My Honest Feelings & St. Patrick's Day | That Teacher Life Ep 42

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  • @Midlifemayhemx
    @Midlifemayhemx 7 ปีที่แล้ว +163

    Anybody else feel like Michelle needs to send that lady the countless articles about the positives of flexible seating? Particularly the positive impact flexible seating has on reading. Sounds like that "reading specialist" is a bit behind the times. Michelle, you are fantastic! Thank you for thermometer vs thermostat analogy. I will definitely use that 😀.

    • @solvewordle
      @solvewordle 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Jenniffer McCoy I was wondering if an observed teacher could mention flexible sitting to the observer or ask what kind of research she has that backs up her concern? Can you give a person that comes to observe you feedback?

    • @beverlycorley385
      @beverlycorley385 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Amen to that too!!!! I tell my (8th grade) kids that I don't care if that stand on their heads just so they are engaged in the lesson and getting their work done. Its called DIFFERENTIATION ..... Of course the split second my kids are off task; I re-direct their attention and if that doesn't work - they are re-directed right back to their desk.

    • @jessicar.2550
      @jessicar.2550 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Jenniffer McCoy I was just thinking the same thing! Flexible seating is appropriate for many students. The important thing is that they learn !

  • @CJReynolds
    @CJReynolds 7 ปีที่แล้ว +135

    Sorry you had a bad observation, don't let that define you as a teacher! I will say as a teacher myself (who spent many years going in early and staying late) you need to take time for yourself... you can't care for your students if you don't care for yourself! You will burn yourself out!!! I wouldn't want to see that happen because you seems like a wonderful teacher. Keep in mind there is no such thing as a perfect teacher!!! Teaching is more about building relationships and connecting with your students to inspire a love of learning vs anything else!!

  • @thuglyfefalyfe
    @thuglyfefalyfe 7 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I am so glad you realize that you're a wonderful teacher. As a future educator, I look up to you so much!

  • @damelzat5309
    @damelzat5309 7 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    One of the most 'real' vlogs I've ever watched. Anybody training or thinking about teaching, this is as real as it gets! I really felt for you having to do the extra-curricular McDonalds thing after the feedback session. Jeeeeez! 😩 You bounced back so well. 👌🏼class act!

  • @leighpolson5488
    @leighpolson5488 7 ปีที่แล้ว +229

    I am in my 16th year of teaching. I taught 1st grade for 10 years and this is my 6th year teaching kindergarten. Even as a veteran teacher I can say that you are always learning. It's one of the things I love most about the teaching profession! I love watching your videos and I can tell that you are a great teacher! However, it seems that the extra time you put into your job is a bit excessive. We all want to do amazing things for our students, but staying up until 2 am on a regular basis is crazy! You are going to seriously BURN OUT if you haven't already and an overly stressed and tired teacher is no good for her students. I learned this lesson when I had children of my own, at which point my priorities changed and I simply could not spend so much time on my job. I still receive a score of "highly effective" on my evaluations every year, even though I walk out of my classroom at 3:00, don't take work home and go to bed at 8:00 every night. Just something to consider. I think your students (and staff) are so lucky to have someone that is such a hard worker as you are, and someone that is so dedicated to the job. But you have to take care of YOU first!

    • @ynieto4446
      @ynieto4446 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I had to hear these same words from a fellow teacher. It's not perfect but it's better this year. I leave about an hour earlier this year.

    • @jenniferdowns322
      @jenniferdowns322 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Super advice!! I taught and was totally burnt out by year 3. You can't let teaching consume you. It will. You never get the return for all the extra effort. You just have to let it go.

    • @ozazure
      @ozazure 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This is good to hear because I am starting teaching as a third career, with two school aged kids and I am simply not going to be able to devote swathes of out of school time to the job. I am going to have to do what I can do being an efficient time manager and prioritiser.

    • @mrsmae9728
      @mrsmae9728 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I leave at 4 everyday because I have a baby to go home to. In bed by 8 PM! I don't know how she does it! I'm fortunate to have volunteers and helpers but I also thought it's excessive to lesson plan all night everyday. I work on lesson planning once a week and am also marked highly effective. I hope she gets some rest next school year.

    • @leighpolson5488
      @leighpolson5488 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Agreed!

  • @sgd43765
    @sgd43765 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I love your thermostat vs thermometer quote. That is so great, words to live by. Extremely important to remember when times are tough.

  • @lcadez
    @lcadez 7 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    Honestly, it makes me so angry as a teacher when administrators make teachers feel defeated. Unfortunately, you're right. Much of what we do is unnoticed. Administrators need to remember that we are still human, and nothing is perfect. We are judged by the behavior of 6-7 year olds, and sometimes things are unpredictable.

  • @kennedyryan5891
    @kennedyryan5891 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Your addition to coffee cracks me up now when ever you order coffee I know what your getting

  • @3rin3rin
    @3rin3rin 7 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    I feel you, in my last observation my administration told me I always looks unhappy at other times in the school not while I'm teaching.... I am extremely happy. I dont see what my face looks like has anything to do with my teaching abilities. it was literally written into my evaluation to work on looking happier....

    • @janewright8249
      @janewright8249 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That would never be said to a male teacher.

    • @sharonchorba6995
      @sharonchorba6995 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I had a principal say that I didn't look happy in an evaluation. I said immediately and firmly back "I'm happy" but I wish that I had confronted him more on the comment.

  • @vanessadotson6499
    @vanessadotson6499 7 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    In your words"suck it up, buttercup!" Lol. You know what you do and that is all that truly matters! I'm a 34 year veteran teacher and I so enjoy and learn from you. Be true to yourself and for future observations think "screw them ( observers) and just focus on your kiddos, because you can never be sure what they are looking for, so just focus on what you want! Their opinions are their own, and yours are yours!

    • @lauralou2605
      @lauralou2605 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Vanessa Dotson best advice ever. As a 20 year veteran myself, that is what I do. I gauge my teaching by my students: are they happy, are they making progress, are they engaged. Otherwise I could give two shits about what some outside observer who sees my class once a year for an hour thinks.

  • @ashleydavis4923
    @ashleydavis4923 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I definitely agree with you that it shouldn’t matter whether a student stands, kneels, or sits in a chair while learning as long as they are comfy! So many of my students get tired of sitting and ask me to stand while doing their work. It is sad to see that they chose something so minor and irrelevant to focus on. You are an amazing teacher and definitely serve as an inspiration to me and hundreds of others!

  • @Rachaelannkerr
    @Rachaelannkerr 7 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Omg I started tearing up while you were talking about your observation. This happened to me this school year for the first time and I could relate 100% to how you were feeling. This is why so many good teachers end up leaving the profession. Out of all my friends from college I'm one of the few who still teach and this is my sixth school year teaching.

    • @carrie2893
      @carrie2893 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Rachael Kerr you are so pretty

  • @ryanhenson7442
    @ryanhenson7442 7 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Your the best teacher ever, you've inspired me to be a teacher

    • @MadisonPB
      @MadisonPB 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Costeno Salao Or it could be the fact that she takes the time to explain on her day of teaching and let us in even on the hard parts of her day.

    • @kaitlynjoshua9193
      @kaitlynjoshua9193 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

  • @jc3teacher265
    @jc3teacher265 7 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    Do not let the opinion of one get you down. How long has the observer been out of the classroom? So many administrators, supervisors,etc. these days are out of touch with what goes on in the classroom now. I have been teaching 21 years, all in elementary and I get some great ideas from you! Keep your head up. Good luck!

    • @roderickwoodard1415
      @roderickwoodard1415 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      john Cormier Hello! I am also one of the subscribers to this channel! I wanted to thank you for your inspiration. I graduate with my Master's degree in Elementary Education in April of next year and it is a blessing to see great teachers who demonstrate relatable to new teachers or prospective teachers! Thank you! 😀

    • @beverlycorley385
      @beverlycorley385 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Amen!!! My very first thought was ...... hmmmmm wonder how long those evaluators have been in their crystal palace behind a desk rather than in a classroom in the midst of real students - not just theoretical ones.

  • @daniapalmatier-leal7861
    @daniapalmatier-leal7861 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Hi. I truly enjoy your blogs and I've been teaching for 21 years! DO NOT let that observation bring you down. You are a wonderful teacher and it shows in everything you do. Continue doing what you do!

  • @NinaNina-kb2ff
    @NinaNina-kb2ff 7 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    hi Michelle. i'm a teacher from Algeria. it's in north Africa. i teach middle school students.i love your vlogs very much. but when i watch them i realise how lucky you are as a teacher in the USA. you have everything you need: great tools and materials, small number of students, very beautiful and well equiped schools... it's totally different in my country. only the private schools can afford a welcoming environment for the kids. in my school for example, i have 6 classes of 50 kids each. can you imagine that !!! i'm always tired at the end of the week ! also we teachers are not taken care of. i remember when i first started teaching, i was so scared because i had never been in front of students before. i can't tell you how difficult and stressful was my first year. but i managed to finish it. and here i am, still teaching despite the many problems we face every year.
    you are a super teacher because you are so dedicated to your job and kids.we cannot escape from being criticised but just think that this person is not with you when you prepare your lessons , when you stay late at night to design attractive and interesting activities to your kids or when you deal with some disrespectful kids... so don't feel defeated. you're awesome.
    my best regards.

    • @sylviepadilla4249
      @sylviepadilla4249 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Nina Nina Wow! 50 students! You are amazing too!

    • @NinaNina-kb2ff
      @NinaNina-kb2ff 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      thank you. it's kind of you :)

    • @latinbeautymaria
      @latinbeautymaria 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      We are rich in resources but education is not as valued as it should be. Yes, we are so incredibly blessed. I absolutely agree but what we cannot buy is respect for teachers and educators and value for education. I love teaching ESL. Love families who stress education still but it is such a sad state of affairs how teachers are not valued anymore. So much more is required of us. I teach 8th grade and about 80% of my job s being a social worker or therapist.

    • @NinaNina-kb2ff
      @NinaNina-kb2ff 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      hi. to have 27 students only is a dream for me ! lol.
      concerning the collection of the students' data, it's something that we do for us. i like to keep track on my learners' performances. the schools or the inspectors ask us to follow the learners' development and achievements but look only for the end of the terms' results, ie; in December, March and June. :)

    • @NinaNina-kb2ff
      @NinaNina-kb2ff 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      sorry this answer was for another person .

  • @AshleyMcComb
    @AshleyMcComb 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I'm not a teacher, but I LOVE your channel. I'm a mom of four and it irritates me beyond belief when amazing teachers like you are made to feel like they're not doing a good job. Teachers like you are not the norm and it's sad. If teachers were appreciated the way they should be, there would be more teachers like you. Please know that you're doing a great job and you are appreciated by the parents and students. I know it's not always apparent, but it's true.

  • @dine4508
    @dine4508 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love the way that you embrace the challenge you faced and overcame it. Sometimes observers have no clue what goes on in the classroom. You are a great teacher. Stay strong and positive.

  • @ynieto4446
    @ynieto4446 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You are a fabulous teacher. Your passion flows out for the world to see. Having a fellow teacher you trust to share the weird moments, depressing moments and share happy moments helps.
    It's very difficult to get past the feelings. I see that you make a positive impact in your students' lives and you work very hard at it. Be a thermostat!

  • @Kingplasma534
    @Kingplasma534 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Hello "teacher best friend", I complete understand your frustration about the observation. I have been in your shoes before. Most people outside of your classroom truly don't see the factors that you have to deal with all while still teaching the content. Sometime I used to feel like most administrators forgot what it was like to be in the classroom when they come and do observations. I am happy that you had your venting sessions and you chose to be the thermostat and control the situations. You are a fantastic teacher and your students are very lucky to have someone as dedicated as you are for them. Continue to be great and I will continue to support you. Enjoy your weekend and Happy St. Paddy Day🍀

  • @kaitlynjanas6068
    @kaitlynjanas6068 7 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    #1. I am so sorry about your observation and had a similar experience. Thank you for sharing, people don't usually talk about things like that and it reassures all of us that we are doing the best for our kids and there are others out there who are going through similar experiences. (not that it really makes it easier on anyone)
    #2. For my initial screening interview it was pretty generic questions: Why do you want to teach in this area? Tell me about how you teach about diversity/different cultures? What would your principal say are your strengths? What would they say are your areas of growth? They have always been pretty quick and short, I think they are just making sure there are no "red flags"
    GOOD LUCK!

  • @stephanieleigh101
    @stephanieleigh101 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Montages and sweet tunes for the win! 😍🙌😍 Again, THANK YOU for your candor and vulnerability! Relatable is an understatement. Too often I think we hide those feelings as teachers and end up feeling isolated and like we're the only ones. So... thanks for having a breakdown? Lol! You DO rock. I LOVE the thermometer vs thermostat philosophy. Literally paused the video and reflect with tears. 😭 I'm excited for you to move to a new school. You're too awesome to continue feeling unappreciated and knocked down!!! 😘

  • @delaneygalloup2232
    @delaneygalloup2232 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You are such a dedicated teacher, and the fact that you allowed yourself to be honest shows how truly dedicated you are. From my understanding it sounds like your school is a struggle and you're doing the best you can. I love your vlogs, but I can't wait for you to have a new start at a different school. I would of loved to have a teacher like you!

  • @arianagarcia6116
    @arianagarcia6116 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Michelle, I've been watching your videos for several months, and I look up to you so much. I will be graduating in one year. I am so excited, but everyday I worry about the negative things that come with teaching such as observations, time management, difficult students, etc. But you honestly make me feel like I can get through anything. Yes you break down, but you get right back up and I really admire that. I hope to be half as great of a teacher that you are! ❤

    • @OneBerryLemonade
      @OneBerryLemonade 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ariana I'm in the same boat as you! Good luck with your teaching

  • @lauraweatherburn4236
    @lauraweatherburn4236 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Hey Michelle! I am a primary school teacher from Sydney, Australia and I love seeing similarities and differences in teaching from country to country, so interesting!! Absolutely love your vlogs ❤❤

  • @moniquedominguez6895
    @moniquedominguez6895 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Im not a teacher, but I can only imagine the amount of stress you face everyday. I'm sorry that this observer critiqued you for such minor things. You put so much into what you do, and while I'm sure that it's difficult one of these days one of those kids is going to tell you the impact you had on their life. As a mom I can say we need more teachers like you!!! Xoxo

  • @thatcrohnslife
    @thatcrohnslife 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I am a 2nd year and we get observed a lot our first 3 years by more than one person. It is so nerve racking and the kids notice I act a little different or I even stutter from shaking lol. I have cried so many times over all the things they want me to work on, but I take it with a grain of salt. My mentor told me that they have to find areas for you to improve or just think about new ideas, and sometimes it's something that you might not agree with. It's hard having others come into your classroom with a magnifying glass, but it gets better! You are an incredible teacher. I feel like you will do great no matter what grade you teach.

  • @KateTheSleepyTeacher
    @KateTheSleepyTeacher 7 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    That woman should be more concerned with learning not about these little things. How soon people forget what it is like to be in a classroom. That woman has no clue. You have, however, ever right to feel frustrated and sad. Just know that you are a great teacher.
    I don't work in a district school , so I don't have to deal with that too much. I do however, work crazy hours as well, so I began doing one nice thing for myself a day. Today I'm getting my hair dyed /under lights ! I'm so excited

  • @suemeador4197
    @suemeador4197 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Just wanted to let you know that your videos are amazing and so inspiring. Thank you for sharing. Wish I had found them sooner. Also you are an excellent teacher and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

  • @Anonymous502
    @Anonymous502 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    your vitamin D may be extremely low. Because I would always feel tired no matter how much sleep I got. Now I take a very high dose once a week prescribed by my Dr and it has made a huge difference!

  • @amandafowler1165
    @amandafowler1165 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You are an amazing teacher! Don't let that get you down. I love how you said you can either be a thermometer or a thermostat. Loved the vlog and how personal you are with us.

  • @brittneybillingslea3128
    @brittneybillingslea3128 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I definitely understand your struggle! How I get through those nitpicking observations (that's what I call them), I tell myself that whoever is observing me needs their job too so if I'm perfect there is no need for them. So they have to find something wrong or they are out of a job. With that being said I brush it off because like you said they saw a snapshot and I know what I do everyday. Don't need them to validate me. We're almost done with the school year! Keep pushing! You are awesome!

  • @jmexley
    @jmexley 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "You can be a thermometer or a thermostat." Love this, Michelle! I admire how you reflect on the negative things that happen and ALWAYS find the positive! This is something I think a lot of people need to be able to do, including me! Thank you for being such a great role model for all your followers! The person who observed you should WISH that every teacher in your county was as dedicated and as passionate as you are! ❤️

  • @MrsLeyvasClassroom
    @MrsLeyvasClassroom 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I wouldn't put it past your admin/supervisor to be upset that you are leaving the district and retaliating! Maybe they want you to look less desirable to your new district. You were just nominated to be teacher of the year! Who knows... On another topic... what do you use for teeth whitening? You have beautiful, white teeth and you drink coffee every day :) Sorry, not sorry for being the weirdo and asking that question. Have a GREAT weekend. I am so sorry you have to go back to work on Monday! We just went on Spring BREAK!! Whoo hoo!

  • @Paigedillman
    @Paigedillman 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You should do a video on how you teach math and your math centers, as well as how you go about guided reading.

  • @sjcaver9782
    @sjcaver9782 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hi! I'm a rising 7th grader and I love your videos. When I was younger, I "taught" my stuffed animals and loved making little worksheets for them. Then I thought it was stupid so I stopped. And watching your videos that I'm so obsessed with, made me remember how much teaching is so very fun! I hope that some day I can be as great of a teacher as you. You are very amazing and impressive and, if it helps, if I was your supervisor I wouldn't find anything to criticize you on. Keep up the great work!

  • @TwoXChrom
    @TwoXChrom 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Love that thermometer vs thermostat! I so need a poster for my room now, both for the kids and for me. Also 2 shout outs to you for your visible growth in your vlogs (love the b roll footage) and for your transparency concerning your observation reaction. We've all been there and community always makes us feel better.

  • @tamicay925
    @tamicay925 7 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    Hi Michelle! My name is Camille and I've been watching your vlogs for awhile. I've been in your shoes! I'm 25 year old first grade teacher living in Texas. This is my 3rd year teaching first grade. I was like you my first year. Spending WAY too much time on school things, bringing work home, working on weekends, buying a ton of stuff for my classroom, and feeling defeated. It's not worth it! I came to the conclusion that I am not only a teacher. I'm a person. And there's things outside of school that make me happy and who I am. Teaching is not my only purpose. Teaching doesn't define who I am. Teaching is just something I do. So, since that first year, I've put less energy into it. I do what needs to be done and cut out the unneeded fluff. I use my time more wisely and effectively. I do school stuff at school. I get to school early and I plan each day for the NEXT week. This way I don't feel stressed and don't have to work on lesson plans over the weekend. I use every break I have wisely on important tasks. This way, I have a life. I have time to rejuvenate and relax and destress and focus on other bigger parts of my life. I leave my school bag at school. Nothing feels better than leaving school with just my purse and lunch box. I don't stay late. I don't go up to school on the weekends. I needed boundaries. School happens at school. I already devote so much time there throughout the week, I don't need to take up my personal time for it. I've never been happier or more calm or stress free. I am still a great teacher and get things done. Partly because I take care of my whole self. I go to bed by 9 every night. I eat 100% raw plant based foods so my body is properly fueled with nutrients it needs. I don't drink caffeine. I don't push my body. I listen to my bodies signals. Taking care of your body and listening to its cues is so important. This is just my personal story. I hope it can help. I feel for you so bad because I've been where you've been. To me, being so wound up in teaching and being perfect was exhausting and took away from my personal joy and contentment and vitality. Let some of it go. I don't spend hours thinking about school. I think about school when I'm at school. It helps to not be so wrapped up in it, which helps me not get in a tizzy over things people may say. It's just school. It's just a small piece of my bigger life. Do the best you can, but don't over do it. It's not healthy.

    • @roderickwoodard1415
      @roderickwoodard1415 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      tamicay925 Hi Camille! Listening to your story puts things into perspective for me. I am currently a Paraprofessional of nearly 8 years and I am in a Master's program in Elementary Education. I think having a to-do-list is a great way to keep yourself on track. If you could please give me advice on how to get through your first year of teaching I would greatly appreciate it! Thank you for your advice.

    • @candiceacosta5436
      @candiceacosta5436 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm hoping to find this state of balance because I'm close to throwing in the towel! I'm curious, how do you plan for an entire week in one day? Does that include all subjects, small group instruction, and analyzing data? When does all the grading of daily assessments and testing assessments happen? I struggle to keep work out of the home or after hours. I just simply can't get it all done between the hours of 8 am and 2:20.

    • @tamicay925
      @tamicay925 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Candice Acosta Hello Candice! I go into school at around 6:30. My school doesn't start until 8:00, but students come in around 7:35. So, from 6:30-7:30 each morning, I start planning for the next week. No, I don't do it all in one day. I usually work on my lesson plans each morning Monday- Wednesday. Then Thursday and Friday mornings before school I pull out resources, make copies, etc. I grade during my conference time which is when kids are at specials.

    • @avholland
      @avholland 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I so needed to hear this! This is my first year teaching and I came in super late in the game bc the other teacher quit right at Christmas so I am her "replacement teacher" and trying to do my best to get my kids caught up for testing had literally been draining the life from me! (i teacher ELA 6th grade) but I am putting a stop to it before it gets any worst

    • @ADayWithShay
      @ADayWithShay 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      tamicay925 thank you so much for this post! I'm a sophomore in college to become a teacher and I watch blogs like this so I can see what I'm getting myself into and kind of help me "shadow" the teacher. You should make more videos because I hate when teachers spend so much time and energy dealing with school and not putting themselves first. I know for a fact that will not be me! So glad you just reassured me that it was possible to leave school at school! ❤️ Teachers don't get paid enough to think about teaching every second if every day. So not worth it. You can definitely be great at what you do without the extra! 😘

  • @bluechill9956
    @bluechill9956 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you Michelle for such relavent and valuable information. I enjoy all of your videos and products that you have created. I am in my 2nd year of teaching kindergarten and it is still overwhelming for me. I like to watch your videos when I'm getting ready in the morning. You are an inspiration for many and I find myself very motivated to put my best foot forward after watching your latest Teacher life videos. I would love to hear your thoughts and ideas about a good gradebook system or procedure. If I have missed this in another one of your videos, could you post a link to it. You are an amazing teacher and I appreciate the amount of time and effort you spend on your students. Wonderful Job!

  • @janetlevisay1770
    @janetlevisay1770 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so impressed by your skill and dedication to teaching! I have been a teacher many years (30), and I am always so amazed by the insights and teaching strategies that you already excell at that it has taken me years to learn (and that I'm still trying to master). I really wish I had your organizational and technological skills. As busy as you are, you find the time to share with us on TH-cam and design products for TPT to help us in our teaching. You should be so proud!
    I have been through so many similar situations, and I felt the same way you are feeling -- because we care! Don't let those who spend their time "majoring on the minors" make you feel defeated. What you do in the classroom for your students is what really matters!

  • @babycakes12061
    @babycakes12061 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I hope you know that all of your viewers think you are doing an awesome job! You are definitely someone I look up to!

  • @luceroperez1688
    @luceroperez1688 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm only in my second year of college and decided to switch over to the education field and now I'm behind because I started out taking classes for nursing. It's hard to not let my slow progress get the best of me but see your videos inspire and motivate me to keep going! I will get teach soon! Keep up the great work!!!!!💛

  • @zelmaa5736
    @zelmaa5736 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My heart goes out to you. From everything I have seen, you are an incredible teacher and I have seen that there are MANY teachers - myself included and I've been teaching for 34 years - who are learning from you. It really sounds as though the person observing you was validating her position by finding things wrong. I agree with someone else who said that she mustn't have been able to find anything important to critique, so she was just getting picky. A kneeling student is absolute pathetic to pick on. My students LOVE kneeling. Just keep being the amazing teacher you are and try not to keep any of that woman's rubbish in your heart.

  • @heidihuang8288
    @heidihuang8288 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you Michelle for being so real with us yet so positive even when you are in a sucky situation. Keep your head up, you're doing such a great job and I'm sure your students enjoy every minute being in your class with all the thoughtful and engaging activities you spend so much time preparing. Every situation has both negative and positive aspects to it... it just depends on how you deal with the situation and you handled it so well!! Loved your vlog - can't wait for the next one!

  • @delaneygalloup2232
    @delaneygalloup2232 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I haven't watched the whole vlog yet but I always love hearing that you're listening to Elvis Duran in the morning 😂

  • @PB-bb3jc
    @PB-bb3jc 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I totally understand how you feel. Teachers do so much for their students and we should be recognized for all the time and work we put into the school day. I also loved the rainbow milk, so super cool!

  • @morganelizabeth2574
    @morganelizabeth2574 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Michelle, I finally got a chance to watch this video and it broke my heart. You're such an amazing teacher, and anyone who gets a glimpse into your life can see that! Never change who you are! Keep your head up darling!❤️

  • @loganmccord5152
    @loganmccord5152 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Teachers are so under rated for the countless hours they put in for their kids and coming from a student who is still in school you rock we need so many more teachers like you!!! keep up the awesome work!

  • @msfantasy2013
    @msfantasy2013 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    don't stress over the observation!!!!
    Word of advice from someone who is a 30 year veteran.... half of the time, those who give bad observation are former teachers who were ineffective and are jealous of your motivation and drive. I had an observation like that once, whatever the lady said went in one ear and out the other... I continue what I knew was best for my kids and my test scores went up drastically... so I failed the observation, but my kid passed the state test.

  • @whaddupchunt
    @whaddupchunt 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I appreciate how honest and real you are being to everyone on the internet. Not many people would even admit that they ever feel defeated or overstressed from their jobs. I think you are overworking yourself to be honest, but I know it comes from wanting to be good at your job & really giving your all to your students, & that is amazing. They will always remember you, I think. You're doing amazing, regardless of how you may feel or what another teacher may say or even your students say. Teaching is probably the hardest job out there, honestly. I tried it and I had to quit, I just couldn't do it. I truly commend you.

  • @Dailyplantingtheseed
    @Dailyplantingtheseed 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so proud of you. You’re an awesome person. I’m cheering for you. You are such an encouragement to me and to my husband. We are both in the process of getting our teaching masters. I’m so grateful to you for being real about what you are learning. We love you.

  • @naomis7888
    @naomis7888 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    being a student who is unable to sit down and stay sitting for a long period of time really erks me how that observer thought a student sitting on the ground, which doesn't make any sense. yes I'm in hs, and have a rubber chair cover that keeps me in place but for a second grader they haven't fully matured, you're a great teacher and you don't have 800 eyes around you. going into teaching was your dream, keep it going!

  • @aeelayyan
    @aeelayyan 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You're a great teacher! 🍎 You inspire me!

  • @ladycase2
    @ladycase2 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I absolutely loved hearing the children when those colors spread. You are so clearly a wonderful teacher.

  • @IamShannononline
    @IamShannononline 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Great video! Glad to see others are also up watching on a Saturday!

  • @chilamtz
    @chilamtz 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You're amazing! I wish I had the resources to do half the amazing things you prepare for your class. As a first year teacher I definitely needed to hear your speech about the observation. You keep being you! You're awesome! ❤❤❤

  • @victoriagirardin4629
    @victoriagirardin4629 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Keep your chin up, girl! You're an inspiration to pre-service teachers and veteran teachers alike (for real- I take notes while I watch your videos)! Observations do not define you :)

  • @ButterflySamurai
    @ButterflySamurai 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    As a first year teacher, I love watching your videos because of the time/effort you put into your classroom. I often wish I could do the same, but you seriously motivate me to try harder next school year when I have a bit more resources. Observations are seriously scary and I also feel that they nitpick to find the negative parts without focusing on any of the positive. It can be disheartening. Thats when I feel self reflection comes into play since these people do not spend any time within your classroom compared to what you do. Keep your head up, Michelle! You are truly an inspiration.

  • @missnewvillage
    @missnewvillage 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm a first year teacher and your vlogs have really helped me because while I definitely don't put in nearly as much work as you do, I take my job very seriously. I've gotten similar feedback from my supervisors. Like you said, I know I'm putting in the effort and I'm continuing to work on being the best teacher for my students. You are an amazing teacher. Your students are so lucky to have you. Thank you for always being real, no matter how hard it is ❤️

  • @Saveapetcoupon
    @Saveapetcoupon 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can tell just from all your videos that you are an AWESOME teacher!!! Most people that come observe in the classroom have not had their own classroom in so long they can't understand this new generation of students and parents. You know your kids the best and I can tell you do everything in your power to give them the absolute best education possible!!! 😄

  • @lipglossqueen21
    @lipglossqueen21 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So happy that you share not only the good but the bad sides of teaching because thats real life. As anyone who watches your videos can tell you, YOU ARE NOT A BAD TEACHER you dedicate so much to your students and I'm sure they appreciate it. :)

  • @rickleme5037
    @rickleme5037 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I love you! YOU are such a positive teacher! Keep up the good work!

  • @callalilydaffodil
    @callalilydaffodil 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You do an amazing job! From a teacher to a teacher...we do so much for our kiddos and hardly ever get recognize. Take time to care for yourself and feel reenergized. Great job on your positive thinking! Outsiders have no idea what it takes to teach and therefore, their lack of experience and critique on our teaching does not matter. We do it for our kiddos and for no one else.

  • @sister0933
    @sister0933 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Looking back now-I am glad you got out of that district if that is how they 'support' you!

  • @LeaSanacore
    @LeaSanacore 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just love your channel!! So helpful! Thanks for your honesty! As a teacher myself I totally understand what you're going through!!

  • @katelynwiens8884
    @katelynwiens8884 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I RELATE TO THIS VIDEO SO MUCH!! Thank you for showing us what your real week and life looks like, sounds like, and feels like. I feel like all I see are highlight reels on Instagram and it makes me feel so bad. I love that you're real with us and are so open and honest. I'm so sorry about your observation discussion. I completely agree -- how can someone who was in your room for an hour have that much criticism when they don't even know what it's like?! Plus we all know kids act differently when observers come in and we are extra nervous too. I would've cried too and I can't believe their big critique was something so small. Who cares if a kid was kneeling?!?! We come to school to learn. You're doing great things and I look up to you so much! You are going to rock your FaceTime interview in a few weeks -- they would be LUCKY to have you as a teacher in their district ❤ #GotYourBackGirl #YouRock

  • @JMV0502
    @JMV0502 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm watching this vlog a year later, but I love your thermometer or thermostat quote. Words to live by!

  • @jenmary7181
    @jenmary7181 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Michelle, I just want to say I have been watching your blogs for such a long time and you are one of the most amazing teachers I have ever seen! I have been teaching for nearly almost 5 years and I get a lot of ideas from you! You are such an inspiration and I have learned a lot from you! Don't let those observes put you down. You are so good at what you do!

  • @edermuller6429
    @edermuller6429 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are the best teacher I have seen. You struggle so much and dedicate your life and resources to do what you are passionate about. Don't let those envy women destroy you with their words. They are just what we call here as recalcadas. Best Regards from BRAZIL.

  • @MrBrowser1881
    @MrBrowser1881 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    100% accurate of your breakdown of the situation. I had similar things and like I had scenarios where I was blamed for parents being upset, and then the next day they the parent said they read the situation wrong, the parent praised my work and said how their kid had improved etc. The kids all the time used to write kind notes in their books and homework saying nice things when they were supposed to answer the question, they used the context to talk about me etc. But yet management was always criticizing, saying this and that error, saying nothing nice at all, and I feel that's just how people are. Some people see half a cup empty and some see half a cup full.

  • @brittemc7302
    @brittemc7302 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I absolutely love the analogy of the thermometer and thermostat. I so enjoy watching your videos. Thank you for your honesty about the ups and downs!

  • @pandalavanda8845
    @pandalavanda8845 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Darling,you are great! I am watching you as my motivator! I swear! You are inspiring me to do some things that we didn't do here in my country for our students or even have no idea that these things are suspected. And most of them I want to use in my work!Thank you for all you've done!

  • @iamchangingtoo
    @iamchangingtoo 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I enjoy how candid you are in your vlogs. Some teachers fake it or spend all of their time gripping. I love that mini pep talk you gave yourself to pull yourself out of your funky mood. You are really good at capturing what the first five years of teaching are like. In truth, your vlogs and those like yours are amazing and inspiring. Teaching within itself is trial, error, and a refinement process.

  • @mcg267
    @mcg267 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are not a horrible teacher. You are a wonderful teacher. I just think maybe sometimes you need to plan ahead more. However, you put a ton of time, work, and money to make your classroom a wonderful environment. Please don't feel bad. You are amazing and an inspiration. Keep your head up, pretty girl.

  • @aduniv
    @aduniv 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Remember, those that can teach. Those that can't are in Central Office. You are a super teacher and do so much for your kids.

  • @priscilamarin9737
    @priscilamarin9737 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for being so honest and real. I had a similar experience and felt the same way as you. Thank you because nobody talks about this specially if you are a new teacher. You are right, as teacher we need to self motivate ourselves. I admire that you woke up the next day and decide to lift your head up and go to work. At the end of the day the students need you and anything you do or make is for them.

  • @stacyamsden
    @stacyamsden 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Good Morning! Thank you for sharing and being so honest! Within my ten years of teaching, I have totally been through observations where I felt defeated as well. Came home crying and just feeling so low. Although, the next day you just have to move on, and continue to do what you know is best for your class. You had such a positive attitude afterwards and picked yourself right up by going to McTeacher Night! Good for you! I look forward to your videos every Saturday! You always inspire me!!!

  • @analuavl9
    @analuavl9 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I hope you feel better now! Enjoy your weekend and I agree with everyone else... you are a great teacher 👌🏻

  • @allysoncrooks1990
    @allysoncrooks1990 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I agree with you about observers needing to give positive feedback. While constructive criticism is sometimes necessary, the way that it is framed is really important, and it should always be paired with positive feedback, and should be given in a way where you feel supported and encouraged not just stamped down and defeated. The first two years I taught I was only given negative feedback, I was never recognized or encouraged, and it made me want to quit (and honestly on a personal level it made me spiral further into depression because I was putting my all into it and it didn’t seem worth it).

  • @SoyTuPrincesita92
    @SoyTuPrincesita92 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for being so real and honest. I am about to start my final placement in one month. This school will be quite different to my previous experiences. I really appreciate your showing us your vulnerable side. Teachers are real people with feelings. Crazy how you're being observed by teachers who have been out of the classroom for so long and wouldn't be able to do it themselves. You're doing a great job!

  • @carolyncuesta774
    @carolyncuesta774 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love watching your old videos and seeing how FAR you’ve come. Holy cow, it’s WILD and it’s so inspirational and encouraging :) ❤️

  • @emmabays6986
    @emmabays6986 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love how positive you have been!

  • @nessa.m
    @nessa.m 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    You're an awesome teacher! I've never seen you in real life or had you as a teacher but I can tell by how you dedicated your whole channel to your work shows real dedication!

  • @sarahdownum5431
    @sarahdownum5431 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I want to say thank you for being vulnerable with us. I have been through those ups and downs. It's refreshing and empowering to know I'm not alone. I really liked your positive attitude and how you turned it around and didn't let it define you.

  • @JRENT209
    @JRENT209 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    It seems like she was just trying to find something to nitpick! I'm a literacy paraprofessional right now and I let my students sit, stand or kneel during our group time as long as their focused and learning. I don't understand how that was a valid critique at all. You're a fabulous teacher and I love your mindset!

  • @kasieharner7062
    @kasieharner7062 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your positivity even through hard days! 💛

  • @sharonchorba6995
    @sharonchorba6995 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for sharing this. I think there are so many teachers who feel defeated by evaluators who only notice negative things. In your case there is so much that is positive that I am really surprised that she over looked it.

  • @kiannahgorham4478
    @kiannahgorham4478 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I honestly really enjoy your vlogs! I love how you're so sweet and show tough love at the same time! I always look forward to these. I graduate next May, and you have taught me so much. Thank you !! Trust me we see your hard work as well.
    Thanks

  • @WithLoveMia-gg8sm
    @WithLoveMia-gg8sm 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'll say it again, thanks for your rawness..and ideas! You're amazing!!

  • @aprilarlidge2807
    @aprilarlidge2807 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I never realized how much teachers do 'off the clock'.

  • @gretta74
    @gretta74 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I know this is an old video but i feel so bad for you. I know how you feel... Here in Holland they don’t appreciate how hard teaching is either. I totally relate to you!

  • @bdelon00
    @bdelon00 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your inspiring me so much honestly to not give up teaching and trying to view things in a different light. Thank you so much.

  • @Hannahcheering
    @Hannahcheering 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are such a fantastic teacher and I know you probably get that all the time, but you are also very strong and resilient and I greatly look up to you because of that.

  • @bethsbookishreviews9374
    @bethsbookishreviews9374 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm in my 4th year of teaching and I certainly know where you are coming from. I will tell you that administration does not see what we put in "after hours". I, too, put in hours and money. We do this for the students. I made up my mind the first year I taught that everything I do is for the students. Since you are so close to break, you are pushed to your limit. You are an exceptional teacher. Please know that I am praying for you.

  • @anitaweir1480
    @anitaweir1480 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am a special education teacher, and you are a 150% correct! If the student is at the table and learning that is what is important! Teachers now more than ever, are putting in numerous hours of their time and cash.

  • @skwds
    @skwds 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are a excellent teacher and any of your student's can tell them that. I hope you didn't dwell on that to long. I'm new to your videos and have binge watched you for a few days. I am a homeschool mom of 4. At the 51.32 mark the stress was setting in. My heart melted when you were holding back tears.

  • @debbiethymianos8385
    @debbiethymianos8385 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    You have all of us to back you up. You are an amazing teacher. You're creative and dedicated. We all see that everything you do comes down to your students' success.
    Right now, you still need to get enough sleep. That is important!!! Many of us are looking forward to hearing about your week, and what other amazing lessons you came up with. You have helped me so much, and I am always looking forward to another of your ideas to incorporate into my class. So, stay healthy, have enough sleep, and slow down, we want to continue hearing from you.

  • @sussannesinghsingh2505
    @sussannesinghsingh2505 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The supervisor doesn't know how to teach honestly your my dream teacher.

  • @kaceeclaybon9686
    @kaceeclaybon9686 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "And on and on well go!" 🎼🎶

  • @brookebowen7274
    @brookebowen7274 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Awww you're such a great teacher this made me sad :(