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Kat Napiorkowska can you please do a video about Identity crisis. It’s literally destroying my life and it would be awesome if my favorite TH-camr would do a video about it. It’s like having million customized Personalities but no one is your real personality bc u don’t know who/how you are. Every emotion that you express isn’t really real or true. Every new person that you meet is a new character. (I suffer from Depression Identitycrisis and suicide thoughts btw).
I have a feeling that your channel is beautiful. Why is there an Arabic translation? I hope that you will put it in the video clips. Translate it into Arabic. ❤️🌹
Yesterday my dad asked if something was wrong. I said I was tired, because "I feel bad for being here, watching days that quickly pass near me, waiting for a thing that will never arrive" would be weird
Camilla please tell somebody. It’s so scary at first to open up about but that’s the only way you will get your life back. It took me about two years but I’ve overcome my battle with depression. That is only because I reached out. It gets better, but to be helped you first have to help yourself
I think you should tell your dad, you don't need to hide your feelings when you are with people, who love you❤ I keep my fingers crossed for you and hope you're gonna deal with it. Kisses and hugs
I didn't expected this support, it's really, really helpful. My recovery from this two years is being very tumultuous, and one month ago I felt terrible. I was completely hopeless, because I thought bad things were starting again. But the thing, the change I was expecting is like...slowly arriving. I feel that now. I hope that everyone who's struggling will be able to feel this positivity again, one day
@Chaotic Demons same, my mom always tells me ' Why are you like this? You are not my child that I know.. it was me who made you like this? *You re wasting your time overthinking* ' or shout at me that I m a freack. I told her I can t do this anymore, I can t face my friends because I feel like they don t care, like they can just replace me. I pushed everyone away because I was scared. So she started with ' when I was your age---' story, mom, I don t fucking care, don t you see that I m lost? That I don t need your damn lecture. I m tired.
or you’ve simply felt sad and nervous. do not assign to yourself an illness you do not have. if you truly think you are depressed, or have anxiety, then seek out a therapist and then a psych; do not self diagnose.
I work in mental health and I'm sorry but it doesn't take a rocket scientist to recognise depression. People shouldn't self-diagnose, but society also shouldn't punish people for being sick and not being ready to reach out for help. A diagnosis requires accepting you have a problem and seeking help, not everyone is able to do that. 🤷♀️
I’m Troy and I’m 17. I’m struggling with social anxiety and depression at the same time rn, and I just want to say thank you that your videos really help me a lot, like really a lot.
you are speaking for all of us, the people who lost their voice. your unexpected comeback made me feel happier. I wish you to have all the peace and joy that you deserve for the art that you do
i live in london, and know where a lot of these scenes were shot. i’ve gone in circles around some of these train and tube stations, just riding them because i have nothing else to do- makes me feel like i’m going somewhere even thought i’m not. london is a depressed city.
'i'm forced into existence watching people handle life so effortlessly while i fall apart at 2 PM' - so very deep and so very true unfortunately . I tried many years to handle life so easily like others ,they are so enthusiast about everything but i cannot . I'm at the opposite side .The voice in the back of my head says is not true and that is just me ,just an illusion and that is all good .But the way it feels says something else. I wonder if the 'normal' is being like them or being like me. Lovely imagery and words tho
As someone who has gone through depression (and I guess it does continue to linger in the background even after treatment) this does ring quite true. The production quality is truly lovely and fits your narrative seamlessly. There is a certain neo-noir-esque tone to it which is quite resonant with depression and melancholy in general. But there’s self examination and introspection in those nightly hours that is hard to capture, so bravo for making this video and succeeding in doing just that. I really hope you will continue to do these videos, not just to please ‘us’, the viewers, but also as a sustainable way for you to create what *you* want to express. I wish you all the best in 2020 and thank you for bringing attention to mental health. It will be more and more need for that.
I miss her other vids, they help with my problems. They make me feel seen, cimforted, guided etc. I don't understand what happened kat, but I thank you for what we got. Truly a hidden gem.
I'm so glad that you're truely back! The work you must've put into this is impressive. And as someone who has survived deprsssion I can say that your video is really accurate. Colors, sounds and the whole concept is just soo true. Thank you for everything you're doing. You don't even know how much these videos mean to me.
I finished college, I came back to my home city, I live in my mum's house because I couldn't find a job, I have no friends here and I spent the days in my room. I have lost my hope. My life has no meaning, I wake up and go to sleep every single day without social interaction, spending the whole day in a room. I feel useless all the time. I am so unstable emotionally and mentally!! Some days I feel depressed and others angry.. (2:22 a.m)
I hoe your doing better but if no t then please try Meeting people online. There are many j ust like you im one of them. But one day i j ust thought that i have nothing to lose. You Will only gain when you get out there
This struck so close to my heart. I've never been able to put how I feel into words when I'm explaining to people about depression and anxiety and you've represented it in such an accurate way. I love this.
I love watching these bc so i know someone knows how it feels the one thing i hate that depression pushed me down to (anxiety,numb,tired,stressed,unhappiness, saying “fine” everyday if someone asks me if im okay but really its just a mask
I have depression social anxiety and epilepsy, and all I ever feel is trapped and low feelings not wanting to talk to people and if I do I’m scared to talk to you, if people compliment me I can’t except it due to trauma and past experiences. Then I feel low as I’m twenty four still at home have a disability and no jobs constantly judged a lot , so yes I get this video totally
Its the loneliness of it all, the inward trajectory and the low-key panic at the sense of loss of love and time that should have and could be spent better. How this path is not one that comes with a map and that the ones that survive, barring a select few, dont ever tell. The surreality of meeting someone else who feels this way is one of the very few things that make me feel excited. Living in the hope of better days.
am I the only one who got so used to people invalidating my feelings that despite the fact that I feel the way she describes it here, I just try to convince myself that maybe i’m exaggerating and that it doesn’t matter bc some people got through worst
I love your way of filming, the beautiful poetic words that you use to describe the raw and real feelings of depression. I can totally relate. Thank you so much for doing this series. Absolutely beautiful work that you do. So inspiring!
‘ At this present moment I feel as tho all the pieces of my life are falling into place it’s just that I’m not there to enjoy it’ I had so many dreams and expectations of myself when I was younger imagining myself as someone who felt amazing But once I had what I wanted I didn’t feel anything, and I realised being able to feel things must have felt better then it does now. Now I never feel anything I find it hard, to be myself and feel I have lost myself to society, I have to act a certain way I have to do everything a certain way, I’m just sick of having to live in a perfect way. Depression isn’t an aesthetic or something you can just self diagnose, I have different days and more anxiety, I find counselling is sometimes a last resort, it might not heal you but it will help you realise your actions and sometimes turn them around.
I love the way this vid describes depression. It is material like this that can help reduce the stigma. I know what it is like to feel so far from myself like a hawk from the moon. Press on you and everyone 👍❤
I've struggled with Depression for over 10 years and not a day goes by where I think of hanging myself but the only reason I don't is because I'm a coward I don't have the guts to leave this world behind so I continue to suffer in silence like millions of other people the quiet suffering is unbearable
I'm 20, but it feels as though I've lived for a 100 years. I'm sick of living, I can't fathom how people find the will to live another day and yet another day. Shit feels empty. It feels like I'm living like a zombie.
Watching this being at work and can't stop crying. I had to stop the video in the middle and I'll continue when I'm back home. It's so real. Even if Im in a better mood rignt now, watching stuff like that still is triggering. Thank you for this. People must understand. This can't be tabu any more.
After years of mental health struggle, meditation showed me that the more I practice being in the present moment, in the now, out of my head and in my body, focused on my breath, all you feel then is peace within. Peace comes from not striving forward, and not looking back, but being here and now. Realizing that every memory, every moment, happens in the now. It comes and goes.
This is such a beautiful and intriguing video. Just like all of your others. Your words are so beautifully written and i find such comfort in listening to your voice. These videos make me feel like there’s somewhere I belong like I’m not too strange and not too different from others. Thank you so much for sharing your story and these videos. Your video on OCD was the one I showed my parents to get them to understand what I was going through. I thought it was the best accurate portrayal of how I felt. You have the ability to give people like me a voice, and I thank you so dearly for that. Keep making more of these amazing videos and stay healthy!!!! xo
I‘m 17 and I‘ve been struggling with depression for years. I had to stay in the mental hospital for almost 2 months due to a failed suicide attempt. I feel like I‘m squeezing the last bit of hope and energy I have, slowly falling deeper and deeper at the bottom of a black pit, no rope to get me out of it, just tied up wings that forgot how to fly.
I’ve struggeled with depression for as long as I can remember and I’ve always felt something I couldn’t name. Now I know, I managed to dissapoint myself even though I had no expectations in the first place. That’s it. Thank you, I feel a lot better knowing how to describe it. Depression is a total dick, hang in there all my depressed fellows 🖤
This is so relatable. I have so many people in my life but i don’t know who to turn to anymore. It really feels like no one understands me, when i myself don’t even understand what’s going on. I hope everyone here who feels the same way has gotten the help i’ve been avoiding and i hope those who are just like me will eventually face our demons and accept it.
1:30 ....longing for change. I relate to that a lot. Every day im telling myself im fine ,and that today im gonna be happy. I slept enough,i have so much time to do what i want! And yet,i find myself feeling even worse. I hope for this feeling to go away but it doesn't. Anyways... Thank you for putting this feelings into words. Listening to your videos calms me down .
Sad to say I was afraid to click on this video.. as someone who understands n knows what it feels like. You always articulate your words well, and the quality of your videos has always touched me because you portray them well on your channel. These are the words I can’t even explain to those around me because I don’t even understand myself as well. It’s not that I asked to feel this way, to be this way, to think this way. So thank you for making these videos. ❤️
im indonesian, i was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. you're not alone, those are will make us stronger!! we got your back, i just saw this video and it stole my heart. i feel you, lets do our best for ourselves!! you can do it, we're not sick, its just parasit. one thing that you should know is, in the end we're gonna be the WINNER!! love you, send virtual hugs!!
I had this huge breakdown a few weeks ago where so many things hit me so hard at the same time and there were just too much people and movement and noise and then I felt like I was forced into existence, like I could never reach silence because when I sleep I get so much nightmares and then even when I die I don't think I'll ever get silence (I believe in some kind of afterlife). I feel like I was born one day and now I'll never get peace again, and I long so much for some kind of tiny cupboard or something where I could just curl up and get my head to shut up for a while but I can't find it and it feels like it'll never stop. I've been so agressive lately with my friends and family, so angry when I'm with them, so sad when I'm alone. I feel anxious and jittery all the time and I have huge crying jags and also times where I just shut everything out because I'm freaking out inside but can't find a way to let it out. I don't know what to do anymore, where to turn to get some quiet. I feel so lost...
"Everyone who kept their fingers crossed for me has long quit as though they got tired of waiting." That hit painfully true 😓 Thank you for your videos!
When nobody wakes you up in the morning, and nobody waits for you at night, and you have the freedom to do whatever you want. What do you call that? Freedom or loneliness?
even i am sad about my life i cant think about, a person who commit suicide because of depression that makes me more sad and i feel more regret about that i didnt do a thing to save that persons life. and als please stay strong my dear.
You should really get into podcasts... your voice has such a soothing yet melancholy sound... and the way you speak about depression is literally everything I feel but can never speak... and I thank you for that.
Thank you for your videos, they help me realise that I am not the only one thinking exactly what you’ve shown and it makes me less scared that it’s going to stick with me throughout my life
I don't have depression, but I have been struggling with social anxiety since the age of 11 roughley and I have ASD. The days get boring and I know that's just life. Everydays the same struggle, I want to socialise but it's like this mental block, and it just gets so frusterating. At the end of the day I always come home from collage feeling isolated and fed up. These videos are very helpful though and show people that they can atleast relate and they are not alone.
It has been nearly one year I'm suffering with depression and seven years with suicidal thoughts. Sometimes I'm not sure if it's really depression (I was diagnosed by a psychologist) and when I discovered your videos four years ago, I knew it was true. Thanks a lot 🌟
Completed my junior degree at 23 years. Then enrolled for postgraduate studies and was subsequently excluded - academic exclusion. I've been unemployed since then. Its eating me daily!
Same, I'm tired of having myself only. I'm always ready to help people around, yet there's noone to help me. I found out all my "friends" are actually only acquintances...
Thanks for your videos Kat! I am a 17 year old girl from South Africa and I have Bipolar 1 disorder, the videos you make are so helpful, they help people understand more about the people around them, I used your video on bipolar to explain it to my friends.
I loved the old mental health series and I'm sure the new one is gonna be just as good or even better. The work you do is amazing, your style and videography have something very special and unique to it and your voice is out of this world. Thank you so much for the content!
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Kat Napiorkowska can you please do a video about Identity crisis. It’s literally destroying my life and it would be awesome if my favorite TH-camr would do a video about it. It’s like having million customized Personalities but no one is your real personality bc u don’t know who/how you are. Every emotion that you express isn’t really real or true. Every new person that you meet is a new character. (I suffer from Depression Identitycrisis and suicide thoughts btw).
I have a feeling that your channel is beautiful. Why is there an Arabic translation? I hope that you will put it in the video clips. Translate it into Arabic. ❤️🌹
Kat your videos help us through our struggle were going through thank you I hope you make more videos we love you kat
Sorry im' Italy sorry I wanted to ask you if you could put Italian subtitles back because I don't understand English
@강인아 Well go ahead and add them then my friend.
*"Depression has clipped my wings yet anxiety expects me to fly "*
aeon it’s not that bad.
@aeon Accurate, though.
@aeon OK boomer
@aeon damn that's so funny here's your medal bro 🥇 this is me laughing so hard lolololol
aeon alright simp
Yesterday my dad asked if something was wrong. I said I was tired, because "I feel bad for being here, watching days that quickly pass near me, waiting for a thing that will never arrive" would be weird
Camilla please tell somebody. It’s so scary at first to open up about but that’s the only way you will get your life back. It took me about two years but I’ve overcome my battle with depression. That is only because I reached out. It gets better, but to be helped you first have to help yourself
Manuel Context happiness, maybe
I think you should tell your dad, you don't need to hide your feelings when you are with people, who love you❤ I keep my fingers crossed for you and hope you're gonna deal with it.
Kisses and hugs
I didn't expected this support, it's really, really helpful. My recovery from this two years is being very tumultuous, and one month ago I felt terrible. I was completely hopeless, because I thought bad things were starting again.
But the thing, the change I was expecting is like...slowly arriving. I feel that now.
I hope that everyone who's struggling will be able to feel this positivity again, one day
@Chaotic Demons same, my mom always tells me ' Why are you like this? You are not my child that I know.. it was me who made you like this? *You re wasting your time overthinking* ' or shout at me that I m a freack. I told her I can t do this anymore, I can t face my friends because I feel like they don t care, like they can just replace me. I pushed everyone away because I was scared. So she started with ' when I was your age---' story, mom, I don t fucking care, don t you see that I m lost? That I don t need your damn lecture. I m tired.
*"Sadly, I cannot walk away from myself".*
I just discovered that i've suffered from depression or anxiety.
Rose min me to
or you’ve simply felt sad and nervous. do not assign to yourself an illness you do not have. if you truly think you are depressed, or have anxiety, then seek out a therapist and then a psych; do not self diagnose.
Don’t self-diagnose please
if you think something is wrong please reach out to a professional.
I work in mental health and I'm sorry but it doesn't take a rocket scientist to recognise depression. People shouldn't self-diagnose, but society also shouldn't punish people for being sick and not being ready to reach out for help. A diagnosis requires accepting you have a problem and seeking help, not everyone is able to do that. 🤷♀️
"somehow I managed to dissapoint myself even though I didn't have any expectations in the frist place" wow....that's me
Woah I read this right as she said that
“...im forced into existence..” yep
Hey how are you doing?
I cannot believe how true these videos are, its like reading my mind
@@chaossquad1787 every app is dating app if u indian enough
I’m Troy and I’m 17. I’m struggling with social anxiety and depression at the same time rn, and I just want to say thank you that your videos really help me a lot, like really a lot.
Same, you're not alone :))
Same bro
You're not alone , I'm 20 an also struggling with social anxiety and depression
Same babe
25 and still struggling ☹
Your voice is soothing and I can listen to it for hours without getting bored.
True so true
you are speaking for all of us, the people who lost their voice. your unexpected comeback made me feel happier. I wish you to have all the peace and joy that you deserve for the art that you do
i live in london, and know where a lot of these scenes were shot. i’ve gone in circles around some of these train and tube stations, just riding them because i have nothing else to do- makes me feel like i’m going somewhere even thought i’m not.
london is a depressed city.
S im from London too ☺️
Even africa
not from London but from Kent. It really is ):
this explains why i love that city so much
@@bbyunderliined2665 hello fellow Kent person.
'i'm forced into existence watching people handle life so effortlessly while i fall apart at 2 PM' - so very deep and so very true unfortunately . I tried many years to handle life so easily like others ,they are so enthusiast about everything but i cannot . I'm at the opposite side .The voice in the back of my head says is not true and that is just me ,just an illusion and that is all good .But the way it feels says something else. I wonder if the 'normal' is being like them or being like me. Lovely imagery and words tho
it frustrates me to see other people's lives get into place so easily and u just look at yours like -_-
alex So true! -_-
alex we all have blessings still
And we never do know what someone is going through
yes
SO FUCKING TRUE
People who look like they have there life’s together may not have them
Sometimes I feel like a living corpse
That's exactly how I feel!
Gurl we all feel the same
I am not a girl
Listen to the song Zombie from the band DAY6 (English version)
@@arindamghosh6386 girl is gender neutral
“No wonder they left... I would do...” - yes.
As someone who has gone through depression (and I guess it does continue to linger in the background even after treatment) this does ring quite true.
The production quality is truly lovely and fits your narrative seamlessly. There is a certain neo-noir-esque tone to it which is quite resonant with depression and melancholy in general. But there’s self examination and introspection in those nightly hours that is hard to capture, so bravo for making this video and succeeding in doing just that.
I really hope you will continue to do these videos, not just to please ‘us’, the viewers, but also as a sustainable way for you to create what *you* want to express.
I wish you all the best in 2020 and thank you for bringing attention to mental health. It will be more and more need for that.
Thank you Sindre for your continued support. 💙
I lost myself for a minute there, felt like an eternity. The voice over is incredibly poignant and very eloquent, well done!
Can we all put our hands together and be fine?
Negative. This won't help.
Huh?
i wish
hey i wish we could, i'm sending some bit of warmth in the meantime
Kissaki what?
1:07 can we just appreciate this beautiful shot
Yes, a wet ground
I miss her other vids, they help with my problems. They make me feel seen, cimforted, guided etc. I don't understand what happened kat, but I thank you for what we got. Truly a hidden gem.
*depression has clipped my wings yet anxiety expects me to fly*
I'm so glad that you're truely back! The work you must've put into this is impressive. And as someone who has survived deprsssion I can say that your video is really accurate. Colors, sounds and the whole concept is just soo true. Thank you for everything you're doing. You don't even know how much these videos mean to me.
Yes,it felt like i was there and she was filming me
I have never been able to find the right words to verbalize what it’s like living with this disorder, yet you described it so simply and perfectly
„It hurts even more when you realise that you are not as strong as you thought. When you realise that darkness hurts, that everything hurts." -me
“I’m forced into existence”. I love that line
This the content TH-cam needs, good job on the cinematography Kat, I'm impressed, keep going!
*The days go by so quick that I don't even care what I am rn.*
“But what I got instead were a thousand disappointments” 💔
I finished college, I came back to my home city, I live in my mum's house because I couldn't find a job, I have no friends here and I spent the days in my room. I have lost my hope. My life has no meaning, I wake up and go to sleep every single day without social interaction, spending the whole day in a room. I feel useless all the time. I am so unstable emotionally and mentally!! Some days I feel depressed and others angry..
(2:22 a.m)
i haven’t been to school in two weeks because i feel the exact same way . i wish you the best because i don’t know if this is worth it anymore..
@My Rosy Path just send me a message if you need someone to talk to (tahupmelanie@gmail.com)
How are you now?
I hoe your doing better but if no t then please try Meeting people online. There are many j ust like you im one of them. But one day i j ust thought that i have nothing to lose. You Will only gain when you get out there
Rosy, you got this, are you feeling better now?
We are not scared to die
We are scared of the process
Daartgirl 07 very true
true
@@ostap2003 the world is a better place with you in it my friend. never lose hope, the night is the darkest before the dawn
👍
Depression feels like u really wanna go home, so fucking much, but u are already in home..
Sometimes I just wish I could go to sleep and never wake up again
Watching this as I sit in front of my mirror realising how much I am drowning and not even trying to grasp onto something because I don’t see point
Karo N stay strong even though it hurts❤️
I understand how you feel. Stay strong. WE CAN DO THIS. You are not alone ❤
how to get help when everything makes you feel empty ...
I love these videos. Simply because I can recognize my daily life in them...
This struck so close to my heart. I've never been able to put how I feel into words when I'm explaining to people about depression and anxiety and you've represented it in such an accurate way. I love this.
I love watching these bc so i know someone knows how it feels the one thing i hate that depression pushed me down to (anxiety,numb,tired,stressed,unhappiness, saying “fine” everyday if someone asks me if im okay but really its just a mask
“At this point in my life l feel as though the parts of my life are finally falling into place but l’m not here to enjoy”thats me🥺
I have depression social anxiety and epilepsy, and all I ever feel is trapped and low feelings not wanting to talk to people and if I do I’m scared to talk to you, if people compliment me I can’t except it due to trauma and past experiences. Then I feel low as I’m twenty four still at home have a disability and no jobs constantly judged a lot , so yes I get this video totally
Its the loneliness of it all, the inward trajectory and the low-key panic at the sense of loss of love and time that should have and could be spent better. How this path is not one that comes with a map and that the ones that survive, barring a select few, dont ever tell. The surreality of meeting someone else who feels this way is one of the very few things that make me feel excited. Living in the hope of better days.
am I the only one who got so used to people invalidating my feelings that despite the fact that I feel the way she describes it here, I just try to convince myself that maybe i’m exaggerating and that it doesn’t matter bc some people got through worst
I love your way of filming, the beautiful poetic words that you use to describe the raw and real feelings of depression. I can totally relate. Thank you so much for doing this series. Absolutely beautiful work that you do. So inspiring!
‘ At this present moment I feel as tho all the pieces of my life are falling into place it’s just that I’m not there to enjoy it’
I had so many dreams and expectations of myself when I was younger imagining myself as someone who felt amazing
But once I had what I wanted I didn’t feel anything, and I realised being able to feel things must have felt better then it does now.
Now I never feel anything I find it hard, to be myself and feel I have lost myself to society, I have to act a certain way I have to do everything a certain way, I’m just sick of having to live in a perfect way. Depression isn’t an aesthetic or something you can just self diagnose, I have different days and more anxiety, I find counselling is sometimes a last resort, it might not heal you but it will help you realise your actions and sometimes turn them around.
The way you make cinema truly inspires me. Thank you! Your job is amazing!
I love the way this vid describes depression. It is material like this that can help reduce the stigma. I know what it is like to feel so far from myself like a hawk from the moon. Press on you and everyone 👍❤
i’m so happy you’re back, i’m dealing with depression and anxiety
I run , is the only thing that makes me feels alive & in control of my mind and body . Stay strong lots of hugs ❤️
I've struggled with Depression for over 10 years and not a day goes by where I think of hanging myself but the only reason I don't is because I'm a coward I don't have the guts to leave this world behind so I continue to suffer in silence like millions of other people the quiet suffering is unbearable
wow this is so beautiful and painfully true. especially"how can i ever feel content when i dont know whats missing"
I'm 20, but it feels as though I've lived for a 100 years. I'm sick of living, I can't fathom how people find the will to live another day and yet another day. Shit feels empty. It feels like I'm living like a zombie.
Wow, as if youhave taken it from my book.
every time i feel like 'mi going back to dark, i come back to your videos.
and it comforts me so much
Watching this being at work and can't stop crying. I had to stop the video in the middle and I'll continue when I'm back home. It's so real. Even if Im in a better mood rignt now, watching stuff like that still is triggering. Thank you for this. People must understand. This can't be tabu any more.
You represent all my thoughts, visions, and ideas that pop-up in my head. You keep doing a great job! Z
I honestly think that u'll be a theater actress one day
After years of mental health struggle, meditation showed me that the more I practice being in the present moment, in the now, out of my head and in my body, focused on my breath, all you feel then is peace within. Peace comes from not striving forward, and not looking back, but being here and now. Realizing that every memory, every moment, happens in the now. It comes and goes.
In a country that depression doesn't exist cause you just have to deal with it, I have no choice but to hide.
I love your soothing voice and how you exactly describe the feeling inside of me.
To jest kapitalneee! I jeszcze ta ścieżka dźwiękowa tak idealnie pasująca... naprawdę to coś pięknego:)
This is such a beautiful and intriguing video. Just like all of your others. Your words are so beautifully written and i find such comfort in listening to your voice. These videos make me feel like there’s somewhere I belong like I’m not too strange and not too different from others. Thank you so much for sharing your story and these videos. Your video on OCD was the one I showed my parents to get them to understand what I was going through. I thought it was the best accurate portrayal of how I felt. You have the ability to give people like me a voice, and I thank you so dearly for that.
Keep making more of these amazing videos and stay healthy!!!! xo
Wow... This is art, masterpiece. I'm waiting for other episodes right now. Thank's.
I‘m 17 and I‘ve been struggling with depression for years. I had to stay in the mental hospital for almost 2 months due to a failed suicide attempt. I feel like I‘m squeezing the last bit of hope and energy I have, slowly falling deeper and deeper at the bottom of a black pit, no rope to get me out of it, just tied up wings that forgot how to fly.
I’ve struggeled with depression for as long as I can remember and I’ve always felt something I couldn’t name. Now I know, I managed to dissapoint myself even though I had no expectations in the first place. That’s it. Thank you, I feel a lot better knowing how to describe it. Depression is a total dick, hang in there all my depressed fellows 🖤
I'm excited for this new series ! You manage to create a new different vibe everytime and the result is simply amazing
You make the best videos of internet about how do you fell when you have depression or anxiety. Thank you for that, so much.
This is so relatable. I have so many people in my life but i don’t know who to turn to anymore. It really feels like no one understands me, when i myself don’t even understand what’s going on. I hope everyone here who feels the same way has gotten the help i’ve been avoiding and i hope those who are just like me will eventually face our demons and accept it.
1:30 ....longing for change. I relate to that a lot. Every day im telling myself im fine ,and that today im gonna be happy. I slept enough,i have so much time to do what i want! And yet,i find myself feeling even worse. I hope for this feeling to go away but it doesn't.
Anyways... Thank you for putting this feelings into words. Listening to your videos calms me down .
Thank you for this. It is how I've felt several times throughout my life
Sad to say I was afraid to click on this video.. as someone who understands n knows what it feels like. You always articulate your words well, and the quality of your videos has always touched me because you portray them well on your channel. These are the words I can’t even explain to those around me because I don’t even understand myself as well. It’s not that I asked to feel this way, to be this way, to think this way. So thank you for making these videos. ❤️
This brought me to tears. I feel... Understood. Finally, someone gets it
Wreszcie, kocham te filmy, one są takie prawdziwe. Pomagają mi wiele rzeczy zrozumieć i nadać sensu mojemu życiu❤️❤️
im indonesian, i was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. you're not alone, those are will make us stronger!! we got your back, i just saw this video and it stole my heart. i feel you, lets do our best for ourselves!! you can do it, we're not sick, its just parasit. one thing that you should know is, in the end we're gonna be the WINNER!! love you, send virtual hugs!!
I had this huge breakdown a few weeks ago where so many things hit me so hard at the same time and there were just too much people and movement and noise and then I felt like I was forced into existence, like I could never reach silence because when I sleep I get so much nightmares and then even when I die I don't think I'll ever get silence (I believe in some kind of afterlife). I feel like I was born one day and now I'll never get peace again, and I long so much for some kind of tiny cupboard or something where I could just curl up and get my head to shut up for a while but I can't find it and it feels like it'll never stop. I've been so agressive lately with my friends and family, so angry when I'm with them, so sad when I'm alone. I feel anxious and jittery all the time and I have huge crying jags and also times where I just shut everything out because I'm freaking out inside but can't find a way to let it out. I don't know what to do anymore, where to turn to get some quiet. I feel so lost...
What exactly I feel everyday.
"Everyone who kept their fingers crossed for me has long quit as though they got tired of waiting." That hit painfully true 😓 Thank you for your videos!
When nobody wakes you up in the morning, and nobody waits for you at night, and you have the freedom to do whatever you want. What do you call that? Freedom or loneliness?
I felt every word. Thank you for this accurate depiction of how depression feels. 💗🙏
Being Sad is meant for me, my life is nothing and it might never be, Life is just hard living in this environment
Your creativity flying high. I love this so much. You are one talented filmmaker and i love your writing, this one has to be my favorite
even i am sad about my life i cant think about, a person who commit suicide because of depression that makes me more sad and i feel more regret about that i didnt do a thing to save that persons life. and als please stay strong my dear.
This feels like an intro to a really good song
Great photography with creative words ....just waaw...and thank you very much cause you helping me very well
gosh this is beautiful as all of your short films you are brilliant
You should really get into podcasts... your voice has such a soothing yet melancholy sound... and the way you speak about depression is literally everything I feel but can never speak... and I thank you for that.
Thank you for your videos, they help me realise that I am not the only one thinking exactly what you’ve shown and it makes me less scared that it’s going to stick with me throughout my life
I don't have depression, but I have been struggling with social anxiety since the age of 11 roughley and I have ASD. The days get boring and I know that's just life. Everydays the same struggle, I want to socialise but it's like this mental block, and it just gets so frusterating. At the end of the day I always come home from collage feeling isolated and fed up. These videos are very helpful though and show people that they can atleast relate and they are not alone.
I love so much your videos, they always inspire me so much, I wish someday I'll be as good as you are with you videos.
It has been nearly one year I'm suffering with depression and seven years with suicidal thoughts. Sometimes I'm not sure if it's really depression (I was diagnosed by a psychologist) and when I discovered your videos four years ago, I knew it was true. Thanks a lot 🌟
I love your work, thank you!
Completed my junior degree at 23 years. Then enrolled for postgraduate studies and was subsequently excluded - academic exclusion.
I've been unemployed since then. Its eating me daily!
Thank you, truly thank you. I'm experiencing depression and I think to myself that at least there is someone out there understand
i just need a good friend to talk to thats all.
Same, I'm tired of having myself only. I'm always ready to help people around, yet there's noone to help me. I found out all my "friends" are actually only acquintances...
@@EwaJuliaZ if you want we can talk I want be your friend I also don't have friends
@@isma4507 can we be friends?
I hope you find someone who will stay with you no matter what. 🙂🙏
I can be your friend and, I can listen to your story if you want
Thanks for your videos Kat! I am a 17 year old girl from South Africa and I have Bipolar 1 disorder, the videos you make are so helpful, they help people understand more about the people around them, I used your video on bipolar to explain it to my friends.
Your videos give e such a good feeling. I can't explain... this is pure art and I'm so glad we have you back here
I loved the old mental health series and I'm sure the new one is gonna be just as good or even better. The work you do is amazing, your style and videography have something very special and unique to it and your voice is out of this world. Thank you so much for the content!
As someone who has multiple mental health issues , this is so true . This is exactly how I feel everyday .
I watched this high and this was a little bit trippy,the voice and scenes that are breathtaking.
AMAZING!!!😍😍😍😍
thank you, Kat! I enjoy you and your work so much!
This is beautifully filmed and produced. You are so talented
Regularly getting trains in London very early in the morning or late at night can make anyone feel very down. Getting out of the city helps a lot.
Depression has clipped my wings yet anxiety expects me to fly
I seriously have so much respect for you. Thank you so much Kat