I WENT TO THE ER AFTER ILEOSTOMY COMPLICATIONS

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  • I tried my best to record and talk about what happened but I was totally out of it. I am feeling much better now that I am home. Thank you everyone who reached out to me on here and on Instagram 💙
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  • @karenknight9565
    @karenknight9565 3 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    I am going through a cancer journey myself. This quote helps me so much when I’m feeling sad and scared. I hope it will help u too.❤️ You r amazing!
    “ It’s okay if you fall down and lose your spark. Just make sure that when you do get back up, you rise as the whole damn fire”.

    • @tashiwonder7565
      @tashiwonder7565 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      May God bless you and keep you strong through your journey as well! You left just a thoughtful comment I couldn’t go without saying something.❤️

    • @naturechild2022
      @naturechild2022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      God Bless you both thru this journey...Sending Hugs&Prayers.....xoxo You've got this both of you!! Xoxo

    • @queenofstitcheswarrior2668
      @queenofstitcheswarrior2668 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ❣️🙏🏼

    • @beatriceramirez4813
      @beatriceramirez4813 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I'm going through my own journey. The quote I 💖 is She believed she could ,So she did. God bless you too 🙏

    • @suzannenelson919
      @suzannenelson919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Praying for you too Karen. I have been through it so I know..... If I could get through it, so can you! You got this!

  • @apohlson1
    @apohlson1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    We’re perfect strangers and I find myself worrying about you and anxious for updates about you. You should be so proud of yourself for the way you have kept it together. I remember how scared I was when I was diagnosed with cancer. Hoping for easy and uneventful days ahead.❤️😻🤗🥰

    • @mercibeaucoup2486
      @mercibeaucoup2486 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This post speaks for so many of us! We got you girl 🙌🏻

  • @BreezeWithAfrica
    @BreezeWithAfrica 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    God is our strength. My Dad went through the same thing Colon Cancer destroyed him. He refused to get Chemo and we all know the end result. You are a fighter don’t never give up!

  • @eep7385
    @eep7385 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    While watching this video I had to pause the video and take a minute to pray. prayers goes a long way ,and with God all things are possible.keep God in your focus ,and remember you have to keep pushing your children needs you ,your husband needs you and this world needs you!!!!! Your recovery is coming, believe it and declare it ! In Jesus name!!!

  • @cindycampbell3340
    @cindycampbell3340 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    It's ok to cry once in a while. Have a good Cry regroup and fight on. You got this! Feel better soon

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    • @Sasha-wl2bv
      @Sasha-wl2bv 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I will pray for you...

    • @Sasha-wl2bv
      @Sasha-wl2bv 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don't lose hope...

    • @Sasha-wl2bv
      @Sasha-wl2bv 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Poop???

  • @susanbennett9062
    @susanbennett9062 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    You are one of the strongest people I have ever seen. I can't imagine going through all that alone. Bless your heart. ❤

    • @marciarecinos1030
      @marciarecinos1030 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yesssssss u are a inpirarion ..i have chrones & uc for 20 years been there done that ...it takes ballllls to be alone & if in covid times ..no visitors

  • @lindaintexas
    @lindaintexas 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    You poor dear have been through so much. 🥺 prayers for no more complications and that your pain gets under control. {{hugs}} to you 🥰🙏🏻

  • @dynamite9143
    @dynamite9143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I have been so worried about you. I hope you are getting better every day. I say prayers for you. I hope you can enjoy some of this beautiful spring weather. Remember, “This too shall pass”

  • @jtanthony6430
    @jtanthony6430 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    U are a fighter, and we will be here to support you whatever way we can. It's okay to cry. 🤗

  • @normamedina9829
    @normamedina9829 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    My heart hurts for you for all the stuff you went through... glad that David was able to visit with you. Keep staying strong and always praying for you and fam. We missed you..!

  • @bean269
    @bean269 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Psalm 31:9, 14-15. "Be merciful to me, Lord, for I am in distress; my eyes grow weak with sorrow, my soul and body with grief." "But I trust in you, Lord; I say, 'You are my God. ... "May the mercy of our Lord cover you from head to toe and heal your body from the enemies scheme to rob you of everything God has for your good, be healed sister and stay positive, you are the miracle in all this, know you are so loved ❤️

  • @Fuzzbuns4552
    @Fuzzbuns4552 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Oh baby girl I wish I had a magic wand that could heal you completely! But I know God can.. I’m praying for your fast healing that day will come have faith and stay strong 💙💕

  • @Lydia.94
    @Lydia.94 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Hey Vanessa! You have my support and love from distant Greece.. I am a nurse my self, I can understand what you are going through, as a nurse and as a cousin to my 19 year old cousin who is battling with blood cancer for the last 7 months and admitted to the ICU 2 times. It’s really hard for you guys. My heart shreds in pieces when i see you cry. I’m sending my prayers to you! We are at the same age, stand strong girl! 💗

  • @davewoods8539
    @davewoods8539 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Proud of you, you are doing well. To all involved in looking after you and all the medical teams, so grateful .

  • @lorimiller2501
    @lorimiller2501 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are amazing!! Prayers for quick healing!!

  • @nancy-katharynmcgraw2669
    @nancy-katharynmcgraw2669 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My prayers for your strength have been unceasing...always lifting you & your family up in name, Vanessa. Thank you for this group of updates, as I was concerned for how your recovery was. Obviously, you hit several bumps; NOW PAST THOSE Bumps!
    1 minute, 1 hour, 1 day at a time.! Much love.

  • @txsunflowerss9586
    @txsunflowerss9586 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m praying that this is the last of the pain you feel! Praying for fast recovery !!💕🙏☀️

  • @tammybandy5000
    @tammybandy5000 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I’ve never had cancer,but have been in the hospital on and off most of my life. I can’t imagine not having visitors. So glad your man came to see you. Praying your body is healing and you never have to experience this again. 👏🏻

  • @julieweismann6232
    @julieweismann6232 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for sharing, both the good times and the bad, and taking the time & energy to keep us updated, we care!! ❣️

  • @luciabowman4919
    @luciabowman4919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You never look like crap 💩. What a trooper! I am so glad 😀 you are doing better. The angels 👼🏾 are all around you. Bless you and I will continue in prayer

  • @rebeccalopez9796
    @rebeccalopez9796 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Seeing u and the strength you have even in the hardest time of your life reminds me how great God is... it seems like you have a great partner and family support system. Fight on beautiful warrior Princess! God will be with you every step of the way❤️🙏🏼

    • @queenofstitcheswarrior2668
      @queenofstitcheswarrior2668 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      The strength comes from her, not god. Don’t take her power away by saying that

    • @your1olney995
      @your1olney995 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      She clearly said that in the first line. Stop being a psycho Karen. All things are possible through God!

  • @christimayes6173
    @christimayes6173 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So glad to hear from you. I’m sure we all have been anxious to hear from you and are praying you are getting the best medical care.

  • @shayladaniel6040
    @shayladaniel6040 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Oh you poor girl! You are so so strong ❤️ thinking about you! Thanks for the updates xo big hugs!

  • @lisawindemakernorris2334
    @lisawindemakernorris2334 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Oh sweetheart, you will get through this. 6 years ago I had rectal cancer and I had good outcome from chemo and radiation although ( I had major radiation burns ). I spent 2 months in the hospital from cancer surgery. I kept getting complications from every thing. I was in isolation the entire time. Long story short....the head of the colorectal surgeons was making rounds one morning and it was a bad day for me. I didn't think I was ever going home. He pulled a chair up to my bed and assured me I was going to get through this tough time. He explained that since everyone of us is different and there are only so many ways to do our type of surgery that some of us make our drs scratch their heads and have to reevaluate our plan of care. Stay hydrated! I thought I was but kept getting readmitted to hospital. Pain mgt was ok for me but my ileostomy took forever for me to get right products to work for me. You will get through this but your journey might be a long one. If you can't vlog for any reason it is OK with us! We want your health to be your main concern then your family etc. We are ok being on the bottom of the list. If the only thing you can say to us is your having some bad days please send prayers we will appreciate you thinking of us and we would be more than happy to pray for your continued healing. Be strong and drink drink drink, every sip helps.

    • @VanessaLPZ1
      @VanessaLPZ1  3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Staying hydrated is important. I always have a Gatorade or pedialyte with me. I’m trying to find the best products and what works for me. So far I haven’t liked any but I will eventually

    • @beatriceramirez4813
      @beatriceramirez4813 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I know you my not having any taste right now but drink gatorade and also get some boost drink protein to help you keep full of Vitamin and to keep your weight up and make sure you have banana or banana chips for your potassium you don't want to get a infusion of potassium it Burns 😢

    • @mschickie007
      @mschickie007 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@VanessaLPZ1 try Coconut water ? 🥥🧊🥤

    • @camcamb5993
      @camcamb5993 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@VanessaLPZ1 Praying for you and your family. For hydration I use Liquidiv. It’s designed to enhance rapid absorption of water and other nutrients into your bloodstream.The website is www.liquid-iv.com

  • @lilcali3912
    @lilcali3912 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Praying for healing both physically and mentally. That is a lot to go through. Keep pushing forward. God is with you. Keeping you in my prayers.

  • @carolm3394
    @carolm3394 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So glad you got to go home. My prayers are with you through this journey. You have a beautiful soul and yes..it's okay to cry.

  • @crystalcarlos7182
    @crystalcarlos7182 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Awwww I’m so happy David got to come in there with you. It’s makes you feel so much more at ease to have someone you love there. 🙂

  • @kandydewey1286
    @kandydewey1286 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Been so worried about you. Lifting you up in prayer my sweet friend. May God bless you with a full recovery and good health beautiful.

  • @shanasmith1
    @shanasmith1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Great job recording while you were going through this. My heart, thoughts and prayers are with you. May God heal you fully.

  • @z3r0fox67
    @z3r0fox67 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I can’t imagine what you are going through but I can tell you that watching your journey and seeing what a great attitude you have and how strong you are helps me with my own struggles. You give me the motivation and strength to keep going thank you Vanessa❤️

  • @lorettastephens7945
    @lorettastephens7945 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    May the Lord be with you!

  • @Jujubeoh
    @Jujubeoh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You’re one strong young lady and such an inspiration. It’s ok to cry. The mom in me wanted to hug you and tell you everything was going to be alright. God bless you, Vanessa.

  • @dianaedoo9489
    @dianaedoo9489 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I hope you are feeling much better now. I can only imagine how hard it was for you. You are so brave ❤️ sending hugs and prayers 🙏

  • @tiffanyflaca22
    @tiffanyflaca22 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Girl we have all been worried about you, I pray everyday for you. I’m so happy you are home. Thank you so much for updating us even through all the bad when you don’t feel strong. You are amazing, don’t give up.

  • @cindym3340
    @cindym3340 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You got this sweet girl! You are a true fighter! So sorry you are suffering! Love to you and your healing!😇🙏🏻I love that your husband is with you. He loves you so much and it shows! God Bless You!

  • @Gardendreamsforme
    @Gardendreamsforme 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You’ve been on my mind and heart lately. Continued prayers from this house for your and yours.

  • @sandybee6956
    @sandybee6956 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Awww sweetie, hang in there. It broke my heart seeing you cry. You have been through so much and I know that COVID is making things that much harder for you. I’m sending you so much positive energy, prayers and hugs xoxo

  • @katherinemvp8636
    @katherinemvp8636 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You are such a strong beautiful young woman. May God give you the strength you need to heal. 🙏

  • @jennygonzalez1467
    @jennygonzalez1467 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sorry to hear that there was a complication after your surgery. It is sad to see you in so much pain and I wish you get better day by day. May God bless you and your lovely family. You have an angel watching over you hun and I know you will get through this awful journey.🙏🏼

  • @ccalexander1924
    @ccalexander1924 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I hope you are feeling better today. You have been thru a nightmare . I had to have blood transfusion after my surgery bc I lost a lot of blood during surgery. Love seeing the updates and just remember GOD doesn’t put Us through anything we can’t handle. Things will get better ! You are just hitting a rough patch. Hope you are feeling better day by day

  • @zenfulkatoria
    @zenfulkatoria 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    It’s okay to cry, what you going through is hard. But you are stronger that you think.
    Ugh I understand your fear of being discharged, that pain you experienced was traumatic.
    You are such a brave angel.

  • @lyndalynda3598
    @lyndalynda3598 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Please don’t cry!!! You are one of the strongest person & with everything going on you always have a smile !! You shave so much love from us all & your fam!

  • @gmmpiper
    @gmmpiper 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You totally have this!! We Are all standing behind you, praying beside you, and wishing you well. 🦋

  • @lizzynunez4906
    @lizzynunez4906 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So glad you are doing better, I was worried about you after not seeing a new video for a while. Wishing you a speedy recovery, God bless you🙏❤️

  • @eldaalmanza4585
    @eldaalmanza4585 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    My heart goes out to you bc i know exactly what you're going thru. Its so emotionally draining. But always stay strong n positive. Keep your FAITH and our ALMIGHTY GOD will see us thru this!! Sending you love good vibes and hugs. Praying for you and everyone else going thru this cancer journey!!🙏💙💪

  • @tobeytravels893
    @tobeytravels893 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’ve been through so much. But, like so many have said before, you’re so very strong. Thank you for updating us. 🌺

  • @muhammadfaheem3
    @muhammadfaheem3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So glad you finally got to go home.its amazing how you still manage to do the blogs despite going through so much! Hope you feel better soon! X

  • @zb2363
    @zb2363 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’m so sorry you had such a rough time at the first hospital, my heart goes out to you. My husband was 19 days in the hospital when he got his ileostomy last year. When the body loses organ(s) it wants to fill up that space, so fluid buildup is very very common. At home
    my Hubbie continued dilauded orally one other narcotic and liquid Tylenol, he titrated down eventually to just the Tylenol. He also had blood transfusion and then iron transfusions. It is a journey, but it gets so much better! Hang in there. One really good TH-camr is LetstalkIBD with Maggie. All the best to you! We’re 6 months out from surgery and it’s a world of difference.

  • @velmapatterson7890
    @velmapatterson7890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You look beautiful !!! So glad you are feeling better , there’s no place like home. Glad you posted I was really worried about you. Love 💕 and prayers🙏🙏🙏

  • @tammyramos6
    @tammyramos6 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I admire your strength and your bravery facing the unknown road ahead. I will pray for your healing and sending hugs🙏

  • @cathymumper2126
    @cathymumper2126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    It’s ok to cry. You’ve got to let it out. You’ve got this!

  • @jewelhaines8842
    @jewelhaines8842 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh sweetheart; I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time. I'm praying for you. You have lots of people that care about you.
    Stay strong!! ❤

  • @kathyrizzi8754
    @kathyrizzi8754 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You advocated for yourself and went to the hospital you always wanted to be in, good for you. This hospital is much better and they listened to you about your pain, hopefully it will keep you pain free, number one goal. I think about you and how you’re doing, you’re beautiful and so brave, one day at a time, Sweetie. Wishing you a full recovery. 🥰🌺🌹♥️

  • @joleneplourde9885
    @joleneplourde9885 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying you feel better soon Vanessa. I think you will heal faster at home too. Your husband is so sweet! He will give you all the emotional support you need. ❤️🙏🏻❤️

  • @ireneperez9585
    @ireneperez9585 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Awe Mija you're in my prayers . I hate to see you cry I wish I could just hug you .Keep your head up high Mija you'll beat this damn Cancer .Always in my Prayers 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤❤❤

  • @noaroumimper5830
    @noaroumimper5830 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I burst into tears when I saw that David was alowed to visit you, the emotional support and love is really such an important part of anyone's healing process! To go through all this alone must be so heavy.. you're an incredible strong woman and a true inspiration, keep it up!

  • @corinnaflores4103
    @corinnaflores4103 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so happy you're feeling better hon💓🙏 praying for a speedy recovery🙏💝

  • @MzNinaB27
    @MzNinaB27 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are in my thoughts! Its ok to cry, stay strong you got this!

  • @alexormerod5943
    @alexormerod5943 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Stay strong beautiful girl, we’re praying for you. Big healing hugs. 🤗 xxx

  • @araceli4381
    @araceli4381 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing your most difficult times ❤️ I’ll be praying for your healing

  • @LauraFagelman
    @LauraFagelman 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    My heart breaks everytime you are alone and cry. I wish someone, anyone would just go in and hug and rock you to console you. Your so young and beautiful to have to be going through this especially during this Covid hell. You are so strong though, I do not think I could have handled all you have had to go through. It's OK to break down. This is so much for anyone to go through, but your mind set is strong and that will be your best healing mechanism. I just stumbled along your channel, I have battled with crohns disease and have 2 bowel recession surgeries. Not even close to what you have been through, but the pain and the hospital hell I can totally relate with. I will continue watching your journey and thank-you for sharing such a personal journey with all of us. Your story will help many. God bless you, your in my prayers 🙏❤

  • @thecynthesizerrr
    @thecynthesizerrr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i hope and pray you get better! it was really sweet to see your husband visit, you can tell how much that helped and how much he loves you. thank you for sharing your journey

  • @357QueenBee
    @357QueenBee 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying for a speedy recovery. Stay off sugar. I know you said there is no more cancer but it’s better safe than sorry. Sugar feeds cancer. Godspeed.

  • @lourdescollazo6658
    @lourdescollazo6658 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I went through a long illness situation and completely relate to you💗I have been praying for you since I subscribed to you Chanel, keep your Faith in God!🙏🏻🙏🏻💗

  • @nancypatterson374
    @nancypatterson374 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying for you to get a full recovery and your life back! Blessings to you and David from South Carolina! 🙏❤️

  • @stephenwatt33
    @stephenwatt33 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My heart goes out to you Vanessa, you have my prayers, love and best wishes. Get well soon.

  • @leonorperez5439
    @leonorperez5439 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm praying for you Vanessa. Please continue to stay positive it works miracles. 🙏💕

  • @janswreathrack5956
    @janswreathrack5956 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry you are in so much pain. Stay strong. I’m praying for you and your family. Be kind to yourself and rest. Your family needs you..

  • @KJ-vv5ow
    @KJ-vv5ow 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    you are a true warrior and queen stay strong keeping you in my prayers

  • @jroach3296
    @jroach3296 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so praying for you! I also cried just thinking of your pain, that only you alone have to go through. I pray for strength for your husband, because I know how hard it is for him to watch you in pain and and can’t do anything but to be there. Thank you for sharing your journey. 🙏🏾❤️

  • @moniquetan1156
    @moniquetan1156 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Glad to see you coming home after some rough times at the hospital. Including you in my prayers. Please stay strong. So proud of you, ♥️♥️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @Sunnbuzz
    @Sunnbuzz 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    its so heartbreaking you have to go thru this, your spirit is shinning through even in the most difficult times that I couldn't even begin to imagine. With each day you will slowly gain strength, so many, many people are thinking about you, just rest and do things whenever you can and never feel bad because you dont feel upto doing something. Cyber hugs

  • @zgirl1385
    @zgirl1385 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hope you have many more sunny days outside. You are a sweet gentle soul and I can tell he loves you very much. All will be well. Give it time. We are all here for you and you are one strong lady.

  • @leonarddaigle6873
    @leonarddaigle6873 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Vanessa, prayers for you and your family. The Lord hears the prayers of each one of us lifting you up. Stay strong and stay focused. Lean into your faith and know God loves you deeply. Blessings to you!

  • @johanaortiz5206
    @johanaortiz5206 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so sorry, that you're going through this. You're in my prayers

  • @rochellenicoletta7353
    @rochellenicoletta7353 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I was wondering and worried and now I know that you are doing better, you are a very brave girl to be going through this alone! You will be better soon Vanessa💖

  • @joannegruszkowski7247
    @joannegruszkowski7247 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You’ve been in my prayers everyday! Just hang in there!

  • @Sonjaprince
    @Sonjaprince 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sending you so much love and praying your healing journey continues with no more complications!

  • @JaneDoe-ve5lr
    @JaneDoe-ve5lr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Baby girl cry all you want. You are amazing. God's sped for a quick recover. You remain in my prayers.

  • @zagelbagel1
    @zagelbagel1 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I so hope you feel better soon! I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’m battling stage 4 cancer and have been in and out of the hospital and totally understand the loneliness and need to get out of there and be home. You’re a fighter and strong so keep going! I’m happy you’re home and know it’s ok to cry.

  • @danevosloo8728
    @danevosloo8728 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are a fighter. I am Praying for you. Know that God will guide you through everything with new strength everyday ♡

  • @tinkerbell1666
    @tinkerbell1666 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel so badly for you. So young and going thru so much. I give you so much credit. You are a trooper. God bless you. I’m in tears balling for you. You have a good husband. I pray you get well. Mama if you want to cry, just let it out.

  • @Vantas_Black
    @Vantas_Black 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    That hospital room indeed is beautiful.... Hope you feel better, dear ❤️ looking up towards your recovery ❤️❤️

  • @angelicadoyle1705
    @angelicadoyle1705 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hi Vanessa this is Angie I am one of the oldest subscribers but I love to watch your content because I have 2 daughters one is 22 and one is 21 so I have been praying for you and really worried because you haven’t posted but I am glad you are back. You are a beautiful soul and God is going to compensate you for what you are going through never stop believing and you’ll get there.

  • @gracejuarez3127
    @gracejuarez3127 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My God sweetheart I just began watching your videos tonight and I already feel like you are my daughter. I will be praying 🙏🏼 for your recovery. God bless and continue to give you strength. I am glad HE blessed you with a kind man. Sending ((Hugs)) and prayers.

  • @celestecelestial90
    @celestecelestial90 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m sending you prayers for a speedy recovery. 💜 🙏🏼

  • @lisast.pierre9311
    @lisast.pierre9311 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so sorry that you're by yourself through most of this without visitors. Cancer sucks and covid sucks. Keep staying strong and you can get through it!!

  • @shaybrown3457
    @shaybrown3457 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Girl! I cried when I saw David being able to visit you. Im a nurse and I see first hand how difficult it is to have a long hospitalization with no visitors. I cant wait until these restrictions are over so that patients can have support to heal. You are wayyy strong and i commend you. You are in my prayers for strength and healing.

  • @thelovelylife7451
    @thelovelylife7451 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have fallen in love with you and your videos! You are such a warrior and inspiration, ladyyy!! I work in the healthcare field and know how tough it is! Praying for you!!

  • @Islam4ever2006
    @Islam4ever2006 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    My prayers are with you. You're such a fighter and I know what you're going through isn't easy. I really hope you get well soon and can feel relief. 🥰

  • @asmrqueen4627
    @asmrqueen4627 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'll be praying for you. Prayer is the strongest medicine. You will make it!!

  • @hannahrackliffe7045
    @hannahrackliffe7045 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending so much love and so many prayers for you. You are handling this with such grace and dignity. You should be so proud. 💓 You are incredibly strong

  • @vudujellybean
    @vudujellybean 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have literally been thinking of you every day 💗 I'm so glad to see you're feeling a little better, even if it's not 100%. Also, that hospital looks amazing 😍

  • @janelowe4128
    @janelowe4128 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bless you my darling, it's nearly over..you are nearly there .hold on, good things are coming your way soon xx

  • @ladyjoker52
    @ladyjoker52 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    StAy strong love!! Praying for you!!

  • @barbsmith500
    @barbsmith500 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I was so sorry to hear about that you experienced problems post op. Very difficult to forge ahead when you’re by yourself. Even Covid patients have had to be alone through their illness. Wish you best wishes for improved health when you get home.

  • @wendyy__6893
    @wendyy__6893 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying for your recovery Vanessa💓 you are very strong, you got this 🙏🏻

  • @melodiethornock1406
    @melodiethornock1406 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I hope you heal quickly. Prayers for your healing.

  • @WaterBottleBlues101
    @WaterBottleBlues101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Vanessa, your always in my prayers. May God always bless you and your family.

  • @jamiejohnson1371
    @jamiejohnson1371 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so sorry you're having so many issues post op. You have been through enough. I know you'll get past all this very soon.You're a fighter, a champion and a hero. Sharing your vulnerability with us is so beautiful. Being home with your family will help you recover faster. Looking forward to your next video. Remember, you don't need to make a video if you don't feel like it. We will still be here. Please take good care of yourself. You got this!!!