles, philippines. They re alone in the streets, drugged and at a very high lrvel of danger of kidnapping and sex assaulting. You could find a way to set up an ong in order to save them. Keep courage, sweethearth lady and may you succes where the innocent have zero advocacy for their voicece, for their life, for their security. 💕💕💕
Sending love your way. I took xanax off and on for several years. Thn was on it daily for around a year, had to keep up dosing. That's when I decided it was time to quit. I've been off xanax for almost 2 months now after tapering for around 5 months. This stuff is true poison and just wanted to let you know like many others have that your not alone. Stay strong, you can do this. I've been going thru hell for many months now but I'm still positive that I will make it thru. Wishing you the best. Will be praying for you.
Was NOT expecting you to talk about Christ. You said many powerful truths (like not feeding the negativity)....but the truth of Jesus Christ is THE most important thing. Our relationship with Him is EVERYTHING. He alone is the entire point of this existence. I don't know if you remember me - I created the support group in BAND (Sunshine & Pandemonium)....it's a beautiful thing to "see" you again (on here), and I wish you the best!!! You are on the right path. Christ is coming and will wash away all the tears from our eyes and lift us out of our brokenness. And people do sometimes get offended when I speak about Christ and how it IS possible to experience His peace, His joy, His love...while IN the suffering. In fact, IN the suffering is where I came to know Him better than I ever have in my entire life. xoxo!!!
@@genesisj9349 very long answer for a very important question.....the short answer is this (worked for me, everyone is different, and I am definitely not a medical professional)........I worked in weeks....started off taking the med (3) weeks outta the month with (1) week off (did this for about three months).... then I took med for (2) weeks outta the month with the next (2) weeks off (did this for three months)....then, I took med for (1) week outta the month and took (3) weeks off (did this for three months).....eventually I stopped taking completely (9-25-18 was last timeI took this poison)......took a LONG time and was NOT easy, but it is possible and it took about (3)-(4) years before all w/d and/or side effects completely wore off (my brain still feels a bit off, but nothing like going through acute withdrawals)******please check with your Dr. before attempting a taper program as stopping benzos cold turkey could cause seizures and/or loss of life*****
So proud of you hun x Your videos have been only but a key hole into your struggle and determination. Deuteronomy 31:6,8 Be strong and bold; have no fear or dread of them, because it is the Lord your God who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed. 🦸🏻♀️🦸🏻♀️🦸🏻♀️
Did he updose you? Maybe you hit tolerance again. My doc updosed me to 2mg k and 3mg Lunesta then ctd me yayyy now we’re part of the same tribe of akathisia inner and out. Are you able to sleep? I am not pot helps a bit if it’s not legal delta 8 is Cbd helps hot baths driving if your foots not all over the floor it’s hard to drive at times. I drive all day. It still hits and makes you want to die. Don’t worry about the weight your going to be loosing a lot when your lower or sleep goes away. Your body burns it off. I’m praying for you. Your blessed to have a good family.
I would like to encourage you to keep making your videos. You’ve been active in our community and your videos are healthy for you and us. I completely understand giving it power but this is different. I hope you’re feeling better cold wise. I actually have Covid right now , so I’m going through the wringer. Don’t be surprised if your symptoms ramp up a little with your cold. Very very common.
Medicial Marijuana seems to be the way to go.. and yes take a break.. anytime I relook into akathisia it is triggering.. but spreading awareness is what you've already done, keep fighting the good fight 👊
Thank you, I dont respond well at all to CBD or Canabis in general, I'm assuming it's my genetic make up and with my mental illnesses It's dangerous. It definately seems to help some people though!
@@beautifullybroken1591 I know, me too.. but I smoked it recently and it did help.. its all about certain strains you get; but I know it can trigger manic/psychosis.. CDB oil with less THC would be the way to go!!
@@anthonylamanna9330 It is never the same each drop, so sometimes I never really fully adjust befofe I drop again and sometimes I can adjust within a couple weeks you just never know
@@beautifullybroken1591 I hear ya. I’m incredibly setback from someone refinishing their hardwood floors. The smell was leaching into my office for two days and it gave me the biggest wave. Make sure you take care of yourself from all angles. Glad you’re getting closer to 0.
I'm been watching your videos for a while, don't give up, your not moaning get everything out, coming of this stuff is hard work, ( HELL.) MAYBE AN SSRI CAN HELP YOU GET THROUGH THIS AS YOU SEEM TO BE STRUGGLING, ALL THE BEST
Forgive me those bad comments I made. You didn't deserve that. I swear I won't make anymore. I have my good days & unfortunately bad. I'm not really a bad person. Sorry. Just wanted to say that before I went to bed for the night so as not to leave it in a bad way. You & yours are in my prayers! God bless.💙
That's okay, I have good and bad days too. I am just trying to help people who have been ripped off medications or who are struggling getting off them to know there is a safer alternative where we can be drug free but in a slower way so our brains can cope. I hope life treats you well and your body heals of all pain and suffering. ❤
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Yes my dear seems so far to complete your taper but you will. Im 52 placed on klonopin 2 years ago 0.75mg at bed. Started to taper 3 months ago now at 0.25mg. You will definitely be able to drop your dose. My worst symptom is bad sleep, due to klonopin.
My prayers are with you, Pray daily often, only Jesus heals not doctors
My prayers are with you
Michael
Good luck girl! From a fellow Aussie in Berlin. I hope you come back one day and share your recovery ❤️❤️❤️ I’m 58 days off lorazepam after a rapid taper (93 days total use, thanks psychiatry 😡😡😡) and still have Mirtazapine to taper off soon. I really regret getting involved with these fuckers, because they’ve managed to destroy my health - temporarily I hope.
Beautifully expressed. Thank you for your service to humanity. Much Love.
Be kind to yourself, take your time healing, I gained a lot of weight too, it's ok we'll lose it when we're well. It will get better, things will lift gradually, it's not linear but it will get better as time goes by...focus on you and do whatever you need to do to get through this, your taper is going great, listen to your body and we'll be here when you return. I'm 19 months post taper, it has been awful but there is a light, our receptors grow back, the darkness lifts and life will return, much love to you and thank you for sharing and inspiring us. God bless you.
How I wish I will gain weight..I loss weight on this
I really hope it goes back to normal. I was damaged by multi psych drugs for years and i am afraid it is permanent damage.
I hope you feel better. Hey, being sick can distract you from the tapers pain. No one remembers they have a cold when running from a bear. And my doc says when I hit a wall with clonazopam taper, they will switch me to Valium. We will see. I’m done from 3mg clonazopam to .5 to 1mg.
Sometime it’s good to be alone, and feel. No one will take better care of you than yourself.
Good luck moving forward. I have always been a private person but at some point if I think what I went through can help others maybe I will put myself out there. You have helped me and would like to see you make it on your benzo cessation!
I think you should KEEP recording yourself for YOUR RECORDS ! So when you come out of this you have the option of release them or not 👍 because WE ARE THE BENZO COMMUNITY ! All we have is US ! Your videos could save someone’s LIFE ! And get them though a tuff spot in their tapering journey!!! Because REMEMBER how alone you felt and how when you where looking for people going through the same thing on TH-cam And how GREAT it was to find videos of people Tapering and beating this monster! I know you most definitely saved someone from giving up ! Or doing harm to themselves...when they seen YOUR VIDEOS! 🙏🏻Let me let you in on a little secret.... when someone asks me for Benzo videos and looking 4 hope I always always SHOW THEM YOURS ! Why ? .... because you are well spoken, Dow to earth, and look very strong and put together! I remember a little girl about 17-18 years old name shasta saying..‘’ she’s so pretty’’ and if she can do it SO CAN I ! You are one of the more stronger people I have run across.. and if you leave it’s gonna definitely suck ! But I just wanted you to know how important you have become in our little community... thank you for all you done for everyone going through this hell ! You will be missed... Good luck and god’s speed 🙏🏻🙏🏻 jimmy j
Thank you so much for the kind words!! Yes we are a community and an important one. I would definately keep posting if I thought I had something to say and if I ever feel like I do you can be sure I will post it. I will definately keep videos for myself to look back on dont you worry 😊 Thank you for your support and for sharing my channel. Love always!
@@beautifullybroken1591 pls if you can keep posting it will get better we need each other
@@beautifullybroken1591 My frd how r u. now
Most if not all addiction is cause by childhood trauma, you need to dig it up and examine it and learn from it
Love you too
Im not addicted, I was misdiagnosed as having anxiety when I had Akathisia after a surgery. Was only on the meds for four months then wanted to come off. But they put me on such a high dose its taking a long hard time to get off.
@tyrel With all due respect, nobody in this situation is lucky. I am traumatised for the rest of my life. The doctor did what he thought would settle your physical symptoms the most. As there is no cure for Akathisia it only makes sense they would jump to do that. I have now tapered down to 6mgs of valium from 30mg. I am doing really well most of the time. It took me a long time to get here and it has been nothing short of hell but I am alive and yes I have experienced most symptoms you can think of. I have researched and fought my way here and you can and will do the same my friend.
@tyrel How many times do you dose a day?
@tyrel Don't be sorry I understand what you are going through. Are you tapering off the valium now? When you hit tolerance your body is telling you it needs a change. And it wants and needs to rid the poison. Although it seems counter-intuitive you could try cut 1mg and start a slow taper with a psychs help. I researched hard until I found one who would support me.
@tyrel Those symptoms are common unfortunately. It sounds like you are going through depersonalisation. Everything is an overload for our nervous systems right now so be kind to yourself. But don't lock yourself away. Go for a small walk up and down your street and then try for longer ones where you are out in public but in a quiet place. The more we lock ourselves away the worse the fear gets!
Dear Lady. I know that you re a sweetheart, very sensitive, and very compassionate woman. I know that you re struggling extremelly hard and suffering extremelly hard. I think, there s always a very positive side in hard struggles. You could use the fact that you re worlwide known to helo street children in the streets of Manilles, philippines. They re alone in the streets, drugged and at a very high lrvel of danger of kidnapping and sex assaulting. You could find a way to set up an ong in order to save them. Keep courage, sweethearth lady and may you succes where the innocent have zero advocacy for their voicece, for their life, for their security. 💕💕💕
Yes, sweet hearth. Think about all these children you could save. They will becole your own children. Be blessed sweethearth💕💕💕
Sending love your way. I took xanax off and on for several years. Thn was on it daily for around a year, had to keep up dosing. That's when I decided it was time to quit. I've been off xanax for almost 2 months now after tapering for around 5 months. This stuff is true poison and just wanted to let you know like many others have that your not alone. Stay strong, you can do this. I've been going thru hell for many months now but I'm still positive that I will make it thru. Wishing you the best. Will be praying for you.
Was NOT expecting you to talk about Christ. You said many powerful truths (like not feeding the negativity)....but the truth of Jesus Christ is THE most important thing. Our relationship with Him is EVERYTHING. He alone is the entire point of this existence. I don't know if you remember me - I created the support group in BAND (Sunshine & Pandemonium)....it's a beautiful thing to "see" you again (on here), and I wish you the best!!! You are on the right path. Christ is coming and will wash away all the tears from our eyes and lift us out of our brokenness. And people do sometimes get offended when I speak about Christ and how it IS possible to experience His peace, His joy, His love...while IN the suffering. In fact, IN the suffering is where I came to know Him better than I ever have in my entire life. xoxo!!!
Totally understand. Look to your healing. Be with yourself. All love to you.
I hope you return someday
So proud of you my beautiful girl 💗🙏🙌🥰
I totally get where you're coming from.....I went thru the same phase......keep pushing forward......I beat benzos, so I know you can too :)
how did you beat benzodiazepines??
@@genesisj9349 very long answer for a very important question.....the short answer is this (worked for me, everyone is different, and I am definitely not a medical professional)........I worked in weeks....started off taking the med (3) weeks outta the month with (1) week off (did this for about three months).... then I took med for (2) weeks outta the month with the next (2) weeks off (did this for three months)....then, I took med for (1) week outta the month and took (3) weeks off (did this for three months).....eventually I stopped taking completely (9-25-18 was last timeI took this poison)......took a LONG time and was NOT easy, but it is possible and it took about (3)-(4) years before all w/d and/or side effects completely wore off (my brain still feels a bit off, but nothing like going through acute withdrawals)******please check with your Dr. before attempting a taper program as stopping benzos cold turkey could cause seizures and/or loss of life*****
So proud of you hun x
Your videos have been only but a key hole into your struggle and determination.
Deuteronomy 31:6,8 Be strong and bold; have no fear or dread of them, because it is the Lord your God who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.
🦸🏻♀️🦸🏻♀️🦸🏻♀️
Thank you babe always for your love and support through this ❤❤❤
@tyrel I am alive, still tapering and down to 6mgs daily. Still in the fight 🙏
Good luck. No regrets. You’re doing great. See you soon and all the best. Take care! Sending from Spain my best wishes.
Ya got a great attitude it does get better it does hold on ya one day closer
Did he updose you? Maybe you hit tolerance again. My doc updosed me to 2mg k and 3mg Lunesta then ctd me yayyy now we’re part of the same tribe of akathisia inner and out. Are you able to sleep? I am not pot helps a bit if it’s not legal delta 8 is Cbd helps hot baths driving if your foots not all over the floor it’s hard to drive at times. I drive all day. It still hits and makes you want to die. Don’t worry about the weight your going to be loosing a lot when your lower or sleep goes away. Your body burns it off. I’m praying for you. Your blessed to have a good family.
I would like to encourage you to keep making your videos. You’ve been active in our community and your videos are healthy for you and us. I completely understand giving it power but this is different. I hope you’re feeling better cold wise. I actually have Covid right now , so I’m going through the wringer. Don’t be surprised if your symptoms ramp up a little with your cold. Very very common.
Hi Grace how have you been doing in the last 3 weeks, hope you've managed to level out, all the best
Medicial Marijuana seems to be the way to go.. and yes take a break.. anytime I relook into akathisia it is triggering.. but spreading awareness is what you've already done, keep fighting the good fight 👊
Thank you, I dont respond well at all to CBD or Canabis in general, I'm assuming it's my genetic make up and with my mental illnesses It's dangerous. It definately seems to help some people though!
@@beautifullybroken1591 I know, me too.. but I smoked it recently and it did help.. its all about certain strains you get; but I know it can trigger manic/psychosis.. CDB oil with less THC would be the way to go!!
@@Removedfromtheloop I used CBD with 1% THC but find that I'm good without it 😊👍
@@beautifullybroken1591 damn!! All trail & error!!
Hope you’re doing well.
Are you still taking Propranolol and if so does it help ?
I am, I personally feel it helps me slow my breathing and heart rate which is good for panic attacks and helps with any physical shakes or jitters.
@@beautifullybroken1591 I am very pleased to hear that . I imagine you're at the lower levels of your taper now . Hopefully you're doing decent .
What are your symptoms mam?
How far apart were u coming down on ur taper? Every month? Every 2 months?
I am still in my taper, dropping down when I feel I can. Can be anywhere from 4-8 weeks at most. Just depends how I feel
@@beautifullybroken1591 ok.. one more question, how long does it take ur body to adjust? Couple days? Wk?
@@anthonylamanna9330 It is never the same each drop, so sometimes I never really fully adjust befofe I drop again and sometimes I can adjust within a couple weeks you just never know
@@beautifullybroken1591 I see..
How are you feeling now? I am 9 months off now still struggling but much better.
Down to 8mgs of Valium now, so another 8 or so months to go. Taking a lifetime but I am getting there. Glad you are off and doing better
@@beautifullybroken1591 Fuck I feel for you I really do breaks my heart to see people going through this. One day we will heal!
Nice to see you. go ahead
Hey I hope you are doing well, any update?
Hey there. Still alive and tapering. Might give a proper update soon
🙏🙌🥰
Thank you!!!
How you feeling now?
Where’s a new video!!
Hey BB ,
How are you doing ? Are you off yet ? Just checking in on ya. Hope to hear from you soon.
Hello, thanks for checking in. I am still 8mgs away from getting off, but slowly getting there. It's a long hard road!
@@beautifullybroken1591 I hear ya. I’m incredibly setback from someone refinishing their hardwood floors. The smell was leaching into my office for two days and it gave me the biggest wave. Make sure you take care of yourself from all angles. Glad you’re getting closer to 0.
@@beautifullybroken1591 r u taking beta blocker now
@@rameshlumb4003 I've taken propranolol for two years. Down to 5mgs now
@@beautifullybroken1591 thank you friend how did u decrease ur dose I m taking 75 mg metapralol succinate
I'm been watching your videos for a while, don't give up, your not moaning get everything out, coming of this stuff is hard work, ( HELL.) MAYBE AN SSRI CAN HELP YOU GET THROUGH THIS AS YOU SEEM TO BE STRUGGLING, ALL THE BEST
How are u doing on your tapper, its been a while since you posted a video.
Forgive me those bad comments I made. You didn't deserve that. I swear I won't make anymore. I have my good days & unfortunately bad. I'm not really a bad person. Sorry. Just wanted to say that before I went to bed for the night so as not to leave it in a bad way. You & yours are in my prayers! God bless.💙
That's okay, I have good and bad days too. I am just trying to help people who have been ripped off medications or who are struggling getting off them to know there is a safer alternative where we can be drug free but in a slower way so our brains can cope. I hope life treats you well and your body heals of all pain and suffering. ❤
@@beautifullybroken1591 God bless you for real!😊❤️ Your understanding forgiveness is made my whole month! Your awesome!
did u take the vaccine
No I have not had the vaccine
Are you 100 % akathisia free now ?
Akathisia returns on and off through my taper journey
@@beautifullybroken1591 did you find that being intimate made worse or better? I’m scared to do anything to aggravate it