Getting my testosterone! | Vlog FTM

Hey everyone!
I decided to document the day (which turned into two days) I finally got my testosterone. I cannot even begin to describe how surreal this feels. Realistically, I never thought I would actually ever get my testosterone. It just kept being put off and there was so much stuff my family and I had to get through and figure out. Getting here was not easy. If you want me to talk about how I got here in another video then let me know. Part 2 coming soon!
Also, I just want to add a caption on an instagram post I made earlier today where I announced this:
I'm scared me sharing this is making someone out there sad, because I know the feeling. The "I'm extremely happy for you, but I kinda hate you lol" that I'd experience every time I saw another person my age or even younger (or in general) pop up with freshly prescribed testosterone or fresh top surgery scars. I just wanna say that the feeling sucks but you shouldn't feel guilty for feeling that way, it's completely understandable. I just hope that you guys will be happy soon and you'll be able to do what makes you happy, whether that's through transitioning or something else. It seems like the wait will last forever, but one day you'll be there, look back and think "holy heck I actually am past that". It's the strangest but most relieving and exciting feeling there is. Stay strong. It may not be as impossible as it seems. You're capable of much more than you realise.
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